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andraxicated · 2 months

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Absolute Threshold

Pairing: Sylus x f! reader

Synopsis: Sylus shows you how grateful he is that you'll carry his child

a/n: i came back from the dead pt. 500 and i totally forgot how to write.

inspired by the manhwa of the same name

Sylus—this man—never fails to give your heart somersaults in a bad way. The first one was when you thought you killed him by being forced to pull the damned trigger, and you thought his blood was on your hands now. The second one was being in the presence of meetings gone wrong where you swore he would've killed everyone in that room if you weren't there. And you can't seem to find a third one because it goes on and on. Living life with Sylus has put you on edge, and sleeping with him made the anxiety grow ten times bigger.

Especially when said man's baby is growing inside you.

You pace around the room, wearing nothing but his shirt and a panty just because it's comfy. Yet you know better than to let him catch you like that because you won't be leaving the bed 'til morning. You groan, clutching the pregnancy test and hospital results in your hand, wishing they would somehow disappear or just be a prank the twins did.

The door opens to reveal Sylus, just as expected, but with blood all over his body. The stench of blood hits you, and you fight back the urge to hurl at the wrong moment. You dash to his figure and shakily approach him, not knowing what to do but to stand uselessly as his scars slowly disappear and his wounds regenerate.

"Oh, you're here," he says as if he didn't know you came.

"Sylus. What happened?" you ask, your voice hoarse as tension dissipates from your shoulders. He rolls his shoulders and heads over to the bed, plopping down with his arms behind him. He smirks as his gaze scans over your figure, and you find yourself using your arms to hide your lower body. Sylus pulls you to him as he lays you down, adjusting your positions so your back faces his chest.

“Just another day of being the leader of Onychinus,” he says as his finger plays with the band of your underwear. You prepare yourself for the onslaught of his fingers on your pussy, but he suddenly moves upward to grip your breasts under your shirt—his shirt.

He inhales and sniffs at your neck, engraving your scent in his mind as he grinds on your ass from behind. You were about to lose yourself in his touch until you remembered what you came here for.

“Sylus wait!” You sit up and fix yourself; the man behind you starts doing the same as confusion settles on his face. You turn and hold his hand, gulping down every nervousness that threatens to take over your mind. You knew you needed to spit everything out and rip it like a band aid before you spiraled with anxiety.

Sylus waits for you to speak, but it's clear that his patience is running thin. He tsks “What is it now that you have to hold my hand? Were you that lonely when I left?”

You look at him and take a deep breath, trying your best to push everything out, and say, “Sylus, I'm pregnant.”

His stare blanks with silence, and suddenly he pulls you into his arms, his long limbs covering you completely as he gently pats your head. Something about his comforting touches brings you to tears. He pulls back to wipe at your face, kissing the tears away and showing his soft side that's only for you.

“Do you want this?” He asks the important question with furrowed brows. And when you said “yes," that was the moment he allowed himself to be happy and break a small smile.

He shows his gratitude by whispering sugary words to your ears, kissing down your neck as he continues his earlier ministrations to your breast. He plays them softly in his large palms, making sure not to go too hard on your sensitive peaks. He growls as he imagines them growing throughout your pregnancy, hard on rising from the thought of your already perfect body undergoing changes. He thinks it isn't so bad after all.

“Sylus! Mmmh!” He swallows down your moans with his lips, hungrily devouring you. He feels like he can't get enough of you—a prize for all the shitty things he had to go through in this life. Even better that you came to bear the fruits of his cum releasing inside you.

He pulls away to give you a reprieve as you suck in all the air you can. Sylus’ crimson eyes were feral as he took in your pretty face. You looked like a debauched goddess, and he intended to make it a sight every day.

“Sit on my face, kitten,” he commands with a gruff voice, and you snap your head in shock. Mouth open, unable to take in what he had said. You were taking too long to act, so Sylus decided to pull you on top of him, positioning you to slide off your underwear completely and baring your beautiful cunt for him to look up to. It was so lewd compared to the things you've done, causing you to clench at nothing, and you swore his eyes gleamed dangerously if he did catch it.

“Spread your legs more,” he says, and without warning, pushes your body on him to latch his tongue on your hole, his nose catching on your clit causing you to squirm in his hold and clench on the muscle flicking inside. Sylus felt you were tense, so he had to pull away and slap your pussy, giving jolts of pleasure as his words went from one ear to another.

“Relax and let me eat your pussy. You need to get stretched open.” He continues kitten licks outside the hole, stretching it open to make way for his tongue to taste your essence.

You feel him deeply buried, his face lewdly pressed against your pussy; the feeling of putting weight on his face has you heating up in embarrassing pleasure. “No more! Nghh-stop!”

“You say that but you keep grinding your pussy to my face.” He trails sloppy kisses into your hole like the menace he is to prove a point. “It’s like you're in denial that you get off on this.”

"No, 'm not!” You whine, and Sylus just chuckles deep within your pussy, sending vibrations down your spine to which you arch. He flattens his tongue to lick two long stripes before french kissing your tight hole, pushing in two fingers as a surprise and to play with your clit. Your legs shake as you grip his hair, using his face like a toy to chase your high. His nose repeatedly bumps in you, a toe-curling addition to the pleasure building up.

You went jaw-slacked back arched as you cum on his mouth, Sylus enjoying the clean-up of the mess you made. His tongue was a little less wild as he left butterfly kisses on his favorite part of you.

He wipes his chin with the back of his hand before letting you off and settling you down gently on the bed. Sylus smirks with his glistening face, shining with the juice that came out of you. He taps his crotch and raises a brow. “Do you want to suck me off?” You nod, and he pulls you in for a quick kiss, his fingers threading once through your hair like a master to his kitten. “Good girl, I knew you would say that." Then he presses the leaking cockhead to your lips, the mere action sending sparks throughout your body at how lewd your position was.

He could see your ass up trembling due to your weakening legs as you started taking him in your mouth. The stretch was quite uncomfortable due to his large size, but the delicious feeling of his heavy member was enough to keep your head going. You direct your eye upwards at Sylus while making slow strokes, trying your best to fuel the expressions he was making. He had his sight locked on you, eyebrows together in pleasure, making sure to take a mental picture of your lip circled on his cock and your ass up in the air.

'Fuck!” He groans and throws his head back, hissing as you try to take him all in and make yourself choke on his dick. Sylus wanted to push your head towards him and fuck your mouth roughly just as he used to, but he knows you’re in a delicate condition that requires less manhandling. So he resorts to light thrusts to help you take him in, making you tear up a little than full on sobbing with muffled cries on his cock.

Sylus could feel his high coming, so he pulled you away as you gasped for air and coughed. You engage in a messy kiss, spit stretching between you as he suddenly positions you above his raging member. It was red and angry, very eager to cum inside the pussy it belonged to.

“W-wait! I’m not sure-Hahhh!” You scream as his thickness penetrates your small hole before stretching out your walls. Your arms lay limp behind his shoulder as he holds your hips and starts to thrust upward to meet your spot. Your earlier wetness creates squelching sounds against his upper thigh, a reminder of the pace he set in destroying your pussy.

“B-be careful!” You whine, trying to match his pace in going down on him, but he was far too vigorous in his actions that all you can do is moan prettily and take his cock. The girth and the veins graze on your wet walls as Sylus takes in a tit from your mouth, sucking like he’d get milk from it. You couldn’t help but comply with his whims, pushing his mouth further into you as you let him indulge and switch between the two mounds. He licks the sensitive buds and sucks lightly, finishing off with butterfly kisses that have you tightening in response.

“Need to stretch you out for our baby.” He pants, pistoning his mushroom tip in a spot that makes your legs shake and your body keel over. “You can take it like a good kitten.” Sylus’ thrusts repeatedly hit your gspot, driving you to the edge every time you jolt upwards from the force. His dick slips out from the continuous ramming, and you whine, making an effort to grab the length and put it back inside before he does.

“Daddy, please movee” You moan as he breaches your entrance once more, and Sylus lets out a breathy laugh as he watches your pathetic attempt to get filled.

“You love cock that much?” He glances down at where he meets you and sees the way his dick disappears to make a bulge on your lower abdomen. His crimson eyes glow dangerously as he puts in more power in working you open, balls hitting your soft ass as you start to chase your high by synchronizing with him.

“Mhmhm! Only yours~Ah~” You slur over your words in a cockdrunk haze, trying your best to ride him despite the obvious exhaustion in your bones. You feel like passing out, but you fight to stay awake just to feel the warm seed that knocked you up in the first place. You just love Sylus’ cum too much, love how he only does it for you.

“That’s my girl. Letting me fuck her and cum inside raw just because she loves my cock,” he says in a low voice, his pace going fast as you tremble in his arms. Sylus could feel the release building up, ready to shoot his load into you.

“That’s why you got pregnant.” He whispers, grabs the back of your head softly, and exchanges a small moment of eye contact before your lips gravitate towards one another. Teeth clash against tongues, and you feel yourself squeeze against his hard shaft. A few more seconds of hitting the sweet spot, and you pull away to prolong a moan with your mouth agape.

“Hahhhh! S-so good~”

Sylus growls loudly from the clenching of your walls as you savor your orgasm. Your breathing was light, and all your muscles relaxed as you coated him in your sticky release. You just let Sylus do his thing, fucking up into you with his fat cock as your head lays on his shoulder, your mind cloudy from his nonstop onslaught. When you caught sight of his sweaty face, it was very clear that he was starting to struggle because of his impending orgasm.

Your hand suddenly went to his neck, squeezing a little just to see his face when he cums with your hand on his. Then, as his hips faltered to still, you whispered "cum" just as Sylus let out a guttural moan with his head thrown back and eyes closed. You let go of the pressure on his neck and flinched at his warm cum filling you up and dribbling down between your thighs. He thrusts softly at the last of its spurts, making sure you’re all plugged up with cum before kissing you and exchanging saliva.

Between those kisses were giggles that came from your lips, and Sylus couldn’t help but mirror the smile on your face. He spanks your ass playfully before making you look up to him. “Who told you that you could touch my neck? You’re being a very bad kitty.”

“This bad kitty has to carry a child for nine months. You’ll live if I choke you a little.” You jest before giving him a peck and resting in his arms. His hand goes to your tummy and rubs it as exhaustion lulls you to sleep.

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ghostykapi · 8 days

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three against me (the trio's love)

misamo & fem!reader // college au

thank you for @cry4mina for the misamo pictures and for being delulu with me about misamo <3 MISAMOOO

when you said you wanted your college life to be eventful

you didn't expect the universe throwing you three girlfriends, each with their own side of how they got you locked with them

it starts during the first semester of your 3rd year, when you were in a small cafe, getting to a headstart in your pile of homework

it's perfect, a iced coffee by your side, three readings beside you, your laptop on the coffee table in front of you and phone silenced, muting whatever the onslaught of messages nayeon is sending that you can't even be bothered to check

you needed this, you couldn't handled anymore 'dubchaeng babysitting!' when the duo would just make your head hurt with the amount of crazy ideas they had. the change of pace for the day is much welcome, especially knowing that jeongyeon took over with the lure of seeing a band a cafe next university over

it's nice, you can feel like you are in control for even just for a bit

then the cafe's noise dies down when the door chimes

it's too silent

fuck.

you brace yourself at the trio, who’s presence can make the entire student populous go on their knees. the mere whisper of their little group brings the entire college either trembling

misamo.

you can feel her gaze land on you, despite the only indication that it is one of them without looking is the whispers within the cafe. even the baristas know them

hirai momo. softball player, the star athlete that brings medals and more recognition to your university. average grades, stellar performance when she steps on the field and can land a nasty punch

with each step you hear her take, the more you have to remind yourself not to look. you can hear her giggles and the way your heartbeat is now in your ears

minatozaki sana. influencer and model, the unspoken leader of their group. through her bubbly and charming personality, she uses her wit to become the face of the university. part of the top 10% of the whole university, the inspiration to study hard and diligently

you feel a hand on your shoulder, the firm grasp rendering you unable to move, yet it's how you know who it is. she hums in delight at your sharp intake of breath, knowing that you don't need anything else to tell her apart

myoui mina. rising entrepreneur of 3 different business ventures, the deadliest one from the trio. always calculating, always 10 steps ahead of her peers and competitors. sweet, kind, and demur, she brings class to whatever she does

that includes sitting beside you, her bag gently landing on the table, your proximity leaves the others questioning your relationship, but all you know is that you must have done something at your shared class with her yesterday for her too approach you

"i hope you don't mind" she starts, eyes confident and you want to scream and cry because she's wearing a suit. typically worn when she's fresh from visiting one of her businesses. "i heard you were well versed in code"

"programming is my major yes" you keep your voice leveled, after all, being a woman in such a male dominated course has made you what your flock of admirers say, freezingly cold.

"i have a proposition for you" mina starts, keeping a dangerous game of who can keep the eye contact going "you help me with homeworks and projects while i give you money per assessment made"

while mina has a fair share of students that matched her energy, something in your gaze makes her crack a bit

"what makes you think i'll say yes?"

"you can't say no to me"

"yes i can. here watch i'll say it"

and mina can't deny it when she feels her heart start to race when you get closer to her. faces barely a few inches apart

"i don't do things for money. so no"

and you pull back, ready to put back to attention to your homework when mina speaks up

"every time you have to help me i'll pay you in food"

oh goodness free food

"ok i'm in" you hum, hands typing away on your laptop "we start in two days, send me an address and i'll met you there myoui. now shoo, i have to catch up to my work"

she stares at you with a blank gaze, but inside she's dumbfounded at your boldness

nevertheless, she stands up to leave you be, but before she's out of earshot, she says something you don't quite catch

"what?" you ask

"you should call me mina. myoui is too professional even for my taste dear"

three days later, it's momo who bugs you after your morning class

she slips up right beside you, the lack of dress code in the university gives momo a chance to wear a body hugging pink dress, something that makes everyone go crazy. what you don't like is how every guy is looking at her in ways you want to pluck their eyes out

filthy bastards don't deserve to gaze at her at all

"momo" your ears are red because everyone can clearly see you both in the halls, her arm around your waist as you slowly walk to the next building for your next class "what are you doing?"

"accompanying you to class" momo won't admit it, but ever since mina said you were, in her words, 'pretty and sufficient', she had to see you

"why?" you ask, glaring at every man who's looking at her too creepily, making them scurry away

"just because, plus our classrooms are right beside each other" she relaxes more with each less man in the hall, you notice it

"fine" you huff, and before she can even say anything else, you remove your jacket, giving it to her "wear this for today, i don't want any man to look at you. you're too gorgeous for them"

the rest of the walk is silent on the way to both of your classrooms. only thing you can hear is the squeak of every sneaker from each man running way and the whispers in between students

it's the most peaceful walk momo has had since becoming star athlete

so when you wave at her from the door before disappearing to go to the classroom beside her's, she feels like she can breath without panicking

she hates taking anything math related, but she might bare it more when she knows your beside her classroom

she's hooked

later that afternoon, while you lounge around the student council office sipping a red bull, someone barges in, scaring your team who's having a heated debate on who should the rest of the papers

"fucking jesus who the fuck-" ryujin is silenced from who she sees at the door

minatozaki sana, the ever persistent and one of the most notable member under the team of the president.

"someone sent you flowers?"

not a question you were expecting, even your team is gawking at her

dressed to perfection, you can't catch her in a regular outfit at any point, which is kind of ridiculous. sana doesn't care, always styled like she's going to a fashion week in europe. today she's wearing that white dress that she just wore in her feature in some magazine

what is it with the trio and wearing designer clothing every time they are at university grounds? specifically when they are within your eyesight

"pardon?" you know the amount of admires that still try despite cold rejection, even hailing from different courses. hell you think someone from the university over sent you chocolates once, you gave it to your team though

"did you accept some stupid boy's flowers?" sana repeats, anger in her eyes, an emotion she barely shows, and possessiveness in her body language, something you see glimpses of when someone gets close to mina and momo that she doesn't approve of

"minatozaki you know i don't do that" you say calmly, your team in awe at how you keep a calm attitude "if the suitor doesn't have the guts to face me, then they do not deserve my limited time"

"then you'll entertain if i do right?"

you can hear felix and lily choke over their pizza behind you

"you are not serious" you look at her like she's crazy (she loves being called that, you learn from mina later on)

she gets closer to you, faces barely an inch apart, any slip up from her leaning way to closer over your table and she can just kiss you

"try me, i'll see you at tomorrow's meeting miss vice-president"

when she leaves the office, it takes you and your team a total of 5 minutes to recover

"jesus what the fuck was that"

"ryujin shut up, go back to bickering with lia"

no one has ever said no to the trio

maybe a few people had

they're just not as pretty, charming and confident as you

maybe that's why mina keeps sitting beside you during your shared programming class even oustide 'tutor' hours, why momo's insistent at being beside you in between periods to carry your items on days your classes line up, and why sana shows up in every weekly meeting with an expensive gift or a trinket, challenging each suitor head on.

women like them are gonna be the death of you

"you have some crazy women that like you" jihyo jests beside you, giggling at how sana is glaring daggers at how close you both are. you both are now taking a break along with the rest of the internal team to finalize some papers

"yeah well" you don't like to admit it, but ever since their persistence to always either be near you, you have been starting to crack bit by bit "can't really escape them y'know"

"i think you would look cute with them" jihyo hums, swinging her pen between her fingers, making someone across the table keep her stare at the president "misamo and their girlfriend who sucks ass at karaoke"

"ok that was one time" you huff, jihyo's snickering makes sana look up from her phone, jaw tensing up at how close jihyo is "clearly i let you win because you liked it when tzuyu said she's treat you out if you win right?"

that shuts her up. the said tall woman is at the other side of the room, watching the president's face get red, wondering what you just said to make her like this

"get back to work" jihyo then shoos you away, your laughter making jihyo flip you off before returning to work for herself

before you cam even return to work, your eyes meet sana's, her expression unreadable. you wonder what she's thinking of

you look away, a light blush on your cheeks from her intense stare, busying yourself once more with the papers

to sana, witnessing your smile and laughter rewires her brain, heart pleading with her to speed up whatever this stage the three of them are in. each day that passes drives the three of them crazy

mina is messing up in her calculations, momo is missing her shots and sana is losing her composure on the daily

she needs you. they need you.

when sana heads home that night she keeps thinking about you. even when she lets her girlfriends debate what their late night dinner should be (mina wants tacos, momo is craving for some pasta). she blurts out in the middle of it

"do you think y/n would say yes if we offered her sushi as a late night dinner?"

the two stop at their bickering to look at sana, who's eyes are begging for the next move. she's getting itchy and desperate to make it

"satang" mina reaches out to her, letting sana wrap her arms around her waist as momo hugs them both "did something happen?"

"it's just" sana doesn't even try to hide it at this point, knowing that the three of them are nearing their breaking point "i saw her laugh today and it really made me think that 'i want to make her laugh with us' and i-i don't know but it has been driving me mad"

mina hums in understanding and momo speaks up, ready to take that push

"then let's go"

staying late even after meetings is normal for you to catch up with the papers, but for the past few days, you have been staying late in the office to busy your thoughts

mina hasn't been looking at you in the eye or been acknowledging you

momo hasn't been accompanying you to class

sana hasn't shown up to a single meeting this past two weeks

trying to silence your head, you decided to throw yourself into your extra curriculars every night. this night, you are working alone, the only sounds that you can hear are your aggressive typing on your poor keyboard, the music coming from your small speaker and the voices in your head making your heart ache

and now a knock and the door swinging open

"if you have any concerns please drop them by our social media accounts, email, or even the drop box by the-"

you stop your next words when you look up

mina.

you want to curse at the woman, for deliberately avoiding you. it was worse with her, because at least with the two you didn't have the urge to scream because they simply did not show up.

momo.

even clad in that handsome suit, she's still wearing that jacket you handed over to her. devastatingly handsome and gorgeous, you wonder why did she have to leave you wondering in the noisy university halls

sana.

meetings are still the same, but jihyo keeps on asking why your eyes have been straying, always going back to the door. waiting for that laugh to annoy you, waiting for a snarky remark to any stupid men flirting with you, waiting for anything from her

you really want to throw a chair at them for just showing up now and pissing you off

you don't though, because you missed them

each in their own suit, each with their own gift, each one with a nervous smile that no one will ever see, each one wearing their hearts up their sleeves, and each with the same question you didn't know you wanted to hear until now

"we like you. would you like to go out with us? dinner tomorrow night, our treat"

you can't say no

"you guys are horrible at courting. pick me up at 7"

bonus:

in every first date you've been on, you never come over to your dates home. that changes and ends with them

"hirai" you're trying to keep your breath stable as her hands are playing your hair. eyes hazy, but clearly on you, her self control out the door, just like yours

"myoui" she's behind you, her hands on your waist, murmuring what she's been thinking about for the past days. it's all you, and it makes you melt

"minatozaki" you let her kiss you, silencing your worries and doubts, silencing anything that makes you question them. the heart finally getting what it wants

"you my love, deserve to be ours"

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hotyanderedaddies · 7 months

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The School Bully Loves You, Pt. 0:

When Blake Fell in Love with You

Part 1 │ Part 2 │ Part 3

[Yandere! Bully x GN Nerd! Reader]

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"Fight! Fight! Fight!"

You heard the other students chant over and over that there was a fight, and judging by the "Ooohs!" and "Oh shit!", you could tell that someone was getting their butt kicked.

You didn't want to be associated with any of that stuff, so you did your best to steer clear of any drama.

You were only in fifth grade, but you were pretty wise in a certain retrospect in that you did not want to be involved in any sort if unnecessary drama that would add stress to your life. In fact, this was so prominent in your attitude that you were deemed to be a bit anti-social (shy was more apt).

However, since the crowd of chanting students was in the same direction that you had to take in order to get home, you were forced to walk towards the commotion despite your apprehension.

The closer you got, the more you could see the fight that was going on.

One guy had another pinned to the ground, and the one on top was wailing on the other one with both fists. The sounds of flesh against flesh banged out, and you cringed at the onslaught you witnessed.

"Teacher!" a random kid shouted out, pointing towards the school where one of the fourth grade teachers poked her head out to scream at the crowd to disperse.

Everyone scattered, leaving the one kid who'd been wailed on in the dust.

He stayed on the ground, coughing a little bit as he tried to catch his breath.

You didn't move from your spot, ignoring everyone else as they ran off, leaving just you and the apparent loser of the fight.

A part of you said that it wasn't your responsibility, that you should've just walked home and tried your best to pretend that you didn't see anything at all.

But your conscience told you otherwise.

Swallowing your nerves, you called out, "H-hey!"

The guy remained still on the ground.

You didn't have a phone yet (thanks Mom and Dad), so you couldn't call 911. Therefore, you rushed forward and up to the other guy, your eyes widening at what you saw.

You didn't recognize him. He must've been in a different grade, maybe older because he seemed really big and tall (even from his lying position). His cheek was bruised up and his right eye was swollen shut. He had a cut on his arm that was bleeding a little bit-- not too bad, but enough to where it might ruin his leather jacket.

"Are you okay?" you asked, immediately feeling stupid because he obviously wasn't.

"...yeah," the guy grunted, turning his head away from you, blushing a little bit.

You bit down on your lower lip, not knowing what you could say to help out the random dude who'd gotten his butt kicked. Therefore, you did the only thing that you could think of.

"Um," you mumbled, "um, I have a band-aid...?" You cringed a little, but still dug through your backpack for a band-aid to give him. Your mom made you carry a box with you to school since you were pretty clumsy and always seemed to manage to fall down and skin your knee, hence your box of Hello Kitty Band-Aids.

You pulled out a band-aid with Pompompurin and peeled off the back, carefully sticking it to the guy's cut arm. Out of instinct, you bent down and pressed your lips to it, giving it a little kiss like what your mom does to all of your ouchies.

You froze, having no idea why you'd done that.

"Uhh..." you mumbled. "I hope you feel better!"

Thinking quickly, you shot up to your feet and sprinted away as quickly as you could, scurrying in the direction of your house.

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As Blake watched you run off, he looked down at the band-aid on his arm that had some random cartoon character on it.

He snorted and was about to pull it off, but then froze.

His skin still tingled from where you'd kissed him and simply thinking about it made his heart flutter in his chest and his breath get all ragged.

He recognized you from school, recalling how you'd typically keep to yourself and how you were a Grade A nerd.

...and how cute you are.

That'd been it initially-- Blake had thought that you were sorta cute, not paying too much attention otherwise.

But as he watched you run off, he couldn't help but stare in wonder.

Why had you helped him?

Why did you care?

And, ultimately, why weren't you his yet?

"They'll be mine," Blake promised himself. "Sooner or later, I'll make them mine."

He smiled as looked down at the Band-Aid you'd given him and placed his hand over where you'd kissed him, smiling to himself.

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From then on, Blake made it his mission to make sure that you were protected at all costs.

He heard someone talking shit about you or thinking about messing with you?

He kicked their ass.

He heard someone say something negative about you?

He kicked their ass.

Someone cut you in line during lunch?

He kicked their ass.

Someone was wanting to ask you out on a date?

He kicked their ass.

Just that simple act of kindness that you showed the school bully had him wrapped around your finger. You didn't know it, but he was one-hundred percent devoted to you.

He walked you to and from school everyday, making sure to keep a little bit of distance in between the two of you. He knew that you were shy and that you didn't want to be involved in any sort of drama.

Plus, Blake wasn't delusional. He knew that he had an extremely negative reputation surrounding him, and he didn't want to drag you down with him. Everyone looked at him with fear in their eyes, and if you were associated with him, then he'd inadvertently ruin whatever reputation you'd built up.

In his mind, you're an angel, and he didn't want to taint you.

Hence, he kept his distance and made sure to admire you from afar.

But still, if anyone were to ask, Blake would say that you're his. He loves you after all, more than anything in the world.

And he promised himself that eventually he'd confess to you... all he needed was something to push him to do so...

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Day 4: Overstimulation

Mob!Bucky's Kinktober Honeymoon

Mob!Bucky Barnes × Wife!Reader

Summary: Bucky’s determined to give you an orgasm in every room of your private villa.

Warnings: strictly 18+, smut, fingering, oral (fem receiving), unprotected vaginal sex, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, squirting, spanking

Word count: 1.8k

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The villa Bucky chose for the first week of your honeymoon is absolutely stunning - views directly out onto a white sandy beach from a large infinity pool, a built-in spa and sauna you are already eager to try out as well as being completely fitted out with the most lush furnishings and extravagant amenities.

But he doesn’t give you time to enjoy any of it, for as soon as you walk over the threshold, Bucky bends you over the substantial kitchen island, pushes your skirt up around your waist, pulls your panties down to your ankles and licks a stripe up your slit, paying no mind to the two bodyguards following you into the residence.

He starts out eagerly, pushing his warm, wet tongue into your pussy as his thick fingers spread your folds bare for him. His name falls from your lips in a low moan, but this only spurs him on, wanting to hear his wife repeat his name like the God the majority of New York believe him to be.

As he relentlessly devours you, your orgasm builds, the band in your lower stomach tightening with every flick of his tongue, lapping up the arousal flooding from your core that Bucky himself is responsible for.

“Fuck Buck, right there, don’t stop.” If it weren’t your beloved husband spreading your ass cheeks wide and nose deep in your pussy, you might be embarrassed by how quickly you are hurtling towards your release.

But James Barnes knows every inch of your body with exact precision, he has memorised the map of how to navigate to the height of your pleasure and has the uncanny ability to bring you right to the edge with a single touch. Something he prides himself on.

Your first orgasm comes when his thumb toys with your puckered asshole and his plump lips suckle on your clit. The smooth marble underneath your fingertips provides no grip, no traction to pull yourself away from Bucky’s onslaught.

Before you can even take a breath to stabilise yourself after your high, Bucky picks you up bridal style and walks your limp body over to the couch of the connecting lounge room.

He places you on all fours on the leather couch, and after ridding himself of all nuisance clothing, he drives himself inside your sopping entrance without any notice. Your velvety walls burn deliciously as you stretch to accommodate him - a stretch that you will crave for the rest of your life.

“Good girl, take it all.” Bucky commands. He starts out at a brutal pace, but somehow with each thrust he seems to both accelerate the movement of his hips and plunge deeper within you, filling you completely and kissing your cervix.

Wet, salacious sounds fill the grand room, along with your strained voice chanting Bucky’s name like a prayer. You bury your face in the top of the backrest of the couch in an attempt to muffle the obscene moans falling from your lips as Bucky grips your hips tighter and continues fucking into you relentlessly.

You feel him press an affectionate kiss between your shoulder blades before his domineering hand grasps your neck and pulls you back into him, the warm length of his body pressing against yours.

“Be a good wife and take everything your husband gives you. Every. Fucking. Inch.” His words are growled into your ear and a shiver runs down your spine. He punctuates each word with a hard slap to your ass.

He reaches around your body, his hand finding your clit with the ease of magnets attracting one another. As he begins teasing your sensitive bundle of nerves, you feel like you’re floating, unable to come down from the pure bliss Bucky has fucked you into, every collision of his hips against yours bringing you closer to your inevitable end.

“This fat cock feels good, doesn’t it?” Luckily it’s a rhetorical question because in your current euphoric state you can’t find any words to express how good your husband is making you feel. “Be a good little slut and cum on it for me.”

You don’t even realise tears are leaking from your eyes when your next orgasm slams into you like a train, thighs quivering, inadvertently trying to crawl to the other side of the couch to find some relief from the spasming pleasure, even though you know Bucky will never let you go until you’ve ridden out your entire high.

The next room you find yourself in is the adjacent dining room. The table had been set for your arrival, but Bucky soon sweeps the settings at one end crashing onto the floor as he lays your back gently on the mahogany tabletop.

“God damn, I’ll never get enough of this tight pussy.” Bucky exclaims as he pushes inside you again. You gasp at the sudden intrusion of his thick length, every part of your body twitching with heightened awareness.

His thrusts are more languid this time, longer and deeper, but you’re so sensitive from your previous orgasms that you’re already right on the edge with just a few pumps.

“You’re so beautiful when you cum, my love.” His voice is softer in tone, words soothing as he shifts the position of your legs so they instead rest on his shoulders. His eye contact is just as intense as the momentum of his hips slapping yours. “Need you to do it again for me. Want you looking in my eyes when I make you cum.” Bucky urges, his hand migrating down to where your bodies meet, his thumb rubbing tight circles over your puffy and oversensitive clit.

The pressure building within your core borders on agonising, you’re sure that this impending orgasm will be larger than any else of your married life thus far, and with how he’s hitting every spot inside you that engages an electric current surging up your spine, you know you’re so close.

It only takes another flick of your clit and you’re there, falling over a cliff and plunging into a deep ocean of pure pleasure.

“Fuck, I’m cumming again!” You announce as your back arches off the dinning table, eyes rolling to the back of your head as your entire body convulses by the sheer magnitude of your orgasm.

“That’s it baby, keep ‘em coming.” Bucky doesn’t let up, smirking as you writhe in front of him. “Soak me sweetheart.”

And you do just that.

Before you even realise what’s happening, your release gushes out of you, soaking Bucky’s stomach and thighs, the force of your squirt pushing him out of you. He rubs his bulbous tip frantically over your clit, prolonging your high and milking every last drop of arousal from you.

You sense him pick you up again, a soft kiss placed to your hairline as you move throughout the house again.

Much later in the night, you’ve lost count of how many times you’ve cum, the line between each orgasm blurring, waves of pleasure melding into one huge tsunami. You can’t even remember which room you last came in, mind in a complete daze, all you can perceive is Bucky’s looming presence over you and the way he’s playing your body like a fiddle, each stroke, strum and nip brings you closer to your next high like a symphony orchestra playing to a crescendo.

“Too much.” You attempt to mumble, unsure if you’re even articulating the words correctly, feebly pushing at his veiny arm to give yourself a semblance of a break from the overwhelming sensations your husband is subjecting you to.

It feels like your entire body is trembling on the king sized bed you get to call yours for the next week as you attempt to steady your breathing, trying to focus on anything other than the violently intense sensations Bucky is responsible for between your legs.

“Just one more, darling. I know you can give me another. You’re doing so well for me.” He coos before his lips latch onto your breast, the tip of his tongue lightly circling your areola before suckling your hardened nipple.

“I can’t.” A sob bubbles up your throat, understanding if you really wanted to stop you could use your prearranged safeword. It isn’t that you want to stop - it just feels too good, the pleasure so earth shatteringly intense that it borders on pain.

“Yes you can. I know you can, baby.” He praises, planting a sweet kiss to your sweaty forehead as you mewl, Bucky’s nimble fingers continuing to move in and out of you at a damaging pace. “Do it for me.”

All it takes is those four short words. Do it for him, do it for your husband, and you’re coming undone again for him. You whine his name as the most immense pleasure fires from the base of your spine, spreading like exploding fireworks through the rest of your body.

You don’t feel Bucky pull his fingers from you, nor do you discern his weight drop beside you in bed. It takes a couple minutes before your mind becomes a clear stream of thoughts and you can decidedly feel your extremities again.

“My perfect wife.” Bucky mumbles into your neck as you work to catch your breath and bring yourself assuredly back to earth after your visit to the heavens.

You turn your head to meet his gaze, and if you weren’t already breathless from the numerous orgasms he’s pulled from your body, the pure love and affection swirling in his stunning blue eyes you’ve fallen in love with would punch all the air from your lungs.

Warmth blooms in your chest at the soft, devoted smile painted on his features. He places a sweet kiss to your nose and then to your sweaty hairline.

“You still with me, darling?”

“Just barely.” You chuckle, finding enough energy to lift your arm up and draw along his sharp jaw with your index finger. Bucky takes your hand in his, kissing your knuckles and adjusting your extravagant wedding ring so that the scintillating diamond sits perfectly centred on your finger, before pulling your body into him so there is no space remaining between you.

“How about we run you a warm bath?” Bucky offers in a low tone, lifting your chin with a single bent finger so he can slot his supple lips against your own in a tender kiss. “We didn’t quite make it to the ensuite, so if we’re to complete the set, you still owe me one more orgasm.”

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Checkmate, I Couldn't Lose

Jeon Wonwoo x fem!reader

You have a secret to tell and what's a better way to confess than through a toast during your wedding's reception?

TW: none other than Wonwoo's killer looks cuz that's a warning on itself.

A/n: this was supposed to be posted weeks ago but I never got to finishing it. And now that I have to cram on so many projects, my brain has decided that its time for the creative juices to push through my writer's block. This was also a sort of reprieve from the amount of angst that I wrote in Tolerate It so hopefully I did good. Anyways, enjoy reading caratdeul!

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The cheers of your loved ones as they dance on the floor. The clinking of champagne glasses together as they congratulate you on a new life. The cold breeze on your white gown as you sway to a waltz rhythm with your husband close to your chest. Your arms around his shoulders and his hands settled on your hips.

It was the night of your lives and it was perfect.

You were well into the reception of your wedding. And honestly, you were having too much fun that you were sure you wouldn’t have a detailed recollection of everything that happened so far. It was a blur of happy faces and celebrations. But if there was one thing you will remember the most, it was the feeling of walking down the aisle, bouquet in hand, slowly inching towards the wonderful life that you will have with Wonwoo as your husband.

Now here you were, in each other’s arms as you swayed to the wedding playlist you both had a hand in creating (he knows that it was 1% his songs and the other 99% was yours but he also knows that you’ve been dreaming of a perfect wedding since you were a kid and he won’t be a hindrance to that). You can see the reflection of your wedding bands on the corner of your eye and you swear that you’ve never seen something shine as brightly as the ones you always see in your lover’s eyes up until now.

You would’ve danced the night away but alas, the event’s host has other plans. The music slowly faded to make way for the host to announce that it was time for some toasts.

Wonwoo huffed, “Do we really have to?”

“Oh honey,” you giggled, kissing the pout on his lips which made him smile, “We both know we won’t be leaving this place without hearing your drunk aunt’s speech about how you were so little when she first met you and how cute you looked in your little dia—”

“Okay, you can stop now,” he blushed, hiding his face in the crook of your neck, “Please tell me she actually won’t say any of that tonight.”

You just shrugged teasingly, earning another groan from him. Hand in hand, you led him back to your seats, laughing as he begged you for any reassurance that he wouldn’t be embarrassed any time soon. You then promptly shushed him when he tried bribing you with something about your honeymoon that you would rather not say in public.

That little shit, you thought as you narrowed your eyes at his smirk. You stopped yourself from slapping the smug look off of his face when he saw your face warming up, fully knowing where your mind had gone the moment he said it.

You were cut off from your thoughts when your sister went up on the stage, officially starting the toasts. You both settled in your chair with Wonwoo’s arm around your shoulder. Inhaling deeply, the two of you start to brace yourselves from the onslaught of inside jokes and nostalgic memories from your closest family and friends.

As each loved one went through their speech, you slowly started to feel your hands clam up with nerves. You didn’t even notice your leg bouncing until you felt Wonwoo’s hand on top of it. You glanced at him only to be met with his brows furrowed in concern. You shook your head with a smile, silently reassuring him that you were fine. He nodded in response before turning back to his father who was currently giving his own toast.

Ending with a lovely note to the wedded couple, your father-in-law gave the mic back to the host before going down the stage. You took multiple deep breaths to calm your nerves as you reached for the glass of water in front of you. Wonwoo watched in concern as you gulped down every last drop before putting the glass down.

“Hey,” he whispered, “Are you sure you’re okay?”

You nodded, “Yep. Just stage fright getting on my nerves.”

He raised an eyebrow, tilting his head in confusion, “What do you mean stage fright?”

You were about to answer him when you heard the host finally call you up on stage. You could feel Wonwoo’s eyes following you as you stood up and got on the stage. You thanked the host as they gave you the mic before finally facing everyone.

“Hi,” you started nervously, chuckling when everyone actually responded hello back to you.

“First of all, I want to thank each and every one of you for giving us your precious time to come here and celebrate with us on this very special day. This ceremony wouldn’t have been as happy as it is right now if any one of you were not here tonight.” you smiled, doing your best to make eye contact with as many people as possible.

“To all of those people who know me best, it’s probably a huge shock for them to see me standing here on stage and actually talking in front of a huge crowd,” you laughed, “To be fair though, I’m trying my best not to actually jump off the stage and run out of here. One of the two reasons that’s stopping me from doing that right now is the fact that I can’t really run in these heels and I would rather die than actually let you all see me trip and fall.”

A chorus of laughter echoed throughout the hall. As the laughter dies down, so do your nerves a little bit. You thanked the heavens above for still having humor as your coping mechanism before continuing with your speech.

“As for the other reason, well…” you said, your voice gradually softening. You faced Wonwoo properly as you announced, “It’s because I have a confession to make.”

You licked your lips nervously. You watched as Wonwoo glanced at your parents, puzzled over what was happening but he was only met with the same uncertainty from them. He looked back at you with worry written all over his face. You have to stop yourself from swooning over the fact that you knew he was more worried about your well-being than whatever you were about to say.

“Love, I haven’t really been honest with you,” you sighed, “In fact, I haven’t been truly honest with you ever since we first met.”

~~~~~

You were late.

Well technically, you weren’t but you only had about 10 minutes before the movie starts and you’re still 2 blocks away from the theatre. Now, you were running for your life just so you could arrive on time and frankly, you didn’t really want to die in the hands of your best friend if she ever caught you late again.

You were nearing the entrance to the theatre when you saw your best friend Lila standing with 2 guys in front, the three of them seemingly distracted with whatever they were talking about. Once you were close enough, Lila finally looked up from their conversation. Her face lit up upon recognizing you, greeting you with her iconic bear hug. You were about to return the hug when she suddenly smacked you on the arm.

“Ow! What the hell?” you exclaimed, rubbing your arm.

“You’re late,” Lila grumbled, crossing her arms.

“I know, I’m sorry,” you whined, “I accidentally fell asleep watching Netflix and by the time I woke up, I knew that I would have to run to actually get here on time.”

“Fine, but you’re paying for the popcorn,” she huffed.

You groaned, “Okay, fair enough.”

Taking out your wallet, you were suddenly reminded of the fact that you two weren’t alone when one of them cleared their throat, successfully catching both of your attention. You looked up from your bag to the taller guy among the two.

“Well, Lila?” he asked, “Aren’t you going to introduce us to your lovely friend over here?”

“Oh right,” Lila chuckled. She then introduced you to the two and vice versa. The guy that just spoke was Mingyu and the other one—

Oh my fucking god.

The other one was breathtaking.

Is it possible that you were just so out of it from running that you were hallucinating an angel? You’re probably just hallucinating things but you were sure that actual flowers and hearts were floating around him like some cliche rom-com anime scene. Maybe the lack of oxygen was finally getting to your brain. That’s definitely more plausible than whatever is actually standing right in front of you. Because goddamnit, that face is too immaculate to be a real human being.

Now, that’s just fucking unfair to the minority.

“What’s unfair to the minority?”

“What?”

And that’s when you actually notice that Mr. Born To Kill Me With His Face—you think his name was Wonwoo as far as you can remember before you got too caught up with your thoughts—was already looking at you with a smirk. Your face warmed up with embarrassment when you realized that he caught you staring at him, amusement written all over his face. Thankfully you were saved by the bell when Lila tugged you towards the theatre complaining about the movie already starting without you and you still haven’t bought any popcorn yet, effectively stopping you from making more of a fool out of yourself.

Dazed, you let her pull you towards the snack bar but not before you glanced back at Wonwoo, walking behind you alongside Mingyu. Catching his eye, you immediately turn back to face the counter. If you didn’t know any better, you’d say you were the one who caught him staring at you just now and not the other way around. You smiled to yourself at the thought.

Once you got the food and drinks, you then made your way inside. Getting to your seats, you sat between Lila and Wonwoo. A mere coincidence to everyone but you. And as you gaze at him from the corner of your eye, his face being illuminated by the rainbow of colors from the screen, you have decided right then and there that you are getting this man one way or another and no one can stop you.

So if you accidentally brush hands with him as you reach for the popcorn you share, if you mistakenly take his drink instead of yours which was on your other side, if you subconsciously lean towards him as you laugh at a joke made by the actors in the movie, there’s nothing to say except it’s all just a mere coincidence.

~~~~~

“And that’s just the beginning of a long and tedious process of stealing your heart,” you grinned.

You started sharing memories of you two where you deliberately changed the course of your relationship. Throughout your speech, you tried your best to avoid looking directly at Wonwoo. The fear of seeing any trace of disappointment and disgust on his face from your actions kept you from making eye contact with him. But that didn’t stop you from confessing to every move you ever made. In fact, it only urged you to be honest more knowing that this is the only time you’ll have the guts to say all of these things. To be fair though, you probably should’ve said this in a more private manner but you can’t really do anything about it now that you’re almost done with sharing your stories.

Laughing as you shared a fond memory of you tricking your husband—then, boyfriend—into letting him think that his idea of your living room arrangement was all from him and not at all a perfectly timed series of suggestions from you, you raised your glass as you finish your toast, “Some of you may call me a genius and others may just think of me as some long con artist. But in all honesty, none of these would’ve ever happened if there wasn’t a single drop of love in between the both of us,. And with that, I want to toast to our married life. May this be a life that will serve as the epitome of our love for each other.”

A round of cheers and applause echoed across the hall as you stepped down from the stage and walked towards your seat beside Wonwoo. Biting your lip, you gazed at him, trying to gauge his reaction to your speech/confession. You didn’t know what to expect to hear from him after all of that but a wide smirk on his face as he whispered his own confession to you was definitely not one of them.

“I knew.”

“What? How?”

“You may be a mastermind but you definitely aren’t subtle enough.”

Wonwoo’s smirk widened even more as he witnessed your cheeks heating up from embarrassment, amused at the way you tried defending yourself. He chuckled before kissing you on the lips, effectively shutting you up.

Once he felt you relax under him, he pulled back a bit from you, far enough for him to watch as you tried to chase after his lips but not too far for you to not hear what he had to say next.

“I love you, my little machiavellian.”

You grinned widely, pecking his lips once more before replying, “I love you too.”

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⎯ CHRISTMAS BLUES a Hwang Hyunjin fiction

🎄 : Hwang Hyunjin x implied! fem. reader

TROPE. enemies to lovers, exes to lovers, reader is a writer, one bed au, forced proximity au, hyunjin is an artist(not mentioned a ton), coincidences

WORD COUNT. 7.3k words ☆ 40 minute read

WARNINGS. cursing, angst galore, mention of sex (non desc.), breakup, hurt feelings, making up, mentions of getting drunk

AUG'S NOTES. this is a stupidly lovestruck hallmark christmas mindset talking, whatever you read below is definitely not me… definitely. anyway, happy holidays to everyone that celebrates! this has been sitting in my drafts for months now, initially planned to be a smau, then a fic!! hope this fic exceeds your expectations, feel free to leave a reblog or comment of your thoughts!

PLAYLIST.

SYNOPSIS. You thought getting a call from Hyunjin was the last thing you needed during the holidays, but when he reminds you of your non-refundable tickets to Paris you had booked seven months prior to your earth-shattering breakup, you realize that his call was the least of your problems.

or alternatively :

Just a week over Christmas with your ex in Paris, what could go wrong?

Every circumstance has a question that goes along with it.

How did I get so lucky? Why did you leave?

As for yours, it’s fairly simple.

Where did we go wrong?

December 18th – Seoul, South Korea.

Holding onto what could’ve been is stupid, you agreed upon that mindset a long time ago. However, the past, Him being the past, lingered around you like the scent of citrus still clinging beneath your fingernails even after washing your hands. Everywhere. He was everywhere. And no matter how hard you tried to erase the memories of what was, they served their memory purpose and disfigured your mind all the same.

And so, you replaced it.

Replaced the hurt, the searing burn, with someone else. Who turned into someone else, and someone else after that till the only thing sufficing any weekly relationship was a no-strings attached notion.

Until you met Seungmin.

He was your vice, the person dragging you out of your self-made hole of false sanctuary and safety. He laid all his flaws on the table, showed himself to you. Seungmin was gentle and kind, he was patient— more patient than anyone else in this world— and loving. Oh so loving.

But behind your undying affection for your boyfriend, he saw something you didn’t. Perhaps in your eyes, perhaps in your soul, bared to him on an onslaught of occasions.

Longing.

He saw longing in your treasured hues, longing for someone that wasn’t him.

Because some scars take longer to fade away, but yours hadn’t even begun to heal. Masked with his many layers of band-aids only to never staunch the cut, the one Hwang Hyunjin left on you.

“Seungmin I’m so sorry—“

“You love him, I know,” He nods his head, a sad, soft smile holding place on his lips.

Tonight was the night he officially talked about it. The unforgivable thought continuing to incessantly plague his mind.

Although, he didn’t regard you sourly for it. That connection you had with Hyunjin was something no other person could return nor deliver, and he had to accept that if he really loved you.

If Seungmin really loved you, he wanted the best for you, even if that meant the best were when you weren’t with him.

You were shocked when he brought up the matter, asked if you really missed him, asked if you still loved him. Yes, you had of course discussed your previous relationship, but never to this extent, never so blatantly.

Though the absolute kindness in both his tone and the way he looked at you, seated at the dinner table, kept you from lying.

It’s not fair. Not fair for Seungmin, your boyfriend, to have to take responsibility for your tormented feelings. But here he is, assuring you nevertheless.

Because he’s known. He knew from the start you weren’t over Hyunjin. Knew that, despite so much ache and anguish he caused, your heart can’t help but beat at his pace, fruitlessly connected.

And he knew in the end things would fall apart just like this, and his spot as a placeholder would fall apart along with it.

That didn’t mean it didn’t hurt though.

“He hurt you, but you love Hwang Hyunjin, I know.” He whispers, fingers tightly twined beneath the table. There’s a sort of hiccuping sound bubbling up from your throat. You stave it down.

“I’m sorry.”

He smiles, smiles when you don’t deny it, reaching forward for your trembling hands to take in his own.

“I want you to be happy, Y/N. I’m not the one you’ll be happy with though.”

A soft squeeze before he rises and curves to where you sit, free-flowing tears threatening to cascade past glossy eyes.

Without hesitation you wrap your arms around him in a hug, chest wracking with unfiltered sobs. Guilty. Guilt is devouring your soul. You don’t deserve Seungmin, nor does he deserve to be hurt so cruelly by someone he loves. But here you are, ruining him.

He’d never admit it, but the pain in his eyes—the ones you’ve stared at countless times—will always remain evident. No amount of smiling or laughing can hide that.

Pulling back while your arms stayed hooked upon his shoulders, you savor the kiss he places on your lips, the ones he delicately pressed to each of your wrists.

Sad. It’s a sad kiss. A kiss that causes your entire body to wilt against him, crashing deeper and deeper into his warmth, his comfort. He’s not false, he’s real. A real, unadulterated love you’re undeserving of.

Guilty.

“If you’re happy,” He breathes, leaning in to land gentle pecks all over your face, forehead connecting with your own. “I’ll be okay.”

December 20th – Seoul, South Korea.

Your room is still exactly as it has been. Pillows faced the same way, sheets still tousled and hanging halfway off the bed. Hell, he hasn’t even touched the blinds — staying open throughout countless nights, your perfume lingering.

Like he was afraid his touch would break apart what he had left of you.

He hopes, swallowing down the remainder of wine in his glass, you’ll be able to look back and laugh at what used to be, find the matter childish and ridiculous.

What you used to be.

Lovers.

Not kids anymore, you taught him once before. You also taught him how deep a love could be. There’d always be a space for you here, just as you left it. Although, he doubts you’d come back. In fact, you’ve probably moved on with your life. Found someone else to fill the space he did.

But maybe, if he keeps the room as it was for long enough, your room; if Hyunjin keeps those tiny paper notes you wrote for him long enough, you would come back.

What a lie.

Wishful thinking takes you far then drops you into festering despair over and over, he’s learned this the hard way.

Starting with a text.

He blinked once, then twice, then three times—picking apart his brain in order to recollect anything, any details whatsoever that could decipher this random message on a Monday morning.

Paris.

Paris?

Paris.

It hits him, evidently.

Immediately clutching his head and simultaneously slapping an aghast hand over his mouth, a sensation recognizable as utmost horror obliterates his soul into pieces, quite literally rocking his world.

Months ago, he remembered.

You’d been stupid, you’d been drunk, and impulsively booked the tickets, laughing off the “no refunds” reminder as if nothing would’ve ever happened.

It did though. And now he’s dealing with the karma in return for that idiotic decision. Soon enough you both will.

Non refundable tickets to Paris, two days from now, together.

What were the chances?

Blindly tapping his password into his phone, he (just as blindly) jams his finger to the first caller he sees, who turns out to be Minho, seeming like both a blessing and a curse in unison.

Never before had Hyunjin so clearly lost his mind and control of his words, but there’s always a first time for everything, right?

“Minho, what the hell am I supposed to do? She hates me and the flight is booked two days from now. This is just.. Fuck!” Hyunjin pours, slamming his hands against the steering wheel, burying his head into the leather as if that would magically make his endless desperation disappear.

He didn’t usually curse, so when he did, whatever had happened was serious. He carried his words elegantly, proficiently.

He'd be the last picked candidate for elegance right about now.

“If I were Chan I would’ve said you should still try talking to her about it, but in my opinion that wouldn’t change a thing. So suck it up Hwang, it can’t be that bad.”

Ah. Remind me why I ever decided to call you hoping for advice.

‘Hwang’ was the name his friend had reserved for him, coming from a long line of tissues in the mouth and other ways Minho would pick fun at the blonde. But he was at least trying to help, somewhat.

How he got himself into this situation is honestly laughable, situation being your nasty breakup and a plane to Paris.

Great. Paris is great, right? Wrong.

Because this stupid, stupid trip to Paris isn’t one he’s going on alone to enjoy the sights and delicacies there, it’s one with you, the girl who ripped his heart in half two months ago. The trip you’d planned while you were still head-over-heels, not hating his guts.

Oh, and your tickets were nonrefundable. Couldn’t forget about that part.

“.. What am I gonna do?”

“Suck it up, duh.”

“And please enlighten me on how the hell I'm supposed to ‘suck it up’ in a plane seat right next to her for thirteen hours and spend every day glued to the hip, your honor.”

The mental picture of Minho’s fraud-innocent face through the line grated his nerves like nothing else. Brows lifted, mouth slightly open. He wanted to punch that imaginary face so badly right now.

"Then follow Chan’s tutorial on making it up to your now-ex. You asked me for my opinion, and you got it. Look, all I’m saying is this is a good chance to get some level ground between you two, even if you still fly back hating each other—"

“I don’t hate her,” Hyunjin quickly quips.

Honestly, truthfully, he doesn’t hate you, he can’t hate you and he doubts he ever will. You were the one responsible for years upon years of the best moments of his life, how could he hate you for that?

Although, by the way you looked at him that night, he doubts your response would be the same.

Minho sighs.

"Even better, you could fly back with her hating you slightly less."

For once the snarky man he was spilling his problems to had provided decent reason, it was terrifying.

From a spectators point of view, his utter fit had to be quite a sight. For the record, witnessing thee calm and collected Hwang Hyunjin go insane in his car wasn’t a sight you’d see on a regular day.

But today wasn’t a regular day. Instead, it was the day he found himself trapped in a loophole of love and war with his ex.

What were the chances?

There’s no book that could wholly describe Hyunjin.

Even as a writer yourself, not even Shakespeare could depict him to the full extent. He’s flawless but so flawed, kind and yet malicious in terms of his brilliantly unfair beauty.

Every day you run into Hwang Hyunjin. The first few times, you called it coincidence, told yourself his meeting happened to be at the same time, maybe he was headed to a neighboring coffee shop.

Well, before those few days turned into every day on your commute.

And when a breakup is as nasty as yours was, it’s not too refreshing constantly seeing your ex on the daily afterward.

Today, Hwang Hyunjin is wearing a tan trench coat that reaches down to his knees. He’s wearing the same tennis shoes as always (except his usual camera is absent from the picture), and his hair is pulled up, soft, sandy strands framing either side of his face. He stands on the other side of the crosswalk, occupied with his phone while you internally ridicule him.

Staring daggers into his frame, the frigidly cold beverage in hand doesn’t aid in warming up chilling temperatures burning your fingertips, signs of winter’s impending approach.

He looks up.

You avert your gaze to your shoes. You can feel his eyes on you; feel them traveling over your body, then to your face, boring into your skull. He’s waiting, watching.

And somehow, you know you’ll eventually have to make eye contact. Because on your normal route, your turn left on Harrison street, then right on Fords. He’s there. Unbelievably, wildly, he’s there.

It’s the one factor in your (almost) perfect life without him that makes things hell.

Back then, you were like clockwork. Not a minute going by without someone being awake. You taking a nap after spending two hours searching synonyms on Thesaurus, Hyunjin just waking up, heading out with his signature Canon camera loosely hung around his neck.

Two perfect oppositions leaving their cluttered love scattered all over a cheap apartment.

For Hyunjin, it was the mug you’d gotten him last christmas labeled in bold font: “ART WHORE”, while yours was an equally degrading “SHE WOULD RATHER FUCK THE MEN IN HER BOOKS” sticker print slapped on the back of your laptop.

Little did you know you’d be desperately scraping the sticker off seven months later, that you’d leave your chapter unfinished since breaking up and that he had likely thrown away that mug.

Or maybe not. Maybe he painted over it, scribbled it out and somehow made it look good. Hyunjin has a way of making anything catastrophic look pretty.

You, on the other hand, are an erupting volcano. One that cries its lava onto the earth and doesn’t leave a pretty photograph. One that froths and rumbles, and destroys things as it goes.

Perfect opposites, exactly.

Now for the real question, the monumental “where did we go wrong” part that served as an explanation.

Three little words.

I love you.

You lied.

Those are big words, big words for somebody. Big words for yourself, words you spoke to Hwang Hyunjin, looped in his apartment, making love on the couch.

Big words he didn’t return.

Big words that kept your heart stilled in your chest, left your lips blue, drowned as you collected your discarded clothes off the floor.

And you left.

You didn’t need the awkward silence, the “let me think about it”, the bullshit they spouted Kissing-Booth-style. You needed him, his reassurance when you were your most vulnerable. His three words that told you your three years together weren’t one sided, not wordlessly confessed through actions though too scared to say aloud – a feared incantation.

Words he never said. Because you did love Hwang Hyunjin, so much it consumed you into his favorite muse, him your inspiration. Then came the doubt. The recollection of your favorite, dearest moments. Was it all a lie?

Those hour-long seconds, tangled on his sofa, kept that incessant anxiety alive.

You thought you found the one when your drunk night didn’t turn into an orgasm you can’t remember, but rather being coaxed into a warm shower despite your complaining about your pants being too tight.

Somehow, you can still feel his tender kisses like a ghost of a presence, littering the skin of your shoulder instead of the sloppy alcohol ridden ones you’d known before, and for once you had woken up beside the person responsible — not to a note saying they had to leave early.

He was the one responsible for teaching you how to paint, propping you in his lap, hand guiding your own while tracing careful strokes on the canvas. It was hardly possible sitting on his stool together, though neither of you noticed (nor cared), too busy savoring the intimacy of the moment.

That was Hyunjin. He was the glass of water placed in front of you after one too many at happy hour. He was the relaxing bath when everything hurt, the shoulder to cry on.

But you were mistaken. He wasn’t the one. Seungmin was the one, the one you had left behind only to chase after a toxic remedy.

In fact, Hyunjin never was the one.

And it fucking hurt remembering that.

December 21st - 22nd – Seoul, South Korea.

The last news you’d anticipated slammed into you like a bus.

Cozied up at your desk, a number pops up on your screen, interrupting the one moment of silence you managed to enjoy. Most people didn’t call during your work hours, except Seungmin, who, for the record, called before work.

The number you’d memorized by heart was not normal either.

Him.

“Before you curse at me,” He begins, and your hand hesitantly hovers over the call button, jaw clenched beyond reason, silence shouting loud. No strength in your bones allowed you to reply. Was it fear, hatred? Both most likely.

Taking the time to continue, his silky tone lulls along the line.

“Do you remember the tickets?”

Hatred seemed the dominant factor.

“What are you talking about?” You rhetorically snap, obviously annoyed albeit confused.

Tickets? It’s been three months, why the hell are tickets the first thing he’s mentioning?

He sighs. “The tickets to Paris. You remember, don't you?”

It takes you a moment, then, aha.

How could you forget? The tip of the iceberg of what two naive, lovestruck idiots thought would be forever. Little did they know everything would slip past their fingertips.

”Well um, did you know they’re non-refundable?”

Huh.

“WHAT?!”

You’d just managed to convince yourself free of Hyunjin, but he simply dragged you further into his labyrinth.

Or so you thought.

You had grown since he broke you (with the help of your better-ex, Seungmin). You evolved better (or so you told yourself). So out of the plentiful lessons you’d learned during your reflection, the factor that stuck with you most was that nobody is there to pick up for you. No matter how much you think they will.

You swore yourself into the belief Hyunjin would mend you, but you lived blind to the truth that he was just as broken as you were, a dog chasing its tail.

And so, you dealt with it.

In ways.

Whether that was incessantly talking to yourself, fanatically checking the date, contacting Felix on the verge of tears for him to laugh and then attempt at consoling your doom, or googling the best ways to run away from your predicament, fate had it out for you.

A disgustingly impertinent, unfairly fair fate.

Packing wasn’t all too stressful, unless you count trying on an entire entourage of outfits descending from dinner to snow-attire, then focusing on simple.

And it really shouldn’t have been so awful getting into your car, nonetheless waking up to realize today was the dreaded day, but it was, and you seriously deserved an award for the amount of times you checked your clock.

Although, you at least expected to have a little bit of time before having to face him again. Talking and interacting, not just drilling holes into his head. Little bit of time as in, a few years at least.

You were wrong.

Not the first time that’s happened.

“Hi Hyunjin.”

Answering his awaiting call with unsteady pitch, your eyes immediately gravitate to the blond-haired man. Taller in stature, leaning against a nearby pillar by your gate, staring directly at you.

Never had it felt so terrifying.

“Hey.”

You hesitate, never breaking eye contact with the man you’re speaking to a few meters away.

“Are we…Are we doing this again?”

He’s solemn. He’s not the same. Different.

“I don’t know. You decide for me.”

Never for a second does your gaze stray to his lips that barely move as he utters the line. Not the same either.

Before, you’d always been mesmerized by his lips. Then he’d notice and tease you prior to delivering the long-awaited kiss, again and again till you were breathless and your head became dizzy.

But this wasn't before; this is now, filled with grudges and sourness.

“You know I can’t make big decisions.”

That isn’t him. Isn’t the Hyunjin who would always provide endless tips and support, opinions unable to be held back without duct tape.

“Because you don’t want to get hurt knowing we chose this?” He whispers, and you tug your bottom lip between your teeth hard enough to bleed.

“Because I want better for us.”

“Y/n,” He sadly laughs, and your name rolling off his tongue sends an ache clawing your chest. It’s humorless, bitter in his throat.

“There is no us, only you and me, remember? So who do you want better for?”

There’s no twinkle in his eyes or his charming smile, it’s dry and painful, like he’d been crying.

You don’t want to think about that.

“Tell me something, okay?” Holding your phone to your ear with an iron grip, you slowly inhale through your nose, sparing a fleeting glance to the floor.

“Anything.”

“If I cry, will you hug me?”

“Do you want that?”

Question after question. He reaches in further, ripping out pieces of your soul with each inquiry. Stupid, sure. But genuine, all the way from the shrouded depths of your mind did you ask.

Of course you want that, want what’s so bad for you. No strength can make you admit it.

He knows the answer.

You hang up the call, fiddling around with your suitcase prior to wheeling the blundering thing over and ensuring you find a comfy spot out of Hyunjin’s sight.

Only five minutes of talking and you already feel as if your body is splintering into little pieces he’ll arrange into the perfect puzzle, ideal and pleasing.

He won’t. Not anymore he won’t.

And in that stead you’ll remain shattered.

What a shame.

Now boarding Group Five. All passengers in Group Five are welcome to board.

The hailing announcement earns a muffled groan through your mask, begrudgingly rising to your feet while directing your attention solely upon the bridge and your tightly held boarding pass. Luckily, Incheon International Airport isn’t half as hectic as you anticipated, but you have a gnawing feeling Paris will have a lot more to say.

Truth be told, you thank every lesson on task focus you once deemed useless as you shuffle among Paris-goers to find your seat.

One that obviously had to be right by Hwang Hyunjin.

“How’s you and Seungmin?” He fixes the length of his headphones, sparing a quick look at you while speaking. You despise how easy he treats this, how easy he’s treating everything at the moment.

Unfortunately, booking this hell-on-earth back when either of you were in your demented fantasy-land meant sitting beside each other also, in assigned seats.

Cupid really needs to give up by now.

You grunt beside him, uttering a hushed, “We broke up.”

Tilting his head, Hyunjin presses his face closer, craning. Close enough that you hold your phone up as a barrier, shrinking away nearer to the window.

“…Who broke up with who?”

Asshole.

Sighing boisterously, you shove in your own earbuds, rolling your eyes. Hyunjin, cocking a brow, dejectedly slouched back. Although he doesn’t ask any more questions, and you successfully get through your first three hours in silence.

Well, prior to the flight attendant strolling by with her cart, mandatorily beckoning orders from each row.

Wheeling her cart over where your seats are, Hyunjin takes a ginger ale and the customary pretzels they hand out. So when she gets to you and you order a Sprite, the man to your right’s head snaps to you, giving you quite an incredulous cock of his brow.

“No ginger ale?”

You wrinkle your nose.

“I don’t like it,” Biting back, you interrupt him upon accepting the canned soft drink, expression bitter and unwavering.

“You always got it when you were with me” or “Wasn’t it your favorite” was what you expected to come out of his mouth, positively obliterating any ounce of peace of mind remaining inside your rattling skull. You weren’t about to sit another seven hours sulking about something your ex said.

The ex you were very much over.

Right.

Your new goal? Avoid genuine conversation for as long as possible, at least on this flight.

So, given the chance to be deep in thought, you came to a conclusion.

You were clockwork, just like before. Except now instead of just equaling the time of day, he was the hour hand and you were the minute hand, always chasing after one another only to briefly touch and start all over again in an endless cycle of time.

Although the rockier the air gets and the more your grip squeezes the armrest does your initial goal falter, finding his considerate gesture asking if you were alright practically impossible to keep from responding to.

Especially when a huge drop has his hand racing atop yours, both too nervous to truly let go.

Just the circumstances, you blame, as if this plane was the sole cause of your slamming heartbeat.

Bullshit.

Four days and this trip was going to be one for the books for a multitude of reasons, that’s for sure.

Let’s just hope you can land first.

December 23nd – Paris, France.

His assuring hold on your hand guiding you through the bustling crowds of visitors and locals storming Charles de Gaulle Airport gives you this disgusting nostalgia, festering in your gut the longer you focus on his dark head of hair in front of you, kind, magnificent almond eyes flickering back to catch sight of you time and time again — like you’d magically sift from his grasp.

It’s a miracle you managed to hit ground in one piece, nevertheless end up with the notorious artist-jerkface named Hyunjin navigating you through an supremely overpopulated airport.

Perhaps it’s the scent of wispy pine or faint cigarette smoke that tinges the atmosphere such a rosy hue, perhaps everyone’s anticipation for the holiday’s. Either way, it certainly doesn’t help fuel your “absolutely NO touchy-feely-ness Hyunjin agenda”.

Well, you had no doubt you’d have to stick to your morals on this trip in the first place, and it’s not like the odds were supposed to work in your favor. Although, a little assistance would‘ve been nice.

Guess you’ll just have to make due.

Lovely.

“Thank you!” You shout, forcing your voice to sound chipper speaking to the Cab Driver (opposing the twenty-two hours of traveling you managed to survive through). Except now, you didn’t know what to do nor what to say standing outside the hotel entrance, especially not when Hwang Hyunjin was going to be biting your ass for the next few days.

Much to your luck though, it seemed he was just as clueless as you, both prioritizing just checking into your room first and foremost.

Thankfully, the sights are a wondrous source of distraction, and you devise a plan to go walking more often than not (and not just to avoid Hyunjin). Each building appears as if it’d been expertly carved from stone, historically aged beige, awnings titled a bottomless array of Grand Seiko and Jaeger-LeCoultre.

To add, huge paneled windows are placed in each room, allowing a breathtaking view of the city as evening dawns. Whether it’s a quaint bakery hitched right below a bookstore or the bell tower seated comfortably in the middle of a square—you could never get bored.

Seems your interest tore you away from an unwelcomed reality until Hyunjin cleared his throat, thick eyebrows raised questionably.

“..We could go ice-skating?” He offers, index pointing to the huge rink a few blocks to the left.

You don’t have to speak for him to know your response, unzipping your suitcase to gather a new change of clothes without a word.

“Look, I know you want nothing to do with me, but I doubt either of us will ever have enough money to come to Paris again, so just, do it for the experience, not for me.”

That’s it.

“For you? You think I’m doing this for you? Are you really that conceited to think I’m still catering to you, Hyunjin? I’ve changed whether you like it or not, and I’m not the girl that’s willing anymore,” You toss your clothing to the side, giving him a downright venomous stare. Loathing. “I’m not yours anymore.”

“In fact,” Spitting poison, you stab your index to his chest, causing him to back up the more you advance forward. “You don’t know shit about me.”

He appears torn. His nose scrunches, and his lips form a squabbled line upon his face, evidently troubled.

Somehow, those actions that normally earned your sympathy only reared your deftly oiled gears more, angrily roaring without fail.

“Because if you did, we wouldn’t be like this.”

Gesturing around, you retreat back a few steps, arms slapping your sides irritably. Meanwhile, the tall man remains silent, attention magnetically directed down at his shoes. And for a swift moment, mere seconds, you feel sorry — apologetic even.

It makes you sick to your stomach.

You exhale. “I’ll go, and not for you. Understood?”

Hyunjin doesn’t reply, biting his cheek as he watches you disappear into another room.

You thank the refreshing scent of peppermint for its momentary relief upon entering the bathroom, practically drenching your face in ice cold water over and over as if it’d clear your head.

For you; you’re doing this for you, nobody else, you remind yourself, prepping a washcloth and your toiletries whilst praying the warm shower water eases your blaring jet-lag.

Yet, you didn’t expect a visitor to suddenly pop in while you were mid-shampoo, and it seemed he didn’t expect it either.

You swore the prolonged eye-contact went on for centuries, absolute terror embracing every aspect of your face through the clear shower door.

“Fuck! Get out!”

Scurrying like a character off a cartoon, Hyunjin manages – through spilling apologies – to blindly ram himself into the door, hands gripping his skull.

Suddenly, he pauses, hesitating.

“Wait but I’ve seen you naked befo–”

“GET OUT!” You scream.

“Okay! Okay.” He hurriedly slips out, leaving you to rethink every decision made with his name involved. A recurring thought at this point.

And with that, you quickly accept that your jet lag isn’t even close to gone and likely won’t be as long as the artist sharing your hotel room is within a six-foot radius.

Oh, and you don’t know shit about ice-skating.

Of course, Hyunjin is a natural on ice. He glides like a snow spirit, freer than ever. Meanwhile, your nails are embedded into your vice of a railing, knees shakily attempting at balancing with little success.

He’s the princess, and you’re the frog. It’s decided. Walking while you crawled, running while you walked. A step ahead that was at some point motivating, now plain humiliating.

The ice rink is jam-packed, citizens and tourists alike savoring the crisp winter, the faded twinkling of lights glittering in the distance.

“C’mon, just one?”

You, clawing the icy edge, confusedly avert your focus to where the voice came from.

It’s Hyunjin, gesturing to his camera while you piece together his request before childishly whining your despair. He lifts his toboggan upward, a few endearing tufts of golden peering out to hang over crescent moon eyes, evidently smiling.

Leave it to this man to test your sanity. How could anybody say no when he looked that cute.

“Fine, one.”

Not like I could run off anyway, you mentally consider, finding the fact your legs are quite literally flailing as a good enough sign to give in.

“Yes!” He chirped happily, hurriedly fiddling with his camera.

Watching him with that kind of expression, you witness your Hyunjin again, fumbling around, so excited about the smallest of things.

It hurts.

“I..” He trails off, voice barely audible whilst winking to see through the lense. “Don’t want to miss a moment of you.”

“What was that?”

The camera flashes, and you wonder if you heard him correctly.

“Oh nothing.” His lips curl into a sheepish grin, easing toward you and unexpectedly prying your hand into his own, involuntarily pulling you along.

Panickedly, you clutch onto any article of clothing available (another goodbye to your no-touchy-feely-ness Hyunjin agenda) similar to the handrails, squeezing your eyes shut while painfully awaiting a harsh slam against rock-hard ice.

A harsh slam that never happens.

You cautiously open an eye.

“One, two, one, two.” He counts steadily, soaring across the ice, unable to contain the huge beam the longer he watches you. Captivating.

You fight the urge to smile, the sensation of wind whipping your hair and his warm, reminiscent touch setting your nerves into a dopamine frenzy, making the routinely frown much harder than need be.

Nevertheless, perhaps staying in Hyunjin’s grasp would’ve been the safer option. Because with confidence comes failure (at least in your book of life), and your knees would’ve definitely appreciated not getting ruined.

“Are you alright?” Hyunjin murmurs, sympathetically regarding your black and blue frame, looking worse for wear, skates in hand.

“Amputation has never sounded more tempting,” Grumbling, you hobble to return your skates, the man tailing behind you choking back his giggle, kindly waiting in case you stumble.

From the way things are going, the probability is high. Except, Hyunjin walks on eggshells, worried you might rip his head off in the case he asked the question sitting tentatively on the tip of his tongue.

Keeping himself contained had never been as unbearable as when with you, constantly having to refrain from wrapping your precious self into his arms, witness those warm, beautiful hues blinking at him like globes.

Five minutes into the walk back and your near-face-plant-turned-catastrophe was his last straw.

“Can I at least carry you?”

Your head snapping back was almost comical, ogling at Hyunjin as if he told you he’d been neutered or something.

Insane. He’s officially gone insane.

So have you, apparently. Because after getting all too familiar with the icy side walk for a fifth time, you give in, stifling your thoughts from erupting out of your skull—feeling like your entire earth was slowing down on its axis when he easily swept you off your feet.

Cute, hell, romantic too, until you arrive back at the hotel and the curious looks sent your way have your cheeks burning.

“This is so embarrassing.” You whine, burying your face in your hands. Of course, Hyunjin just laughs.

You missed his laugh.

And he cares for you that night, transporting you from room to room in his arms despite your complaints you could do so yourself (although you secretly preferred it, and no, not because it was Hyunjin, only because of how bruised your legs were).

Plus, the mental exhaustion was practically debilitating, sleep beckoning you into its cozy embrace as the clock ticked on the wall. The man before you knelt in front of where you sat on the side of the bed, gently applying antiseptic to your cuts while you blanked in and out of consciousness.

Any common sense had completely abandoned you. Certainly, since you hadn’t noticed only one bed sat dead center in the room. Nor had you noticed through your half-asleep eyes how sweetly he maneuvered you around, pulling the comforter snug over your body.

His hand strays, wistfully smoothing some hair from off your eyebrow.

“I’m sorry,” He whispers, gathering spare pillows and blankets.

He’ll sleep on the floor.

December 24th – Paris, France.

Apparently, there was much more to this Paris dilemma than just the “going to Paris” part (excluding, y’know, the havoc that’s occurred over the past three days).

This fantastic surprise came in the form of a booked Louvre Museum date, now a bit more like a punishment with your current state of soreness merely rising up from bed. And, in turn, seeing Hyunjin sawing logs on the floor below, an action you were inaudibly grateful for.

You two are a different kind of romantic if that’s what you want to call it, especially when Hyunjin practically barricades the bathroom door, nonsensically shouting that he won’t make the same mistake of walking in ever again.

Sweet gesture, but it gets a tad bit irritating when you have to basically charge the door in order to move the chair situated behind it, making you doubt if it was to keep Hyunjin himself out or keeping you in instead.

Yeah. Different kind of romantic. Exes kind of romantic.

Once 5pm rolls around, you’re already dressed and ready to leave, trying your darndest to pretend you’re doing something on your phone to evade conversation. A middle school move, though your ego is on the brink of becoming extinct anyway.

Seems the final act is when Hyunjin steps out of the bathroom, wearing that tan trench coat he always did.

He notices you analyzing, stifling a very tempting smirk.

“I thought you’d like this jacket. Y’know, since you stared at it all the time.”

With a sentence you watched your endangered ego obliterate in real time, embarrassment swallowing you whole. The cycle is neverending.

Thankfully, at least one factor in your unsolvable equation proves itself useful, the factor being your already purchased tickets, granting an earlier entrance into what felt to be a new world.

A new world you recognized as Hyunjin’s world. Vast, expansive. A place you can get lost in and be okay with. Stories hidden behind gold-rimmed frames, so much to tell if only you’d listen.

He lingers by the Psyche and Cupid sculpture longer than usual. Briefly, he told you about them many moons ago. Their love awakening from something much more tragic, apocalyptical.

What a coincidence.

You spend what feels to be days in there, daylight from the lengthy windows overhead falling dark by the time you’re finished. The temperature dropped exponentially while you explored, ignorant to the frigid conditions till realizing you still had your trek back.

Curse the taxi service for not running twenty-four hours.

“You grew your hair out.” You comment, but it’s not really a comment, more like an observation you already knew and felt the need to point out for some odd reason. The awkward silence is suffocating enough.

Granted, you’d known his hair had grown. You saw him every day coming to and fro from work, so any adjustments he made you saw, some of which you remember loving oh so much.

This adjustment was his hair.

Hyunjin’s lips quirk ever so slightly, fingers straying up to tousle a strand.

“You used to love it when I grew it out.”

He continues to walk ahead, ignoring how you had stalled behind, numb grip desperately clutching your puffer jacket as if it’d magically allow you inhalations.

“You would tie it up for me, and stick my paintbrushes in the bun.”

This time, he spins around, seemingly unaffected by your (both literally and figuratively) frozen finger that simply blinks at him — robotic-like.

Like Hyunjin is a stranger. Like your Hyunjin, the old one you were mad for, is now a stranger.

“And I,” He sniffs in, his exhale causing a cloud of air to comprise in its stead. “Really wanted to marry you.”

There’s your breaking point.

He’s pulled you thread by thread closer to an unthinkable free fall, a freezing free fall. Unfurling your strings of yarn to no point of repair. So as you teeter on the edge, your defense mechanisms kick in. And before you can logically consider your options, you smack him.

Right. Across. The face.

He’s stunned, you don’t blame him for that, but there’s also a crinkle in his brows, a look of utmost hurt beginning to stain any somber expression left.

“You have no right to say that when you’re the one that caused all of this.” Your volume increases, unaffected by the glances from passerby.

You have no doubt the two of you are quite a scene, though common sense had long abandoned you, and no thought but fiery rage curls around you, tendrils alight.

“Why the hell did you want to marry me if you can’t even love me? Quit hurting and confusing me Hyunjin, I can’t keep doing this.” Practically pleading, he pulls his palm from where it babied his cheek, instead retreating to your wrists, keeping you in front of him.

“Listen.”

“No!” You screech, trying your hardest to escape.

“Listen.”

You pause, gingerly allowing him to adjust the scarf over your pink nose and ensure your gloves trap warmth for your fingers.

He bites his lip, gaze dancing across your features.

“I love you.”

You shakily exhale, wishing everything would just stop. Time would simply diminish into nothing but stillness, easiness.

Your anguish and anger was easy, and staying mad was a whole lot easier than this—confronting the pains of meeting him again, nonetheless this trip.

He’s finding the pieces to your puzzle.

You want to hide.

Worst of all? Especially hearing him say the words that ended you two months prior.

Cruel.

“I loved you,” His voice wavers. “More than anything, Y/n. And I still do. But when you said that, I got scared.”

He shakily inhales, the grip on you lessening a bit.

“Because when I say I love you back, that means I have someone to lose.”

It’s hypocritical, you know.

Hell, you know what it’s like to be a hypocrite more than anything right now. From hearing the godforsaken news to sitting in an airplane together after wholeheartedly promising yourself you’d never let him have you once more.

Yet here you were, dragging him by his collar into a kiss.

He kisses you back, like an idiot, childishly grasping his clothing-cladden frame against your face and savoring the small bit of heat huddled between where your lips meet.

His trench-coat, you remember, despite so many adjustments, is the same as usual, and it’s almost comforting to find he smells the same as well—floral, with hints of jasmine (mainly thanks to his favorite perfume). You remember that too.

Guess some things never change.

Perhaps he kept that mug after all, drank from it every day like he used to.

And perhaps, right now, he’s wishing back all the time you’ve spent apart, just like you are. Wishing you would’ve just talked like mature, capable adults. Figured things out.

Newsflash, you’re not mature adults. You’re two broken lovebirds fighting to find their song after being caged together, searching high and low for the perfect pitch when all you needed was a single note, a single start.

Positioning you where an arm wraps around your back, the other holding your cheek, he dips you as if in a ballroom dance, not kissing beneath a street light.

Everything is pretty in Hyunjin’s presence.

“Hwang Hyunjin,” You whisper, nostrils burning the longer you’re surrounded by snow, falling in hefty sheets at this rate.

He hums into your lips, maneuvering his head to kiss away the chilled tears beginning to froth upon your waterline. And in those moments, you feel so fragile, so weak in his touch.

Almost instinctively, his grip tightens oh so slightly.

“I really don’t want to lose you.”

And he laughs, a muffled laugh that nonetheless causes his shoulders to shake before delving further into your kiss, melting away every bit of anguish you felt, all the hurt and ache. Dissolved into nothingness by his lips.

Figures briefly illuminated by the light of the street lamp, you remain ignorant to the encroaching nightfall, the way the stars seamlessly blend with white snowflakes. Something out of a fairytale.

You’re certain you could’ve stood there forever, all numb and freezing cold.

But in love. So very in love.

For him you would’ve stood there. And the you still in denial without understanding this entire story would’ve died before admitting that.

This time, you’re okay with letting him finish the puzzle, create a song as lovebirds.

“You won’t, I promise,” He traces your cheek with his thumb. “Now let’s get someplace warm, shall we?”

Landing an affectionate peck to your burning red nose, he takes your hand, guiding you through climbing snow toward your hotel, sign reading “Hôtel de Vendôme” glittering in the distance.

In your opinion, however, it was too fleeting. A kiss you hadn’t realized you’d been waiting for until it actually happened, till you pathetically craved it again and again.

Although, that didn’t mean you didn’t enjoy gaining feeling back in your fingers and toes, treasuring the flicker of the fire crackling beneath a brick mantel. A few guests litter the lobby, dishing paper cups of hot chocolate left and right, taking the opportunity the mistletoe hanging above a long forgotten stairwell provides.

Christmas Eve and you’re beside the ex you swore you’d never spend it with, spend any time with generally. So surreal you simply cannot stop thinking about it, enough that you become too distracted to notice the mischievous glint in Hyunjin’s vision.

Well, before he points upward and you notice the dangling mistletoe.

And he kisses you again just like you wanted. Deeper, slower, like separating would cause you to break apart, carving your kiss into his memory for a second time.

Standing there, too lost in him to ever consider anything better than this, you begin to think maybe you’ll be able to finish that stagnant book of yours. Maybe it’ll be about two lovers turned two exes, whose trip to Paris might just have been the cherry on top to hurt feelings and broken love. Because, at the end of their tribulations, Cupid falls in love with Psyche.

And you begin to think—as the clock’s ringing announces midnight has arrived—maybe this Christmas will pass by on a good note.

No, you’re certain of it.

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stolen kisses // gojo satoru

tw ⇢ teacher-student relationship, implied age gap, pet names, dub-con, teasing, unprotected sex, implied masturbation, anal play, asphyxiation

wc ⇢ 6.7k

The shadows seemed to elongate and twist into ominous shapes as the lights winked out, plunging the expansive training room into absolute darkness. You froze mid-stance, cursed energy coalescing between your palms in a tremulous nimbus of lavender light. Though the blindfold perpetually obscured his vision, Gojo would no doubt have sensed your panicked spike of spiritual output in the gloom.

Sure enough, his unhurried baritone cut through the stillness mere moments later, tone dry with a lilt of sardonic amusement.

"Do I need to fetch a candle and nightlight for my star pupil? Or perhaps schedule in some remedial work on suppressing that hair-trigger reaction?"

You swallowed thickly, grimly aware he was zeroing in on your position with uncanny precision despite the enshrouding blackness. Too late to compose yourself and downplay the tangle of childish fears seizing your nerves with icy fingers.

"N-no need, Sensei," you managed in a credible enough facsimile of nonchalance despite the frantic leaps of your pulse. "Just a simple...amateur's mistake. I'll get control of my output in a moment."

The phantom disturbance in the ether that always preceded Gojo's unhurried movements grew perceptibly closer until you detected his unmistakable sandalwood scent surrounding you. Unable to suppress a full-body shiver, you braced for the chiding lecture or derisive mocking that was sure to come.

But his next words were spoken in a low, intimate timbre that seemed to bypass all preliminary defenses, curling straight through your marrow to shiver expectantly.

"Come now, little one...you're shaking like a leaf."

Your breath strangled in your throat as Gojo's reassuring bulk materialized directly behind you, steel-banded arms snaking around your waist to engulf you in his grounding warmth. He subtly rearranged you in his embrace until your spine nestled flush against the unyielding weight of his chest and the stifling press of darkness ceased to feel quite so inescapable.

Distantly, you registered the cadence of his heartbeat thumping at your back - strong, steady, and sure in contrast with your own frantically thunderous pulses. His palms settled over your quivering hands to absorb the excess burst of energy crackling between them, smothering the fitful bursts of amethyst into tranquil dimness.

"Shh...just like that. Breathe, little one," his infuriatingly composed timbre rasped against your nape in a warm, seductive purr. "Darkness is often more effectively navigated by feel than by feeble, faltering sight."

You hadn't the faintest chance to process his suggestive words before the deft slide of calloused fingertips tenderly cradling your jaw angled your face sideways. Gojo's lips branded yours in a slant of liquid heat that stole your very breath, scorching tongue sweeping insistently to claim the whimper stuttering from your core.

Any residual trepidation fled as your nerve-endings combusted in tingling aftershocks of frissons. Gojo's overwhelming presence engulfed your shattered senses - the unleashed musk of his skin, the controlled power vibrating through every coiled muscle pressed against your yielding form, the rasping cadence of his ragged breaths fanning across your parted lips between the achingly slow sweeps of his tongue.

With casual mastery, Gojo expertly robbed you of coherence until nothing persisted beyond the heady rushes of sensation spiraling through your skull. Just before your knees buckled entirely beneath his intoxicating onslaught, he tugged you around and deepened the stake of his possession on a rumbling purr. His mouth carved blazing paths down the sloped column of your bared throat between the leashed growls of pleasure vibrating through him.

"Do you feel that, babygirl?" He rasped against the overheated hollow where your pulse fluttered wildfire-quick beneath his lips. "Focus on me...allow me to guide you through this shadow with hands and mouth since your eyes are stolen for the moment."

Surrendering to the directive laced through his cadences, you threaded your fingers through his silken hair and tilted your head back in unabashed offering as Gojo continued his sensory immersion. All trepidation vanished like night-vapors incinerated before dawn's first onslaught.

When the power at last flickered back to life, you were scarcely cognizant of Gojo's sibilant murmurs easing you down to the mat - too lost in the cascading aftershocks of his thorough reorientation coursing through you in veins of lapping embers. Searing points of impact branded themselves into memory where his mouth seared your flesh in deepening shades, tracing references to finding your way in the dark long after light was restored.

"Are you sure you're okay watching this, sweetheart?" Concern laced Gojo's deep timbre — clearly misplaced since his opalescent eyes remained perpetually obscured beneath that signature black blindfold.

You determinedly avoided his too-perceptive regard as you jabbed the 'play' button in terse reply, curling yourself more securely into the plush knit blanket swaddling your form like emotional armor. The ominous opening theme swelled to discordant life, all deep percussive rumbles and screeching strings presaging the onslaught of cinematic terror to come.

Your nails carved indentations into the armrest with white-knuckled intensity as the first bombastic jump-scare sent your heart into freefall mere minutes into the length. Eyes wide and locked on the screen, you bit back the mortifying whimper building in your throat via sheer force of stubborn resolve not to reveal your deepest girlhood dread before your mentor.

Of course, Gojo tracked your spiking unease with preternatural accuracy despite your best efforts. You startled violently when his palm settled over the spasming tension in your nape - large, implacably warm, and grounding.

"Easy, little one...you're wound tighter than an overwound clockspring," he drawled in that molten burr from directly beside you, unwinding each terse syllable against the fragile whorls of your ear.

You risked a sidelong glance, wilting beneath the intensity of his haloed azure scrutiny cutting straight through you like a scalpel's whisper-slice. Not even a hint of amusement or condescension flickered behind that vivid jewel-toned gaze — only simmering heat you couldn't quite convince yourself was mere friendly concern.

With lazy indolence, Gojo draped one arm around your rigid shoulders and deftly encircled you, engulfing your shivering form against the scorching forge of his chest despite your sputtered protests. Not to be dissuaded, he simply tightened his embrace with quiet, proprietary firmness until every instinctive womanly curve was melded to his uncompromising masculine hardness.

"So tense, so fearful," he purred against the crown of your hair, every rumble of syllables seeming to resonate straight through to detonate lancing spears of charged awareness crackling through your belly despite your strenuous efforts at self-possession. "Perhaps I should distract you?"

With supreme confidence, he hooked two fingers into the stubborn jut of your jaw and turned your face up towards his with proprietary surety. His mouth slanted over yours in a punishing brand of possession before you could stifle the soft sound of protest dying on your lips at the first brush of his intoxicating musk and sandalwood.

Gojo's tongue stroked into the honeyed recesses of your mouth like some profane benediction, bestowing the exhilarating blasphemy of his merciless mastery. You writhed almost despite yourself, hands clawing purchase against the exquisite cage of his chest and shoulders as chaotic sensation spiraled through every tendon, every heated ribbon of viscous tension pooling in your core.

Between one anguished breath and the next, he had divested you of the confining blanket that symbolized your pitiful last barrier against the riptide of yearning threatening to drown you. Then, with a leonine roll of his powerful shoulders, Gojo settled you astride his wide lap in a single boneless movement—your gasp of shock swallowed by the relentless onslaught of his merciless mouth's rapacious brand.

A savage growl rumbled through him as his hands mapped inextinguishable paths over every quivering plane and dip of your hypersensitized flesh through the thin chemise. They lingered and scraped with delicious insistence over the stiffened peaks of your nipples, sparking white supernovas of incandescence behind your fluttering eyelids. His name spilled from your swollen lips in a breathless, broken litany—half plea and half supplication.

But still Gojo showed no signs of granting you meager mercy. His efforts only intensified, sculpted lips tugging and suction at the fragile whorled flesh of your throat until each scorching kiss blossomed vivid plum-violet in his wake. Your whimpering crescendoed to higher plateaus with every molten caress, every silken lap of his tongue that seemed to score your very essence alight with brand beyond Brand's reach.

You were scarcely aware of the climactic bloodshed and viscera ultimately unfolding onscreen as you spiraled blissfully ever deeper down into the velvet oblivion of his smoldering seduction. There was only the exquisite agony of him—the sinuous flex of cored muscle against your thighs, the branding rasp of his calluses raking your burning flesh, and the smoldering intensity of his eyes pinning you through the blindfold's obscuring veil whenever he tore his lips from your skin to drink you in with primal hunger... sire...it would consume you both, body and soul.

And you couldn't wait to burn.

The eastern courtyard stood bathed in dappled shadow and gilt warmth where the rising sun pierced through the canopy of ancient maple trees. You tilted your face into the gentle caress of the morning breeze, allowing your eyes to drift shut and simply exist in the tranquil embrace of nature's awakening for a stolen moment.

With the school's Main Hall and training grounds behind you, the only sounds were the distant twittering of songbirds and the whisper-shush of bodies moving through forms nearby. One of the junior students must have risen before the rest to get some solitary practice in while the air remained crisp and invigorating.

You breathed in deeply, allowing the pure green perfume of recent rain and fertile loam to permeate your bloodstream with its rejuvenating essence. Tensions eased from muscles harmoniously flowing through the preparatory sequences Gojo had drilled into your very bones over the years. In these hushed instants of ripe potential before true daybreak, all seemed r—

The distant clack of wood striking wood in two crisp impacts broke the tranquil morning quiet. You whirled towards the sound, finding Gojo lounging in the shadows of a secluded arbor, arms folded and hip cocked in a casually dominant line as he watched you.

"You're getting sloppy out here, babygirl," he drawled, tongue skating over his lower lip in an unconscious display that had heat blooming low in your belly. "Mind wandering again, hmm? You know that's a dangerous habit to let yourself slip into."

You swallowed thickly as Gojo's gaze raked over you in a slow, assessing perusal that seemed to scorch everywhere it lingered. There was no missing the wolfish edge to his smirk as he drank in your disheveled state.

"Then again, far be it from me to criticize where a pretty little thing's thoughts might wander when left unsupervised..." His deep timbre dipped into dark intimation.

With lazy, prowling strides, Gojo closed the distance between you until his solid weight loomed scant inches away. His unique sandalwood-and-citrus scent enveloped you in intoxicating headiness, igniting tingles of arousal despite your effort to remain composed. Almost helplessly, you tilted your face up towards his as his fingertips ghosted along the line of your jaw.

"Got you all flushed and fidgety, don't I?" He murmured, satisfaction lacing his words as he traced patterns of heated friction over your tingling skin. "You squirmin' just from me getting this close, pretty girl? Thinkin' indecent thoughts about where my hands might wander if I got the chance?"

You couldn't bite back a tremulous whine escaping past your parted lips. Gojo's palm engulfed your throat in a scorching brand, the pad of his thumb rasping with delicious friction just beneath your chin.

"Fuck...always so reactive to me," he growled in warm approval. "Just can't help getting all worked up at the thought of me touching you, can you? Of me tasting every inch of this sweet skin until you're whimpering and begging for more..."

His mouth blazed a wet, open trail up the slender column of your neck until his lips hovered a hairsbreadth from the thundering pulse at your jawline. You shuddered violently beneath the sensual onslaught of his graveled words.

"Yeah...that's what's got you so worked up and distracted, isn't it, sweetheart? Those gorgeous eyes of yours staring off into nothing as you daydreamed about me putting my hands all over you, pinning you down, and taking what's mine..."

A strangled noise of pure desperation vibrated up your convulsing throat as Gojo's broad palms locked you flush against the smoldering brand of his powerful frame.

"So goddamn responsive," he rasped in dark satisfaction. "Not even hiding it anymore when you want me, are you, baby?"

With that sinful purr of blatant possession, Gojo slanted his mouth over yours in a searing, lushly velvet brand. You melted helplessly with a piteous keen as the slick glide of his tongue delved deep to plunder and stake his scorching claim with masterful dominion...

His large palm cradled the back of your skull, angling your jaw to grant him even deeper access as he ravaged your mouth with untamed masculine ardor. Whimpering unrestrained past the lush smothering seal of his lips, you clung to the bunched cords of his shoulders helplessly surrendering to the relentless onslaught.

Gojo growled in dark approval against the welter of frenzied vibrations spilling from your very core, calloused palms shaping scorching paths over your arched torso and clothed curves until every nerve seemed to shatter apart beneath his merciless possession. He demanded utter capitulation on a soul-deep level, every rake of blunted teeth and insistent lashing of his tongue staking his rapacious dominion upon your quivering form.

Just when you teetered on the verge of coming utterly undone in a blinding implosion of white supernovas detonating behind your fluttering lids, Gojo tore his mouth from yours. He pinned you in place with his forehead slanted against your own, both of you sharing the same scalding exhalations in harsh, ragged pantings of effort.

"Not yet," he rasped, the smoky words seared across your swollen, abused lips with latent promise. "You don't get to come apart until I've had my fill of watching you unravel first, little wildflower."

With that sinful murmur still sizzling against your flushed skin, Gojo extricated himself and prowled from the room - leaving you boneless and shuddering in that precipice of shattered, emptied yearning once more.

The days blurred together in a hazy daze ever since Gojo had you unraveling only to cruelly leave you high and aching that night. You could barely focus on anything beyond obsessively tracking his every move whenever he was around, craving the inescapable intensity of his presence like air.

Gojo, on the other hand, maintained that same maddening aloofness - all sharp instructions and casual dismissiveness as if nothing had changed. Except for those moments where his eyes would linger too long while drinking you in with a scorching weight. Or the slight rasp that'd tinge his deep rumble whenever he'd slip an innuendo laced with unspoken heat in your direction.

It all finally came to a head during one of your daily meditation sessions while Gojo monitored your energy flow and focus. You tried sinking deep into that centered state of mindfulness, but your entire being was hyperaware of Gojo's overwhelming presence looming behind you.

The subtle displacement of air was your only warning before Gojo materialized at your side like a shadow taking form. Then his large hand was cradling your jaw in an inescapably possessive grip, calloused fingertips branding searing paths along your tingling nerves.

"Get a little worked up today, sweetheart?" His words emerged in a low graveled rasp that seemed calibrated to vibrate straight through you. "Can't seem to settle that pretty mind of yours whenever I'm not watching, can you?"

You shuddered hard, failing to bite back the desperate little sounds spilling free as Gojo tugged your face up towards his. His eyes glittered from beneath heavy lids, wolfish smirk curving those full sinful lips in a way that instantly rekindled the blazing ache low in your belly.

"So easily distracted by me," he purred, breath fanning heated tendrils against your mouth. "Need to teach you a lesson in focusing that scattered attention, babygirl..."

The instant the words slipped out in that dark seductive timbre, Gojo sealed his lips over yours in a searing, possessive kiss. You whimpered helplessly into the molten depths as his hand anchored your skull in place, tongue thrusting deep to thoroughly plunder and stake his claim.

The whole world fell away into meaningless background noise compared to the furious bonfire consuming you from the inside out. You were helplessly, utterly adrift amidst that singular scorching vortex of Gojo's merciless onslaught and swiftly fraying under its relentless intensity...

Gojo's large palm cradled the back of your skull in an uncompromising grip, denying any chance of pulling back as his tongue lashed in rapacious strokes that seemed to sear straight through to your quivering depths. The rough rasp of his stubble branded tingling friction with every minute shift and tilt of his arrogant mouth's onslaught.

You melted bonelessly against him, lungs forgetting how to cycle air as the delirious roil of senses rapidly overwhelmed any coherent thought beyond desperate yearning to simply experience more, take more of him in. One of your hands shakily lifted to splay across the dense muscularity of his chest, fingertips catching on the angular vees and sinuous hard ridges tensing there—all primal power barely leashed.

Gojo growled in dark approval at your tactile entreaty, the reverberating rumble seeming to catalyze a fresh volley of tremors scattering through your riotous nervous system like wildfire through a drought-laden copse. His free hand wrapped around the curve of your hip, scorching brand pulling you flush against the all-encompassing weight of his hard body with implacable control.

"That's it, baby..." he rasped in a throaty purr that seemed to skate heated fingers down your spine. "I can feel you already unraveling apart for me, can't I? So goddamn needy and desperate for more after being made to wait."

Punctuating the predatory taunt, Gojo shifted his punishing grip on your jaw to delve his questing tongue deeper past your whimpering lips in a frenzied undulation of carnal dominance. You keen wavered higher as his huge palm skated down to cup the generous curve of your backside, fingertips digging possessive furrows.

"Fuck...you're shaking like a leaf and melting into me all at once. Bet you've been daydreaming about having me pressed up against you like this ever since that night I left you all wound up and dripping for me, haven't you, baby?" His sibilant words emerged slurred around the lush velvet seal of your joined mouths, slick muscle rolling obscenities against your own. "Tell me...let me hear what a deliciously desperate little thing you've been for my attention."

A choked, plaintive sound vibrated free of your ravaged core at his dark coaxing, shudders intensifying as your vision whited out in vertigo to spiral deeper into the hazy red vortex of hunger consuming you from within. Simply nodding frantic acknowledgment against the punishing tide of Gojo's merciless invasion seemed to spur him into increasing the searing ruthlessness of his ministrations.

He angled himself over you with effortless dominion, sculpted lips and flickering tongue staking scorching inroads past every feeble instinct of self-preservation still clinging in your scattered neural pathways. It felt as though Gojo intended to consume and unmake you down to the most elemental shards of existence one dissolved vestige at a time—reforging you into something unrestrained and rapturously sinted in his own profane image.

You had no choice but to surrender helplessly, fingers clawing into the bunched sinews of his back in mute entreaty as desperate keening spilled unchecked from your abused vocals. Every calculated lap and heated suction from Gojo's merciless brand felt calibrated to detonate star-bursts of white-hot ecstasy, dragging you closer to the hazy fever-pitch of dissolution you so desperately craved.

And yet, even as your entire being honed into that precipice of exquisite cataclysm, you sensed Gojo inexorably pulling back fractionally. His tongue gradually ceded the frenetic plunges probing your honeyed interior, instead transitioning into soul-searing laps and nips sampling the swollen want welling across your abraded lips.

A choked sound somewhere between plea and protest hitched in your convulsing throat as you instinctively curved against him, desperate to ground your quaking form against the immovable force of his dominion. But Gojo was already shifting backwards, powerful body moving with casual indolence and dark grace despite the blatant tenting outlined beneath the tailored fabric still clothing his lower half.

"Shh...not yet, sweet girl," he rasped in that smoke-and-gravel timbre already seared into the fabric of your very being. "I decide when and how and where you finally come apart on my whim, understand?"

Gojo punctuated the rhetorical purr by gripping your jaw once more in a punishing squeeze, forcing your glassy, dazed stare to meet the full, incendiary weight of his hooded azure gaze for one fraught suspended moment. You felt the vertigo of suspension intensify at the swirling eddies of lust and dark promise swirling in those brilliant depths before the delirious high pitched shrill of your thundering heartbeat devoured your senses once more.

Then, as abruptly as the conflagration had blazed to feverish life, Gojo smoothly extricated himself and slid out of the room on that same unhurried, prowling gait—leaving you reeling and wrung out on the precipice of madness once more.

Three days. Three torturously long days since Gojo had left you delirious and aching on the edge, desperately chasing release he refused to grant. The hours ground by at an agonizing crawl whenever his overpowering presence wasn't surrounding you, stoking those damned cravings he'd expertly seeded through your core.

You tried meditating, tried all the focusing techniques Gojo himself had taught you to find stillness. But it was hopeless. Every inhale just pulled his lingering sandalwood-and-citrus scent deeper into your lungs in phantom caresses that had you shivering. The flickering shadows seemed to warp into salacious pareidolia of Gojo's chiseled features and heated stare, igniting that throbbing ache between your thighs all over again.

That man had utterly consumed you from the inside out with this hot, gnawing hunger. The denial felt like its own profane torment, the liquid warmth rapidly pooling with maddening persistence each time you tried resisting those urges. Until finally, your willpower simply shredded apart.

One trembling hand drifted down your heated skin towards the apex of your need, fingers ghosting over your aching folds as your head fell back with a piteous whimper.

"Well...look who's being a messy little thing behind my back."

Gojo's deep rumble shattered the silence like a gunshot. You jolted upright with a strangled cry, thighs clenching instinctively as if that could somehow conceal your indecency. He emerged from the shadows all leonine power and dark grace, azure eyes piercing you in a scorching assessment.

"Can't even keep those gorgeous thighs closed thirty seconds without turning into a ruined, needy mess, huh babygirl?" His voice rasped with undisguised rapture. "That desperate for some friction to try soothing the fever I stoked inside you..."

You shuddered hard, that rich baritone seeming to curl around your nerves in a possessive brand as Gojo drank in your disheveled state with blatant hunger. His broad palms flexed absently, fingers kneading in unconscious mimicry of more lascivious acts that had your breath catching.

"All it takes is one taste of my attention and you instantly combust. So fucking responsive...can practically see how soaked you are just from me watching that desperate little display."

A whimpering sound slipped free at his overtly filthy words before you could bite it back. Gojo's lupine smile flashed in the dimness right before he was suddenly looming over you, powerful thighs caging you in as his large hands pinned your wrists to the mattress.

"Is this what you want, baby?" he purred against your thundering pulse, the rough glide of his mouth along your throat making you keen softly. "You need me to take the reins and show a little mercy on that greedy cunt since you can't control those depraved urges at all?"

You trembled apart into a viscous mewl as Gojo rolled his hips with dark finality, aligning your bodies in blatant intimacy from chest to thighs. His scorching bulk engulfed you in searing waves of masculine musk and intensity, every ragged exhalation seeming to scorch paths across your hypersensitized skin.

"Use that whimpering mouth and beg for it." Gojo's tone dipped into an demanding rasp that brooked no argument. "Let me hear how fucking badly you need me to take care of that pretty little pussy, babygirl..."

His tongue traced lascivious paths up the column of your throat and you dissolved into a desperate litany, hips arching shamelessly as you finally broke, "Please, Gojo...please, I need it so bad. Need you, need your touch, need your mercy, please—"

A harsh growl was his only response as Gojo seized your mouth in a searing, punishing kiss of pure possession.

His fingers knotted tightly in your hair, tugging a whimper from you that he swallowed with dark relish. That thick ridge of his arousal dragged in a slow, torturous grind against your throbbing heat as his other hand groped your flesh greedily.

"Mmmm...you know how hard it was for me to hold back these past few days? To walk away from you with all that desperation written on your face, to hear those little pleas spilling from your lips and not bend you over the nearest surface?" Gojo rumbled roughly against your parted lips, his grip tightening in your hair with an animalistic sound as he rolled his hips hard. "Fuck, it was like being trapped in my own personal hell. Watching you lose your goddamn mind in a puddle of lust and knowing I was the one who'd left you a desperate, needy mess..."

Your head spun at the pure, carnal filth spilling from his lips in a dark cadence that seemed to reverberate straight to your core. You arched with a needy whine, thighs quivering around his narrow hips, the delicious drag of his cock against your pussy making your thoughts fizzle out entirely.

Gojo chuckled at your unspoken entreaty, his lips trailing molten kisses down the slope of your neck as his broad palms skimmed lower. He groped the globes of your ass in a hard squeeze, kneading them with a guttural groan that reverberated through you. "Goddamn, look at that sweet ass. Perfect for grabbing onto while I split you open on my cock. Can't fucking wait to feel those tight little walls rippling around me, milking my cock for every drop of cum you deserve."

He nipped a trail across the valley of your heaving breasts, the scrape of his teeth against your sensitized skin sending shivers down your spine. Gojo's hot tongue circled your pebbled nipples, lapping and suckling with ravenous enthusiasm as he squeezed your ass in rhythmic pulses.

"So fucking sensitive...your whole body lights up whenever I touch you, baby. Like you were made to fit against me." He dragged his thumb along the damp crease of your aching folds and groaned darkly at the way you trembled. "Such a good girl, so eager to take everything I have to give you. Look how fucking wet and pliant your cunt is for me."

Gojo sank a finger into your molten core, pumping slow and shallow as he teased the tight ring of muscle further down with a knowing smirk. "You're so hungry, baby...that greedy little ass is practically begging for a little attention too, isn't it? Maybe I should spread these cheeks and get a better look."

You arched off the bed with a wanton moan, hips rocking instinctively at the dirty promises he was weaving. Gojo chuckled at your reaction, his blue eyes burning bright as he added a second finger, spreading you open. "Mmmm, look at you, all flushed and pretty. Gripping me so fucking tight...can't wait to feel this pretty pussy squeezing around my cock."

A low growl reverberated in his chest and he pulled his fingers free with an obscene, wet sound that had you flushing even hotter. Gojo sucked the digits clean with a groan, the sight of his tongue lapping up your juices sending a fresh wave of heat flooding through you. "You taste even better than I imagined, babygirl. And trust me, I've thought about it a lot...the way you'd sound, the way you'd look, the way you'd feel wrapped around me. All the filthy ways I wanted to wreck this gorgeous body."

He leaned down to steal another punishing kiss, licking the lingering traces of your arousal off your tongue with a filthy groan. You moaned weakly, the intoxicating mix of your desire and his unique, spicy-sweet flavor swirling on your tastebuds in an addictive combination. Gojo broke the kiss and straightened with a sharp inhale, his large palm settling possessively around the base of your throat.

"I know I said I was gonna take my time with you, baby. But I need to fuck this perfect pussy now. Need to feel your tight little cunt clenching around me while I'm balls deep, filling you up the way I've been fantasizing about for years." He rumbled low in his chest, his fingers flexing on your throat.

Your entire body seemed to sizzle under his ravenous, undivided attention, every nerve ending crackling to life under his commanding touch.

"Fuck me, Satoru."

It was a breathless plea that had him cursing. "Shit, that's even better than I imagined. My name on those pretty lips...fuck, say it again, baby. Let me hear you."

"Satoru, please..." You arched up with a wanton moan as Gojo ground his hardness against your core, hissing through clenched teeth.

"You have no idea how long I've wanted to hear you say that, babygirl," he growled, his free hand fumbling at his waistband to shove his pants down. "Gonna fuck you so good, you'll never want another man. This pussy belongs to me and no one else."

Gojo's fingers curled around your chin, holding your head still as he devoured your mouth in a possessive, consuming kiss. He slid a broad palm beneath your hips and lifted, angling your pelvis for a better angle as the leaking tip of his cock notched at your entrance. A strangled groan ripped from his chest and his fingers dug into the swell of your hip, blunt nails biting into the soft flesh.

"This sweet little cunt is going to feel even better than I thought, isn't it? Fuck, baby, you're so tight. You really are a good girl, aren't you? Kept yourself untouched just for me..."

His hips punched forward and a broken moan tore free, his thick girth stretching your aching core with delicious friction. Gojo groaned at the slick heat enveloping him, his hips rolling in shallow, grinding thrusts as he bottomed out.

"Fuck, look at you...stretched around my cock, so wet and eager. Your pretty little pussy is just sucking me in deeper, baby. Greedy thing...don't worry, I'll give you everything you need," he rasped against your lips, his eyes boring into yours as he withdrew, then plunged back in with a savage groan.

Gojo set a relentless pace, each punishing thrust driving deeper and harder as the filthy sounds of his skin slapping against yours filled the room. His teeth scraped across the sensitive flesh of your throat, his hands gripping you tighter as he pounded into you, each roll of his hips grinding the thick ridge of his cock against that sweet spot within you.

"Satoru...fuck, feels so good..." You cried out as he slammed home again, his pelvic bone pressing against your clit in the most delicious friction.

"Yeah, that's it. Say my name, let the whole damn building know who's fucking this sweet little cunt. So fucking beautiful, coming apart for me like this," Gojo growled, his blue eyes flashing as his fingers flexed on your throat.

He watched your body eagerly, taking in every reaction, his own pleasure spiraling higher with each shudder and whine that slipped free.

"You feel so fucking perfect, baby. Made to take my cock...fuck, so wet and tight. Gonna ruin you for any other man." His hips stuttered at the thought, a snarl ripping from his chest.

You arched up with a high pitched cry, thighs quivering around his waist as you came apart. "Satoru!"

He snarled a curse, his grip bruisingly tight on your hips as he fucked you through the tremors, his own release cresting. The muscles in his forearms stood out in sharp relief, his jaw tensing as he drove into you. "Shit, baby, I'm so close. Want you to cum for me one more time, can you do that? Wanna feel this greedy pussy squeezing me tight, milking my cock."

The dark cadence of his voice and the lewd way he spoke made you shiver. You were already hovering on the precipice again, so close to flying apart with the next well timed stroke of his length.

"Satoru..."

Your pleading moan shattered what little control he had left and Gojo groaned, his fingers curling around your throat as he pounded into you mercilessly. "Fuck, look at that. Such a perfect girl, coming on my cock like this. You feel that? Can you feel me filling you up?"

A low, feral sound reverberated in his chest as his hips snapped once, twice, before stuttering into a rough grind. Gojo's eyes squeezed shut and his mouth fell open on a raw groan as his cock throbbed within you, pumping pulse after pulse of scorching warmth.

"Fuck, that's so hot...feels so good," you moaned, hips rocking weakly against his as you shuddered.

"You're so fucking perfect, baby," Gojo rasped, his blue eyes dark as they bore into yours. "But we’re not done yet."

He smirked at the confused, almost dazed expression that flitted across your face, his fingertips skimming your hipbone in a slow caress. "Did you think I'd be satisfied after just one round? I haven't stopped fantasizing about the ways I'm going to fill up all your holes for years, babygirl. Don't tell me you think that'll be enough..."

A fresh wave of heat washed through you and you shivered at the dark promise in his words.

Gojo's eyes flashed and his grip tightened, pulling a needy gasp from you as he rocked his hips forward again, a smug grin curling his mouth.

"You're already soaked, baby... but I don’t want your pussy this time. I want that tight little ass."

He pulled free with a filthy squelch, his cum already beginning to drip down your inner thighs. A dark, possessive sound escaped him as he watched the obscene display, his gaze snapping back to your flushed face.

"Don't worry, I'll make sure it doesn't hurt too much," Gojo purred. His fingers dipped into the slick heat dripping down your legs, coating them generously as he circled the tight ring of muscle further down. You bit back a whimper, already starting to ache again at the promise of his touch, his dark words, the pure carnal desire in his gaze.

"Fuck, you're even tighter here. You've really saved yourself for me, haven't you? You really are the perfect little princess." His eyes burned bright as his fingers pushed past the first ring of resistance. "Don't worry, baby. I'll make sure this ass is ready to take my cock."

Your head fell back with a soft moan, the foreign sensation sending a frisson of heat through your overwrought nerves. It wasn't uncomfortable, but the intrusion was new. You squirmed as Gojo worked a second finger in alongside the first, scissoring the digits to stretch your ass.

"Relax, princess. It'll feel better in a second." Gojo murmured, his voice dipping into a soothing baritone. He curled his fingers, the pads brushing against a spot that had your whole body tensing.

"Right there, huh?" A knowing smirk crossed his face and he brushed his fingers across that same spot again, watching your expression carefully. You keened softly, a desperate whine escaping your parted lips as his thumb swiped against the slick folds further up.

"Good girl. Look at you, such a perfect mess. You're trembling, can barely keep yourself together." He pressed the leaking tip of his cock against the tight pucker, a low, satisfied growl rumbling from his chest. "Let me hear those noises while I fuck your tight little ass, baby. Don't hold back, I wanna hear how good it feels."

Gojo gripped your hips in his hands, his thumbs pressing into the hollows as he rolled his hips forward, inch by inch. The tight ring of muscle stretched around his length, the foreign fullness making your eyes squeeze shut.

"Shit, that's so fucking hot. Look at how well your ass takes my cock, babygirl," Gojo groaned, his fingers digging into your flesh as his pelvic bone ground against your slick folds.

He withdrew slowly, then plunged back in with a guttural growl. You whined his name, thighs clenching around his waist. The lewd, wet sound of his cock driving into you over and over was nearly drowned out by your needy cries.

"You're doing so well, baby. Taking my cock like a fucking champ," he rasped, his grip sliding lower to knead the supple flesh of your ass.

The filthy praise sent a fresh wave of heat washing through you, your core clenching in desperation. You moaned his name, arching against him as he rolled his hips in a languid, sinful grind.

"Does my little princess need a hand down here?" Gojo teased, his palm sliding up the curve of your thigh towards your heated core. You trembled and nodded, a whimper slipping free.

"Please, Satoru, please. I'm so close."

His lips curled in a satisfied smirk and he pulled free, the thick head of his cock catching on the tight ring of muscle. "Fuck, that's even better. You begging for me to get you off is the hottest thing I've ever heard. Gonna make you cum over and over until you're a mess of pure pleasure, baby."

His thumb slid between your slick folds, rubbing your clit as he pressed back into your ass. Gojo set a punishing pace, his hips driving in quick, brutal strokes. The thick ridge of his cock ground against the spot within you that made stars burst behind your eyelids.

"So fucking tight, you're strangling my cock, babygirl," he hissed. "Feels so good. Gonna fill you up nice and deep, give you all the cum you need."

Your fingers tangled in the sheets, the familiar, coiling tension deep within your belly winding tighter and tighter. Your breathless moans grew louder, higher, a litany of his name on your lips.

"That's it, that's my good girl. Cum for me, let me feel this perfect little ass milk my cock," Gojo's voice was a dark, lust-fueled rumble that had your body quaking. His fingers dug into your flesh hard, pulling you closer.

"Satoru!"

A low, primal growl reverberated in his chest as his pace stuttered, his cock twitching inside you. Hot, scorching warmth flooded you, his cum seeping into every crevice as his hips snapped forward one last time.

Gojo groaned, his grip shifting as his fingertips traced lazy patterns across your lower abdomen. "Shit, can you feel that? Feel how fucking full you are?"

You moaned weakly, shivering as he rocked his hips again, a slow, shallow grind that had you gasping. "That's my girl. Fuck, you look so good like this, all spread out and ruined. Such a pretty little mess..."

He leaned forward to kiss you again, a softer, slower caress. His tongue slid against yours in a languid tease, the gentle roll of his hips keeping you right on the edge without tipping you over. Your head spun, the tender, loving gesture contrasting with the lewd squelch of his cum leaking from you.

"Can't believe you're all mine," Gojo breathed against your mouth, his blue eyes blazing. "Gonna spend the rest of the night reminding you just how well I can take care of you, baby."

#jjk smut #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader smut #jjk x reader smut #jujutsu kaisen smut #gojo satoru x reader smut #gojo x reader smut #gojo satoru smut #gojo satoru x reader #gojo smut #gojo x reader #gojou satoru x reader #gojo satoru

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savage-kult-of-gorthaur · 1 year

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39 YEARS AGO TODAY -- WELCOME TO 1984.

PIC INFO: Spotlight on a punk/gig/show flyer for BROKEN BONES (headlining, of course), with SEATS OF PISS, ONSLAUGHT, LUNATIC FRINGE, CHAOS UK, and DISORDER (supporting), performing live at Trinity Hall, Cambridge, England, on July 5, 1984.

Reblogged this one last month, but today's the anniversary, so here it is again! 💀🎸💢

Source: www.reddit.com/r/UK82/comments/q4pq2h.

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z0mbiefrank · 2 years

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i have a lot of thoughts i'd like to document about mcr's auckland show, but here's just some of the things gerard said that hit me particularly hard.

first off, of course, we have the quote of the whole night, which i'll try not to dwell on too much.

"In the face of extermination, say fuck you."

there have been many posts about this. despite it not being included in the live stream, this video swept the dashboard. there is a pride flag front and centre in the audience. gerard is barely visible but all we needed was his voice. within hours it had inspired countless textposts and art pieces. i know i'm not the only one who cried. it is exactly what i needed to hear during this time of trans rights being rolled back all over the world. then came this video where you can see gerard. they walk right to the front centre stage, legs planted strongly in their skirt and tights, face set with intent, and he spits out those words for the whole world to hear.

now this next one i have not seen any posts about, but it struck a chord with me anyways. before planetary go they speak to the audience:

"You all look wonderful. You do. I see you when the lights are bright on us. I see you. Don't worry, I see you. There's some wonderful costumes. If they're costumes. Are they costumes?" The audience yells back with a resounding "No!" source video

every night my chemical romance performs, they look out to a crowd of visibly queer people staring right back at them. my mcr show was the first time i saw my trans best friend able to walk into the men's bathroom with his head held high. recently there has been a huge onslaught of anti-transgender laws across the world. i'm sure we've all seen posts pointing out that gerard's cheerleader dress they wore in Nashville would now be illegal. the new tennessee bill bans "male or female impersonators who provide entertainment that appeals to a prurient interest." many people have claimed the bill is 'only' about drag performers, as if that would make it okay, but we know that is not true. right-wingers have proven time and time again they view trans women as nothing more than "female impersonators". they treat transgender bodies as nothing but a fetish, or a prurient interest. they argue against gender-affirming medical care on the same phone they use to watch transgender porn. they believe transgender identity and queerness is a costume. it is something we can take on and off. something they can ban and eradicate from their country. but it's not a fucking costume. it's who we are.

which leads me to the encore. this was the only show during their tour with a planned one-song encore (excluding festivals), and that song was their most famous of all time, welcome to the black parade. the band walks back on stage and the only thing gerard says is

"Be who the fuck you are." video

an incredibly important statement that has always been a core part of my chemical romance's message. but with everything that's been going on, with frank saying one of his favourite thing about these tours is "g being able to just be himself", with gerard's gnc outfits making headlines, i feel like that was the perfect sentence to close the show

#this is very scary for me to post okay so be nice and hold my hand #mcr #gerard way #mcr auckland #mcrauckland #my chemical romance #op #z0mbie thoughts

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bob-mod-the-band-au-ask-blog · 2 months

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for rachel, what is your opinion on the other bandmates? :DDD

" Did i miss somethin'? "

" ......ow. "

#anonymous #anonymous ask #anon ask #ask #fnf #friday night funkin #fnf au #art #artists on tumblr #ask blog #bob's onslaught #bobs onslaught #bob mod the band au #bob fnf #ron fnf #Rachel's Turn #she's finally here #anon #literally every fnf mod ever

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rainba · 4 months

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Guilt and Jealousy ღ

eee.. Sorry, this is messy.. I randomly wanted to write another fic. ^^;;;;;; Not really proofread..

Basically: Ace suddenly discovers that you're dating someone else without telling him, and he can't stand the idea of that. Can't think straight.

CWs: Noncon, possessive/toxic behaviors, mentions of blood and biting

MDNI. 18+

Reader is GN!

Jealousy is a poison that can destroy anyone infected by it. The heat of a moment can makes a person’s mind melt or burn to ashes. A love too intense can make almost any person betray their morals.

Ace never wanted to hurt you.

Ace never wanted to make you cry.

But you were a flame, and he was an explosive. You lingered too close to the fuse that’s tied to him, and now you have to bear witness to the side of him he never wanted you to see.

Ace couldn’t understand how things ended up this way. Mere hours ago, you were jumping in the crowd, smiling for him, cheering him on and smiling so warmly. Mere hours ago, you were drinking and laughing and proudly wearing merchandise with his band’s logo printed on the front. But now…

Now…

“Please, let me go! I– I’m sorry!”

“Please, d-don’t hurt me! Ace, please!”

Your brand-new shirt was cast aside and ripped to shreds.

Your bright smile was replaced by a look of sheer terror paired with an onslaught of tears. What had you done to drag Ace down to this level…?

You kissed another man in front of him.

Remembering the way you kissed that other man made Ace’s mind spiral into a dark, frenzied mess. You and that other person– you and that purple-eyed freak in the crowd… Since when were the two of you dating?

Why didn’t Ace know beforehand?

How could you betray him like this…? Ace thought that you loved him. You always told him that you loved him.

How could you?

How could you hurt him like this?

You must’ve kept your relationship a secret from Ace. You must’ve kept it extremely well-hidden. But… Why?

Why?

“I- I’m sorry…!”

Ace could apologize all he wants, but he couldn’t make his body stop. His shaking hands were desperately tearing away at what little clothing you still had on. His watering eyes refused to stray away from yours.

God, he felt guilty, but he was completely devoid of self-control.

The only way to get him to stop was for you to make him.

…But you couldn’t.

Ace apologized once more as his jaw opened wide, revealing his dangerous fangs. The sharp ends were pointed directly at your skin, ready to sink themselves into your flesh at any second. All you could do was brace for impact.

And right before he bit down, he softly mumbled the words, “I love you.”

By sinking his fangs deep into your shoulder, escape was no longer an option.

Everything was happening fast- way too fast. Ace refused to remove his teeth as he began to undo his pants, removing the pins from the heavy fabric as he also pushed down his boxers. His cock was already hard; precum leaking from the tip.

Images of you and that other man kept racing through Ace’s mind. You looked so happy… You looked so in love…

It should’ve been him.

Ace wishes it was him.

If you had just loved Ace from the start, none of this would’ve happened.

With his fangs still buried deep inside of your shoulder, Ace pried open your legs, trying his best to ignore the way you scream and beg for him to stop.

Ace needs this.

He needs you more than anything.

His mind races: if he claims you here and now, there’s no chance of you leaving him for someone else. If he fucks you senseless and possesses you fully, you’ll never wish to leave his side. You’ll be his forever.

Does it make sense? No, not in the slightest. Is Ace aware that all he’s doing is traumatizing you and permanently ruining his relationship with you? Absolutely. But the irrational, animalistic side of his mind is taking control, and he can’t stop himself from giving in to his disgusting, depraved desires.

He can’t let anyone else have you.

Ace positions his cock at your entrance, rubbing his tip against it lightly. His breathing is incredibly heavy; he’s partially afraid that he’ll cum within the first few pumps.

“N-no, please, don’t… Ace, you’re better than this! Don’t do this!”

Your words pierce him directly in his aching heart, and for a second, he considers listening to your pleas.

But it’s too late now. He’s gone too far.

With guilt written all over his face, he looks up at you with tears in his blue eyes. He can’t stand to hear your begging anymore– so he lifts his left hand and presses it firmly against your mouth. Silencing you.

And with nothing more left to lose, he thrusts himself deep inside of you, your walls instantly tightening around his length. Ace sweetly moans as his fangs sink deeper into you.

Ace tries to fuck you slowly at first, wanting things to be more ‘sensual’, but he quickly loses self-control in that aspect as well. His hips begin to move fast and erratically, sweat trickling down his pale skin as he pushes himself as deep inside of you as possible.

Inside of his messy mind, there's a part of him that feels warm and happy- excited at how he has finally become 'one' with you.

He moans and whimpers embarrassingly loud- his right hand grips one of your thighs and pries your legs open wider. He enjoys this for a while, but the position quickly becomes old- Ace is desperate to fuck you in so many ways.

Without a warning, he suddenly retracts his fangs from your shoulder, pain surging throughout your entire body as he laps up the blood that drips from your wound.

It tastes… Strange in his mouth. Your blood doesn’t taste like anything else he’s tried before. But your blood isn’t what he’s after– no, what he wants is your soft lips.

Ace removes his left hand from your face, but before you can utter even a single word, he forces his lips onto yours. You taste your own blood against your will as he shoves his tongue deep inside your mouth.

It’s strange- Ace seems so giddy as he explores your mouth. Every inch, every crevice- he goes over it with his tongue. His strong hands move down to your legs as he moves them as far up as he possibly can, firmly sandwiching you between himself and the surface beneath you. He fucks you even faster, thrusts his cock even deeper, and whimpers your name relentlessly.

It feels... Wrong being used by Ace like this. You can't help but feel dirty.

Yes- you cared for him deeply- but you're in love with someone else now.

Hell, you never thought it was even possible for Ace to be in love with you… He always seemed so busy with his band, seemed so busy living out his dreams…

You had a crush on him a long time ago, you used to always say that you love him, but all of those feelings had been cast aside.

And now, here you are… Being fucked by him against your will.

It made you want to scream. It made you want to cry. The feelings inside of your heart are conflicting– and this stinging pain is like nothing else you’ve experienced before.

Bitter tears keep streaming down your cheeks, but Ace doesn’t seem to notice them.

Deep down, there’s a small part of him that believes you secretly want this. A small part of him that believes you wanted him to chase you and forcefully claim you like this.

...Perhaps it’s his mind trying to cope with the fact that what he’s doing is morally reprehensible.

Ace loathes the idea of being a bad person.

He thrusts his cock deeper into you as he chases his high. He’s close- so close- and his body is begging for a release. Ace makes sure to grind against your most sensitive spots; he’s determined to make you cum as well.

His cock twitches as your walls tighten around him, involuntarily drawing him closer to his peak. Ace wrap his arms around your body as he pulls you into a warm embrace, hugging you gently as fucks you needily.

His breath hitches. He gasps loudly.

“C-cum… Cumming… I’m- I’m so- I’m sorry!”

It’s far too late to go back now. When he has you trapped in the cage of his arms like this, the only thing he can do is cum deep inside of you, his eyes rolling into the back of his head while he pushes you down onto his cock. It feels so good- it's heaven on earth.

His orgasm hits like a white-hot explosion.

And as he relishes in his high, he lowers his hand and rubs your most sensitive areas, forcing you to climax as well.

Ace’s breathing is heavy. His head lowers in both shame and remorse.

But when he looks down, he can’t help but admire the way his cum is spilling out of you. He regrets everything that has happened on this night- he regrets ever hurting you in any way, shape or form. He'll have to beg for forgiveness. But at the same time…

He can’t help but feel like he didn’t have a choice.

Now you’re his. You belong to him.

And that makes him happy.

If that other man dares to come near you again, Ace might do another thing that he’ll sincerely regret.

#ace posting #yandere oc #yandere x reader #yandere male #yandere #yandere oc x reader

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girlwiththoughts13 · 3 months

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A Vicious cycle

Coriolanus Snow x Wife!reader

Warnings: Dub-con/ violence/ kidnapping

Word count: 3k

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The silence that fills every empty space within the room is thick. So heavy it is that your head feels the pressure of the silence and your ears are plagued with a low ringing.

You wouldn't be surprised if you lost your hearing completely as you haven't heard a sound from the outside world in quite some time.

It's because of this that when the door suddenly begins to open and the hinges creak, it sounds foreign and too harsh for your sensitive ears.

You're not sure how long you've been in here. Not very long you figured, considering you hadn't felt the effects of starvation or dehydration. Though it could be possible that your constant state of sleep has allowed you to escape that part of captivity. What else is there to do? Regret every choice and decision that has ultimately led to you ending up in this room? Who knew a smile could be so fatal.

Lying on your side on the bed, faced away from the door, you could hear every step he takes, all calculated of course. You don't need to look up to know he's striding across the room, standing tall with his shoulders and chest puffed proud, commanding in every aspect of his life.

"It doesn't have to be this way darling" Coriolanus makes his way over to the small table in the corner of the room that holds a pitcher of water and cups, the very table that has been taunting you with your inability to reach it. He pours a glass as he continues "If you promise to be the good girl I know you are, you can come back upstairs"

You don't answer, don't move or even dare to breathe.

Coriolanus makes his way over to you, setting down the glass on the nightstand before crouching on his hind legs. He reaches out a hand to caress your cheek and tuck away a bit of stray hair behind your ear before moving to pinch your chin between his fore-finger and thumb in order to tilt your head to meet his eyes. "mmh? what do you say"

You glare at him, eyes filled with the flames you wished to burn him in. He ignores this, looking back at you with a small smirk. You lift your head a tad and spit directly onto his face. You had no control since the day he put the shackle on your left hand, the weight of the band a constant reminder of your lost freedom; but you still had control of your body, that was still your own, at least you hope it was.

Coriolanus removes his hand from your face slowly, to wipe your spit off of his eye and cheek, while standing to his full height. He suddenly grabs at your upper arm to yank you in an up-right siting position on the bed. The chain on your wrist that's connected to the headboard rattles violently. He grabs the glass of water and brings it to your lips. "Drink" He grits out

You slowly shake your head back and forth, your act of defiance.

"Drink or I'll force it down your throat. No matter how ungrateful you are you're still my wife, I won't let you die". You stare at him for a moment to long which prompts him to grab your entire jaw in one big hand, gripping so tightly, your mouth pops open from the force. He takes this opening to pour the water in your mouth which you slightly choke on. He stops for a beat before resuming his onslaught. Your entire chest and top of your sheer nightgown is drenched in the fallen water. He finally relents and allows you to lean forward to cough your lungs out. He pats your back for a few moments before you quickly swing your hand out to swat his away.

Between coughs you spit out "I...hate..you"

Coriolanus moves toward you once more and attempts to wrap his arms around you in order to bring you into an embrace. You resist and thrash around to knock him away from you, but he's stronger, bigger. He places one knee on the bed and tucks your body into his chest, you have no choice but to rest your head in his inner neck. He whispers to you "You don't mean that, you love me".

As much as it pained you to admit. You did love him, you wouldn't be here if you didn't. But you also hated him and more than anything else you feared him. He knew this, thrived off it. Coriolanus Snow was the scariest man you'd ever met and you had his full love and attention, the center of his universe, his entire world revolved around keeping you by his side, what a terrifying prospect.

"I wanna go home Coriolanus" you whispered, it was futile but every now and then you'd try to appeal to his empathy in case he suddenly developed emotions. Coriolanus eyes hardened just like it always did when you mentioned leaving him. "Corio". He corrected, not liking the formality of his full name. "And you're already home" he finished, letting you know this was the end of it. But you couldn't take this without some type of fight. You hadn't seen your family in a long time and you knew they were asking for you, capitol elites didn't handle being treated less than.

"Coriolanus please, I won't leave I just want to see them I swear". This was a variation of the truth. You wanted out of this house, possibly this marriage. Ever since you had said I do, Coriolanus ran you like a dictatorship, supervising where you went, what you wore, who you spoke too, even what you ate. You've tried to leave a few times before, every time ended the same way. You remember him whispering to you after your first attempt, "I'd never harm a hair on your head but when you do something wrong someone has to pay for it and it won't be you sweetheart" he says this as he forced you to watch one of the staff members who had become a cherished friend to you- one of the only people you're allowed to talk to and who helped you out past the doors- get beaten by two peacekeepers til her body was mangled beyond recognition.

You pull your face away to look at him your hands reaching up to hold the sides of his face, the heft of the chain resting on him surely bothering him but he wouldn't say anything. You saw his anger flare and you felt him begin to pull away, so you wrapped one of your hands around his back and the other to the nape of his neck to hold him to you.

His arms around you tightened. This was what you hated the most about yourself. The sudden heat that would consume the pit of your stomach. Just from being held by him, being this close that you can smell his strong scent that was all man, a man of power. Every move you made was because he allowed it, he could predict everything you'd ever do, maybe just this once taking him off guard would be rewarding.

You pull away from the embrace by an inch and bring your hands to his cheeks once again, resting there gently instead of the firm grip he usually holds your face in. You look him in the eyes briefly and see a crease between his brows appear from confusion. You don't let him think on it for too long before you're smashing your lips onto his. He kisses back immediately and you continue on like this for a minute or so before he's grabbing your shoulders and shoving you back. "What are you doing?" Coriolanus wants nothing more than this, to kiss you until there's no more air in your lungs, to take you and fuck any ideas of leaving him out of your head, but he also doesn't want to be tricked.

You don't answer just lean up to kiss him again, this seems to be enough for him. Coriolanus practically pounces on you, wrapping one hand around your throat while the other goes down to your lower back, pressing you into him. The rattle of your arm reminds him of the chain on your wrist, he pulls away and hastily digs into his pocket to pull out the key. He unchains you and you throw yourself back on the bed, arms reaching out for him in faux yearning. Though it isn't entirely in-genuine, despite your distaste of his control over you he never fails to make your body light up like the brightest burning star. It spreads down further into your center at the sight of his striking blue eyes and you know your panties are drenched with the overwhelming lust heightened by the intermingling fear.

Coriolanus climbs on top of you and you're quick to lower your arms around his neck when he slots himself between your legs. His palms resting on the sides of your head to keep his weight off of you. His lips come smashing down onto your lips as if he's attempting to meld you together. If that were possible you know he would, to know you'd be his forever. The passionate kiss continues as Coriolanus brings one hand down to the hem of your nightgown, fingers caressing your exposed skin with a feather-light touch. He brings his kisses down to your jaw slowly and sensually, a complete switch from the untamed way he had been before. Finally landing on your neck where he sucks a mark on your soft skin strong enough to elicit a moan from deep within you.

The hand that was ghosting on your nightgown at last pulls the fabric up until it bunches up high on your thighs. Coriolanus releases the gown to trail his fingers across your clothed cunt, he smirks as he feels the wetness. He begins to rub up and down slowly but with a harsh pressure, the pleasure that explodes from his exploits makes your teeth vibrate.

"Your body could never lie to me, you crave me, need me, your nothing without me" Coriolanus whispers in your ear taking a lobe lazily in his mouth to nibble on it. You hate that his words hold truth to them, you feel ashamed. And it is that exact emotion that reminds you what you almost forgotten. With Coriolanus head tucked away in your neck, he is unable to see your hand let go of the bedsheet you were gripping onto for dear life and slyly take hold of the abandoned chain.

You were somebody without him, he made you into nothing. But you knew if you could just be strong for this next part you can be free to be the person you truly were, the one he long ago exhausted.

With the heft of the chain in your hand, you tightened your hold and wasted no time taking what could very well be your only chance and brought it down with all your might to the side of his face that wasn't covered by your neck.

Coriolanus lets out a shout, you don't let him recover before you're pushing against his shoulder to slip out from under him. You run as fast as your legs will carry you and rip open the door. You can hear Coriolanus yelling and crashing into things no doubt rushing after you already. You want to will you body to run faster but your legs are practically numb from laying in bed for god knows how long. It isn't much later that Coriolanus body crashes into yours halting any further movement.

He spins you to face him and yanks you by the throat, cutting off your air immediately. The side of his face already is dripping with blood staining his pristine white shirt. Your hands come to his arm in order to claw at him off you. "Where do you think you're going?"

He doesn't let you answer before he's releasing you to crouch down and throw you over his shoulder, like you weighted nothing at all. He storms back into the room and throws you on the bed, you land on your back with a thud. He waste no time climbing on top making sure to press one knee on your thigh to subdue you. Your hands come up waving violently every which way. "Get off of me" You scream, Coriolanus latches on your wrists to end the digs you're getting on his face, no doubt worsening his wounds. "Stop fucking moving".

Coriolanus lowers his weight upon you and reaches between you to free his cock from his pants, having no plans to remove any articles of clothing.

"Coriolanus stop it" You squeal after he rips your panties off it one swift move.

He presses his cock against your pussy and rubs it up and down, until you slowly relax. You try to push away the building arousal but find it difficult to resist the ache that's begging to take over your senses. Eventually you begin to pant and you know your resolve is at the point of breaking. His cock moves upon your clit and your mouth flys open to release the sweetest sound his ever heard.

“What do you want?” Coriolanus will never miss the opportunity to make you beg.

“Please.. Corio fuck me” Gone were any reservations of Corio’s dominion over you.

A sharp gasp is ripped through you as you feel his cock push inside you. A full blown moan rushes out as he hits the barrier of your womb. His mouth falls open against your shoulder, a desperate groan leaving him as he sinks into you, he bites clamps down his teeth into your skin to tether himself to you, you know from the sting that his teeth marks will be present for days to come.

Coriolanus is so big, thicker and long in a way that matches his dominant nature, every time he fucks you the stretch teeters on the edge of pain and pleasure. When he pulls back and pushes back in with rapid movements, the sheer desperation makes you both moan. Coriolanus begins to pound into you at a frantic speed. One of his hands leaves yours again, coming up drag your the top of your gown down enough to expose one your breast, he kneads your full breasts, mouth coming down to put the nipple in his mouth, sucking powerfully, coming off with a pop. You can feel every inch of him inside, he’s so deep, hitting all the spots that make your head spin.

“You’re mine, do you hear me? You're not going anywhere you're gonna stay right here, where I could have you like this all the time” The hand on your breast goes up to lace his fingers through your hair at the back of your head, too pull you back to look at him. His beautiful face at ease- no one but you has ever seen this look- though his eyes never get rid of that dangerous glint. “Tell me you’re mine.”

Coriolanus begins to fuck into you faster as if to warn you to answer correctly. You glance down to where you are connected and watch as his cock disappears into your cunt. You let out a high pitched yelp at the sight and the arousal it spurns.

“I’m yours, Coryo, only yours.” His face is flushed with relief at the proclamation falling from your lips, at that you lean up to kiss him sloppily.

Amongst the pleasure you feel as his fingers catch your clit and rub quick circles on it, shame rises within you. Your hand rests on his wrist, attempting to give you reprieve from his measured circles on your clit but this only makes him speed up.

The sound you let out is entirely pornographic, everything inside you seizes when you finally reach your peak. His hand falls from your clit, moving both hands to your hips in order to chase his own high now. The grip he has on you hurts, but despite the terror he instills in you, you find that it heightens your desire for him.

Faintly in the back of your mind you notice yourself falling back into the pattern, because the thought of leaving him seems impossible, it pains you. You know he’s about to burst when his cock throbs incessantly inside you and his groans get louder against your ear. His hips stutter and then ram inside once, twice, before he releases, teeth digging into your shoulder again and cock buried to the hilt.

After a long beat of silence, his head moves up from your shoulder and he grasps your jaw again. At this your eyes open wearily. He simply stares at you for a moment as if you're the most uncomplicated thing in his life that he’s conquered. His cock now softened, slips out of you and you can feel the rush of his cum spilling out and dripping along your inner thighs.

“Are you gonna be a good girl now?” His eyes dare you to challenge him, you won’t, you know better. You nod your head within his grip. He tightens his hold. “Words sweetheart”

“Yes I’ll be good” Corio smiles like he always does when he knows he’s won. You can't remember how many times you’ve seen this particular smile.

“Good, let's go back upstairs”

Corio tucks himself back into his pants before helping you off the bed and straightening out your nightgown. He holds out his hand for you to take which you do eagerly. The both of you walk out of the room, when you reach the door he lets go of your hand to push you forward lightly by the small of your back. He pulls the door shut and locks it tight.

Once again taking your hand in his, you climb the stairs that lead to your actual home but you can’t help but think about the next time you’ll be down there because you know for certain you haven't seen the last of that room.

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