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guzhufuren · 1 day ago

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ATEEZ 2025 SEASON’S GREETINGS Yunho

#yunho #jeong yunho #ateez #mygifs #ateezedit #atzblogging #atzedit #tusermona #forfive #atzsource #mine #GENUINELY WHO LOOKS LIKE THIS #PISSING ME OFF SO BAD I HAVE ANGER ISSUES AGAIN SINCE I GOT ACQUAINTED WITH THIS FUCKERR #had to take a walk after making those #I CRIED!!!! I CRIES TEARS!!!!!!! BECAUSE IM UNDER AO MUCH STRESS WHEN I HAVE TO LOOK AT HIS STUPID PERFECT FACE #NEVER SHOW ME THIS MAN AGAIN NEVER #i cannot live like this oh myngod #i had to make these from 720P FOOTAGE!!!!!!! and yet the worst thing of this experience was being subjected to looking at yunho #NEVER doing this to myself again

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lotus-pear · 2 months ago

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11/20

#big day for doomed yaoi enjoyers #(me)#i’m never ever doing this again i was screaming every minute coloring this i literally cannot do hard light #biggest case of “trust the process” i’ve ever experienced in my life #also i was gonna originally do a gun instead of knife to keep it canon but i quickly learned i can’t in fact draw guns #a knife is more symbolic anyway. stabbed in the back. yk #(trying to comfort myself that i can’t draw firearms even after eight years of art)#i remember playing this scene for the first time and actually breaking down at 2am bc that betrayal STUNG #i actually had no remorse for akechi after that 😭😭 i actually felt like a sadist for enjoying beating his ass in shidos palace #akechi as a character was specifically designed to make me go through all five stages of grief within a matter of minutes #absolute rollercoaster of emotions #ANYWAY IM FINALLY FREE TIME TO NOT DO ART FOR THE NEXT FOUR MONTHS 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼#persona 5 royal #persona 5 #p5 #p5r #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #akechi goro #shuake #akeshu #lotus draws

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sw4gg1e · 4 days ago

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Patrolling on the rooftops.

DDVAU created by the fantastic @xmaruu11 and @kitsuneisi

#ddvau #ddvau fanart #ddvau cuteguy #ddvau hotguy #grian #gtws #gtws fanart #grian fanart #desertduo #scarian #desert duo vigilante au #goodtimeswithscar #goodtimewithscar fanart #hermitshipping #double hearted #my art #i never want to render wings again #why do i do this to myself

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egophiliac · 6 months ago

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he did it! 🐍 and it only took...uhhh...well, there probably could've been less punches, but why hold back!

PUNCHES FOR EVERYONE

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 part 9 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 part 9 spoilers #snakes #ONE MORE DOWN #oh my god happy jamil was SO scary and yet adorable all at once #i want real jamil to see him and just be utterly disgusted #and yet he got nothing on the return of everyone's favorite twst character: WEIRD RHYTHMIC ELEPHANT #oh weird rhythmic elephant what would we do without you #me kicking my stupid little feet as jamil wakes up through sheer force of kalim though #he was SO happy for jamil and SO ready to just go along with everything. my sweet boy.#jamil getting so flustered by him that he's just shocked back into reality #and the SLAPFIGHT #silver being like 'they need this' and doing his one smile animation as kalim and jamil are pulling on each other's hair and going YOU SMEL #mmm yes delicious #also this is probably nothing but #but...they brought up the whole thing with azul having dirt on crowley again #the thing that was briefly alluded to in episode 4 and never mentioned ever again?!#i had JUST finally convinced myself that i was reading too much into it and it was just azul playing along with jamil's plan #but now they've mentioned it again and i'm going to be all BUT WHAT DOES IT MEEEEEAAAAN for another three years about it #is it a meaningless reference to that one scene?! is it absolutely ridiculous foreshadowing?! am i ever going to be validated?!#I HAVE TO KNOW

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deathricedrawn · 6 months ago

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i'm ready to try

#This drawing is kind of personal to me #I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing #but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point #When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life #This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with #eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself #which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now #I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me #I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif #I think i'll be okay either way #either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like #i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off #so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude #AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp #empires smp s1 #empiresblr #esmp #geminitay #art #fanart #alice.art #mcyt #mcytblr #song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP

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shellshooked · 2 years ago

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children of the gods

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nailsinmywall · 9 months ago

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Descendants of finwë (incl. kidnapped children): sons and daughters of fëanor, fingolfin and finarfin

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slfcare · 3 months ago

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the most difficult thing about growing as a person socially, as in getting out of your shell and noticing that you are, is that there will still be times when it doesn’t feel like you’ve grown at all! times when you can’t really connect with anyone around you, times when you fail to enter into an existing conversation, times when you say the wrong thing (or nothing at all when in hindsight you probably should’ve). but that’s also kind of the best thing, because that’s the thing that helps you realize that sometimes, it’s not you or your lack of skills or any shortcoming. sometimes certain environments just aren’t for you and certain people aren’t your people, and that’s okay. that’s human. it’s okay to not feel the progress you have made all the time.

#and that goes for every type of growth #backstory of this post:#after I came back after a few months of doing my international internship I felt so much more confident #it was easier making friends and walking up to people #i took more chances #and generally just heard it a lot from those around me who kept telling me how much i’d changed #this was further supported by my first office job that went pretty well #but then came my grad internship. and while i love the work and have met some great people I noticed it was difficult again #there was one office lunch where no one spoke to me at all! it was my first week and I didn’t know what to say #if i should even say anything #we were all sitting at the same table #not one person even glanced my way #it made me doubt myself; i was doing so well before #was that even real? why can’t I just speak up? this is not the way to connect with people #especially in my first week!#but you know what #i was still doing well. i just had to factor in the fact that these were all middle aged people talking about reality shows i didn’t watch #and bikes i knew nothing about #as well as people who knew i was the new intern yet didn’t speak to me at all even though I’d introduced myself to them all individually #and even so #people I couldn’t really talk to about MY interests outside of work either #my point being:#it’s okay to not feel a connection with everyone you meet #it’s okay to fall back into old habits even though you’ve developed new ones #it will never unravel the process you’ve made and the connections you’ve built #you’re doing fine #after this internship I will surround myself with people who reaffirm that belief #growth in the self #self love #positivity

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anatomical-puppet · 1 month ago

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get back up. that’s all you’ve ever been good at, isn’t it? knocked down, beaten, forced to pull yourself back to life. nothing’s ever changed. nothing ever will. just get back up. it will happen again.

#and so it begins……. hehe :)#im never drawing ice again bro i gotta stop doing this to myself #also not sure what im doing with the captions for these so im just gonna wing it. heart emoji #abd heartless #abd illustrates #eira hale #puppet scribbles #heartless tarot #<- for organizational purposes since i will (hopefully) be doing more of these

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bucksblr · 28 days ago

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OLIVER STARK as EVAN “BUCK” BUCKLEY in every episode of 9-1-1

#911gif #911 #911 abc #evan buckley #*#*gif #*911 #*everyep #buck #ok yes i'm going to go pass out for a week now #never fucking doing this again #(who am i kidding)#(i know i'll put myself through this again)

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cabi-leodrann · 6 months ago

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[First] [Previous] [Next] Fight part 1/? I wanted to do the fight in one sitting initially. But it got pretty long pretty fast- so it's gonna be cut in two or three, depending on how much time I do the drawing- Funfact of this update: On my second party of COTL, I two or three tap Baal. Aym was more of a problem, but the two cats where quickly put in baby jail.

#cabi leodrann #digital art #comic #cult of the lamb #aym and baal #cotl aym #cotl baal #cotl lamb #cotl narinder #through hell and back cotl au #tw blood #tw gore #I had to stop myself from changing things again in the drawings #because at this rate I would have never publish it because it was not perfect #Don't forget people dont put pressure on yourself when you do something for fun

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levia-san · 3 months ago

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I randomly remembered HSY help reassemble LSK in the surgery room and pondered over their relationship before this crack idea happened. A chat with a friend then sealed the deal

Bonus:

Joongdok bonus ending:

This venue has been booked all day anyway and KDJ was too shellshocked to reject.

Congratulations!

EDIT: MY FRIEND MADE A GREAT ADDITION CHECK IT OUT (x)

#orv #joongdok #ooc warning #lmao #how do i tag hsy/lsk #kyungsoo #(?)#i kept laughing to myself because now kdj can never sass hsy proper again #because what great comeback is there than 'i fucked your mom'#EDIT: in tears because it turns out its LSK nto LSY after all #oopsie

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lotus-pear · 5 months ago

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mourning black and the death of ideals

#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here #finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain #stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening #about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral #a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief #him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee #and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him #asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind #fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering #i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back #i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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crusty evolution redraw. in theory.

#xmen #xmen evolution #erik lehnsherr #magneto #quicksilver #pietro maximoff #snap sketches #i stopped liking this past the lineart stage but i told myself id try to finish whatever i start to at least try and learn somethin #did i learn anything ? thats for me to reflect on. for now tho ramble time 😌#its painful to draw erik with short hair but sometimes you gotta get outta the usual !! <- never doing this again #ive been ahead of my schedule with stuff i have to draw so ive simply decided todaay will be My Day for personal doodles #idk why ive decided my first evo fanart should be the one where erik and pietro leave behind wanda but ok !!!!! freak #i have a long hair ver but i didnt color it. i was just greedy .. not greedy enough tho evidently #anyways i have like. idk what four episodes of evolution left ?? depressing this show's great ...#i didnt nkow theyd have a david ep ... a pleasant surprise but now im emo ...#OH WELL lets see what else i doodle tonight #this week's going to be annoying but i think i say that every week LMAO and look at that i get through them anyway #we'll be fine and chill team .. ok bye bye

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senblades · 6 months ago

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ShuAke Week - Day 7: Goro or Joker palace

this comic is a follow-up/expansion on the premise I threw at the wall in this piece. Something, something, Akiren makes bad descisions and they come to bite him in the ass. Cognitive Akechi is unamused.

#shuakeweek2024 #persona 5 #goro akechi #ren amamiya #shuake #akeshu #akira kurusu #behold! my terrible handwriting #now some people may think that I was insane to do ten pages of a fully rendered/painted comic #and they would be correct #why did I do this to myself #I'd say “I'm never doing this again” but I know in my heart that that's an obvious lie LMAO

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chrliekclly · 7 months ago

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