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shitty-drawer · 1 year

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What Does Your OC Love Feel Like ?

HIIIII I got another game! I got tagged by @bunniletto (heya, ignore I did this like a MONTH later-)

This was fun, sadly I repeated a lot of the resutls, so I hope it's not too boring.

Here you have the quiz!

Zamira: Last Dragonborn

.:Soft Fresh Green:.

-Nice breeze, bare feet and freshly cut grass. Your love is a lighthearted hope for the future. It's protecting your eyes from the sun but enjoying the light rays still, it's laying on the grass and feeling it tickle your neck. You look to the side and they look back at you, full of hope and plans too. You plan together and laugh all day and your sunburn will feel like them. Your love is delicate, hesitant. A well curated binder full of collages for a future you can't be sure will come, but you keep going, you keep planning, you keep squinting at the sun and smiling, and running your hands through the grass so it will smell better. You keep holding onto the bright sky even as the sunsets, even as the starry night stares back. But you keep on holding, you keep on dreaming, you close your eyes and feel the sun on your skin and convince yourself that the sunburn is good, it's something to hold on to, just makes it linger a bit longer. Your love is a lighthearted hope for the future. It's sweet and wonderful and it keeps love alive, makes the world a better place. You run your hands through the grass, clench your fingers tighter and keep making plans. And I can only thank you and hope I can learn to love like you someday.-

MY BABYS UAAAAA

LYDIA AND ZAMI ARE MY COTTAGECORE LESBIANS

Zami was never good with feelings, she normally has a Bitch Resting Face 24/7

BUT!!! With Lydia, the mighty dragonborn becomes a flustered and embarrased mess of feelings. She has never loved this much before, so her love is very innocent and honest. After marrying Lydia, as endgame content lol, she now lives the rest of her days with her family and friends, trying to have a pacific and calm life, enjoying the little things in life, thinking of their future together.

And I love that, because, for me, TES: Skyrim, her story, took like 4-5 years. So, after all that time, she finally gets to think about what SHE wants, with who SHE wants to spend her time, and being lazy if she wants to.

Arvius: Nerevarine

.:Deep Staining Red:.

-Ripped out confessions, warm velvety whispers and a heart like an open wound. Your love flows out like dripping blood, beautiful, flawed and twisted. It's gut wrenching, the type of painfully dramatic feeling that makes you clutch your chest, picturing dramatic monologues about love and loving and big screen over the top scenes of sobbing into your pillow until you fall asleep. It rips out of you, clawing it's way up your throat more so than tumbling out. Sticky words that just need to be let out, feelings so big they don't fit inside you. Your love isn't easy, it's a true bloody mess, dripping and staining everything it touches in a desperate attempt to be seen, to be felt, to be loved back. And you, you love so hard, so deeply, so much for someone who carries all that pain. Atlas holding up the world, how are you? Is your love still flowing? Is your heart still open? Still pumping and bleeding and dripping with blood and tears? Still painting your beautiful pictures and writing your love letters in deeply personal red ink? Because I see them, I read them, I love them and you, you, you, you. Clench your chest, scream your love, cry it out. Spill your words of loving, keep your heart beating, keep your love coming and paint the entire world red with it. Make it in your image, keep going, it's okay. Maybe one day the whole world can be red and loved and beautiful just like you.-

-sobs- MY SON 😭😭😭

I feel like this is...him not knowing if he's...him or Nerevar- WHAT HE FEELS FOR DAGOTH, IF THOSE ARE HIS FEELINGS OR NEREVAR'S FEELINGS

IF HE COULD EVER LOVE SOMEONE- BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE A BURDEN BECAUSE OF ALL THESE THINGS IN HIS MIND- If it is actually HIM loving, and not someone else in his body

He just needs someone next to him to support him, he misses that affection, he's so alone...

UAAAAAAA -ugly crying-

Emilian: Hero Of Kvatch

.:Deep Staining Red:.

(Arvius got it too!....oh boy-)

I'm just going to say: he never had a close relationship with anyone, he's super affecionate, but for now no one has reciprocated the feeling for him.

I'm still developing him, so he doesn't has a lot of lore. But he's a lovely dude nn

Valentino: Shivering Isles

.:Cold Stark Gold:.

Fireworks, borrowed lighters and sparklers against a dark backdrop, yours is a love that burns stark and bright. It's scary though, like things that burn always tend to be, but for you it isn't the thrill of the open flames that gives pause and a slight stomach drop of terror, but rather the time when the flames go out, the sparkler ends and the night is cold and dark once again. Fireworks, borrowed lighters, a striken match, your love burns bright and fast and then maybe it passes, maybe the feeling dies out and you're left in the cold once again. And that's the feeling isn't it? Of being bored and waiting for someone to light you up again? To be fair, you do know you don't need it, but then again we don't often crave the things we need. And you crave and yearn and burn in the wait, restless in the knowledge that at some point someone will pass and rub you the right way, that some day you'll light up the night sky bright yet again. There's comfort in the darkness and solace in the predictable loneliness of the in between, but your heart still squirms inside you, waiting and willing and begging to burn up again. Your love might not be comfort, it's not one for the sick days, but then again, there's a reason why everyone waits for the shining lights in the sky during holidays.

It's the toxic boy time hehehe...GOD -sobs-

Him feeling stupid/naive for how much and how strongly he loves, and all the daedra making fun of him, AS YOU WOULD EXPECT!!! LIKE-

AND AND AND, HIM BEING SCARED OF ACCEPTING THE LOVE HE FEELS FOR DELAIRA (his dremora boyfriend/friend thingy)

SO HE PUSHES HIM AWAY AND TRIES TO LOOK FOR OTHER PEOPLE, TO GET DETACHED FROM HIM-

AND ALSO BEING SCARED OF BORING SHEOGORATH, AND ENDING UP ALONE AGAIN-

And being scared of- LITERALLY BEING WITH DAEDRAS, but, he wants them to like him, he wants to be accepted, even is he has to fight for it, to bleed for it, to cry for it.

-sigh- what a fun character

Valentina: Self-Insert

.:Soft Fresh Green:.

(Woah, like Zamira :0)

But I also relato to Dark Stormy Blue....oh well!

If the tests says green, green it is nn

This was fun! These kind of things help me develop or understeand better a character, I love it :D

I think i'm going to tag....

@miraakulous-cloud-district @boethiahsboytoy @bostoniangirl21

And anyone who wants to!

Thank you for reading all od this if you stayed qwq

#My OCs #OC: Zamira (ldb)#OC: Arvius (Nerevarine)#OC: Emilian (HoK)#OC: Valentino #Self-insert #tes #skyrim #morrowind #oblivion #tag game

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shitty-drawer · 1 year

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👻🎃OCs as Horror Tropes🎃 👻

Hola again :D!

My friend @bunniletto tagged me for this one, and it was really cool!

As always- I will ramble about what I think the results could mean- so, you can ignore that if you want to! Bible of text incoming-

Thanks for stopping by!!!!

Valentina: Isekai

.:The Killer:.

"Was there ever a choice ? Maybe, but that fork in the road is far, far behind you.

You surround yourself now with sharp things, tools to harm, and they have become your only family. You are the thing that goes bump in the night, and you hunt for scurrying mice like a hungry cat.

Maybe, just maybe, though, one can finally put an end to your hunt, and allow you to finally rest."

Oh shit-

Interesting...well this fits with me becoming a werewolf in Skyrim...and especially with me desperatly protecting all my characters in their respective games (since they are the Protagonists of each one)

I guess the end of my hunt is the team of Modded followers in Skyrim, since they protect me at all costs from...well, everything. They are doing the job that I normally always did...

Valentino: Shivering Isles

.:The Sacrifice:.

"A knife to your back is your first memory- it will also be your last.

You cannot help but let things into your heart, such is your nature. Time and time again, however, they hurt you and leave you to rot. But your heart remains open, and you continue to let more in.

Is it kindness, at that point, or is it sacrifice ?"

I actually wanted this one or Monster for him, so WOHOOOOOO, suffer young one.

It's obvious everyone in Oblivion is off to fend for themselfs, but Val still feel the need to protect the ones around him, be it warriors, daedras or even Princes. They don't show him love, some don't even care about him, but Val still will sacrifice himself for their attention, for their affection, even if it's just a "you're not that bad."

Even if daedra hurt him, threaten him or ignore him, Valentino will follow them, silently, but never ever leaving them alone, to the point of obsession for their acceptance.

Zamira: Last Dragonborn

.:The Monster:.

"It was not your fault- at first, at least. You cannot help being the way you are. And even if you could, would you choose to change ? They met you with torches raised and shouting mouths, the only choice you had was to flee.

But you will not stay away forever. They whisper your name in fear, and you will make sure you hurt them just as much as they hurt you."

I mean, makes sense, they are pretty rude to your dragonborn in Skyrim...

Zamira is an Anti-Hero, for the empire she is a Hero, for the Dark Brotherhood a leader, and the rest of Skyrim has to prey she is not in a bad mood for when they ask something from her.

After getting all the artifacts from the Princes, she has every dark thought from those artifacts trapped in her basement...But Mora...Hermaeus is the stronger one, the one thought and dream that just won't let her rest with her family in peace.

I don't think she will ever act on those thoughts, but she is not the same person she was back in Helgen. She wouldn't hurt the people of Skyrim on purpose...but if they threaten her family, she will not hesitate.

Arvius: Nerevarine

.:The Haunted House:.

"Decrepit and falling apart at the seams; time has not been kind to you, has it? Termites have nestled in your bones, and stray cats find comfort in your sinews. You may be victim to time and erosion, but your abandoned corpse remains a refuge for unwanted things. Vermin and ghosts thank you.

What greater kindness can there be than offering shelter?"

I feel this in...he has accepted being the Nerevarine, it hurts, it's lonely, sometimes you want someone to come and fix you, help you...but even after all of what happend, even if you are broken, the people he saved, the experiences he gained, how he bacame stronger and learned to stand up for himself...it was a nice feeling, he helped people, and freed a WHOLE nation in the end.

So it's a bittersweet feeling for him, just like the haunted house.

Emilian: Hero of Kvatch

.:The Ancient Evil:.

"They have wronged you. Perhaps, once, you were something powerful– something to be looked at with adoration and worship and fear.

But time does not yield to you, and when you lay to sleep, you awake to find yourself forgotten. Your rage is insatiable.

No matter what, you will make sure they do not forget this time."

OHOHOHOH HOLY SHI-

I MEAN THIS MAKES SENSE, THE THALMOR TOOK CREDIT FOR THE OBLIVION CRISIS

So the sacrifice of Martin and Emilian was forgotten, and now that Emilian is Sheogorath, I CAN JUST- JUST IMAGINE, THE MOMENTS WHERE EMILIAN HAS CONTROL, WHERE HE COMES BACK, AND SEES WHAT HE BECAME- AND HOW NO ONE CARES- LIKE SBKSFBSI oh my god,,,,,,I need to make a drawing of this

But yes! That would be all! Thank you so much if you've read this far 😭

I hope you have a good day/night!!!

#My OCs #self interest #isekai #OC: Zamira (LDB)#OC: Arvius (Nerevarine)#OC: Emilian (HoK)#OC: Valentino #tes #tag game

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