#Penemily oneshot

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Hi! I just read your pride fanfiction and it's so cool! I was wondering if you maybe would like to write Moreid Penemily fanfic where Morgan and Prentiss go to the florist to buy flowers for their significant ones, but they obivously had no idea about flowers while Penelope and Spencer care about it a lot.

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This is the sweetest ask I’ve ever received omg of course you can get that!! I love getting requests thank you so much for asking❤️

Sort of TW /// there's flashbacks to a child abduction case the team was working, also Garcia is mad at Prentiss (and Morgan is just worried about picking the wrong flowers lol)

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Flowers

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Morgan and Prentiss were similar, almost too similar- they were both leaders within the team, strong willed, and not scared of saying what they thought.

They were driving forces in the team, they did their jobs and they did them damn well. They were both confident in their jobs, but sadly, that’s where both of their confident aspects ended.

When it came to relationships, Emily and Derek were also too similar- they were nervous disasters. They didn’t know how to act, what to do or say- they practically had to dare each other to get themselves to ask out their respective crushes. They couldn’t bring themselves to do it without the other pushing them along, urging them to do it.

So, it should have been no shock when Derek pulled open the door to the small flower shop Spencer raved about so much- and saw Prentiss standing awkwardly to the side, scanning the example flowers splayed out on the small table next to her like she actually understood anything about floristry.

Morgan couldn’t help but shake his head; of course, Spencer was always telling Garcia about his favorite things- she probably fell in love with this flower shop, too.

“Well, well, look who we have here.” Derek joked as he walked towards Prentiss, she barely looked up at him, instead still scanning the flowers as she spoke; “I don’t wanna hear it. This is Penelope’s new favorite place, and I’m doing my girlfriend duties.”

“Funny, I’m doing the same thing myself.” Derek replied, “You’re doing girlfriend duties?” Prentiss shot back, Derek ignored her, instead turning back around, towards the front of the shop to look at the flowers they had displayed up front.

He was still standing next to her, however, so he spoke up again; “What’re you getting Garcia flowers for?” “I can’t just get her flowers?” Prentiss sniped, clearly something was putting her on edge, and now Derek had to know what.

“Pump the brakes, Em.” He told her, she looked down towards her feet, then looking at the small table, before looking back towards him.

“She’s mad at me.” Was all Emily said, before turning her back towards him, looking at the displays hanging nearby on the wall. Derek decided to leave her at that, at least for now. He knew why Garcia was mad.

~

“How long are you going to stay here for?” Reid asked Garcia curiously, sat next to her in her den of computers and fun little figurines surrounding her. Spencer had ended up burning the midnight oil yet again, and decided it was better to spend that time with Garcia, rather than be alone in the dark emptiness of the bullpen.

Penelope had finished her work hours ago, but was refusing to go back home- back to her shared apartment with Emily, because she was mad, she was fuming, she was frustrated, and she was close to being heart broken, even if that was dramatic to say; that’s how she felt.

“I don’t know.” Garcia said simply, clicking on another youtube video of kittens being adorable. She needed to focus on something simple right now, something sweet, something that didn’t make her feel like she was going to cry and hyperventilate at the same time.

Spencer stayed quiet, sitting in the desk chair next to her as he flipped through the manilla file folders in his lap. Boring case work, it could be done by anyone on the team- and it didn’t need to be done that exact day, it wasn’t due to be turned into Hotch for a while. So Spencer left it on his lap, shutting the folder as quick as he had opened.

“You know, everyone does stuff like what Emily did-“ he started up again, trying his best to reason with Penelope about the events that had transpired that day, but she wasn’t going to hear it, she was deciding to tune him out; turning the volume up on the youtube video, watching kittens chase fake mice and play with feathers on strings. It was cute, it was sweet, it wasn’t upsetting.

Reid took that as his cue to be quiet, at least for now.

~

Derek had left Prentiss to her own devices within the small flower shop, going to the other side of the store to give her some distance, and to peruse the many kinds of flowers and small knick knacks they had for sale.

It made sense why Spencer loved this shop, why he raved about it; firstly, it was small, it was quiet, it was simple. It wasn’t flashy in decor, rather letting the flowers for sale be the decorations to fill up the store. Not to mention the soft classical radio station that was playing through the small speakers by the cashiers desk- which also doubled as a bouquet making table.

It was small, it was a small slice of art that Derek could picture Spencer walking down, looking at the beautiful flowers lining the shop on small tables and hanging on the walls. Spencer loved beautiful things, and he was the most beautiful person Morgan knew.

Which is why Derek was struggling on what to get Reid, he wanted to get his boyfriend something as beautiful as him, something he would love. Morgan knew realistically that Spencer would be happy with almost any kind of gift, but Morgan wasn’t listening to his painfully boring realistic side. He was listening to his romantic side, the side that wanted to buy Reid the Smithsonian Museum, the side of himself that wanted to build his boyfriend a greenhouse; so they could finally start on that home garden Spencer wanted so badly.

Derek wanted to do something to make Spencer happy, because the case they had dealt with today ended badly- worse than normal. It had taken a toll on everyone, Garcia, Prentiss, Reid, himself, Hotch, and even J.J. and Rossi.

It was rare a case hurt them as much as this one had, but every once and a while, there needs to be a fresh cut alongside the healing and fading scars. Something to bring them back to the painful reality of life.

~

It was a child abduction case, those always hit the team the worst. Whether there was a personal connection to the team members or not, it was hard when an innocent soul gets taken away.

Thankfully, the team was able to recover the missing child, a seven year old girl named Savannah Rogers. The team was quick to figure out this was the abductors first, so there were errors, there were mistakes. There were holes in the plotline the team could poke through and reach into, to find the necessary answers.

It came at a price, though, it always did.

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"She likes colorful things." Derek spoke under his breath as he passed by Prentiss, she didn't turn around (though she clearly heard him as her eyes darted his way for a moment), still staring at the racks of freshly made bouquets and wreaths that had yet to be bought. Derek didn't say anymore past that, instead just standing next to her, staring at the same floral arrangements.

He needed something as pretty as his boy, would Reid like roses? Or would he think that's too cliché? Derek wasn't totally sure. It had to be just right for Spencer. Maybe a mix of roses with something leafy would be best.

"You know what you're getting Reid?" Emily asked him, her voice quieter than normal. It was clear the stress of the situation was getting to her, it hurt Derek's heart to see her like that.

He shook his head simply, "Nah, I'm not sure. What about you?" Emily drew a breath in, "I don't think any amount of flowers will make her forgive me." She said, a shaky laugh coming out after, as if the humor was to make the situation normal. But none of this was normal.

"Em, you did what you had to do. She needed our help. Garcia knows that, she's just upset because she was worried sick."

Emily just nodded, a signal that meant ‘I hope you’re right���. Derek knew he was, it was just going to take Penelope a second to breathe, to calm down; to understand why Prentiss put herself in harms way. To understand why Prentiss almost got shot just a few hours earlier.

~

The specifics of a child abduction case always boil down into two ways; either the child is taken from a place of safety (school, home, etc.), or is taken while in transportation from one place to the next (walking home from school, taking the bus).

For the case of Savannah Rogers, it was the former. She was playing in her front yard with her barbies when she was seemingly snatched.

Her mother was inside on a phone call, she had just stepped away from watching Savannah for a minute to answer the phone- and when she looked back, her daughter was nowhere to be seen.

The team figured out quickly who could’ve done it, the school nurse from Savannah’s elementary school- the nurse had recently been fired due to allegations of verbal abuse from the students themselves. The fact the feds weren’t involved sooner was the most surprising thing, the nurse was a walking poster boy for someone who shouldn’t be working in a school. But somehow, he had the job for some time.

The nurses name was Daniel Blake, he was an unsub with narcissistic personality disorder- he was raised off grid by his mother who had a narcissistic personality as well, and a belief that society was doomed from the start. So, he was raised with the belief life was better away from everyone- he was raised in a cabin, then escaped away for his college career.

He was seemingly normal, until his mother died a few weeks earlier. It was common to see an unsub stable, normal- not exhibiting any terrible ideology. But then, there’s always that trigger- something that shoves them over that edge they’ve been precariously balancing on for far too long.

His mothers death reminded him of the way he was raised, he was convinced he needed to take a child and raise them the same. Savannah Rogers just happened to be the closest to where he was.

~

Spencer and Garcia were sat in silence yet again, Reid had no reason to leave and Garcia simply refused to. She didn’t want to see Emily.

“I almost lost her, Spencer.” Was all Garcia mustered up to say, before looking down from her computer monitor- instead just staring directly at her keyboard.

Spencer didn’t react right away, he wasn’t sure what to say. He took a deep breath in before speaking, “Morgan and I argue about this too.”

Garcia looked up from her keyboard to shoot Reid a sideways glance, her way of saying ‘go on’. So, he did.

“We don’t argue about you and Emily,” he stuttered over that obvious clarification, “but we argue when the other shoves themselves in the way of danger. Him and I have almost died too many times, every time we go out into the field I do have a part of myself that asks; ‘what if this is the last time I’ll see him?’. And it scares me.” Spencer paused, swallowing some of his rambling down, not all of what he was feeling and sharing was helpful. He was just vocalizing his fear.

He continued on after a second, “I don’t want to lose him- he’s my everything you know, he’s-“ Spencer’s voice started to crack in the way that only cracks when you’re close to expelling your emotions way too publicly. He took a breath again, deciding to redirect where his story was going.

“But I also know that, he’ll always be okay. I trust him to do his job, and that’s the difference between being boyfriends and co-workers. I have to trust my co-worker, Derek, to do his job right. And I have to trust my boyfriend, Derek, to come home every night like he promised he would. And he trusts me to do the same.”

Reid stopped talking after that, going back down to staring at the manilla file folders on his lap.

~

The team had cornered Daniel Blake in a warehouse set to be demolished towards the outskirts of town, Savannah was with him, locked in a giant crate meant for a large dog. His whole plan wasn’t well thought out, was he going to raise this little girl in a warehouse? It didn’t matter in the end.

The team got to him, like they always did with unsubs. The one thing the team wasn’t aware of was that he had a pistol in his inner jacket pocket- and while Prentiss moved towards the dog crate to get Savannah out, Daniel made a move.

He grabbed out his pistol and was trying to aim at the dog crate that Savannah was in- if he couldn’t have her, he didn’t want anyone to. The only thing stopping Savannah Rogers from being dead right then and there was the fact J.J. had shouted out at Emily to cover the crate, which she did instinctively.

The bullet missed the crate, but it hit Prentiss in the bullet proof vest, right in between her shoulder blades. If she wasn’t wearing the vest, she’d be dead.

After that, Derek tackled him to the ground and made sure he had no other weapons. Savannah was then returned to her family, and the team made their way back to the police station. Case closed, almost.

Penelope was in the teams ear, monitoring the whole ordeal when she heard J.J. yell at Emily to cover, and the gunfire going off. Then she couldn’t hear anything, her heartbeat was drowning out any words that were being said. She was petrified.

~

EMTs checked out Savannah and Prentiss, Savannah was in shock and had a few minor injuries, but nothing too stressful. Thankfully the same could also be said for Emily, she felt the bullet push through the fabric of the vest when she was shot, the bullet barely stopped before slowly pushing up against the more inner layers of the vest.

It was a sharp pain, it would leave a bruise, it knocked the wind out of her for a second. But she was alive, she was okay.

That’s what Morgan told Garcia through the earpiece as soon as he got Daniel Blake in the back of a cop car. He just kept saying it, “Garcia, she’s okay. EMTs are looking at her now, she’s okay.”

Whether Penelope fully heard him by that point, he wasn’t sure.

~

“It’s just hard. I feel like I’m the odd one out, I’m not at the scene with you guys. I’m a million miles away.” Garcia spoke through a shaky breath to Spencer.

“I can’t see what happens, unless you strap a camera to your face and send me live feed. I’m scared every time you guys go out there, that something bad is gonna happen. And I’ll be the only one left.” She said, her voice hushed and shaky still.

Spencer stayed quiet for a moment, the only thing heard in the office was the kitten videos still playing on Garcia’s monitor, and the distant clicking of the clock on the wall.

“You’re never going to be alone. I know our line of work is a lot, and it is. But we can handle it. We’re as prepared as can be, and the truth is we could get hurt just the same walking down the road. We could get hit by a tornado, or a drive by-“ Reid kept going on, Garcia looked down at her keyboard before looking at Reid.

“Bad things can happen to us anywhere.” Spencer stated simply, watching Garcia’s tired, bloodshot, and teary eyes staring at him. “But we’re never alone out there. We protect each other. And you- you protect us!” Spencer spoke with a tone of energy. He had a strong point coming and he knew it, but Garcia didn’t. She scoffed, blinked, and didn’t say anything more. A cue that Spencer can continue.

“You protect us just as much as we protect each other, you get us the information we need, you contact everyone we can possibly need for a case. We’re nothing without you. It doesn’t matter how far away you are, you have our backs, too.”

Penelope sniffled, a small smile tugging on her lips.

“Thank you,” she said, her voice cracking. Spencer nodded, he could tell she was tired, as was he.

~

The shop was closing soon, Prentiss knew it, Morgan knew it, and the old woman sat up behind the counter, reading a thick old dusty book knew it too.

“Are you two stuck on what to get?” The old woman asked, looking over the top of her book to give Morgan and Prentiss a glance.

“Just a bit,” Derek admitted suavely to her, he knew Emily wasn’t really in the mood to talk so he took lead on this conversation. “I’m getting a gift for my boyfriend.” boyfriend, boyfriend, Spencer was his boyfriend. No matter how many times Derek got to call him his, he still never got over it. He never got over the excitement, the happiness, the rush of ‘oh my god, I get to date him?’. It was an amazing feeling every time.

The old woman nodded, “Do you know what kind of flowers he likes?” She asked, setting her thick book down on the table in front of her. Derek thought back for a moment, every time he’s seen Spencer bring flowers home from the shop they weren’t big bouquets. There was a lot of greenery, a lot of whites and yellows, natural earthy tones. Nothing flashy or bright.

“He always has a lot of green in the bouquets he gets,” the woman nodded as she listened, hopping off of her stool and going around the cashier counter to Morgan to show him the collection of flowers she thought would match that.

“I’m also thinking roses, though. Is that cliche?” He asked her, she smiled happily, “Not at all, dear. Roses symbolize love. Are you thinking the standard red, or would you like to look at our other colors?”

Derek nodded yes, excitedly, he felt like he was finally figuring out what to get his pretty boy, and it was going to be just as pretty as him. The woman whisked off to the back room to get the freshest roses they had, assuring him and Emily that she’d be right back.

Emily had stayed silent through the entire interaction, staring at the wreaths lining the wall. Derek noticed, it was his job to notice.

“Prentiss, I know you’re dealing with a lot. But one thing at a time, alright? Slow your mind down, all you can do right now is get her flowers.” Emily nodded, she understood that. She knew that was true, she was just nervous and tired and frustrated. She wanted to do the right thing, and she had. It just came at a price.

“I know,” she nodded again, “I know.” “So, what flowers are you thinking for Penelope?” Derek asked her, trying to move her forward.

“I might have to follow your lead and see about the roses.” Emily replied, a small (not entirely truthful) smile forming on her face. She decided to follow Morgan’s lead. Flowers first, everything else later.

~

Spencer and Garcia left the bureau building together, “You want a ride home?” Spencer asked her as he dug his car keys out of his messenger bag, Penelope nodded. “I’d like that.”

~

So, they drove in amicable silence, the radio in Reid’s car was switched to a pop station for Garcia, and she appreciated that. She hummed lowly to the songs playing through. But past that, no words were said.

Spencer rolled his vehicle to a stop outside of Garcia and Emily’s shared apartment, “Do you want me to walk you up?” He asked her, already reaching to undo his seatbelt. Penelope shook her head, causing Reid to stop.

“No, thank you though. What you said meant a lot. I love ya, Spencer.” She said, reaching forward over the center console to embrace him in a hug, Spencer smiled and did the same, hugging her back tightly.

“Of course. It’s gonna be okay. You just have to talk to her.” Spencer told her, they were still in a tight embrace, and Garcia nodded. “I know. I won’t be scared.” She mumbled, pulling back from the hug after a moment.

Spencer smiled, “That’s good, you shouldn’t be. You love her, that’s all that matters.” Penelope smiled softly back, thinking back to Prentiss, how much she loved her- how much she loved being with her, kissing her, talking to her. Just being with her. She loved it. She knew Spencer was right.

All Garcia did was say a final ‘thank you’ before unbuckling, grabbing her purse and exiting the car, shutting the passenger door behind her. Reid waited until she disappeared into her apartment building to drive away, and then he started his journey home.

~

Spencer hadn’t thought much of the day, other than the obligatory obvious that the child abduction case had put everyone on edge- Garcia and Prentiss especially, and for good reason.

Spencer was a bit foggy in his mind as he pulled into the drive way of Derek and his’ home. The fog in his mind was for a few factors, the post stress feeling of finishing a high stakes case, and also that it was just late and he was so, utterly exhausted. He let out a small yawn as he put the car in park, he noted that Derek’s car was already parked in his usual spot- hopefully his boyfriend hadn’t been waiting up for him, he’d feel terrible depriving him of his sleep. He knew Morgan was just as tired as him.

Spencer exited his car, locking it quickly and walking up the front stoop, fumbling with his keys to get the right one to unlock the front door. He got the right key after a moment, slid it into the lock, and opened the door. He pushed it open, shutting it quickly behind him. He tried to shut the door as quietly as he could, but the hinges squeaked at a volume a bit too loud for Reid’s taste. Spencer cringed at the noise, hoping it wouldn’t wake Derek up.

The hallway lights were on in their home, not an uncommon occurrence, as their work schedules were always so bizarre that they usually ended up working late nights; at home or in a hotel somewhere across the nation.

Spencer made his way inside, setting his messenger bag down on the kitchen table, and stood in a moment of silence. God, today was a lot. And Penelope being so worried about Emily, it reminded him of his anxieties, his fears, his worries about himself and Derek. He knew they couldn’t catch every unsub always. He knew some unsubs would shoot their way out of dealing with cops. He knew people got hurt in their line of work.

He was terrified that it would catch up to him and his boyfriend one day. And that the happiness and love and hope they shared would be smashed. Spencer let out a deep sigh, he couldn’t keep thinking about this all and run his mind in circles. Spencer walked over to the cupboard where their glasses were stored, opening it and grabbing a glass, then going to the tap and filling it with water.

It was then that he heard footsteps, coming from down the hall to the kitchen.

“Pretty boy?” Derek’s voice called out, before he turned into the kitchen. He was still in his work clothes, and smiling excitedly as he had his hands behind his back, as if he was hiding something.

Spencer smiled softly at him, taking a sip of his water, “Hey,” he took note of Derek’s preppy demeanor this late in the evening, he immediately knew his boyfriend had been up to something. “What’s going on?” He asked curiously.

“Close your eyes.” Derek said, his grin somehow splitting even wider as he spoke. Seeing his boyfriend somehow so full of joy, this late in the day, after all the bad they had seen; it made Spencer smile. So Spencer nodded, setting his glass down next to him on the counter, putting his hands over his eyes.

Reid heard his boyfriend stepping closer, and some kind of rustling he couldn’t correctly identify.

“Open your eyes, baby.” Derek said, Reid put his hands down, blinking his eyes open to see what was in front of him.

It was Derek holding a bouquet out in front of him, it had daisy’s, white and yellow roses, a bit of baby’s breath, as well as lots of greenery and leaves.

“Derek, is- is this for me?” Reid asked, he already knew the answer as Derek wordlessly handed him the bouquet, and Spencer started examining it further.

“I wanted to get you something special,” Derek started explaining bashfully, “you mentioned that flower shop around the corner, so I checked it out and I got some help from the old lady behind the counter. I wasn’t sure what to get you, do you like it?”

Spencer couldn’t stop smiling, he mentioned that flower shop in passing to his boyfriend once or twice, and Morgan remembered. And it was a perfect bouquet, some people would’ve disliked the amount of leaves or usage of daisy’s or whatever the hell else- but to Spencer, it was perfect. It was beautiful.

“I-“ Reid’s voice cracked in a way he hadn’t meant it to. He was feeling overwhelmed, overemotional. “I love it. I love you.” He said, he felt tears prickling at the corners of his eyes as he looked up to meet Derek’s gaze.

“Baby, are you alright?” Morgan asked him carefully, stepping forward. Reid nodded, “I was just with Garcia- she was so nervous about Emily. It just got me thinking, about us and our work.” Derek nodded wordlessly, taking the bouquet from Spencer and setting it down on the counter, before pulling his boyfriend into a soft embrace. Spencer melted into the feeling.

“It’s never going to be easy. But it’s worth it to me, I love you and our work, baby. I love you so much.” Morgan said, emphasizing his words by giving Reid a small squeeze. Spencer smiled softly, pulling back to make eye contact with Morgan again before leaning forward, giving him a small kiss on the lips.

Spencer stepped back out of the hug, picking the bouquet off the counter. He couldn’t stop staring at it.

“This is beautiful.” Spencer said absentmindedly as he looked around for a vase to put the flowers into.

“Not as beautiful as you,” Morgan complimented, Spencer felt the heat rush to his cheeks as he smiled. He located a vase in a nearby cupboard, moving back over to the sink to fill it up with some water.

“I was sat in that flower shop for, like, an hour. Baby I kept running around in circles.” Derek continued on, “I knew you’d like anything I got you, but-“ he smiled awkwardly. Spencer had this way of getting Derek stupidly romantic, he just wanted to do everything he could to make Reid as happy as possible. He couldn’t get over how damn lucky he was to have this genius in his life.

Spencer eyed him as he unwrapped the flowers from the wrapping, setting them up in the vase. Derek continued; “I wanted to get something as pretty and as perfect as you, Spencer.”

Spencer melted at that, he knew Morgan was usually so confident in his choices. The thought of his boyfriend confusedly wandering around the flower shop, looking for just the right flowers for him, to express his love; it made Spencer feel blessed.

“Just knowing you went out of your way to do this, it’s…” Spencer smiled softly, looking back and forth between the bouquet and his incredible partner.

“It’s amazing.”

~

Penelope had gotten up to her apartment, entering quickly and locking the door behind her. A majority of the lights in the apartment were still off, indicating that Prentiss was still out, wherever she was.

Garcia went through the apartment, turning on their lamps and lighting a few candles to help her de-stress from the days events. She decided to clear her mind by taking a shower, heading into the shared bedroom and grabbing clothes out of her dresser, before heading down the hall to the bathroom.

She shut the door softly, turning on the shower and undressing slowly as she waited for it to heat up.

After she showered, she was going to wait for Emily to get home so they could talk.

~

Prentiss entered their apartment not long after Penelope had, Emily had stopped from the flower shop to get a box of chocolates for her girlfriend before finally heading home. Prentiss heard the water running in the bathroom, and figured Garcia was in there showering.

She decided to wait in their bedroom, chocolates and flowers sitting in her lap as she waited, sitting on the edge of the bed eagerly. She felt terrible, she hadn’t meant to worry her girlfriend so much, but she knew she hadn’t had the foresight to think of Penelope when she made her choice to stand in between the little girl and the bullet.

It was noble, sure. But it was incredibly stupid.

~

Garcia finished showering quickly, she stepped out of the shower and changed into the clothes she had brought with her into the bathroom.

It was a matching pajama set, that ironically enough was a gift from Emily. It was covered in small hearts with arrows through them. It was a Valentine’s Day surprise, and the other part of the surprise was that Prentiss had an identical set. Emily usually wasn’t one for showy displays of affection, she was a private and simple person. She would joke and tease to show her love, but she knew Garcia wasn’t like that and enjoyed honest, sentimental gifts.

Penelope smiled at the pajamas, thinking back to the gift and how much it meant to her- how much it still means to her.

Penelope stepped out of the bathroom, towel still wrapped around her hair to help it dry as she made her way back to the bedroom.

~

The bedroom door opened, Prentiss watched as Garcia entered- but Garcia didn’t see Emily right away, instead making her way to the small closet and putting the clothes she was wearing into her hamper.

Garcia then turned around, and that’s when she saw Emily, and it was a surprise, as Garcia almost practically jumped.

“You- Oh! Emily! God.” she sighed, clearly taken off guard.

“Sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you, I,” Emily started, taking the chocolates and flowers out of her lap and setting them down on the bed next to her as she got up to be closer to Garcia.

“I’m sorry love, I didn’t mean to scare you.” She repeated, Garcia huffed and crossed her arms over her chest. “Well, you did.” She said with a small pout on her face.

“Can we- can we talk?” Emily asked carefully. Last she had seen Garcia, she was mad, couldn’t even look at her. She didn’t want to end up sleeping on the couch tonight, she wanted to work this out. To her surprise, Penelope nodded slowly.

“I’m sorry, Pen..” Garcia said nothing as she stood and listened to Emily, Prentiss gestured for her to take a seat on the bed next to her. Garcia obliged and sat down.

“I know it’s scary when we go into the field, because anything can happen. And I hate myself for not thinking ahead and my actions hurting you, that’s the last thing I want to do. You matter so, so much to me.”

Silence sat over them both for a moment. Emily wanted to reach forward and hold Penelope’s hand, but she didn’t want to push it. Garcia sniffed, the sound breaking through the silence.

“I know you didn’t intend to hurt me, Em. I know a little girl’s life was on the line. I just- it is scary, it just is!” She said, exasperatedly. Not sure what else to say or how else to phrase her thoughts.

Emily decided to push it, reaching forward to hold her girlfriends hand between her own. “This job is hard. It’s bad at times. But it’s where I met you, and it’s where we fell in love. It’s the one job we know we’re good at.” Prentiss spoke softly.

Garcia nodded as she look down, putting her other hand on top of Emily’s. She smiled softly. “I’m sorry. I’m not mad, I get scared is all… you know with my family, they just were gone one day and-“

Garcia’s voice cracked a little, the emotions were still incredibly raw. “I just don’t want to lose you.” Emily nodded. She didn’t want to lose her either.

“I will always come back to you, in this life- in the next. I will fight anyone who stands between us, I love you, and I hope you know that. I would do anything to see you and be with you.” Prentiss said as she squeezed Penelope’s hands tightly. Garcia knew she wasn’t messing around with what she said. Emily was fiercely loyal, she stood by every word she ever spoke.

Penelope smiled, “You saved a little girl’s life today,” she looked up to meet Emily’s gaze.

“I’m really proud of you.”

~

The chocolates and flowers quickly became an afterthought for Emily, as her and Garcia relieved each other of their anxieties and reminded the other how much they loved each other. It was only when Penelope stood up from the bed to take the towel off of her hair that she saw them on the other side of the bed.

“Oh- are those, are those for me?” Emily looked back, remembering the gifts and grabbing them.

“Yes! They are! I- I know that flower shop you like so much… I had some help getting these, I wasn’t sure what you’d like.” Prentiss explained, offering the flowers to Garcia first so she could look them over.

Penelope smiled excitedly as she took them from her, looking them over, there were white and red roses, baby’s breath, and some blue bells. It was gorgeous.

“Do you… like it?” Emily asked apprehensively as she stood up. She knew it was dumb, but her and Morgan really were out of their elements in that flower shop. And as much as the kind older woman helping them reassured them that their partners would love it, she was scared. This gift had to be perfect for Penelope. And she knew Derek shared a similar thought for Spencer.

Penelope couldn’t stop her beaming smile, “Love, they’re perfect.” She set them down on the dresser next to her and leaned in to give Emily a sweet kiss on the lips. Emily smiled, grateful that she was able to help mend this wound between her and Garcia. She couldn’t survive if she didn’t have her in her life, Penelope was everything.

Prentiss wrapped her arms around Garcia, holding her in a loose hug for a while. Penelope didn’t mind as she rested her head on Emily’s shoulder, sighing contently.

“Thank you.”

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[elenarodriiguez]

day two: seashells | p.g. & e.p.

pairing: penelope garcia x emily prentiss

cw: season seven spoilers

word count: 233

Three months after the love of her life died, Penelope receives a parcel in the post. It’s not terribly bizarre, since Emily’s death she’s taken to buying the most ridiculous things online that remind her of her lost love, but unlike the lack of a return address on the packaging is somewhat unusual.

If Hotch were here right now he’d be giving her a stern look for even considering opening the parcel, but luckily for her, he’d been put on a new assignment and so she was no longer directly on the receiving end of those looks.

She slices through the tape on the box, battered and dented as if it had traveled a long way to get there, making it all the more intriguing, and comes face to face with an abundance of bubble wrap. Bright pink bubble wrap doused in a perfume she religiously sprays on her pillow so she doesn’t forget Emily’s scent.

Tearing through the protection, no longer intending on taking the time to pop the bubbles and reveal the gift to herself slowly, she comes face to face with a plethora of scallop shells in a variety of bright colours, shades of pinks and oranges that shouldn’t be natural. And hidden underneath the gift is a piece of paper with the words “for the world’s sexiest technical analyst” written in the middle, two hand drawn crowns bracketing them.

[demigodreading]

Hello my tumblr lovelys! I came here with a quick update on my schedule.

Today- Olivia Benson Oneshot

Tuesday- Penelope Garcia Breaking The Distance Chapter (Maybe two of them because I was bad and didn’t post any last week. I make no promises)

Wednesday- Penemily Fluff! (A request from @sweetprentiss)

Thursday- Baby Benson Chapter

That’s right... a new story every day this week. Why you may ask? Well because starting Friday I am going on a two week Tumblr hiatus. I am going on a vacation with my mom to celebrate my move to my own apartment. Then I move into the apartment the next week. Then I am taking care of my best friends 3 kids. So I am going to have my hands full to say the least. To avoid burnout I am going to go pretty much on a complete social media hiatus. Once the storm calms I’ll be back better than ever. 

SO ENJOY! A week of Demi’s complete and utter chaos writing! <3

[cowboyx2]

i’m putting diner au on hiatus for a bit bc i simply cannot focus on writing it, sorry guys :((

i’m gonna work on some one shots in the meantime til i get back to writing it eventually

[agcntemily]

send in hc requests! i have oneshot requests that i’m working on but i want to get some hc’s out <3

[swearwolf-writes]

swearwolf-writes masterlist

Agents of SHIELD:

Fanart:

- Robbie Reyes AKA Ghost Rider

Batfam

Headcanons:

- Batfam as TMNT Characters

Criminal Minds:

Fanart:

- Penemily ft the iconic strawberry dress

Disney Zombies:

Oneshots:

- Wyatt Lykensen - Chocolate [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

- Wynter Barkowitz - Coming Out [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

Fanart:

- The Moonstone Pack Den

I-Land:

Moodboards:

- i-land top 12 as demigods but with ~moodboards~: K || Hanbin || Geonu

Edits:

- Edit dump includes other fandoms

Julie and the Phantoms:

Fanfiction:

- Sunset Curve not Sunset Straight [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

Fanart:

- Julie takes the boys shopping

Merlin:

Bullet Fics:

- Merlin: Magic for the Masses (fix-it fic + post-canon) [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

Multifandom:

Edits:

- Edit dump - Red Velvet, ATEEZ, I-LAND, WAYV, NCT DREAM

Bullet Fics:

- A Bond Between Villains (poly!julesmickrian) - A Bond Between People/Et Band Mellem Mennesker (Alex Hogh Andersen), Villains (Bill Skarskard, Maika Monroe)

NCT DREAM:

Fanfiction:

- Doppelgänger Masterlist [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

Edits:

- Edit dump includes other fandoms

Supergirl:

Oneshots:

- Today Is a Gift - Monwinn (with poly!monwinnayla (Mon-El, Winn Schott, Ayla Ranzz)) [CROSSPOSTED ON AO3]

Teen Wolf:

Moodboards:

- LGBT+ Moodboards Masterlist

Drabbles:

- Teen Wolf 2020 post-canon [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

Oneshots:

- Get On With The Damn Game, Dunbar! - Briam [CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

- Whenever You Need Me - Brett Talbot x Nolan Holloway  [part of my Teen Wolf 2020 au || CROSSPOSTED ON: AO3]

The Falcon and The Winter Soldier:

Gif Sets:

- Sam Wilson: in a suit bcs dayum || Captain America (ep 1)

The Vampire Diaries/The Originals/Legacies:

Fanfiction:

- The Paradox Masterlist

Wandavision:

Gif sets:

- Aesthetics

- Wanda x Vision: (1) || (2)

[trash-for-choni]

Hiii, there is this good Penemily book of oneshots on wattpad if you are interested. It’s called penemily oneshots and the account is simplynotsarah btw. It has some smut stories but mostly it’s fluffy stuff. Hope this helps!!

It does help u wonderful person u

[spencerspecifics]

Some of my Penemily headcanons y’all can’t convince me otherwise of

-whenever they’re out of town on a case, emily always does her best to go to the airport gift shop before they leave. She gets Penelope whatever she can find, small stuffed animals, a snow globe, sometimes it’s just a pen or pad of paper if she’s really in a rush or can’t find anything good. But penelope keeps them all

-emily tries to be like “if you don’t like any of what I get you plz just throw them out I won’t be hurt” and Penelope is like “shut uP I LOVE THEM ALL I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN THROW THESE AWAY”

-whenever there’s a particularly shitty case, it brings Penelope down, so emily sends her sweet messages throughout the day, reassuring her that they’ll get everything solved, that she loves her, sometimes she calls her (in private) just to remind her of those things. Garcia absolutely melts everytime Emily calls her to tell her that before turning back into the strong technical analyst she is and getting to work to save the day

-Penelope has a habit of buying food in groups of twos now, coffee, muffins, candy, whatever she orders, she gets one for emily. And she knows Emily’s coffee order by heart now. She usually just drops them off wordlessly at Emily’s desk, even if emily isn’t there or is busy.

-emily always texts her a thank you, or just goes into her little computer cave to give her a thank you kiss (it’s fine, Garcia can delete the footage!)

-they haven’t told the team, but in private they did sign the dating forms. Emily went in to speak to the higher ups as well to explain the situation, and how it’s not totally possible for her and Garcia not to work together on a case, but it’s always a group setting so it’s fine. The higher ups give their ok by then, knowing it’s a group setting

-but that being said. The group still doesn’t know. So they REALLY gotta not be coupley in front of the team.

-Penelope slips up, of course. She ends a call to emily by saying “bye, love!”. Emily’s phone was on speaker, and she was in the car with the entire team. Garcia tries to back track by saying “bye love!” To everyone on the team. It sort of works, it sort of doesn’t.

-Hotch already knew cuz he was one of the higher ups Emily had to explain to, but after the “bye, love!” Incident, he calls Garcia solo and she tries to say “bye, love you” at the end and he’s like “no. Stop. You know I know”

-pretty much from that point the team knows, but they act like they don’t as to not make a big deal out of it. But in private JJ asks emily all excitedly about the relationship, and then JJ does the same but with Penelope. JJ just loves them both and she needs all the details n o w

-Derek cautiously approaches emily in private one day, asking her if it’s still okay for him to joke flirt with Garcia now that they’re dating. “I’m not trying to overstep, she’s just my babygirl” “she is, and she’ll always be. She’s just my girlfriend now too.”

-yeah, Emily’s fine with him joke flirting. She finds it cute. He’s never said anything explicitly sexual or deragatory about Garcia, and he never would. Emily trusts them both

-but now Derek uses emily as an escape goat when he can’t talk to garcia, if he’s passing by emily in the hall and he’s on the phone with Penelope, he’ll just be like “hEY I FOUND YOUR LOVELY LADY” and tosses the phone to emily and. just. runs off

- nine times out of ten that works fine. Penelope gets to say hi to her favorite girlfriend, and emily always comes back to return Derek’s phone with a stupid smile on her face.

That’s all I have for now but penemily is my favorite❤️I love them

[demigodreading]

Penemily Fluff Series: My Sweater

Characters: Emily Prentiss, Penelope Garcia. Mentions of Derek Morgan,JJ, and Spencer Reid.

Relationship: Established Penemily. Penelope Garcia x Emily Prentiss.

Warnings: Fluff

Based on Tumblr Prompt 33: “Why are you wearing my sweater?” “Because it smells like you.”

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Emily placed her bag in the overhead bin before flopping down on the couch at the back of the jet. She pulled her phone from her pocket smiling at a text from Penelope: Can you get home already Puddin? I miss you.

Emily responded quickly: Just got on the jet baby. I will be back before you know it. I miss you more than the moon misses the sunshine.

Penelope: That’s because you are the moon to my sunshine.

Emily: You are the light in my darkest of days

Penelope: Buttercup, you are killin’ me. Be safe getting back.

Emily: For you I would do just about anything.

“You texting babygirl?” Derek asked as he flopped down next to Emily on the couch.

Emily rolled her eyes shoving her phone in her pocket, “How did you know?”

“You never smile that big unless you are talking to Penelope,” Spencer commented as he sat down in front of the chess board, “Want to play some chess?”

Emily nodded and gave Derek a quick pat on his thigh. For the rest of the flight Spencer and Emily moved the chess pieces across the board. By the time they landed Emily was up two causing Spencer major distress. She promised they would continue to play during the next case but she had to rush to be home. Emily dropped all of her paperwork off rushing to Penelope’s bat cave. She was greeted by an empty room with one single pink sticky note on Penelope’s computer screen.

Emily leaned down reading Penelope’s petite handwriting: Headed home for the day. I’ll have dinner ready Em. <3 Pen

Emily grabbed the note rushing out of the room. She quickly placed it in the drawer that she kept all of Penelope’s notes before she grabbed her coat. She waved goodbye to the rest of the team before practically running to the elevator. As the doors closed on her grinning face JJ let out a sigh. She pushed away the pang of jealousy she felt and decided to call Will.

As Emily approached her shared apartment with Penelope she felt a flutter in her stomach. Even after six months she was still excited every time that she got to come back to her little slice of sunshine. When Emily opened the door she was immediately greeted by Sergio rushing to rub against her legs. She picked him up, hugging him close to her chest. As she walked further into the apartment she found candles lit on every surface that Penelope could find. In the middle of it all sat Penelope a large unicorn cup on her hands filled with tea. Emily had made it a requirement that she was not allowed to have coffee after lunch. It had been difficult at first but Penelope soon fell in love with all of the flowery teas Emily had gotten her.

“Hello my sunshine,” Emily said placing Sergio down, “Why are you wearing my sweater?”

“Because it smells like you!” Penelope exclaimed jumping from the couch, “I have been wearing it to sleep in every night because I miss you so much.”

Emily wrapped her arms around Penelope giving her a kiss on her temple, “Well I am here now and you can sleep in my arms.”

“My favorite place to be,” Penelope said giving Emily a kiss, “I love you Emily Prentiss.”

Emily placed her hand on Penelope’s cheek pulling her in close for another kiss, “And I love you Penelope Garcia. More than anything in the whole wide world.”

[demigodreading]

According To You: GHOL

The Gay Heroes of London Oneshots

In an AU where Emily Prentiss is the lead singer/bass player of a band that plays at the same restaurant/bar every weekend. They are technically covers of songs but in this universe they write them. The band is called The Gay Heroes Of London. Emily Prentiss is Lesbian. Tara Lewis is Pansexual NonBinary and plays the drums. Spencer Reid is bisexual and plays the guitar. Penelope comes to every concert to see Emily. In what capacity changes every one shot but at the end of the day every oneshot is about Penemily. They make minor changes to songs to fit Emily singing them to women.

Characters: Emily Prentiss, Penelope Garcia, Tara Lewis, Spencer Reid, JJ

Relationship: Emily Prentiss x Penelope Garica

Warnings: Jealousy, Fluff

Summary: In this one Emily is dating Penelope after a hard break up with JJ. JJ comes to the show to try and get Emily back but now Emily only has eyes for Penelope.

ACCORDING TO YOU

“Hey Em, we are up next,” Tara said, flopping down in the chair next to Penelope, “Spencer needs his pre-show calm down speech.”

Emily rolled her eyes and leaned towards Penelope, “Looks like I have to go Penny. Give me a kiss before I leave?”

“Of course,” Penelope giggled, pressing her lips against Emily’s, “Hurry back after the show and I’ll have more waiting for you.”

Emily smiled, placing a kiss on Penelope’s forehead, “A moment I will look forward to through my whole set. I love you sunshine.”

“I love you most!”

Tara rolled their eyes as they followed behind Emily, “You two are killing me.”

Emily laughed, “You are just jealous. Maybe one of these days we will find a nice person for you.”

“I don’t know about that. I think you stole the last piece of sunshine in the world.”

Emily grinned knowing that she definitely had found one of the best people in the world to share her life with. She couldn’t believe how drastically her life had turned around for the better after meeting Penelope. She had been at her absolute lowest and then Penelope stepped into her life and changed the tune of everything. She wouldn’t be here without Penelope. That was for sure.

However, she was reminded how much her old life could still haunt her as the band stepped on stage to start their set. Spencer was still doing his breathing exercises as he strapped on his guitar but Emily knew he would be fine once they started. Tara was flipping their drumsticks in the air, shaking out the last minute nerves. When they got to five flips they settled in giving one final wink to Emily to let her know they were ready. Emily never got nervous when she was on stage because every time she looked out she would always lock eyes with Penelope and everything would disappear. Penelope came to every concert and sat in the exact same seat every time so that Emily always knew where she was. But this time when her eyes floated to where her girlfriend was sitting she caught the eyes of her ex, JJ. The blonde gave her a broad smile and a wave as she sat down to the right of Penelope’s table. When Penelope saw the anxious look come over Emily’s face she blew a quick kiss immediately calming Emily back down.

Emily smiled back at her blowing a kiss back before taking the microphone in her hand, “Good evening everyone! We are The Gay Heroes of London and we have an amazing set put together for y’all. Tonight we are going to start with a song that I wrote.. It’s called According To You . Tara count us off.”

“3..2...1,” Tara said, taping her drumsticks together.

Once she got to one Emily began to sing looking directly at JJ.

According to you

I'm stupid, I'm useless

I can't do anything right

According to you

I'm difficult, hard to please

Forever changing my mind

I'm a mess in a dress

Can't show up on time

Even if it would save my life

According to you, according to you

JJ’s smiling face turned to one of horror as the verse progressed. As Emily looked at Penelope reaching her arm out to her singing the second verse.

But according to her

I'm beautiful, incredible

She can't get me out of her head

According to her

I'm funny, irresistible

Everything she ever wanted

Everything is opposite

I don't feel like stopping it

So baby, tell me what I got to lose

She's into me for everything I'm not

According to you

For the rest of the song Emily switched from looking at JJ when the song was meant to insult her. Anytime it would compliment Penelope she would look directly at her. Penelope would send her kisses clapping her hands along to the music. When it came to Emily’s bass solo at the end of the song Penelope didn’t even feel JJ’s eyes staring daggers at her anymore. The only thing she cared about in the world was her beautiful raven haired girlfriend. The way sweat slowly dripped from behind her bangs. They way she swayed like the rest of the world didn’t matter to her. She was completely in her element and it was the very thing that made Penelope fall in love with her. When the song ended Penelope let out a large cheer. Emily smiled at her, giving her a small wink before moving to her next song.

After their thirty minute set was over Emily rushed down from the stage to the table Penelope was sitting at. Penelope extended her arms up as Emily straddled her lap. Emily wrapped her arms around Penelope’s neck leaning down to give her a kiss. Penelope placed her hands on Emily’s hips pulling her closer.

Once the kiss was broken Emily stayed on Penelope’s lap. She brushed Penelope’s blonde hair behind her ear, “What did you think of my new song baby?”

“I love it! My beautiful, incredible, funny, irresistible, sexy girlfriend,” Penelope smiled, kissing Emily’s neck.

“Oo. I don’t remember sexy being part of the song,” Emily grinned keeping her eyes locked on Penelope’s.

“Well it definitely should be added next time.”

“Noted,” Emily replied leaning down to give Penelope another kiss.

They were so consumed with their own little world that neither of them noticed when JJ slipped away from her table and out of the bar. Tara and Spencer let out a large laugh as they finished packing up their gear.

[demigodreading]

Tee Shirt: Gay Heroes Of London

Characters: Emily Prentiss, Penelope Garcia, Tara Lewis

Relationship: Emily Prentiss x Penelope Garica

Summary:In an AU where Emily Prentiss is the lead singer/bass player of a  band that plays at the same restaurant/bar every weekend. They are technically covers of songs but in this universe they write them. The band is called The Gay Heroes Of London. Emily Prentiss is Lesbian. Tara Lewis is Pansexual NonBinary and plays the drums. Spencer Reid is bisexual and plays the guitar. Penelope comes to every concert to see Emily. In what capacity changes every one shot but at the end of the day every oneshot is about Penemily. They make minor changes to songs to fit Emily singing them to women

In this one Emily is dating Penelope and they had just had sex the night before and Emily had slept over at Penelope’s house. No smutty smut. Just all the after fluffy fluff.

---------------------------------------------------

Emily fluttered her eyes open as the sun started to spill through the thin blinds that Penelope had covering her bedroom window. A smile came across her face as she looked at the sleepy blonde. Penelope laid on her stomach, her hands wrapped underneath her pillow. The blanket was wrapped around her waist revealing the light blue shirt that she wore falling off one of her shoulders. Images of the night before played through in Emily’s head as she leaned forward and kissed Penelope’s forehead. Penelope stirred momentarily as Emily ran her slender fingers gently through her hair.

“Too early Em,” Penelope pouted but outstretched her arm, “Cuddle. Sleep.”

Emily merely laughed and crawled into Penelope’s arms. She gave Penelope one final kiss before falling back asleep.

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Later at the bar, Emily had just begun to move around the night’s set when Tara handed her cellphone to her. Tara giggled as Emily took it reluctantly, “Trust me, it is not Spencer going into detail about his food poisoning again. It’s your girl. She left you a message.”

Emily smiled looking at her phone, greeted by a picture of her kissing Penelope’s cheek. She unlocked her phone and listened to the message that Penelope had left.

Hi Em, I just wanted you to know that I have been thinking a lot about last night. I never really got to tell you this morning how wonderful it was. It just… it was more than I ever dreamed of. You are the best girlfriend... I love you. CRAP! I didn’t mean to tell you that over the phone. Ugh. Well, I’ll see you soon babe… damn it, Penelope.

Emily let out a large laugh placing her phone down. Tara looked over at her suspiciously as Emily looked at the clock, “Think I have enough time before our set to write a new song.”

Tara groaned, “We already have me playing piano cause Spence is gone and now you are going to throw a whole new song at me? You are killing me, Emily!”

“Trust me. You will understand why it is so important tonight!”

Tara merely rolled her eyes and sat next to Emily to learn the new song Emily was already scrawling across a napkin.

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Thirty minutes later Emily was taking the stage with Tara, her acoustic guitar hanging around her neck. With all of the changes, they had to make last-minute she hadn’t been able to see Penelope before they started. However, she was sitting in the exact same spot she always was and gave Emily an air kiss. Emily winked back at her before taking a seat at the stool that had been placed in front of the microphone for her. 

“Hello everyone. As you can see our Gay Heroes of London group is down to two today. Spencer had some bad Chinese food and has decided to take the night off for his… physical wellbeing I guess you would say. Don't tell him that I said that though I promised him that I wouldn't tell y'all the real reason that he was absent,” Emily paused causing everyone to giggle slightly, “So tonight is going to be a little quieter today but I promise we still have a great show planned for you.”

Everyone in the bar cheered at this before Emily spoke again, “The first song we have planned for today I wrote backstage less than an hour ago so you are going to have to forgive us if things are a little bit choppy. Sometimes inspiration hits and you have to take it. So without anything further here is Tee Shirt.” Tara started to gently move her fingers across the piano keys as Emily picked at the strings of her guitar. The entire time Emily kept her eyes trained on Penelope.

In the morning when you wake up

I like to believe you are thinking of me

And when the sun comes through your window

I like to believe you've been dreaming of me

Dreaming

I know

'Cause I've spent half this morning

Thinking about the T-shirt you sleep in

I should know

'Cause I'd spend all the whole day

Listening to your message I'm keeping and never deleting

At this comment, Penelope’s cheeks turned a bright red. This made Emily’s heart race even more as she continued the song. She always loved to see Penelope blush. Emily had never been so nervous to say these final words but she knew in her heart they were right. As everyone cheered at the end of the song Emily smiled. Once they settled down Emily looked directly at Penelope.

“Before we move on I just have one thing to say,” Emily paused trying to calm her nerves, “I love you Penelope Garcia.”

All eyes turned towards Penelope as she jumped up from her chair screaming, “I LOVE YOU EMILY PRENTISS!”

[cowboyx2]

can i write a 3k oneshot abt penemily hurt comfort? absolutely and i’ll love it

but i will lose my goddamn mind if i have to sit here any longer and write abt math in our lives and STUPID FUCKING LINEAR EQUATIONS

it’s only 400 words but it feels like i’ve been dragged down to super hell and am sat in whatever goop is left of castiel

[cowboyx2]

wip tag

tagged by @scandinavian-punk eheheh i’m excited to read what you have planned!!

can you find me with the lights off? - Emily, Spencer, Penelope, Derek, JJ, & Hotch all work at Rossi’s Diner, the only functional diner in Quantico. With past and ongoing trauma will they be able to come together and heal? Some people are much more eager to be a family than others. Family doesn’t have to be blood.

OR

The found family diner au nobody asked for.

the sweetener in my coffee - emily reflects on all the lovely things penelope has done for the team and her before having say goodbye to penelope.

forever doesn’t seem too long - a penemily oneshot of firsts for them

behind the scenes - after elle quit she didn’t exactly land on her feet. she went through it and went through it hard, eventually she got back up. she got a nice job working with victims of sexual assult, that was the next step. slowly she picked herself up, got a beautiful house in maine, truly a dream. she even adopted the sweetest little boy. even with all she could ask for she still dreads the day they’ll come knocking on her door. pen could trace her like that, but for now she’ll her life behind the scenes

tags: @ssa-lukealvez @spencers-renaissance @greenaway-lewis :)) no pressure!!

[spencerspecifics]

Masterlist

Oneshots (in no particular order, some romantic stuff as well as goofy BAU antics)-

Diner Date (Moreid)

You Belong With Me (Taylor Swift Moreid song prompt)

SWAT (f!reader x Spencer Reid)

Moya Lyubov' (Emily Prentiss x f!reader)

Pride (Moreid)

First Kiss (Moreid)

Flowers (Moreid and Penemily)

Multi-Chapter Fics (I am only actively working on one at the moment!)-

Chapter One of Technical Analyst (Moreid)

Chapter Two of Technical Analyst (Moreid)

Chapter Three of Technical Analyst (Moreid)

Chapter Four of Technical Analyst (Moreid)

Chapter Five of Technical Analyst (Moreid)

Blurbs I wrote that aren't fics-

A Lost Orphan (sad Spencer blurb)

I'm Scared to Lose You (Angst Moreid Blurb)

[spencerspecifics]

I got tagged in a tag game by @spencers-renaissance and yes I’m gonna do it lol

1) why did you choose your url? I actually came up with my url before I came up with the blog itself! I really gravitated towards Spencer’s character and I wanted to explore his personality in depth and I wanted it to be specifically about Spencer. So Spencer specifics just sorta happened (tho I’m down to write abt the other characters lmao.)

2) any side blogs? This is actually my side blog lmao

3) how long have you been on tumblr? I’ve been on and off tumblr for probably close to four or five years

4) do you have a queue tag? Nope! If I see a post I like I either reblog it then and there, or save it as a draft and post it myself later on

5) why did you start your blog in the first place? I started watching cm and it just really caught my eye, I watch a ton of other shows but cm pulls on my heart like no other show. and I wanted to have a chance to write some more as well as I started taking a creative writing class

6) why did you choose your icon? I found it online and I loved the vibes

7) why did you choose your header? I like clouds? That’s why.

8) whats your post with the most notes? Either the one text ramble post I made about Derek or the pride oneshot I recently posted (first Fic of mine to hit over 100 notes :D )

9) how many mutuals do you have? Oh man I don’t even know! Probably around 10-15 if I had to guesstimate but I only really speak to a few on a somewhat regular basis. But to all the mutuals I don’t really talk to that see this, I love you and I appreciate us being mutuals :) (ps, sorry I suck at responding to messages)

10) how many followers do you have? 187 but there’s some nasty bots in there I have to remove lmao

11) how many people are you following? 124 people!

12) have you ever made a shitpost? Dude have u seen that Gideon meme I made Bc that right there is a shitpost

13) how often do you use tumblr each day? I check at least twice a day

14) did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? No, I usually keep to myself and post my fics lmao

15) how do you feel about “you really need to reblog this” posts? Hate them, I don’t like being told what to do and they prey on people’s anxiety.

16) do you like tag games? Yeah they’re alright!

17) do you like ask games? I’ve not had enough experience with them to say yes or no tbh

18) which of your tumblr mutuals do you think is famous? Probably either @spencers-renaissance or @safertokiss or @penemily

19) do you have a crush on a mutual? No lol

20) tags if any of y’all wanna do this :) @makaylajadewrites @bunkybarne @railmereid @dralexreid (if u don’t wanna no worries❤️)

[demigodreading]

Story Schedule

Decided to put out a schedule for my fanfiction. I really want to be a content creator! I want to make the good fanfictions and put it out there. To make me happy and cause I love the tumblr community I have found. So here we go!

Monday- Random Oneshots. Drabbles. Head Canons. Anything non main sequels.

Tuesday-Breaking The Distance: Penelope Garcia

Wednesday- Penemily Fluff Oneshots 

Thursday- Baby Benson: Ella Alina Benson Series

Friday, Saturday, Sunday- No posts! Novel Writing Time Bebe!

For those who don’t know I’m writing a lesbian romance novel that I plan to be ready to post by my birthday in November! It’s my heart and soul. My baby. Weekends are for me and the novel.

This are going to be posted on an every other week basis. So Monday and Wednesday will get posted one week. The next week will be Tuesday and Thursdays. This way I am not overloading myself and y’all. Everything is also going to be posted on my AO3 page. 

This post will be linked to my masterlist which is pinned on my profile. 

I am ridiculously happy about this choice. I regret nothing. Hopefully