#Of my irls. um!
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
does anyone actually feel guilty for being queer or is that just me
#vent ignore this#but like#I don’t even know what would’ve been worse me getting like openly discriminated for it or this#Like my whole life I’ve felt so weird about it especially when I meet other people who talk about their “gay phase”#Like what is a gay phase guys I’m trans and bi what are you saying about me#Especially because I think I chase people away when I tell them I’m trans#I used to make this a huge joke but I’m pretty sure the nickname I’ve used for ages started out as a joke on my name when I came out to one#Of my irls. um!#and it’s not like I’ve never faced blatant transphobia or homophobia ever it’s just that this feels inherently worse#this is kind of stupid remind me to delete ts later
1 note
·
View note
Text
Controversial ways I'm training my Mudscale: 1-
#(joking)#hi. um. im growing my beard#i think i havent posted a picture of me in months???? anyway uhh there it is!#poke pics#clay talks#mudscale#pokemon irl#pokeblogging#rotomblr#pokemon rp#//AND OUT OF NOWHERE. CLAY REWORK. BEAR JUMPSCARE. TWINK OBLITERATED
666 notes
·
View notes
Text
Peepaw Starlo struggles. Autism 2 autism communication struggles.
#undertale yellow#uty#uty au#lucky clover au#frisk ut#starlo uty#ceroba uty#martlet uty#dalv uty#feisty four uty#the cowboy hat draws#FALLS OVER. THIS TOOK OVER A MONTH.#Mostly because of being busy IRL but also because I decided on a new rendering method#Aaaand it was ten times as time consuming and I don't like the end result at all. LMAO. You live and learn I suppose#I hope this is comprehensible um. I think a lot about Starlo being so used to understanding Clover easily and being one of their favorites#And going to Frisk and 1. not really understanding how they communicate and 2. feeling like he isn't their favorite LOL#Idk how well that reads but! Peepaw Starlo musings#Starlo tries his best and doesn't always get it right but he's in a better place now#I know Clover's absence feels very strange here but I just couldn't find a place to put them oops.#Drawing this made me realize I really gotta practice my backgrounds. Hough. Definitely in the new year!#Also I haven't played poker in years so anything that's wrong? Uh monster poker is different. Yup. Thumbs up emoji
468 notes
·
View notes
Text
Tumblr exclusive post
#I cannot let my irls see this um#I have no idea what took over when I was drawing#It's not what you think I SWEA#Gonna punch that look off his face#fnaf#five nights at freddys#five nights at freddys 3#springtrap#fnaf 3#fnaf springtrap#five nights at freddys fanart#five nights at freddys springtrap#william afton#fanart
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
the mc ever
#lovebrush chronicles#lbc#lovebrush chronicles mc#lbc fanart#lbc mc…my wife#she’s so charming for a menace#haven’t been able to shut up about this game irl for a year so um#lovebrush chronicles fanart#lbc mc
141 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hnnnnnnnnghhdhshwjsnsnns
Screw it, if I don’t post these I’m probably never gonna post anything anytime soon and I really want to post something soooo, have some eyes.
I wanted to practice, like, shapeifying (best way to word it) the characters because I remember that shape theory was a big part of the environment development so I thought- “Hey! Why not do that with the characters?” And boom! I made this! Bit rushed but eh, it was fun!
#when I showed this to some of my irl and online homies all I gotta say is that- um-#let’s just say a few of them REALLY liked the last pair of eyes#you know who you are. I see you freaks (pointing very loudly at you) (/affectionate)#also I might add KCB eyes to this later I dunno#Grem draws!?#wir#wreck it ralph#wir ralph#fix it felix#wir felix#sergeant calhoun#wir calhoun#vanellope von schweetz#wir vanellope#king candy#wir king candy#turbo#wir turbo#turbo twins
67 notes
·
View notes
Text
i love drawing ted smiling because i can just scrunch him up SO MUCH
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#I JUST!!! AHH!!!!!#its about his dimples. its about the way his face smushes and his cheeks puff out because of how big his smile is. its about#the way his stache curves upwards to follow the smile. the way i can draw more lines to his face AHH!! AAAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!#FEELING VERY NORMAL ABOUT HIM AGAIN!!!!!!!!!#pn.art#i have a folder on my phone where i save ted lasso images in and its. nearly at 700 pictures um.#praying my irls never goes back to check my tumblr account because theyll just see me going insane over the same middle aged white man agai#AGAIN*
444 notes
·
View notes
Text
when you stumble into being a furry they do not tell you how seriously you might end up taking your animal choice for your fursona. i am definitely definitely taking it too seriously but the facets of my identity i want to explore and acknowledge add up to too many different animals to choose just one. the other day i made a chart about it. the chart .. was not enlightening
#rambles#i will probably not share the chart..#but mouse seems like it's here to stay#it makes me so genuinely happy when my friends are like yes you're a little mouse irl#and not so many people call me mouse now but that was such a big part of me learning what i know now about my identity#like oops . being a furry is hugely important to me actually#and it continues to be useful for conceptualizing identity struggles as i work through them#even if right now i am at an odd um. turning point? i think maybe yes. a turning point
408 notes
·
View notes
Text
Bittersweet fish 🌏💫
#fish#koi fish#yin and yang#sun and moon#ldr#long distance#long distance relationship#but also it can mean anything you think it means#friendships.. identity.. world dimensions#also um. sorry if theybdont look like koi fish irl#i went off of my soul (vibes and feelings) not a reference pixture#theyre some kind of fish thats for sure …#ebonytailsart#going to turn this into a fish#may even turn the fish into acrylic charms or stickers in the future because i love them#sadly the print will not be as intense as this#but thats bevause neon cyan is impossible to print so far. well. not impossible. but its Very Hard to capture with inks#so the final product IRL would be different#but until i have a physical store you get the pretty intense version#i love you. digital art. but the average printing world is not ready for you as much as we want it to be#this print will be A5..? 5.83 inches squared#god i hope it comes back looking alright#doing test prints rn#the fish. they are in love
146 notes
·
View notes
Text
every day I thank Beth May for blessing me with an awfulgirl failloser that I can consistently and passionately go to bat for no matter what she does. every time I say “she’s never done anything wrong ever in her life” I mean it wholeheartedly even though I know she most definitely has. Scary Marlowe perfect character
#“She’s irredeemable” um actually she’s a funny loser teenage girl and thus incapable of wrong#Hope this helps#perfect character type I love her dearly#My beloved daughter who I would never be friends with irl#dndads#dungeons and daddies
288 notes
·
View notes
Text
Reminders for today
Art recap post to document progress
Finish answering asks in inbox
Eat @katyspersonal
2024 Dash War Highlight post
Finish editing two chapters of two different fics and publish
Eat @katyspersonal
Try to catch up on SOME tag games
Wish the squad a happy new year
Go into foggy woods and summon Nosferatu
Eat @katyspersonal
Clean out some tumblr drafts
#just putting them out here#ima do the woods thing now but new years is a tumblr day every time because my irl social life is…um….#ANYWAY#reminders#CrowNotes#new year’s eve
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
His radiant lordship Xavier van Mirren in the flesh Unrivaled in the high art of infuriating every living being (un)lucky enough to be in his presence. And most non-living beings too, for that matter, daemons are not immune, we've checked. Employs that honed skill of his, alongside his abilities as an Astropath, in his official work as an Explicator and the leader of our warband. It's super effective. Once someone (no one important, really, just a Halo device user in the tertiary phase...) dared to infuriate him back. There is now a smoking crater where that halo user used to stand. Do not infuriate Xavier, for your own good.
#warhammer 40k#warhammer#dark heresy#solanj art#inktober#Just in case: everything above is said with genuine affection#I'd probably hate to interact with such a person IRL but he is an absolute joy to have around as a character#especially in the grim darkness of the 41st millenium#and his player is wonderful at keeping the balance perfectly#also I'm just personally grateful since prior to his joining my character had to play the role of the leader#and um#I as a player was not great at it to say the least ^^"
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
“Lmao why are you fictionkin are you insane. Imagine thinking you’re a character irl what’s wrong with you” have you considered I can do whatever I want
#lemon man talks#Have you considered I didn’t choose to be fictionkin also#Not my fault! Hope that helps#And also there’s nothing wrong with it + it’s harmless + not your problem + I’m mentally ill + shut up#People try not to shame others for their identity impossible challenge#This is why I have so much trouble accepting myself and feel embarrassed about being things I don’t have control over#I would be crucified if my irl friends knew I’m fictionkin#I would be bullied to death dude#They accuse each other of being therian as a bullying thing like. Um I’m not therian but I don’t think that’s funny#Just a thought! Don’t shame people for their identity#All of those things you’re calling cringe and shaming are harmless and you’re being an asshole
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
hate how angry and upset i get over normal things with good intentions behind them. can we just be fucking normal for once.
#boycritter et al#um. anyways. if we are not friends. do not say you will hug me. preferably dont imply any physical contact between us but#if we are not friends then that makes me very uncomfortable#if you are sending me an anonymous ask. the same applies.#even if you are my friend if you are anonymous i do not know who you are. and will treat you as if you are a stranger.#and will be very uncomfortable#idk. sometimes i think real life social rules should apply more on the internet#you wouldnt go up to a stranger in real life who was crying and just hug them. why is it so different on the internet.#anwyays. i doubt many people will see this. and i cant blame people for not knowing#bc its kind of an insane request to make and i havent really mentioned it#i just. i hate getting hugged irl by most people. if we're not very close i feel restrained more than anythinig.#i get that same feeling online even if theres no actual physical contact.
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
my parents poke fun at me sometimes for being Obsessive, and i always wanna be like hey i am more than my 5 interests, i have depth!!! and then something comes along to remind me that i am exactly like that. all the depth of a puddle
#on jan 1 we watched a movie i used to watch. um. 3-4 times a day when i was like 8?#i had not seen it since and it woke the fucking sleeper agent in me#i managed to stay strong for a week but then i tripped straight into watching it on repeat while i work#and if i am not watching it i've had the soundtrack on... and if that is not an option i am reciting it in my head........#(when i was a kid we had it on vhs with finnish subs and i could not speak english or finnish#but i had just seen the musical 4 times irl so i didn't need that much help#but i remember dad doing a live dub for me when we first watched the movie :'3 very cute)#i wish i could find the estonian recording...
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
*giggles dreamily as i open another canvas to draw him again for the billionth time*
#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#i just have. a bunch of uncolored/unfinished drawings so aahh... erm......... decided to slap two of them in here too :-]#TRANSGENDER TED FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#my irl gave me a new brush to try out on csp and i went insane a little bit . that second drawing was a quick doodle to try out the brush#pn.art#IJUST DONT KNOW HOW TO POST ANY OF THESE INDIVIDUALLY SO UM
520 notes
·
View notes