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clannadhymn · 1 year ago

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Bloodstained Wedding.

hdfjkdfjkdfjk i've never drawn honest-to-god selfship art before i feel so cringe yet so free omgomgomg i feel so alive

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jerswayman · 8 months ago

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LOVE THY GOALIE. GIVE THY GOOD BOY HEAD PATS.

#bruins lb #jeremy swayman #david pastrnak #brandon carlo #pat maroon #linus ullmark #boston bruins #hockeyedit #nhledit #j made a thing #gifset series: hockey moments that make me insane #gifset series: jeremy swayman brainrot #ok now i've got the tags out of the way #i have THINGS TO SAY #SO MANY THINGS #FIRST OF ALL I'M ACTUALLY GOING OFF THE RAILS SEEING SWAY LOOKING SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIMSELF #like that is the most 'did i do good?' smile i've EVER SEEN #LOOK AT HIM!!!#second of all #pasta clinging to sway like a teddy bear is something that can be so so personal !!!!!!!!#THIRD OF ALL #'NOBODY WANTS TO LEAVE CARLO' BE ECHOING AROUND MY SKULL RIGHT NOW BC YES #WHO WOULDN'T WANT A HUG AND A HEAD PAT FROM THAT MAN ???????#FOURTH OF ALL #I DEFINITELY DID NOT HAVE SWAY AND MAROON EYEFUCKING LOVINGLY ON MY 2024 PLAYOFF BINGO CARD #i'm sorry it's 4am and i'm unstable so :)#also the footage of the goalie hug wasn't great so this is all we got. there was a close up but the colouring doesn't match the other gifs #so maybe i'll gif that separately tomorrow or smth

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ragingtwilight · 1 year ago

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one of my favourite headcannons is that narinder fucking sucks at being mortal

#like the guy got so used to his god powers he woulda fuckin starved if nobody taught him how to make a pb&j #its so funny rhahfg i have so many drawing/writing ideas for it #ive been thinking abt just doing warmup writings of little scenes ive been thinking abt for a potential fic??#ive had it on the backburner for ages tho bc i was mostly focused on fnaf at the time but now my brainrot is forcing me awake sooo #things might change LMFAO #grrr

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l48yr1nth · 10 months ago

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woulg uou guys hate me and burn me at the stake if i went absolute full blast back into my tf2 hyperfix that ended in middle school. and if i made a scout oc whos actually the son of an irish immigrant and ex drill sarge. and he has catholic guilt and is absolutely flamboyantly gay but also kills and is badass and MAYBE kisses men on the lips (depends on how i'm feeling) . what then. what if he looks too young to be ex-military but has the same hollow look of a war-torn veteran. what if he had a big nose and freckles and also a bit of a dweebish haircut. hmm? hmm? w. what if. what if uh... hey uh... wha. tf2

#/j on the insecurity part #i can and will force all of you to look at whatever i like because this is my blog and i do what i want #RAAH!!#please ask me ive been drawing him and im going to explode if litereally nobody ever cares or wants to hear about him #labyposting #tf2

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angelnumber27 · 7 months ago

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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.

#I fucking hate having bpd #while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you #I feel so stupid #I feel so stupid for believing all the lies #but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist #I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed #it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time #I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead #it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid #being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world #for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately #like that was the plan all along #he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day #I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me #i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him #I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me #not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together #I’ll never be that beautiful again #and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over #it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all #he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up #nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken #it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover #I deserved it but it still hurts my heart #I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me #there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other #but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked #why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient

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namelessprince · 3 months ago

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MY BEAUTIFUL RIPTIDE OCS... their names are catalina and milo avery <3 catalina's a water genasi, and milo's a tiefling :] !!

#my post #my art #YAAAY #points at milo. estrogen could save her #anyways these are my sillies that i cant stop thinking about #theyre siblings (milos adopted nobody tell him /j) and they grew up in a small fishing town #until they decided to run away and become pirates together as teenagers!!#they did that for a while until catalina left to find a new crew by herself. nothing against milo she just wanted to do some hashtag self #discovery. that was all fine and cool they kept in touch and stuff #until one day cat reads a newspaper and finds out that??? apparently milo mutinied and is now the captain of that old crew?? AND HES JUST #COMMITTING ACTS OF TERRORISM????#ok see cats in this whole pirate thing to travel the world and adventure and make friends. milo wants to do something worth remembering and #that something does not necessarily have to be something good #the only long-lasting member of milos crew is a Guy who i havent named yet. theyve got a weird toxic yaoi thing going on dw about it #also milo is like. val velocity. he got pissed off hearing about how those incompetent fucking riptide pirates have been rising into infamy #and all have ever-growing bounties meanwhile his crew has done Nothing Interesting. so he started atrocities<3 #its fine. its all cool. however it may take slightly more than just estrogen to save her

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maplemaplemaplemaplemaple · 1 year ago

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it makes me upset when sasha gets mischaracterised as emotionless or cold when no??? i think it’s mostly to do with his monotone voice and him using very direct language (also he was described as cold in the game’s manual i think???) but it genuinely upsets me when it’s evident how much he cares for the people in his life !!! especially milla who goes without saying and raz as his mentor/sort of dad

also just generally being a friendly, polite guy :::

(one of the promotional comics! i love them they’re silly)

being monotone≠being emotionless!!! he’s doing pretty great for a guy who basically grew up without parental love!!! he’s just introverted and struggles with social cues sometimes

i could write more about this but i think it’s just me wanting to jump up and down and chew up the curtains when i see my middle aged man mischaracterised im soooooooo normal im

#NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HIM LIKE I DO. /j #rambling i will start drawing again when exams are over oops #sasha nein

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oceanwithouthermoon · 1 year ago

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https://x.com/d3kutism/status/1741579841764475157?s=46

it should be illegal to be this fucking stupid so loudly and confidently omg..

mfs on the internet preach about "media literacy" yet they completely gloss over the fact that the only damn things that kusuo "canonically" is are a tsundere, an unreliable narrator, and a fucking liar LMFAOOO.. babe thats like basic reading comprehension, im sorry..

EDIT: it should go without saying not to send a person hate just because of a silly post like this one(+i dont have any reach anyway so im sure it wouldnt happen, but i wanna say this nonetheless lol) but i would just like to say that i just checked and realized that this person is 15 years old, so like... yeah, too young to be arguing with grown people on the internet. dont take this too serious or send this person hate pls lol..

#nobody who isnt aroace is allowed to tell ME what character has to be aroace #yall forget that we aroaces (+ESPECIALLY autistic aroaces) dont want or need your ugly white knight savior bs #'oh but im aroace n i also think hes aroace🤓' ok?? should i care about your hcs?#have your projection hcs or your regular random hcs- i literalky DONT care #but it becomes an issue when u try so desperately to defend it like this #like babe u sound so dumb☠️#its so confusing to me how u chronically online weirdos insist on making ur hcs canon #i promise u guys ur hcs dont have to be canon for u to enjoy them #its a VERY popular hc too like tf more do u want #im autistic and aroace and i say kusuo is demi and autistic #i am him and he is me so i know factually/j #so still on the aroace spectrum but either way i dont force my hcs on other people like u selfish weirdos do LOL #also this person and the replies being like 'just cuz not all autistic ppl r aroace doesnt mean none can be' YEA OBVIOUSLY?#UR ARGUING WITH THE WALL AND ITS CRAZY CUZ NOBODY EVER SAID THAT #literally not one fucking person said he cant be aroace- just that it isnt canon #do u even fucking hear urselves.. YOURE the ones saying he cant be anything other than aroace.. so YOURE the one doing the forcing..#u guys love pushing ur stereotypes on others and then defending it to high fucking hell #anyway sorry i dont have a public twitter so im saying my piece here #the link looks suspicious as hell twitter pwease give me a better link #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo #meows post

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ixesese · 4 months ago

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Today is a good day

Saturday Will be every sci simp lifes hell

/silly obviously but

Uhh

Since its the birthday from one of my mutuals that day and all and they also like sci

Everyone has sci art!

And whoever likes Orion that way too

#cactus talks #HOW CAN YOU LIKE THIS GUY HE'S LITERAL DISASTER/J #i mean yes i did write him #but not in the way to be a full on NERD #hes like still starlo but #just CALL HIM NERD #or maybe not #no yes yes do #(its that uhhh #he #working for chujin wasn't really in his plan #it wasn't his destiny.#and that glitched someth-#OOPS TALKED TOO MUCJ I HOPENOBODH READ THE TAGS #...#“a tied up moth seemed to know a different way.”#you wanted to be worth something right Starlo? then why overwork yourself to grt to be someone too knowing you dont have tje full capacity #of #your #actions #AND #YOU'RE #CALLING #ME #A #NOBODY #FARMER?!#im not saying hes bad but he left everything in your hands #was he really right on the head knowing that the most probable path is the one of failure when letting you have full command?#UTY: MISTAKES

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gatsbydyke · 19 days ago

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watched a completely unrelated movie and All i could think abt was this damn book,,,, anyway give dominic sessa a few years and hed be a good nick methinks

#styx says #the pictures dont rlly do him justice . hes lanky and reminds me of sam waterston #(though nobody could beat sam waterston nick.... my beloved sam waterston nick.....)#i should watch more like. recent/modern movies and make a fancast or smth thatd be fun dfghdjfg i just. dont know actors #who Arent a listers. fuckin. chris pratt gatsby anyone /j id actually die if that happened oh god #(IN A BAD WAY. i still think he SUCKED as ma.rio and i kinda liked that movie. ANYWAY were not here for my shitty movie takes dfghkjdg)

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dis0rderly-cl0wn-nerd · 1 year ago

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*long exhale* I FINALLY got this done. After weeks of piecing this thing together, here are some J doodles with side notes and headcanons <3

#The woman next to J is my oc Matilda #do you get why I named her that? ;)#think back to J's nurse outfit #Matilda is one of the few staff at Arkham that actually cares and does their job right #J is like her son #nobody lays a hand on him when she’s working #anyways enjoy <3 #ledger joker #tdkjoker #the dark knight #heath ledger #my art #my oc #dc stuff

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hauntingblue · 3 months ago

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You guys think the one piece movies are on letterboxd?

#or are they not cinema.....#my letterboxd user is the same as this one yes... you can see it but you cant laugh. i will know #talking tag #watching heart of gold bc i didnt back then but now i have nothing to watch so here we are #i was like this is not worth it... but now i am famished #is this fucking gernica??? hello what the fuck is he doing here #the girl's design and animation is so different it looks like it doesn't belong there... its so strange...#how is gernica getting beat up by this no name... use tekkai or something like damn...#luffy using meat as bait??? ooc... we would never give it away like that...#*luffy being taken hostage* everyone: 😐#sanjis cunty off white turtleneck.... slay also it feels like they are stretching the scenes... this is a movie come on now #what the hell is sanji wearing now... rip off white turtleneck....#COME ON NOW!! what are robin and nami wearing..... enough!!!! fanservice (this one not the one i like) is a plague upon this earth #this feels like an animation test for wano... it looks kinda similar except the backgrounds #so they were all free and didn't try to escape but most importantly is that brook wouldnt be bothered by the arrows bc he is dead indeed #“i just used them [your crew] as tools” didn't we get past this in arlong park... come on now give me something original something new #murder suicide </3 not again.... nevermind it did not work... massive L. *j bieber voice*:hah... i love that laugh... CHIAAAA LALALALALA #luffy one shot this man. come on now that is this nonsense....#gear 3 his ass out of here. also funny how zoro went for the woman... he knows #the ahots of nami and robins unimpressed faces when pirate franky shows up akshakajai... nobody (everyone but them) moved #sanjis cunty chunky bracelet... where does this come from... his gay ass closet of course....#omg he did gear 3 one shot him akdhakshsk i do know him don't i... omg he got dissolved akdhakajak #but how did the father survive without pure gold?? lmao #so this was the gold film prequel.... i see i thought it was the other way around #alright.... kinda mid and too long. strong world clears and gold was kinda better too bc of nami lesbianism. final review #watching one piece #watching one piece movies

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phoenixcatch7 · 3 months ago

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The problem I'm having with one of my stories is that it is compelling - but not clicking.

It's a sephiroth gets reincarnated into mdzs. Straightforward. I've got several branching paths: lwj, jc, nmj (my personal fave) and the jade twins (one mind in two bodies). All five of them have great potential, but for some reason my heart is set on sephiroth!lwj, because the aesthetic is sublime.

But! It's! Not! Working!

My main problems are a) despite similar surfaces, sephiroth has fundamentally different morals and life experiences to lwj and lwjs morals are a huge part of his and wwx's stories. B) I can't NOT have wangxian. I don't ship often at all, but when I do I'm pretty set on it lol. I don't want to deny soulmates. Unfortunately I HATE writing romance. C) I do not think sephiroth should be in any sort of romantic relationship at all nor can I see him wanting one. I've read tons of fics where he is in relationships (healthy or otherwise) and they're amazing, yes, but... Under my pen it's just not in the cards. And I do feel pairing him with wwx would just amplify wwx's worst traits, which is the opposite of what lwj does for him.

Everything's in conflict, but the lure of sephiroths second childhood in strict gusu and his complicated feelings about it, wwx being a perfect mix of all his important people with a spine of steel and righteousness that they all lost as everything fell apart, the relationship between sephiroth and his new mother, and how he'd inexplicably lose her too, the white on white aesthetic, the older identical brother, the cruel angels aesthetic with the benevolent demon, the angst of wwx's defection and death, his relationship with qi as a planet's overflowing life force, the tragedy of the mourning angel, monster x monster.... It calls to me.

But there's also the way wwx becoming a demonic cultivator was so vital to winning the war, and the way that affected things, gave him a legitimacy. Involve the silver soldier, and well. Everything else becomes a little extraneous lol. And sephiroth himself is such a big mover and shaker, I don't know what I could do to manage that without wiping out 80% of the remaining jianghu after the burial mounds siege with sephiroth appointing himself king lmao. He's not the kind of person to make small ripples, you know?

And I'd love a twin jades au to sort of turn the chaos inwards a bit (nmj and jgy would be Excellent foils) but again, I can't separate wangxian and imagining scenes feels a bit too close to incest for my tastes, even when it's ONE PERSON in identical bodies!

It's frustrating, wanting to write a non romance fic set in a love story lol. I just. I hate writing romance. But wangxian just don't want to be parted.

But the image of lwj in the xuanwu cave secretly covering a feverish wwx with his wing, only to notice a handful of white feathers pushing through the black as he unknowingly becomes a better person through showing care for other people, shaking his own deep belief that he is a horrible irredeemable creature incapable of love. Caught in an act of love. Hnggh.

Any ideas?!