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Having thoughts of post jail era Reid having a tongue piercing 😵💫😵💫🫠
#spencer reid#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfiction#the way i would torment that man#GIVE IT TO ME NEOOOOOWWWWW#yes i have experienced this and yes i lost all coherence#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid smut#mmmmm mami likes
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there's a stranger who sleeps at the foot of your bed
#rotating the first few nights that loop is in the party in my head. argued into sharing a room because its a downpour outside.#only accepts a bedroll. not a bed. (because they don't deserve a bed) because stars don't really need to sleep! it would be silly!#who is this person. who are they to your partner. why do they look at you like that. at him like that. you can't tell what theyre thinking#isat fanart#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isiloop#sloopis#lucabyteart#sifloop#isafrin#isaloop#(help me god thats so many ship tags. have fun interpreting this post your chosen way guys.)#but yeah. had to torment that man again sorry isabeau its just the way it goes. i need to unsettle you as hard as possible thanks#>be me >be 2 months into my relationship at best >still havent kissed the guy >the fucking babadook shows up >tfw
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#this question is very hard for me to answer so obviously I have to torment everyone else with it#cause like. like I can really see the potential in either answer. both are feasible#I will say. most realistically. to me. edwin first charles harder#because I think…..I think the reasoning behind the other way around usually tends to be about how edwin absolutely was slower to bond and#open up in general whereas charles hit the ground fucking running#but i don’t think that particularly applies to their romantic relationship#if you mean ‘fell for’ in a general sense rather than a romantic one then yes 100%#but that’s not what im talking about here#I have a few different reasons but generally I think edwin fell first because like… the way he attached himself to charles and accepted him#as his person and etc is so unlike him to do with literally anyone- especially at the point where they first met/the first years they knew#each other. charles just seems to have hit him as something very very special and irreplaceable quite quickly for him to open up the way he#did and change and flourish into a fully realized person because of how safe and worthy charles made him feel#he took to charles with an unusual amount of ease and trust and I think that says something about how charles struck his heart Early#whereas with charles… yes on one hand he did stay on the mortal plane largely because of edwin and absolutely would’ve been impacted by the#tender act of mercy that was edwin reading to him as he died so he wouldn’t be scared. that’s absolutely what got him to trust edwin and to#want to be with him and protect him and so on#but charles would still do that and be like that under intense platonic circumstances I think#but most importantly I just think charles fell harder. when he fell is less important to me here- more important is that by GOD that boy is#down so fucking bad and outright SAYS IT in so many ways that he doesn’t realize– the sheer amount he restates how he’s content so long as#he’s with edwin. how he doesn’t want to be anywhere where edwin can’t follow. would and Did go to hell and back for him. believes him#to be the kindest and most incredible person he’s ever met. prioritizes him above anything and everything. etc etc etc#that’s not to say edwin doesn’t feel a similar amount of devotion– but charles just. really loves him with his whole person. loves him as a#fact of his existence and a piece of his very soul#idk man. it just feels like he is so incredibly smitten and he doesn’t even know it.#like I said though I can see both options and give reasons for both options so this question EATS at me I GENUINELY don’t have a super#strong feeling either is absolutely correct. it’s so difficult to answer they’re both so smitten and have such a history and GRAHHHH#payneland#dead boy detectives#rambling#polls
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Names are so vital. So important and held to who a person is and gods Claude who has known Jericho through being far closer to Simon than himself now; through Jericho and the taking of his FACE through having to take in the mind of bloody fucking Martin. If names bring power, what sort of humanity does it draw out of a person when they’ve seen you try on a good couple. Maybe I’m just in my own head about this but truly, there are versions and layers of learning and change to the Jericho we know now, and after a certain point? If we move past his childhood? Claude has been there for nearly all of them besides the tubs. When he lost Kassie there was someone else and this one hasn’t LEFT through his learning and hasn’t died through him stumbling into the world and overall at his side. He has truly been one of the people closest to him. One of the closest you could get, at the very least, when you wear the face of a tormentor and feel your gut twisted by their own memories of their hatred of you or how you her them, and you can’t remember a world without that hurt. I’m never going to heal from these two I swear it.
(also the taking of Martin’s face is destructive to my mental health rip someone please save me it ruins me every time I remember it, n WONDER he had brother issues dude)
#city of blank#like seriously tho imagine being Claude and watching this man you died for break down#as he has to relive memories of his own torment THROUGH THE ASSAILANTS LENS. Like wtf dude I’d lose it#Claude is sat there at his side. Likely still helping coax him into showers as he’s growing skin.#Likely helping him find ways to stay clean and get up in the morning. Claude knows how to clean up without the energy for a shower#we’ve all been sad like that before. He gets that. He knows that. And fuck I hate how his apathy likely trained him for this#for helping someone take little steps into a world that has never welcomed him and actively hurt him#to teach him humanity and whatever he would let himself be taught. To grow into himself and not just into Martin’s skin.#AND THEN he watched him heal from being blown up and was there in the jungle shit and likely as Jericho’s red blank space came in like that#like. He has seen SO MANY VERSIONS of this man and stuck around for each one#i fucking love him. Symbol of bloody loyalty. Through thick and fucking thin. He has supported Jericho since the dawn of his second life#and he’ll continue to do so in as much time as the world will give him. No matter if it costs him an arm and a leg#or his family. Or normalcy. Because he doesn’t want normal he wants jericho. And that man is always pulled away from normal#by the very same world that has told him since birth that “normal” isn’t achievable for him#im actually distraught over them like im gonna sob i blame 66 this shit is too good#root rambles#jericlaude#claude cob#jericho cob#kinda long mb
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Seeing ppl here brag about how they use generative AI to cheat on their university work and its like. You're not learning anything. Why are you even there if you're not gonna do anything. You dont even have to be here.
Look the education system is unfair n shitty and often chews and spits it's students, and yea it's riddled with ableism specially for mental illness that wont let you work on homeworks like adhd for example, but the solution is not giving ppl degrees for doing nothing. Its like the ppl who buy diplomas for social clout n prestige instead of proof that you know about about an specific career. It makes the whole thing pointless. You just got a degree on how to write prompts on chatgtp.
#me rambles#idk im trying to not get into le discourse but. man that tickles me off#yea education often sucks ass and it needs renovations and better ways to check if it's students learned that are not the torment nexus#and like i would be a little less bothered if it was middle/highschool education bc ok teens that have to study yes or yes#(which again the problem is w the system and cheats were you learn nothing are not the solution)#but fuck. you're adults. you could be anywhere else.#n so many ppl going on abt work culture n shit but one of the main reasons ppl get degrees is precisely to show they're qualified for a job#sigh i know the fellas saying all that are just smug jackasses#who think they're super smart n beating the education system n shielding themselves with anti ableism language#and dont give a damm about anything im saying here#its just that education is important. (in any economic system too bc man they try to pull out the anti capitalism card)#anyways im getting to focused on this subject. imma go and read or smth
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Thinks really hard about superior agreeing to do that for Taka in the recent issue...remembers issue 12💥💥. LOVE this manga they get me fr.. he HATES how he was as doc ock so bad he would rather DIE than go back to being how he used to be even tho he knows he cant win against himself anymore because he refuses to be cruel again.. THATS HOW IT SHOULD BEEEE THEY GET IT... sick and twisted to me knowing how superior vol 2 ended up resetting him anyway.. AAAARGRGGHHHGGGGHHHGHHHH💥
#and vol 3 gnome laughed on his corpse#GAUAHHHHH MY BUG I NEED HIM TO BE TORMENTED FOREVER BY HIS OWN SELF AND IM WINNING#IM WINNINGGGG!!! GENUINELY REGRETS WHAT HED DONE TILL HES PLAGUED BY HIS OWN SELF FOREVER BECAUSE HES DONE TOO MUCH WOOOOOO!!!#alsooooo im still soo happy this manga FINALLY gave me superior vs own self as doc ock.. hii <33 hiii#SUPERIOR SHOULD HAVE BEATEN HIS DOC OCK SELF WITH HIS BARE FISTS IT WOULD BE SO CATHARTIC YET IT WOULDNT MAKE HIM STOP HATING HIMSELF 💥💥#BUT I ACTUALLY LOOVE HOW OCK USES OTOHA AS LIKE A SHIELD SO SUPERIOR CANT HURT HIM.. CUZ HE WONT HURT INNOCENT CHILDREN !! ‼️#AND HOW SUPERIOR WOULD RATHER DENY HIMSELF THE CHANCE TO LET OUT HIS CONTEMPT FOR HIS PAST AND PUNISH HIMSELF THE WAY HE THINKS HE DESERVES#THAN HURT A CHILD !!#WOO I LOVVVE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT HE WILL LEARN TO CARE FOR OTHERS MORE THAN HE HATES ON HIMSELF !!#NEVER FORGIVING THEM FOR REVERTING ALL OF SUPERIORS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT BEFORE WE GOT MORE COOL STORIES EXPLORING HOW HE DEALS#superior spiderman#superior spider man#spider-man: octopus girl#superior spider-man#spiderman: octopus girl#i may have just ranted in nonsensical blorbo frenzy BUT UAARGHH GOOD SUPERIOR CONTENT FOR ONCEE#elliot tolliver#superior octopus
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why should it just be steve who has all the torturous purgatory realm fun?
#dbd#myart#wip#quick clarification for those only familiar with the american version of ringu: sadako is 19.#anyway. I love that dbd lets me explore steve and nancy's characters outside the bullshit that the show is.#because the whole steve and nancy dynamic is Interesting. but the dustbags are plagued by cerebral hetrot so that story never GOES anywhere#it's just the “Waaaah love triangle OMG!!! will they? won't they?” crap. idk man. idc. why're these dumbasses breathing in Upside down air?#some people here have seen lucy before-- he is the ghostface pictured. and he's an OC. different person entirely from danny.#I won't explain his full lore here but-- he was a drag queen before the fog who started out by only killing those who he felt deserved it.#his entire persona satirises catholicism and he calls himself “the holy ghost” rather than ghostface. the entity made him an actual devil.#he's obsessed with steve because he LIVES his own role so he sees steve as his heroic opposite or some fucked up gay shit like that.#he's clutching kate's heart because if he were a real character in the game-- he'd have two moris.#one standard... and one for if a steve is present in the lobby. the second would involve him carving out the heart of a survivor as a gift.#he never harms steve though-- so it makes steve's penchant for self-sacrifice pointless.#steve instead has to do what he can to open the gates as fast as possible-- or watch everyone else die! :)#as for the toxic yuri-- it occurred to me that sadako's backstory bears some striking similarities to barb's story.#as soon as I realised this-- it was like I had suddenly gained the ability to see a new colour I could not see before.#sadako wanting to torment nancy as sick revenge for what happened to her but using barb's death as justification for this...#...nancy being unable to escape the ghost of barb... even in this hell dimension full of terrifying monsters--#it is still the memory of the girl she feels she “let” die in steve's pool that scares and hurts her the most.#not to mention that sadako's powers are reminiscent of how the upside down related fuckery appears...#the screwy technology. the telekinesis.#I just REALLY love seeing characters be forced to confront difficult parts of themselves even if that shit REALLY hurts.#dbd makes it so easy to do that to any given character. of course this goes both ways too-- it'd force lucy & sadako to change too.#which opens the door for torment on their end too because killers who disobey the entity are tortured into obeying.#a rock and a hard place on both ends. and that is Exactly how I like it. intense. complicated-- a puzzle to be solved.
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kinda thinking about t h e m again…
#yk that one ship that absolutely no one else in the world ships but you? y e a h asusena is that for me#there has to be some kind of tragic irony of being mutual fans of each other with the sister of the girl you actively torment yk#a nd. like. the fact that sena’s an asuna stan bc of mona’s influence adds another layer to it yk#b u t also. the way asuna took what she learned by chance after this to go after mona. man. i wonder if sena knows…#come to think of it. i wonder what sena does and doesn’t know through the idol sengen storyline#like. a l o t has happened to mona indirectly because of her#and also. like. the promise bracelet. y’know.#if idol sengen s2 comes back i sincerely hope we get a sena recap arc… and!! also!!! a reveal of when she started going to mona’s concerts!!#ofc an asuna after story would be nice too but. man. actually can we get more of sena and asuna content pls—#m a n im both looking forward to and *not* looking forward to tling vol 5 lmaooo#on one hand: asuna volume. on the other: …it’s so wordy guys. startin to get why tlers work in teams now ngl#ehhhhh well. either way im doing this tl mainly for myself. so. hmm… i’ll just take my time with it ig~~~~~#hmmmmmmm either way i’ll try to finish vol 4 by this coming week. i’ve already finished the minami bonus so. uh. lol.#1 chapter and 1 bonus to go… hmmmmmmmmmmmmm#i’ll get to work soon i swear… after just one more round of v o l t o r b f l i—
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Seeing people clutch pearls over Arya having killed people is so funny cause the list is literally rapist, murderer, torturer, criminal, some combination of the bunch...and all people who Arya has personally witnessed, or directly heard about, committing these acts. Like, contrary to popular belief, she is not just a mindless killing machine.
#arya stark#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#won't somebody please think of the poor rapist who laughed while recounting the tale of participating in the brutalization of a young girl?#of the torturer who came up with new ways daily to torment people?????#of the man who murdered a child without a second thought??? what about HIS-story huhh????#yeah George writes Arya as a gray character but he also makes all of her acts justified...that's truly his daughter fr (dany too)#seeing people clutch pearls over raff and the tickler is insane kind've...crying about the brutality of it but look at what they've done???#personally I think Arya should kill more rapists and murderers but that's just me#also she should've killed that lady who threatened to her with the broom handle cause what the FUCK#like I would literally stand by Arya even if she was 100% worse understand that#but if you get killed by Arya chances are you deserved it 🤷🏾♀️
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I think Anders/Justice, Lucanis/Spite, and Cole should all get the chance to meet together, I think it would be good for all of them—
#I just know Cole would be so happy and excited to make new friends ; ;#and there’s something about how Cole and Spite are both supposedly demons and yet act more like spirits#that’s such a neat way of showing how there isn’t a black and white dichotomy and you can fall somewhere in between#instead of being strictly defined—#and I think Anders has so much bottled stress and depression and self loathing that he keeps#tormenting himself with#I think it could be cathartic for him and justice to see#people like Lucanis and spite and Cole—#Lucanis who loathed spite at first seeing someone like Anders who was friends with justice before their joining#realizing sooner that things could be different for them now—#oh man. I just remembered wynne doesn’t make it in Cole’s book—
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Yes exactly. Come on Aaron it's time to eat hehe.
Hotch: What’s for dinner tonight?
Me:
#the way i would torment that man#‘honey please i need a real meal too’#NO YOU DONT IM YOUR SUSTENANCE#←EXACTLY#like honey you know i am your breakfast lunch and dinner hehe#aaron hotchner#criminal minds#criminal minds shitposting#ssa aaron hotchner
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I know how it sounds at first, but I really gotta feel bad for the boys that sacrificed edwin; I mean even the term “sacrificed edwin” paints them in a more sinister light than they really deserve– considering that wasn’t really, actually their intention.
they were bullies, they were homophobic (and/or were self loathing gay boys themselves taking it out on edwin, or were equally likely peer pressured into acting a certain way), they planned something stupid and mean to do to an innocent, anxious boy with the goal of scaring the shit out of him, all because he was effeminate and an easy target. but they didn’t know or expect any of the ritual stuff to be real. they were all laughing and joking during the ritual because it was just that to them– a joke. a cruel joke, but a joke.
teenagers can be mean and stupid and they usually regret it as adults and grow out of it / grow from it. they were stifled the chance to grow out of it, at least while alive. none of those boys deserved to be instakilled and sent to hell; they’re really not that much less deserving than edwin himself. they were all just kids, after all.
#random thought but. yeah……#I mean think about if crystal happened to be killed somehow pre-demonic intervention#she would’ve been deemed deserving of hell by the standards we’ve seen. no doubt about it. if the dragon guys were pulled to hell then yeah.#she would be as well. simply put- she was a bully#she was also a teenager. not a fully developed person. a very damaged and neglected teenager at that#it’s kinda like the criminal justice system right. it’s like. hey you really think sending them to be tormented is the most humane and#efficient way to heal these kids of what makes them act out and allow them to grow and improve?#Crystal’s such a good case to look at because she’s. well. to compare to The Good Place which you can probably already tell I’ve watched 800#times and adore with all my heart. she’s kinda the michael of the group#no one knows it at first but she’s actually kind of a terror to people most of the time. but she’s put in a situation where she#suddenly has a support system- people who care about her and want the best for her- she’s given a purpose and realizes how much better it is#to use her powers to help rather than hurt (well. sometimes helping can involve hurting but you get it)#and by the time she’s regained her memories and has a place in the agency it’s much easier to reflect on her life and be like huh!#this system kinda fucking sucks!#not that edwin wasn’t an example unto himself but he was a ‘clerical error’ not a ‘rightfully’ condemned person#with his situation someone could argue that the problem isn’t with the system being wack as a whole- it should just be maintained better so#these ‘errors’ don’t happen and all the good kids go to their afterlives and the Bad Evil Kids go to hell.#yes yes I know they’re not in hell forever (hopefully) but uhh Simon was still there for over a century and for fucking What?#gay self-loathing and catholic guilt? his intentions were clearly not Truly Evil and more than anything he seems to have been punished using#how much he hated himself for being gay and how guilty he felt for it all. like shit aren’t those feelings enough of a punishment? if he had#lived through that ritual and edwin hadn’t– do you think he would’ve been Okay? I think it would’ve crushed him. chronically#man. anyway#this was an especially long ramble huh#rambling#edwin#edwin payne#dead boy detectives
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Restorative or Transformative?: Homoerotic Subtext, The Closet, and Ciphers in Pop Culture. The nature of commercial art is that it’s sometimes bad and inconsistent. Notably it’s also misogynistic. One way in which audiences try to reconcile massive plot holes or gaps in character motivation is by reading secrets or hidden information into a plot.
Commonly, male characters are interpreted as closeted gay or bisexual to reconcile the absence of women from commercial narratives with the generally stunted and poorly-written male characters that form the focus on said texts. This reading has become especially common among a non-heterosexual milieu. Rather than transforming the original text into some radically different new form, this closeted interpretation seeks to make the original text stand on its own as a story rather than a Swiss cheese of dumb writing decisions.
This interpretation only works for a specific type of pop, usually genre fiction. Any story in which tortured male leads eschew women in favour of male-male bonds (because female characters are constantly killed off, written sparsely, or written out, because the production team keeps casting their male buddies, because actors demand to keep having scenes with their bros, whatever) can become a sounder structure if you put one of them in a closet.
The gay interpretation is the natural consequence of shoddy misogynistic writing from ventures like Supernatural, Naruto, all the biggest hits. It’s also the natural consequence of more benignly misogynistic writing like The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes or The Lord of the Rings, where women aren’t necessarily rejected but are simply absent from the worlds of the protagonists. When the emotional crux of the story falls on male-male interactions, this reads as romantic because society at large priorities (definitively heterosexual) romance as the pinnacle of human connection. Two forces are in conflict, the primacy of heterosexuality (read as: romance) and the primacy of men.
Anyway. All that is to say that the typical gay or bisexual reading of male characters in pop fiction comes from a very real place. But, in some places, that’s the default interpretation. Angst, insecurity, secrets, double lives, fatigue, disappointment, restrained passion, stunted personal growth, anyone living in the closet can tell you that it impacts and defines your whole life to know that you live in a way fundamentally incompatible with The Proper Way that life is structured around down to tax law and superstore prices (which assume a heterosexual nuclear family unit). Characters in fiction also tend to have personal problems because that makes them interesting and tasty.
If you’ve grown up on stories with the specific type of misogyny that can be papered over with a closeted interpretation of the male leads, carrying this interpretation over to any male character will make sense more often than not. Even a bit of angst or insecurity? Well of course that makes sense if a character is closeted.
Except that’s hurt a normal part of fiction, and sometimes the closeted interpretation takes away from the point of a character. If a male character is on another axis of marginalization, the closeted interpretation imposed by the slash reading community downplays or trivializes the effects of that marginalization in the plot by overwriting it with another type of marginalization. Alternately, sometimes a character’s heterosexuality is a part of the story. There are some sorts of critiques or investigations of misogyny or masculinity that don’t work if the character has an ‘opt out’ of the cisheteropatriarchal perspective. Not that gay/bisexual men aren’t except from misogyny, but misogyny masculinity and heterosexuality are so tightly linked that it sort of defeats the point if you interpret that character outside of heterosexuality.
All that is to say—the closet interpretation is a quick and easy spice to apply to the weaker parts of action-adventure genre fiction to make it taste better. It draws from a large enough sample of art that it’s pretty widely applicable. Because of that, it’s part of some people’s [my] default interpretation package just because the semi-dull macho show at least gets less dull if you imagine there’s a reason for there to be no girls besides simple hatred. That then forms its own problem where the interpretation that works with your average genre work gets then blanket-applied to all genre works and obscures the places where the closet interpretation doesn’t fix the work, and actually makes it less interesting.
#kelsey rambles#I’m as guilty of it as anyone.#just thinking about Johnny Storm and like. bisexual ass character. deeply bi guy. but.#what IF he’s just heterosexual. what then. wouldn’t that almost be…more interesting#if he’s Like That and not closeted? what twisty gnarled psychological torments would a good comic have to explain him#and on the other hand. that one post I saw about how miles/hobie totally misses the point that their relationship is about solidarity#spider-punk and spider-byte’s alliance with miles are the same thing and to read it as romantic erases the important part#and on a third hand. when speaking of miles’ story. the stupid fucked Bendis running joke/subtext with Ganke#to have Miles be gay would possibly take away from the messy and interesting part of his character that is being a person with nothing#to hide. a totally honest genuine straightforward kid who is forced to start a double life by an outside actor#but at the same time it’s dumb and a cop-out to throw in that much bait and that much of a genuinely charged tense friendship#and then go ‘lol jk. nothing to see here’#the other thing is the semi joke in atsv about ‘coming out’ as spider-man#the most important thing about Miles having to hide is his relatively precarious position as a black kid. he’s not afforded the leniency#that Peter Parker would expect if he got unmasked. Miles is more cautious because he is in more danger because he’s Black#so to paint that struggle with the gay brush is to disregard the character’s raison d’être. while also#using that sort of language and structure deliberately puts a gay lens over that character and ignoring that or kicking it to the side#feels a bit cheap. to borrow the look and not the substance#way too many tags and it’s past my bedtime. thesis statement is:#miles morales is a character whose history is fraught with plenty of real gay subtext and whose character struggles are entirely divorced#from any sense of gender performance. he’s subtextually bi but that’s got so little to do with his story that it feels almost wrong to read#that into him because there is so much other interesting stuff going on with him
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I like to think at the end of Raven’s Storytime Theater where he and Lloyd reunite that, even though it’s impossible, Lloyd manages a few real tears from that dolls wooden body because of course he does. The grief of not seeing his other half is that powerful.
#shaperaverse#tho I can’t imagine how Han is feeling watching THAT scene unfold#man who tormented her a sobbing mess in the arms of a man who’s also a doll#who also had a hand in tormenting her in a way. well Han. one of them is your great grand father so!#the power I would have if I could animate. I would do so many bits of this song
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canon divergent AU where OG! Bianca and Ailette's deathdates were later, so Cardinal Cartelyena only visits the Gilette Mansion and brings Ailette to the Vatican some time after the Day of Sacrifice, after the mess caused by the Toy Mansion is settled.
There's two ways this AU can go:
1. Ailette meets a heavily traumatised Tesilid who watched his roommate kill everyone else and then himself.
2. Ailette doesn't cross paths with Tesilid. When the 17th starts, they do not have the pre-established trust that they have in canon. Ailette is playing on ultra-hard mode, as if being in an SS-class world wasn't already hard enough. Tesilid also has no reason to pretend to be nicer than he actually feels like being, so their dynamic is also very different.
#a transmigrator's privilege#the perks of being an s class heroine#not childhood friends au#SPOILERS IN NEXT TAGS#dont forget reed! ☺️#he has no reason to hold back w ailette#as far as he's concerned she's just a saint who should have shown up from the start but didnt#a symbol of the strict order who seems to take actions only to torment him#and actually thats the same for tesilid too lmao#ailette saving him and going. hey. what the fuck. why's he looking at me like that#was the protagonist supposed to be like that???#her 10 years of building a character profile of 17th going down the drain in an instant#they probably figure things out soon tho bc tesilid has no reason to hide#ailette: aw man i want to be in one of the late regression timelines#me: (rolling up sleeves) i got you babe#i do wonder if in this case whr ailette never met him before. if she would have still thought of him as primarily a character#its 50/50 to me bc i think she stopped seeing ppl as characters when she befriended bianca and lived w her family#like its got nothing to do w tesilid himself i think#but the fact would still be that she wouldnt have seen for herself that hes such a cute squishy kid#like i love the toy mansion arc sm. it does so much for humanising tesilid and his friends#the way theyre in a life or death situation and still squabbling....
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had a migraine all day then sat in the shower for almost an hour rotating life is strange thoughts in my mind and now the headache's gone and i'm also mad
#:)#forgive the lisposting even after everything but like#i watched a letsplay of episode 1 of DE and ough. bad.#i think the consensus will end up being 'great lis game if you can overlook the chloe stuff' but these people would be Wrong#not just because d9 are worms for the 'pricefield is outdated bad queer rep by 2024 standards' line#but because deck nine as a whole just embarrassingly fails to understand the magic inherent to lis#their whole thing is critiquing post-bae ending as 'unrealistic'#because in the real world under this scenario yes there's no way a couple like max and chloe could actually exist#but this is a stupid rationalizing of a magical choice. max and chloe chose to pay the price of feeding their cruel world to the storm#and received the divine reward of total and permanent escape from the violence and hurt that governed their existence#the storm wins and that brings with it a cessation of everything narratively constraining the two - both good and bad#which explicitly includes the cycle of abandonment and loss that went from max to chloe to rachel to chloe back to max again#ANYWAY pricefield survives by exiting the real world stage left as the only way#this is a world where people like them can't exist. so for them to thrive they must therefore break the world#and anyone viewing the events of ep5 as straightforward 'big storm kills town and life will never be the same' misses the point hard#and tbh the same is apparent in lis2 as an inverse of lis1#where max gains the power to choose to break the system that tormented her and her loved ones for good#sean is confronted with the inescapable mass of a bigger more institutional system that follows him no matter how far he runs#he will never break it or even dent it. but he can slip out of its jaws at the expense of never being able to return to it#lis1 and lis2 set a precedent of a choice between the world you know and the person you love#true colors meanwhile....does NOT do this. the world is not irredeemable or even kind of unpleasant in tc#bad things happen in haven springs but the game goes out of its way to attribute this to bad people acting individually#tc's final choices do not pit alex against her known reality. it turns something that could be systemic into something interpersonal#the choices are 'forgive a bad man or not' / 'live a cozy life in a cozy town or live a fun life on the road'#insipid and tepid and infinitely more 'grounded' as a cause-effect chain#in 'reality' max and chloe wouldn't get a happily ever after. in 'reality' sean never escapes america#in 'reality' alex is totally capable of living one of two pretty decent lives#max and sean's griefs are so powerful as to convince the audience to ask what worth there is in living in a world like that?#alex's grief is. mostly managed through emotional awareness and a decent support network#gabe dies and it's a condemnation of nobody except his killers. rachel and esteban spoke to the deep rot at the heart of the world
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