#Paranoia Party
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If Halloween is continued this year, I'm going as Kick just to vibe and pick fights at the institute (I need to dance battle as Kick, it must be done)
#closet cosplay perchance#hoping the cosplay party is fr#excited for october#excited to be a silly lil guy#zjay rambles about crap#i may or may not post pictures of my cosplay when it's done‚ but it'll reveal my location so maybe not 😔#paranoia talkin#call of duty ghosts kick
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anyone else hear that ominous bell tolling?? no?? just me?? 😂😂😭😭😭 anyone else hear that ominous bell tolling?? no?? just me?? 😭😭😭 anyone else hear that ominous bell tolli-
-Mizuki akiyama / project sekai fictive
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#fictionkinfessions#fictive#mizukiakiyamafictive#projectsekaifictive#paranoia cw#unreality cw#misinfo cw#?#mod party cat
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I just caught up with ep 63 and I'm fucking vibrating. The difference of the Bor'dor reveal and the Dusk reveal! Dusk spending their entire time with the party stirring up drama, once caught out still openly provoking and trying to find an angle to straight up kill Fearne's parents, and the party still struggling to find every reason to let them go, let them live. And Dusk never gave a shit. Why would they! They were a fey assassin! And still the Hells fought and argued for them and let them walk away despite openly remaining a threat.
And then we get Bor'dor, wet paper tissue of a man, tragic backstory up to the gills, genuinely spending time to bond with them, having his little practice session with them being his proudest moment, sharing vulnerabilities. And though he drew first blood, he did it trying to run away, not kill! He did it having seen these people murder his friends and drag their dead bodies out of the hole! He was helpless on the ground, all but begging them to end him because he saw no reason to keep going! There was enough turmoil and doubt in him that he could probably have been deradicalized! He hated them but he loved them too!
And had this been early campaign, in all likelihood they would have let him live. But this is a Bell's Hells who have already been betrayed once by an ally, who lost Eshteross to the Ruby Vanguard, who lost half the fucking party to the Ruby Vanguard, who went on a grueling journey to get Laudna back, who struggled and struggled and still failed to stop Ludinus and ended up separated and scared and not knowing whether the world is about to end or not, whether their friends are alive or not.
And they were done. They did not fight for him. This is war. Were Dusk to show back up now, I doubt they’d survive the encounter.
#cr3 spoilers#critical role#cr3#bor'dor dog'son#dusk#i talked at one point about how c2 was all about the rewards of trust#about taking risks and being rewarded#c3 feels more like the darker side of trust and risk#sometimes you trust and get stabbed in the back.#sometimes you take a risk and your mentor dies‚ or half your party does‚ or you fail to stop the beginning of the end of the world#and you have to keep on going anyway bc it isn't over yet#i also once said there could’ve been a campaign 2 where matt leaned into the distrust and the paranoia#that it would’ve been interesting but much harder on the characters (beau caleb and fjord especially)#and i feel like that’s where laudna and orym are at right now#but bc they didn’t start out with paranoia and distrust as a core flaw the way many c2 characters did#they have better chances of learning and growing from this without being permanently damaged by it#while caleb/beau/fjord NEEDED to have their trust rewarded to be able to grow and heal#lessons in distrust would’ve split the m9 but has the chance to forge the bells hells#idk i just find it fascinating how different narratives serve different characters without eiter narrative being wrong#nella talks cr
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somehow this party doesn't suck anymore (this one's 4 @wistfulclown my bestie in stubbornship 💙)
#i really think kaiba would struggle at parties#even in a situation where he reconciles w everyone#like hey my mind is constantly churning w paranoia and self loathing at literally all times#and remember that time i tried to kill you all#yeah thats a no to beer pong thanks#ANYWAYS lol#its been a hot minute since i had time to draw#so enjoy these dorks#kaiba seto#seto kaiba#honda hiroto#ygo#art tag#stubbornshipping
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how it’s going for shitsand in my feyquin au
#bro was livid lmao#in feyre’s defense: it’s common sense because they had no legitimate reason to doubt tarquin wouldn’t have allied with them other than#rhysand’s paranoia (paranoia that HE is to blame for for btw)#plus the minute tarquin danced with her at the bay party fey fey was a gooooooner#feyquin#feyre x tarquin#working title:#summer lovin’#acotar au#anti rhysand
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS
#tragically had to skip the 'are you afraid of me' exchange i love at the start bc. this scene is Long#super dark times#josh templeton#zach taylor#sam edits#btw i'm firmly in the 'Josh didn't kill John' camp. bc to me THIS scene is the point that... makes the most sense as Josh's breaking point/#'villain turn' if that's what you'd want to call it. because this is really when Josh... sort of 'officially' loses Zach. from early on in#the movie it becomes clear how much Zach is like... an anchor for him—the way Josh is just fucking *chanting* his name in distress during#the Daryl accident. The way Josh begs Zach to believe him that it was an accident. The way Josh turns to Zach for answers/clarity/direction#Like even if we want to take a cynical approach and think of it as Josh just latching onto Zach in the Daryl situation because he was There#rather than that being an established thing w/ them... in the aftermath of that same incident Josh is still looking to/depending on him!#Josh self isolates at first... but after they talk & Zach tells him they shouldn't act weird Josh goes back to school. (yes#he lashes out there because He's Dealing With The Crushing Guilt but *all* of 'em are acting off then—Charlie specifically calls attention#to the idea they all probably are) Josh goes to the party just like Zach said they should and is *visibly confused* when Zach seems mad to#see him there. He goes to Zach's house to talk and you can SEE how caught off guard he is by what Zach says. Even though the script version#of this scene is VERY different from the final version I do think this one bit of description from it is... insightful: 'Josh seems sincere#almost vulnerable. But Zach is too focused to see it.' LIKE in this scene Zach is already convinced Josh has lost it! He's trying to act#more neutral about it (claiming they could just 'draw a line') but we saw his phone call with Charlie. Because of his own guilt-fueled#paranoia—something shown pretty clearly through the assorted dream sequences and like tht scene of him walking in the hall hearing people#gossip about Daryl—it seems like everything lines up too well! that '*of course* it's Josh and what if it's *been* Josh all along and well#then the role *I* played in the situation really isn't *my* fault because it was all *Josh* and...' etc. even if that's more subconscious#But like... this scene is really when it hits Josh! from the moment he asks if Zach's afraid of him now like... there's a shift. although#Zach says he isn't... i mean he fucking stumbles on the word 'afraid' (like... he hangs on the 'f' sound a moment too long to sound natural#its very subtle but like Noticeable). But Josh sees right through him. Zach doesn't trust him anymore. Zach thinks he's the bad guy. the#monster. Josh feeling like he lost the last person he had in his corner feels like the most realistic thing to... push him over the#edge. like that's a compelling tragedy to me—the idea that these two poorly coping with the Daryl situation in these separated ways where#they *aren't* talking/communicating ends up CREATING the feedback loop that makes everything get worse and worse.#But for that to be the case... it wouldn't make sense for Josh to have just randomly killed John before this scene. I think it's a more#interesting story if certain things really ARE just coincidences but it's that Zach's paranoia won't let him see that 🤷
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“i may not entirely trust my assistants but… i won’t lose them” fist pounding floor s2 paranoid yet genuinely caring jon jarchivist sims my beloved you will always be famous
#also ‘supplemental: i broke into gertrude’s flat’ spit take . WHAT is his issue <- knows what his issue is (the paranoia)#ITS LIKE . okay s1 hes an ass hes projecting this grand image of being a great sceptical academic like a bird puffing out its feathers but#eventually that all comes crumbling down and he starts opening up more . he starts showing how much he actually does care about everything#and s2 even as he’s falling more and more into that paranoia and doing incredibly creepy shit such as stalking his co workers and being#incredibly reckless he’s still . more open about everything . he shares his true thoughts and worries far more often especially in the#supplementals . and you begin to understand just how much he actually does care . like he spent s1 being a standoffish aloof prick but god#he’s also more than that . more than that image he pretebds he is . he doesn’t want to be hurt but he doesn’t want anyone else to get hurt#either .#and with the added context of 161!! the bday party the others threw for him!! THEY HUNG OUT . THEY WERE FRIENDS#THIS IS DURING S1 . while jon is putting up this aloof and pretentious act for the tapes !! even when he was at his most asshole he still#cared for them and enjoyed their company . insane . explodes#jarchivist.txt#tma.txt#jay rambles
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abbadina: "I can scry for you in the morning"
the entire party: "we're sleeping on your fucking couch tonight"
#critical role#critical role spoilers#cr spoilers#campaign 3#true dnd party paranoia about weird npcs
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the Cat deliberately lured them to Herb's too - right after poking Ruby's trauma button about the hopelessness of the situation with Salem, stranding them in the forest close enough that the group would stumble on Herb's place
and then waiting for Ruby to be at her lowest in the smoke before interrupting, making it look like they were 'saving' the team from Herb while accusing him of having gone rogue and in need of ascension to cover the deception
really playing the long game throughout here
#RWBY9#RWBY spoilers#RWBY9 spoilers#there's also a frame in Jaune's recap of what happened with Alyx#where Alyx is standing over him after he's been poisoned#and the Cat's eyes appear#fucking thing absolutely manipulated them to make Alyx look like the bad guy to Jaune - drive him to despair as a potential vessel#while likely pushing Alyx's paranoia regarding Jaune's behaviour so she would split up the party and get Jaune out of the way#layers on layers of manipulation
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these look so fucking good right now
#scout talks#mario#mario party#pic source is paranoia’s dungeon on yt#THEY JUTS LOOK SO GOOD#THE ICING#AND GOLDEN BROWN COLOR#UUUYGAGHH
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for me… FOR ME..!!! and for shri’iia specifically the lock in for astarion’s romance is his graveyard scene in act 3.
i think it is too quick for shri’iia to be moving on to another relationship considering her previous one was with her mistress who essentially groomed and isolated her for like … more than hundred years. learning to chase her own desires and not moulding herself to what anyone wants her to be is something so new to her…!!! and something that she’s still learning how to be comfortable with….
and what I like abt romancing astarion with her is that I usually go for the dialogue path in his act 2 confession scene where you can ask him:
- what do YOU want to do?
and he goes like honestly idk what we’re doing but /this/ is nice. it just feels like two people exploring the option to love for the first time and taking things in their own pace rather than jumping straight into the relationship. they’re going at a snails pace… they don’t know what they’re doing but they like this feeling and the vibe and they want to more of it but they’re not ready to commit to anything yet and it’s fine for them …!! and they’re only committing by the end in the graveyard scene where significant time has passed and they’ve learnt a little more about themselves and they’re both more confident about their own desires and also how they want to be loved.
like it is so fitting I think… and sweet… not to mention astarion being a high elf & a vampire and shri’iia being a drow, they have all the time of the world for themselves so I def think they would want to take their time. except if shri’iia turns into a mindflayer or drider by the end then that plan is out the window lol
#now I’m thinking who else I can romance with her .. maybe lae’zel ??#since the thing with her is that she doesn’t get vulnerable in act 1 so the scenes where the romances#are kind of heart to hearts like shadowheart’s or karlach’s (😭😭😭) is out of the question since it doesn’t fit her …#like she’d rather sleep with someone first than actually get to know them 😭 hence astarion and lae’zel …#gale and wyll… I am hmmm about it on one hand her approval with wyll in act 1 is not even high enough 😭😭#and I don’t think she can be sweet enough to chase after him in the party .. she was kind of like ok fine whatever when he said he’s not in#the mood … gale I think can be a contender .. I actually don’t know how his route goes so I’m not sure abt that …#but the thing is … she gets vulnerable LATER ..!! and why astarion’s romance work for her is i hc after their act 2 scene#they’re just in a situationship rather than actual relationship … like they’re dating (yes!) but also dating (hmmmm)#and it’s only in his last scene where they both lock in bc I think that’s enough time for her to process her OWN trauma and also for her#own character development … like she has to learn how to trust (ack!!!!) which is the thing that you don’t do when you’re raised in lolth’s#cult …. and her mistress manipulated her trust too so it’s even more nerve wracking for her bc she doesn’t want someone to have that power#over her again .. but now she has to learn how to give it away freely … without being scared … bites my hand …!!!!#and astarion graveyard scene where he wants to live again vs shri’iia learning how to trust again and trying to live without the fear of#someone betraying you and using you and the paranoia that comes with it … urck urgh goughhhhhh critical hit …#also I have a hc that she actually is quite good at making poisons since her mother sold alchemy herbs and components#and she gives him poison as a courting gift lol .. also like a way to protect him 🤭 but she won’t admit that … she’s like if you want it#take it if you don’t idc 🤷♀️ (she does..) i hc that she gets flustered at sincerity actually#their relationship for me is like they’re both two little shits and a general menace to society (both charlatans)#but if they had to hold hands she’d get too flustered too and he’s like honestly what are you a child? (smug face making fun of her)#I have this little comic idea for them when they held hands for the first time and she’s like ouggghhh 😳😮💨 flustered and sweating and he’s#like hihi 🤭😎 but then their hands starts to get sweaty and then he’s like ew that’s disgusting and she’s like ok if u hate it let go then#and he’s like no YOU let go 🙄 but they don’t let go now they have to suffer through the sweaty hand holding alas such is fate …
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What level of paranoia is it when you’re concerned to leave a kinfession with all names redacted in fear that it’s still recognizable, and, somehow, the names would lead people to your current, irl identity?
Asking for a friend. /j
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I think making fun of people for being scared of something makes you 1 million times more of a loser than the scared people. Genuinely
#sorry i got woken up earlier than planned and im immediately getting angry about things OH WELL#talking about media. btw#idk i think. i think replying to a post about someone saying they cant listen to a somg cuz it triggers paranoia#with ‘you people need to watch (actual gore videos)’#is like. fucking deranged?#do you feel better. do you feel special. are you the bravest little thing on earth. aw good for you.#goddd youre so fucking Quirkyyyy youre Crazyyyy!!#should we tell everyone should we throw a party should we invite a 13 yr old who shows people shock videos#the kat goes meow
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i got hit with like. nauseating anxiety a couple hours ago and i dont know how to make it stop
#wind howls#i have this horrible scary feeling that something terrible and world shattering is about to happen#and that really makes me feel horrible bc my sister and her boyfriend are abt to travel#and my parents and my baby sister are going on a mini trip this weekend. my sibling is dog sitting for my sister.#and my brother may or may not stay home ? he talks about throwing a party for his birthday but thats next month.#i used to love being home alone as a child. i used to feel like it brought me peace and calm like nothing else.#but nowadays its so rare (what with covid and my parents mostly working from home) that being home alone pivoted to making me scared#which really sucks ! my paranoia spikes up so bad and the dread makes me feel sick to my core !#my mom is going on a work trip to quebec city tomorrow and im also scared abt that because i cant be normal about anyone else travelling#im fine when i travel like on a plane. im okay with buses and train. cars scare me but i tolerate them#but when its other people suddenly i get so paranoid its debilitating.#the sense of dread i feel rarely is justified. i know this. i know this is not rational. i cant make it stop.#why are you so scared ! why am i so scared ! what happened ! i used to be so good at being alone ! i used to be so good !#i loved being alone ! why cant i be that way anymore !#i will try to sleep. please wish me luck. maybe im this way bc i slept like dogshit last night. i dont know. i dont feel good.
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Goncharov has done irreversible damage to how people treat those who struggle with dereality on this site
#literally saw someone say ''this is the site that made goncharov so this is a weird post to make''#on a post warning about the paranoia-inducing tumblr ad clown#like ok!! no one listened when we asked people to tag it as unreality either!!! not our fault in the slightest!!!#like GOD unreality good if its funny i guess and if you need it tagged youre a no-fun party pooper
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offers the AI a delicious byte of my tasty, incredibly scrapeable, totally not poisoned blog
#fuck ai art#of course i turned on prevent third party sharing#but we can have a little paranoia#as a treat
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