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It was difficult, to say the least, for the first few months. All attempts you personally made were seen as suicide attempts, which meant stays in hospitals, counseling, and LOTS of medication you didn't need. You spent a fortune moving from place to place.
It's kind of why you settled where you did. The big city, with a police force more concerned about protecting its own and being openly racist than actually doing their job. Crime was all over the place, and more than once, you found yourself mugged, brutalized, and watching the same things flash before your eyes. It didn't help too much, as you only got fragments from here and there.
What you did see more, however, was how miserable your neighbors were. Sure, your body took the blows it needed to get where you wanted to be, but what about the nice old lady that noticed how often you got beat up and offered you chicken soup? What about the single mother with three kids that lived in fear that, one day, she wouldn't make it home?
And that's when it clicked.
Your body was growing used to the abuse. It got you close enough to try to see what you wanted to see, but you were likely not going to end up dead. All you needed now was a little spandex, a mask, and you were set. You already had the cause.
So, you started your crusade. Your neighborhood was a fine starting place, but eventually, you expanded. With each new city block you made safe, the threats changed. The cops didn't like being shown up, so you were labeled a vigilante. The police dogs never caught you, but they fueled your visions. Your bravery and, eventually, your skill attracted followers, fellows you collaborated with to keep the peace.
Eventually, you got what you wanted. It wasn't an altered memory. Everything was correct. Your memories were fine. No, this was something else. Something was calling out to you, to fix the problems the people in power were not, and to fix the ones they were causing.
You were right where you needed to be. You were building a network that would help save the world from those who would exploit it. The Mutual Defense Pact was the cheesy, yet apt name your team decided upon. When the dock workers gathered the courage to strike, you were there. Seems you had a blacksmith that was more than happy to forge some shields and actual axes to counter the police batons and plastic shields that were brought down to bare on them. When they retaliated against innocent people they suspected were involved with your group, you made them understand why that was a bad idea. With each victory, with each improvement to life for everyone, your numbers grew.
Yet, with each encounter, the flashes continued. Whatever it was, it was still trying to tell you something. The best you could do was keep up your crusade.
If worse came to worse, the reward would be a healed society.
Your life flashed before your eyes, and you saw something you didn’t remember. Now you seek near-death experiences so you can find the truth.
#writing prompts#near death#visions#cops#ACAB#Mutual Defense#seriously - protect each other out there#united we stand and woe unto anyone that gets in our way
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#youtube#militarytraining#Strengthening Capabilities#Defense Cooperation#Security Cooperation#Defense Partnership#Balikatan#Military Cooperation#Mutual Defense#Defense Relations#Strengthening Bonds#Military Exercises 2024#Military Alliance#Philippines#Joint Military Exercise#Philippine Military#Philippines-US Relations#US-Philippines Alliance#balikatan exercises#military cooperation#military alliance#Balikatan 24#Armed Forces of the Philippines#joint exercises
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The #LetBuckSayBi meta that even fewer people asked for:
I think Buck's instant comfort with the idea of being attracted to men made it seem like he's just like "i kiss boys now! yay! all my problems are solved! no further thought necessary!" which is a very Buck thing to do, but 8x06 suggests it isn't actually that simple.
His relationship with Tommy now seems like it was holding him back from fully integrating his sexuality into his identity. Not because bisexual people in general need to sleep around to understand their sexuality, but because certified identity-sublimator Buck Buckley was using Tommy as a role model to shape his own queerness around, rather than taking any time to understand what it meant for him.
Everyone's kind of joking about Buck not instantly wikipedia-ing a bunch of shit the minute he realized he was bi, but Buck asking questions about Kinsey scales and researching queer history and using a specific "bisexual" label would only disrupt Evan's ability to subconsciously mirror the queerness that Tommy symbolized for him.
"Exploration" can take a lot of forms -- it doesn't need to entail sex or relationships -- but whatever it means to Buck, I think it's pretty clear based on 8x06 that he wasn't doing it. In other words, #letbuckfuck!!!! Literally AND/OR metaphorically!!!
#911 spoilers#anti-bucktommy#let buck fuck#let buck say bi#this feels even meaner to tommy than my last post#sorry dude#in your defense you did escape the mutual saw trap that buck had created for you#good job getting out of there
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Run Run Run (Eddie x Chubby Reader x Venom)
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You were someone he could always depend on. The kind neighbor that kept him in mind. So when Venom comes into the picture, it's hard for him to not obsess over you. This perfectly plump morsel waiting to be devoured. He need only to convince Eddie that you belonged with them.
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Hey guys, I'm back at it again. In all honesty Venom and Eddie have to be one of my favorite duos. So with the new movie coming out soon. We'll I just couldn't resist writing something for them. Hope you enjoy.
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You sighed as the mail locker stayed jammed shut. No matter how much you yanked or jiggled. It never seems to budge. Hotel Schueller had never been the nicest apartment building. But it was a short walk from your job and had some great people around it.
The front door squeaking open caused your head to shoot in it's direction. Speaking of, your favorite upstairs neighbor just walked in. “Hey Eddie, do you think you could give me a hand?” You were hopeful as you called out to him.
Without sparing you a glance he darted to the stairs. “Can't right now. I think I made a break through with this newest story.”
Your face dropped as he brushed you off. “Oh, OK then.” Trying not to let it get to you, your shoulders sagged. Turning back to the locker, you were surprised to see it open.
Picking up his pace at your downtrodden answer, he frowned. So focused on his annoyance with the situation. He didn't notice a black tendril merging back, coming from the lobby.
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Venom was seething. Not only had he been plucked from his home planet. But his host was forcing him from one of the most perfect beings. And for what! He didn't trust the symbiote to keep you safe. That was the only thing he wanted. Your safety was at the top of his priority list. Next to finding out if your soft flesh felt as luscious as it look. Oh to feel his tendrils caress your thick thighs. Spend enough time wrapped around you to know your smell…your taste. His body trembled at the mere thought.
Until he remembered that Eddie would never allow such things. He knew how the man treasured you. How he didn't even realize that the two of their thoughts aligned. The night he had merged with the man, you had been on his mind. The alien had then brushed the thoughts away. A being if Earth was no concern of his. Then you showed up at his door, worried beyond belief. It was endearing to him. To have such a caring person seek him out. He and his host shared the same thoughts in that moment. You were a Saint and they were the Sinner unworthy of you.
Still it didn't stop him from pouting. “Why can we not meet them Eddie?” He could feel an annoyance fill his host. But he pressed, he could not ignore him forever. “We wish to bask in their company. To hear her sweet tones. Feel the warmth of their plush skin.” The heat that began to spread across the man's body was delightful. It wouldn't be long before he could convince him to bring you closer.
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You had been on his mind constantly lately. Between trying to avoid your presence and Venom's pestering. There didn't seem to be a moment that you weren't running through his head.
Even now, as he tried to drift to sleep. His thoughts were plagued by you. Your caring nature and sweet laughter. The way your eyes crinkle when you smile. The suppleness of your hand when it happened to brush against his. The warmth of your presence was enough to blind him.
But you were to good for them. You had a normal life that didn't need them to ruin it. If you had only met sooner in life things may have turned out differently. Rolling over, he felt sleep began to wrap around him. The image of you wandering in his subconscious, lulling him.
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Another day and another argument. “You can't eat every inconvenience we have.” He shook his head as he slammed the apartment door shut. Throwing his things towards the couch, he glared as they fell to the floor instead.
“What is the point of protecting the city if we do not also benefit.” His floating head frowned at the man. It wasn't enough that he was confined to this body. But the moral code of his host was stifling.
“They are a civil servant. Their job is to enforce the rules and keep people safe. A ticket sucks, but it happens.” As much as he likes to take the high road. There was a part of him that agreed with the parasite. He had gotten back to his motorcycle before the guy had finished the ticket. Didn't stop him from finishing and slapping in on the seat. Still being a douche wasn't a crime. A fact that really made Venom rage.
His eyes narrowed at Eddie, then a vicious grin curled on his lips. “If we cannot eat them, then let's go get some chocolate.” He knew changing the subject from violence usually got him his way. The thought of heading to Mrs. Chen's, while it also happened to be time for you to get off work. Well, let's just call it a happy coincidence. Until he let his thoughts get a bit to loud in his excitement. Allowing his host to hear his line of thought.
His head shook in resolution. “No way. You are not getting a chance to get them involved.” He moved towards the bathroom, but was stopped. His feet had become enclased in black tendrils. His body marched to the front door. Reaching for the fridge, he barely caught the handle. Though this didn't stop the alien. Instead the appliance toppled over with a crash. They argued a bit longer, each fighting for control. Until a frantic pounding came from the door.
Morphing back into his host, Venom growled. This wouldn't be the end of the conversation. Though his annoyance shifted into elation as you called out.
“Eddie! Are you ok?” You sounded out of breath. It was a safe guess that you rushed up stairs. It warmed both of them to think that the noise from their argument made you check on them. But that didn't stop the grimace from settling on the man's face. He debated whether or not to open the door.
“Please Eddie. I just need to know you're not hurt.” You were desperate. The image of his sickly face not to long ago flashing in your mind. Your upstairs neighbor that always had you back. He looked as if he was on death's door that night. He may have pulled away from you lately. But that was no reason to not worry about a friend.
He crack the door open, his heart thruming chaoticly. Though for all of his anxiety, the sight of your soft face calmed him. Pulling the door wider, he gave you a sad look. He wanted to tell you everything. Knowing you would embrace him, with your soft warmth. Reassure him that everything was fine. You would help him and be there. Instead he stared at you and forced a small smile onto his lips. “I'm OK. Just some problems with the fridge.” He steps back and you blink at the overturned appliance.
Your shoulders sagged, the tension finally releasing. Clutching the flashlight tighter in your hands you sighed. “What about the voices?” You hated to pry, but his safety was more important than etiquette.
He glanced at the flash light in your hands. It was odd that you had it. Shaking the thought away he pointed to the TV. “I must have had it up to loud. Sorry about that.” A second to late Venom pointed out his mistake. ‘It is off Eddie.’ His face pinched at the obvious lie.
You looked him over and didn't see any signs of distress. So with a nod and a relieved smile you went on your way. Not wanting to be a bother.
The pair looked after you longingly. Each wishing they could truly tell you.
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Venom stared longingly out of the window. He kept glancing down, hoping you might step out on the fire escape. It was a rare occurrence, but he cherished any time he could spend with you. Even if you weren't aware of it.
He still hadn't convinced Eddie to pursue you. The idiot didn't understand! If there was danger then they could save you. The safest place you could be was in their arms. He would wrap himself around your plush warmth. Sink his tendrils into your lusciously pliable skin. The three of you could enjoy so many wonderfully lazy days together. A pur flowed up his throat at the thought.
This sound caught Eddie's attention. It was an odd noise to come from the symbiote. Glancing at his watch, he decided it was time for a break. Pushing away from the desk, he made his way over to the floating head. “Watcha see Ven?”
The alien sighed wistfully. “I am thinking about (Y/N).” He glanced at his host from the corner of his vision.
The man's expression dropped a bit. For as much as he protested, he actually agreed with the parasite. You were amazing and he would love to be with you. But the thought of them causing you pain. It was to much to bear. “I know buddy. We need to think about them though.”
Before he could reluctantly agree, they were pulled from their conversation by yelling. There was a man threatening a woman outside the window. “Look lady, you better hand everything over!” He was waving around a knife as he frantically demanded her stuff.
The alien perked up, nothing would brighten his mood more than criminal brains. “Eddie we must go help. That lady is in danger.”
He was reluctant to jump into action. But the weapon was making it hard to stay in place. Then it became impossible to not intervene. When your voice answered the mugger. “OK, just let me get out my flashlight. I can't find my wallet without it.”
They shifted as the violent man told you to hurry up. Not bothering to open the window they explode onto the fire escape. This distracts the robber, but not you. They see you pull out the same flashlight as the other day. Their confusion soon turns to surprise as you jab it into the man's stomach. He doubles over in pain and groans. You don't give him a moment to catch his breath as you bring your knee to his nose. A sickening cruch echoes through the alley. The man's body drops unceremoniously with a hard thud. With him taken care of, you turn towards the heavy breathing behind you.
They stared at you in awe. Their sweet, soft little neighbor had just downed a threatening man with a weapon. Venom's mouth parted in a wide taunting grin. “And you thought she was helpless.” He would have continued his gloating. If not for the fact that you had turned the taser towards them.
“If you take a step closer I won't hesitate to use this on you.” The man on the ground shifted a bit, but made no other move. You glance at him, though you never fully turned from the being in front of you. “What, are you guys some sort of team. One of you makes threats while the other gets behind the victim?” Your grip tightened on your weapon, sending another short shot of sparks out.
He stepped forward shaking his head. Then stopped as you held down the button. The taser may be small, but it sent a barrage of electricity out. “No, you have it all wrong.” With great reluctants, he shifts back down into his small counterpart.
A beat of silence goes by, then another, your eyes widening all the time. Then your hands come up and tangle in your hair. “This explains so much.” It was said so softly that he almost didn't catch it.
Taking a tentative step forward, his brows pinched in confusion. “It does?”
Your eyes shot in his direction. “Of course it does. I thought I may have been putting you under pressure. But the sudden change in attitude and schedule. It was a clear lifestyle change. Although.” You gave him and the being hovering near his shoulder a once over. “I wouldn't have guessed exactly this.”
The symbiote wasn't sure his smile could get any bigger. “We are happy to see that you are not angry with us Morsel. It was Eddie's stupid idea to avoid you.” He glared at the man accusingly.
He pointed his finger into the parasite's face. “It's not that simple and you know it.” He turned to you with tired eyes. “I didn't want you getting involved in this mess. You shouldn't have to worry about taking care of us.”
You shook your head with a hard look on your face. “Shouldn't I get a say in this. I've always considered you a close friend. And when you pulled away, I worried. Were you going through something or had I done something. Then the other day, there was obviously something going on. But you didn't trust me enough to tell me. It took someone attacking me to bring out the truth.” With a sigh you looked between the pair and moved a few steps forward. Your expression had softened by the time you stopped in front of them. “I understand that you wanted to protect me though. To be honest, I would have probably done the same if I were in your shoes.”
Wrapping your plush arm around his and gave it a squeeze. You were a bit shocked at the black tendrils that laced around your fingers. It was an odd sensation, but not an unpleasant one. “Why don't we head to my place for some tea and talk about this?”
The duo nodded quickly. As they latched onto you, not willing to leave your side. They couldn't help to reflect on how they should have confided in you sooner. But they wouldn't make the same mistake in letting you not be a permanent facete in their lives. One they were willing to do anything for.
#chubby reader#plus size reader#eddie brock#venom#venom symbiote#eddie x reader#venom x reader#eddie x reader x venom#pining#mutual pining#minor violence#mugger#broken nose#self defense#taser#mild obsession#mild hurt/comfort#emotional hurt/comfort#fights
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had a realization getting dressed today. up til this moment i have kind of figured the gender nonconformity was assumed to be part of the butch thing by most of my coworkers. despite
new coworker staring extremely unsubtly as i wrote down my pronouns for a meeting (sorry tumblr, im any/all irl and sometimes that means saying she/her so i have somewhere to pee)
someone on my direct team sending one of the few trans guys i work with to come into my office for some papers and coincidentally he also spent 2 hours telling me about how rewarding it's been to come out + how great our coworkers are about creating a hostile environment for anyone who misgenders him even accidentally
multiple people telling me unprompted about the one gender neutral bathroom in the entire building (the entire reason i have not been coming out, its very far away)
the same coworker from the pronouns asking me directly if i was transgender last week
like im not really sure how i thought i was flying under the radar until this moment. like in context being asked if i was transgender felt like the natural progression of a conversation but now it seems more like one of those "not everyone wants to be a boy/girl/neither." like "if your coworkers are directly asking you if you're transgender you're probably not being very subtle about it."
anyways changed my pronouns on slack today :) now i'll have to walk across the building to the bathroom :')
#magic ward of if you work with me you can't see this ~~~~#m** you are the only person i can kind of see on tumblr. actually scratch that you 100% have a tumblr. do NOT perceive this lol#i don't think we're in any of the same circles.... but could you imagine my coworker and i are like. horrid mutuals...#the real reason im coming out is we have a new coworker who keeps bringing up trans people unprompted and i've tried the “my bro is trans”#defense but it keeps happening. i need to lay some. boundaries i think
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Haven't posted too much since this week was hectic [😩], so it me after a slightly longer jog earlier (thankfully it's warm enough to sensibly go jogging) and then coming back to trim the beard/shave some 🪒🚿😌
#ore no kao#[i feel like since sticking with the beard through 'rona it's grown on me#so now i like having it around some during the winter lol]#also hi to the quite-a-few cute new people/mutuals following whatever it is i'm doing here 👋🏽#[missed out on my cousin's 6pm dinner party w/ a sis or two but in my defense it was already past 5 and that was an 1hr30m trek to BK lol#didnt get to squeeze in the gym like i hoped but bright side of going tmrw is the one cute front desk guy should be there lol hmm]#my trainer getting me to jog has been a nice thing to keep up since our sessions ended
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Shadows of Fate 3
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Y/n, Cassian's shy and quiet sister, prefers to keep to the shadows. Unbeknownst to her, she is Azriel's mate. His shadows are inexplicably drawn to her, and as they grow closer, a slow-burn romance ensues. Cassian, ever protective of his sister, watches over her as the bond between Y/n and Azriel deepens.
Word Count: 966
Warnings: None
Chapter 3: Unseen Bonds
Y/n’s days at the House of Wind had taken on a new rhythm. Each morning, she would retreat to her favorite quiet corners, only to find Azriel already there, his presence a comforting constant. As their bond grew, she found herself feeling more at ease, her anxieties quieted by the soothing presence of Azriel and his shadows.
One afternoon, Y/n was reading in the garden, the vibrant flowers swaying gently in the breeze. She was so engrossed in her book that she didn’t notice Cassian approaching until he was right beside her.
"Hey, little sister," Cassian said, sitting down next to her.
Y/n looked up, a smile spreading across her face. "Hey, Cass. How was training?"
"Grueling, as usual," he replied with a chuckle. "But I wanted to talk to you about something."
Her smile faltered slightly. "What is it?"
Cassian’s expression turned serious. "I’ve been thinking a lot about you and Azriel. I want you to be happy, Y/n, but I also worry about you."
"I know you do," she said softly. "And I appreciate it. But Azriel and I... there’s something special between us. I feel safe with him."
Cassian sighed, his protective instincts warring with his desire to see his sister happy. "I just want to make sure he’s treating you right. That he’s not rushing things."
"He’s not," Y/n assured him. "We’re taking things slow. And he’s been nothing but patient and kind."
Cassian nodded slowly, his gaze softening. "Alright. I’ll try to ease up a bit. Just promise me you’ll come to me if anything feels wrong."
"I promise," she said, squeezing his hand.
Later that evening, Y/n found herself in the library, a place that had become her sanctuary. As she browsed through the shelves, she felt a familiar presence behind her. Turning, she saw Azriel standing there, his shadows curling around him like loyal pets.
"Hello, Y/n," he said, his voice like a warm embrace.
"Hello, Azriel," she replied, a smile lighting up her face. "I was just looking for something new to read."
He stepped closer, his gaze soft and affectionate. "I have something for you." From behind his back, he produced a small, leather-bound journal. "I thought you might like this. It’s empty, so you can fill it with whatever you want."
Y/n took the journal, her eyes widening with delight. "It’s beautiful. Thank you, Azriel."
"I thought you might use it to write down your thoughts or dreams," he said, his eyes never leaving hers. "Or even just to keep track of our adventures together."
Her heart swelled with emotion as she hugged the journal to her chest. "I love it. I’ll cherish it always."
They spent the rest of the evening together, sitting in a secluded corner of the library. Azriel read aloud from one of his favorite books, his deep, melodic voice weaving a spell around them. Y/n listened, her head resting on his shoulder, feeling more at peace than she ever had.
The next morning, Y/n awoke to find a note slipped under her door. Unfolding it, she recognized Azriel’s elegant handwriting.
Meet me in the training grounds at sunrise. I have something I want to show you.
Curiosity piqued, Y/n quickly dressed and made her way to the training grounds. The early morning light bathed the area in a soft, golden glow. Azriel was waiting for her, his shadows already swirling around him in anticipation.
"Good morning," he greeted her, his eyes bright with excitement.
"Good morning," she replied, her heart fluttering at the sight of him. "What’s this about?"
"I wanted to teach you something," he said, holding out his hand. "Come with me."
Y/n took his hand, allowing him to lead her to a more secluded part of the training grounds. There, he produced a pair of slender, beautifully crafted daggers.
"I thought it might be good for you to learn some basic self-defense," he explained. "Just in case."
She looked at the daggers, then back at him, her eyes wide with surprise. "You want to teach me to fight?"
"Not to fight," Azriel corrected gently. "To protect yourself. You don’t have to become a warrior, but knowing how to defend yourself could be useful."
Y/n hesitated for a moment, then nodded. "Alright. I’ll try."
Azriel smiled, pride and affection shining in his eyes. "Good. Let’s start with the basics."
Over the next hour, he patiently guided her through a series of simple exercises. His touch was always gentle, his instructions clear and encouraging. Y/n found herself enjoying the lessons, the sense of empowerment that came with each successful move.
As the sun climbed higher in the sky, they took a break, sitting together on the grass. Azriel handed her a water bottle, his gaze warm and approving.
"You’re doing great," he said. "You have a natural grace."
"Thank you," Y/n replied, feeling a flush of pride. "I didn’t think I could do it."
"I knew you could," he said softly. "You’re stronger than you realize."
Their eyes met, and for a moment, the world seemed to fade away. Y/n felt a surge of emotion, a deep, unspoken connection that went beyond words. She reached out, taking Azriel’s hand in hers.
"I’m glad I have you," she whispered. "You make me feel like I can do anything."
"You can," he replied, his voice filled with conviction. "And I’ll be here with you, every step of the way."
As they sat together, hand in hand, Y/n knew that their journey was only just beginning. But with Azriel by her side, she felt ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead, confident in the strength of their bond and the love that had grown between them.
Author's Note: Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed this chapter of Y/n and Azriel's story. Feel free to leave comments and let me know your thoughts!
#Slow Burn Romance#Protective Cassian#Azriel x Reader#Night Court#Emotional Bonding#Self-Defense Training#Soft Moments#Library Encounters#Garden Scenes#Tender Kisses#Hidden Feelings#Mutual Understanding#Inner Strength#Character Development#Azriel's Shadows#Secluded Moments#Intense Gaze#Fluff and Angst#Love Confessions#acotar
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for the record when ppl on here talk abt the other characters being a little uncomfortable with byler i don’t think they mean any of them would be outright homophobic I just think they mean that they’d be well meaning but fumble a lot bc that makes way more sense than everyone automatically knowing how to react and handle a gay couple. yes even Dustin and Lucas, they’d try so very hard but they’d probably be a little awkward abt it, even if it’s only for one scene or someth due to time constraints. i also don’t think every main character is even going to know, it’s I think it’s just gonna be the party (at least dustin and Lucas, el too and so max wouldn’t be left out, that’s my logic), Joyce and Jonathan, and probably Karen (Robin would figure it out too), so a good chunk but not every single one lol
and I’m basing this off the fact that the show tends to be fairly historically accurate but still from a modern, more accepting perspective if that makes sense. like there’s a balance
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my jgy thoughts have been expanding and adapting and roiling and toiling etc etc etc and all of it is coming down to me affectionately marveling at this character. he’s cut-throat. he’s cunning. his kindness leaves lasting impressions. his mercy is what predates his demise. he’s one of the few cultivators who helps those in need. he will sacrifice them if it benefits him. he loved. it didn’t last. it killed him. it orchestrated his downfall. he’s a genius. he’s paranoid. he compartmentalizes. he splits the world into who he would sacrifice and who he would not. people he loves and people he would sacrifice are not mutually exclusive. he’s filial to a fault. it was all for his mother. he is a study in assimilating to survive. the results vary. he manipulates the herd mentality to his benefit. it is turned against him. he is killed for the one thing he didn’t do by the one person he wouldn’t sacrifice. it is still somehow better than what the hive-mind cultivation world would have done. i love this tragic kaleidoscope of a character.
#this was sparked out of my love for jgy#my in-the-tags hot take is that i am just increasingly bored by unironic jgy did nothing wrong takes adfksks#like the statements that he is a victim and he has done helpful things and he has done harmful things. are also not mutually exclusive!#and i think that makes him fun :]#if jgy wasn’t a little fucked up he’d be boring#like it’s /fun/ to me that imo he was overtly targeted by nmj#but nmj was also like the last like of defense before the jins completely abused their power#like! we love duality. we love contradictions#i won’t even say ‘ask me abt how jgy views the concept of hurt’ bc i’m gonna tell you!#i personally believe that he was being honest when he said lxc was the one person he didn’t want to hurt#i just also believe that he doesn’t see the things he has done#namely the use of the fucked up song of clarity#as things that would hurt lxc#bc they weren’t done /to/ him!#lxc was just a pawn in that moment#and while i believe that jgy most of the time did not. pawn-ify. lxc#by taking the song of clarity (something entrusted to him by lxc)#and using it to kill nmj (someone jgy cared abt)#that hurts lxc!#i feel embarrassed i was like ‘let u tell me u my big jgy thesis paper’ and idk if it landed#but i feel like jgy sees ‘hurt’ as what is done to you#not what happens around you
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i love your alpha bingge fic so much! it's great to see an exploration of how to him, shen yuan is the same thing that binghe is for shen yuan in svsss where because they're "from a different world," with different rules, it makes it okay to let go of some of their preconceived expectations of a relationship. truly a perfect fit for each other. excited to maybe see it on ao3!!! <3
thank you! alpha bingge who either exhibits stereotypically omegan traits or who would just outright prefer being an omega is so important to me... alpha/omega is a genre that sits practically parallel to stallion novels so it's another way to just very loudly yell about how miserable bingge is as a stallion protagonist and how he'll never reach his happy ending by upholding to the conventions of his genre and - /gets shot for trying to seriously analyze an omegaverse AU
#kjdfhg anyway i'll probably put that ficlet + the mutual atticewife one up on ao3 at the same time#after i expand on the cleric!sy one#which i'm working on now !! ik i said i'd work on it after i finished my binggeyuan zine fic but...#in my defense i think it'll be easier to write my next draft of that ficlet after my spot artist has some time to work 🙈#so i'm indulging a bit in cleric!sy au in the meantime ehehehe#nyoomerr ask
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hater has disturbing reoccurring dreams about wander crawling inside his ribcage that always have him waking up in a cold sweat [they just feel too real and hater can’t place why]. wander has reoccurring dreams of hater ceremoniously destroying him with the Disaster Blaster and it’s the one dream he doesn’t eagerly blab to sylvia about because he doesn’t know how to tell her that it never feels like a nightmare. soooo is anyone else sick in the head or is it just me
#wander over yonder#woy#im having a lot of thoughts about their dynamic#it’s weird bc. i don’t necessarily see them as making for a good ship [RAISES HANDS DEFENSIVELY] and let me explain!#i haven’t quite finished the show yet but like. while they definitely have the potential for yaoi. i cannot imagine what it would look like#for hater to actually… reform and reach a healthy balance in his life. it would be AWESOME to see#but i just… he has so far to go and it feels like while wander could be the catalyst for change within hater. he couldn’t feasibly Fix him#does that make any sense??#either way i Do enjoy the ship! i just feel like it’s very important to point out that there is no canon scenario where it’s not toxic#at least not within the immediate future. yafeel#anyhoooooo#gear diary#wander#lord hater#ALSO to elaborate on my actual post: it’s worth mentioning that hater was unconscious for the rib cage thing#and i think by the time he finally perked up. it’s safe to say that he never fully processed what wander had done#at least from what i remember#as for wander. obviously he doesn’t Want to die. but The Big Day was hugely important to him#as his singular mutually happy memory between him and hater. and by the end of it all#he was fully prepared to just…. let hater fire. if he thought it could make hater happy.#do y’all ever think about that because i do 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
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it's less us adopting you and more like a-yuan where you ran up to us in a busy marketplace (tumblr tags/dashboard) and latched onto our legs with vengeance and adopted us into your chaos (but like in a good way)
Mutually Assured Adoption. We will take to the town and cause havoc
#ask#non mdzs#In my defense I *did* tag my posts with 'poorly-drawn-mdzs' specifically so ppl could filter it out of the main tag#It's like I'm a cool rat in the market that started doing a little dance for cheese crumbs#and then everyone started calling over their friends to watch The Cool Rat dance for cheese#Now I got all this cheese and I want to share it! I don't know what cheese is in this analogy#anyways. Thank you all for letting me scamper around your dashboards.#I'm very very picky about who i follow (my criteria is mysterious to even me) so i have very few mutuals#but tbh If I recognize your name in my notifs....you're a friend to me B'*) and there are so many of you!#I am finally free to start drawing more so I hope to give back a little doodle to all the kind messages ppl have been sending these last..#2.5 months......aurgh
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why jfabe is NOT!!!! boring and lifeless and proving that wrong, an informational thread discussing their relationship and dynamic, because honestly im getting tired of ppl saying their boring
contains s3 spoilers!
The relationship between JFK and abe from Clone High is something alot of people within the community discussed, especially before s3, being talked about more after s2's finale. Many speculated that the two would remain friends or even become more than that.
Now with season 3 out, we have a lot more things to work out with, specifically episode 3. It's something a lot of people are too afraid to admit, but jfabe/abefk would make the show a lot more interesting, rather than its repeatable joanabe plotline.
So, I'm here to talk about the inner workings of this pair, why their so interesting, and why they work out so much, whether platonic or not. If ur not a fan of jfabe/abefk, or heavily dislike the ship, I'd recommend turning away from this post.
Introduction, the who, the when, the why, the how...and their differences n similarities
So, we all know these two characters. JFK the beloved, Abe the hated. Something that many people picked out of the 2020 clone high fandom. But what if i told you that the beloved and the hated were truly meant to be together from the start?
What we already know is that they are the complete opposite of each other in many ways. JFK is meant to be a parody on 90s jocks from highschool movies and tv shows. Abe is the weak nerd who desperately wants to be cool.
JFK is buff and shorter, Abe is tall and lanky. JFK is a douchebag, Abe is the nicer guy. The list goes on and on. And they even have stuff in common, such as the fear of abandonment and the fear of ruining things.
But one difference i can note is that Abe is way more naive than JFK, JFK is portrayed as empty-headed, but not empty-headed enough to not realize whats going on. Of course, despite the differences, both characters make a really good team.
And this was even evident in s2 ep10, aka the finale, where they both realize that they make a great "duo of bros who'll remain friends for the rest of their lives". Jfabe shippers were FEEDING on this shit back then you have no idea
So with this stuff out of the way, it's time to talk about my favorite episode out of season 3.
Bible Humpers: A Much Needed Praycation
This episode revolves around JFK getting tired of having meaningless sex with girls and partying hard, and decides to seek out a new life when he and Abe discovers the prayer pals club, hosted by Lady Godiva. And at first, Abe is happy to see that JFK is taking on new opportunities.
"Where the slut goes, the wing slut follows."
But eventually, JFK starts straying away from Abe and his friendship, to the point of even FORGETTING about the broniversary that Abe had planned for the both of them (he literally baked a giant cake for him, look at me and tell me thats straight cmon now).
Seeing how Abe had already lost Joan and Gandhi, he didn't wanna lose JFK either, and does everything he can to make him happy and thats so clear. And even at the end of the episode, it's revealed that Abe even respected his choice on ultimately choosing celibacy.
He really does care a bunch for JFK, liking him for who he truly was (compared to JFK's other dates) and respecting his choices. And despite choosing celibacy over Abe, the two still remain close, which really tells you how great their bond is.
So something HAS definitely changed throughout the years, from them hating each others guts to potentially becoming clone highs next couple...which didn't happen, and I'm still petty about it i will admit.
But even if they didn't become canon at the end, you could really tell that some people who worked on this episode wanted them to be a thing, and that's a good enough sign for me that they could hopefully become canon in the next season if we ever get one (still petty though).
Let's circle back to season 1 again. I'm not making a jfabe thread without mentioning Litter Kills: Literally, which is another episode that jfabe shippers fed on. In this episode, JFK's close friend Ponce dies, and he's left to grieve over him.
And in this episode, we see a side of JFK that we never saw before. He starts wondering why the hell he's feeling all of these emotions, because he's a Kennedy, and he's not used to them. But Abe helps him realize that emotions like this are normal.
And even if the two hated each other, Abe apologized to him in the end and finally realized his mistakes. It seemed like Abe disliked him, yet he cares about him. Abe never knew what if felt like, because he hasn't lost a friend close to him.
So he starts berating Cleo for comforting JFK and was even aggressive towards JFK as well, believing that he was only doing all of this just to take Cleo away from him. That was all because he NEVER knew what it was like. But he finally understood.
He was sorry, but he felt like he couldn't do much to help because he didn't experience the same thing. So he just hugged JFK and held him...for a really long time.
But that was just enough for JFK, all he needed was comfort, and Abe chose to do that. So even at the episode, he couldn't help but ask JFK if he was alright. And by the next episode, JFK was already feeling better. All it takes is someone to tell you that its gonna be okay.
So what I'm trying to say is despite their own anxieties, flaws, characteristics, whatever, their PERFECT for each other. I don't like how people label them as "boring", when their so much more deeper than that.
Jfabe/AbeFK is one of my comfort ships for this exact reason. Their lore, dynamic and relationship goes beyond that, i don't ship them just because i think their cute, but because their interesting, and it may seem like im going insane over a white boy ship, but i truly, truly, from the bottom of my heart, love this ship to pieces, and hopefully people can see that through me. Thank you, clone high.
#clone high#analysis#clone high season 2#jfk clone high#clone high 2023#jfabe#abefk#clone high abe#clone high reboot#clone high season 3#clone high spoilers#i GUESS the alternate title for this should be “in defense of jfabe/abefk” because some of yall needa hop off of a harmless ship#i hope this converts some of you i managed to do that w some mutuals on twitter#long story short jfabe is just a really underrated ship with interesting lore and potential and i never got why people hated it#so now that ur reading this watch the mr peabody and sherman show if you want another good history show to watch (shameless plug)#im so rabid about this ship someone hold me back. no one gets them like i do (except for like 5 people)#yes im the same guy who wrote that one jfk character essay and the jfabe queerbaiting essay can you tell i like them a normal amount#bai
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guy clicks “view post” on a post that includes tags he’s blocked; 5 dead 23 injured
#that was on me 💀 sorry guys#in my defense. it is very hard not to click that button when it’s something your mutual reblogged#do you understand#i’m getting fomo here.#crescentpost
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Shadows of Fate 4
Summary:
Y/n, Cassian's shy and quiet sister, prefers to keep to the shadows. Unbeknownst to her, she is Azriel's mate. His shadows are inexplicably drawn to her, and as they grow closer, a slow-burn romance ensues. Cassian, ever protective of his sister, watches over her as the bond between Y/n and Azriel deepens.
Word Count: 803
Warnings: None
Chapter 4: The Protective Brother
The days passed in a tranquil routine, with Y/n continuing her self-defense lessons with Azriel. Cassian, though still wary, began to ease his constant vigilance, trusting Azriel more with each passing day. However, the protective brotherly instincts never fully faded.
One evening, Y/n was in the common room, sketching the flowers she had seen in the garden earlier. She found peace in drawing, her mind relaxing as her hand moved over the paper. Azriel was beside her, reading a book, his presence a comforting constant.
Cassian entered the room, his eyes narrowing slightly as he saw them together. "Y/n," he called, drawing her attention away from her sketch. "Can we talk for a moment?"
Y/n looked up, her heart sinking a little. "Of course, Cass." She glanced at Azriel, who gave her a reassuring nod.
Cassian led her out to a balcony overlooking Velaris. The night was calm, the stars twinkling above like scattered diamonds. He leaned on the railing, taking a deep breath before speaking.
"I need to ask you something," he began, his voice serious. "Do you really believe Azriel is the one for you?"
Y/n's eyes softened. "I do, Cassian. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. He understands me, and he makes me feel safe."
Cassian turned to face her, his expression conflicted. "I just worry about you. I’ve seen how harsh the world can be, and I don’t want you to get hurt."
"I know you’re just looking out for me," Y/n said, placing a hand on his arm. "And I appreciate it. But Azriel is different. He’s patient and kind, and he respects me."
Cassian sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I see how much he cares about you. I just... it’s hard for me to let go."
"You don’t have to let go," Y/n reassured him. "Just trust that I know what I’m doing."
Cassian nodded slowly, a small smile tugging at his lips. "Alright. I trust you, Y/n. Just promise me you’ll be careful."
"I promise," she said, giving him a hug. "Thank you, Cass."
They stood there for a moment, the silence between them filled with unspoken understanding. Finally, Cassian pulled back, his expression lighter. "Go back to Azriel. I’ll be here if you need me."
Y/n smiled, giving him one last squeeze before returning to the common room. Azriel looked up as she entered, his eyes filled with concern.
"Everything alright?" he asked softly.
"Yes," she replied, sitting beside him again. "Cassian just needed to talk. He’s trying to trust us."
Azriel nodded, a look of determination crossing his face. "I’ll prove to him that his trust is well-placed."
A few days later, a sense of unease settled over the House of Wind. Y/n felt it in the air, a tension that seemed to affect everyone around her. She couldn’t quite place it, but it gnawed at her, making her restless.
She found herself wandering through the halls, seeking out Azriel. She found him in the war room, deep in conversation with Rhysand and Cassian. As she approached, the conversation hushed, and the three males turned to look at her.
"Y/n," Rhysand greeted, his tone warm but guarded. "What brings you here?"
"I just... felt like something was wrong," she admitted, her eyes flicking to Azriel. "Is everything alright?"
Azriel stepped forward, placing a reassuring hand on her shoulder. "We’re just discussing some security concerns. Nothing for you to worry about."
Y/n wasn’t convinced, but she nodded, trusting Azriel’s judgment. "If you say so."
Rhysand gave her a gentle smile. "We’re handling it, Y/n. But thank you for your concern."
She nodded again, squeezing Azriel’s hand before turning to leave. As she walked away, she couldn’t shake the feeling that something big was looming on the horizon.
That night, Y/n couldn’t sleep. She tossed and turned, her mind racing with worry. Finally, she got up and made her way to the balcony, hoping the cool night air would calm her.
She wasn’t surprised to find Azriel already there, his shadows dancing around him like restless spirits. He turned as she approached, his eyes softening.
"Couldn’t sleep?" he asked.
"No," she admitted, leaning against the railing beside him. "I can’t shake this feeling that something bad is going to happen."
Azriel wrapped an arm around her, pulling her close. "I understand. But whatever happens, we’ll face it together."
Y/n looked up at him, her heart swelling with love. "Promise?"
"Promise," he said, pressing a kiss to her forehead.
They stood there in silence, the night wrapping around them like a protective cloak. In that moment, Y/n felt a glimmer of hope, a belief that no matter what came their way, their bond would see them through.
Author's Note: Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed this chapter of Y/n and Azriel's story. Feel free to leave comments and let me know your thoughts!
#Slow Burn Romance#Protective Cassian#Azriel x Reader#Night Court#Emotional Bonding#Brother-Sister Relationship#Self-Defense Training#Soft Moments#Library Encounters#Garden Scenes#Tender Kisses#Hidden Feelings#Mutual Understanding#Inner Strength#Character Development#Azriel's Shadows#Secluded Moments#Intense Gaze#Fluff and Angst#Love Confessions#Foreboding#Protective Azriel#Reassurance#Tension#acotar
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