#Misgender blog

[x-honeycomb-x]

Ooc, I wanna talk about sexting and loneliness

When I was younger, I had no emotional support systems at home, so when I get home from school I would hop onto sexting websites for some company.

I used the name “Abigail” a lot. I give a fake ASL (19, F, Vietnam), and when I was asked to describe myself I would say “long black hair, have bangs, skinny and pale, 5’9, 36B, in my black bra and underwear under my t-shirt”

It was somewhat real and fake at the same time, and usually I asked for really degrading and humiliating rough stuff. Like fucking my ass without lube and then let me taste my own shit when I choke and vomit on their dicks

and sometimes I would say in the main chat, hey I don’t feel like sex today, I just really want a hug. I said it for about 4 times. And often I would get 2-3 people messaging me and hug me.

so that’s the only reliable emotional support system I had. That black and pink sexting website.

I left that website and relapse for around 7+ times through out the years. Name registration became a thing and someone registered “Abigail”, so I had to use some variations of it or use other names. I also went with “Veronica” a lot after that.

after I left the site, I was on porn tumblr more. I had a kinky ftm blog, but I didn’t put too much of myself in there.

and now I’m running this blog, and I do have a stronger personality and presence in my blog. And I’m happier that people might recognize and remember me, and what I said won’t disappear when my browser crashes or when I quit the chat. But I do miss it, those instant replies on the website, people want to do something with me, with my body and my dignity.

I think i don’t use this blog only because I’m horny, traumatized and hence kinky; it’s a traumatic reaction, it’s flashbacks, I used to have no support system so I relied on sexting for company and to be seen (but not as myself, what a irony).

and so when I post here, i wanna be seen. Sometimes it’s not about being horny, I wanna be remembered. I want to check in with someone every day, around afternoon or evening, I get to talk to someone and hear from you. I just want the company. If talking about detransition and misgendering and feminization is what we do, let’s do it. It’s even nicer when you guys aren’t users with a temporary username that would disappear in 20 minutes. I used to imagine if there are usual users on the website, and would I have talked to the same person twice or more. We would never know. There was this one Hong Kong researcher that was there for a few months. I was so confused about what they were doing. I wonder what topic they were doing and if his paper got published.

I follow a few blogs here that frequently post about themselves, I look at them every day for updates to hear for them, and I will miss them a few years down the road. This is my support system, although it’s a maladaptive one that’s not very efficient.

I’m here because I’m used to going to sexting websites for emotional support. And now I turn to you guys, my 316 followers and detrans community, to cope with my loneliness. And I just want to tell you that.

If you’re reading this, take care <3

[daddymidas]

orgasm denial but a dom that knows you can’t cum without clit stimulation so he just fucks you over and over again knowing you can’t cum while you turn into a whimpering mess desperate to have your clit played with

[anotherfakeboy]

🎀detrans note game🎀

time to do this since I'll never make the right choices on my own

let's go until the end of "pride month"

10 notes - wear panties rest of month 25 notes - shave pussy rest of month 50 notes - won't cum without permission for month 75 notes - no T for rest of month 100 notes - shave upper body rest of month 200 notes - shave legs rest of month 300 notes - won't bind rest of month 400 notes - shave face rest of month 450 notes - start wearing makeup for month 500 notes- only wear feminine clothes for month 600 notes - all rules apply until August 1000 notes - all rules apply until September 1500 notes - will destroy all my binders 2000 notes - will use she/her on dating apps 2500 notes - will try to get pregnant 5000 notes - will permanently detransition

[queerism1969]

[fakeboysfixed]

Holding down my little fakeboy when the dysphoria is raging and they lie naked in the bed trying not to look at their body. Letting my thick, erect cock stretch out next to their tiny little clit they insist on calling a "t-dick" as I loom over them. Softly petting them as I watch them whimper in shame and frustration at their body. Pushing their legs further apart and back up towards their chest, as my cock shifts down through their slick, swollen folds.

"Please. Not tonight. I can't." They beg. I ignore them as I sink inside of their pussy and hear them let out a pathetic cry. They're wet. Why are they always soaking wet, even when they claim they don't want it.

"Shhh..." I whisper in their ear as I fill their soft feminine cunt. "It doesn't matter how you feel." My hips slowly thrusting into them as they whimper. My eyes locked with them, our faces inches apart as I take them. My bare cock will put another load inside of their fertile body tonight, whether they want to risk it or not. They never stop me in the end.

"Shhh... Just take it like a good girl." I hiss down at them as my pace quickens. Delighting in the broken look they give me as they remember how I really see them. How they see themselves when they look down and see a masculine body spreading them open and sinking into their soft feminine hole. "You're just a good girl. Now don't fight it princess. Take it like one."

[detranshospital]

Finally an audio for all the fakeboys♡

Think of it as hypnotherapy!!

as a fakeboy myself, I wanted to bring reality back to other fakeboys!

(TW: this is misgendering/detrans-kink friendly content. in no way is that a small warning, please be aware before listening.)

[fixedftm]

social detransition notes game

in august i will be 10 months off testosterone!!! my appearance has been feminizing and i present as female in public as much as possible, but i’ve been avoiding just going for it and fully detransitioning. everyone i know irl still thinks im a trans man, and i know that needs to change. so im posting these detransition goals, and if i get enough notes to reach them im planning on finally fully detransitioning

• i change my pronouns on all social media to they/them (100 notes)

• i come out to my mom as detrans (200 notes)

• i come out to the rest of my family (300 notes)

• i change my pronouns on social media to she/her (400 notes)

• i make a public post on social media coming out as detrans (500 notes)

• i start presenting female at work (600 notes)

and maybe i’ll add more goals if i reach them all? i’m not sure. but i know i need motivation to do the right thing and tell people who i really am. spam is encouraged and appreciated 💗

[trans-boy-fuck-toy]

I want to hear all the icky things people want to do to me so bad. I want to be a sloppy free use fuck hole for people to just take out all their aggression on. I wish I could be a stress reliever for a whole office or maybe even a football team to just unwind during their busy stressful day by just wrecking my cunt. I want them to shove random objects in me to see what makes me whine and moan, all the whole saying:

“That’s a good cocksleave, just like that”

“Oh are you going to cum to being raped? What a good piece of fuckmeat”

“Everyone come look! The sluts going to cry from overstimulation aww I think as a reward we should all breed their silly mind away”

Just nnngghhh I want to be used until I can’t think, cum dripping out of my needy hole

[mindbrokengirl]

one year detransitioned notes game!!

this july will mark one year of my social and physical detransition for kink (and romance) purposes 🥰 so now it's time to enjoy being an easy slutty cis girl! this notes game is active from today until august 1st [CLOSED NOW AT AROUND 410 NOTES], help me celebrate by making me degrade myself even further 😸✌️

10 notes: i'll tell you a secret :)

30 notes: show off tit regrowth

50 notes: i have to wear a padded bra every time i leave the house

75 notes: body writing (feminizing and humiliating)

100 notes: kegels once per day for the rest of the year

150 notes: show off pussy

250 notes: irl somno or cnc audio

500 notes: full nudes

750 notes: posting porn on some external site (reddit, actual nsfw) as a girl, no face or voice

check below for links to reached goals <3

10 note goal

30 note goal

50 note goal

100 note goal

150 note goal

send ideas for body writing!

[violentnightzz]

Pet update ~

Finally got her a Chasity belt, it was about time

I’m sure a month locked up will help her on her journey

Denial has a way of making girls needier

She’ll be begging for it in her girly cunt in no time

[btchboiwithacnt]

I’m laying in bed imagining having a real man play with my girly body. Obviously the rough correction and degradation is fun, but I would love soft, gentle correction.

I’m imagining a man laying me down on his bed and kissing me, while his hands roam around groping my body. He would tell me that I’m being such a good girl for him, and he would promise that he’s going to fix me, to make me all better. He’d take off my shirt and squeeze my breasts and pinch my nipples. He’d suck on one nipple while he groped my other titty, and then he’d switch sides, back and forth. All the while, promising that he would make me into the best possible girl for him.

Then he’d kiss his way down my body until he got to my pants. He’d pull them down but leave my underwear on. He’d trace his fingers up and down my slit through my panties. He’d talk about how wet my vagina already was for him, and how sensitive my clit was. He’d pull my panties to the side and caress my vulva, not even penetrating me yet. He’d gently slide off my panties and lick up and down my sensitive slit, and lap at my clit until I was writhing under him. He’d then slip his tongue into my soaking wet, but still tight girlhole. He’d dart his tongue in and out, occasionally bringing it up to my clit. Finally he’d latch on to my clit while he gently worked my tight hole open.

Then he’d undress himself and rub his hard cock up and down my wet slit. He’d position the head of his manly penis at the opening of my vagina and just barely press in- the head wouldn’t even be inside yet. He would tell me that this was the moment. He was going to penetrate me. He was going to make me his perfect little girl. He would remind me that once he was inside me, he owned me. With one fluid motion, he would penetrate my vagina with his penis. He would fuck me slowly at first, telling me that I was being such a good girl, and that he was so proud of me for taking his cock so well. He would bend down and suck on my nipples, or play with my clit.

Then he would tell me that the most important part was about to happen. He would push my legs up to my shoulders and pause for a minute, still inside of me. He would tell me that he was about to ejaculate inside of me. He was going to mark me as his own; he was going to seed my womb. He would start fucking me faster and deeper, moaning and telling me how good my vagina felt around his penis. Then he’d push as deep as he could, moan, and release inside of me. He would rub my clit until I came around his cock, then pull out- careful to keep as much of his life giving seed inside of me as he could.

He would lay down next to me and simply say good girl. And I wouldn’t argue.

[miss-rileys-blog]

☆ Detransition Note Game ☆

(Number of notes in accordance with my personal levels of “discomfort”)

Feel free to copy and paste or edit to suit your own goals!! <3

Repeatables

Every 10 notes - Days wearing women’s underwear

Every 15 notes - Days I go out in more feminine clothing

Every 20 notes - Days I’ll sleep in a bra and panties

Every 25 notes - Days I cannot bind in any way

Every 50 notes - Weeks I keep my entire body shaved (including facial hair)

Every 100 notes - Times I wax my body hair off

Milestones

50 notes - I buy a new dildo

100 notes - I ask my girlfriend to have lesbian sex with me

200 notes - I wear pretty makeup out

300 notes - I throw away at least three pairs of boxers and buy double the amount of panties

400 notes - I ask my girlfriend to take the most humiliating, feminizing nudes possible of me

500 notes - I’ll ask my partner to call me her girlfriend in private

600 notes - I masturbate in a stall in a men’s restroom

700 notes - I cut up my binder (will post proof)

800 notes - All of my food orders will be under my real name (will post proof)

900 notes - I go out (in public) in girl mode

1000 notes - I try to actually make my breasts bigger or pump my pussy regularly

Updates

1/12 days of wearing women’s underwear complete

1/8 days of wearing feminine clothes complete

0/6 nights of sleeping in panties and a bra complete

1/4 days without binding complete

0/2 weeks of keeping body shaved complete

0/1 waxings complete

[daddymidas]

I need a free use FTM friend. She'd be "one of the boys" but whenever we need her she'd get down on her knees and remember her place as a cunt: to obey real men. I could have her lapping at my cock like a brainless bitch, or I could be balls deep in her and claiming her womb as mine. I could even share her with the team and watch just how pretty she looks and how girly her moans would sound when all of her holes are filled by real cocks. I could do all of that and she wouldn't resist any of it; she's just a good free use object, forgetting all of her silly gender delusions the second she's near a real man.

[stupidd-slutboy]

the feminine urge to beg transphobes to fuck my throat and cunt and ass literally however they want just as long as they’re deadnaming misgendering and degrading me all the while

[queerism1969]

[fakeboysfixed]

Talking to desperate fakeboys on Grindr is always fun. Firstly you know they're already committed to getting fucked. For us real men it's some of the easiest possible pussy you could get.

The conversation is always the same and I play a little game now. When I ask them if anything especially turns them on, I make a bet on how many replies it takes until they mention either breeding or CNC.

It's never more than five replies. Usually the very first one. Why is it that every single fakeboy's biggest kink is always getting pinned down by a real man and having an unprotected load dumped into their needy throbbing cunt? Why do you never have a masculine, dominant sexual fantasy? Why is it always being overpowered, having your soft legs and tight aching cunt spread open, and then having your body bred like a woman?

So for the fakeboys that feel ashamed of their breeding and rape kinks. Don't worry. You're not alone. Literally every one of you fucked up sluts is exactly the same. You're all endlessly rubbing your cunts to the thought of being bred. To those fakeboys brave enough to have a Grindr account, you can rest assured that most of the men messaging you don't see you as male. We see you as a messed up little girl who is giving out her cunt for an easy breeding in return for attention, and we're happy to make use of your tight wet pussy while we look down at what a good girl you are.