#PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT ALONE IN THIS (i am)
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I have a vision…
Do you see it?
#entrapta x jinx#entrapta#entrapta she ra#jinx arcane#arcane jinx#she ra#arcane show#arcane league of legends#crossover ship#pink autistic mad scientist x blue autistic mad scientist#i love them#individually#and the idea of their ship#jinx and entrapta my fav charas of both shows#I was drawing them separately and was like hang on#am i just insane#am i just who let bro cook#do you see the vision#do you see it#PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT ALONE IN THIS (i am)
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While gender-nonconformity-club (this post: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/view/gender-nonconformity-club/746406850785869824) doesn't outright say she's a transmisogynist, she reblogs from TERFs and gendercrits. I really wish TME people were better at spotting crap like this. Do better next time, please.
this is so condescending what the hell come off anon
you yourself say she doesn't say it out right and only reblogs stuff from other poeple :((( what do you expect from me :(((((( you want me to not only look through the blogs of every post i reblog but also all the blogs that person reblogs??? :((((((((( there are so many levels of separation here :(((((( i dont even follow them or anything i don't know anything about this person :(((((((( you want me to google everyone i reblog from to check to make sure they are good people?
#ask#like feel free to let me know if i ever reblog from a nasty person or anything but tell me like im a person and not dirt please#tumblr users think this is a normal thing to ask of people#bruh they aren't even like super open about it and your still telling me like im a dumb child like i should have just known#why have i been getting so many mean asks and DMs lately im just a little guy leave me alone#sorry normally i would just delete an ask like this but like i am at my limit#transphobes
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im sad. extremely sad actually yeah. very sad indeedy.
#i am like so alone and sometimes ppl tell me that im not and theyre there for me but like#idk how to explain it#I don't want to talk to anyone or rely on anyone or be vulnerable with anyone because genuinely everyone is fucking mean#and ik thats some victim mindset shit. like usually im fine about it i can handle myself#but sometimes its just like idk :/ i wish ppl could be fucking normal and comforting and hold me and just not make me deal#with their shittyness. like its ok if ur a mean person or u wanna say mean things to me please just shut up and hold me anyway????#like its fine please godddd#i want human connection so badly but i doubt everyone and i never believe anyone and whenever i do its like im a fucking IDIOT#uvvhhghvhgh#guys its just my period coming i guess. im not actually this sad its just my fuckass bitch fuck stupid hormones#ugghhgnbjbjg#i havent made ny bed either. its just the bare mattress (which i find rly gross i always want the cover on it)#and ny clothes and shower items on it#i might just sleep luke this though using my hoodie and a pillow.
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Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.
Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!
It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.
#as someone with depression and who's highly sensitive this story quest hurt a LOT because ive also encountered people who don't understand.#i've been told i need to get over my anxiety. i've been asked what am i so tired from since i just lay in bed.#so furina's character and how she was treated hit very very hard for me. she's isolating herself and not coping well but she is TRYING.#she's trying so hard and she equates her worth to her role. like she literally tells you that she serves no more use to anyone.#and i wanted to shake her so hard. because it's not about what she can do#she has worth simply because she exists. full stop. she is loved and she is appreciated just for being herself#her worth isn't decided by her power yk??#i hope she can rest and heal and find some good friends - after the way mc and paimon treated her i honestly don't think they should be#or if they are; they'd have to work to earn her trust cuz good LORD. they treated her so weird and so tone deaf!!#i've seen a lot of people complaining about it too so im glad im not alone.#anyway. there is something wrong with me i have cried actual tears over furina please god she needs a hug#and to be told she did a good job and she can rest now and things will get better#4.2 spoilers#genshin impact#furina
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I know Moo and Kang are kind and forgiving and wonderful human beings. I’m not though. Shone is getting pushed right off thr cliff.
If you answer “not me” congrats on being a good person. You are so much better than I am. But also if you ever need a mean friend to deal with someone for you, congrats, I’m your friend now.
#only boo#only boo series#only boo the series#i guess i shouldnt call myself mean#i am a kind person who is super loyal and willing to be mean if a friend needs help#moo needs a mean friend cause i would have dealt with shone so bad he would be scared to flirt with anyone let alone kang#shone is a bro code violator and has committed the worst offense#because he was part of the reason kang broke up with moo in the first place#then he had the AUDACITY to tell moo well youve been broken up for a year why can’t i hit on him#like he didnt play a role in that breakup#can we please start giving Book characters that i like?#i really liked shone at first but now i just…off the cliff#i want to write so much about this ending but it took me awhile to process and now im busy and don’t have time#depending on how late i get home i might write out some thoughts#but i genuinely do not know when that will be
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Being queer and neurodivergent is great and all until you're with relatives and you watch other people and feel like an outcast in your own family
#extra fun that i cant exactly tell my therapist that being queer is one of the reasons i feel this way#because peoples opinions on queer people here generally arent good#idk sometimes it feels like I dont belong anywhere and feel really alone even though i know im not#its just the way other people live and do things seems genuinely impossible for me. i dont get how they do it#sometimes wish i wasnt who i am ngl#can someone please tell me something nice. my self esteem is buried deep underground right now and i feel not great#sorry for bringing vent posts here on tumblr. i just genuinely dont have many people or places that I feel okay talking about this stuff#especially no one irl i feel okay telling all this to#and dm'ing people is also really difficult. i genuinely struggle to do it#vent post
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Has anyone noticed the similarities between Joel and Jimmy's deaths and Achilles and Patroclus?
Because I have and I'm insane over it
#fellas is it gay to die in an enraged battle state because you lost your bestie whom you call babe?#jokes aside i am very not okay over this revelation#please tell me im not alone in this 🙏#limited life smp#limited life#trafficshipping#< implied#smallishbeans#solidaritygaming#chit chats
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Please please pleassee tell me there is one ninjago fan who use to be obsessed with lloyd when they were little (or like any of the 5 ninja). And when I mean obsessed, i mean watching multiple amvs about them, convincing yourself that your dating them, INSISTING that you were dating them to your elementary school friends during recess, commenting down on the said amvs that you were definitely dating them and drew so much cringy stuff with your self insert oc and them together.
#it took guts to write this#but seriously i am not alone in this right???#cause it would SERIOUSLY SUCK IF I WAS THE ONLY ONE HERE AND I JUST MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF BY OPENLY ADMITTING MY CRINGY PAST#like please it could be ANY character from ninjago I DON'T CARE JUST TELL ME IM NOT ALONE#ninjago#lego ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#if im going to be a ninjago fan again i have to confront my past
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smosh reddit stories save me................save me smosh reddit stories..................
#i am speaking#THEY'RE SO ADDICTING PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT ALONE IN THINKING THIS#sm/sh: heres ur weekly (??) reddit story :D#me (jumping up and down like a 5 year old): THANK U FOR SAVING ME! I WAS SO THIRSTY!
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not someone commenting on tams to tell me to update taob. what if you fucked off forever
#the actual nerve of some people like it's bad enough getting those kinds of comments ON taob#bc obviously any comment along the lines of 'im literally begging you to update' is gonna piss the fuck out of a writer#BUT TO DO IT ON A DIFFERENT FUCKING FIC????? HAVE A HORRIBLE DAY#and the fact these people not only dont think they're doing anything wrong but think they're COMPLIMENTING ME#'i love your writing so much please update taob' IS NOT A FUCKING COMPLIMENT. LET ALONE ON A FIC THAT HAS NO RELEVANCE TO TAOB#WITH NO MENTION OF TAMS IN THE COMMENT EITHER. NO 'I REALLY LIKE THIS FIC. UPDATE TAOB' not that that would make it okay#but the utter audacity of it all is jarring. how are you gonna clearly have read tams and felt the need to comment#just to have NOTHING to say about it and tell me to update a different fic. actually fuck off#ending the comment with 'okay i love you' do you now. do you really. well it's unrequited babe. fuck off#you people make me mad sometimes istg#'hella why are you always so negative about taob's popularity' when i get something good out of it i'll let you know#edit: they left that comment on ch1 of tams which actually implies they didn't even read it which is somehow. worse#like they've clearly just clicked on it with no regard for the passion and effort i put into it seeing as it's a WHOLE SEPERATE FIC#and considered only that i might give the comment more attention if it was on tams not taob. what the actual fuck is the thought process#in what WORLD is someone taking that as a compliment. in what world am i gonna go 'omg writing it rn just for you bestie 🥺'#actually fuming about this idk why this one has got to me so much the utter CHEEK of it all has really knocked me sideways lmaooo
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I feel like I need to be petted right now but I'm afraid if anyone touches me I'll bite
I don't know if I deserve to be pet, but I know that I deserve to be cold, I know I deserve to stay in the dog house outside for the winter, I am only suppose to watch the warm glow coming from the windows, I'm only suppose to smell the food on the table, I can only play nice when guests are over
#vent#i just want to have my stupid blog and pretend to be a stupid dog on t#on the Internet what am i doing wrong why am i wrong im so sorry#i dont know whats wrong with me and you cant even be honest what did i do#why do you have to watch me why cant be left alone#why cant i be trusted why are you always watching me#nothing i do is private nothing i will ever so is private how do you know how do you always know and why isnt it okay#im tired im so tired and im tired and im tired and im so tired and im so tired please please put me to sleep#please just tell me directly#please stop playing games why is everything a game why cant you be honestly that you know and youre here why cant you just tell#did you ask them did you ask for them to tell you if i was back whh couldn't you leave me alone this one time its all i asked#i just wanted this for myself and i cant even have this for myself#why cant i be a dog why cant i just be left alone you know everything else you always know everything else#i thought this could be different i thought this blog would be different please stop watching me#i know youll read this im not comfortable around you like this#im not comfortable being a dog around you im not comfortable letting my guard down in a state like this i dont think ill ever be comfortable#why dont you listen please let me have this#please please please let me have this#hurt me hurt me so i can have this hurt ne every time so i can have this#i dont care the price id do anything to have this i dont care how much you want me to hurt for this just let me have this#im sorry#im so sorry im so sorry and i know its my fault#it's always my fault
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okihaveanembarassingconfession
for the longest time when i was watching gameplays / walkthroughs, i didn't realize the sarentu's mark until i started seeing it in art on here😂
i was like .. ''mark? what mark? the designs of their stripes? ... but they're all different 🙃 '' 😂😂
#please tell me im not alone#i probably am arent i#frontiers of pandora#avatar frontiers of pandora#sarentu#afop#ɓαɓɓℓεร ωเƭɦ ƶ ♡ 。・゜
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fellow neurodivergent people who live in my computer. i need to know. do you also put on loud music that would disappoint your extended family and dance obnoxiously for 20 minutes when you need to Manually Reset™ your brain
#i am going feral#i just listened to the same song for 35 minutes straight while i was writing#please tell me im not alone !!!
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I decided I will no longer be begging for people's very limited attention
#i am done being so desperate and bring the only one desperate#i know ive said this before and i always just crawl back because of just how lonely and broken i am#but im reallu done this time#like if im having a crisis i would rather either dealing with it alone or dying than to be abandoned mid convo a-fucking-gain#and don't get me wrong i do NOT blame anyone#no one deserves to have to put up with me#but just.... please stop lying to me#don't tell me youre not tired of me when you so clearly are#please#vent#this isn't targeted at anyone btw
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tagging anyone who wants to bc im too tired lol
#if you recognize that knife No You Do Not#leave me alone i do not share a name with a character mind your business#oddly enough i think these suit me quite well#also someone please tell me why one of the “related searches” things was “bad boy aesthetic”#sir i am just a little freak who happens to wear a lot of black and be angry im not a bad boy akdkdkwkskad#sorry i didnt get to this until now lol
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fuck divi website builder my tiny brain too smol for this shit ass thing i want wix without it being wix
#why was this picked#divi sucks so bad why#i cant put stuff where i want it#am i literally the only person that doesnt think this thing is good#please tell me im not alone here#ugh ughgh
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