#NOT a dark cardiophile

[hauntedghostpuppy]

this post is kinda suggestive cuz i vent about my (HARMLESS!!!) paraphilia. under the cut.

i hate my paraphilia. i hate being a paraphile. i just wish i could hear a heartbeat sound effect or see a gif of a pulsating cartoon heart without getting a boner. i wish i could cuddle up to someone without getting uncomfortable and having to move my face away. i feel disgusting. i hate when people say i'm disgusting. if i could just get rid of it i would. i have to live like this for the rest of my life. i have to see others feel proud and free and openly talk about it while i feel singled out because i fucking hate it. i hate the random boners, i hate how unavoidable it is, i hate how early on i had it, i just hate everything about it. i feel so much shame around it. i feel so alone.

[shycardiophy]

Extremely rare case in which I vape, but for funsies I decided to try vaping while listening and definitely got dizzy or felt some sort of euphoria idk but it definitely felt weird and I had a hard time catching my breath afterwards. 🤔

[cutenellhb]

badump 😪

[rx999us]

my friends heart with needle and electricity

I've been so busy lately that I can't respond to messages in time

[leamownj]

An electric cardioversion experience.

WARNING: DO NOT TRY THIS YOURSELF!!!

3-leads ECG connected...

Therapy pads connected...

Extremely nervous. My heart is in severe tachycardia.

Shock delivered...

You can hear real-time heart sounds in this video.

After a synchronized shock of 15 joules, my heart transitioned from sinus tachycardia to a more severe arrhythmic rhythm (I haven't identified exactly what it is yet).

To be honest, it felt exhilarating - I enjoy the sensation of tachycardia, especially when the ventricular rate hits an astonishing 260.

However, it is indeed very dangerous, so I wouldn't recommend anyone trying it.

Full video is on its way... 😉

[onouwu]

Part 1

[doxyhb]

Holding my breath. My stomach apparently has some issues 🙈

(recommend Headphones)

[sengardet]

The senior assassin straddled her trainee's victim, who lay dazed and helpless from the fast-acting poison coursing through her veins. The poor gal thought she was going to have a night of fun.

The assassin pressed the stethoscope to the woman's heaving chest. The victim's heart pounded vigorously, each beat thundering through the stethoscope and into her palm. "good job." the woman said to the trainee in a monotone voice.

She glanced up at her apprentice, a young woman eager to prove herself, who sat poised beside the victim's head. The assassin nodded toward their target's mouth, which gasped desperately for air like a fish out of water.

"Remember, you only pass this poison test once her heart stops completely," the assassin said calmly, not one to linger for more than she has to.

The rookie's eyes shone with a mix of anticipation and nervousness. She understood. Leaning down, she clamped her hands tightly over the victim's mouth and nose, cutting off her airway.

The woman bucked and writhed under them, her body's final futile attempt to cling to life. But the rookie held firm, all her training and preparation culminating in this pivotal moment. Soon the victim's struggling weakened and finally ceased altogether as the last flickers of life extinguished.

The assassin listened intently through the stethoscope, hearing the woman's frantic heartbeat slow, falter, and at last fall silent. It was done. She looked up at her apprentice and smiled.

"Well done."

[shycardiophy]

A little breath play and some vape and she goes absolutely insane 💓🤯😉

[rx999us]

my friend's new videos

[bpdcreep22]

Nasty skip of my heart ~ hope you like it ~

Edited manga panel from Assassin & Cinderella

[vivacious26]

Honey Kisaragi's Heart

Anime: RE: Cutie Honey

[gary83]

Phase 3 from Digital 02

[heartbeater168]

[shycardiophy]

Wow just listen to her do some weird things from different breathing techniques. She's absolutely POUNDING in my chest after this 💓

[heartlaboratory]

Fabién completely ignored the police warning to stay at home that night: a crazy psycopath, evaded from the sanatorium, was probably lurking in the area.

A threat that became very real in her mind only when almost all the lights in the multi-level underground car parking went off and she started hearing sinister laughs in the dark and the screech of a pointed metal object scraping against the concrete wall.

Now, scared to death, trying to hide somewhere somehow, her mind is saturated by the crazy beating of her own heart: "It's throbbing must be so loud that almost surely the killer can hear it in the shadows. Each stroke guides the monster closer and closer"

Petrified against a column, she waits to feel the cold steel making its inesorable way through her chest, directly to the epicenter of such an earthquake, finally terminating it once and for all.

There, she can do nothing beside just feeling what she thinks are going to be the last beats of her own heart.

BA-BOOM BA-BOOM BA-BOOM...........