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Coming to AO3- Date TBA
A Cult of Lamb-> The Lover AU (By: CosmicCandy)-> Titanium AU
I was inspired by @cosmica-candy Lover’s Fable AU based on the game Cult Of The Lamb.
The fanfic is “Finished” Just need to proof-read the 25 chapters and make art for it.
Its gonna be HEAVY on the romance. (And a hurt/comfort)
Thank you to @fanfic-enthusiast for helping me understanding AO3 tagging and helping the reading prosses go smoothly!
And A friend of mine who is a secret reader... if they wish to unveil themselves they shall!
I have a date already in mind to start posting chapters weekly!! This is my currently empty Ao3 account! HERE!
And now the story definition to get y’all excited.
It has been a couple of years since Midas turned the Lover to gold and was saved by true love’s kiss, By Sozo. The Lover thinks it would be a very good thing if He and Sozo marry and join the land together so that his Cult members and Sozo’s Mushlings have more safe places to live but that is obviously not the only reason why. But a lovesick stalker of the Lover, Yampa, a golden retriever follower, becomes angered by this, and that anger makes them fall victim to a covert bunny dissenter, Bunn.
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celestial bodies
#yooooo doin that fun thing i do where i do shit and then dont post it anywhereeee <3#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun spoilers#trimax#drawing#artists on tumblr#my art#illustration#comic#fanart#manga#gold leaf#im still learning (clearly). but i do think im getting better :P#that said im never doing black backgrounds again. fuckin shit that was annoying lmao#something about vash's body and evoking the idea of an eclipse#i bought really shitty cheap brushes and i think that didnt help me with being accurate 😅#the issue is like....... i can only use these brushes once and then the adhesive ruins em :/#i might look into using some adhesive remover or something#if anyone has any tips. would love em lmao
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digger, listener, runner, prince with the swift warning. be cunning and full of tricks and your people will never be destroyed
#echidna's art#beastlife#overlyechidna#ohnoitsoak#quote from watership down :3 also this is very vaguely inspired by a bigb piece i saw once and then never found again#so if you know where that is and also tell me you get a gold star
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Beast Wars Depth Charge
#beast wars#depth charge#poll#maccadam#transformers#smash or pass#not quite batman not quite aquaman#this asshole#once again a reason bw s3 shouldve been less rushed#hes very cringefail i think he shouldve had more screen time#he and rampage almost felt like an afterthought and thats a shame bc they couldve had a compelling mutual hatred#that said it kind of did feel like they were trying to replace dinobot with a different asshole w a heart of gold character#so watching the show the first time i had a huge grudge against him#bc he will NEVER be dinobot
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but fr outside of my contracted madness i absolutely refuse to give joe alwyn gold rush like how is that song at all related to their relationship the lyrics clearly spell out a relationship that either never existed or only existed in implication and fantasies and maybe-maybe nots and its so bitter and yet desperately soft in the bridge where it almost projects a sense of envy, of wanting to be them as much as you want them. It continues an interesting oft ignored lyrical trend of taylor wanting just as much to be her lover as to have them, envying their easy charisma (you were flush with the currency of cool/i was always turning out my pockets) or quiet dignity (your integrity makes me seem small) dating back to her earliest songs (the kind of flawless i wish i could be). Theres a projected self hatred and yearning to be better that twists itself into both romantic and sexual lust for her partners thats so fascinating and speaks to how all of her songs regardless of who theyre about are also an act of self reflection on who she is and who she wishes to be.
#barry.txt#taylor swift#putting this in the tags as a form of self protection but make no mistake this is a gay thing to do especially in gold rush#which through simple context clues is Obviously About A Woman or maybe even women in general#whivh is a totally seperate post on how taylor constructs and uses gender identity in her music#her girlhood and femininity are earnest but also so carefully constructed and so high effort and kind of desperate#shes a deeply self concious and obsessive person who never looks comfortable in anything ever unless shes#onstage or like. by herself in loose jeans and a tshirt#i think thats one of the things that subconsciously irritate ppl when it comes to her shes constantly and clearly putting in effort#to appear As The Celebrity Taylor Swift and struggles not to self censor or overperform in interviews (when she gives them)#especially present in pre 1989 interviews where the interviewers really didnt have to respect her or worry abt how they frame her#if they didnt want to. Like the fearless era rolling stone interview where she almost has a meltdown over her mom buying eggnog instead of#milk. That whole interview is strange looking back not just bc of the weird misogyny but also because of what it does share#taylor is....weird. She has a strange and desperate vibe and always reacts slightly too much and uses slang poorly#shes media trained and has learned how to socialize but you can feel her discomfort whenever she doesnt have a guitar in her hand#idk these tags have once again gotten so unweildy. i just find it interesting that she finally feels some level of comfortable#in sharing that construction w us in songs like mirrorball and mastermind and imo gold rush#and scene#should i write this up and put it in the swiftieism zine#i should write something and put it in the swiftieism zine
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i did it
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faceup was done by the person i bought the doll from, i just added freckles and painted his nails. i swapped his eyes, styled the wig, and made his outfit, apart from the metal embellishments which i stole off of the outfit the doll came with or found in my basement.
things i have learned about myself during this process: i do no enjoy customizing dolls. this was an entirely frustrating process and i disliked 90% of it, especially making the clothes. which is why they're not as finished as they could be. however now i have a doll of my dnd character so it was worth it. he can sit by my computer and judge my performance of him on dnd nights
things i learned about celeste during this process: he has claws. the doll came with clawed nails on the feet which i didn't realize when i bought it but i kind of dig it so i'm incorporating that into his character. there are celestials with claws i'm sure. he has inexplicably sharp toenails now it's canon
i will probably go buy more of the anklet rings for his wrists as well and swap those out but the store only had two packs of those so i couldn't get enough. i will probably also change the pendant, that was just some little pre-wrapped bead i found in a box in the basement that was Good Enough lol. but for the moment he's done.
#the flash pic is to show off his eyes cause the lashes sort of shadow them to the point of not being able to see the sparkly gold#anyway i AM proud of him and i am also never doing this again#he cost like $400 all together with materials and what not and so so so so so much frustration and also blood#bc i stabbed myself with sewing needles more than once#personal#fel's ttrpgs#dnd: tales from the dancing sea dragon#oc: celeste#dnd#i don't. have a crafts tag i don't think#fel's crafts#there#and yes that one pant leg Did come un-rouched and no i'm not going to fix it right now
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"Life in the N109 Zone was dull until you showed up."
Here it is, the latest line compilation from interacting with Sylus at the café. Part 6 (links back to part 5, and so forth.)
“Have you been waking up early just to say good night to me?”
“What does 'Why do you sleep during the day' mean? I do that all the time, sweetie.”
“Do you really think I’ll go bald because I stay up late? By the way, I’m not staying up late. This is how my sleep schedule works.” (??? I busted out laughing at the first part because WHAT.)
“Waking up means I’m still alive.”
“The light outside is getting too bright. I’m going to take a nap. Wake me up in four hours."
“I sense a bit of reluctance in your voice. After I wake up, I’ll spend the rest of the night with you.” (Choose "Okay.") “... Fine, I'll stay here with you. But don't think I'll let you escape to your bed when you get sleepy later.” (Choose "No.")
“The fact that you came to find me while I was sleeping — was it intentional? Since you’ve delivered yourself to me, don’t think about leaving yet. Stay here for a bit.”
“Does good food make you smile for a couple of hours? Tell me your favourites. I’m looking forward to your reaction when you see a table filled with them.”
“Waist size isn’t important. Strength is what matters at the end of the day.”
“The last person who touched my hair like this was my barber.” (You let your barber tenderly stroke your hair like this? Who do I have to fight-)
“My hair can’t be tamed with the products you recommended. It’s stubborn like it always has been. You might as well get used to it yourself.”
“You think a collar would suit my neck? That’s a dangerous thought.” (Sylus, you literally wear the hunting zone outfit willingly. Admit it. You like it.)
“If looks could kill, my neck would already be full of bullet holes.”
“Strange. I actually don’t mind your touch.”
“Your reckless touches might raise some eyebrows.”
“You really do like flirting with danger.”
“No matter how rough you are, our clothes are in the way. Do you have the guts to go further?”
“You’ve been touching it for a while. Do you want to take me home so you can continue?”
“Does it feel the way you imagined?”
“You can stop now. Restrain your curiosity until we’re back home.”
His morning lines are so fun to me. I almost feel bad waking him up when I log in and see him asleep on the chair. Almost. Fun fact: he really goes and takes a nap when he asks you to wake him up in four hours. Just immediately leaves and starts sleeping on the sofa. I busted out laughing when he did idk why I thought he was joking.
Oh also foodie Sylus means a lot to me. He has a lot of lines about enjoying food, good drinks (lord knows he lovesssss Gin Fizz). I can appreciate a man who knows how good it is to enjoy a good meal.
... I'm not even gonna address the lines near the end. Whew.
#love and deepspace#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads sylus#lnds sylus#lnds#lads#i wish we could add the cafe lines to our favourites as well#because some of these are gold#and sometimes i get them once and then never again#nameuserlee
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excited to see sabãody refreshed..... my fav sanj fit
#my art#one piece#sanji#one piece sanji#was reflecting earlier today on how i have three DBs in my life now when i used to never wear them 🧍♂️#that mustard-gold-camel-whatever color is one of my all-time faves#i have honest to god been looking for a shirt that color w/ My Specifications for over a year. and then. finally. yesterday.#wólczanka is once again THE greatest goat of all time for me#one piece tag
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sculpting myself a golden idol
#bill cipher#gravity falls#it's silver rn but once I slap some sort of Solid Material on it and then smear gold leaf all over it it'll be gold#I think I'm gonna buy some of that pal tiya stuff from the post that's going around rn#I also gotta figure out the best way to do a metal armature for bill himself so he doesn't fall off the plinth#maybe I'll snap a few coat hangers and jam them into the foil with some hot glue#this thing itself is actually super solid though#thank you pal tiya youtube tutorial vids for inspiring me to buy a lot of aluminum foil and also a new bag of hot glue sticks#also yall.#Alex Hirsch responded to my dm on twitter again yesterday bc I asked about the grunkle stan recording#(he said it'll be done by the end of the week OuO)#and for some reason I responded with 'omg yesssss' and a 🫡 emoji. why did I do this.#head in my hands why did I send a salute emoji to Alex Middle Initial Hirsch#ok did I perhaps only make this post so I could include that story in my tags. perhaps yes. perhaps no. I'll never tell.#fluffle art#sculpture#fluffle sculpts
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i have done...an absolute deep dive into blues and folk music tonight. it was 100% one of those blink and three hours have passed type of deals. worth it though.
#be warned if you go into the tags i will explain how this all came up. educational but long!#so it started with two questions. mostly because i live in the ozarks i wanted to know and secondly i like music if you haven't caught on#(btw i am so giving you guys the quick and easy version if you are reading this at all)#anyway. the first question was 'why does the ozarks have such a country influence but also bluegrass but also blues but also folk but al-'#because while i grew up in stl i am now like. living living in the ozarks right? right. and i for sure can see how we are the like...#the little sibling of the appalachian mountains. and i thought it was just cause aw cute mini mountains (highlands people)#but instead its cause there were settlers from appalachia! which makes a ton of sense now seeing influences and culture etc etc#so we cleared up that. we know why the ozarks is the way it is (or at least part of it)#btw anyone who says branson is a “true reflection” of the ozarks is out of their damn minds.#that shit is tourist central and just drives me up the wall. they are playing a parody of themselves is the best way to describe it#caricature maybe??? point is. “h'yuck h'yuck we're the country jubilee!” is not uhhhh ozarks and never was?#like it was but they took it a step further. so. anyway#can you tell i'm fixated on this right now? moving on! question 2 was quite literally 'what genre is this song'#it's 'fault line' by black rebel motorcycle club (which i highly suggest everyone listen to)#but i was like hmmm very bluesy harmonica but just fingerpicking guitar so that's more folksy#so! i went on a deep dive of what technically considers blues blues and what folk is. and guess what! the ozarks play into this too#because! the thing is that the ozarks is weird. st louis is technically not in the ozarks but on the outskirts. and stl is influenced by...#the mississippi delta! therefore blues music which led to rock and roll etc#(that's a whole other tangent for another day on stl and blues and rock and roll)#but anyway it makes sense that once you have folks from stl area coming down to the ozarks then you also have that combo of...#mississippi delta and appalachia music. so then we go back to “fault line” right?#i have declared it folk mostly because it definitely doesn't follow traditional blues progression or call and response.#so anyway. deep dive tonight was basically what is this song's genre and how does that wrap into where i live!#which also. brmc is like...usually listed as a “rock” band from san francisco which hey! awesome.#but like. from the songs i've heard and especially causing me to do this deep dive...they do not strike me as a californian band#music is cool! regions are cool! culture is cool! i just like to see how it's all spread out ya know?#if you've read this far gold star! i hope you've learned something tonight from reading the ramblings of a fixated person#i'm rambling again aren't i
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Titanium AU Announcement!
“Once golden, but never again”
“Ah, that's it, you need some titanium to make a ring? Well you might be in luck!”
“Our bond, Like This Band, My Lamb”
“What reason would I think you would lie to me?”
“THEY DID WHAT TO MY BABY!”
“If you truly think it's better your way you can do it over. MY. DEAD. BODY”
Be Prepared.
3-3-23
#cult of the lamb fanfic#titanium au#fanfic announcement#Once gold but Never again#Lover's Fable Belongs to Cosmica_Candy
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"You'll come back," Manon said.
It sounded like more of a threat than anything
Dorian smirked. "Would you miss me if I didn't?"
Manon didn't reply. He didn't know why he expected her to.
He'd taken all of a step, when Asterin clasped his shoulder. "In and out, quick as you can," she warned him. "Take care of Narene." Worry indeed shone in the Second's gold-flecked black eyes. Dorian bowed his head. "With my life," he promised as he approached her mount and grasped the dangling reins. He didn't fail to miss the gratitude that softened Asterin's features. Or that Manon had already turned away from him.
A fool to start down this path with her. He should have known better.
The hours that passed were some of the longest of Manon's existence.
From anticipation, she told herself. Of what she had to do.
Abraxos, unsurprisingly, found them within an hour, his reins sliced from the struggle he'd no doubt waged and won with Sorrel. He waited, however, beside Manon in silence, wholly focused upon the gate where Dorian and Narene had vanished.
Time dripped by. The king's sword was constant weight at her side. She cursed herself for needing to prove-to him, to herself-that she refused to let him go into Morath for practical, ordinary reasons. Erawan wasn't at the Ferian Gap. It'd be safer. Somewhat. But if the Matrons were there … That was why he'd gone. To learn if they were. To see if Petrah truly commanded the host there, and how many Ironteeth were present. He had not been trained as a spy, but he'd grown up in a court where people wielded smiles and clothes like weapons. He knew how to blend in, how to listen. How to make people see what they wished to see. She'd sent Elide into the dungeons of Morath, Darkness damn her. Sending the King of Adarlan into the Ferian Gap was no different.
It didn't stop her breath from escaping when Abraxos stiffened, scanning the sky. As if he heard something they couldn't.
And it was the joy that sparked in her mount's eyes that told her.
Moments later, Narene sailed toward them, making a lazy path over the mountains, a dark-haired, pale-skinned rider atop her. He'd truly been able to change parts of himself. Had made his face nearly unrecognizable. And kept it that way.
Asterin rushed toward the mare, and even Manon blinked as her Second threw her arms around Narene's neck. Holding her tight. The mare only leaned her head against Asterin's back and huffed.
Manon hadn't dwelled long on what she'd say.
And as the three hundred Ironteeth witches filed into the hall, some coming off their patrols, Manon half wondered if she should have. They watched her, watched the Thirteen, with a wary disdain.
Their disgraced Wing Leader; their fallen Heir.
When all were gathered, Petrah, still standing in the doorway where she'd appeared, merely said, "My life debt for an audience, Blackbeak."
Manon swallowed, her tongue as dry as paper. Seated atop Abraxos, she could see every shifting movement in the crowd, the wide eyes or hands gripping swords.
"I will not tell you the particulars of who I am," Manon said at last. "For I think you have already heard them."
"Crochan bitch," someone spat.
Manon set her eyes on the Blackbeaks, stone-faced where the others bristled with hatred. It was for them she spoke, for them she had come here.
jacket, then hoisting up her white shirt. Rising in the stirrups to bare her scarred, brutalized abdomen. "She does not lie."
UNCLEAN
There, the word remained stamped. Would always be stamped.
"How many of you," Asterin called out, "have been similarly branded? By your Matron, by your coven leader? How many of you have had your stillborn witchlings burned before you might hold them?"
The silence that fell now was different from before. Shaking shuddering.
Manon glanced at the Thirteen to find tears in Ghislaine's eyes as she took in the brand on Asterin's womb. Tears in the eyes of all of them, who had not known. And it was for those tears, which Manon had never seen, that she faced the host again.
"You will be killed in this war, or after it. And you will never see our homeland again."
"What is it that you want, Blackbeak?" Petrah asked from the archway.
"Ride with us," Manon breathed. "Fly with us.
Against Morath. Against the people who would keep you from your homeland, your future." Murmuring broke out again. Manon pushed ahead, "An Ironteeth-Crochan alliance. Perhaps one to break our curse at last."
Again, that shuddering silence. Like a storm about to break Asterin sat back in the saddle, but kept her shirt open.
"The choice of how our people's future shall be shaped is yours," Manon told each of the witches assembled, all the Blackbeaks who might fly to war and never return. "But I will tell you this." Her hands shook, and she fisted them on her thighs. "There is a better world out there. And I have seen it."
Even the Thirteen looked toward her now.
"I have seen witch and human and Fae dwell together in peace. And it is not weakness to do so, but a strength. I have met kings and queens whose love for their kingdoms, their peoples, is so great that the self is secondary. Whose love for their people is so strong that even in the face of unthinkable odds, they do the impossible."
Manon lifted her chin. "You are my people. Whether my grandmother decrees it so or not, you are my people, and always will be. But I will fly against you, if need be, to ensure that there is a future for those who cannot fight for it themselves. Too long have we preyed on the weak, relished doing so. It is time that we became better than our foremothers." The words she had given the Thirteen months ago. "There is a better world out there," she said again. "And I will fight for it." She turned Abraxos away, toward the plunge behind them. "Will you?"
Manon nodded to Petrah. Eyes bright, the Heir only nodded back. They would be permitted to leave as they had arrived: unharmed.
So Manon nudged Abraxos, and he leaped into the sky, the Thirteen following suit.
Not a child of war. But of peace.
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so ive been a fan of danganronpa for a while now, i think i got into it late 2018, and basically since i got up to chapter 2 of thh togami became my favourite character and he's been my fave ever since, and much of my time was spent largely thinking about it on my own. and due to that i was stuck in my own head with very little fandom content to supply my mind. so because of this there was a time where i had went through all of togami's main ships and when i realised i had exhausted all the content for that ship i would move on. during all my time i ended up at one point or another shipping togami with all the survivors, a couple characters from the main game, and even an oc, but not once have i ever shipped him with toko. and i think thats hilarious. like even i, who was starving for content, didn;t touch it with a 10 foot pole
#may.txt#do NOT come after me okay most of this was when i was like 14 and 15#i actually do remember shipping togiri very early on#after i had gotten bored with naegami and how it was basically togamis only big ship#so i at least had good taste with that#togakure is still a little bit funny#and togahina is funny specifically for me as i see them hooking up once because asahinas questioning her sexuality#and togami is the most girlish looking man she has access to#and togami is lonely because naegiri are dating and hes jealous#but they both immediately feel weird after#comedy gold#and also canon compliant#maybe one day i will release my very embarrasing and cringy art of togami x oc#but maybe it should never be seen by human eyes again
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thinking about dragonsplague
#dragon’s dogma 2#dragon’s dogma#dd2#doodles#arisen odessa#fe’gahl#ever since the update i’ve never encountered dragonsplague again i kinda miss it#it was basically my excuse to give fe’gahl healer scars since he doesn’t get brined in fights that often as a healer#and he’s only forfeited once regularly#but yeah. thinking about dragonsplauge. it’s so funny that it can be slept off in camp now#makes sense fe’gahl gets to catch it but nap it off because he can’t have it full#that’s a thing he’s gotta fully catch later#he gets like. a lil taste of plague. as a treat#also gorgeous gold eyes turn to staring into your soul it’s so funny#im a sucker for illness symptoms ik its a subtle thing and meant to creep up on you but also considering what happens when you get full -#-plague. let them throw up goop is all im saying
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A single crystal with deep shade of purple juts out of the palm of your hand. It's beautiful. Symmetrical, without a single flaw, polished and clear.
With your other hand, you try and pick it up, but it clings onto your palm. You adjust your position as familiar frustration gnaws at your insides, gripping it firmly and yanking it off - but not without taking off the top layer of skin as you finally rip it away, the yelp in your throat strangled as you try to suppress it.
Well, flawless besides that.
Another failure. You toss this one off the side of the boat as well, joining the rest of the disappointments that you've created today at the bottom of the lake. Both palms now raw and on the verge of bleeding, the pain is too much for you to continue, and you finally collapse on the deck and stare up at the clear sky.
'You have the same sort of powers as our ancestor! She can make all kinds of things with these.' Aelynn had explained when you first started finding crystal formations growing out of your hands, back when the world was truly ending, although she was able to simply brush them away into dust without painfully ripping them off.
She had tried to hide it behind excitement on your behalf, but you heard the jealousy in her voice anyway, the undeniable proof that she didn't have the same abilities. She had continued, explaining all of the wonderful things that this 'Creator Ceremiré' was able to make, things that weren't even crystal anymore, 'that was just the base of it all'... But she hadn't understood the explanation at all, and so she wasn't able to pass that information on.
You did get some half-baked explanation about needing a deep understanding of molecular structure, but nothing more than that. And that's helped you make these perfect crystals, but it's useless without more to go off.
It wasn't intentional on her part, you know she would have shared if she could, even if she did carry any latent anger towards you, frustrated that she had only gotten half of the powers, the half that caused the fissures in her skin trailing up her arms, the shattering of her surroundings...
But it still makes your guts twist, knowing that you could be so close to finally being able to do something useful, having great untapped potential, but it was just out of reach.
Suits Carnival. The same one that had stolen your sister all those sweeps ago, but it wasn't the same either, now led by a Nostam, like yourself... But she didn't even know you existed.
'I don't know if it's a good idea for you to meet her. She doesn't like the fleet, and she's got an interesting temper - she's still a clown, she's unpredictable.' Aelynn's caution echoes in your memory. You knew there was more to this story that she wasn't telling you, but you knew from experience that your twin was not keen on talking about the things that had hurt her.
At the very least, you didn't think that she was trying to keep some sort of 'great destiny' away from you, she seemed to loathe the idea of going to see her herself; as you knew from her increasing anxiety about the constant invitations she was receiving.
Even so... you sigh deeply, your breath forming a dense cloud in the air. So what, should you simply give up on the one thing you could call your own power? It doesn't sit right.
You won't wonder what the worst that could happen would be, visiting that place, but surely, it's better than never knowing. Surely. Surely?
Queen of Hearts, Ceremiré Nostam of Suits Carnival. Would she be okay with someone like you as her descendant? Would she tolerate you at least so you could observe her? You had to know.
You have to find out.
#Rennra Stuff#Gold Writing#urgh no more proof reading i've gone over this 6 times and changed stuff every time i'm dying#650 wordsish because if i keep typing for too long i lose control of my life and i never finish ever#I'M JUST TRYING TO GET A MESSAGE ACROSS I'M TRYING TO EXPLAIN WHAT IS GOING ON WITH RENNRA RIGHT NOW THAT'S ALL AAAAA#ok i think i'm just tagging things to delay the inevitable good night and i remind you once again i am not a writer this is not my territor
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"rare intersex variation"? actually, i prefer "limited edition intersex"
#i'm a shiny pokémon. i'm a gold holo numbered digimon card#i'm that one character in every fantasy book that's the last of their species#i'm that one weird bug you see once and can never find the name of and never see again#intersex#original post#classic leg pulling#rainbow skeletons in my closet
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