#Phix

[obscurevideogames]

Phix: The Adventure (Affect - PSX - 2003)

[fizziepopangel]

Hear me out..........

This is kinda giving Molly & Anthony vibes........

"Hope At Heaven's Gates"

* Author's note: heyyyyyyy!!!! I know I haven't been posting lately, I'm on the mend from a minor hand surgery so typing on the computer has been a little rough lately, but I do plan on posting more soon! Until I'm able to write more normally again, I hope you all enjoy this mini Molly fic. TRIGGER WARNING: Please read with caution as this fic does lean into heavier themes of drug use and character death despite not being graphic, I do hope everyone still takes this into

account as they read for their own mental wellness.

- Fizzie❤️❤️❤️

“To Whom It May Concern…..”

Molly sniffled, tears falling onto the notebook page and making the pink ink bleed slightly as she wrote. It was the tenth note she had written, but she just couldn't seem to find the words she needed to say.

Her vision blurred and she shook her head, looking away from the page in front of her as she set her pen down, shaking out her hands and sucking in a deep breath in an attempt to soothe herself… but her eyes landed on the framed photo sitting on the desk just off to the side of her, and her resolve crumbled.

“Asshole." She whispered, picking up the photo and trying to take herself back to that day; trying to remember what her brother sounded like and felt like as they say snuggled up together in bed, their noses red and raw from the cold they caught after deliberately sneaking out to play in the first snowfall of the winter season, their winter wear be damned as they spent the early hours of the morning running barefoot through the snow making snow angels. It was the week before Anthony's first rehab stay and they had spent it in bed sick, refusing to leave each other since they knew they'd have to be apart when he finally left. They were only 17 then and it would’ve been the first time they'd be apart for more than just a night or two since birth, but even at 17, Molly knew that it wouldn't be the last time.

“You were supposed to get better, Tony.” She sniffed, looking at the photo. “You promised.."

Swallowing the lump in her throat, Molly set the frame back down, hating the feeling that settled in her stomach whenever she thought about her twin and every time he would promise her that he would quit the drugs…. And every time he'd get himself clean only to fall straight back into that hell he's made himself so comfortable in, going from her brother to the zombie that she found herself calling her brother for almost 20 years.

Wiping her eyes, she glanced back at the photo, smiling sadly as she reached into her pocket and pulled out the small plastic baggie of pills….. she wasn't sure what they were, but in all honesty, she didn't care. She found them a week after they buried Tony, the bag sewn into the belly of one of his favorite childhood stuffed animals.

Molly remembered staring at the pills, remembered wanting to flush them the second she found them….. but she couldn't bring herself to get rid of them, finding herself coming back to his old room; back to that bag and wondering what her brother's last moments felt like.

Was he scared?

Did it hurt?

The thought of her brother dying alone and scared and in pain sent shockwaves of hurt through her chest. Although it had been half a year since his death, she couldn't shake the feeling of needing to know.

Molly had dry swallowed one of the pills without truly thinking about it as she remembered getting the call about her brother's death…. And then she swallowed another…. and another…. and another…..

After swallowing the last pill, Molly wiped her eyes, looking back down at the paper and pen in front of her. She knew what she had done, and she wasn't even sure she could bring herself to regret it as she picked up the pen with a trembling hand

“Tony will take care of me. I'm sorry.”

Placing the pen down, Molly walked back over to Anthony's bed, picking up the bear she had found his stash in and hugging it close to her chest as she laid down, trying to find the comforting scent and feel of her brother the way she had done when she used to when they were kids.

Molly wasn't sure exactly what would happen, but as she closed her eyes and held the old stuffed animal to her chest, she couldn't help but smile, hoping that Anthony would be there to greet her at the gates of heaven in the end….

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From: Phix: The Adventure

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marsupial mamas

[throne-for-queens]

Sometimes I wish he would stop giving support to certain people. Now, why the hell Phix is going country too in my feeds? Don't doubt It might have been part of his upbringing judging from a lot of things but God, does he really need to explore the same genres at the same exact time Kells is doing so? Leeche, he's the musical MF. He's like a musical tik toker. Or a fast-fashion brand who steal designs from haute couture brands. If Colson hopped on Acid Jazz and Salsa Caleña, you'd probably see Phix following his lead, holding a synth on one hand and speaking Spanish while wearing a short sleeve shirt.

This is the kind of people, Phix, you say they "don't know who they are", "they have no integrity" about, not Kells, as some of y'all hop on Tumblr and X to say. Dude, just take off those nose piercings, change your hair color (stop looking like him) and stop living in other artists skin.

I'll be honest, I don't really know much about Phix, his music, or his life. The only time I've ever gone to his page is when people point out similarities between him and Kells.

[ginaketchum]

Thanks for the mentions! Best dressed and best shoez 😊 vintage boots for the win! Western vibes comin in hot at the CMT awards tonight!

[dannemars]

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[obscurevideogames]

"Senor Shogun"

Phix: The Adventure (Affect - PSX - 2003)

[sippihippie]

[digiindie]

Phix – Lucifer (Remix) (@phix806)

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From: Phix: The Adventure

[jakemorph-art]

pouchbaby life

[throne-for-queens]

These new tattoos, combined with the hair, are making him look more like "Phix"when it should be the exact opposite. Why is he looking like his wannabe, lol?

I can see the similarities for sure, but I think a lot of his new tattoos have to do with viking stuff more than anything. I think he just likes to be connected to something

[fannationdaily]

New song by Phix called thunder