#NO YOU DONT IM YOUR SUSTENANCE
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Yes exactly. Come on Aaron it's time to eat hehe.
Hotch: What’s for dinner tonight?
Me:
#the way i would torment that man#‘honey please i need a real meal too’#NO YOU DONT IM YOUR SUSTENANCE#←EXACTLY#like honey you know i am your breakfast lunch and dinner hehe#aaron hotchner#criminal minds#criminal minds shitposting#ssa aaron hotchner
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some talks about being aroace with friends
#i tried the cake and am willing to try a bit more but i dont actually get sustenance through it like allos do?#do you understand. do you understand me#aroace#aromantic#asexual#rb with your insight and experiences btw! id love to hear it#also im not a sex repulsed aroace in fact i love sex and i love it as a concept but in My Reality i do not . i cannot
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I just want to say you’re keeping the JD fangirls fed, thank you 🙏 (not to mention the woman of slashers as well) you’re a saint, I read and reread them almost everyday
and if i said, that this made me smile so hard that i had to get surgery, to make me stop smiling, what then?
#bee talks#compliments for the long winter#the jd fangirls are starving i should fucking know im one of them and i am suffering from malnutrition#when you read your own stuff to get sustenance it's DIRE#i dont wanna read the stuff that came out of my brain it was just in there!! type beat#the women of slashers are all down real bad#the only woman doing okay is tiffany and thats barely tbfh
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i think i'd be a horrible vampire, like, in terms of my comic's version of them- i'd be too lazy to do all that shit zero does.
#who has time to fucking. manipulate and hypnotize people or whatever man im just gonna fucking. drink some guy no one will remembers#blood. why do you gotta fucking. industrialize your vampirism you weirdo#so mcuh effort and for what. jim over here is gonna last me for days and you have all these excess humans just waiting in your#torture dungeon chambers or whatever tf you got going on just groaning in agony and ik that cant be fun to listen to no matter how#insulated your mansioncastle is. just begging you kill them like ik you get off to it but its gotta get annoying at some point right#why not haul yourself a jim around and then when hes tapped dry go for a josh yaknow. why hoard all these ppl.#what if they die and you didnt even finish them. just wasteful. just like my dad with his ciggs. fucking. smoking them halfway#then putting them out then NOT PICKING THEM UP AGAIN. WTF.#makes sense that zero is inspired by him in many ways sdkjsdghjvsdghj#i shouldnt give him the idea of keeping humans alive to get a steady flow though bc hes no doubt gonna turn that into some sort of.#torture thing too#my ocs#zero#this is how ik all of zeros henchmen are just lazy mf's bc they rely on his industrialized human farm factory shit or w/e hes got going on#for sustenance than just fucKING GOING OUT AND GETTING A FUCKING JIM.#ok let me stop. bc canonically I used to be his jim once so. lets maybe not give him the idea again.#he doesnt know how to treat a jim right. even if we are just using him for blood. jim still deserves a nice burger now n then.#see kids and this is why some people just shouldnt live. you've taken everything from jim u can at least treat him nice#thanks for being here jim. no you can never leave. uvu#>barely even started posting the comic#>already dropping hints at there being past life stories about my ocs i've written too#DO YOU WANT VAMPIRE SNAKE? I DONT THINK YOU'RE PREPARED FOR VAMPIRE SNAKE. HES NOT V NICE.#HES AS NICE AS HE CAN BE GIVEN CIRCUMSTANCES BUT THE VAMPIRISM IS SO THAT THAT MAKES IT NEARLY IMPOSSIBLE#IMMA MAKE YOU BEG FOR MY REGULAR-DEGULAR BATSELF OK HJVSDFHJVDSF#theres actually so much past life shit its kind of silly
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starting ur fitness girlie era⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🌷
starting ur fitness girlie era is actually super easy! its consistency and discipline where most ppl struggle. i hope this post can help make the sustenance of ur fitness girlie era super easy and fun + some fun working out resources to start ✨
FOR CLARITY ;
when starting anything, the most important thing, although cliche is starting from a place of love rather then hate. it feels better and is more sustainable in the long run.
be clear on your goals for ur fitness girlie era. is this something that u wanna maintain in ur day to day life for general health? do you wanna gain/lose some weight? do you just wanna be stronger?
knowing what ur trying to achieve makes finding workouts that target your goal specifically more easy (the more specific the better)
WHERE DOES NUTRITION COME INTO PLAY ;
you should be fueling ur body properly in order for ur body to function well when ur in ur fitness girlie era. if ur goal for example is to gain weight but u notice that u have a habit to eat very little, make a log.
WIEIAD LOG (NUTRITION CONTINUED) ;
i started a what i eat in a day log for a couple reasons. one bcuz i love lists and documenting things about myself, and two bcuz i wanted to make sure that i was eating well and eating good quality foods. bcuz i notice that when i eat well -> i feel well.
eat to fuel your body, dont eat just to eat
include fresh foods
make sure that you eat healthy portions (calling four almonds a meal is NOT healthy, and calling six pizza pies a meal is NOT healthy)
overall just be mindful of what u decide to fuel your body with. an easy drink that helps to be mindful with what u fuel ur body with is with SMOOTHIES.
im so sick of ppl sleeping on smoothies cuz if u dont like to directly eat vegetables or if u want an easy way to intake fresh fruits and veggies smoothies are the way to GO.
ROMANTICIZATION ;
the fun part of the whole journey, romanticization. made a pinterest board for ur fitness journey aesthetic and make it super pretty. invest in cute workout clothes to motivate urself to workout.
formulate a playlist for ur workout, something that gives u energy and motivates you. find a workout class or a youtube channel that you love. dont make working out BORING. get a workout buddy, make some video diary entries about working out/ur workout for the day.
make a blog that records whatever workout that u did. find fun ways to work out, like dancing or going on hot girl walks. create an atmosphere where u can work out and treat the time that u spend working out as a time to nurture and nourish your body.
PATIENCE AND PERSISTENCE ;
motivation isnt going to get u through a sustainable fitness girl journey, motivation can only get you so far. its DISCIPLINE that gets you the results that you want and consistency.
be patient with yourself even if u fall off ur routine and grind, ur only human so let yourself live. as long as you dont make falling off a habit, you'll be okay.
make sure that u emphasize the mind -> body connection bcuz thats super important. working out is not just about working up a sweat; it's about connecting with your body and embracing the mind-body connection.
FUN AND EFFECTIVE WAYS TO WORKOUT ;
le sserafim workout - i've done the le sserafim workout once or twice and it absolutely destroyed me 💀 but in a good way. its challenging but its also rly effective so i recommend.
dancing - if ur into dancing, find a way of dancing that u enjoy to do. some examples include ; ballet, kpop dances, jazz etc
join a sport - join a sport with a friend to make it more fun! but theres lots of different sports that u can play and not only is it good for ur health, but its also super fun
#advice#it girl#becoming that girl#self care#self love#that girl#it girl energy#honeytonedhottie⭐️#fitness#wellness girlie#health and wellness#fitness girlie era#girl blogging#girl blogger#pink pilates princess#hyper femininity#princess#dolly#work out#nutrition#green juice girl#green juice aesthetic#resources💬🎀#le sserafim
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its boiling hot rn so heres some lost boy hcs. what i think theyd do/be like in summer (mildly suggestive?)
pls add comments, ill add to it :3
David :
•avoids everyone. i know vampires are cold blooded but no doubt these mfs get agitated during summer. David the worst. he’d be sat there, coat discarded with a pissed off expression. still smoking. god forbid he doesnt smoke
•will even get pissed off with Feeding Time™️ because the bloods warm so he’d just disappear for days on end. hiding away. basically hibernating
•Is Extremely Snappy. he will go for anyones throat, doesnt even matter if youre together (god forbid mates), he’ll be avoiding you just in case but will Bark at the boys given any chance
•”he wouldnt hurt a fly” HE WOULD!!!!!! Fuck That Fly Do Not Invade My Personal Space
•will only calm down once hes cooler, he would genuinely have to piss off to the sea (or i imagine the cave has a watered in area) ((only dwayne knows about it but he let david in on it)) or hes sulking in a damp, desolate part of the cave. just waiting for the summer to end
•only one of the boys that can speak to david during this time is dwayne because of how hes empathetic towards his Boys. Marko And Paul Will Be DropKicked On Sight.
•sleeps upside down, near the darkest most secluded park of the cave. there isnt any air, theres no breeze. he doesnt care, he just wants to, fester. Leave Him To Fester
Marko :
•becomes more feral than he ordinarily is
•he Will be dangling from the ceiling, trying to catch any breeze that rolls in
•he will also be chilling with the pigeons, they find the coolest places in the cave to rest so Why Not?
•the summer heat will also be giving him unneeded energy. he WILL be playfighting with paul and then laying there overheating and gets pissed off once paul tried to interact with him again. Cant You See Im Warm? Jesus.
•will find endless cool drinks on the boardwalk once it cools down during night. itll give him no sustenance and he’ll be pissed off that he has a headache tomorrow but. Mmm Slushie :3
•still eats hot food and will complain about how hes warmer now than before he ate the food. yes he knew beforehand. no he wont stop. let him complain
•him and paul sit shirtless in the centre part of the cave, eating ice creams and then getting pissed off once theyve eaten them all (or theyve melted)
•calmer than david, less irritated than dwayne, less energetic than paul
•sleeps in a random, small part of the cave because the air rushes straight through (he followed the pigeons)(he learns many things from them, this is one of the many great things he found out)
Paul :
•please calm down. its Hot. Get The Memo
•continues his antics, just with, less clothes.
•the ONLY motherfucker thats actively trying to interact with everyone else
•he doesnt get it, god bless. not a single thought in that head x
•is also smoking. sat on that fountain (the cold marble against his back), trying to yell to the others (they ignore him) speaker blasting music (its pissing everyone off)
•the only one that actually leaves the cave (until he convinces marko to get slushes with him. then hes no longer going alone)
•a nuisance. a pure fucking mosquito of a man. he’d be stuck to you if he could, please don’t let him you dont know where hes been (various ponds) (hes upside down in a shrub) (dont help him)
•hes a boombox blaster, weedsmoking, white rum drinker in summer. or whatever he can get his hands on. but best believe he’s living it up even if he doesnt make it out the cave most nights
•sleeps drunk in the fountain, naked. Hey, Its Cool. What Do You Want From Me?
Dwayne :
•is the only one who Actually attempts to cater to the rest
•he knows exactly how everyone is and as much as he Needs To Rot too, he needs to check on everyone first
•only person hes really checking on is david lets be honest
•after finding david and just, checking, he’ll find his own section of the cave. not too far, within ear distance of Everyone in the cave
•he’ll just rest there for a while, just dangling, all sweaty
•sometimes he has enough energy to chill with paul and marko but quickly loses it after a while. paul is Way too much for him in this heat. Hes Markos Issue Now :)
•he is the only one that will remind the other boys that they need to eat. it may be hot, but you still need to eat. cue moody david, hyper paul, sweaty and overstimulated marko and coping mother dwayne
•doesnt speak to anyone, literally not at all, because hes just Too Hot™️ so he’ll just pull your hand to what he wants, guiding you to what he needs
•sleeps alone, in the centre on the cave. just above where they all gather, so he can hear everyone but is just far enough away to get peace. oh, hes also naked.
#the lost boys#david tlb#tlb 1987#the lost boys x male reader#the lost boys x reader#dwayne tlb#paul tlb#marko tlb#the lost boys x gn reader#the lost boys hcs
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kissing lessons: 3
synopsis: it was like she’d never left as you settled back into friendship, but how you wished there was more to it.
song: kissing lessons - lucy dacus
pairing: college!ellie x reader
warnings: nothing??
a/n: getting juicy now 😊😊
part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4
“move in with me.”
was she crazy? you couldnt just move in with her.
“im sorry?”
ellie laughed, you looked at her like she was crazy. “move in with me! ive got an apartment like 10 minutes from here.”
“ellie, respectfully, i haven’t seen you for a decade, and you think im just gonna move in with you to an apartment ive never seen? that you don’t even live in?” you stood up, arms crossed over your chest and paced. “and, even if i wanted to, im still 17, i dont turn 18 until september. i cant just move out. my mom would, like, i don’t know… she’d probably call the police.”
ellie smiled was you through out every possibility under the sun. “she’d disown me. take back my car. she pays for it, not me. and i don’t know if my job even pays enough for me to pay rent.” your threw your hands in the air and finally saw ellie’s small laugh. “what are you laughing at?”
she shrugged, pulling you back down to her bed. “i don’t even move in until the end of september. and only someone who was considering it would come up with all that in two minutes.” she sighed when you rolled your eyes at her. “you keep rolling those eyes and they’re gonna get stuck.”
“oh my god, shut up.” she watched you try to hide a smile.
ellie couldn’t help but wonder about you even as you sat in front of her. what did you love and what did you hate? what made you tick? did you remember everything she taught you in her old room? on the mattress you sat on now. how to kiss, and how to get cole or justin or whatever guy had a crush on you.
she wondered what you wanted to do in life. who you were friends with at school. if you wanted to kiss her as much as she wanted to kiss you. like old times.
your heads both turned as the street lights flicked on.
“i better get going.”
“stay for dinner.”
your voices overlapped before silence.
“okay.”
ellie smiled, getting up and holding a hand out to you. you took and she pulled you up but didn’t let go as she led you back downstairs.
god it was gonna be hard to be just friends.
“so,” joel sat down his fork and looked at you. “have you thought about college? where you wanna go? what you’d like to study.”
you nodded, copying joel and putting down your own fork. “yeah, i was planning to stay here actually. instate tuition and all that.” you took a sip of water before continuing. “i think i’d like to be a teacher? maybe. i just know i want to work with kids.”
“wouldn’t even have to learn about them, considering you are one,” ellie teased. you kicked her shin under the table. “ow, fuck.”
“ellie no cursing at the dinner table.” joel winked at you as ellie scoffed. “what’s happened since we’ve been gone?”
you sat back in your chair, thinking about everything of sustenance. “honestly nothing. it’s incredibly boring.” you gasped as you remembered. “mel got pregnant last year.”
ellie nearly spit out her food. “no way.” you nodded, picking up your fork again. “with who? what’d her parents do?”
“owen.” ellie gasped as you nodded. “who, mind you, at the time was dating abby.”
“good god.” joel stood up, taking his plate with him. “thats enough for me.” you and ellie laughed as he left.
ellie cleared her throat as you took a bite. “20 questions?” you nodded and set down your fork before getting comfortable. “favorite song?”
you hummed, “kyoto, phoebe bridgers.” ellie nodded approvingly. “favorite movie?”
“the outsiders.” you groaned and ellies jaw dropped. “excuse me? whats your favorite then?”
“practical magic, duh.” you smirked as she rolled her eyes. “you keep rolling those eyes and they’re gonna get stuck.” you echoed her comment from earlier.
“you’re so annoying.” ellie flicked a pea at you.
you threw one back, hitting her forehead. “favorite book?”
she thought for a moment before she answered. “catcher in the rye.”
“good one.” she nodded. “wanna get slushies?”
ellie bolted up with a smile, “god i thought you’d never ask.”
“i can’t believe you dont get cherry and blue raspberry.” you shouldered ellie as you walked back to your car.
ellie scoffed. “i can’t believe you do.” she pulled at the passenger door. “unlock the car.” you got in, closing your door and locking it. “angel.”
you smiled at her and turned on music, singing along between sips. ellie walked around to your window and knocked. your pretended to be shocked, turning down the radio and rolling down the window. “what can i do for you this fine evening?”
ellie leaned her arms on the car door with an innocent smile. “can i kiss you?”
“what?” your face and mind blanked long enough for ellie to unlock the door and pull it open. you barely realized before she was clambering over you to the passenger seat. “oh fuck you.”
ellie gasped, “how unladylike. you just sip your slushy and get me home safely,” she teased as she buckled her seat belt.
you fought the urge to roll your eyes as you shut your door and put the car in reverse.
how badly you wanted to have said yes.
#💋kissing lessons💋#ellie williams x you#ellie williams fluff#ellie williams fic#ellie willams the last of us#ellie williams angst#ellie williams tlou#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams
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Entry #2
Dear Diary,
Sun’s demeanor was like the four seasons, always changing when you least expected it.
Sometimes he was gentle and fresh like spring, peppering your face with chaste kisses just like how the petals of a blooming flower would brush against your cheeks.
Summer is my second favorite, warm and playful just like the waves at the beach, combing your hair with his fingers alike to the warm breezes that would ruffle your hair in all sorts of directions.
Ironically, he was just like the fireball in the sky, blessing you with another day to bask in its radiance, hot and passionate.
Like the sun in the desert he didn’t bestow you with mercy when you most needed it, he only took and took from you in those times, sucking your energy and joy away without a second thought. But who were you to question the sun? That who gives you the sustenance to live yet another day.
But that didn’t happen much.
Im not a big fan of Autumn. It was quiet, transitioning from warmth to cold. The birds went quiet and it seemed that you were the last person on earth during that time. It was so much like Sun when he was starting to seethe, still and silent, barely giving any signs of what urges he was about to act on.
I despise winter. I hate it, the cold is stifling and it kills everything in its way with a thick layer of ice, the tips of your fingers turn frigid as you meet Sun’s empty gaze, a violent snow storm kicking up behind the dark of his pupils.
Winter scares me, Sun scares me when he’s in winter, a vile shade of jealousy paints his expression, his full eyebrows pinched together as he sharpened his gaze with malice.
Those once nurturing fingers dug into your shoulders like icicles, warning to puncture your delicate skin like sharpened needles.
His wrath was terrifying, alike trying to survive a blizzard with only an old lighter in your clammy hands.
Winter was the shortest season though. Thankfully it didn’t last as long, and soon would fade into spring again, but it was apparent that on the budding roses there was still remnants of ice glittering on its petals and stem.
It’s sad that nice weather doesn’t last forever.
Sincerely, Smiles.
@yandere-yearnings
DAR I DONT WANT TO ANNOY YOU I SWEAR ☹️ IM GOING TO TEAR OUT MY HAIR, I just got hit by inspiration so suddenly so I’m taking my favorite chew toy and spitting him out on a plate for you.. I promise I’ll take a break and stop bombarding you with my entry’s 🥰🥰🥰
Sun’s arm will look after I’m done with him 😝😝 *rubs hands evilly while disappearing into fog*
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I wanna try something different this time around.
I’ve started to grow an interest to Eyeless Jack, I mean I haven’t read the story but the character has intrigued me.
What’s some fluffy headcanons you can think of for him with a partner in general?
General hcs for Eyeless Jack x Reader !
ehehehehe welcome to the ej fan club!! evil laughs >:) gotta admit my take on ej is only loosely based around the original story (guy waking up to find one of his kidneys missing is the TLDR version) but a lot of my hcs are based around a fic (?) reimagine (?) of ej that i remember seeing floating around yeeeeears ago back in middle school and im unsure how many people follow the "jack used to be a human but got dragged into a cult/human sacrifice unwillingly" idea since i admittedly dont interact much with the fandom outside of writing these lil hcs and making fanart TToTT
after everything that happened to him jack ran off to the woods to be away from prying human eyes, and as far as he knew he was viewed as (albeit unwilling and you could argue it was in self defense) murderer.... kind of puts a stop into your plans of finishing school and going into your dream career.. oh and also the teeny tiny detail that you now rely on human flesh as sustenance with no hope for being able to physically accept alternatives and as more time goes on you start to resemble something.. not human... theres that, too
if you want to see him during the day you're likely going to have to visit him in the woods, but fear not hes not homeless, hes found refuge in an old cabin; slowly hes been patching it up
dont expect him to make you do any work on the cabin, he views it solely as his responsibility and he'll likely deny any actual work helping rebuild it... though i dont think he would be against any tools and decoration (ex. stuff for a generator so he can have power, means to wash his clothes, basic supplies that arent food ectect)
i think overtime he would even get a little mini fridge for you so you can store snacks and drinks at his place, since he doesnt. have food
sometimes visits you at your place, but he only does this during the night so he doesnt get caught wandering the streets by other people... usually enters through the backdoor, to avoid anyone seeming coming from the front
very quiet and reserved, not very high energy... so most nights hanging out with him are calm... usually him asking you how you've been doing... you /could/ ask him the same, but he can only talk about patrolling his area in the woods for hikers straying too close so many times, and he doesnt want to bore you
thats actually another thing, he has traps set up around; mix of a means for hunting without having to go out and pick someone, and to make sure no one gets too close to the cabin
so i think, in the beginning he would ban you from coming to him without him guiding you, at least not until youve had ample time to get used to the traps and how to look for them and remember the general locations of them
teaches you how to forage, him being alone for so long has forced him to pick up new hobbies to keep him from going insane, so you now know how to do that sort of thing as well as identifying plants and fungi... fun!
on the very rare occasion you can convince jack to walk around town with you at night when everyone else is asleep.... its nice, i think.. kind of gives him a chance to just sink back into what his old life used to be and feel like hes normal again; though he tends to be quieter than usual on these walks
i dont think hes particularly possessive, dont get me wrong he cares about you and he does have the passing thought of you just up and leaving him one day (and he doesnt blame you, he holds a lot of self loathing for himself nowadays) but hes not going to be breathing down your neck and watching your every movement... he has enough trust in you not to get hurt or stuck in any situation
blunt, he doesnt beat around the bush and sometimes he doesnt sugarcoat things when the blow needs to be softened... mix of jack just being a little insensitive to others but also because hes gotten so used to thinking so logically and straight forward and numbing his own emotions over... who knows how long, probably even before he got all messed up..
can be a little sarcastic at times, so he might come off as an asshole every now and then, especially when you mix in the bluntness
i dont think he would actively try to be mean to others though, he'd try to understand and fix something if his habits upset you because he doesnt want to lose you
very cold, physically, so be sure to bring blankets and stuff when you want to cuddle into him
very careful with you, he has claws and teeth... and sometimes shedding blood around him can be really dangerous (he feeds on human material, he tends to push off eating for as long as he can since the fact hes eating people meat messes with him.. argument between survival of himself and survival of others; but due to his curse he can go into 'frenzies' and momentarily lose himself to his hunger. think how in finding nemo the sharks went nuts when dory cut her fin on accident, its like that but he doesnt go nuts all the time) so hes very very gentle even when he has a strong hold on himself
speaking of his forced diet, he doesnt eat often.. only really needing to do so every now and then, but i like to think he would still sit at the table with you to keep you company while you ate dinner
though he wouldnt want you to do the same when he DOES eat, might prefer you not come at all on those days actually
him and reader remind me of the "its rotten work"/"not to me, not if its you" audio
#creepypasta x reader#creepypasta x you#creepypasta imagine#eyeless jack x reader#eyeless jack x you#eyeless jack headcanon#eyeless jack imagine
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Youve said before you think cazador isnt really into sex anymore hes just kind of a prick and makes astarion do what he does because hes an ass
do you think he views it like kind of a tool to use against his spawn too? like a kind of cane he uses against them to humiliate and hurt them, like would he force the spawn together for his entertainment and the like?
Me and a friend were talking about this and decided that theres no way this guy doesnt do horrific sexual things to his spawn himself. not to get off just to hurt them
what do you think
sticking this under a cut for a very heavy answer & not in the ha ha sidestepping funnyman way
largely im in agreement. i think sex is something he compels his spawn to carry out as transactional for luring in new tribute for the whole 7k Thralls thing, or as yet another weapon to hurt them with when somebody steps out of line - or most likely both. and you don’t enact that extreme of a level of inflicting pain for decades & decades unless you’re a Deeply broken person with crippling insecurity & the need to display Your Power - to both those under his command and to himself. at this stage in cazador’s rule, i believe sex is completely divorced from sexuality & entirely about power and anger, the same way food is divorced from sustenance & is now about control. everything is about rage, inadequacy, & control.
if you’re asking about specifics, im honestly not that interested in entertaining the thought too much - the most outrageous iteration of this i can think of, with the topic involving a man with a screaming “need” to establish himself as having any modicum of control to himself over people who cannot die, is Very Very Bad. i think astarion was giving us the “i dont know you that well” sanitized/cliffnotes version of anything he disclosed, & even that was horrid. if you ask me the full force brunt of how deep that black hole in the dirt went i say IT GOT REALLY BAD
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do you have a go to depression meal when your mental health is rly bad?
oh definitely, and it's the Bare Minimum of Sustenance: crackers, banana, vitamin drink
the crackers and banana is because a few years ago when i was in the hospital for amoebiasis and vomiting my guts out every other second, these were the only two things (aside from oats. special shoutout to my bestie, oats) that i could stomach. and when my mental health is bad, my stomach is warzone thanks to Nausea Being My Strongest Stress Symptom. the vitamins is just so that i dont shrivel up into a raisin or get scurvy while im rotting
five star cuisine right here. slkdjfblksjsds
#asks#anon#NO PREP. NOT EVEN GONNA TRY MAKING A SANDWICH NO SIREE#eating like a hamster. or an octogenarian.
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Allow me to praise you again on how much I love your series and how well you write Neuvillette 🙏🏻🙏🏻 Slow burns are a hard balance of, it’s slow but it should still give you material and sustenance that feeds just enough to continue on without getting bored and frustrated by the lack of romance. You nailed that balance, I’m on the edge each chapter just WAITING FOR THE CONFESSION AND THE KISS, but I’m still happy and giggly like a school girl with the each chapter and each tender scene even though there was no kiss. There’s still that romantic tenderness. I literally check your blog 4X a week to check for updates (tumblr decided that when you tag me it won’t notify me 🙄). And the reader, you’ve been able to make the reader have relatable characteristics, insecurities and flaws without the “woe is me, I’m so unpretty and unwanted😣😔” trope that I’ve seen too much in actual published books. I’m continually loving the character growth of reader, Neuvillette and their relationship, their friendship and hopefully (no pressure👀) soon to be romantic partnership. - The_Mxs_of_Many
Oh wow what a compliment! Im glad ur looking forward to the confession bc every time i write a new chapter im always worried that people would get bored of the slow burn haha
Even idk when the confession will happen, but i will try my best to write a good lead up to it
And yeah i didnt want to make the reader too self-pitying bc i envision her as mostly having gotten over her teenage angst. I envision reader as the type of person as the practical sort who doesnt dwell on things for too long
And dont worry, there will def be more romantic stuff coming up soon 🤭
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I hope everything gets better.
Step 1. Dont feel guilty. Armor was invented to protect the soft parts inside of it. It doesnt make you less soft for your mind & heart trying to prepare you for a long struggle
Step 2 is Nourish yourself with small joy and small wonder. If you only focus on the tragedies of the world you will starve that soft part of yourself. Friends. Family. Hummingbird eggs. Cats. Music. Its all sustenance.
Step 3 is to choose your battles carefully. Helping a little bit or making a little progress is better than being so overwhelmed you cant help or make progress at all. The time will pass anyways.
Step 4....
Check in with yourself from time to time. Its a hard habit to form but it will help if you stop once in a while - different times, different moods- to ask yourself how you're doing and if the things you're doing are healthy for you in the long term or only the short term.
It's ok to use a coping mechanism for a little while. If it's all coping mechanisms then maybe it isnt exactly coping and you need a new strategy.
Its not a sprint or a race. Its more like a marathon. Or a nature hike. Take in the scenery and pace yourself.
If you have to push past some limits, at least find ways to make it easier on yourself.
Anyway im a stranger. Im a little drunk. (And i love your art btw and you were very nice to me when i got a commission from you and were an absolute pleasure to work with) and also i know the feeling of being super burnt out on optimism- especially lately. But i do hope that you have things and people around you that make prospects less grim.
Thank you so much for your advice! thank you for liking my art and also taking the time to talk to me, i think you make so many good points, i will try to check in with myself more as well, and apply some of these tips.
i hope you've a lovely week
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i remember seeing an ask that said if sc will be translated to other languages, i could be wrong, but knowing kc this could happen
and i think
thats...not that easy. some characters use neopronouns, and neos just exists in english. also, a lot of languages dont have neutral pronouns
you cannot translate "fen went to fens room to sleep" or "leaf feels bad, because of stemself" to spanish, as an example. i am studing spanish rn, and as far i know you will only get some kind of nickname, instead of a pronoun
ah anon im not too sure what you are attempting to get at as if kc wants to does so i think squeak can manage for a couple reasons off the top of my head a pronoun is just a word used to substitute a noun so yes neopronouns would be similar to nicknames in style also to point out that in spanish there is current movements towards more gender inclusivity (like using e as a gender neutral suffix as it is something already within the language for example 'inteligente' not being masculine or feminine) however if kc does translate through whatever means bun could just make some shit up again i dont see your point other than you coming to say 'ehh i dunno could be hard' but this really has no sustenance and doesnt state a point or argument unless this is an expression of concern but as of now with the translation not anywhere near out we will have to wait and see what happens or how kc tries to tackle it or who knows maybe she will avoid translating to those languages one last thing to note is it really comes down to how the story frames the use of gender neutral pronouns i think with some terms becoming more gender neutral despite the suffix such as latino having moved more towards the entire grouping over the singular plus you could say in english how they them is plural and gender neutral while in spanish when referencing multiples youd say 'nosotros' or 'ninos' (of course theres the rules about it having to be plural with one masculine in the group but still) you could bend the rules and reuse these concepts to portray an androgynous or nonbinary person -uni
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hi I’m complimenting you because you deserve it
i love how you write and it’s not just like generic basic words, sometimes I literally have to search some of the words in your fics but then again I have a bad vocabulary, but that’s not the point! your writing style is so unique like it makes me wanna jump up and down man
YOU’RE SUCH A NICE PERSON. like words cannot describe your niceness elio.
you’re a taylyn appreciator and i appreciate that 🙂↕️
also any tyden content i get comes from you (as well as rosie)
i already said this but you’re so nice, like and i don’t even interact all that much. like i used to think you were super intimidating but you’re literally so nice
when you followed me back on twitter originally, i lowkey think i fell off my chair (in a good way trust)
this image ;
8. you’re a pretty person
9. you (and rosie) are feeding me sustenance through this hiatus
10. in all honesty i don’t have a 10 but your an all around good person !!
ok that’s all 10 compliments for you 🙂↕️🙂↕️
omg kae pls— this was so unexpected i still dont know how im supposed to react but thanks, genuinely thanks, because that was very kind and very sweet
first of all, i am so glad to know u like my writing style, i literally spent years trying to find my pace and all that so it truly means the world to me!! (10yo me would be IN TEARS reading that pls) [btw u dont have a bad vocabulary dw i just love complexity i mean i look up words while writing too]
also wdym im nice im actually very intimidating (u cant deny u felt it too) like the intimidatingest person out there it’s just normal to be kind to kind people!! :)
concerning the taylyn and tyden parts, i am NOT a tayln appreciator, i am a taylyn LOVER, a taylyn OBSESSOR, a taylyn APOLOGIST and PROPAGANDIST nobody can separate me from my girls and i try my best for tyden, i just think abt them so often (rosi, in touch with every projects i have, can confirm) i need to share it to the world or ill die
also look at that banger of a pic i found (i literally saved it just to show u)
(thank you for the "youre a pretty person" part it was very sweet 🫶)
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Hello ellie! 😍 im just here to drop a ‘few’ words so don’t mind me 🤪 (i fear it may have turned into a yapsesh oopsies!)
Help omg idk if this is tmi but like im on my period and I was reading chap 3 of ihm right… and how could i prevent myself from laughing at my fav goofy ahh lighthearted romcom series on tumblr? 😔 put 2 and 2 together and boom i had my ketchup bottle moment when reading the dialogue bye 💀🤚 I LITERALLY HAD TO STOP FOR A MOMENT TO PROCESS WTH JUST HAPPENED LOL
Anyway, i rlly LOVEEEE your writing style for ihm,, the goofiness n domesticity is what I need as therapy for the heart wrenching angst fics ive read 😤 the way you write y/n + gojo’s dynamic and quarrels never fail to make me crack up like an egg and i love you for that 😔 THANK YOU FOR CREATING A COMFORT FIC FOR US ALL 🥺🫶
I hope I’m not stepping out of line here but your feelings abt the smut in ihm is totally valid and i understand you. That anon probs didn’t intend on bringing any harm but like there’s bountiful of smut in the jjk fandom that I’m sure they could have read instead of commenting smth so ignorant and disrespectful 🥲 Pls every time i search ‘jjk x reader’ in the search tab, i’m always greeted by endless posts of smut one-shots 😭 but fr this fandom actually needs to stop being a buncha horny brainrots bc im actually over repetitive and predictable smut,, everything just feels so shallow :,0 (everyone is entitled to their own opinion so dont atk me pls) and them invading your personal space by demanding smut is just not it… and we all know you don’t have to cater to them bc u don’t owe them anything! no need to listen to the smut hungry anons bc they don’t even care abt the blood, sweat and tears you pour into ur fics if they’re pushing you to write smut 😡‼️ they can go fulfil their dirty desires somewhere else ;-;
Words seriously cannot express how much I love your stories and just wanna applaud you for not immediately jumping into smut and actually having relationship buildup,, it makes the stories have sustenance and ik u want ur fics to be memorable in a unique way to your lovely readers 😇 but we seriously need a smut ban n touch grass movement in the jjk fandom for a bit bc this is getting out of hand 😭
I LOVE YOU ELLIE AND PLS DONT BE DISCOURAGED BY THESE SILLY ANONS BC AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY R NOTHING + YOUR SUPPORT SYSTEM (us ACTUAL readers and gojo) WILL ALWAYS HAVE UR BACK AND SHOWER U IN THE LOVE THAT U DESERVE!!! ❤️
hiii bb!! PLEASE the ketchup bottle moment sent me to the moon also so fucking relatable xD and omg i'm so glad you enjoy the lightheartedness of ihm so far!! it's been sm fun to write and it's become a comfort fic of my own as well <33
thanks so much for the support on the smut thing <3 i've been toggling back n forth between feeling awful for coming at that anon like that vs being glad i stood up for myself lol, but ultimately, i just needed to share my perspective. i don't think they were trying to be rude either, which is why i felt bad, but i spoke my truth lol
and i totally agree w you (pls no one attack me either) but i'm honestly kind of sick of just seeing straight smut on my feed. like it's fine when i'm in the mood but the tumblr algorithm for jjk feels like your partner constantly begging you for sex 24/7 lol. but yea power to whatever someone wants to read, but don't impose it on an author.
anywho i've been talking a lot ab this situation lolol i feel like there's nothing i haven't said anymore but i totally agree w everything you've said!
thanks sm for you lovely words of support bb :'') i love u tooo and i'm so blessed to have the community of support i have on here!! this situation has definitely made me realize i'm not alone. have a wonderful dayyy (also hope your period is treating you well) <3
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