#OMG IT FEELS LIKE IT’S BEEN AGES
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how it feels playing da4 tbh
#dragon age#da4#datv#dragon age the veilguard#the more i think about it the more i see how much its lacking in everything tbh.. tbqh#but also i cant stop playing it and love the characters. just wish they were all... more.#and more of the story. the important bits. the bad and ugly bits#no nuances no bad decisions really. no explanation or time for any of the 'lesser villains'#like isseya in davrin's quest. it was so bland. or even zara and illario.. just gimme more information and insight#the crows omg i hoped that playing as a crow i would see how they really are but nope. nothing. 'protectors of antiva' sure.#and yet.. i still like it a lot. cant help but enjoy it a lot. they all grew on me. just.. again. wish they were all more detailed or#or given more nuance and time. especially for the romance scenes. why do they kinda feel flat. im doing a davrin romance with this rook#and its cute and all.. but it should have been more. more about davrin and more connected to how he feels about rook etc etc idk#emmrich#emmrich volkarin#rook#da4 critical#also.. look at my qunari crow rook! i love her!#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#dragon age spoilers
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okay but the fact that dragon age veilguard has those little clarifying pop ups that tell you what conversations mean is so funny but also so appreciated for those of us with autism (me!)
#the game: “hey here's the hidden meaning behind this guy's words”#me: “omg i literally would never have guessed that”#okay sometimes the explanations feel too easy for me? like i don't think they need to be explained#but not to brag or anything#i've been practicing my socializing so i am choosing to not be annoyed in case its helpful for other autistic people#etc#zip quips#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#dav
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the feminine urge to romance scout harding and romance taash and also let them romance each other
#i'm losing it!!!!#i'm a sucker for an npc ship#omg and i've been loosely planning for years to play a qunari lady for lace#and a dwarf for the mysterious qunari silhouette that became taash#but now i'm like#WHAT IF THEY'RE SOOOO CUTE. I BET THEY ARE 🥺🥺🥺#where's my poly ship let's make a sandwich#this game is going to be so gay i can feel it in my bones. and also i read the dev notes#laash#lace harding#taash#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age
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TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF RAPE
CAPTIVE PRINCE SPOILERS
You know what? This is.... Paces the room and slaps the wall with an open palm. No, this is definitely..... Punches a hole through the wall.
At this point, at this point, if I was Laurent, I would just let my uncle kill to be fucking honest. This is the height of things that have happened and I am losing my mind. It's not like I'm surprised, it's just the overwhelming audacity and endless betrayal.
I'm the one with unnatural feelings? ME?? YOU'RE the one who f*cking RAPED ME at the vulnerable age of THIRTEEN!!! I would lose my shit.
Not only has the Regent let this stupid believable rumour foster because everyone is well aware of how much Laurent worshipped his brother Auguste, but now he raises it as a countermeasure against Laurent ever revealing the truth. Like who the fuck are the people going to believe? Their bitchy prince or their seemingly benevolent leader with a heart of gold (he goes around fucking children!!! He's been bedding Nico since he was TEN!!! SCREAMS IN UNDILUTED RAGE!!)
I can't! I can't stand him. How?! Omg. Hoooow can people lie like they speak the truth? How can they do it without a shred of remorse? He took advantage of a young child at the time he needed him the most and he's flaunting that vulnerability, he's using it to his advantage because no one knows he likes children, because those who do know would never fathom that such a good man would do such a thing to his fucking nephew! He turned his nephew into a viper, he is the reason Laurent has no friends, no allies, betrayal and betrayal and yet another betrayal. And when the truth about Damen comes out everything is going to fall apart and I can't stand it. I can't stand any of this! I'm losing my mind. How? How has Laurent possibly put up with this for nearly ten years? I would have just given up and let the Regent take me, this is madness!!
#Please ignore how incoherent this whole thing is#reading this book has been an.... experience#It is so good#omg#not the dynamic I expected but i#genuinely adore every single narrative choice that went into the creation of this book#I'm just losing my mind because I've got to one to talk to and the happy moments are coming to an end and the slow is finally burning#but nah#some people are just shamelessly despicable.#I hope the Regent's balls rott off from the same diseased poison he keeps in his heart#Laurent would have been so small and slightly naive and so very trusting at that age. His brother being the only thing standing between him#and the Regent#and Damen took him away#the revelation will shake him#I feel like I'm going to cry#captive prince#damen of akielos#damianos of akielos#laurent of vere#the regent#The fucking asshole
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Just saw this comment on a story posted a month ago.
*cries in Eddie Munson Solo Series no one wanted to read, interact with or request for*
No shade to the person that commented this on their own fic if you recognize it. It's not their fault. I'm not mad at them. More crying in the tags.
#and no I didn't tag the solo series like I normally would because it's not about THAT. It's not about trying to get people to read it#It was just really ouchie to see the same concept I wrote 2 years ago get triple the notes in ONE MONTH.#and double the notes of my solo series masterlist in general in one month vs 2 years of my stories sitting there rotting#Then I see people saying they need more solo Eddie and I'm just here like my dudes I begged for requests. BEGGED. But bc I wasn't#/have never been a popular writer people don't want it from ME. It's like omg we want THIS but not like that. Not from you.#Can't help but let it get you down when nothing has changed in 2 years. It's not like I worked my way up and have the interaction now#that every other blog I used to commiserate with back in the day is getting currently. Fandom isn't a competition but it's not fair either#and I really struggle with that a lot of the time#Also yes I will concede I should be happy with the notes on the solo series because they are the highest of all the work on my page but#they're still nothing compared to what some people have just hours after posting a new story.#I saw someone complaining the other day that there are less new stories in the fandom than ever 1. That's simply not true. 2. Even if it wa#can you blame writers for giving up when readers are checking the same popular blogs over again or reading the same 5 tropes the same#2 pairings over and over. The same series? Over and over. Ignoring everything else and then complaining that their faves don't post enough?#That the popular writer with the incredible series (that rightfully deserves interaction) hasn't posted a new dad!eddie or rockstar!eddie#drabble in ages meanwhile there are writes out there pouring their souls into dad!eddie and no one reads it. There is so much rockstar Eddi#smut out there that it could sustain a brand new reader for an entire year before they needed a new fic#Idk man. I'm just feeling so defeated. I write for fun now. But there was a point in time where I desperately tried to build a platform by#offering requests and writing a lot of things I would not otherwise write to try and gain traction on my page and every time I see another#food fucking fic get hundreds of notes I get so sad that I wrote that stupid Melon fic because I had people in my life that told me#they would be excited to read it and for what? One of them still talks to me. The others moved on so fast. Most didn't even reblog it.#Some of them have since written their own food fucking fics that got triple the notes of my OG. Again. No shade to them. I don't own the#concept. It's just disheartening and fucking sad above all else. How hard I tried to get people to LIKE me and my stories. 😂#Just sad hours in general tonight my guys. Going to go and pour the bad feelings into Aftermath and then maybe make a bad life choice and#pour all my savings into an ipad#YES I KNOW first world problems. I know. That's why I try not to talk about it bc it seems so petty considering the state of the world#But you can't help what gets you down#EMMs Journal#EMM's Journal
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Re: Naruto characters I dislike -- under the cut! :)
The thing with Danzo and Tobirama is that, I get it. I might not agree with it, at all, but I get where they're coming from and, honestly, I am very much self-aware enough that, if I had lived through their same experiences, I can't say for sure that I would have done any different. Did they do terrible things? Absolutely. But, again, I can't proclaim with surety that I'd be any better. Like, I can sit here from my current seat and judge them, but experiences color perception and I'm just as susceptible to bias as everyone else is. Who knows what my outlook would be had I lived through the First and/or Second War.
The thing with Rasa and Chiyo is that, there is some resolution. It's definitely too little, too late, especially in Rasa's case, but there is growth and admittance of fault there so that, even if I don't actually like either character, the character development present in the storyline (particularly for Chiyo!) is such that it somewhat cancels my dislike out, leaving me with largely neutral feelings. I did used to have stronger feelings against them, but I suppose it's true that you mellow out with age lmao
The thing with Hiruzen and Hagoromo and Fugaku is that I neither get it, nor is there any character development or admittance/recognition of fault on their part XD
#the best we get is hag//oromo going: well. favoring one son over the other didn't work so this time i'll split my favor evenly between them#but like. that's just because the first time he got a bad result so now he's trying something different#not because he recognized that oh shit. maybe holding ind//ra responsible for the actions of other people was a crappy thing to do#and fug//aku's: we may have our differences but i am proud of you#doesn't really amount to geez i'm sorry i damaged you irreparably by intentionally exposing you to a warfront at the age of four#to further my own agenda and never allowed you to actually have a childhood#do i even need to say anything about hi//ruzen? XDDD#so yeah. with them i honestly just don't get it. i don't get where they're coming from. and we don't really go anywhere with them either.#(personally i think that since orochi already did two of these shitty parental figures in#he should have been allowed to just go down the list. spring cleaning XD)#omg an opinion post? i finally have spoons for those again??#maybe XD#it feels like it's been forever since i typed my own thoughts on something out instead of just putting some brief commentary in tags!#withoutwords
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he's such a fucking hater man
#i mean I'm no better but still#it's so funny#as soon as he gets a bigger office in a better city he just starts clowning on y.agami#honestly i missed seeing him be mean as hell sjdhqjsj he really does have his moments <3#the scene where he asks y.ui about her husband... that little smirk on his face... i think he just enjoys pissing people off#but yeah i cant really argue with him there#y.agami's office is pretty sad#the stack of dishes has been there for three years-#but i am glad to see him acting like this again#he's been kinda quiet this game#which I'm glad for because i know he just feels comfortable around the gang#but still akdjajs#ash rambles 💚#mask off ��#man.. i love him..#we're haters together <3#the other day my mom told me i was a 'hated since the day you were born' which i think is the funniest thing ever#he talks all that talk about wanting to be just like y.agami and how much he admires him#and then goes back to always clowning on him lmaaaoo#it's okay#i clown on y.agami too#grown ass man-#s.ugiura is obviously an adult but since the whole rest of the cast is like pushing 40 and 50#he feels so young compared to them (he's 25 in the first game 28 in the second) and ash is the same age#and it's so funny seeing both of them go 'man... you're old-'#even t.esso calls him kiddo#speaking of. ash has a little crush on him. nothing crazy but the 'OMG HOT OLDER GUY WOW HE'S SO HOT OMG-' kind of crush ajdhajsj#it's just played for laughs. there is absolutely nothing there (he also laughs and calls her kiddo)#and it's so amusing seeing ash whisper to s.ugiura 'wait.. he's so hot..' and him being like 'dude are you fr rn'#and ash is like 'lol you didnt deny he's hot' and oh I've hit tag limit- gn pals!
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the art style is SO rough I truly hate it. everyone looks like a Pixar character (derogatory)
me toooo i thought maybe i can get used to it since the trailer but i really truly hate it. it's giving mobile game for children 😭😭😭 by comparison inquisition looks soooo beautiful the characters are easily distinguishable but so real looking. i think those character models aged very well.
#anonymous#dragon age#have you seen the design of the ogres omg...............#i feel like the armor designs in da have always been funky and clunky and cartoony but making the characters look like that too#is just too much i feel
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utah brain rot truly is killing me and the only cure is to blow my brains out
#omg kiera no one cares#sorry remembered people my age and younger are married with kids they're happy and loving life and successful#and I'm still at my parents house still at my first ever job i feel permanently like 16/17#i should have stayed mormon!!!!!!!!! I COULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!
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all bday illustrations! i feel like something changed in my art style but it's probably just the lineart (+ shading and lighting)
#don't you think it's wild how riku was still 17 when he was first introduced and now he's gonna be 19 this year.#like it's crazy man aimi just turned 17 and akio is still 17 as well DUDE STOP GETTING OLDER!!!#and asahi is gonna be 13.. omg...#fun fact about how time works in linagram: idk how it works in canongram but here the prisoners actually do get older#but i also see it like this: to them it feels like literal months or even years have passed. they're getting older. they're celebrating-#their bdays or other holidays. but when it comes to the outside world its probably been like three days or more. like maybe a week#so when or if they manage to come back i think their bodies will go back to their pre-milgram age. sort of like they went to an alternate-#reality in some way??#if you're wondering the only reason why i decided it won't be as long in the outside world is not bc of their families or friends#SOME OF THEM HAVE PETS. AND THEIR PETS LOVE THEM A LOT. NAOMI LIVES ALONE WITH HER CAT AND THERE'S NO ONE WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF HER#(maybe some family members but do we trust naomi's family. especially her mother)#casually dropping some lore in the tags and leaving byeeeee#👑prisoner 001: miyagawa akio👑#🌸prisoner 002: hanasaki aimi🌸#💔prisoner 003: ishizu shun 💔#🌿prisoner 004: chiba naomi🌿#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#💎prisoner 006: yoshioka eiko💎#🍬prisoner 007: yano asahi 🍬#🎀prisoner 008: maruyama yurika 🎀#🎸prisoner 009: kuroki riku 🎸#🎭prisoner 010: himura reina🎭
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i compiled a little before and after for the gen 4 characters from their high school designs & current for my own eyes, but might as well post them now that i'm back 2 legacy storytelling ik some of them aren't that familiar, i was going to play with them more in gen 3 but unfortunately my pc could not handle all my mods AND hsy so i ended up quickly abandoning a lot of ideas ;') i have some screenshots though, might post someday top to bottom: ellie (she/her), sola (they/them), dev (devin, he/him), averie (she/her), clementine (she/they)
#valentine extras#dev and averie are siblings if it's not obvious hahah#seeing them all grown up is so insane... i feel like their previous designs in gen 4 were super transitional#like they were already about 19-20 when dev and ellie moved to moonwood but that's basically still baby age#and it was obvious in their decisions too. like the idea that they could become other people entirely and escape their past by moving into#small town all on their own#also funnily enough this is kinda a callback to one of my first posts on this website omg#my first gp here..#it's been over a year since i came to simblr JESUS
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wait i wanna guess one of ur first urls was charlesbeckendorf? just bc of the co vu redirect which i still type in accidentally sometimes lol. but my reasoning is if i was you i wouldve set up the redirect bc i liked the beckendorf handle but wanted a different url.
charlesbeckendorf was very recent that’s who I was for years before howelljenkins. way too iconic of a url to be one of the first… those are all incredibly mortifying
#i’ll probably go back to charlie one day..#also can’t believe someone sent an ask who wasn’t here in the charlesbeckendorf ages. like omg it’s really been years. i feel anxient#answered#anonymous
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Happy poetry month! In the spirit of the month, what's your favourite poem? I'm not an avid poetry reader but mine is We Only Want the Earth.
Ooooh I'll have to check that one out, I don't think I've read it!
Hmmm as for favorite poem, there's a few I throw out as my top poem with frequency, but here I've got to say The Bridge by C. Dale Young. I just adore its positivity and the way it isn't afraid to be in love with the small details of life. That's just a feeling I relate with so much in my life and the whole poem is SUCH a vibe. Think I called it my idea of the world's greatest love poem in an essay once (which is def A Claim which idk if I'd fully back up now but the vibes are there) because it isn't just a poem about being in love with someone, it's loving everything they do and everything around you and loving just the world as a whole and how you see it everyday. Its such a vibe fr
Just- THIS !!!! ^^^^^^
#i love the way the mind runs the path from bubbles to dandelions... ME TOO KING!!!!!!#he just gets it. imo#i had to make a poetry collection for class once (i ranked this guy no 4 actually rip mr young i failed you here)#but i titled it after this poem and did this beautiful sketch of like the gg bridge over the bay or whatever the fuck water source (ive only#been to the airport lmao idk the geography in sf with detail) with like dandelions and a bunch of stuff in colored pencil it was so pretty#ANYWAYS what a blast. what a poem what a life etc.#i mean honestly once you start a poem with “i love” youre already flying high. like sentiment of all time for real. me fucking too bro#<if i sound crazy here i do NOT regret it. it is 4am though here and i just woke up after like 3hrs sleep to get driven back to college#after coming home for easter so like. whatever the fuck i was saying. we vibe#answered#THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK!!!! and the boops mwah <3#i cant superboop anyone bc im on mobile but feel booped superly etc.#omg wait that make me think of superman... clark the man you are... ahdjahs sorry now i really sound kooky lmao <3#i would boop him though. v boopable. or id let lois do it. shed enjoy that#ALSO I GOT NEW EARBUDS SO IM LISTENING TO MUSIC FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AGES#so i dont have to listen to my dads audiobook. instead julieta venegas is currently getting me through it. ily babe
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No work for me today. More time to lay here and think about my f/os 💕
#I called off of work today n I'm feeling bad about it#i just didnt have it in me today. I'm feeling sick but not in the pysichal way. like....#like I've been neglecting taking care of myself and its at the point where its affecting me negatively#I've been forgetting to eat. struggling to keep up w showering. i barely want to leave bed for anything.#being me simulator: Omg i want to be there for and take care of my f/os! *hasnt taken care of myself in ages*#I'm being a little hard on myself rn. I'm sorry 😅#i just hope that my f/os understand and still love me. maybe even help me through this rough patch.#rain rambles
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yoodles (yugioh doodles)
#ft four of the exact same drawings LMAO#yugioh#yami#yuugi#its been ages since i've drawn these guys omg#i cant remember if it was me or my friend who originally made the joke about yami yuugi needing glasses but theres a similar post on their-#-blog @libelelle if you can find it#i feel like yuugi would be a more contacts kinda guy but yami hates putting anything that close to his eyes#so he just walks everywhere with supreme confidence no matter what because kaiba made fun of the glasses once
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#starting to believe that maybe all this while i've been punishing myself by isolating myself from people who care abt me#like there have been times when i felt that friends just didnt care. also been times i felt too ashamed to ask for help or seek company#but i think i just gotta give myself grace like . i'm human. it's fine to seek platonic connection n a listening ear. it's Normal#anw so!! i met my best friend for yoga (for the first time!) yday n we talked SO MUCH!! we talked about life careers sexuality relationshi#i also told her about smth that has been plaguing me for two days. specifically my ex ahgkhgjgjns n . talking about it really helped me#what a shocker!!!! that talking about your worries n feelings helps!!! ksggfjsnjkgnjkndg#n i learnt so many new things about her... we usually meet in a group n it's always just a roulette of quick life nuggets#but yday i realised that i never really found out what she's really been up to. i've not had a one-to-one conversation with her in ages!!#thats crazy considering that we're such good friends.... omg. n so it really made me see how much i craved that connection#n how much i'm tormenting myself by isolating myself and depriving myself of the joy that i tend to get from deep social connections :(#n i think maybe it's time to start putting that past self who was too ashamed to reach out for help behind me#idk its been really nice talking to an old friend n being 100% comfortable u know?? it made me realise how much i missed deep connections#my point is i've missed this!!!!! maybe i should do it more!!!!!#personal
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