#ugh ughgh

[twowrongsband]

fuck divi website builder my tiny brain too smol for this shit ass thing i want wix without it being wix

[daily-murasaki]

Day 22: Happy

[demonstars]

nobody gaf but i got highest score in one of the stressful things from this week 😭😭😭 treating myself by finally writing dnfFic

[that-random-person-again]

I'm... I'm trying not to make more ocs but... Look at these story ideas. I'VE ALREADY BEEN IGNORING MY OTHER GUYS I CAN'T MAKE MORE.

[waloeders]

i think my mum gave me her cold:((

[ladyshinga]

y'all ever get ADHD-annoyed about somethin as silly as your own age? i'm turning 39 in a few days and it annoys me because it's like being close to the end of a creative project where now I'm just like "UGH IT'S SO CLOSE, why am I not just 40 already?! UGHGH *burnout*"

[cottonballpuppy]

Damn, damn, you absolute fool, I'm gonna use your tittes so crazy like. I'm also high and thinking about your lips just meeting my head as I fuck em, making you hold them together as I fuck em, ughgh, the noise would be so, oof

UGH I am so DOWN for tiddiefucking rn, licking and kissing the tip as it pops in and out of my cleavage

Now this complimentary tiddie time may in fact lead to Sex(tm) which is HIGHLY encouraged

[thematchstickever]

“what even IS w-“ match. Oh My God u cant be serious!!! this whole panicking thing right here is EXACTLY what I mean!! can u please just take One deep breath for me?? ur literally rambling ur head off here, i think id Know if something was wrong!! quit beating around the bush here and Say u have a Problem dammit!!!!! Jeez Louise,, :/ -✏️

Ok OK OK!! Like, sorry. I just, like, dont talk abt this tipe of thing often.. Or like at all. Ughgh this is like so hard but I guess imjust gona suck it up and do it OK!!

I like think I have problems a lot of them like it's pathetic I like KNOW IT IS ok like where do I start fuck I dont know I can't live alone I like guess- I like need YOU around and like it's so PAFETIC I know I know but like god I feel so empty without you or anyoneelse ifeel like close with but like Im always MESSING IT UP!!! Like seriously like im just like messing everything up and like im just drifting like I'm barely even living rn and i can't even remember yesterday or the day before or EVEN WHAT I DID TODAY LIKE it's so crazy I knowiknow i like thought this oh, like, this is normal!?? But clearly it's not but like its so much like EASIER being comfortbly sad n roting in all this like guilt and regret and like EMPTYNESS YK?? I sound so edgy and emo i hate it omw but it's easier to just do like THAT THEN actualy try to fix anything becuse it feels like I deserve it???? IT'S LIKE SO WIERD OK I'm just gonna like stop talking now ok I like said what u wanted me 2 ok. I like know u said to stop rambling or whatever but like ok I can't like explain it without rambling it's like ugh . I have so many like ppl worried about me now n I don't LIKE WANT THAT!!!! Ughh fuck like grate

[thatsuccessfulpokemontrainer]

Ughgh I want to talk about sprite and beedrill so bad but - dnjksnks I cannot. Because it involves spoilers to the eclipsing and other arcs

Ugh. If you have any questions about him feel free to ask im in a ranty mood rn

[poetryofyouth]

yeah so. i just. experienced. some things. in Veilguard

hnnggggg so i think i got at the BIG BIG GIANT Elven Lore stuff wayy too early because I always do everything that is possible to do before advancing the story bc i am worried about missing out on stuff and. lets just say.

Now in hindsight the thought that EA wanted to make DAV "accessible to new players" and an "introduction to the series" seems absolutely ridcuous. People who have not spent YEARS obsessing over Solas and the Evanuris and DA Lore, people who have not played the previous games just could never experience these lore revelations the right way.

I was having almost the same level of "WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUKKKKKKKK" the characters were experiencing. The last few months i was OBSESSING over everything Dragon Age. I can't imagine hearing that kind of stuff and just not rly Getting How Big Of A Deal That Is.

I have not yet decided if I am cool with the lore revelations, i am sure many many people will hate it, but it seems solid so far. Will need to think about that. Am still hella overwhelmed.

And then, after learning all that stuff pre-weisshaupt, I went to talk to Solas, thinking rook was gonna be like "Hey ASSHAT I know everything about you now". But no, it seems we are not supposed to really know all that that early in the story yet or sth. Was kinda funny tho, got my blood pressure to normalize a little bit.

And then Weisshaupt. Not all THAT special at first.

But then Rook Casually says "... Davrin will kill the Archdemon" and I am tearing at my hair screaming internally only because i live in an appartment building and i can't actually scream externally at 1 am but i am. Screaming. And then they just gloss over that. And then after the cutscene they hit you with the little relic you can click at and look at and

"Joining Chalice. Recovered from Ostagar" augh ugh augghh ahg taking 10000 spirit damage over here.

Like, they did that ON PURPOSE ughgh. Evil.

Then Davrin solemly mentions, while we are slicing our way through a million darkspawn that he knows he will die killing the archdemon and he's cool with it and i am just like. NOOO BABY PLEASE NO

And I am thinking, maybe maybe that asshole first warden I knocked out (hilarious btw that all of them greatly approve except for emmrich who apparently values being polite more than saving the world), maybe he will kill the archdemon. AND THEN I WAS SCREAMING WHEN HE ACTUALLY STUMBLES IN, WANTING TO STEAL THE KILL.

I was absolutely like, yeah sure man go right ahead, idiot. lmao. that was very funny.

we survived i guess. i didn't expect that the team would actually kill Gilly that time because well that would be too early and too easy. feeling very very sorry for Lucanis and Davrin.

But man this game is taking it out on me bruh i am. unwell. thinking about everything.

AND I STILL HAVE NOT GOTTEN TO KISS ANYONE HELLO??????

[hearts401]

YEAHHHHH I LOVE THAT OMS…… and ventis lyre calming dorian ough :((( i love that thats so sweettttt…..

YEAH ITS SO FUN.. and yeah the kitsune theory kinda fails bc. liyue and fontaine dont have any ambiguously-eared geo or hydro chars which is unfortunate </3

im honestly mostly pissed abt diona bc she is around alcohol and creepy adults, like klee you couldnt keep her away from the knights if you tried (and its probably safer for mondstadt that shes under the charge of the knights, lol) and bennett and fischl isnt great, but like. again. fairly safe environment for the most part. diona is explicitly NOT safe and literally complains abt creepy adults and drunks a lot. shes like 10-12 the others are at least like, fourteen, and theyre in fields where theyre visions make it more reasonable for them to be there, idgaf that diona makes amazing drinks bc she was blessed by the spring fairy that is a baby!!!

whoppy and diona save me 🫶 dorian finds whoppy who has now bonded with diona. do not separate (hear me out vendorian who adopt diona bc of whoppy. draff loses custody 🫶)

alice IS insane and unhinged but as far as im aware she did not try and murder klee and even encouraged her (however dangerous) interests soooo. like the bar is on the floor but she DOES pass it. so thats something.

vendorian sweep.... ouhghugf theyre the "i can fix him" to sandrone x dorians "we're gonna get so much worse"

UGHGH YEAH I FEEL THAT... Diona is genuinely just. ugh. UGH. mondstadt ily but some of yall have GOT to go... why does she even have to make alchoholic drinks doesnt her constitution magic thing work for normal drinks too???

dorian adopting the cat girl who he once hated is so funny and so is venti whos allergic to cats LMAOO

alice's worst crime is being a little insensitive in teyvats guide (and being friends with you-know-who) but she even visits klee on holidays!! shes just a weirdo thats all shes ever done (that and tormenting hilichurls which is another reason i kind of dislike her but whatever)

[1nan0th3rl1f3]

ughgh I was on a magma and people started drawing suggestive stuff on the second page and I got so uncomfortable(but I SHOULDVE been okay, I know myself) I had to leave and I just scrapped the sketch I was working on bc I was trying to get the anatomy and perspective right but it was absolute dogshit and UGH. it's just I couldn't see the character in that light cause it felt wrong wrong so fucking wrong but it was okay and nobody was talking to me specifically so I wasn't being groomed I just don't think they genuinely noticed I was uncomfortable or a minor or anything and. I'm glad I'm mature enough for them to make that mistake but. augh I feel guilty now for not saying anything besides that one pass-ag comment and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH... legit tearing up wtf...

[oswednesday]

ugh its a waste of time not swapping the cats out Now when theyre at max level but im so close to the end of the woods again ughgh

[moonrisecalamityretreat]

The Lost Child | Jinpachi | Trial 1.5 | Re: Hisakata, Reimi

Why was Reimi apologizing for lashing out at him? He didn't like that. He had right in front of everyone, told them that he doesn't think she's trustworthy...he's accused her and tears her down. It isn't like it's vitriol though. It isn't hatred or any kind of anger towards her. He is just trying to reach the logical conclusion of this trial and it keeps getting muddied up with feelings...Of course it did. When it's life or death, human emotions will always stand in the way...

Which speaking of his eyes shoot over to Hisakata and the way that he talks about the idea of a mistrial...irritates Jinpachi. This isn't a game of logistics...these are human lives. But on the other side of this...he doesn't find any merit in coddling someone.

He goes to look at Reimi but he can't...he might have it in him to accuse her and solve this mystery but he doesn't have it in him to face the very human reaction of being told that you are going to be voted to die.

He feels frustrated...he digs his nails into the wood of the podiums, trying to scratch it up and chip it away with sheer force alone.

"Imai-san, this isn't a game. People's lives aren't a game But also like..."

That valley girl tone of his voice is there but it isn't as prominent as he speaks.

"I get we're playing a game but this is all people's lives that are on the line. All of the arguing over mistrialing or not...It's not like any of it isn't unwarranted. We can't just coddle Reimi-chan...She's like soft and kind and isn't built for this kind of thing and like this sucks...but she still killed someone. And when people bring up causing a mistrial...for a murderer of course we're all gonna start arguing. Because we aren't like just a group. We're not all besties or amazing inseparable groupies all trying to sing peace psalms with eachother. We're all people like trying to survive..."

And when you're in that situation, you fight and you bite to hang onto life. These people here...survivors of the world of 10 years ago...they will fight tooth and nail to live. Jinpachi imagines they all have at least once before.

"I like...don't know. I don't want anyone to start getting mad at each other and breeding animosity because we all wanna live...It's stupid."

Seeing Reimi cry has certainly...stopped his fighting attitude he had earlier with wanting to back talk. Even the people he was arguing with...he doesn't hate. Everyone has their reasons...they all want to live...they all want to what they think is best. But they are all human...and not everything is going to blend.

"I also like want you guys to stop acting like it's bad to be direct with Reimi-chan. We aren't being cruel...just because she's like crying...that doesn't change that we're having this whole conversation because she like killed, Hisakawa-san. This is the third run around of this game, we know the way this goes. She slipped a bunch of pills in his drink and somehow some poison too...even if it was like a total accident...her intentions were to kill...And even if she regrets it..."

Before anything can even leave...Jinpachi is patting the inside corners of his eyes with his fingers.

"Ugh...sorry...a hair got in my eye...ughgh...anyway...she still killed, Hisakawa-san. Trying to save her isn't worth it...That's not cruel to say...we don't know enough about the situation to make that kind of judgement...and y'know I'll just say it. I don't want to die...and I'm not risking my entire life on a maybe...And none of you should either..."

That's enough...that's enough...Jinpachi turns his head down...his pink hair obscuring the face that his hand comes back to. You can almost swear you hear the sound of a sniffle from him before he takes a deep breath and lifts his face...looking completely normal and unphased.

[mildcicada]

If I played danganronpa. I dont play it bc I did. No I didn't❤

[rae-arts777]

IF I WOULD HAVE KNOW APPLYING TO UNIVERSITY WAS GOING TO BE THIS FRUSTRATING I WOULD HAVE JUST DONE COMMUNITY MY FIRST YEAR