#NOW I KNOW WHAT A FOOL I'VE BEEN..
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winter season ft overdressed gf + underdressed bf<3
#merry Christmas... i wrapped it up and sent it to you... with a note SAYING I LOVE YOU I MEANT IT#NOW I KNOW WHAT A FOOL I'VE BEEN..#but if you kiss me now i bet you'd fool me again 💔#my art#loz#tloz#zelink#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#modern au#the legend of zelda#link#zelda#tloz fanart#botw#totk#totk fanart#botw fanart#totk zelink#botw zelink#legend of zelda#zelink fanart#tloz botw#tloz totk#loz fanart
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CHARLIE MAGNE from HAZBIN HOTEL (2019): Pilot - "That's Entertainment" ↳ "So, I've been thinking: Isn't there a more humane way to hinder overpopulation here in Hell? Perhaps we can create an alternative way to change souls through... redemption?"
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel edit#hazbin charlie#charlie magne#hazbin edit#requested#hazbin hotel pilot#that's entertainment#charlie#my gifs#god ain't she the cutest little thing!#not gonna lie i get a bit emotional seeing her do The Pose during ''wonderful fantastic new hotel''#it's the same pose she does in the S1 poster :')#okay actually im back here to say some things in the tags:#holy almighty LORD these gave me so much grief to color in a way i thought looked nice#specifically the one of her in the news chair. sorry i was NOT gonna let that hideous highlighter green color assault all your eyeballs.#did i lose nearly two hours of sleep getting it right because i still have no idea what i'm doing? yes. worth it? YES. ohh yes.#i liked the seafoam look so i made the cloud sequence match :] or at least tried to#there WAS supposed to be another one of her in the news room but i just hated how it kept turning out so i scrapped it.#coloring the main series was one thing to learn but the PILOT? never has it been so obvious to me just how much more bright and vibrant#the colors got during the progression of the world design. also. if by any chance one of those cool and experienced#gif makers happens to see these tags and wants a good laugh: i've been doing this for how many months now? and just last NIGHT figured out#how to use the fucking eraser in photoshop....... thing is... i also draw. i KNOW what program tools look like. i KNOW ppl draw in PS.#i'm just a really silly fuckin goose!! TEEHEE FUCKING HEE I GUESS!#so for months i've been like ''god i wish i could just erase this part from the layer'' and looking at the eraser tool and just being like#''nah it's probably different and weird i'll just stick to what i know'' -> said boo boo the FOOL#see i could be in the club but i'd rather be aggressively neurodivergent about the silly queer demon cartoon that altered my brain chemical
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noone (and i mean noone) will convince me that this:
wasn't followed by some intense makeout
#tbh i've been convinced for a while that their relationship didn't evolve into anything more before hinata came back from brazil#like yeah they're already very obviously into each other#but during high school they're not mature enough for anything more than crushing very hard and volleyballing together#maybe at some point they do kiss and/or fool around at a party#maybe it even becomes habit in their third year#but they're NOT in a relationship. just pining really hard#but after this game???? the tension that's been built for years of competition and absence#the obvious connection they still have#the admiration the respect the attention they pay to each other#all of it is ridiculous#and so after the match they just... meet up outside the stadium go get something to eat and then go home TOGETHER#and it's easy and confortable bc they both know it's been a long time coming#but also it's INTENSE because of the YEARS of PINING and the intensity of the game is still there and yeah#anyway all that to say that when i saw this scene i was like. yes. this is what i was talking about. now go KISS#maybe i'll write a fic about it at some point. who knows. just obsessed with this idea lately#kagehina
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huh
#ok look i have so many things to say right now#i thought i would be happy to hear the news about his next project but#first of all i feel like a goddamn fool because i've been repeating for MONTHS that the warriors was just a rumour#that's literally what he said in one interview#and i was genuinely happy because i wanted him to write something original#not a fucking adaptation#honestly he can do better and we all know that#second of all a concept album doesn't sound bad but BUT#“major pop stars” my ass#what the actual fuck are you trying to tell me#i wanted a broadway show with broadway stars#i don't want pop stars#i might know what that means and i guess we're gonna get that collab with taylor but#this is#wow i have no words#i am so fucking disappointed#first the lion king which i already said i had mixed feelings about because it's just another disney project#now this#i was honestly expecting something original and spectacular#i kinda... hate this sorry#don't know gonna post this anyway#as my duty#i also want to know what everyone else thinks#am i the only one who's just deeply disappointed?#i'm so sad right now#maybe i'm just being overdramatic but#ugh#lin manuel miranda#lmm#boy you got me helpless*
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what they don't tell you about lactose intolerance is that it geTS WORSE why did nobody WARN ME it would GET SO BAD
#get me out of here. get me out of here. get me out of here.#I've been lactose intolerant pretty much my entire life but this past semester it's just been so awful#i go a week without a cheese. wonderful. i take 3 lactaid pills before one (1) slice of pizza. The pills have worked for me before.#Surely the horrors won't prevail AUGHHHHH AUHGHHSHH THE HORRORS!! THE HORRORS!! WHAT'S BECOME OF MY LACTASE#HELLO? ? HELLO!! DIGESTIVE SYSTEM WHERE'S YOUR FEEBLE LACTASE NUMBERS . You and I BOTh know there was a lactase in there at some point.#even if not many. even if only One. you fool. you horrendous beast.#this is disastrous. one (1!!) tiny slice of pizza buffered with THREe lactaid pills. and it's still so over. my tummy ? hurted.#Hurted so bad. and for what#I just want to digest a Lactose is that so bad. Is that so horrible of me. Can I not have a little tiny bit of lactose for me.#Ok i'm done complaining now. I have experienced so many agonies. hell hath no fury etc etc.#clamtalk
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nothing like waking up to a mouthful of saliva on the verge of throwing up
#tf did i do to you body?#is it stress? fear??#I've had this feeling of nausea ever since that day I received the news#and ik for sure I haven't ate anything bad#god my stomach is killing me#i know you shouldn't resist it and that it's better to just listen to your body and throw up#but I hate throwing up and I hate the dreadful anticipation#okay back#had to pause making this post snd run to the bathroom#the deed is done and I feel so much better despite the horrific experience of throwing up thrice in a row at the same minute#now I'm brushing my teeth#this has been one of the worst ways I've woken up#but hey. at least now that I'm back to semi functional. Here is a fun fact about throwing up#that liquid you feel collecting in your mouth before you hurl? it's not stomach acid (despite me saying so) it's actually good for you#protective solution to coat your teeth mouth and throat so the actual stomach acid doesn't burn or damage you#but i don't remember if it's saliva or something else lemme look it up#okay yeah it is saliva. it would've been crazy if it was stomach wall lining. that shit is expensive to make#expensive bodywise. Repairing it takes a lot of time—i would know#recalling everything I ate yesterday and judging by the emptied content of my stomach—it was the watermelon and strawberry juice's fault#But I drank some before and yesterday#It's the fucking stress isn't it#Even when I fool myself into thinking I'm happy. My goddamn body will betray me and manifest my fear#I really don't know what to do at this point
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You know what? I give up on this paper once and for all. I'm not even ashamed anymore
#okay I'm a little ashamed#it's another 5 points i have to catch up with next semester#but it's making me want to kill myself and i don't even know if the professor would still accept it#(the original deadline was in October. i got an official extension until November. i guess it'd be just rude#to ask if it was still okay to send it#especially since i haven't done any substantial work on it#it's just bad. i hate the topic. i hate the way the professor views the subject 'language and emotion'#so that i cannot write what i want but would have to tailor it towards her views because otherwise I'd fail#and also i cannot write in german. i simply can not do it. )#it's better to move on and focus on my last paper for last semester (official deadline is end of March#so I'm not behind for once)#and i should do the assignments for a module i should have finished 1 year ago#so i don't have to do that next semester#and i should start studying korean again so i don't make a complete fool of myself next semester#I have my first day of work in 2 weeks so I'll also have to focus on working (for money) from there on#I've been paralyzed by the thought of having to write this paper for way too long#the professor is not my boss anymore (i still have to work off some hours though) and even if she was#I'm so done being ashamed of myself for not being able to do certain things#i wanna give it my best from now on but not for this paper. it's done.#void screams
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#very good to see this question being adressed finally since it's the only thing i've been talking about for the past two episodes!!#also ugh. nothing makes me more stressed out than this eternal (eternal since episode 3) question of#whether or not beato is putting on a facade. or something in between. i'm not even joking it makes me SO upset#though i figure at this point i just gotta go ahead and put my hand near the fire hoping it doesn't burn me. which is what i want to do#cause i think i'd rather make a fool of myself (again) than to be forever in deep mistrust of everything. who lives like that?!#without love it cannot be seen i guess?? lmao now i'm just saying whatever but yeah i don't think this is a story that's#insincere and cynical at it's core so. obviously i will think as well lol use my head but yeah. you know what i mean#in any case my clown hat will be ready. ughh it's all lambdadelta's fault#anyways changing the subject completely. remember when beato called herself furniture in the balcony scene#that was so funny of her wasn't it 🥴#umineko spoilers#umineko liveblog
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I think I might finally be (kind of) starting to understand some of the finer details of A/V concepts that have been a solid wall between me and troubleshooting tech-related vidding problems historically.
#I'm a very monkey-pulling-levers type vidder#and asking for help or trying to research things have not always aided my understanding At All#so I've just had to sort of try various solutions I encounter by rote and hope for the best#but I think I (kind of) get it better now??#I know what the difference between containers and codecs is#and what remuxing is and how it is not the same thing as converting#I'm ngl I am still very lost in the weeds regarding the difference between encoding and reencoding#and what the difference between reencoding something vs transencoding it is#and lots of other things#but like I think I know enough that it's easier to understand why things go wrong and how to fix them?#I had a problem with pretty narsty artifacting in my timeline playback and the audio track not getting added at all#and I tried a bunch of things before reencoding my source to a newer codec#and along the way learned how to find what bit depth and chroma subsampling a file was#which has always been pretty fucking mysterious to me and I've just winged it with default settings on my project properties#like it took an embarrassingly long time for me to realise I could see what the resolution of a video was in the metadata#and I think that only clicked because I was fucking around with the metadata of audio files for podfic#so this is all very basic stuff to people my age who have been vidding since the early 00s#but it's essentially dark magic to me#one of the many reasons I wish there were more vidding tutorials and primers in the 'fanwork research & reference guides' tag on ao3 tbh#because not everyone is on discord or brave enough to look a fool on discord
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Aqua + Ivette (Ivqua? Aqette? Aqvian? Leviqua? whats your ship name) 24k word slowburn fan + idol to friends to lovers ao3 fanfiction
HELPPPP oh my god 😭😭 anon ty for this this made me laugh n therefore make my brain stop trying to make me feel bad (<- mental illinois) so uhhh. my savior 🙏
#➳ the fool's mail box#➳ sender; anonymous#also in terms of ship names bc I've been Thinking. ivaqua aquette leviaqua/leviqua and/or aquavian . maybe ?#levian would have to give hys input i suppose#but I've found that since aqua is four letters and most fandom ship names with characters w 4 letter names (ex; nene)#include their full name (emu.nene rui.nene nene.kasa etc) that it tends to fit better to include the entirety of my name ?#and if you think about other ship names (neuvi.furi kana.mafu etc) where the character names aren't 4ish characters they tend to get#shortened to 4-5 letters#so for ship names including myself (aquallite aquarook. silaqua and codyaqua for previous relationships [vomits])#(i had to bring them up for the example. for the science. for the fandom ship name science guys. ignore them y'all know about NEITHER of my#exes they don't exist to any of you especially not c*dy fuck that guy)#usually my entire name is used#so it really just depends on what syllable of ivette and/or levian sound the best mashed either in front of or behind aqua i suppose#obligatory mention that i don't hate my exes or anything i just dislike thinking about my past relationships. doesn't apply to c*dy i hate#that motherfucker ANYWAYS just had to clarify. end of tags now. i yap too much uh
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Song of the Day: January 16
"Coast of Carolina" by Jimmy Buffett
#song of the day#when I said my schedule would be back to normal today apparently what I meant was my sleep schedule would be obliterated today!#it snowed and I wanted to sleep in and so I reset my alarm but then my phone didn't get plugged back in and it died!#I slept through all my work day and woke up feeling quite refreshed to find several politely displeased messages from my boss#unfortunate!#I did sleep incredibly well though. better than I have in maybe a year#anyway my kitchen is clean again finally and my plants probably will not die and I have done quite a lot of frantic report-building for wor#and I'm going to sleep again now to nap for a few hours so I can be awake for real worktime tomorrow and apologize! unfortunate!!!!#love this song though. very soothing to croon. baked lovely brownies to this song while fretting tonight and it did help#edit: I'm awake and I've written out my apologies and Jo is here and purring so so loud#and I woke up with a different Jimmy Buffett song stuck in my head#Coast of Carolina is the one I was humming when I went to bed#but I've woken up with 'The Wino and I Know' which is also a fabulous song and which also did play as I made my sadness brownies#'just like a fool when those sweet goodies cool / I eat til I eat way too much#cause I'm livin on things that excite me / be they pastry or lobsters or love#I'm just tryin to get by / bein quiet and shy / in a world full of pushin and shovin#and the wino and I know / the pain of back bustin / like a farmer knows the pain / of his pickup truck rustin#strange situation / wild occupation / livin my life like a song'#a later edit: my lovely apology message has been left on read. unfortunate!!!!!!!! I do keep laughing though
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Nooo you're so good at trying to threaten me! The fact that I like it means you're doing it right! BTD2 Ren's got nothing on your "making your captive happy about it" powers, I promise!!! 💖💖
I didn't even have to get my sanity down to 0 before I could say you were right about everything :3
LMAO
If course I want my captives happy, it's way easier to to keep em when they're not trying to run away all the time.
Though maybe that says more about the type of captive I got. I would assume it's easier to keep a captive happy when they're the one who came to you asking to be locked up rather than someone you had to kidnap
#asks#patchwork-fool#not that you would ever try to run. i know you enjoy being in the basement#I bet that could work as a yan for yan dynamic too#“that sweetheart I've been stalking appeared in my basement yesterday and now they're refusing to leave. kyaa 💖 what a cutie”#making the yanderes uncomfortable by out yandere-ing them
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on one hand.... i fucking had to work from home 3 days in a row cause of a terrible allergic reaction rash + an infected blister together turned my ankle into an angry beast
on the other hand..... i got more fucking work done than i would in the office
and played guitar a lot cause.....instead of lunch, guitar hour, then eat while working
so... lemme wfh 3x a week instead of 2 lol
#personal#kinda ruined my exercise schedule cause i literally COULD NOT STAND ON MY FOOT BY ITSELF#because my skin was so fucking swollen that it would hurt so bad lmao?????? WHAT THE FUCK#thousands of years of evolution vs...some germies and a mean adhesive :/#(also grr i need to tell my allergist about this but i dont wanna be on more meds -_-)#((BUT i will NOT make a fool of myself when i hold skyler in....nearly exactly one month#also omg i wonder??????? like can i play dojoonies like acoustic? i know skylar is more expensive than his taylors#but like dojoon's taylors are more fragile and woosung's just been givign everyone ''hey u wanna play skylar'' with vvvip stage tour#im gonna IMPLODE i'm just saying i'm never ever ever ever ever going to shut up about this#like i'm never ever ever going to SHUT UP about it....... everyone around me is gonna hear me randomly say#like ''omg i played my mans guitar'' but omg like i do have to give a disclaimer like.... i played guitar when i was 6 - 10#and then got assigned clarinet and it's my baby now....... srry... im a woodwind girlie mainly... like#i can't be BAD at an instrument in front of them it breaks my whole sense of self#but i'm gonna like HAVE to tell them like ''im a CLARINETIST i've played clarinet professionally a couple times im not bad at music#these r just not /my/ instruments im a w o o d w i n d girl i play the spit tubes'')
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i only have two modes which are:
incomprehensible (confident) where no one knows what i'm saying but i can explain it to you okay
and then incomprehensible (confused) where no one knows what i'm saying and neither do i at this point and you have to explain what i'm saying to me
what i'm saying is it's either brain scrambled or brain fried and i'm just looking for a sunny side up yknow??
#my friend described me as soft spoken but frenzied and i've been thinking about it all week#in brain fried right now and am painfully to aware i have brain damage#like i like to pretend i don't even though i know i'm not fooling ANYONE#bee rambles.#brain damage#adhd#ptsd#cptsd#tagging all of these because i have no idea what it is lol
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nothing like a mild inconvenience to inform you that you may not be as mentally stable as you thought
#context: i have wanted to get a physical done for. a while.#bc my digestive system frequently chooses violence and i would like to be reassured that i'm not going to melt#and also i haven't gone in years and i want to make sure I'm still. healthy.#also technically I'm supposed to be getting my blood checked periodically bc of my acne meds but that hasn't happened#but bc of how my brain works + mom stuff i've kept putting it off#but today i was finally like OKAY we are going to get the ball rolling on this#only to have them be like 'o you haven't been in for a while idk if you're technically a parient anymore'#so i have to wait to see how the doctor wants to handle it#and like. physicals are usually a couple of months out so i was already going to have to wait#but yeah it's annoying bc i finally spoke up and For What#i mean at least now i know and we're waiting but i wanted to have it Scheduled#and it's been a weird feeling day so i'm stressed about health again#it's compounded by what happened with hamlin too i'm like the monkey puppet sideeye meme now whenever i feel weird for a sec#but yeah tldr finding out i have to Wait More has me big stressed#and i'm like. ah. perhaps my brain fooled me into thinking i am a well-adjusted individual#chilly chats
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MORE PQ TIME!!! i'm determined to make good progress on it!! i played for around 4.5 hours today, and got around 52% of the 4th floor done. we have a total of 31 hours in the game and most of my main party is at like level 30/31, i think!
i'm feeling pretty content with my mechanics/persona fusions... there are ways i feel that this operates differently from mainline persona (the way petrification is a status that carries over between battles surprised me!), but i feel like i've really gotten into the groove with the boost system (and i have enjoyed using status ailments more than ever).
i'll probably be getting to see destined partner stuff soon... like as early as next session... i'm very interested in it :3
this time i don't actually have anything to say about the scenes i saw today. there were a few times i was 🔪 at atlus choosing to focus on certain traits for some characters (akihiko with protein and making teddie... very... teddie) but idc to talk about that bc everyone's beat a dead horse abt it. actually wait. i have one thing to say and it's about zen (under the cut)
so when we started spot 4 there's this... scripted battle after you open the door immediately after the staircase- where you get to face the golden hands.
i thought it was interesting to have a forced encounter with them (when it's possible that you might've run into them before) at this stage. game design wise i thought it was nice because it lets the players experiment on their own and come to their own conclusion on how to handle these evasive fucks who are the pain of my existence (i find golden hand movement to be entrancing, actually).
and if you didn't figure out that you could agility bind/panic (via tentarafroo or other means). after the battle, regardless of the outcome (i defeated them), zen just... spells it out for you, tells you directly what strategy you could use.
and i just found that... so very interesting? like yeah, to some people they may look at this and go, "yeah, forced tutorial moment." and i can see that (not that i felt that this instance was a bad thing!).
the point that i'm trying to get at is that i'm particularly interested in how zen knows this. like... to know an innate weakness and countermeasure to them... and when the vr attendants very early on discussed that you shouldn't be able to find living humans in the culture festival, and if you do, they're probably tied to persona/shadow-like entities. i'm like. zen are you pulling this out of your ass because you were a shadow once. i'm shaking him back and forth like a tree in animal crossing!! rah!! tell me your secrets!!!
or of course. the game could just have chosen zen to be a vehicle to give this information to the player and i'm looking way too much into things. i don't think persona should give me another amnesiac character again. i will go crazy over trying to dissect them and see if they challenge the norm of amnesiac persona characters or not. i probably sound like im beating a dead horse but GUYS IM ONTO SOMETHING I THINK.
in any case, i feel the game has had really nice ways of emphasizing the importance of status ailments. way back earlier near the start of the 2nd labryinth, the quest legendary medicine required you to agility bind some lust snakes, and i feel like this kinda alluded to the importance of certain status effects over others? idk. i just think its neat to see how certain quests and monsters can teach you things, y'know? video games...! 🥺💛
i'm reallly looking forward to playing more! while i'd like to finish the group date cafe who knows how sidetracked i'll get... but the floor feels pretty straightforward lol so. we shall see!
#pq#lizz.mp4#lizz.jpg#lizz.txt#FUN GAME!!!! when you look past how certain characters just feel like a shell of what they were in the originals...#and if you're a guy who loves amnesiacs like me...#i am having so much fun going crazy over words that are said in the game that for all i could know be NOTHING!!!#i havent been drawing bc i wanted a break from it (it's the mentality getting in the way of me making swag art)#so i've just been pq-ing...#plus i've had some other things going on irl that takes up a lot of energy so id rather not draw atm#and we all know how much i dont play games so im like. ok :D i go play games now. as a treat!!!#you may see me here more often posting abt pq bc RAAH im a guy filled with lots of thoughts and i like having my speculations documented#i could be a fucking fool!! i mean i already am. gestures at my main's username. but. i could be so right#and it's nice to try and appreciate the cards that a writer lays down for you yenno. or dissect the potential intended readings as well as-#how ones personal experiences act as noise and lead to different interpretations. idk. im having way too much fun with this spinoff#battle system is very up my alley and the art style is cute. what more can i ask for#anyways i need sleep... thank you to anyone who reads my silly posting!! even though you dont have to. bc this is for me first. LOL
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