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[emshiftss]

Dreaming + Shifting

Shifting diary entry #8 !!! (and asking for help again…)

I’ve made posts before about what it means to dream and how that relates to your shifting journey, and here I am doing it again… (also I wish I’ve made more diary entries on here it’s kinda been a while, but I’ve doing A LOT of reflection in my personal shifting journal, maybe I’ll make some of them posts…?)

My whole life I’ve been a dreamer, before I even learned of shifting I lucid dreamt quite often. I would use dreaming as an escape from my life here. My dreams are often intense and vivid.

And they definitely were last night, I had so many dreams it was crazy. But to parts in particular stood out to me that made me want to make this post.

It was later in the night, I originally thought to lucid dream and shift that way instead of doing an awake method (because of something that happened earlier in the night that I’ll get to later)

I think I just forgot that I wanted to that and I didn’t end up saying affirmations as I went to sleep to help guide me into a lucid dream, instead I thought of my DR. And … I ended up having VERY vivid dream of my DR s/o. Like I don’t think I’ve had a more vivid dream related to my current DR.

(I don’t remember what was going on before this) I opened the door in the room I was in and there leaning on the wall was my s/o. Again so vivid so much more detail in this dream. I remember thinking that I felt my stomach drop when I saw him there 😭 I also thought “omg he’s so tall I need to script he’s not this tall” ??? Anyways I think we talked but I can’t remember, I just remember kissing him and us cuddling. I remember sitting in front of him with his arms around me. I think someone else from my DR interrupted us bc we had some place to go, and my sister from this reality did the same?

I remember feeling really sad when I woke up, but I just tried to feel better by reminding myself I can just be there for real 😭

Now for the part I REALLY wanted to talk about. The part that, if anyone reading can help me analyze, I would much appreciate it.

I was gonna do an awake method last night but decide I should sleep for a couple hours then do it. So I set the intention to wake up at like 4, I woke up at like 4 30 but I was waking up before this but just kept going back to sleep and anxiously waking up lol. Anyways I woke up and put on a guided meditation and went for it, but then a couple minutes in I just randomly remember this part of my dream that made me stop my meditation.

I can’t fully remember what was going on before this, but I was in some sort of library/book store and this lady asks me to tell her a cool fact. (?)I panicked and couldn’t think of anything. I can’t remember what happened between this moment and the next but it eventually led to us talking about shifting. She told me she’s an avid shifter, she’s been shifting since 2020. And she told me she’s 24 years old? I don’t know who this woman was, she’s certainly not anyone in my life and not like some shifting “influencer” I like or something? I remember her giving me shifting advice but I just can’t seem to remember what it was!?!? 😭 I remember her comforting me, and telling me stuff along the lines of “don’t worry it is inevitable that you will shift” though. Ugh, I wish I could remember. But this is why I decided to try and lucid dream instead.

But if anyone reading this wants to feel free to analyze this for me, idk what this means for me or my journey. If my subconscious mind keeps saying and doing stuff like this, why haven’t I shifted? What does this even mean for me?

I’ve had similar experiences in dreams, like this one time a couple weeks ago I was dreaming of Star Wars (odd bc I’ve never seen the movies) and I met two guys and I explained shifting to them and they were very curious about it. And I even remember thinking in that dream “should I tell them I shifted here?” (???)

Anyways I feel (slightly) sick to my stomach about the vivid dream I had of my s/o and idk what my other part means…

[victoria-vv]

Guys, I need help.

So, tell me why this GUY. MALE. BOY. MAN. asked if we could recreate the CaitVi scene?! I looked at my phone in horror. But, am I wrong for feeling that way?☹️

He literally watched Arcane in two days for me, but I feel like what he said was a bit.. Out of pocket.

[angelcakes-22]

What do u guys think of a fic with a Y/N Pov or Cod character Pov...I am new to writing, and soo I can't decide which ones are better.

[monorose1]

MY SISTER JUST ASKED WHAT I WAS DRAWING TF AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY

[death-is-my-calling]

I have been meaning to ask this, and I really am too lazy to look it up, but did Sachiko Yagami actually die in the anime? If so, how? Who is the caretaker of Sayu at the end that I see? It looked like the mom -

[chamberofthespirit]

Hi, does anyone have any tips on telling your parents that you are religious?

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[clockwork-lady-of-airxdarkness]

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[nikki-tine]

Oh wonderful, my favorite tickle trope’s haunting me again!!

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[silviadragoness]

Why is it always something?

Bit of car trouble interfered with making rent. Car's fixed, but I lost time dealing with it, which has left me $100-150 short for rent. Deadline's in 9 hours.

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Yo, any Hellenic pagans wanna help a girl out?

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[strimpybastard]

HELP

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Red noses in Party Clowns can FALL OFF ????

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[zaascaa]

@staff @support WHY DONT YOU HAVE BOOKMARKS ANYMORE AND WHY CANT YOU SAVE CERTAIN POSTS TO THEIR SEPARATE COLLECTIONS IM SICK AND TIRED OF HAVING TO SCOUR THROUGH MY LIKES TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TUMBLR ITS THE ONLY FLAW PLEASE I BEG

[brony-247]

guys how do i open an ask box thingie

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ddoes any1 wanna help find out what i might be sick with.. i have no insurance (cant go to doctor 👎👎💔) and zero at home tests for covid n whatnot ❗❓🙏