#Need to TALK
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I wish people talked to me the same way I talk to them.
I wish people made passionate responses to my vents like I do for them.
I wish I could read and feel the same amount of support, dedication, and reflexion to people's responses, as I do for them.
I wish I could meet someone who can fully understand me, who can fully cares about me and my emotions, who can tell me the words I always wanted to hear.
But that f*cking person is myself.
Sometimes I even cry when I write responses for other people's vent. Sometimes I even had panic attacks, freaking mental breakdowns and more. I truly feel and understand what they said. That's why I "always say the things you wanted to hear". But nobody's ever doing that for me.
I could literally talking about the most vile things and people will be like "aww man" or "://" or "that sucks".
I know some of y'all truly don't know what to say. And that's okay.
But when I talk about about parental abuse, kil*ing myself, being sequestered at my house and all and your response is "good luck"... You're not. Fucking. HELPING.
And then you're wondering why I didn't talk for 3 days.
I know y'all aren't supposed to be my therapist. But you're supposed to be there for me. To give me love and support.
And I clearly don't feel this while reading your f*cking messages.
#bpd#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#mentally exhausted#mentally fucked#mentally tired#it sucks#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#toxic#vent#vent post#alone#alone with my thoughts#lonely#loneliness#small talk#therapy#i cant#i can't handle this#i can't take it anymore#friendship#relationship#i want friends#tw depressing thoughts#depression#tw sui implied#need to talk
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Hold up
I've just been reminded (and I don't know why I always forget this fact, maybe because again nobody talks about it) that Xie Lian and Hua Cheng spent over a dozen days walking to Mount Tonglu. Together. Alone.
At least that's what the English translation says.
My mind runs wild whenever I think about the time they spent all by themselves. It is so much hualian time. Xie Lian constantly picking up and hugging San Lang, them sleeping together, walking through towns, playing together, and who knows what else :3
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#xie lian#hua cheng#this is canon#they had some happy moments#before everything went to shit#people#need to talk#more about this#i want fics#of this time period#i need them#baby hua cheng#smol hua cheng#tiny san lang#mini hua cheng#hualian
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I just had an idea for a 9-1-1 fic!
So you know about Buck feeling replaced by Bosko during the lawsuit era, how she was Eddie’ partner, etc.
Well I just realised that Diaz and Donato are kinda the same. And I know it’s not a world-stopping realisation but what is interesting is that the tapping over the name on the locker could have happened here too! After all they share the first letter of their last name just like Buck and Bosko did.
And I think a fic about Eddie seeing his name tapped over with Lucy’s name would have great emotional potential. We could have Buck’s reaction to Eddie’s obvious hurt over this and him being like “you didn’t react when it was MY name replaced by Bosko’s”. And they could talk about how the lawsuit was mainly Buck feeling replaced and abandoned by his family. And Eddie acting like he was having the divorce he didn’t have the time to have with Shannon. Just… emotions all over.
Ideally it would end in Buddie but that’s just my heart talking.
P.S.: My own writing always comes out a little bit too crack-ish for this idea to work with my writing style. So, if someone wants to uses this prompt to write their own fic, feel free to do so. I only ask for a message so I can know to read it.
#buddie fic#911#writing prompt#lawsuit era#eddie leaving the 118#buddie#Those two firefighters#Need to TALK
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turns out I do get over it. I just need to talk about it a million times before I do
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Feeling the urge to spam someone, anyone, with messages abt my day 😃
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Anyone want to Chat
If anyone wants to chat, feel free to comment here or DM me anytime
It can be about daily activities, video games, the need to vent/rant about anything, etc. If you just want someone to talk or need a friend I'm here. Cause there are days or times were we all feel or want to have someone to tell things to no matter the subject.
I will never judge anyone, no matter what, or any topic. I want this page to be a safe place for anyone who finds it anytime.
#friendship#need to talk#safe place#here 24/7#wlw#lesbian#lgbtq community#here to help#here to listen
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Okay, I need to talk
Sunny said to May that I wanted her apology but I didn’t say that I want her apology in DeviantArt, so I don’t know what the hell is going on!
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Hello!
Even if I know that not a lot of people will see this, I have to say it because these days are becoming harder and harder for me.
The fact that I have a new medication made me in such bad conditions because I couldn't handle it and so the last week might have been one of the hardest in my life but the main problem ain't here.
I feel like my mental health is declining each day a little more and I don't know if I will endure for long.
I am tired and feel more and more symptoms of mental illness such as voices in my fckn head, svicidal thoughts, anxiety crisis extremely violent, and I don't feel emotions the same as others.
I wish I could go better on my own but that is tough tbh.
I've been absent for many weeks on this app but I saw how people liked my content and that made me a little lighter.
Well, I also think this app is a safe place where I can express myself w no shame first because it's anonymous and second bc people here are more respectful than on any other app.
Anyways if you read until here I wanna thank you to follow my account and promise I'll be back in here
Byyye
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So I want to open up to my social worker about something that happened to me. We don’t usually talk about deep serious things but I want it off my chest and I want to get help dealing with this event. Does anyone have any tips on how I would even start a conversation like that?
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Suffocating suffocating suffocating
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Anyone wanna volunteer as tribute for being a beta for my fics or just someone nice who’ll let me vent is appreciated.
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I've been seeing a lot of knight posts recently. pretty great
#i really do agree we need a kneeling knight emoji i'd use the FUCK out of that#can i tag this 'chivalry' or perhaps 'arthuriana'#shann talks shit#chivalry#arthuriana#maybe even#paladin#edit: thanks to the people reblogging this i now know of knightposting#knightposting#second edit: listen I didn’t hv an oc in mind when I compiled this but I just remembered that I do hv a knight oc#morghen coded#compilation post
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The secret Dungeon Meshi sauce that's getting people to eat better is that it's so non-judgmental. Senshi and the rest of the gang never talk about what not to eat besides things that taste bad and literal poison. They don't even talk about "health" that much besides the importance of a balanced diet. It's so much easier to eat well when you think of food simply as something your body needs, and that it's often worth the extra effort to make it taste good, especially when you understand how to connect "things your body needs" with "things that taste good"
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#idk I just think a lot about how no one talked about hot fatty pork was unhealthy#or even scolded Maricelle for wanting something they couldn't afford#Senshi just said 'you haven't been eating fat so your body needs some. let's make something rich and delicious!'
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