#My ma was so confused lolol

[skrimbled]

Ah yes. My autistic vision.

Please tell me dear partner of mine what an 'autistic vision' is.

[singitforthegirls]

I'm doin this for my own amusement. It's shark week and I'm grumpy. I'll put it under a read more thingy. 🤷🤷 I had fun with the digital "highlighters" and all the different colors. Lol. XD

Anyways it's this new tim interview. I think it's interesting. I know people say he lies, etc. Idk if it's like lies-lies, maybe more this is what he was thinking at the moment he was talking to them. And then shit changes. And/or he's trying to be vague. Lol.

Anyways colorful screencaps under cut. 👇

Lol. Off course he's a fan of a weirdo yt channel like that. 🤣🤣🤣🙈

I still think he'll only think about it, and maybe almost do it but he won't actually go thru with it. Something will stop him.

Blue highlight = yes, tim. Too much space prolly.

Pink highlight = maybe.

Yellow highlight = I hope not the latter bit. 🫠

I'm a little confused by that purple highlighted bit. Lol. Can't not? Can not not? XD I'm a bit confused.

Doesn't that mean he can't resist further alienating his kid? And he can't resist walking away from everything he has? Maybe I could get tje second part. Like he couldn't resist walking away from everything he has if it means getting Chris back. But the first is still 🤔🤔🤔

But sounds kinda Catch-22 or whatever. Or at least that's what he might be goin for. Lol.

Like maybe he thinks I can get my kid back and loose everything i've built in LA or keep my life but alienate my kid more. I wouldn't be surprised if Eddie thinks he can't have both and that he has to give one of these things up. 😶🙃

*hugs Buck*

When doesn't Buck spiral? Lol

Pink highlight : "...what he's about to loose there." 🙃🫠😶

Blue h : I think it'll be a new hobby, not like regressing to Buck 1.0. But lol, what. I saw someone suggest getting tattoos and I think that'd be hilarious, tbh. XD But I doubt it. Lolol. Also seen gardening but I'm not sure he'd have the patience for that. Lol. It'd be kinda funny if he took up like Photography. 🤣🙈

And he's always taking photos and everyone is getting kinda annoyed with a camera constantly in their faces. Lolol. He'll go all in and make one of his bathrooms in the loft into a dark room or something. 🤣🤣🙈

Purple : I wouldn't be surprised if it ended in disaster. Lol. Because if his baking is a indication, he will in his spiral take things too far. 🤣🙈

Green highlight : 👏👏

Blue h : lol xD yay

Pink h : lolol off course 🤣

Yellow highlight : 🤞🤞 but I think that might be a hard habit to break. Lol. And also he just thinks he might be done with it. So he might fall back into it. Or he just thinks he's done with it but it's so ingrained he does it without realizing it.

Pink h : LET EDDIE YELL AT HIS PARENTS. ESPECIALLY HELENA. But also "always wanted to raise a kid" wtf wtf? 😶😶😶😶😶 I hope that goes were I hope it's going. 🤞🤞 AKA Eddie confronting his parents about how they treated him as a kud etc.

Green h : Someone's car or home or something is going to literally be hit with a tree. Maybe in a storm or something. And it'll like change their plans or something. Maybe for the better or cause a NDE. XD

The Buck sitch and the Eddie sitch. XD

But I worry bout Maddie. I worry it's gonna be a miscarriage story. 😬

I think Maddie & Athena thing might be the serial killer thing. Maybe Maddie was helping Athena out or Maddie asks for Athena's help. And then the serial killer goes after Maddie for some reason. 🤔

The red highlight. They've already shot 9 and 10, so Tim does know how that'll look. He's not just still thinking about it. So I think he means it.

Madney's change could be a misscarriage & deciding to try again or adopting or something?

Either Eddie decides to move to el paso and/or he realizes he's queer and/or has romantic feels for Buck? 🤔

Maybe Buck tries to subtly try & get Eddie to stay but in the end decides to like "let him go". Or the opposite and he was going to let him go, not hang on but then decides to fight and tries to get Eddie to stay? And/or realizes he had romantic feels for Eddie. 🤔

Maybe for Bathena something happened during the serial killer thing. Maybe Athena decides to like take a desk job or something.

Idk what could change for Henren. Maybe Hen will try and spend more time with her family if Madney miscarry because she realizes how life is fleeting or something? Seeing the heartbreak her friends go thru?

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Anyways lol. None of this is very deep. XD And I'm probably totally wrong. But eh 🤷🤷🤷 my blog. I can do what I want. Lolol.

[bthebeachboi]

Yall need to understand that when I use all caps, then I'm using things like NY, NJ, OK, itp

NOT LIKE "Al", I USE Al BC IT'S LIKE A SHORTER VERSION OF ALASKAS "NAME", LIKE CAL FOR CALIFORNIA LMAO

I saw a lot of ppl being like "AL is Alabama" or "I thought its Alabama" and as much as I can understand confusion, I am aware. That's why I'm not writing AL like when I write OK, but Al like when I'm writing Cal - 'Bama would be smth that I'd use in that way for Alabama, like 'Homa for Oklahoma. Also,,, idk I don't think I ever wrote shit about Alabama ngl lmao

The whole situation is a lil funny to me and, how I said, confusion is understandable, but I want yall to know that I know what I'm doing, it wasn't a mistake, it was something I do actually a lot with Alaska, I just didn't think about Alabama's existence, no offence lolol

Here, so it won't be just random shit bout this, is how I write the state's "name" (states included r those that I could think about in that moment) :

CA - Cal because he doesn't like Cali

NY - I usually use York or just won't use smth else than NY bc I think he'd hate York

NJ - Nothing bc my dyslexic ass has problems with spelling Jersey sometimes so I'm trying to stay with NJ lmao

AK - Al or just Alaska, there's not much that I can do and if we thinking what he'd like, he'd like for me to not talk to him

Beach CA - since it is his blog, I usually use B or whole Beach Boy, but I named him that only bc bitch n beach sound alike n that's kinda he's character in short

OK - 'Homa is my main, I used it only bc it looks nice and I think it fits

TX - Tex bc I can't care about him less and its simple

MA - Ofc Mass bc it's good

PA - Not Papa but PA bc not only he prefers that, I also can't spell his name without thinking about it for 30 min </3

AL - I said before, 'Bama. How I also said before, I don't think about him so,,, no other thoughts

Gov - not a state, but I do enjoy calling him Con from Congress lmao

That's about all for now bc my head hurts from all that thinking, not used to it, ya know? ;)

Anyhow, I'm not really sorry for the confusion with the whole Al and AL, mostly bc it was funny, I just wanted to say that I am aware of it and I don't mind it, because even if the post was about Alaska and some of yall thought about Alabama, it's still just a silly shipping post <3 I'm in the Fandom to have fun, so, don't think about it too much lolol

Also, to ppl simping for NJ on the main tag, same bruv same, but with like our top 3 NE and PA since he sadly isn't in top 3

[curiousherbal]

In Hands We Trust(fund)

Mystic Messenger

In Hands We Trust(fund)

Han Jumin x Reader ; Han Jumin x MC

Fluff & Humor

3.7 k

Rated: T

Summary:  Jumin had large hands. He was a tall man, of course. And you know what they say about having large hands, right?

*read on ao3 for animated emojis :3*

Jumin had large hands. He was a tall man, of course.

And you know what they say about having large hands, right?

ZEN: come on jagiya, don’t make me ask again..

You quirked a small, side smile to yourself. The chat had been active all morning and afternoon. Everyone must be in a good mood. Your most recent RFA party had only been two nights ago, and it was arguably one of the most successful ones to date. It was exhausting, yet rewarding, and you hypothesized that everyone’s lighthearted temper was a direct effect of being relieved that all of the extensive preparations and tedious social engagements had come to fruition, and quite smoothly at that.

707: ooohhh eager are we? did someone get a new role>> B)

ZEN:

ZEN: how’d u know??

Always happy to seize the opportunity to play off Seven’s bouts of humor, your fingers scrambled to reply, rapidly flying over your phone’s keyboard:

You: Telekinesis!

707: Ah! My lady doth speak after all!

ZEN: Your lady?

707: But Zen

ZEN: Yes??? What??

707: You’re playing the part really well

707: I��m impressed!

707:

Yoosung✰: Huh? I thought Zen was just acting like himself?

ZEN: yeah Seven, are you on drugs or something?

707: Mis-ta Steal Yo Girl! You’re playing the role real well!

707: I’d be wary of the fearsome iceman though…

Yoosung✰:

Yoosung✰: I’m so confused…

Oh no. Panicking, you hurriedly went to turn down the speaker volume on your phone –

Yoosung✰:

Satisfied that you managed to avoid Yoosung’s … disturbingly bawdy bawling, you tucked your feet beneath your legs as you adjusted your position on Jumin’s bed.

Our bed.

It was still something that you had to get used to. Your relationship with Jumin was something that was intense; it accelerated at a rate which had everyone surprised. But you were happy. And Jumin was finally freed from the tendrils of loneliness that had haunted him all of his life.

You finally had someone that not only treated you like the princess that you were, but someone that was mature, responsible, and respected you as not just as a woman or lover – but as a human being.

He was your best friend. Your best friend that shared a mutual love for cats.

And if you were being completely honest, his handsome visage and comfortable living arrangements were nothing to complain about either.

Jumin Han has entered the chatroom

Your face flushed red. Your fiancé was currently at work. He must have just gotten on his lunch break to log into the chatroom. You’d be lying to yourself if you said you weren’t at least somewhat apprehensive of how Jumin would proceed. He has always been just a bit too protective…

707: AHHH! Yoosung run!!

Yoosung✰: WHAT WHY

Yoosung✰:

707: THE

707: I

707: C

707: E

707:  O          /|\          / \

Yoosung✰ has left the chatroom

Your head fell back with bellowing laughter that reached the high ceiling of the penthouse. Poor Yoosung.

Unphased, your fiancé made his presence known in chat:

Jumin: Ah, ma chérie. How lovely it is to see you here. I take it you’ve had lunch?

Jumin: …

Jumin: Zen, it is truly regrettable that I cannot say the same to you.

ZEN:

ZEN: DUDE

ZEN: What’s wrong with you??

707: Yeah!

707: No greeting for me?? What am I, chopped liver??

Jumin: My sincerest apologies, Luciel. How are you?

707: Doing just dandy, thx thx (♥ω♥ ) ~♪

ZEN: blegh, gross. Don’t flirt with that man, Seven.

707: whattttt

Like a well-oiled machine, you and Seven both responded at the same time:

You: but he flirts with everyone!

707: hey I flirt with everyone!

Your eyes widened and you couldn’t help but shake with laughter. You and Seven were like two sides of the same coin, finishing each other’s sentences whilst copying each other’s mannerisms and phrases.

707: JINX!!!

You: OMG

Jumin: Love, I’m happy to see you enjoying yourself.

Feeling slightly guilty at having delayed answering Jumin’s question, you blushed and gave your lover a reply:

You: Darling! Yes – I am well. <3 I hope work has been going well. <<33

You: And no – I haven’t yet. Zen was just trying to convince me to go get lunch with him lol

707: lolol

707: gonna go get popcorn 4 this lololol

Jumin:

Jumin: Zen, is that true?

ZEN: So what if it is! You don’t own her! She can make her own decisions

Jumin: Of course she can. And of course I don’t. Are you, by chance, projecting?

ZEN: Are you being smart with me?

Jumin: Just curious. I find it interesting how you are defaulting to assuming the worst in me. Perhaps you are subconsciously ashamed of your own beastly tendencies, no?

ZEN:

ZEN: Jagiya, can you believe this guy??

Sensing the growing tension, you decided that it would be best to windmill the conversation. Usually Zen’s and Jumin’s bickering was fairly harmless, but you didn’t want to take any chances in ruining the positive atmosphere that graced the RFA recently.

You: Zen, I appreciate your concern for me.

You: But we are kind of engaged, lol

Jumin: Correct.

707: Affirmative.

You: Glad that’s settled then, boys!

ZEN: Hey I wasn’t done –

You: I’ll meet you at the Parisian café halfway between yours and mine Zen 😊 15 minutes?

707: Oh la la, French cuisine ? How romantic~

707:

You grimaced slightly. You hadn’t meant for it to be romantic. You were just really craving an egg and cheese croissant, that’s all!

ZEN: Sounds picture perfect, princess.

ZEN: And I should know, since I take the best selfies haha

ZEN:

ZEN: I’ll see you there.

ZEN has left the chatroom

You rolled your eyes at the 180° change in Zen’s mood. He’s too easily pleased when he gets what he wants. Despite his mercurial tendencies, you did genuinely like Zen. You just couldn’t imagine being in a relationship with him; your nose crinkled slightly at the thought. The actor was too much like an older brother to you. Which is why I have Jumin. Your heart fluttered at the mere thought of the dark businessman. Many and most regarded him as cold, aloof. But you knew better, and he knew you knew. And that was all you both needed to be happy.

Jumin: Please be safe on your way, sweets. I will call Driver Kim to assist you there.

You: Thank you my love! I will be waiting for you when you get home this evening~~

707: Awhh how cute

You: You’re welcome to come too, Sevs

707: unfortunately I got a lotta work to do

707:

707: I am but a hacking slave

You: haha okay. Well you’re welcome anytime. I’ll get going then

You: Love you, Ju xx

Jumin: Enjoy your afternoon. I expect to see you later.

You have left the chatroom

Not wanting to be the last one out, you left before Seven or Jumin did. You briefly wondered if they’d talk any to each other, but you supposed you could always log back in later and see for yourself.

As you started getting ready to leave the penthouse, you couldn’t help but worry your bottom lip between your teeth as you thought about your fiancé’s parting wishes. No emoji. No kisses. No pet names.

You sighed.

Jumin had made leaps and bounds regarding his borderline obsessive nature over you, but he still could be quite moody. It was obvious that he wasn’t pleased with you having a lunch date with Zen, no matter how strictly platonic it was in your eyes. The tight-lipped business heir was making an effort to put on a cool, calm façade in the chatroom so as not to upset you. You appreciated his efforts, you truly did. It was all you could ask for – that he make an effort, that is.

You slipped on your sneakers and slung your crossbody bag over your shoulder. Giving the flat a onceover to ensure Elizabeth was comfortable and the windows locked, you exited the penthouse.

Surprisingly, Driver Kim was already waiting obediently in the hallway outside of the door.

He gave a polite bow. “Are you ready, Miss?”

With a smile and warm thanks, you exited the building and slid onto the cool, leather backseat of the car.

I’m on my way! 😊 You pocketed your phone after texting Zen, your stomach growling in anticipation.

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Jumin Han arrived home precisely at 5:15 PM. Less than ten seconds upon entering his penthouse, he could already tell from the dark hallways that you had yet to return from your afternoon rendezvous with a certain musical theatre actor.

Jumin’s lip curled in distaste.

Peeling off his suit jacket, Jumin made his way to his bedroom.

Our bedroom.

His heart gave a sudden pang in his chest, and Jumin sat gingerly on the bed. He undid the buttons to his waistcoat and exhaled. He laid back on the bed, his legs still bent at a right angle over the edge. He settled his large, slender hands atop his flat stomach.

He sensed the soft pitter-pat of Elizabeth stealthily slipping into the room. His senses were proved right when he felt her rub herself against his calves, her lithe body weaving in and out of the man’s lanky legs.

He sighed once more. One lethargic hand reached down, just barely nosing at the soft tips of Elizabeth’s dainty ears.

Jumin was annoyed. In truth, he was jealous, but he had been working hard to remedy that feeling specifically, especially when it concerned you.

Oh, how he hated to disappoint his love.

He turned his head, his left cheek now resting against the cool top of the comforter. His stomach growled hungrily.

He hated to disappoint you, but… I cannot control myself any longer… he suddenly thought hazily with a loose and smug smile: I am going to punish you when you get home.

The lonely man wove his fingers together, stretched them, and rested them against the back of his head.

Yes, he knew just the appropriate punishment for you.

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It was half past 5 when you finally unlocked the door to your shared penthouse. Zen had insisted that you watch part of his rehearsal right after lunch. Not having anything else to do, and not looking forward to returning to an empty nest, you agreed easily.

You hadn’t meant to extend your lunch date several hours; it just so happened that way.

And you hadn’t meant to spend essentially the entire day with your handsome, celebrity actor friend whom your fiancé didn’t entirely fancy – it just so happened that way. Or so, you told yourself.

To be honest, you were feeling apprehensive. Jumin had most likely already returned home, and you were unsure what state of mind or being he would be in when he discovered you not there.

The man was desperately concerned for your safety and whereabouts. More so than he needed to be.

The door swung open on its smooth hinges, you toed off your sneakers, and draped your jacket on the minimalistic coat rack that stood plainly by your front door. You took note of Jumin’s briefcase and loafers sitting idly by. I was right. Another sigh. He beat me home.

“Jumin?” You called for your lover softly into the open space. “I’m home. I’m sorry that I took so long – I just didn’t have anything else to do.”

You walked through the penthouse and into your bedroom; you surveyed the California King sized bed, only to find –

Nothing.

Well, nothing – excluding the spoiled white ball of fur that currently lay curled up in the center of the bed.

“Jumin?”

How could your 6 ft something Mr. CEO rich business heir fiancé disappear?

Did he go out again after dropping off his work stuff?

No – he always wears his loafers, and they’re still here…

Perplexed, you spun on your heel and began to walk back towards the hallway.

Maybe he was lounging on the couch –

CLICK

Bright light suddenly filled the bedroom.

A tall, dark figure dashed out from the space behind the open door and ensnared you with its long arms. Large hands spread their spindly fingers over your stomach, interlocking with one another. A pointed chin dug into your shoulder. An angular nose pressed against the right side of your face. Black, glossy hair tickled your neck.

“My love.”

The silky baritone rumbled from the large chest currently pressed up against your back. “You’re home.”

“Ju-Jumin…” You reached a hand up to cup your lover’s cheek, trying to pivot in his embrace so that you could properly greet him.

“I think not.”

Your eyes widened in bewilderment. “What?” You breathed out airily, not sure what was happening.

“You’re late.” Jumin pressed a single, deliberate kiss to the pulse point on your bare neck.

You shivered, not expecting this development, but not exactly displeased either. “In my defense,” you felt him press another delicate kiss to your skin, “I never said what time I’d be home.”

The large hands abruptly spun you around.

Suddenly, your back was to the wall. Jumin towered above you, his palms resting on either side of your head.

“You see, my love,” he leaned in closer, inhaling your gardenia perfume that you applied earlier; his stomach curdled at the thought of you putting it on for anyone other than himself, “That is where you are wrong.”

You were being kissed. Passionately. With lots of pressure.

“You said you’d be waiting for me at home, did you not?”

Fuck.

The hairs stood up on the back of your neck as you stumbled out a lame “Ah, yeah – you’re right.” You licked your bruised lips and made eye contact with his dark irises, only an inch or two away from your face. You gulped. “I’m sorry.”

Jumin let out a dark chuckle.

“You know, my dear… I’ve been working so hard to please you these past several months. I’ve been attempting to tame the beast as Zen so likes to call it. Exterminate my unhealthy feelings of obsession. Possession.” He slipped a knee between your legs. “Even… aggression.” He nipped at your neck. You closed your eyes. He leaned back. “But when you don’t make similar efforts to help me out,” He brought up a large hand to cup your face, you opened your eyes again at the touch, were his hands always so huge??, “it is rather difficult for me to not stray course.”

You blinked before voicing meekly, “is it?”

Jumin gave a curt nod, placing his other hand at the curve of your waist. He breathed your name softly, followed by an inquest: “…do you know what they say about having large hands?”

Your face went beet red. Is he really asking that? So much for maturity…

“Uh… um...”

“Hmmm?” He patiently waited for your answer.

You couldn’t bring yourself to say it.

“Would you prefer I show you in a more… direct manner, then?” Jumin arched a perfect eyebrow, studying your flustered expression, challenging it with his unbothered one.

Still not able to form words or sounds, you gave a single, timid nod.

And then: “Ahahahahah!” Your raucous laughter burst from your chest suddenly, your body reacting before your mind had even processed what had just happened.

That’s when you felt it – those large hands… on your body…

Tickling you. Hard. Frenzied. Up and down your sides.

“AHH hahaha, Jumin!” You shrank down trying to bat away his persistent palms. “Jum- hahaha! Oh my god hahahha,” you craftily pulled yourself from his embrace and ran from the room, still giggling, clutching your tickled sides.

“Oh, you think you can escape that easily ma chérie? This is your punishment!” Jumin shouted heartily at you, laughing himself as he gave chase to your retreating figure.

You rounded the couch, clutching at its backside, panting playfully, not entirely sure what your next plan of action should be to escape your fiancé-turned-tickle-monster.

“Oh? Have you gone into hiding my love?” Jumin loftily proposed to his living room, taking slow steps in a circle as he surveyed the room. “You know that for every second you delay your punishment, the reprimand gets extended twice as long.”

Oh fuck. There was nothing for it. You had to give in now. You weren’t sure how much longer you could endure his tickling once he inevitably trapped you.

“Gotcha!” Jumin appeared at your side suddenly, circling your wrist with his deft fingers. He crouched beside you behind the couch.

“Ah!”

“Oh, did I scare you?” He pouted petulantly, his eyes giving away the merit that he actually felt.

“Yes, how did you even sneak up on me like that?”

Jumin jerked his head to his left, pointing out a certain feline that was staring directly at you, her tail flicking to and fro. Leave it to the cat to give away your position.

“Elizabeth!” You brought a palm to your chest. “I am betrayed!”

The next thing you knew, strong arms had scooped you up bridal style, and you were cradled against an equally solid chest, clothed only in a thin, dress shirt that was unbuttoned at the top.

“Just because you’re cute doesn’t mean that you can escape your fate so easily,” Jumin chastised with a gentle breath of your name.

You looked up at his dark eyes. They peered down at you. Despite his pedantic words, nothing could erase the genuine tenderness that his irises beheld when regarding you.

They narrowed. A smirk overtook his features. His eyes glinted with mischief.

Well, it was a nice thought while it lasted…

Jumin suddenly dropped you.

“Ah!” You landed gracefully onto your bed, bouncing a bit as the mattress dipped to accommodate your form.

Jumin straddled you, pinning your elbows by your sides with his knees.

“Oh, it looks like I’ve trapped my little songbird,” Jumin sighed in contrived melancholy, “There’s nothing for it – she looks so sad. I must give her what is due.”

Your eyes widened in alarm – “wait Jum—!”

He was upon you like a ravenous wolf. His large hands flew over your body once again, surrendering you to his ticklish torment. You let loose uncontrolled giggles, your own small hands desperately trying to prevent his large ones from continuing their delighted assault. Your body responded in involuntary spasms, your breath hitching and releasing peals of laughter. You pounded your fists weakly against his chest as he heightened his tickling by nuzzling his nose into your neck.

The overstimulation, the excess of sensation, it was all too much. Pain mixed with pleasure, your mind and body interpreting the experience in two completely different ways. It was pleasurable. It was torture. It was pure nonsense. It was stinging. It was true gaiety.

“Jumin—!” You wheezed, fighting to string together a coherent sentence despite the hellish delight he continued to inflict upon your vulnerable form, “ahah Jum—aha –in! St—op!”

Out of ideas, and incredibly overstimulated, you decided you had no choice but to play dirty:

“You’re hurting me!”

Immediately, he stopped.

Gone were the conniving eyebrows, replaced with ones knit in concern instead. His open-mouthed smile was instantly exchanged for a downturned frown. He eased his pressure on you, his hands stilling as they now hovered over your body in hesitation, as if afraid you would break at his slightest touch.

Oh no. No no no.

“Jumin, I didn’t actually mean – “

“Darling, why didn’t you tell me sooner?” Oh Lord, he sounded miserable.

Your heart leapt in your throat at the anxious tone in his voice.

“It was just a lot, love. I enjoyed it; I really did. You didn’t do anything wrong, please don’t be sad.” You suddenly felt very guilty as you looked at the fretful expression on your lover’s face.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know what came over me…” Jumin averted his eyes.

Oh no he doesn’t.

“Jumin,” you placed your hands on either side of his face, forcing him to look at you, “I like this side of you. The playful side. The lighthearted side. The affectionate and silly side. I love every side of you. Never apologize for coming out of your shell. Especially to me. I’m your best friend before your lover.” You smiled invitingly. “I shouldn’t have said you were hurting me… I’m sorry. But, we should maybe establish a safe word next time, yeah?”

Jumin’s face morphed into one of gentle bliss, his mouth turning slightly to kiss your palm.

“Deal.” He acquiesced easily. “You know, you’d naturally make quite the good business negotiator with rhetoric like that.”

“Oh?” You liked the sudden vitality in his eyes.

“Would you like me to prove it in a more…” He swallowed thickly, his gaze now hooded by lust and love, “ahh… direct manner, then?”

“God yes.”

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ZEN has entered the chatroom

ZEN: Hey Ms. Party Planner, did you get home safely??

You were lying on Jumin’s bare chest, both of you long exhausted from the sheer physicality of the day’s events.

You: Yup yup! Thx for asking 😊

Jumin was also on his phone, his arms long enough to wrap around your shoulders and text with both hands at the same time. He gave you a quick peck on the crown of your head. You looked up at him briefly and grinned lovingly.

Jumin: Thank you for entertaining my fiancé today, Zen. I would have hated for her to be lonely.

ZEN: Humph! Yeah yeah. I don’t hang out with her for your gratification.

ZEN: She’s my friend too.

You rolled your eyes good-naturedly at the young man’s characteristic defensiveness. Even Jumin chuckled slightly above you. Ever the mediator, you sought to cool things down again for the evening.

You: you know, I can never tell when you two are actually arguing vs. just bantering

ZEN: I’d hate to distress you princess...

ZEN: We can’t have you developing worry lines in your precious skin!

ZEN: perhaps we should come up with a sign that let’s you know what’s up lol

Yoosung has entered the chatroom

Jumin: Oh, you mean like a safe word?

Jumin: Sounds easy enough. Her and I established our own just an hour or two ago.

Jumin:

ZEN: Safe word…….

ZEN:

Yoosung has left the chatroom

Notes:

Wooo! My second MysMe fic! I really loved how adorably fluffy and humorous this one turned out. I have a major soft spot for Jumin -- and I think he is most adorable when he allows himself to act silly. I also was growing tired of the ultimate-daddy-dom-jumin fics (which are great! but I thought, well what if he led MC on like that and then... ATTACKED HER WITH TICKLES AND CUDDLES) As always, you can find me on tumblr @curiousherbal And you may request prompt ideas either here or there :)) I hope you enjoyed this self-indulgent nonsense xxx

[userarchive]

Unexpected Circumstances Ch 2

Warnings: Language, talk of the job, PG13 rating? Sonny Carisi x Reader, but I’ve given her a name for the sake of my sanity lolol

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9 hours later, you’d managed to get back to two different apartments, had a quick shower, and gathered all the information you needed from both, you were behind schedule as you walked into the SVU squad room with a box of files and evidence. The crew was already gathered around the white board, trying to figure out the bust before you burst the bubble. You softly dropped the box onto an empty desk,

“Sorry I’m late, took longer to take care of things that I thought.” You addressed Captain Benson, most of the squad’s attention was turned towards you, your chest tightened. 7 years of undercover work and you were still stressed every time you transferred units, more worried about the fact that this was Sonny’s old crew.

“Detective Sophie Montgomery.” Olivia gestured toward you, “Please treat her with respect, she may be our newest recruit from Staten Island Vice, but she’s highly recommended, she’s not new to this. You may recognize her as one of our arrests from last night, she’s been working this ring undercover for the past 7 years and she’s going to be the biggest help we have with this case.” She gave you a tight smile, stepping back from the white board. You took a breath in, surveying over what they had up on the white board.

“Okay,” You started to move pictures around on the board, “Y’all made the bust too early, which means..”Your hand shot up to the three blacked out silhouettes at the top of the board,”That you don’t have any of these three in your custody, and those three are the ones you need.” You moved a few more things around on the board, “Alejandro Martinez is the King of Manhattan, and has been for years,” Your fingers tapped the top photo, “He works with a Queen and a Prince, and he only works on the Upper East Side. These parties aren’t like you’d normally expect, the clients are high profile, actors, producers, judges, lawyers, cops, wall street guys, politicians, everything you’d hate to have to prosecute.The drugs are clean, mainly coke and ecstasy, bottles of Prosecco, Patron, high end shit, they rarely deal with underage girls, unless there’s a new pimp who they want to try out, or someone high up makes a specific request.”

You glanced around the bull pen, noticing that Dominick had joined in, your breath hitched every so slightly.  He however found himself somewhat entranced, he always enjoyed watching you work like this, your brain managed to wrap its way around things that everyone else missed, and you always seemed to know all the secrets people wanted to keep to themselves. Amanda interrupted your thoughts.

“So Martinez is the King, we know his brother is the prince, who’s the Queen?” You cocked an eyebrow at her.

“How do you think I have this much information?” You slouched against the desk next to you, “Listen, there is no way you can take down this ring with what you have from the bust. Every time there’s been a party busted the main 3 haven’t been present, or it’s just one of them and they get been slapped with a misdemeanour.  They disappear to some remote corner of the globe, but like clockwork 6 months later, manage to find each other again, give me until then and I promise you a bust, with the top three all there.” You eyes scanned over the room, “While I can work here, I cannot break my cover, I can’t have anything to do with this case, I’ll help you gain any information but I can’t testify.” You could feel Olivia sigh heavily across the room, 

“Okay, we’ll talk to the suspects, you and Carisi watch, anything that doesn’t match, you tell us immediately.”  Olivia gestured towards interrogation 1, Sonny and you following behind her before she closed the door, being alone with him skyrocketed your emotions, you shoved your hands into your pockets so he wouldn’t notice them shaking.

At first you listened in silence, then Sonny felt like he couldn’t hold it in anymore, the words came tumbling out of his mouth before he could even try to stop himself,

“Did, did you have ta do …anything ya didn’t…want to..while you were under?” His voice was so gentle you barely felt it, you could nearly feel the tears but you knew what he was thinking. 7 years under in a sex ring, it was only logical, and this was the first moment you’d had truly alone since your reappearance. Both of your faces stayed strictly facing forward into the interrogation room, attempting to pretend that you were listening to what happened in front of you. Carisi felt just as drawn to you in that moment as he did the first time he asked you to coffee, the warm smell of your perfume brought back memories of holding you close, burying your head into the crook of his neck, the briefest of grins flashed across his face before you replied.

“No. Of course not,” You risked a lightning fast glance over to him, “I worked mainly on the books, took care of the girls, nothing ever happened.” You couldn’t help yourself, admiration burning at your cheeks knowing that he was worried about you, you pulled your hand out of your pocket, giving his elbow a reassuring squeeze before dropping your hand.

The two of you watched the confrontation in front of you, not registering that you were slowly inching closer to each other with each shuffle of your feet. Sonny felt his hand taking control as it brushed against yours and immediately felt like a middle schooler on his first date again, blush creeping up his neck, but when you didn’t shy away, he found his finger looping around your left ring finger. Your heart jumped into your throat at the gesture, finally turning away from the glass to properly look at the man beside you.

“I’m sorry I was such an ass yester-“ Dominick started before you cut him off,

“You’re not the one who should be apologizing,” A shaky breath to try and keep you calm, “I am unbelievably sorry…for everything.” Looking directly into those steely blue eyes was nearly intimidating, they softened at your statement, the faintest of a smile creasing his face.

“You were just doin’ your job.” In that moment, properly seeing each other, silently forgiving previous actions, the air in the room shifted. Carisi reached out, brushing a loose strand of hair off your face, his thumb briefly stroking your jawline before running down your arm and you were completely lost in the moment gravitating towards each other. A loud bang from the other side of the glass made both of you jump, pulling apart as you were reminded where you were, shifting back into work mode. 

Sonny chuckled softly to himself, you cocked at eyebrow in his direction,

“Bella’s gonna freak.” You laughed lightly at that, 

“Your Ma’s gonna actually kill me.” 

“I’ll be sure to remind her assaulting a police officer is a punishable crime.” The playfulness slightly returned to the room, soft smiles and small laughs filling the awkwardness of the previous night.

***

As the day came to a close, you were sitting at your desk finishing up a pile of paperwork leftover from the various cases SVU had managed to arrest over the course of the day. The squad room had emptied out, and Olivia took advantage of that as she stopped at the side of your desk on her way out. You paused your writing, looking up at her,

“What can I help ya with Captain?” She faltered slightly, piecing together the words before she spoke,

“We’re…not going to have any..problems with the DA’s office are we?” It was a reasonable concern considering the only interaction she had witnessed with you and the A.D.A. was a heated screaming match followed by a physical altercation. You leaned back in your chair as you answered,

“No. That was a one time thing, I promise.” She quirked an eyebrow, not sure if she should believe you, so you continued, “You ever had someone come back from the dead?” Confusion took over Benson’s face,

“Yeah actually…one of our A.D.A.’s was shot in front of me, 12 hours later she turned up inside a car on the way to witness protection.” You watched as the emotions moved across her face, “It was a lot to process.”

“Now take all those feelings and add on about 7 years.”

“Jesus.” She muttered, shaking her head, 

“Carisi and I will be fine, it was just a lot to go through so suddenly. And…I do apologize about the whole thing, it was wildly unprofessional, not exactly how I wanted to have my first day at SVU.” Olivia gave a stark laugh to that, 

“It’s okay, just don’t make it a habit.” She shouldered her bag, “And don’t stay too late, just finish up what you can.”

“I will, night Cap.” You turned back to the last few pages as Liv exited the squad room, leaving you to quietly finish your work.

[miraculous-marinetta]

Part 2 (of whatever i did back then)

So... I was really happy when I received positive comments on this post (which would be part 1). 

One comment made by @lovelivingmydreams caught my attention:

“I really liked it. I would love the whole thing. Why was Jaques akumatized, what were his powers? How did Luka's recruitment go? Did Luka go check on Mari in his civilian form? Was he curious about what she thought of the new hero? Gosh I'm such a sucker for lukka/viperion, lukanette and Mari chat. And this has all of that.”

So I’m going to do as many parts as I need to make a good short story while we wait for season 3! Not all questions above will be answered in this part obviously~

This part is like 5% Lukanette and 95% Marichat, lolol. (and like 3% conflicted marichat/adrinette)

The bell rang, a sign that school was over until Monday. On Marinette’s usual daydream, she almost missed the bell, packing her things later than everyone else. She saw Adrien and Nino laughing about something, soon after Alya joined them, heading out of the classroom. Marinette hurried after them.

The trio ahead of her talked lively about some superhero movie up in the cinema tonight. Marinette looked at her phone while stepping up the stairs just before the entrance.

“Dude, I mean, Marinette wanna come with us?” Nino proposed Marinette.

“Huh?” the bluenette asked, distracted.

“Oh no hun, she can’t come today.” Alya laughed with certain mischief in her voice and her smile.

“Why?” Adrien asked, dazing Marinette. It was rare from Adrien to ask “why”, he usually would smile and say “That’s too bad” or “I was looking forward to it”. After two years of knowing him and being “just her friend”, her crush fever had gone down, she could now create coherent sentences and interact normally, maybe sometimes, give him some Ladybug-kind of sass. However she couldn’t deny that she loved him, he was even more handsome and he still was a sweetheart with everybody. She just got better at hiding her feelings, becoming more mature.

“I already got plans today, but any other day would be fine!” she smiled as they got out.

By the door, leaning on the wall was certain handsome boy, two years older than them. His arms were crossed as every bad boy in every romantic movie. His usual attire, black and white with the cyan highlights: His light-blue eyes looking gladly at Marinette.

“Luka!” she greeted excited to meet her friend. A smirk appeared in his lips.

“Finally Ma-ma-marinette.” he falsely complained, mocking her. He hugged her, a hug too long and too tight to Chat Noir’s–-I mean– Adrien’s liking. Alya was contemplating the scene satisfied. Nino heard a cat hiss behind him, and he would swear it came from Adrien.

As everyone was heading to the metro they all walked together. Alya and Nino were ahead of them, while Marinette had Luka on her left side and Adrien on her right side. Adrien felt a little left out as Luka small talked with Mari.

“I’m glad to see you in one piece.” Luka commented.

“Well yes, thanks to Chat Noir and Viperion. They did a great job.” Adrien’s chest swelled with pride, although he would have omitted Viperion.

“I bet they did. I saw that new hero on the news, he’s pretty handsome right?” Luka asked with a cocky smirk, one that Adrien could read right through it. Marinette turned red, I mean, what a question! Surely out of Luka’s character, she wasn’t expecting that question.

A weird though crossed Adrien’s mind: I’m going to punch him in the face.

“Uhm yeah, superheroes tend to be handsome, I mean have you seen Chat Noir, hahahahaha!” she dodged the question by adding Chat to the argument. She didn’t really want to comment on the new superhero, and I mean, although Chat was really handsome, she just thought he was a cute partner.

Meanwhile Adrien was having a quiet heart-attack.

“Hey man, you okay?” Luka asked, observing how he was all blushed and absent minded. Marinette glanced at him, and got worried.

“Adrien?” Mari asked reaching for his shoulder.”You look feverishly hot.”

“Huh?” Marinette realized her horrible mistake when Adrien looked confused.

“I mean that you look like you have a fever and you look hot! I mean that you look like you are hot and have a fever!” the bluenette got progressively pink until she reached that crimson color she didn’t have since her old crush-fever days. Luka cringed a little but internally laughed amused, Marinette would never change her ways, not around that boy.

“Oh haha… I’m okay. I guess I’ll call it a day.” he simply said, feeling a little embarrassed, with a campfire in his chest. Maybe it was the flu, maybe he was jealous, maybe he wanted to die.

“Do you want me to accompany you home?” Marinette offered.

“Oh no, I don’t want to interrupt your date. I’ll just call my bodyguard.” Marinette laughed a little and was about to clarify this wasn’t a date at all, but Adrien was already far away; if she reached for him, it would look weird.

Marinette and Luka talked eagerly as they headed downtown to buy new guitar strings. They had ice cream and goofed around before returning back home. After a long good shower, Marinette dressed herself up with a big black sweatshirt and her pink polka dotted pajama pants. She sat in a chair on her rooftop as the autumn sunset welcomed her with a chilly breeze.

Her parents wouldn’t be home till Sunday, so she could eat at anytime and do whatever she wanted to, even the bakery would be closed until her parents returned.

While Mari enjoyed hot cocoa and freshly baked cookies – Tikki cuddled underneath the bluenette’s sweatshirt – she heard a little well-known bell. In a matter of seconds Chat Noir in the flesh stood in four limbs besides her.

“Chat! What are you doing here? Is there an akuma close by?” Marinette asked, her eyes going everywhere.

“Me-ouch princess! Can’t a stray cat visit his favorite girl?” Chat joked as he sat normally in a chair at Marinette’s side.

“You surprised me, that’s all.” she said a little blush. “Want some cocoa? I also got cookies I made myself.”

“Cookies from a princess?? And a hot beverage in this freezing weather? I’m so grateful” Marinette laughed while she handed him a cup (which was the flask lid).

“Don’t be silly kitty, it’s not that cold yet.”

“Yeah it is! Look feel my cheeks!” he said grabbing her hand. Marinette’s warm hands chilled right away. She gasped, as she moved her hands to his other cheek and then to his forehead, which was slightly warmer. Chat noticed Marinette’s worried face. “Oh, but it’s fine, it’s because of the cold air that hit’s my face when I run. I’m fine, really, take that look of your pretty face.” he smiled as the hot cocoa warmed his insides and his heart.

“Wait here Chat, I’ll be right back.” Marinette slid down her trapdoor and came soon after with a fuzzy looking blanket to wrap Chat. “So tell me, why are you here in such a cold afternoon?”

“I was patrolling and it was really calm and quiet, so I thought I stopped by to say hi.” he said simply with a shrug taking a cookie.

“Oh kitty, I’m sure you got better things to do that come here.” Marinette commented in a lonely way, probably sarcastic, Chat Noir wondered why.

“Oh no Mari, you are the best choice right now.” he said with a smile. “I really enjoy your company, plus you feed me nice treats.” He saw Marinette’s eyes light up and, as a reply he grinned in a cat-like way. “Wanna play some video games? Or watch a movie?” he proposed; luckily, they would get inside, it was getting really cold.

“I’m in the mood for a movie actually.” she simply said, opening the hatch to go inside. For a moment she stopped, she was having Chat Noir over, for a movie. Is this weird? She thought. I mean she felt comfortable, as she was Ladybug, she wasn’t afraid of Chat, but would Chat be comfortable? He didn’t really know her… but he proposed movie night, so yeah, whatever.

They curled up in the sofa, sharing a blanket with some distance between them. Believe it or not, they chose a Marvel Movie, which was ironic, as they were superheroes. When the movie was getting to that pre-climax part, when everything is quiet and heroes just explain their whole lives, Marinette felt some weight in her arm. Chat Noir was asleep in her shoulder, he looked peaceful, so peaceful actually, that Marinette reached behind his cat ears and scratched a little.

Not only did Chat accommodate himself better, hugging Marinette and resting his head in her lap, but he was purring. In two years as Ladybug, Marinette never heard him purr, he looked happy and was so into character she thought he would turn into a cat at any moment now.

After the movie, Marinette played her favorite sitcom and changed her position in the couch, she felt sore already. With a few pillows in her back, she rested her head in the armrest, Chat was laying in her chest, hugging her like a pillow, and was between her legs. Marinette petted his head out of habit, and felt asleep after three or four short chapters.

How she ended up in her bed with her cat pillow snuggled against her chest the next morning, she didn’t know. She only knew she was kind of disappointed because the cat was fake, and looked nothing like the cat she was hoping for.

And she was confused as hell on why did she want some stray cat on her bed instead of dreamy Adrien Agreste.

[dailyjeons]

BTS account 13/10/18

didn’t do merch cause i did that in london, didnt go for studio cause that was probably not feasible with how our lines were going (at least i was too scared to do it).. sucks cause i didnt get allowed into the london booth while in the amsterdam booth everyone was queue-ing up anyways and getting in lol

bolding the subjects so you can skip parts that dont interest you

pre concert stuff So I was going to the concert with a person(Julie) I met through tumblr, she responded to my message asking if people wanted to queue up in GA with me cause I was alone. She was with a group of people and they basically adopted me so that was nice!!  Julie was super kind, constantly looking out for me, for my anxiety too and just I really loved being with her, time really flew!! We prioritized looking out for eachother over seeing the boys so I was really happy bout that! We basically queued up at 7AM in the 'unofficial line' that later on became the official one! Campers were sent out, I believe, but they probably came back early still! We still had a fairly decent spot I suppose? The camping out itself wasn't too stressful but I had a lot of anxiety bout being in the pit in a crowd of people, not havin bathroom breaks and being on 2 hours of sleep gjkfg Julie tried to reassure me through all of that. there were some fans giving out some stuff in the line!! like arts and stuff and i got this from a jimin fansite, i think she was japanese? 

it was so funny basically she did rock paper scissors with fans to determine if they’d win.. i lost but she gave it to me anyways?? LOL she didnt give it to anyone else that lost LOL

gettin into pit Eventually we got in and fortunately my tickets worked!! We like rushed into the left side but the view was not bad, ok, then we tried for the right side and we got similar views? But I think overall it was just a little better! We were around the sixth/fifth row in the pit but we moved up a bit to the fifth/fourth during the concert. I had a fairly good view on the stage, and could see the boys clearly!! I still used my iphone to film cause of the amazing quality zoom it has and i have so much gooood footage ahhhh my hands are super shaky though so thats annoying but oh well, its something! they like handed out water very often thank god so i could cool off and drink durin the concert!! we had to stand for like 3 hours inside so i was getting really nervous but once the concert started it was fine!!

concert Anyways the concert itself was mindblowing? They're actually sosososo good live it's actually insane how they sing live through their choreo or while bouncing around. Tear is still my favorite performance but the crowd went a little too wild around then so i didnt enjoy it as much :( They also did the medley I prefered (w Baepsae) which made so happy cause i got to experience both medleys now jdskfhfsdf.. i do feel like the performances were better for the London date, but the interactions and the boys happiness were on a much higher level in Amsterdam, especially with jungkook flying around trying to dance!! That said I felt like the crowd fell a little bit flat.. When the Jimin/Namjoon VCR was playing everyone was screaming initially for both but after a hot minute they like only screamed for Jimin?? The silence was actually deafening so Julie and I decided to help with Namjoon's screams then, and it was so disappointing we were legitimately the only 2 people screaming for him in such a venue lol. Crowd did however go wild at Kim Seokjin's performance, and IT'S WHAT HE DESERVES. Overall I think Seokjin and Jimin had the best reactions in Amsterdam, and London both.

impressions on boys As for the boys. Gonna be honest with y'all I was so busy filming Jungkook solo all day that I didn't really notice others?? fdjkghdf since i already had thel ondon date i figured today was jungkook's day now i had sights on him proper.. Some notes, Yoongi, Jimin and Namjoon spoke some Dutch and it was super cute!! Yoongi did it first fjgdkhfdg 

Yoongi: Super smol but big hands, and fluffy cheeks (he bloats really easily lolol) his see saw performance was REALLY good today too, i feel like reaction to seesaw is the best, everyone's always singing the whole song w it while most of the crowd struggled with their title tracks in both london and amsterdam LOLLL yoongi must be so proud over it.. also he's the first to speak in dutch to us but it was like really suddenly right before they were performing so nobody really noticed fjghkdfg and u know when he makes a dad joke and he smiles flustered, but nobody reacts to his jokes.. he did that thing LOLLL

Namjoon; very long and slender, his legs are legit 70% of his body and he went offffff today like when he's into shit like tear i cry cuz oh my god merCY kjdfhgdhjkfg Namjoon seemed to really love Amsterdam tbh he kept talking bout stuff to do while the others had fairly standard stuff to say, with a lot of repeat from the london concert too (which is fine vconsidering its hard for themt o speak in eng too)

Hoseok: He looks a lot sharper irl?? im not sure if i said differently last time, but now i saw him up close he's definitely much more handsome, cameras dont do him justice.. also he always has the most gentle smile on his face and it calmed me down a lot jkfgh

Taehyung: tbh im not sure if i missed him but i didnt really see him on my side a lot? i think like a few times i tried to film but couldnt really get it..?? julie did tho.. he's kind of.. small? but not small like yoongi but small like i'd confuse him for a high school kid.. BUT his face?? is really smth else his face is SO small but his features are sooooooo big and sharp.. god himself shaped this boy

Jin: ok yeah this man is 10000% more handsome irl liek i was filmin jk and lost focus and then jin appeared and i almost dropped my phone cause what the fuck?? hes GORGEOUS.. he didnt do the forehead/glasses look today though, unfortuantely cause jesus christ that was something else. he was bein a crackhead to jk again today rofll

jimin: he's legit a fairy irl lol it doesnt make sense.. like.. he's... really pretty....... super super super pretty, guys like legitimiately glowing.. he was super playful today and he seemed really happy to perform on his birthday which is super pure considering.. who likes working on their birthday? he like moved his dressshirt/blouse off shoulder a bit during the fake love portion of the set and oh ym god h..e..........HE... his collar... i want 2 kiss it.......platonically.

as for jimin's birthday.. omg he's so cute? they were at the extended stage when his birthday message came up (a message in dutch) and he like instantly rushed back to the main stage to show off his birthday message and he proceeded to talk in dutch about how it's his birthday, and how army are his gift?? it was suuuper cute!! imagine Jimin practicing his dutch just for this moment fdgkjhdf

jungkookie!!

Anyways onto ma boy!! Jungkook is absolutely unreal pretty. He didn't look as bloated/pained today so i guess i saw The Jungkook today and he's so.. sharp looking??? like his jawline and cheekbones are insane and like the dimple?? ughhhhh he looked a lil smaller now i was upclose but his thighs were still gods gift.. also he did forehead kookie instead of coconut kookie, i remain blessed.. he always hears my prayers..

throughout the show he was honestly super cute, he kept dancing in his chair to the choreo, spinning in circles while doing it, hopping around the stage slowly to wave and look at every fan.. he even looked towards me at some point but i legitimately dodged and turned away cause like I FELT SO GReaYS ANd i'd rather not have him see me like that lmaooo anyways it's so super cute how despite his injury he still tries to give it his all at all times, and now he could walk around he's instantly back at trying to make interactions with all fans?? a precious baby honestly!!

his ending ment was really-really sweet as well and it always amazes me how eloquent he can get when he gets to share us his real feelings.. i really am glad he's not too disappointed in himself anymore and has reached a point where he's just working on getting better instead<3!!

other than that, just like in london.. jungkook's vocals are insane. i don't care that he's not top tier vocalist in terms of technique but he got smth completely else and thats' how comffortably he can move around in his range and remain stable and it's just.. so amazing to hear him hit certain notes with almost.. ease? voice never cracks even after 23948234 songs it's so sickkkk

anyways this was definitely one of the best nights in my life.. despite allt hes tress and anxiety.. i’m sosoosos glad i went through all of this for that.. i had the greatest company and ended up having the greatest experience<3

[somuchkdrama]

My Girlfriend is a Gumiho

Episodes 3 & 4

Dae Woong the Man-Child

@rocknghorss: Daewoong is such a frustrating man-child!!! I get that Miho is.. screwing up his game with noona but why can't he treat her more nicely?

@dramajib: I think he's being plenty nice as it is actually. Like he could just ditch her entirely, but he's put up with her (until now anyway). Mostly out of fear, but still. It's not just noona she's screwing up for him, basically since he met her he's got no money, can't go home for (misguided) fear of her eating his family, he's discovered that most of his friends were fake friends..

rocknghorss: I know :( I'm just biased...

dramajib: Ahahahaha aren't we all. 

That whole ship thing at the end of episode 3 took me by surprise though, I was like... Dae Woong is a selfish manchild, sure, but he hasn't been MEAN up to this point. And that was really mean

rocknghorss: it was! He'd had a pretty disappointing day, but still, that was downright mean.  I guess from his point of view, everything was Miho's fault. So why not? Especially since as far as he knows, the water can't actually hurt her.

dramajib: It's awful. I hope he gets very contrite and fixes it somehow. Preferably NOT by diving in the water and swimming after the boat and getting pneumonia

rocknghorss: Lol.

The Greatest Love Story: Aunt and Elevator Guy

rocknghorss: Speaking of fixing things, I like how Miho is inadvertently fixing Daewoong's relationship with his Grandpa

dramajib: And helping his aunt and the elevator guy

rocknghorss: Oh yes lol. Although! I was a bit confused about why elevator guy thought that aunt was married?

dramajib: In the previous episode, when she runs away cos she thinks his daughter is his gf, he sees her standing in front of the mannequin at the men's underwear section of the department store, and when the sales woman asks her if she's buying undies for her husband she says yes, cos embarrassed

rocknghorss: Oh. I'm glad you remembered, b/c I was completely lost.  That said, I was quite amused just how EXTRA they both are. The soft lit sunset behind elevator man as he was (I guess) wallowing in despair was ridiculous and I loved it.

dramajib: It's so cheesy I can't stand it but I also simultaneously love it

Dramajib Goes Off On Noona

dramajib: Kristin have you finished episode 3? I haven't watched 4 yet but I have an itch to talk about noona and all her noona issues

rocknghorss: I’m down for discussing noona (and continuing to call everyone by their title rather than their name for the rest of the drama lol) whenever

dramajib: Hahaha sorry I'm just useless with names!

rocknghorss: No worries Ekta :) It’s all good! I can’t be bothered to learn names of characters nowadays... I’m too lazy

rocknghorss: I was wishing the other day that Seunggi’s character had a shorter name lol

@triangularlily: Doesn't Miho just call him Woong a lot of the time?

rocknghorss: Ooh you’re right.  Kristin you’re awesome. My thumbs thank you lol

triangularlily: Hahaha you’re welcome.

<note: at this point some of us hadn’t yet finished watching episode 4…>

dramajib: Since we're all done with three: KRISTIN, I TAKE BACK everything I said about noona. What a cunt!

rocknghorss: LOL

triangularlily: LMAO EKTA.

triangularlily: Like she is horrible but I kind of like her actually? When she is tired of waiting for Woong so she just drives away??

rocknghorss: Man-child Woong and Noona kinda deserve each other right now…

triangularlily: I guess I like that she isn’t like bending over backwards to get the guy like a lot of second leads do she is like super confident and scheming about it instead. But maybe I will take back my words too cause I really don’t remember her character at all

dramajib: I was SO PISSED with noona's dress scheme in episode 3, hence my indignation. Like, fine, I was all on her side at first because it IS ridiculous the way Dae Woong is behaving out of the blue and not giving legit reasons. I did love how she drove away.

But when she pulled the dress thing, when she KNEW she wasn't wearing that dress, and she let him lose his chance at auditioning, she lost me as a fan cos that's just cruel. You know this is the big break he's been working towards, and if you really cared about him you wouldn't sabotage that just to throw shade on your competition

rocknghorss: I both hated and enjoyed her pettiness.  Just like Kristin said, I kinda liked that unlike many “villainous” second female leads, she was unrepentantly nasty to her “competition” and wasn’t shy about it. I hated it of course, because it was just gross and had the consequence of more meanness thrown Miho’s way

<...some time later…>

dramajib: Okay I just finished episode 4, and I'm wavering again about Noona. Like, everything she says to Dae Woong about wanting him to be clear about his feelings is totally valid and fair. But the way she behaves about getting this lead role in the film is horrendous - and I don't quite understand why she calls him when she finds out that Mi Ho is the girl elevator guy had his eyes on

Hip Hop Guy, Guest Starring Ma Wang

dramajib: I am epicly confused by incongruent hip hop ost second male lead's deal. Is he just trying to restore balance? Kill Mi Ho? Steal her bead? Is he falling in love with her? Like what is going on there

rocknghorss: I’m watching 4 now. When you guys watched it did it seem like the monk knew that hip-hop guy was some sort of Demon Hunter/supernatural being?

triangularlily: Hmmm idk like he seemed very matter of fact about it like oh u can put the fox back nice!

rocknghorss: Right? It was kind of weird but I guess if the monk does actually believe in a nine tailed fox, why wouldn’t he believe that some random veterinarian could bring the fox back to the painting? Lol

dramajib: I love that his name is now hip hop guy. We’re so good at naming characters

rocknghorss: Lol. We are

dramajib: But didn’t Mi Ho call him a fake monk?

rocknghorss: Ooh, you’re right! But maybe that was supposed to be an insult, since he’s been keeping her captive in the painting?

dramajib: Yeah, that’s what I thought at first too. Also cos he keeps telling her story potentially incorrectly?

triangularlily: Oh true yeah

dramajib: Maybe hip hop guy gave them the painting in the first place? Cos he also gave them to the temple dog to guard it?

rocknghorss: I don’t know guys. Hip-hop guy’s backstory is the most confusing so far

dramajib: Right?? Cos I’m like.. Who even is this guy? He’s been passing as human since before Mi Ho got trapped in the painting, which means the girl he killed was even before that, so is he like in exile now? Is he good? Bad? On a different moral scale altogether?

triangularlily: I’m really trying to remember but can’t

dramajib: lol not the most memorable villain I guess. If he even counts as a villain.

triangularlily: I think he’s technically the second male lead lol

rocknghorss: Hm. Maybe he’s being punished like in Hwayugi.  The way Iron Fan was?

dramajib: Oh noooo the Iron Fan thing was TRAGIC I don’t want to sit through that again!! Ma Wang being mopey in his little throne room ugh

rocknghorss: Ugh yeah. Everything about Hwayugi was tragic.

dramajib: Well not everything. Ma Wang’s fashion gave me life

triangularlily: Lmao

rocknghorss: Lolol Fashion was good, it’s true. But how is he the second lead if he’s trying to kill/capture Miho is what I want to know

triangularlily: Lmao

dramajib: Well he loved Mi Ho’s lookalike, so I can see him starting to grow fond of Mi Ho. And like, try to keep spiritual beings together instead of letting her fraternize with humans

triangularlily: Yeah I think its something that develops and maybe we should talk more after u finish 4 Marie

triangularlily: Cause there is some development in that area in ep 4

rocknghorss: Ah. Oky doky!

<...some more time later…>

rocknghorss: I finally finished episode 4 you guys! And started episode five!

rocknghorss: And I find it super cute that the way the audience is supposed to know Miho is falling in ~love~ is that she wants to feed/eat with Woong, not just freeload off him

dramajib: I love her interaction with the neighbourhood mean girl ahjumma. And the whole hunting down coupons thing

rocknghorss: Yes! Mean girl ahjumma was hilarious.  Her voice was perfect lol

dramajib: Did finishing episode 4 give you any further insight into hip-hop guy?

rocknghorss: Ehhh. Hip hop guy is pitiful. I’d like to understand why his role appears to be “monster hunter” because that was still not cleared up unless I missed something.  But I can definitely see why he’s billed as the second male lead. He’s got it bad for her, in his own way

dramajib: I assume we get more of his back story? Because as it stands, it seems like the way he's hunting her down is probably the big plot point, and I don't really get it yet either

rocknghorss: I think we do? I can’t really remember.  He seems to lack a lot of urgency in getting her back to the temple tho.  Like if it was that big of a deal why is he slowing around and letting her decide on her to go back?

triangularlily: Yeah I cant remember either I think we do

triangularlily: *get more backstory I mean

dramajib: At first it seemed like he'd been waiting to catch her forever. Then it seemed like he was guarding society and making sure she's safely locked up. Now it's like he's hunting her for his own pleasure. So confused

rocknghorss: That’s exactly why I said hip hop Guy was pitiful btw. I think he likes her or is confusing her with her previous incarnation(??) and is struggling not to confuse his feelings for the other girl with Miho. So he’s got this artificial choice of duty or love, but he doesn’t even know Miho really.

triangularlily: Yeah he also has been by himself for so long. Like the whole can’t make human connection thing

rocknghorss: Yeah!

dramajib: The connection thing - was living with humans his choice, or forced on him? And if it was his choice, he's also chosen to live isolated, soooo… Not that I don't feel bad for him, I'm just being contrary for the sake of it

triangularlily: Yeah I just mean I can see how he became a bit twisted is all

dramajib: That whole scene where he's sitting with her in his house and telling her what her options are was sad. But I also don't trust him so I'm like... Are you just telling her things so that she'll choose to do what you want her to?

Ending On A Less Angsty Note

dramajib: But I also love that grandpa loves Mi Ho without even meeting her yet

rocknghorss: Yupo.  He’s just super enamored that someone was able to make his grandson grow up.  Grandpa doesn’t want much lol Also! I like that he doesn’t rib Aunt too much about her crush. Even though she’s wayyy too into it (again apparently lol)

dramajib: Lol aunt and elevator guy are great though. I can't wait for his daughter to find out that Dae Woong is going to be her cousin

triangularlily: Looool I didn't think about that

rocknghorss: Hah

[youreghanamissme]

The Last Post

This is the last post I’ll be submitting to this blog. I miiight be compelled to post all those informational entries about Ghana I always thought up, i.e. transportation, the local cuisine, top asked questions about being in the Peace Corps/ Ghana (aka “what was dating like?” and “how do you stay healthy?” hoooo-yeeee haha), social/cultural tidbits, etc. but I might be too lazy. If I do post up anything non-Ghana/ Peace Corps related, it would be on my personal blog. Go ahead and message me if you want the link to that since it’s just about me and not about this experience. 

The much-hated question: “So how was Ghana?” 

What I want to say: I don’t reeeally want to unpack this right now over dinner, Sheila. We haven’t seen each other in over two years, and I really can’t do the whole peace-corps-service-in-Ghana thing justice in 30 seconds. I really just want to eat this plate of Thai food I haven’t had since 2016 and not listen to myself talk.

What I actually say: It was good. I enjoyed it a lot. There were times that were really tough, but I regret nothing, except maybe sometimes willingly taking a chance on cold food.

Or, conversely...

In one word? Umm... hot.

Being back has been quite a whirlwind. Internet. ALL. THE. TIMEEE!! Driving! A refrigerator :D I now have a smartphone in America, something that was not a thing for me before I left for Peace Corps (brick phones, RIP), and I. LOVE. IT. Perhaps a little too much. Those apps really got me, man, because I am completely addicted to podcasts. And I’m always collecting new ones and asking for suggestions, so if you got any... holla at yer girl ;)

Basically me, all the time, sans velvet blazer. I need to get me one of those.

I’ve gained quite a bit of weight too. I mean, I wasn’t slim... more “normal bod,” but I was exercising regularly and not eating processed food (as much). Lately, your girl has gotten thicc. Booty booty rockin’ it arounddd, rockin’ it arounddd... to the other side of the kitchen for some thirdsies, thanksss ma! My biggest guilty pleasure has been cereal and pizza. 

Costco pizza has been giving me life*, and y’all know I live near a plethora of fast food joints, right? Round Table Pizza, Domino’s, Pizza Hut, KFC, McD’s, In-N-Out... America, you know how to trap a girl!! But right now it’s been YOLO, even when I have a hard time getting back into all those Ghanaian bespoke clothing I spent a lot of my monthly allowance on. That’s another two great things about being back: cool enough to wear sweatpants, and socially acceptable if I wear shorts (I wore some in public the other day and I felt a lil’ nekkid ;)

*fyi: pineapple belongs on pizza

I was travelling for a bit, and now that I’ve been back to America, I’m off for a month again! This time to Vietnam with my mum and my older sister. We haven’t been back to my mother’s country in over two decades; I was four years old the last time I’d gone, and that was because of a family emergency. Why the long wait? I’ll tell you why: it ain’t cheap to fly there! Plus, I’ve been hustling ever since I graduated from college, so it was no contest: savings, bills, rent money > Vietnam vaca.

Luckily, my sister paid for my ticket (bless!). The original plan was to go to Vietnam and explore southeast Asia after the Peace Corps, but since my sister is a teacher, I’d have to schedule my Close of Service date to coincide with her Spring Break. I wasn’t able to because PC Ghana staggers COS dates so that communities don’t experience a mass exodus once a year. They experience mini-sayonara’s thrice a year lol. There can be a lot of drama when your cohort is figuring out who gets what date; it really depends on the people. Most of everyone wants to leave as soon as possible to catch graduations, see family, or just get. the. hell. out. of. there. Waiting until my sister’s summer vaca meant that we had more time to be in Vietnam, a country that we mostly have to seek information about for ourselves as American children of Viet refugees, and I appreciate that our mum is making the journey with us. The trip will be our first time exploring the whole country. No one has been north of the southern region. I’m thrilled to see my mother’s village, my father’s hometown, and also explore the mountains where my father was held at a concentration camp for almost seven years after the war. Vietnam has gone through so much industrialization and cultural change in the last few decades; I’m sure we’re all bundles of apprehension, wonder, and excitement! Once I get back, I need to hit the ground running; no more travel for me for a while!

At the moment, I’m set up to re-attend school. I’m going back to finish up some pre-requisites for nursing school (that’ll take me a year as the anatomy & physiology portion is a 3-part series offered once a quarter--eww--and nursing programs typically last 2-3 years,so I’m looking at the next 3-5 years until I finish #lesigh) to get a second Bachelor’s degree. I know, I know. A second BS? Damn, gurl. You coulda saved yourself some moolah by getting it right the first time! But I don’t regret anything. I love nutrition, and studying it was a big source of joy. I’m rather scared as a twenty-something who likes to create, be in nature, and help people... I know there is an intersection there somewhere, but I’m having a hard time finding it. I’m pulled in three separate directions: pursuing nursing, pursuing environmental science (a passion that has been steadily growing since college), and forgetting academia for now and just working on a farm with nutrition and youth and nature... it’s all very romanticized and a total quarter life crisis. I’m wondering if nursing would open some doors for me to work with women and international settings (other huge passions of mine), perhaps in midwifery (to tie in the nutrition component), and in rural areas (to be more in settings that are more nature, less city... though I love the city and am I city grrrl at heart). The creative side will just be brushed onto my spare time, like it has been for the last decade lolol (but really doe...) 

I’m in a transition mode right now, and “trusting the process” is hard when the process is scary af! But at the end of the day, I acknowledge it’s scary and daunting only because I’m reveling in my own fears of failure and self-doubt. Still, that doesn’t make it any less scary and confusing :(

I implore y’all to go forth and pursue what makes you smile. It’s hard to navigate that in this society and culture where we’re all so immersed in the sense of time and money and the pursuit of happiness. Hell, I’m hella guilty of that. Yoo-hoo, nursing? Financial stability but also rewarding profession. I’m worried about making the leap to go back to school as I’m not a spring chicken no more! I’m still young (Asians don’t raisin, holla!), but Peace Corps Ghana definitelyyy took at least two years off my total life expectancy haha Still gotta reiterate: no regrets there. I’m older and a lil’ wiser and a lot more grateful for my time on Earth and the space that I occupy. I’m taking this sharper perspective to do good on some of the things I talked about in previous posts:

I signed up for a novice swimming class (your girl is about to learn some life skillz!)

Attempting to live more minimally (donating a lot of my clothes)

Reaching out to old friends to reconnect; fostering friendships

Be more kind to my other Mother. Continually attempting to start a compost pile in the backyard, and I bought a pack of stainless steel straws as a first step

So that’s it for now. HMU if you’re ever in NorCal in the next few years and/or you want to continue creepin’ on me as I try to navigate this post-Peace Corps life on another blog hehe (there is a certain source of vanity and joy from taking about myself, whatever forever~)

[deckoutinstars-blog]

Episode 3 x 12

Season 3b, please treat us all well.

So here goes~

1. lol leaking

2. so he can get hurt but he can’t die... interesting~

3. but Cain, this is the guy who is sick of being alive

4. chlO you so perdy

5. HAHAHAHAH MAze you’re so astute now “this is the human thing when you’re angry at something else but you taking it out on me right?”

6. and the AH when Chloe started talking about luci like ofc chloe whatever else could drive you up the wall like that

7. I love LOVE chlo’s coats like ma gurl you have a whole walk-in wardrobe full of those things or what

8. I can’t get used to this diminished ella like her personality makes up half her size. stupid marcus.

9. something about luci bouncing down the path to get to the rest while yelling his conversation for one and all to hear is just so adorbs

10. she’s just so ready to give him chances tho and she gets let down so many times :<

11. LOL senior moment

12. and she’s off the rail here I don’t think she’s yelled so loud at him before.

13. and THANK YOU Dr Linda for pointing out the obvious to Luci again

14. And I thought we went through this before man about being in their shoes oh man Luci you’re suppose to make progress sometime before AD6000?

15. /facepalms/

16. Oh ella my poor baby

17. and oh dear chlo why are you looking so torn up over this arse of a boss leaving

18. PMSL “angelic ways”

19. only Tom E can proclaim “detective day” and make me laugh for all the right reasons

20. ok luci nice try

21. “whose the sugar daddy” !!!!!!

22. HEIGHT DIFFERENCE WHEN CHLO IS BAREFOOTED AND STANDING WITH LUCI

23. LOL WHY LUCI WHY it’s like he’s so obsessed over her being a detective but no can I request a fanfic where Luci has a kink of Chlo being a detective or something

24. “let go!” “ok”  AM SO DONE WITH YOU LUCI

25. lmao did Dan smack luci’s ass

26. barking? LOLOL

27. LOLOLOL chlo holding her jaw out of astonishment with that plot twist has to be the funniest. and I can see you don’t really need too much brainpower to be a surfer? dude this is homocide surely they told you that

28. oooo Charlotte the shark actually has a sense of justice in her she’s standing up to Cain

29. Charlotte vs Cain 1:0

30. “You managed to offend the detective more than anyone to the point when she actually divorce you” THE BURN

31. *WOLF WHISTLES* Maaaaaan I’m soooo into big muscles you don’t even know

32. ok luci? I don’t think plants drink whisky is there enough water in there for it to photosynthesise?

33. maan Kevin you got form~

34. ok chlo ma lady keep it in gurl keep it in you only knew him for like less than 6 episodes??

35. “I want to die” same here mate, same here

36. hey I know all that celestial talk is important but someone keep an eye out for Dan yo? thank Dad for chloe decker. wow. that’s literally who we need to thank when it comes to chloe’s existence.

37. the paddle out ceremony was oddly touching

38. LMAO chlo looked like she wanted to cry at the new filing system

39. ok everyone is saying how luci is putty in chloe’s hand? she’s not far from that herself look at how fast her anger dissipated once lucifer said the case mattered to him because it matter to her AWWWWW

40. LOL my married parents enjoying champagne and casually pissing off the beachfront property owner bless nothing felt more right his episode than watching them do the banter totally in sync with each other

41. Justine that’s cold man justine

42. bless ella she’s so sweet and forgiving

43. ooooo I’d ride that...The bike, not Pierce.

44. ok no I’m confused how did Lucifer getting his wings back ruin Cain’s plan? he still did what he did??? I don’t get it Lucifer

I don’t get it but I personally thought this was not too bad as a whole actually? I mean we definitely had better, and more fast-paced ones, but we see him face consequences from what he did previous (previous) episode, and we finally see the frustrations that must have snowballed all the way from season 2 finally starting to bubble up in Chloe and she’s lashing out at the people around her like FINALLY

Loved that part with Charlotte, only a small scene but we see her “spark” as ella would have put it growing when she stood up against a bully rather than help defend them as the old her would have done.

Overall, Cain as a character is still an ass but he just wants to die on some parts I can relate.

[mysticscanlations]

That Summer Chapter 95 Translation!

we all gonna die next week... T__T

Read the raws here: That Summer

Title: Kid Adult, Adult Kid

YW: Something I want to say?

ST: Ah—

YW: Sorry,

-it's just that last year, I stood in that exact spot and asked that question.

YW: Time sure flies.

YW: When I look back, I think I've given up many things.

-There were lots of things that looked fun outside the window.

YW: I locked myself in the classroom and only fought with my books.

-I didn't do that thinking it was the smart thing to do. I just did it because everyone else was doing it.

YW: I think

-that at least tomorrow, we will all be going to the testing area with our own will.

Girl: Does that guy just walk around carrying a speech in his pocket or something?

(T/N: THAT GIRL OUT HERE ASKING THE REAL QUESTIONS LOL)

YW: Tomorrow

-we don't have to look down on ourselves as tame dogs anymore.

(Sign basically says “CSAT Testing Site #7: Tae Poong High”)

YW: Tomorrow is the day confirm what we've given up

-and what we've gained.

YW: Let's all be in good health!

SFX: Clap

Pyung: Thank you for doing this interview, sunbae...

-Your testing site is Hong Soo High, right?

Pyung: I'm going to go cheer on Mo Ah sunbae tomorrow, so I don't think I'll see you. I hope your CSAT goes well.

ST: Excuse me

Guy: Yoo Won.

Guy: Give me one of your hair strands so I can tie it around my finger.

-Somehow I feel like I won't get nervous and do well if I do that.

Left ST: Ooooh

Middle ST: Me too

Right ST: Just one strand...

SFX: Crowd

Box: They were students that needed something to lean on

YW: Eldo!

YW: Why are you hiding...

YW: Now that I think about it, it's been a while since we last talked. Have you been well?

-Thank you for taking care of me here and there as my manitto.

Eldo: Here.

Eldo: It'll be cold the morning of the CSAT,

-so please wear that and go.

Eldo: … Making that didn't take as long as you'd think.

ST: Just whenever I had time since the spring

Eldo: Then,

-I'll see you in front of the testing site tomorrow.

SW: Heyy—

SW: Look Yoo Won, I got my cast off!

SW: Then, see you at the testing site tomorrow!

YW: Huh?

-But you're a liberal arts major.

ST: Your testing site should be different

SW: Ah—you haven't been to Hong Soo High either?

-It's connected with Woo Bak High, which is where I'm taking my exam.

CH: Good luck on your exam.

ST: I'm going to cheer on Mo Ah

MA: To think that Chung Hyun would be selected to pass into military academy...

Left ST: What's even worse, he was the runner-up.. Don't you worry about the security of our country?

Right ST: Says the one who got exempted

SW: Huh?

-Wait.

White SFX: Dadun!!

Black text: Big Shock

SW: Eldo gave it to you?!

-This... This soft scarf??

SW: Eldo, that cruel brat... I treat like I were her real brother, and she doesn't even give me a roll of tissue paper.

ST: Ah, so warm..

ST: Maybe she hates you because you act like her real brother

YW: Now that I look at it, you must not see Eldo as a girl.

-She's pretty enough to have been chosen as Miss Tae Poong this year.. Do you not think much of it because you've known her for so long?

Box: Oh?

SW: I'm going to

SW: keep this scarf.

SW: Choi Yoo Won, you have no right!

-I'm going to keep it!

(T/N: LOL AND HE JUST LETS SI WON TAKE IT.... poor eldo)

Person: Do well on your exam—

Man: Don't confuse the testing sites and go somewhere else.

Student: Teacher! Lolol, do I look like an idiot?

Woman: You've worked hard until now-!

-Don't think about studying anymore today and sleep early!

YW: Teachers~

YW: You'll catch a cold, please go back inside now.

-Thank you for everything until now. I'll do well on the test.

Woman: Yoo Won!

Man: Choi Yoo Won!

Ponytail Woman: Student Yoo Won!

Teachers: Do well on the test!

Box: The teachers don't favor certain students.

Woman: I taught that boy..

Man: I taught him..

Ponytail: I'm the one who taught that kid..

Box: Definitely not.

Person: Bye, Yoo Won-!

-Contact me after you finish your exam!

Person: Good luck on your exam, sunbae!

Person: See you tomorrow!

Person: I'll cheer for you!

YW: Okay.

Person: Let's all do well!

(T/N: omg the stickers T____T)

YW: Ah—

YW: I thought something was up because you weren't answering..

YW: Where are you right now?

Woman: About my son—

Woman: I've been worrying because he's wasting so much money just because he found a job at a major company.

-I kept telling him it was fine, but he insisted since it was my birthday and bought my a massage chair, you know? Just how high could his salary be~

Woman: Wow—I'm jealous, my son's a civil servant so he doesn't have that kind of big money!

-He's getting married, and his soon-to-be wife is also a civil servant. They said they'd plan the ceremony themselves, and wouldn't ask for help. They're both so frugal, it's great they met each other!

YW Mom: My son is the most handsome ever.

(T/N: LMFAO I LOVE HER)

YW Mom: The kids living in my neighborhood only call for Yoo Won when he passes by.

Left ST: You sure he's not a celebrity?

Right ST: Oh my~

Box: Battle between mothers bragging about their children

YW Mom: But who knows what kids are saying these days!

Woman: Yoo Won studies well too, you said he's going to Tae Poong High.

-You sure raised a good son.

YW Mom: Raised, you say...

YW Mom: .. He raised me.

Woman: Your son's taking the CSAT tomorrow, right?

-My sister in Gangwon-do sent some beef slices, and they have lots of meat on them.

YW Mom: Kya.

ST: I love free

YW Mom: At least make him a lunch.

ST: Beh~

YW Mom: Lunch, you say..

YW Mom: That kid will get a perfect score even if he starves.

-I'll just throw him off if I do something I don't usually do.

YW Mom: But I'll still gratefully accept this.

-I should make a soup when I have time.

SFX: Whisper

Woman: .. I heard she does door-to-door sales all day and then cleans buildings late at night.

Woman: When her kid was young, she divorced her husband and raised him by herself.

ST: Oh my

Woman: She should at least buy some clothes for herself.

SFX: Whisper

Woman: She's a brave woman.

Woman: I definitely can't live like that.

SFX: Stumble

SFX: Fall

(T/N: NOOOO STOP I DON'T WANT THIS)

Woman: Yoo Won's mother, are you alright?

YW Mom: Of course!

-I'm fine, I'm fine!

1st rated comment: Ah, what do we do ㅠㅜ

2nd rated comment: I definitely know she's going to collapse.. But I still want to stop it ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

3rd rated comment: Sniff... I'll by an standby for a storm of tears next week..

[thirstyfortom]

Hello!! w

Your english isn’t bad, love. (who am I to judge, anyways?) 

Here it is! Hope you enjoy it! ^^

RFA with a drunk MC who can’t recognize them

Zen

Youtold him you were gonna be at this club and he should join you after work

Socrowded! It would take so long to find you… oh, not really, there you are! Youlook so sexy dancing like no one is watching

Butthe thing is a lot of people, guys mostly, are watching. OH HELL NO!

“Hey,babe! I missed you!” he comes behind you holding your waist gently, and feelslegitimately hurt when you pull away and nod negatively.

“Nahnah ni nah no, buddy! Not happening!” and you just… walk away! Why? IS he that late? He goes after you,noticing how much you’re bumping into other people…

“B-Babe?I’m sorry, I…” “I won’t say it twice, dude! I’m taken and you’ll back away ifyou know what’s good for you!” what? You’re not recognizing him? Maybe it’s thelights or the loud music?

Ohno, it’s not! He watches as you go the bar and look around squinting your eyesand frowning your nose, it’s so cuuuuttte! Also, it’s a very familiar sign thatyou’re very drunk, he knows that by now.

“Ohno… not you again!” “Hey, calm down! I’m… I won’t make any move, I’m justworried about you! Are you ok?” “I’m g-reat! Just waiting for MY REALLY STRONG,HOT AND FAMOUS BOYFRIEND THAT I LOOOVVVEE!” oh god… is it bad he thinks this istoo charming?

“Oh…tell me more about him, then.” He manages to get close enough so nobody willtry to approach you. “I’ll show you!” you pick your phone and scroll throughall the pictures you’ve taken together.

“Thisis him during one of his musicals! This is him on his bike! This is him onpiggy tails I did when he was sleeping! Isn’t he adorable?” he gags a little“Oh… I think… I think this wouldn’t be good for my… for HIS image, don’t youthink?” “Nhaaa, this is just for fun! I won’t even show him! I care a lot abouthis image too, since I’mma be his manager one day, just you wait! “Oh,is thatso?”

Heconvinces you to text your boyfriend, so he could answer he would be waitingyou outside so you could take a cab. He doesn’t even mind your text makes nosense!

 “ZeeeNnNY!I missed you so much, you… should be proud of me! I acted all scary and made thisguy back away! Are you proud, Zenny? Are you proud?” you shake him as you hughim when you go to him outside. “You have no idea how much, my princess.” Hehugs you back

Hehopes your hangover is not that bad tomorrow, as he really has some businessmatters to go over with you…

Yoosung

Althoughhe’s the college student, you’re the one having the time of your life at thisfrat party.

Hewasn’t that comfortable at first, but seeing you having so much fun made himloose it up a little

He’swondering if the guys feel jealous when they see this goddess moving her hipsso seductively and stopping all of a sudden to give him a little peck on thelips and a ‘boop’ to his nose…

Butit’s been a while you’re not doing this anymore, you’re not even looking athim… you’re looking all around the place, except for him.

Sohe goes to you and touches your shoulder: “Are you okay, honey?” you look athim from head to toes and… turn your back on him. What?

“H-Honey!Did I do something wrong?” “Yeah, dude, you’re making a move on a girl who havea boyfriend!” “Well, yes… I’m the boyfriend!”

“Yeah,you wish, but sorry… it ain’t happening!” You scoff. He’s so shocked! Are youbreaking up with him like this?

Oh,wait! He’d  seen your eyes like thisbefore, you’re… drunk! Very drunk! Yes, your half-lidded tipsy eyes…  and you still manage to be beautiful…

“Hey,so uhm… are you Yoosung Kim’s girlfriend, by any chance?” “Yeah, why do youask?” “Nothing, I recognized you from all the photos of you he shows, it’s…it’s nice to meet you in person! He talks a lot about you!” he tries to befriendly so you don’t run away.

“Pffffff,he showed photos of me? So embarrassiIIiiIng! I’ll tell him to stahp when I seehim!” “Oh… Please don’t get mad! It’s just… just… he thinks you’re the mostbeautiful lady in the world, he… really really loves you… at least that’s whatI heard from him.”

“Ahhhh,I can’t be mad at him!” you sigh dramatically. “He’s sOoOOOOOo amazing! Andcool… and his hair is so badass, and we’re here just because I dragged him… andthose cheeks nnnnnng” What about his cheeks? “I’ve gotta find my man!”

 “I..I… s-saw him outside, next to the door, y-yes! Over there!” he needs to runbefore you get there, but he’s so flustered… well, that can wait!

“Yoosungiiiie!I’ve been looking all around for you!” you jump on him, wrapping your armsaround his neck. “I’m sooooo sorry for dragging you here, next time we’ll stayat home and play LOLOL, pinky promise!” you tangle your pinky at his,seriously… how can you be so adorable? “Nah, I’m… I’m really having fun, MC!”

Youtwo go home by foot and you keep snuggling at his arm the whole way. “Hey, MC?”“Hmmm?” “Do you… do you like my cheeks?” “Yep, especially on those jeans.”

It takes a while for him to get it, but whenhe does… he’s dead! Why would you talk about his butt to a stranger? I mean… itwas him, but you didn’t know, yet it was him… should he get mad? Orembarrassed? Or…? Or…? ERROR

Jaehee

Shemeets you at the bar you two usually go together.

Itisn’t that crowded but it is a little noisy, she’ll have to talk loud to getyour attention.

“Hey,MC!” she greets. You look around frightened and look back to your drink… weird!

“MC?”she gets closer and touches your arm softly. “How… how do you know my name?” What?She looks at you, puzzled. “Anyway, I’m waiting for my girlfriend, don’t wasteyour time, lady!”

“Hum…MC, I’m…” “Stop stalking me, seriously, my girlfriend warned me about yourtype!” she’s still confused, but your face looks so funny, you are trying tolook mad, but you can’t frown your eyebrows without blinking… so cute!

Andby that she gets what’s  going on, thatand the three martini glasses next to you…

“I’msorry, I didn’t mean to offend you, I was just curious… where did you buy thatdress?” “My girlfriend got me, it’s her favorite color in the whole wideworrlllld!” “I see…” she wants to laugh so much.

“Well,she must have a good taste!” “Yep, she used to walk around only on a dull suitbecause of her asshole former boss! He’s my friend, so I’m allowed to tell himhe’s an asshole… actually, I… I should tell him right now!” you pick yourphone.

“I…I don’t think that’s a good idea, miss…” “Shhh, he needs to know he can’t be anasshole to my cookie! She’s  a-ma-ZING!!!That potato needs to know that!” Cookie? Potato? You’re killing her with yourdrunk cuteness, but she can’t let you do something stupid!

“I… I’m sure your girlfriend already knows howamazing you think she is, you don’t really need to… tell other people!” “Ugh,that’s right! Why she doesn’t let everybody know how great she is? I shoudn’tbe the only one to see it, y’ know? I’m… I’m a potato just like Jumin Han… Ialready told him that twice this week!” Forget that you’ve been drinking twicethis week and calling Jumin to cuss him, what matters now is… YOU’RE POUTING!Oh my god, so adorable…

Shecan’t keep up with this anymore, she needs you to recognize her right now! Soshe walks away and calls you, telling she’s waiting for you outside to comehome.

“Yay,Baehee is here!” you run to her and give her a sweet peck on the lips, shegrabs your hand and leads you to the cab.

“So…MC, have you been talking to Jumin lately?” “Wh-Who? Me? Noooo, noe, maam’!” you are aterrible liar when you’re sober, just imagine when you’re drunk. She’ll makeyou apologize for being such a potato, but that can wait…

 Jumin

“Jumyinh,I amm at this gui haus, but he is coooooooooooolll, don’t worry!” he tries todecode your text. Why are you texting him when you are under the same roof?

“Whereare you, MC?” “@ his bathroom, it’s bigr than my house” what kind of joke isthat? You were drinking wine with him a couple of minutes ago and excusedyourself to go to the bathroom…

“look@ this soap! So funny!” you send him a blurred picture, oh… so that’s how itfeels to get one of these! He gets it now!

Hegoes to the bathroom and knocks at the door. “I’m not opening! My boyfriendwon’t like it!” and then his phone buzzes. “looks I been caught” and you send aselfie, it’s not blurred and he can see the huge blush on your cheeks, oh…you’re so drunk right now, aren’t you?

Youcall him, he answers a little reluctantly. “Yes, kitten?” you giggle “Jumin,this guy called me kitten too, but don’t worry! I told him to back off!”

“Whatcould you possibly be talking about, MC?” “I don’t remember coming to thisparty, so I won’t let the bathroom until you come to pick me up! You… you cantrack me by… GP and S, right?” not even him believe he’s really laughing atthis. “Yes, I’ll come to you, my love, just wait!”

Heknocks at the door. “Are you okay… miss?” “Bro, I already told you! I have aboyfriend and we gonna marry soon!” “Oh, I see… did he propose to you?” “Notyet, but I found the ring on his closet!” uh oh… surprise ruined for both ofyou. “But I’ll look very surprised, cause I know the proposal is going to besuuuper special, like on a colorful hot air balloon or something like this…”

Heopens the bathroom door and almost falls due to the way you jump at him,wrapping your legs around his waist. “I missed you so much! Is the party over?”“Yes, it is. Shall we go home so you can rest, my angel? Tomorrow will be avery busy day…” “Really? Why?” “Just wait and see.”

Assoon as you doze off, he calls Jaehee telling there will be a change of plans,he needs to rent a hot air balloon asap!

Saeyoung

“Ohmy God, Saeran! Don’t you have any respect for your brother’s girlfriend?”yougot out for a couple of drinks with your friends and got back swearing the onestanding in front of you is your brother-in-law, not your boyfriend!

“MC,it’s me! Look at my glasses!” “No! You two are not pulling this prank on meagain! It didn’t work last time and it won’t work again now!” when you’resober, you can tell who is who very easily, even when they change theiroutfits. But right now…

“MC,Saeran is sleeping right now!” “Well, MC thinks talking in the 3rdperson is ridiculous!” Oh lord…shouldn’t he be recording this?

“Please,come with me, I’ll help you take a shower and put you to bed…” “Saeran! Wouldyou really do that with your brother? No… no… you’re so nice, and he’s so nice!He doesn’t deserve this!” you look so shocked and disappointed, he’s feelingbad for you as if this was true.

“Saeyoungloves us both very much, Saeran. We can’t hurt him, NEVER! He deserves onlyhappiness from now on! Seriously, I… I was going to say yes to moving intogether,  but I won’t do it if this ishow you’re gonna act around me!” wait! Are you serious?

“Oh…so you actually considered it?” “Yes… but I can’t do this if you keep hittingon me!” okay, joke’s over!

“I’msorry, MC. Saeyoung told me if I acted like this, you would buy it, that idiot!But it’s impossible to trick you! I’ll… I’ll call him back, okay?” you sigh inrelief, and it’s so cute!

Hegoes to the hallway yelling to Saeyoung to come out, turns around and goes back to you with a big smile, yousmile back and open your arms, waiting for a hug. “Stop doing these sillypranks, what if one day I really mistake you two?” you ask over his shoulder

“Yes,I should start being more mature if you’re going to move in with us.” “Ihaven’t said ‘yes’ yet, Saeyoung!”

Butyou said yes during the shower you shared the next morning

You can see Saeran and V here ~

[aquarianlights]

My tire blew out on the highway from a knot that was in it from an accident literal years ago. But all four of my tires are fucked up. . .coz I haven't changed them since, maybe, 2011. . .2012. ??? Apparently you're supposed to change them more often than that. HAH WHAT DO I KNOW. Anyways. . .it was a LOT less scary than I thought it would be. I've seen someone in front of me pop a tire years ago and it looked TERRIFYING. Like. . .the thing practically exploded, the car swerved out of control for a second before the driver took control again, and then he pulled over and he was like gripping the wheel for dear life when he pulled over. I was like. . .shocked. He handled it hella well. BUT I EXPECTED SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO HAPPEN. Instead. . .my tires just suddenly went super wobbly and my "lost traction" light popped up and my car slowed down to 60mph almost immediately and even though I had my accelerator pressed literally to the floor, my car kept slowing down. So I. . .was rather confused??? And pulled over??? I just sat there for a moment like "uhh. . .what just happened???" So I tried to pull out on the hwy again when there were less cars and my car legit wouldn't go past 20mph this time. So I pulled back over and put my hazard lights on. Wasn't long before a really sweet cop pulled over and asked to help me. (Of course, he was not white. If he had been a white cop, I would have been rather wary, even with myself being white. . .but because I look like a typical menace to society. Lolol. White cops tend to pass crazy judgements. And white cops are trigger happy. But this dude was fuckin' lit. 👌 He only wanted to help. Genuinely.) So he called a tow truck for me. . . Tow truck guy was really nice and even legit picked me up to put me in the truck because it was too high for me to climb coz I'm short af. Lolol. Thankfully, I'm smol enough to pick up. HAH. But then I got here. . .and it turns out ALL FOUR of my tires were damaged. . .about 500 dollars to fix them all. I sighed, but obviously said okay because what else am I supposed to do?? I already paid the tow truck 150. So that's over 600 right there. BUT WAIT. THERE'S MORE. About an hour into fixing my car, the (really nice, peppy) guy comes over to me and explains that I have front end damage, too. The bar between the tires needed to be replaced. . .and 2 other things that I had no idea what they were needed to be fixed or replaced, too. Another 400 dollars. . . Turns out I COULD drive with them defective. . .but there's a chance of something really awful happening and if I were to get into a wreck of ANY kind, even minor, I'd be completely fucked and probably dead. SO I WAS LIKE OKAY THEN TAKE MY MONEY. So now I am about 1k+ out. Had to dip into my moving savings. AHHHHHHHH. I mean. . .it was bound to happen at some point with that knot in my tire that I've been driving around with for years. So I'm ACTUALLY KINDA GLAD IT HAPPENED WHILE I WAS STILL IN MA WHERE IT'S NOT BLAZING HOT OUT AND THERE'S ACTUALLY POPULATIONS AROUND AND PEOPLE TO HELP AND EVERYONE IS REALLY NICE AND GENUINE AND UGH. And I'm really glad that it happened when I actually had the funds to fix it. . .because for 99% of my adult life. . .there would have been absolutely no way for me to fix any of this. I'm a Millenial, so I live paycheck to paycheck. Like most of my gen does. BUT I HAVE BEEN SAVING LIKE CRAZY TO MOVE. Soooo. . .I had the funds. SUCKS THAT I HAD TO USE THEM. But. . . I'm glad I had the ABILITY to. Not to mention, I have all day to make it to Virginia. . .so taking a 3 hour break is not too bad. Lolol. Honestly could not have happened at a better time. No time is a good time. . .but if it HAD to happen, now is a good time.

[ssherlock]

MagicCon 2017 Experience + meeting Loo and Andrew

Sooo, since I’m back home again, I thought I’d quickly write everything down, otherwise I might forget something and I don’t want that lol

so if you want to read how it was meeting loo brealey and andrew scott, I’m putting it under the cut :) + pictures, because who doesn’t love pics lol

and if you only want to read the book story (so how loo reacted when I gave it to her) skip to sunday!!

okay so magiccon 2017 was in bonn for the weekend.

FRIDAY

I got there on friday, waited for my bestie - who was taking a train there, while I flew in - and then we went to the con together.

we got our tickets and went in, easy peasy

the con was held in this hotel and wasn’t really big when it came down to merch or whatever. it was basically a con full of lectures and panels, which was cool too, but yeah, kinda missed the merch. I didn’t even buy anything :(

at 6pm or something, the opening ceremony started. mark ferguson was the host of the entire magiccon panels so he did the opneing ceremony as well and it was freaking amazing.

loo and andrew were the last and I basically died right there and then when first loo, then andrew came on stage.

it was really just a small thing to get all the actors on stage.

afterwards, andrew had his first panel and oh my god, that guy is so fucking intelligent. like, while the answers of others were always so general, he really went way deeper and I loved it.

also, since he’s playing moriarty, I would’ve expected him to be so different, but he’s the cutest bean E V E R. 

There was a party afterwards but my bestie and I were way too tired from the flight/train trip so we decided to have a good nights rest instead.

SATURDAY

okay so saturday was stressful as fuck. 

loo had her panel at 10am, which wasn’t the stressful part. it was actually pretty good! since it was so early, not a lot of seats in the hall were taken.

our tickets were basically right at the back so that was pretty shitty, but this woman came up on stage and she was like 

“well, why are you all sitting so far at the back? come on, come closer!”

so I basically sprinted towards the front and got a seat in the second row

SECOND FUCKING ROW FOR LOO BREALEY

I died people, I died.

anyways, she was the cutest person ever and the first question was something like “what’s your life philosophy and what could be molly’s life philosophy?”

and her answer to that was “Oh wow, it’s so early. To be honest, I expected the first question to be ‘how was it like to kiss benedict cumberbatch’”

and I laughed so hard oh my god, she’s the best.

but yeah, her panel was fucking awersome and I loved it.

right after loo, emilie de ravin had her panel and we decided to stay in the second row. again, really sweet panel and a really great woman.

then andrew had his panel and since people were about to claim their rightful seats in the second row, we had to go back a few lol. but still, really awesome panel again and I can only repeat it, he’s so fucking sweet, just wow.

now, the stressful part began.

since I had the book for loo, I waited in line to get into the room where they gave out the autographs.

I waited in line at least two fucking hours.

the autograph session started at 2pm and ended at 5pm.

at 4pm, I wasn’t even close to the door.

a woman came up to me and said that they had to shove in the day tickets first, so if you had a weekend ticket, like me, you were basically fucked.

so then I talked to her and was like ‘listen, if you can guarantee that I can get in tomorrow, it’s fine. But I need a guarantee for it.’

and she was like, oh yeah sure, just go in tomorrow, it’ll be relaxed.

so that was that, i decided to go to the autograph session for sunday.

oh btw, I almost forgot, andrew wasn’t in that room with the others, he was sitting somewhere else, giving out autographs, so I at least managed to get one from him.

and the first thing he said was that he liked my hair and I just dyed it dark on thursday and was still unsure about it and then he said that and every single doubt about my hair was gone lolol.

he has the cutest smile ever and I died :’)

so yeah, after all that, my bestie and I went back into the panel room and watched tom wlaschiha’s panel, which was A MA ZING honestly

that guy is freaking fantastic and he was so happy to be able to talk german for once, it was great!!!!

at 5pm, andrew then had his photoshoot.

it went rather quick, which was good and when he saw me he grinned and said “Oh there you are!”

HE FUCKING REMEMBERED ME AND I BASICALLY DIED RIGHT AT THE SPOT, THANK YOU ANDREW FOR KILLING ME :’)

an hour later, loo had her shoot.

at this point, I was so fucking nervous that I can basically not remember a thing about it anymore lol.

I know that she looked so fucking cute and her head was against mine, but that’s seriously it. Like I can’t remember anything else lol.

those are the pictures:

afterwards, we watched the costume contest (or as I like to call it, the witcher contest - seriously guys, so many witcher costumes). fucking amazing as well.

SUNDAY

now, here’s the most important day for me lol

the autograph session on sunday was about to be from 10am - 13pm

we got there at like 9.20 or something, just to make sure.

then we waited in line and since my ticket number was over a thousand, I had to go to a different line again, because the people who had tickets under a thousand would come first.

so basically I was starting to panic because so many people were in the line under a thousand and then they said that everyone who had tickets for an autograph for someone that isn’t loo or tom could go in. 

so I was like, well, fuck.

I talked to so many people and I was getting angrier by the second, because basically, if you had a higher number, you were fucked and it wasn’t even your fault.

so at one point it’s like 12.15 and I’m about to cry because I’m still not inside. this woman who I talked to numerous times over the last hours comes up to me and she’s like

‘you only want to see louise, right?’

I told her yes and then she decided to let those people who were over a thousand and who wanted to see loo, in.

SO THEN AFTER 3 HOURS OF WAITING I FINALLY GOT INTO THE AUTOGRAPH ROOM.

everyone’s waiting in line for loo and tom and at this point I’m just so happy that I got in lol.

it didn’t take too long before it was my turn.

I was pretty okay at that point.

she asked where I came down from and was super surprised when I said munich because of my accent. She said she had suspected me to come from chicago or something.

then she asked what I’m doing in munich and I told her that I’m studying translation.

when she started writing my autograph, I tell her that I have a surprise for her and she’s like ‘well don’t surprise me while I’m writing or I’ll mess this up.’

and then the book got stuck in my back and I panicked so hard.

seriously I almost had a breakdown. and she was like ‘no, take your time, it’s fine!’ even though so m,any people waited in line behind me.

thankfully enough, my bestie was right next to me and managed to get it out.

then I gave it to her and she was so fucking surprised you guys. 

since my bestie recorded the entire thing, I’ll just post the conversation and what happened exactly. (apart from the things that I can’t hear in the vid lol)

Me: some of your fans made this for you, some letters and other things.

Loo: am I going to start crying? (she looked so fucking surprised you guys and so touched.

- then she starts flipping through the book -

Loo: Oh my god.. nooooo.. nooo, I’ll cry

- still flipping through the book -

Loo: oh my godness me.. bloody hell

- then she came across a page where someone had written something about loo being her role model -

Loo: well you wouldn’t have said I was a role model this morning when I shouted at someone for not (can’t understand that part lol)

- at this point, she suddenly stands up and I’m so fucking confused, like what’s happening and then she says the words that surprised me the most, especially because the rules of this con were ‘no hugs’ 

Loo: come on, give me a cuddle. - she reads through some lines of the book while getting up - awwww 

- then, when she stood up, she might crying noises and gave me such a tight and long hug, I was seriously not expecting a hug like that.

Me: nooo, don’t cry. we just wanted to give something back for all the shit you’ve gotten over the last few months. 

- then I rubbed her back to comfort her and then she did the same with me and in the background you could hear a guy going - “Uhm.. okay?” hahaha, loved that part

Then loo said something about reading through it later, I mean, there were so many people waiting so I completely understood

AND THEN SHE FUCKING ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO TAKE A LITTLE PHOTO

ANOTHER POLICY OF THIS CON

NO PHOTOS UNLESS YOU PAID FOR THEM

AND SHE FUCKING ASKED ME FOR ONE

but like, the most embarassing part of that, was that my bestie filmed everything with my phone in secret (BECAUSE FILMING WAS ALSO NOT ALLOWED, what the fuck was this con right)

and she and I just looked at each other for a sec like 

‘we’re screwed’

but thankfully, pia gave me HER phone earlier so I took it out of my jacket and gave it to her and was like

‘take my phone!’

and you could see loo looking at all the other people who waited in line and even though she probably shouldn’t have done all that, she still did and I basically died that she’d do all that.

then she thanked me over and over again and and I told her to enjoy her day and I went on

only a few meters though because I realized that I forgot my autograph and hahahaha I ran back and i was like ‘shit, I think I forgot my autograph’

and she laughed and handed it to me and was like ‘yep, just realized that’

then I thanked her again and went on and basically the rest of the day was fucking amazing because loo brealey is the most awesome person in the world and she loved the book

now, in case you all needed confirmation that she did indeed read the book, I posted the tweet earlier, but that’s what she tweeted:

so not only did she read the book that night, she thanked us PERSONALLY.

idk, if that isn’t the most amazing woman you know, then I’m lost.

so yeah.

in conclusion, she was the most amazing person in the world, making that book for her and giving something back for once was the best thing ever and I’m really glad we could make her happy.

again, thanks to everyone who took part in it. you made this a lot more special for loo!

THANK YOU!!!

[ourvalentinesnight-blog]

... meh.

this week has been long & annoying. 

there was some good parts - i went to comicon in boston w/ my dad & sister & saw some hella cute waiters at the coffee shop we went to & at the 99- that was pretty nice. legit- the waiter at the 99 was soooo handsome dude, he looked like a younger & more hipster version of brendon urie (if that’s possible) and he was just gorgeous. i got to meet that chick from overwatch - the woman that plays d.va - charlet chung - & ig that was kinda cool. it would have been a bit nicer if she wasn’t 2 hours late lol. two days ago i got to see some puppies at the pet store (i live in a smaller town, so it’s in one of the larger town/cites near mine) & there was this super super super cute puppy - he was a fluffy black and white (insert-breed-here) & he wAS TEETHING ON MY FINGER OMG- he was p r e c i o u s. too bad he was like, more than a thousand dollars. ;/ 

yesterday i skyped my two guy friends - patrick & sam - for like, 2 hours i think? it was really funny. my new backpack also came in, along with some new boots for school!! they’re dr. marten’s bc my dad insisted for me to get that brand, i guess? they’re this nice reddish brown color & i’m psyched to rock them on the first day! which by the way i’m not looking forward to lol 

i also covered my laptop in a shit ton of decals that my sister gave me & my laptop looks awesome now. i did the same w/ my speakers & dudeeee - one of my speakers specifically has a weed & a nearly naked lady gaga on the same side & it looks like jesus lmfao

now onto the baddd stuff. 

so i’ve been sleeping a lot lately. i mean, sleep is great. i just wish my body would just automatically wake up at 9 or something so i could actually do stuff during the morning & not eat breakfast at 2 pm like i did today. it’s probably bc i stayed up till like, 2 or so. i just don’t get why i’m always tired?? like i go to bed sometimes at 11 or so & i still sleep in till the afternoon ;( i should probably start setting alarm clocks in the am & stop going to bed so late. i just like sleep ig lolol

i kinda have a prob w/ one of my ‘friends’ & it’s really bugging me- basically, her & i have been friends, let alone been in the same friend group since 4th grade. it’s until 6th grade that she started ditching me & my friend (zoe is her name) for her boyfriends. she did that in 7th before i left to be home-schooled (that’s a long story) & she did it  m a j o r l y  in 8th grade, let alone throughout the summer. when we went to washington d.c. for a field trip at the end of march (a week after my birthday) she only hung out with her boyfriend (who was tucker at the time) & ditched zoe & her own partner, abby, the whole time. then when i tried confronting her about it in our hotel room (since we of course shared one) she just shrugged & completely disregarded our hurt feels. that was the more major time she did that.

over the summer, she had been dumped by tucker, & not even within a few days did she get a new boyfriend. he was at this campground she goes to during the summertime, so she only got to see him during the weekends, depending if he went or not. she once invited me to that campground w/ her, & it was fun at first. then she kept flirting w/ ANOTHER GUY WHO WASN’T HER BOYFRIEND & i’m p sure she was talking shit about me w/ some of her friends away from one of my own acquaintances i had met there & i. they kept looking at me weird & changing where they were gonna talk every two minutes. 

after a while of them doing that, they wanted to go to this place called “teen tower” which is just a treehouse only for teens. i didn’t feel like going, (bc y’know, her friends were kinda assholes to me) so i just waved them off. when we finally met up again, we were at the park right in front of her campsite. her, i, and two of her friends were just talking at the top of the slide - playing some game where we talk about the sexual encounters we’ve had. by the time it got to my turn, i asked, “with a boy or a girl?” & they gave me a confused look. then i said something like, “yeah, i’m bi.” & they just fucking jumped off the thing yelling about how disgusting that being bisexual was. being the sensitive child i am, i started crying, & my friend kept saying it was a joke, but she looked like she was embarrassed of me. she didn’t tell them off or anything or tell them to apologize to me when they came back for my ‘friend’. later that night she ditched me for all those boys while i waited outside until my phone died & i needed to charged. when i went back into her camper, her mom made me feel better by giving me some food & her little brother showed me some games on his ipad. when she got back, she got in trouble with her parents, & gave me the silent treatment the entire night. she even gave me the silent treatment in the morning, not making me feel any better. 

pretty much ever since then, she hasn’t been talking to me nor zoe. she keeps posting on social media & sending streaks.. but she’s just.. ignoring us. she also posted something on her spam account on insta about how she wished the friends in nh (which is where zoe, her and i live) were as great and amazing as the friends in ma were. (which is where the campground is that she goes to) i just don’t know. i don’t even know if she’s worth it anymore.. she just gets embarrassed of how bad my anxiety is & how i can kinda be a debby downer bc of that & how i tend to jump to conclusions or assume the worst to happen. i mean, my dad always used to say to me “assume the worst to happen & it’ll be way better than you expected” so that’s what i’ve been doing? i just wish she’d be more.. understanding about anxiety, & not get angry with us if we do freak out about little things... i don’t know. i can’t tell if it’s us or it’s her? i can’t tell if i’m not good enough for her and not good enough to be her friend, or that she’s just stuckup? *sigh* i just don’t know. 

listening to: true love cafe by nicole dollaganger (this song is sexual yet so calming hhhh)

eating: imma plan & get an apple or something. maybe celery & peanut butter?

drinking: water 

mood: confused, thinking too much 

[somuchkdrama]

Hwayugi 16

Sex for real this time? & Further Frustrations

@dramajib: !!!! Just saw some caps on Tumblr and omg do they have sex for real this time?!?!

dramajib: I don't want to watch that!!

@triangularlily: I saw both episodes (tbh I skipped some parts) but I didn't see that

@rocknghorss: no they don't…

rocknghorss: i actually really wanted to talk about Oh Gong with you guys to get your thoughts.

dramajib: In what sense?

rocknghorss: Soo a few eps back when they were dealing with that demon that was killing children and stealing their souls, they didn't show it but Oh Gong punched that demon in the face.  This is somewhat in line with his character (I guess?), but it rubbed me the wrong way considering that the other (male-appearing) demons he's helped defeat he didn't beat them up.

rocknghorss: In similar fashion, he loses his temper when Bu Ja takes over SamJang's body and tries to choke her!  It seems like a pattern of violence that is made excusable because Oh Gong is technically not human

rocknghorss: Or am I reading too much into it?

triangularlily: Hmmm yeah I think for the two cases you mentioned like I thought it was maybe more cause Sam Jang was threatened by those two which is why he was more violent?? But like idk I don't feel good about it either

triangularlily: Like I just still don't care about the main two

triangularlily: I was only invested in Bu Ja and Ma Wang but Bu Ja isn't around and I'm annoyed by Ma Wang’s story rn idk

dramajib: The violence thing didn't jump out at me. If anything it seems a bit like they're trying to make a point that Oh Gong doesn't differentiate between men and women and demons, but will protect his own at all costs.

dramajib: But now that you've mentioned it, it is interesting that he hasn't gotten that violent with men. Except maybe the henchmen who threw Bu Ja off the roof

rocknghorss: Exactly!

Lagging Leads

dramajib: I like Samjang less and less as the story progresses - we don't get to see her being sassy or smart or anything anymore, she's just this drippy "so in love" mope-er. It doesn't seem fair that Oh Gong gets to be endearing when he's in love by showing his soft side, but she just turns into a wet rag

triangularlily: Yeah like there's nothing wrong with her I just don't care about her story like at all

rocknghorss: Agreed. I think it’s interesting that the Hong Sisters have made Sam Jang less of a person as the story goes along and more of a plot device. They may as well have had Sam Jang be an inanimate object that’s how much her being an actual person with actual feelings matters to the story

rocknghorss: And it’s rather at odds with their previous dramas??

rocknghorss: But at least the writers somewhat shine a light on how bizzare Sam Jang is acting by having her interact with her office manager- he’s the one who’s playing the role of the confused audience it seems to me

dramajib: Maybe they're attempting to distinguish between her Samjang powers and her as a human? So all the importance that anyone places on her is about her lotus blood, but the human Seon Mi is irrelevant?

dramajib: Like I don't think that's coming across very well, but maybe that was the intention?

rocknghorss: Maybe so? But if that’s the case, then why? Like what’s the message here?  Is it “Gods/demons etc don’t care about humans”?  Cause if so... well that’s been done to death. 

dramajib: Maybe Seon Mi rises up above the power of Sam Jang at some point, to give the message of hope and strength or something sappy like that

dramajib: I should become a scriptwriter I'm so amused by my own theories 😂

rocknghorss: Lolol

triangularlily: I like that theory tho Ekta lol.  I want to like and care about her as a character cause I feel like the potential is there

triangularlily: And like you said Marie, the Hong sister's usually have really great main characters.

rocknghorss: Yeah!  Which is why Sam Jang is so disappointing I guess? Maybe they expended all their energy on Bu Ja lol.

triangularlily: I think it might be that the story is soooooooo complicated and all the side characters have such in depth stories that there just isn't room for a fully fleshed out main couple

rocknghorss: I really think you’re right cause I’m still (despite the shooting stars nonsense and Ma Wang believing in Ah Sa Nyeo’s crap promises 😤) invested in the Iron Fan x Ma Wang plot line

triangularlily: I mean it seems like almost everyone has their own backstory that doesn't necessarily revolve around or have anything to do with the main two.

triangularlily: Which now that I bring that up i realize that there are so many side characters names that I don't know

rocknghorss: Lol.  Like the elder!  I didn’t know he had a name or any importance until the stars thing!

dramajib: I identified so much with the elder when he was complaining about being put in charge of all the crazy demons

rocknghorss: lol. It felt true to life for you? 😊

dramajib: For real

rocknghorss: :) at least they don’t have magical powers lol