#My second favorite character now LMAOOO

[clownsuu]

Dearest Clownsuu, O Great Artist of The Welcome Home Fandom, Why hasn't thou drawn Grandpa Home? I miss the lovely, majestic, and illustrious Home... So I beggeth thou! (srsly wheres my OLD MAN HOME CONTENT GRRRGRGRGRGRGR OPEN THE NOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRR RR R R R R-)

grandpaps home,,,,

Iv been needing to draw him more, he gives me so much serotonin,,,,,

[barrenclan]

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!! IT IS TIME GAMERSSSS

omg daffy with the save!!! i guess she’s not really wrong, traveling herbs are basically superpowers, but THAT’S MY FAVE!!!

ooh no. him staying “still can’t half hear” makes me wonder if any hearing will return at all, but i guess that’s for the epilogues! but in any case getting more on blacknose after it all is always a win… happy she’s still ‘here’ in a sense.

OH SO NIGHTBERRY ISN’T STAYING BECAUSE OBLIGATION SHE’S JUST STAYING SO COOTSTORM ISN’T ALONE AND BECAUSE OF TRAVEL AND CYPRESSFOOT??? :(((( MAN!!!!! though technically nightberry.. probably doesn’t have long left, so cootstorm will still be on her lonesome. tbh even though i hate cootstorm i eagerly wait to see if we get an epilogue for her, just to dig into her mind during isolation…

MAGIC EYEBALL POWERS AOFJRKENEKEN NOOOOO

AYO!!! THE CHARACTER ARC!! LET’S GO PLUMSTRIPE!! i love how they start on ‘we’ but then goes back onto ‘i’, major props to plumstripe for taking that first step and moving beeface on to apologize too!!

agehehhh beeface’s apology :(( god god i am NOT GOING TO CRY OVER CAT COMIC TODAY NOOOOOO!!!

OH WOW DAFFY DOESN’T ACCEPT HER APOLOGY???? to be honest.. LETS GO DAFFY GO STAND YOUR GROUND AND ACKNOWLEDGE THE APOLOGY BUT DON’T FEEL PRESSURED TO ACCEPT IT!!!! i think a daffy near the start of this probably would have just said “i accept your apology” to just.. get it over with, but my girl has GROWN!!!!!!!! SHE IS COMFORTABLE IN HER OWN SKIN AND WILLING TO DEFEND HERSELF!!! LETS FUCKING GOOOOO!!! i don’t want to say 100% because i could be illiterate but daffy’s mentor relationship with beeface can probably be described as abusive?? so i am very proud of her for voicing what she needs and saying she wants to go no contact!!! and yes it is stupid to say i’m proud of a fictional kitty but I DON’T CARE !!! DAFFY I’VE SEEN YOU GROWWWWW

god i’m so curious as to what bee would’ve done if plum wasn’t there, but also i’m overjoyed plum stopped.. whatever was gonna happen. cain and abel more like slugpelt and rainhaze amrite??

YES TALK ABOUT YOUR EMOTIONS CHILDREN!!!! yess daffy!!!!! very happy with her realizations that she doesn’t need a mate and/or kits to be fulfilled, but even if she tries and it doesn’t work out she has people… that’s my girl!!!! there is so much love in her heart and it’s growing every day.. she’s been through so much and still she just loves her family and her friends and wants to share even more of it.. AGGGGG DAFFY YOU’RE SO GROWNNNNNN AGGEGGVV!!!!

i forgot this was the pinewing comic for a second my bad. blinded by my favorite. anyways yes this is so stupid but i love the reminder that he and corm are ‘official’ now. they’re in love hehehe!!!!

yesyes please visit guys

SPOOKY BRAIN MAGIC LMAOOO i hope even when pinewing visits she never stops calling the magic funny names. it’s so good

oh they’re gonna visit asphodelshine i guess i am crying.. i forget what blue borders mean are those imagination? she does also look so much older.. are those daffy’s imagined kits or are those the stillborns that came before them..?

OH THIS IS STILL GOING OKAY I’M BUCKLING BACK IN

WAIT WHEN DID SLUG BREAK A LEG????? was this because of south park raccoon’s chomping or???

NO SLUG NO WE GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE!!! DON’T LEAVE YOU BEHIND!! NO ROTTING!!

oh gawd pinewing just wants his mom what if i cried again.. don’t rot for the dead live for the.. living idk i’m trying to sound cool but i’m too emotional over kitty cat comic.

CORM HELLO

awggeghh his home isn’t this place it’s the people…

“this time you’ll have me” GAY!! GAY PEOPLE!!! OH WOW THEY’RE SO GAY. they’re so adorable raz i did not go here expecting one of the cutest couples in fiction hello??

HI STRANGER ALNELEBELEIEKEJE I THINK I MIGHT LOVE YOU OH KY GODBSKDNEKDJD LET’S GO FIND SOMEWHERE NEW!! THIS PANEL IS SO PRETTY!! RAHHHHHHHHHHH

i love this comic so much.. i cannot believe it is ending but at least we have funny gay people…

I am gonna miss getting your issue reactions so badly! What a journey it's been!! :,)

Pinewing is now permanently hard of hearing in his scarred ear, because Hacksaw was able to damage some of his inner ear as well as the outer skin.

Yeah, even if she wasn't super old and weary, Nightberry wouldn't want to leave her daughter behind in isolation like this. To her, she's already fulfilled her last duty - telling Pinewing about oracles - so she can rest a little easier now. Cootstorm does have an epilogue, and I am super excited to get to it. >:]

Plumstripe's been having her own little character arc in the background of the last ten-ish issues, and this is where it really comes to the forefront! She's a lot guiliter and more unsure than Beeface is, but she's okay with guiding the two of them. And yeah, it was important to me that Daff accepted the apology but didn't forgive! It's okay to not forgive your abusers, and still want to them to become better people at the same time.

So real for being blinded by Daffodilcloud, she is wonderful and should be appreciated at all times.

Someday, in the future, Daffodilcloud: hey Pinewing can you find lunch for us with your brain lasers?

Pinewing: alright,

Blue borders are hypotheticals/imagination, yes! Daff is imagining what it could have been like for Asphodelshine to be an aunt to her own kittens in the future that never was.

Slugpelt broke her leg when Deepdark kicked her!

At heart I'm just a big sap who wants things to work out okay. And I like telling stories about people who get to have love and keep surviving despite the hard things they go through. Thanks for reading. <3

[haveihitanerve]

Jingle Boys Pt4: 

(29:44)

Hot DAMN its been a minute, so sorry to keep yall waiting ik you care very very much about these rambles of mine detailing what happens in the video you watch(lol right ofc waiting anxiously every day on the edges of ur seat i know) anywho- here it is Jingle Boys Pt4 hopefully I’ll be better at updates…

Time Warp

Tom starting strong with an intro and fun hand movements while Sam and Aj clean up in the back- Sam picks up the hat and AJ pauses and turns back and then the camera cuts away but Sam stops for the fraction of a second to check in with AJ and i've completely lost my mind but here we are

“When you really needed the toilet?” *concerned Tom activated* “babes…” (and i didn't know it then but this sparked my usage of the endearments babes ever after💀)

Also meanwhile aj leans to ask sam something? Who points at Luke, who is laughing, aj cracks a smile, and they have a lil back and forth across stage like frickin cuties

Now either AJ is missing his drink or something is wrong with the chair- im assuming its a drink, because he looks at luke like he left his glass on the other side of the stage, but they could also be discussing who is playing next… lemme focus on the actual game what am i doing

“First lego set!” Tom is thrilled lol “Thats the christmas spirit!” The captions felt the need to do all caps for this… i agree but am lazy so

“First lego set!” Turns around and has to address AJ and Sam to actually get them to pay attention- they don't give two shits lmaoo aj glances at Tom and then just returns to his talk with Sam and sam doesn't even spare Tom a single glance😭

Anyway AJ leaning over to say “imma fuck off back stage you have fun with luke.” to sam(you have no proof thats not what he said) and then jumping back to fix the chair??? For some reason but y'know slay king

Sam immediately grabbing the chair and ruoning whatever AJ had planned for it- which actually works in AJ’s favor because here he comes lmaoooo

This is my favorite bit of the entire show its so glorious

Part 1 of the Curse of the Trike:

Aj looks afraid of the bike which is never good- but the way Sam looks over in confusion and concern- and Luke literally springs from his chair to see if aj needs help before sitting back down again to continue the actual plot is too cute

“Freeze!” Tom’s little head wobble of ‘wtf did you expect me to do? You cant let me have this type of power aj” “fifteen seconds ago!” and like his shrug of ‘this is pure gold why wouldn't i do this’

Luke's shoulders tensing the second Tom says freeze, already preparing to laugh, and then folding when Tom does exactly what he expected lmaoo

Part 2 of the Curse of the Trike: Cocky-j who then fails even more spectacularly the second time around 😭

Luke giving up on the plot and just laughing at what aj does(istg the amount of times AJ just distracts the others from the point of the plot by being an interesting side character will never not be funny to me it is peak)

Tom’s little head grab of disappointment and pure delight is gorgeous

Shaking with laughter “its christmas! Its christmas its christmas!” 

Absolutely love how Sam goes “dad! Dad!” and Luke goes “careful grandad.” when technically AJ is Sam’s grandad and Luke’s dad but y'know its lovely

“Oohhh!” *gives up on trying to be a good plot point* “Im fucking knackered.” LMAOOO aj never change

Also Luke’s shoulders caving for a split second of laughter and Sam covering a quick smile is wonderful too

“Freeze!” the way aj tenses lmaoo he is expecting only torture from now on for his little escapade lol

Tom’s growing amusement as he realizes where Sam is going with the plot and the way he tilts his head to rest on his hand and just watches them is so cute

“The architecture!” Idk why Tom went :o when Sam says that but its too cute not to include so here ya go

Tom’s delight at Sam’s moving of the plot- and then having to change positions like three times because he’s so excited with all the possibility AJ has just perfectly handed over to him- he cannot wait to abuse this lmaooo

“Freeze!” Practically jumping with excitement omfg hes giddy XD

“Do it in reverse.” Staring off into the cosmos as though that’ll lessen the blow, Luke breaking because he knows what’s about to go down, Sam having to figure out how to speak backwards because there was actually a plot that he’s been working on, and AJ’s shoulders just slumping in defeat XD

Tom encouraging AJ 😭

“Now forward in double speed!” he finally gets the desired reaction from AJ lol: “NOOO!!!” pure despair in his voice lmaooo

Aj limping as they call scene and him and Tom eyeing each other across stage lol 

AND SCENE!!! 

I know that was a short one, so sorry, but I tam tired... and figured something was better than nothing right? (again ik yall are just dying breathless waiting for this ik ik im very important🙄)anywho

Hope you enjoyed this quick one, hopefully ill be better next time and be quicker and get the whole thing done soon…. Anyway enjoy! And as always thanks for reading…🙏😅

@thelunarbar @snek-of-eden @dawn-speckled @bewilderednobody @scattered-stardust

[the-cinnamontography-is-amazing]

getting to know mutuals!

Thank you to the wonderful @marley-manson and @emthought for the tags! 🖤🖤

what's the origin of your blog title?

A disclaimer... You never really know what you're gonna get with me.

otp(s) + shipname(s):

Houlihawk- Mash, JoshDonna - TWW, Larrian- The Gilded Age, WInnix -BoB, Sledgefu AND SidSledge-TP I feel all my ships are basic ahahah...

favorite color:

Purples, blues and black.

song stuck in your head:

Not really in my head, but I'm currently listening to Mistaken for Strangers by The National. So so good.

weirdest habit/trait:

This is the first one that came to mind, but despite raging adhd, I cannot have multiple internet tabs open AND every time I use the internet I clear my history and cache. I'm not looking up anything nefarious of course, but I think it stems from learning all those years ago how advertsiers track you and I refusue...My school profile is the exception for research and whatnot. Just a weird habit I got into...

hobbies:

Writing, photography, editing, art/drawing, being really insane about history, movies, and tv shows.

if you work, what's your profession?

Currently a student, but before that I worked film festivals.

if you could have any job you wish, what would it be?

The desires are endless, but astronaut If we really want to go out there. Also Presidential speechwriter.

something you're good at:

Creative projects I suppose? Working under pressure and in chaos??

something you hate:

How long do we have? Right now, hypocrisy and ignorance through a good portion of the US population.

something you collect:

For the past several years I've started to collect postcards, whether I go myself, or someone brings them back. I have a huge stack of them.

something you forget:

It's usually things I've just had in my hand just seconds prior.

what's your love language:

I honestly have no idea. I like to do things for people?

favorite movie/show:

The Best Years of Our Lives, You've Got Mail, Star Wars, Twilight: New Moon, The Martian, His Girl Friday, The Philadelphia Story. I could keep going on and on hahah...

favorite food:

Any kind of potatoes, pasta, or stew. Carbs to be honest ahaha. If we're talking dessert, brownies hands down.

favorite animal:

Lions or any cats for that matter. I used to go crazy for dolphins back in the day.

what were you like as a child:

Stubborn, oppositional, kinda depressed, hyperactive. Really too aware and opinionated of the world around me lmaooo.

favorite subject at school:

If we're talking high school, history, art, and theatre. If we are talking college, Intelligence Analysis, Space Policy, and again history. I've also absolutely loved my recent Magazine Writing class for my minor.

least favorite subject:

Math all around. I really wish I was better...

what's your best character trait?

People have told me I'm very rational and level headed. I also really try to be kind and empathetic to everyone.

what's your worst character trait?

Indecision and procrastination. There's more but *right now* it's the most annoying,

if you could change any detail of your life right now, what would it be?

To have my own place. I love my parents and I'm very grateful, but there is a tax...

if you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?

Cary Grant and William 'Wild Bill' Donovan. There's a long list tbh...

Tagging if you want to join in! @pissbaby-jones @lamialamia @mstiemountainhop @resting-distressed-face @onekisstotakewithme @noneedtoamputate @atomicradiogirl @thosemessyvibes @eightysix-baby @blood-mocha-latte

Anyone else! I want to tag everyone!!!

[pommunist]

If I can vent for a second I know this isn’t helping anyone and that jealousy has never solved anything but I can’t help but be a little upset at how quickly the French were brushed past. Like for months pomme has been gone, dapper has been gone, most of the French ccs and audience have been gone but oh now that Chayanne and Lulluah are gone NOW it’s over. NOW we’re packing up. Like it’s BEEN over. The way my jaw dropped when I saw the bunny tell Phil he should get help from aypierre to save HIS eggs knowing pomme was never coming back like are you serious? But oh now that Chay and Lul have gotten to wrap things up on their own terms now we can leave. The favoritism in the community is one of the things that frustrated me the most this past year. Anyway sorry for this lmaooo didn’t mean to barge in

i had a similar anon yesterday im gonna link it here

I guess some of it comes from the fact that the few that were still here are now gone too, making it feels more final. Before some probably thought « oh these people/characters are gone but hey there are still X and Y that are here ! » coupled with the facts that those who were gone also happened to be some of the less popular/with the less vocal fans.

in any case, while we can be a bit salty over it, let’s remember that all the issues the qsmp and its community are facing are NOT these people’s fault. lets not redirect our anger towards them ! better stick together in adversity 🫶

but hey yippeeee for the french being ignored being the single most consistent bit of qsmp lore \o/

well this and the brasilians catching always catching strays ;-;

[shxrry-blossom]

So... I was talking with a friend about my favorite characters of all time - Yona & Athy - and we realized that they both share the same mbti lmao

But other than that, both actually share a lot of features.

Starting with the fact that both are the only princesses in the kingdom, heirs to the throne

They both have extravagant physical characteristics (yona with her red hair and Athy with her jewel eyes)

Also their bangs look similar and they have wavy hair

Just look how pretty they are:

They both had their first love with another more "soft" person Yona was in love with Soo-won and it was never reciprocated while Athy had a crush on Ijekiel but she was the one who rejected him (fun fact: soo-won and ijekiel have the same mbti)

Also, they both dance!!

Now we go with the most important: Both have an important relationship with their father for the story; Yona's father was widely criticized for being a coward while Athanasia's father is...rather feared.

And both parents were the second heirs who became king/emperor after killing their older brothers (for different reasons)

Both had their mothers dead most of their lives.

They both fell in love with their childhood best friend (fun fact, Hak and Lucas also share mbti lmaooo)

And in fact, their relationships with them are also similar. Although Hak is a much better person than Lucas, both couples are childhood best friends who grew up together, both - Lucas and Hak - spend their time protecting and helping their princess, also pend their time bothering them and making them irritated.

Another thing is that Yona and Athanasia both have a complicated relationship with their cousin; Soo won was one of Yona's best friends along with Hak until he betrayed her by killing her father on her birthday while Athy at first did not want to associate much with Jennette due to fears from the novel but in the end she also managed to become in Athy's best friend but never betrayed her. (Although it was because of Jennette's black magic that Athy's father died in the first life and made Athy's magic explode which led to her father losing his memory and then he will try to kill Athanasia. but Jennette didn't know about that in that case it was anastascious fault)

They both have they own Lily! In ANY Lily becomes a close friend to Yona who helps her when she needs it and admires her while en WMMAP Athy's Lily is actually her mother's best friend who always defended and protected her from everyone.

And honestly I was going to end here by saying that despite these similarities they had different stories like that Yona had to flee the castle because Soo-won had ordered to capture her and I suddenly remembered that in fact ATHANASIA ALSO HAD TO FLEE FROM THE CASTLE BECAUSE HER DAD LOST HIS MEMORY AND WAS GOING TO KILL HER.

But well since I read wmmap, athanasia has always reminded me of yona even if they obviously has many differences since Athy is reincarnated while Yona is not, they are still quite similar and it also makes me think that if Athy had not been reincarnated and Claude had not rejected her then she would have become someone very similar to Yona but those are just assumptions. I love both girls that's why I made this post <3

[greenshi]

alright tell me about YOUR current favorite guy now

I AM FINALLY DOING THIS i have been. so distracted lmaooo. BUT I decided to do the guy in my icon, fifth member of weezer and best FE character, Python <3. He may not be the Number One guy in my brain right this moment, but that spot and most after it are all taken by OCs, so. We're doing him instead. Also because of this tag because I think you'd like this guy jort

ANYWAY, Python. My guy. He's a character from Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia, a recruitable archer early on in Alm's route.

Now, in Echoes, the class discrepancy between nobles and commoners is a prominent theme, especially in Alm's route. This is something that comes up in a lot of FE games, unsurprisingly, seeing as princes and thieves fight together side by side. And the games (at least those I've played, which is only FEA-FE3H. I know.) tend to handwave a lot of the more unsavory points of that topic. A lot of the time, conversations or supports that delve into that topic end in "yeah, being poor and starving sucks, but you know what also sucks? Being royalty! It's really hard :[" which, like, yeah, it is, but also one party here has the means to help the other, but is choosing not to instead say how their life sucks too, actually. Idk, these conversations always rubbed me in the wrong way a bit.

ALL THAT BEING SAID, Python is a commoner. And he doesnt buy any of that "being rich is hard too guys :[" shit for a Second. In his support with Clive (a nobleman knight who's opinion on the whole situation is "well some people have to be poor so I can be rich") he straight up tells him that his ideas on how society should be run are wrong and that his view on common people are condescending at best.

Python doesn't fight for honor or any sense of duty, he fights for his paycheck and his childhood friend who does feel that duty, Forsyth. Even if he and Forsyth disagree on many things, there's a mutual respect between the two, an understanding of their station, and a small rivalry between how to best navigate said station. Forsyth encourages Python to get out there, try things, put some effort into life. But Python just, doesn't see much of a point. But it's not for any depressive reason, or even straight apathy. Python just prioritizes rest and relaxation. He doesn't live to work, he has no dream job (which Forsyth takes as having no dream at all, not that Python would disagree), he just wants to enjoy his life; sleeping in the sun, having a few drinks, spending time with friends, and sharing stories and gossip.

Speaking of friends and gossip, I'm going to drop my favorite support of his, maybe even my favorite support in the whole game (even though its locked behind a dlc map like seriously what was up with this games dlc why is a support between two base game units behind a paywall-)

Going from this support, and the fact that neither of them have romantic endings, (Lukas' even saying he 'never wanted for companionship') this is a pretty clear attempt by FE at writing two aroace (or at least just aro) characters. And, idk, I think its really special. Neither are framed as missing out or needing another to be happy, the conversation is to the point and respectful, and they are both allowed to be full characters beyond this detail of their lives.

And that's a common thread through Python's character that I admire. In any other story, the character that had no want for big dreams, constant improvement, or romance would be framed as an empty person, someone deeply unhappy without anything to strive for. But, even as the other characters try and impose that narrative onto Python, that's never actually the case. He is happy as he is, doing just enough to be as comfortable as he can, taking rests and shortcuts all along the way. He will not sell his time more than he must, he will not work harder than he has to, he will not allow those who push themselves to breaking for those above them to guilt him into doing the same. He has nothing to prove, nothing to be ashamed of. In fact, the one time he could push himself, in his bad ending after Forsyth dies, *THAT* is when he is empty and miserable, fighting like his friend once did until his early, untimely death.

Python is just such a breath of fresh air. He was the one in my brain telling me say no to my boss long before Chilchuck, he is a character that not even FE has been able to write like that again (even when writing for him specifically, like his Heroes characterization is so off and bad augh). He is one of the very few canonically aro characters I can find, and I'm proud to have him napping in my icon for the foreseeable future.

[theyearningghoul]

20 Questions for Fanfic Writers

Tagged by @thequeenofthewinter omg thank you friend 🥰❤️

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

Technically: 2 Actually?: 1 😌 lmao I have two works posted, but the second one is just the smut chapter for the first one posted as a one-shot LOL

2) What's your total AO3 word count?

It's technically 70,744, but 10,187 words of those words are duplicates 😅 So 60,557 words!

3) What are your top five fics by kudos?

Immortally Yours (290) A Most Corporeal Union (69) (nice 😏)

4) What fandoms do you write for?

The only fics I have published is the one for Veilguard because I was so enamored by our Bone Daddy Emmrich that I just had to publish how I felt about him 😮‍💨

But I have a ton of fics saved on google docs that I will probably polish up and publish, because the reception has been amazing 😭💕

I'm most excited about a Pre-War Nick Valentine/F!Sole Survivor fic that I've written around 50k words for.

But I also have some Solas/F!Lavellan written out, and some Charon/F!Lone Wanderer

5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes!!! Always!!!! I love everyone so much, they're so nice!!! And they make me so emotional!!!!! 😭❤️

Sometimes if people comment multiple times/on multiple chapters I don't want to annoy them with the constant emails/notifs so I don't respond to every single one but?? Now that I'm writing that out, it seems silly??? I will respond to every single one now 😤💕

6) What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I have written no endings yet 😌 LOL

I'm not usually one for angsty endings. Tho I have an Emmrich one in the works that could be kind of sad.... 🥲

7) What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

All my fics have happy endings in the works because I am weak woman who generally writes fics where nothing bad happens lmaooo

8) Do you get hate on fics?

I have not yet, but my career is young, I have ample time to make enemies 😏

9) Do you write smut?

I have dipped my toes in; they are wet now, and I like it 😈

10) Do you write crossovers?

I have not, but I used to RP with friends on Gaia Online where we would mash all of our blorbos together in Situations. Please don't ask me who those blorbos were at the time, I'm so embarrassed LOL okay it was the fucking beatles fml

Does that count 😌 (also yeah I'm old I used to go on gaia online. I used to go on IMVU too, where's my senior discount)

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Highly unlikely, flattered if so 💅

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

Also highly unlikely lol

13) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

See: RPs on Gaia Online LOL Me and my best friend used to RP both Heavy Rain and Quantum Leap over email too. -sigh- good times.

14) What’s your all-time favorite ship?

Oh man. I had to sit and think about this for MINUTES. I weighed the pros and cons, crunched the numbers, but I have to say:

Nick Valentine/F!Sole Survivor. Nick Valentine is just my favorite character ever 😭💕 I'm weak for that sarcastic clockwork dick.

Solas/Lavellan came SO close tho!! Their relationship is like a greek tragedy, I love them so much

15) What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have some very old Butch DeLoria/F!Lone Wanderer fics that I doubt I will ever brush off lol. Also my Charon/F!Lone Wanderer fic is LOOONNGGG I wrote it like a long, branching romance novel, and tbh idk if I'll ever finish, let alone publish it 😅

16) What are your writing strengths?

Mmmmm I dunno 😀 I really Looooveee writing dialogue, so maybe that? I try really hard to get character's voices down while writing.

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

I'm HORRID about world building and scenery/describing a scene lol

I only ever wanna write emotions and dialogue 😌🫶

18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

Oh I would be so scared that I would get it wrong lol. Smarter people than me should do it tho 😌

19) First fandom you wrote for?

Fallout, specifically Fallout 3, my beloved 😍

20) Favorite fic you’ve ever written?

I'm REALLY stoked about the Nick Valentine fic I got goin on. I have plans for it being a two-parter, part one Pre-War and part two Post-War. It's definitely next on the roster for posting. It has a fun trope/gimmick that I shan't spoil yet 🤫

But I really, truly love my Emmrich fic that I have posted as well 🥰

Omg this was fun!! I'm so happy for all of the friends I've made because of this stupid little old man fanfic that I wrote as an indulgence 😭🫶 ily all ❤️

Tags: oh man idk who hasn't done this 🥲 I always feel like I'm annoying ppl when I tag them, so genuinely if you wanna do this, do it!!! Slip me a dm and I'll even tag you on here and delete this line, nobody will have to know 😏💋💋💋

[ellesnorthernstar]

RANDOM SCENARIOS I SCRIPTED IN MY DR. ♤

( disclaimer ; this is my alt history / alien dr. )

♠︎ this one elitist at a concert tried to get smart with me and i shut him down asap !!!

♠︎ getting to see my godfather fenriz for my 18th birthday for the second time since forever…

♠︎ getting stalked by the EFF BEE EYE. (LMAOOO)

♠︎ going back to my stupid ass ex because the character development. >>>>

♠︎ i went to WACKEN and went to many concerts/venues throughout the years. i even went to see some of my favorite bands.

♠︎ i would go dumpster diving back in hs and find cool stuff like vinyl records, earphones, money etc.

♠︎ quorthon ( YES THAT QUORTHON ) gifted my sister and i plushies and scandinavian artifacts before his passing. 🥹

♠︎ fenriz sent me a care package when i first entered college, full of norwegian snacks and even a picture of him and his wife.

♠︎ this guy dm’d me a song he made for me and then sent me a video lighting himself on fire… ( true story. )

♠︎ my mom would always rant about swedes. ( i love swedes. 💖 )

♠︎ i used to own a horse named layne and won multiple awards showing her. currently (as of now), she has passed.

♠︎ CRAWFISH SEASON… all day! everyday!

♠︎ for my 17th birthday, i went to the museum and played in the rain. so comforting. <333 for my 18th, i went to norway and serlerthas. my cart didn’t make it through sadly… #rippennifer

♠︎ the politician’s son gave me the american flag with MY face on it saying ‘AURA 2024’…. 😭😭

♠︎ i graduated high school early with a 4.7 gpa. ( yes this is possible… weighted gpa is a thing . )

♠︎ my first night at college, i accidentally caused the fire alarm to go off smoking too much. i didn’t get out and didn’t even get caught… 😭

♠︎ the way i almost got into many fights… this boy deadass thought i was a reptile. i was like “reptile WHO?” and he was acting so weird like a q-idiot. i told him off tho.

[teriwrites]

Emma's Wonderland: Part 9

My Live Reactions to Reading Through My 2017 Novel

Last part let's gooooo

Emma has fully started avoiding Finn, to the point of riding her bike to-and-from school in December oof

'The bruises from his fight with Trey were beginning to fade, but the scars in Finn and Emma's friendship showed no sign of healing.' lol okay melodramatic

"Do you always show your gratitude by fighting people?" a line from his favorite teacher, but out of context this is so funny and applies to maybe too many of my characters across-the-board

Said teacher suggested he find another way to demonstrate his appreciation of Emma, in a nonviolent way lol

How convenient, their story assignment is due soon! I'm sure that won't play a role at all!

Great now the racist 'city kid' trope being cast on Finn from Trey is being spread around the entire school, I'm sure that's really not causing him any additional stress or anything

"Yeah, you're about as dangerous as a mosquito," Trey taunted. Finn frowned. "You do realize mosquitos are one of the most dangerous animals out there to humans, right? Ever heard of malaria?" Trey clearly hadn't. (and this guy is dictating social etiquette in their school smh)

I wasn't expecting to find a left-field insult this late in the game, but here we are: arrogant sod

A NYC 12-year-old in probably the turn of the 2010s, using British slang with his whole chest

Omggggg

So Finn's back at home, determined to work on his story project, and he goes onto his mom's laptop to look up prompts, and one of them is: 'Tell the story of a mage who has to hide his magic.'

(AKA the role that Emma gave him in Aurelia)

Writing about a kid who hates writing was certainly interesting lol

But it did mean I got to bitch about writing, which is one of my favorite things, second only to writing

'A flashing cursor taunted him on the first line of the page.' okay now just remember that idea/phrasing for the next 4 years of this project and it may show up again lol

A montage of him working on the story without revealing anything that the story is about, ofc

It's winter break, and Finn is hard at work to put finishing touches on ~something~

I wonder what it could be lol

Dw we're about to find out, Finn went to Emma's house and she's not home, so he's going over to Elysium

"Sorry, you're not welcome here," Emma said, voice colder than the melted snow sliding down Finn's back.' so proud of 2017!Teri, she's really learning how to put a sentence together

Finn's gift to Emma?

'The Tales of Aurelia', a collection of the stories she tells that he typed up and put together, including one he wrote himself 😭

'As Emma turned to the last story, she stopped and gave Finn a wide smile, eyes beginning to glisten. "Merry Christmas, Finn." and that's the end of our real-life story, but ofc, it can't end without the final tale from Aurelia

'The Tale of the Mage and the Nymph'

Ngl it basically just sort of sums up everything we've read so far

Culminating in: 'The mage wondered for weeks how to fix what he had broken, but it seemed an impossible riddle. All he could do was try to rebuild their friendship in stories, to offer it as a token of peace. So he found himself tracing his steps to the nymph's home, as he had often done once, and held out his arms to offer it.'

12-year-old Finn writes a lot better than 12-year-old Teri used to lmaooo

Ending Thoughts:

Cute!! This story is always such a cute one to read through, and I'm glad it's held up that way after several years. Finn and Emma would have a lot of work to do before their friendship is really something that feels settled-yet-unstable enough to warrant the whole story, but for a first draft, I think this did its job perfectly.

[booradigm]

We all know that Ivonne was older than Penelope or that Callisto's threat was the same as in the game's "normal route." We've debated this since 2020, not only here but also on forums and other social media platforms, to the point of getting tired and focusing on other things. I don't want to sound harsh, but if you haven't seen mentions of it, it's either because you haven't thoroughly researched these topics or your algorithm only shows you what you want to see.

You're out here reducing things to your two favorite simple options: either you’ve done your “thorough research” or you’re "hopelessly trapped in your algorithm."

Newsflash: reality ISN'T that black-and-white, princess, and I actually have a life BEYOND what I read. I'm not gonna remember EVERY SINGLE NOVEL I've read, either. I'm not a fucking Kim Dokja, but I obviously make sure I'm not just spitting bullshit, it's why I always have evidence.

But the WAY you word it, saying shit like "We know this, we debated this in 2020," like that ISN'T from FIVE YEARS AGO is actually HILARIOUS.

In what way did you grow up that you think you are THAT important? It's my first time interacting with someone who seems GENUINELY upset and disappointed about me not knowing about a 5 year old debate from a fandom in some nook of the internet, as if it's 'COMMON KNOWLEDGE.'

Debating something in 2020 doesn’t suddenly make your arguments profound, buddy. And I literally said in that SAME post that I FORGOT about it. There was NO need to treat it like a conspiracy - "Oh this guy just isn't 'informed,' they are getting fed by a biased algorithm, unlike me ofc, I'm unbiased."

I already ADMITTED that I FORGOT, you are NOT tuff, lil bro - ESPECIALLY when you're some dude in my ANONYMOUS asks LMAOOO.

What makes it even funnier is that even BEFORE realizing it was canon that Yvonne was older than Penelope, the idea I had was STILL right. So it's not like I was wrong, it's just straight up the fact I didn't know how "the fandom debated about it 5 YEARS AGO" that got you upset.

But then again, if you ACTUALLY live thinking someone either "knows it all" or is "blissfully unaware," then it’s no wonder you're over here assuming the same of me. Such a shame it's not true, but you get a star anyways for the effort.

Don't worry, I didn’t reply just to clown on you, I wanted to use you to discuss some topics I wanted to talk about to some people real quick:

First off, I’m RE-READING the novel (congrats to those who remember me mentioning it previously). That's why some smart cookies over here probably noticed some of my posts follow a chronological order.

I get that some of you have been MARINATING over here since 2020, but yours truly? Read the novel, moved on, and came back because I got interested again, which isn't exactly a rare phenomenon.

Second, forgetting isn’t some 'wild' event. The way you frame it into ONLY TWO possibilities as either "I’m an ignorant fool who never researched," or "my algorithm is brainwashing me into selective amnesia" - like I'm a two-dimensional character you're trying to categorize(??) - is craazzyyy asf. Do NOT do that in the actual world, to REAL people lmao, there are PLENTY of reasons why someone wouldn’t mention a debate from 5 years ago, or remember details from a novel.

One could have skimmed past it (like how this L bozo skimmed my post and didn't notice my admittance to forgetting), not cared enough to remember, or just forgot (this is what happened to me, in case SOME of you losers skim over it AGAIN). It's normal to do that sometimes.

And lastly, I am NOT so deep in the trenches that I spend my DAYS making sure I never EVER forget details about the novel or some debates regarding it five years ago.

Anyway, to the lovelier bunch of you, thanks for tuning in to today’s episode of "The Anons Who Thought They Ate." (This is literally like, the third time now that this happened, lol.) I hope at least one of you got a laugh out of it, as well.

[roseofcards90]

Rose rose how far are you in Steven Universe? 👀 I must know your thoughts once you get to the movie.

OMGGGG MINTY HIIII!!! I HOPE YOU’VE BEEN DOING WELL I’M SORRY I HAVEN’T BEEN AROUND 😭 I’LL COME BACK EVENTUALLY

Haha, you see…I already finished everything actually! I have gotten through the whole show including the movie and Future (just finished it yesterday!). I was planning on making posts giving my overall thoughts for each season, but I’ve only done that for season 1A so far 😭 I gotta get back on that rip

My general thoughts though are that I love and enjoy the show so much!!! I kept hearing about it while it was still airing, but I never got the chance to properly watch it until now. I knew the show had a bad rep (for very dumb and inaccurate reasons), but that didn’t stop me from wanting to check it out! And I was pleasantly surprised. Everything was just great quality all around (character writing and designs, backgrounds, soundtrack ESPECIALLY SOUNDTRACK)

It was fun going through each episode while theorizing about certain things (such as Rose Quartz being Pink Diamond), where I was trying to connect the pieces and predict what’ll happen, but some stuff still threw me for a loop lmao aka all the Pearl stuff. My reaction to A Single Pale Rose was just me losing my mind tbh LMAOOO and there are so many episodes that will stay in my mind for a while fr

My favorite characters are Pearl, Garnet, and Lapis! Absolutely love how they were written, Pearl especially (my friend sold me on her since the beginning lmao), and despite the ending being clearly rushed, I don’t blame them for that because of what was happening at the time. Also, even if it did feel rushed, they still executed it pretty well imo? With the episodes that they had to work with. My only real complaint is how they handled White Diamond and her character, but it’s not like they could’ve done much with that tbh. Blue, Yellow, and Pink are already a delight so that complaint doesn’t bother me too much lol. Also shout out to Pink/Rose for being so well written that people couldn’t handle her being complex/morally grey lmao, she’s great. It’s so cool to her character be explored in reverse, with learning how she ended up and then going back and seeing how she was before in the beginning THE SHOW DID SO GOOD WITH SHOWING THAT OMG

I loved the movie a lot! Spinel is very fun as a character (also damn did that scene/song where Pink leaves her is heart wrenching), and also just the general musical format of the movie itself was very enjoyable (coming from someone who loves musicals and singing lol). I have to go back and listen to the whole soundtrack again from this, all the songs were just so fucking good omg

And I loved Future a lot too! I think they could’ve done more with the series, but they tied up things pretty well, especially with the second half focusing solely on Steven. It was what his character very much needed after the original series ended. Overall, I loved watching all of it! It was an amazing experience fr 🙏

[missnellcollins]

drive

gk!harvey dent x wife!reader

note: i love writing these lmaooo

this one’s got a bit of angst, and the ending sorta sucks but whatevesss! the next one i wanna write is gonna me my interpretation of the two-face debocle, specifically when he actually becomes two-face (dc fans, y’all know what i mean 👀) bc i have a rlly fluffy and sad idea for it and now want nothing more then to write it. that’ll prolly be my last harvey imagine til i get more inspo from the next gotham knights episode. BUT! i also wanna start writing for other characters, mainly star wars and supernatural so if you have any ideas,pls message me!

———

“okay, where are we going?”

“now if i told you, that would ruin the surprise!” you exclaimed, glancing at your husband in the passenger seat. 

he was currently blindfolded, a mixture of curiosity and content written in his expression. harvey dent used to hate surprises. the anticipation, not knowing if he would like it or not, the stress was unbearable.

until you came along.

harvey dent now loved surprises. 

they were never for birthdays, or any sort of special occasion, it was just out of the blue. he’d come home from work very late and you’d be waiting with a surprise dinner of all his favorites, or on his off days, you’d wake him up bright and early, shove him in the car and drive until you reached your secret destination. 

it was moments like these that harvey looked forward to the most. he never had anyone love him and treat him this way, and he was beyond grateful to have you. 

“are we almost there?”

“are you a child?”

harvey laughed at this, “well, we’ve been driving forever, and i’m starting to think that maybe this isn’t a surprise, but you’re actually taking me out here to murder me.”

you scoffed jokingly, “right and leave lincoln march as mayor, you’ve discovered my plan, guess i gotta kill you now.”

you both erupted into a fit of laughter, but it was interrupted by the sound of your phone ringing. “harv, could you-“

“i’m blind right now, darling.” 

“well, i guess you could take it off for a second, can you check my phone?“ you didn’t know who could be calling you, but it never hurt to check. 

harvey pulled the blindfold up, ruffling his hair in the process as he reached for your small purse, shuffling through the contents until he found the phone. his light eyes narrowed, causing anxiety to claw at you. 

“why is a psychiatrist calling you?”

shit. shit. shit. 

“oh, must be a wrong number.”

stupid. stupid. stupid.

“you have her number saved.” 

his voice was stern. not angry, not disappointed, but upset. you suddenly were aware that you knew exactly what was going on. 

“harvey-“

“you were calling about me, weren’t you?“ a sigh slipped past your lips, and he had his answer. 

“are you fucking kidding me?”

“harvey-“

“i told you, i’m fine! i’m just stressed!” he exclaimed, annoyance lacing his tone. “i thought you were fine too.” you said, trying to keep your temper at bay and keep your focus on the road.

“oh yeah, and what changed that?” 

subconsciously, your foot pressed down on the gas pedal, unease settling in your stomach, “the other day, you called me. and it was as though you were a completely different person.” you began, but was interrupted by harvey shouting, “watch out!!” your gaze turned back on the road and you realized you had drifted lanes. so you did what any sane person would do and pulled off road, slamming on the brakes until you came to a halted stop in a ditch. 

heavy breathes filled the air as you tried to recover from the rush of adrenaline. in that moment you were fearful that you’re last moments on earth were going to be in the middle of an argument with your husband.

thank God, He’d given you another day. 

the man recovered quicker than you did. harvey furrowed his brows, tilting his head slightly, “what are you talking about..?”

“exactly. and you told me that you had simply ‘zoned out’. harv, that’s never happened before. and i’m scared.”

“scared of me?” his voice was soft, and it almost broke you. “no. scared for you.” you corrected, your voice slightly breaking. 

“honey..”

he reached across the seat, taking your hand, “i’m gonna be okay. nothing’s gonna happen. but if it makes you feel better, i’ll go see the psychiatrist.”

you glanced at him, “you will?”

harvey nodded, “anything for you, my love.” 

a smile tugged at your lips, and everything seemed okay. 

“but can you promise me something?” 

“anything.”

a devilish smile appeared on his face as a gravelly voice spoke, “promise me that you’ll never speak another word of this. and if ya do, i’ll gut you like a fish.” 

[ladyseidr]

So, as you may know from his muse page, Rory has ( obviously undiagnosed ) ADHD. I wanted to delve more into this ( and project some of my ADHD onto him lmaooo ).

so, we'll start heavier and then move on to the mostly lighter stuff: yes, his ADHD is disabling. no, he does not know that. yes, he's thinks he's just lazy and stupid ( he's not </3 ).

no, his would-be-shitty-no-matter-what parents do not help the above, although his mom's emotional abuse / judgment actually gives him the bigger complex abt it

he does struggle academically despite the fact that, talking to him about his interests / stuff he's knowledgeable about, he clearly comes across intelligent. he struggles with focus, some memory issues, plus general test anxiety despite claiming to not care about school. he hears a lot of "try harder" despite, like, actually putting effort in for many years of his schooling.

he graduates high school, barely ( as in, highly considered dropping out for 101 reason, including the ADHD ). no, he doesn't even consider college.

the combination of untreated ADHD, C-PTSD, and definitely an ( un ) healthy dose of depression make it hard for him to work "traditional jobs," so he does mostly odd jobs. at some point after getting his own place, i def think he starts diving into his art a little more. can aspen write a muse who isn't a creative? tune in next time to find out.

unrelated, but i am serious about the band idea. about him joining some local, semi-decent band as a singer.

ANYWAY some lighter stuff now: guy who always has one major ( months and months long ) and one minor ( 1-2 weeks ) hyperfixation going on at all times.

his common types of hyperfixations tend to be: specific comic book series or characters, specific bands, D&D, video games, and so forth.

he does get pulled back to previous hyperfixations sometimes, especially favorite characters ( like batg.irl, green ar.row, nightc.rawler, spid.er-man, etc )

please let him infodump at you. please let your muse find it endearing when he talks for 30 minutes straight about the latest Batm.an series. or about his new spray paint. or about anything.

btw i'm adding this just to be petty because i brought up comics but i promise you he called in and voted for jason not to die. i think older rory read "Under the H.ood" and felt the most validation he'd ever felt in his life. this isn't even fn.af-related anymore, let me get mad about D.C for a second—

( actually let's be real rory relating to jason big time is Real and Canon to me. anyway hayla, if you're reading this—)

sometimes his brain moves faster than his mouth and he literally can't say what he wants to say fast enough to get it out coherently ( real real real ).

he does miss social cues sometimes, but how much of that is ADHD vs him just not being properly socialized prior to school is debatable. pre-bite, he's able to laugh it off when someone calls him on it.

projecting big time but i think he should be a rocker ( as a stim ). if he's sitting down, he's probably rocking or bouncing his leg or something. if he's standing, he's shifting foot-to-foot constantly. that's not to say he can never be still, but he stims quite a lot. it's not always ( or even often ) a sign of nerves, he just gets restless.

in fact, honestly a lot of his idle behavior can scream "nervous" if you don't realize he's simply restless.

his recklessness is honestly not something i'd attribute to his ADHD. he has little care for his own safety, but i think that's a lot broader then ( or even wholly unrelated to ) his ADHD

does he ever get diagnosed? it's probably well into his 30s before he can even be convinced to try therapy, but yeah, i think eventually he gets diagnosed and tbh i think he probably cried the first time he read the, like, symptoms of it and realized it fit him. also when he gets on medication. this is supposed to be a happy bullet point but AGH </3

anyway rory infodumping at your muse starter call when?

[mad-c1oud]

MAD. I have so many things i love abt your fics. in no order:

The panick from elotes when he sees charlie die from dehydration and he decides ‘fuck emotional maturity’ !!!!! OH GOD ITS SO GOOD

I think CONSTANTLY about when charlie was like ‘you dont have to call me slime, it isnt, like, reserved’ and they talk and etoiles goes ‘oh and you can say my name right’ and slime goes WHAT. Oh god i think abt it like daily and have a giggle

In fake it till you make it when charlie is calling etoiles all the nicknames and antoine just pretends like nothing is happening ❤️❤️

on the topic of fitymi, THE KISS GLASS FACTORY SCENE. RENT FUCKING FREE. The way you wrote it and then THE COPS KNOWING LMAOOO IT DIDNT WORK. Roier chanting “mi dinero!” Bc he won the bet is CHEF KISS

when etoiles casually kisses charlie and leaves, phil’s reaction when he realizes is GOLD KKKKK. “Is that why charlie has been blowing up my phone?” And etoiles going “i kissed and now i am telling” AGH

The intro (?) scene to immi where etoiles is just like ‘its okay its okay its okay he doesnt need items, hes really doing just fine–’ so he doesn’t rip charlies armor off where hes standing is HILARIOUS

“He is here. He is ravenous” then charlie dying to eater of suns was my favorite bc ITS SO IN CHARWCTER LMAO. HE WOULD.

How etoiles breaks a million avocados as baghera pulls out all the arrows from charlie. You can //feel// the need to protect coursing through his veins and poor bro has to make dinner

How youve written TWO scenes where etoiles brain fails upon imagining charlie in eyeliner. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE (i am too)

Not a apecific scene, but the (in immi) motif of charlie not feeling like enough so he always has to bring //something//.

GOD THE ENTIRE MOST RECENT CHAPTER OF IMMI. STAN FERAL HYBRID. STAN THEIR ONE SAFE PERSON. HAHAIXHSNAJAJJSUXIXIWWNKEODOEPQPEI

The immi scene where etoiles tells charlie about the bug :(

God how //unserious// charlie is about being hurt (and probably etoiles but they have different ways of unserious). Its so true to his character but i still wanna just SHAKE HIM so he doesn’t crack jokes //while he’s bleeding out//

The scene where etoiles rushes charlie back. It feels so rushed but not like you wanted to get it over with, just… like everything is a blur to etoiles while hes doing this. Like he remembers the steps he took but not what he felt when he took them. (Also how he gives himself five seconds to scream into a pillow. Felt that. STAN.)

Him asking for two cookies from phil bc he is ‘fading fast’ and when phil shows up he pretty much (albiet accidently) tunes oht phil bc he //cant look away from charlie–//

That stupid fucking cod elotes put in the barh idk if it has a name but I have a love/hate relation with it. I wonder if they kept it.

“Its not a waste with you” KILL ME THEYRE IN LOVE

When etoiles tells him to say if he feels hurt, then charlie starts crying and e is like “eh! Im so sorry what did i do you didnt say anything–” and charlies like eueuue youre so nice

Charlie purring… yes… YESSS…. (Love it when anything and everything hybrid purrs 💖)

“My cucumber” ….

When charlie pretends to be etoiles boyfriend to get into the hospital (fitymi) and the nurses are like uh this guy named charlie- and elotes goes “hehehehhhh yeahh charlie. He’s my bro” and the nurses take that as dating (BECAUSE WHAT ELSE IS IT????)

sorry tjis was so long i just had a chance to rant abt your writing and BY GODS NAME DID I TAKE IT

💖i hope you fee better

DUDE 😭😭😭

This is the best thing I’ve ever read. People always comment on chapters and fics in that moment they read them usually, so I’m always curious what sticks with people weeks later, what occupies their brain again and again long after reading…

Reading all this had me smiling so fucking big it Hurts oh my good you are so sweet dude

To answer your question: Charlie kept the cod Paul! It lives in the little pond he has in the greenhouse. It was supposed to be mentioned during the birthday chapters, but I reworked a lot of content and it not longer fit nicely so I just took it out for now. The feesh will be seen again…

The nicknames in fake it were my favorite part. I got like three sentences in and was like— hold on Idea—

And yeah Charlie giving things to Étoiles in immi, that comes a personal habit. Qcharlie has been broken down time and time again that this amount of unwavering kindness feels illegal to accept. He’s had to pay the price for so much, so sure this too right? Étoiles wants to shake him <3

YEHAHHH THE NAME THING IN IMMI!!! Man I needed a way to ween Étoiles into calling him Charlie that was just causal cause that’s Boring, and I wanted to acknowledge the face that irl, ccChatlie didn’t know how to pronounce his name at first either lmao

i like Charlie in eyeliner, sue me….

One of my favorite chapters might just be A Bandage. From the other islanders to the cooking to karaokeduo to the Chittering!!!!! Idk that one holds a special place in my heart <3

Also fun fact: I had like, 4 other fake dating scenarios I jotted down for fake it but I was worried the fic would turn into immi which also started as a 5+1 so I scrapped some ideas and kept a it short and sweet. kinda regret it and wish I could rewrite it but I still like what it turned in to

Man reading my own work through your comments is really nice. Gives me a better appreciation for what I’m creating haha

Thank you sm for all this, it means a lot and it’s never too long trust me <333

[dyke-quixote]

normal anon with the SPOOKY SCARY NSFW thoughts that arose while trying to be normal about little sancho. this vampire has changed my brain structure i swear to god.

i acidentally discovered another kink of mine because i actively come up with more thoughts as i write these. theres lactation im so sorry. <- knows you keep saying we’re on the same wavelength but like. anxiety y’know?? 👍

Sancho not putting the crib’s bars down even if she wants to try to make it to the potty, which is moved into her room at night even tho theres no way for her to reach it. Bonus points if Don Quixote and/or Bari intentionally made sure she drank before bed so she would need to go potty. Warm milk makes her very agreeable because it makes her feel fuzzy but it hits her bladder much harder than anything else for some reason (I INITIALLY WROTE WATER THERE LMAOOO GIRLS NOT DRINKING WATER WHAT AM I ON).

So she’s trapped in the crib, staring at the potty, tears in her eyes just a little bit because she’s trying to hold so badly!!! its right there!! she just needs to wait however long it’ll be for Papa to wake up and come get her and then she can use the potty like a big girl! (She doesn’t make it.)

Combine with secret baby monitor plushies to hearts content but. I really really like omo where less embarrassing relief was just mere seconds away and if she had JUST held on a little bit longer…! because it SEEMS random when Don Quixote enters her room but in reality he was paying attention through the baby monitor. He shows up right after she wets her pull-up and she starts crying and hes like “shhh shhh its ok babies like you normally can’t hold it” and GAH. it makes her head feel fuzzy but…

and oh. oh god. what if they ask her what fixer she wants on her pull-up when they change her. and she has to choose between her favorite fixer (cool! and epic!) knowing that the design will go away (sad :c) when she pees, or picking a fixer she doesn’t like as much (they’re all her favorites she just has less favorites or something idk) because she knows shes gonna use it sooner or later.

combine wearing favorite fixer pull-up to bed + fake near-salvation and you might get Sancho to full on ugly cry. she was so close and now the red m/ist design has faded because she couldn’t hold herself for just a couple seconds more!!! and her papa is so nice and comforting.

why am i censoring fixer names but not the actual characters. whatever. go my anxiety. /silly

bonus fluffy/more sfw thoughts that arose just now: Bari keeping an eye on Sancho even while she’s out exploring because both plushies have a baby monitor. Don Quixote plushie stand in is monitored by Don Quixote, Bari plushie stand in is monitored by Bari. So while Bari is away, she keeps an eye on little Sancho through the plushie.

if Sancho ever finds out about the baby monitor in the plushie, if she’s ever feeling little when Bari isn’t there and she’s missing Bari, she carries it around even if it means people will see it because lil baby misses her.

those two way radio monitor thingies. y’know what i mean right? either way. Sancho struggling to sleep, Don Quixote doesn’t know what to do, so Bari begins to tell a bedtime story. Don Quixote sleeps better when Bari tells bedtime stories too but idk. i just like this trio. you have changed my brain chemicals (<- used to not be a fan of Doncho but ITS GROWN ON ME BECAUSE OF YOU /GEN /POS)

alright no more fluff /silly

(lactation stuff starts here)

transfem Don Quixote on hormones and he ends up lactating. Don Quixote being like “oh! interesting :3 why are my boobs leaking liquids” and Bari being like “oh yeah thats lactation” (I can be mean to Bari too because here she has to explain to Don Quixote and Sancho the purpose of lactation and Don Quixote asks if Bari is capable of lactating and now. Now that idea is stuck in both Sancho AND Bari’s heads and. yeah.)

but Bari explaining lactation is so that a parent can feed their baby. Don Quixote looks at Sancho and cue the ingenious idea exchange. he doesn’t press her on it but the next time she sits on his lap (cause you KNOW that any time her papa is sitting down Sancho near MATERIALIZES next to him to sit on his lap. even in the universe where he tells her to leave him alone she’s still chronically puppydog.*) he takes out a boob and she fusses but eventually gives in and. holy fuck it has the effects of BOTH A HUMAN DRINK AND A BODY FLUID (ie - emotional satiation, even tho when little just being sweet and cute w/ her is really quite filling, the sheer LOVE from her papa’s milk?? but it also hits her bladder like a truck. whoops! sucks too bc afaik it hurts if you have a build up of breast milk and the best way is to either feed or pump it but i think we both know that if he’s going to pump the milk its still going into Sancho’s tummy + bladder. just instead of from the boob its from the bottle.)

Sancho + Bari’s solo adventure (IDK WHAT ELSE TO CALL IT ;A;). Early on Sancho’s little and sitting on Bari’s lap and she’s not quite aware of what she’s doing. Goes to knead Bari’s breast bc she eventually started doing that with Don Quixote to get more milk. Bari having to chuckle nervously because she wasn’t lactating at that point. Sometime later after they stop by some village or something, and Bari picks up some sort of lactation inducer so she can breastfeed Sancho if thats really what she wants. And embarrassingly for Sancho it is what she wants. She’s hit with a totally different set of emotions and love than when she breastfed from Papa and Bari’s milk is somehow so much different and so much the same (and she cries the first time because it reminds her of papa.). maybe she can taste some of the love Bari has for her Papa and that makes her both happy and sad.

(lactation stuff ends here)

* and AUGH DID YOU KNOW. DID YOU KNOW THAT MANAGER OF LA MANCHALAND SANCHO STILL REGRESSES IN MY HEART OF HEARTS. I’M NOT GOING INTO THAT HERE BECAUSE THIS IS PRIME EMBARRASS SANCHO HOURS.

if all heathcliffs must die, then all sanchos must piss their pants and be puppy dog *nods sagely* -v- /silly (shes not puppy dog in like a petplay way (unless? /half joking) but this girl follows Don Quixote around like a dog to the point that its LITERALLY IN THE CANTO SONG girl is SO puppy dog.)

As I was writing the more SFW ask I suddenly got hit with the idea of Dulcinea being jealous of Sancho and the care shes getting from their Father and. Dulcinea does NOT know how to handle the fact shes envious of the girl who pisses herself and isn’t potty trained anymore.

Perhaps going to Nicolina and asking for her to make like. a cloth diaper. tries to phrase it in a way where its not obvious what she’s doing. nicolina goes “Oh so a diaper? ^-^”. Dulcinea about dies on the spot. not up to date on lamanchaland lore and upties but i hc nicolina as like. actively running a store in la manchaland where sometimes kindred show up and are like “hey can i get like. a shirt.” nicolina doesnt ask questions she just makes you your shirt. maybe she throws in a fucked up tie dye. But Dulcinea is SO fucking glad that there was no one else when nicolina just chirps “ah, ok! you want me to make you a diaper? i can do that but I will need measurements.”

something about that power dynamic reversal is actually so. so fucking good. im sorry i know im the one who wrote it but when i write the words come out of my fingers and not my brain. idk how to explain that better LOL

HI HELLO HI. i read quixote on estrogen lactation and got lightheaded. this is literally so good i love this so much im going to cry.

everything about the crib and the plushies and the training potty and bari and quixote is so cute i love it so much i love them and i am HONORED that i have made you endeared to them......

i will NEVER stop thinking of quixote and bari breastfeeding little sancho now that will live in my head forever its so cute...... bari buying something just so she can try and help because sancho was such an emotional mess during the solo adventure wahhh i love them....

also you are SO RIGHT about puppy sancho in every universe. she is SO PUPPY coded. before canto 7 i wrote exclusively puppyplay with don and didnt get into the agere until after canto 7 and now she is so both. (MANAGER SANCHO SO DOES REGRESS YOU ARE RIGHT)

also MAN i always think of Nicolina being a little but the idea of Dulcinea being interested and the swap in dynamics is SO GOOD. ive thought about little Dulcinea before where she likes tea parties and dressing up her Kindred and Quixote but she HATES regressing around Sancho so she tends to suppress it. (also also i ALSO had the headcanon that Nicolina had a store so this is canon to me...)