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if you liked baby Reindeer it's probably worth checking out "I may destroy you" by Michaela Coel as well, it's about imperfect victims, sexual trauma, exploration of queer Identity, also I believe semi autobiographical.
It's another angle again, this time from a black female perspective. It was pretty well acclaimed itself but it was on the BBC...

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writing as therapy : taking back control of the narrative and making sense of it
I MAY DESTROY YOU (2020), created and written by Michaela Coel BABY REINDEER (2024), created and written by Richard Gadd


#i may destroy you#michaela coel#baby reindeer#richard gadd#imaydestroyyouedit#babyreindeeredit#tvedit#tvgifs#writers#interviews#tvarchive#tvfilmgifs#/feels good to release this from my brain#i just kept thinking about how insane/heavy/complex were both shows#and how much their creator wrote from their experiences#and the way they even included this process in their own show#it's meta and it's fascinating. and brave#i liked seeing it#my
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"MCU Fatigue"
#brie larson#michelle yeoh#lashana lynch#zoe saldana#angela bassett#danai gurira#florence pugh#pom klementieff#alaqua cox#dominique thorne#zawe ashton#xosha roquemore#gemma chan#may calamawy#lupita nyong'o#mabel cabena#letitia wright#angelina jolie#xochitl gomez#iman vellani#zendaya#michaela cole
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Film & TV I Think About A Lot » I May Destroy You (2020) writer/dir. Michaela Coel
Your birth is my birth, your death is my death. This book is dedicated to Terry, my best friend.
#i really been on my blues n purples lately#anyways this show fundamentally shifted my brain and perfectly encapsulates the experience of writing a book not a lie was told#incredible exploration on consent and harm and power dynamics from all different angles#black people#🗣️🗣️🗣️#black#cftv#mygifs#tv gifs#gifsets#HBO#televisiongifs#tvgifs#cinematv#hd gifs#i may destroy you#michaela coel#Weruche Opia#Paapa Essiedu#Marouane Zotti#cgedits#black film#black television#black women#poc#british#black excellence#truly
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I'm bored and haven't done a spouses friend group post in a while.
The guys walk in on the girls doing something that looks like a mixture of twister and Kate, Sophie, and Michaela trying to sacrifice Penelope. Lucy is off to the side reading aloud from a book.
Michael: What are you doing?
Phillip: Should we be worried?
Simon: *sighs in tired dad friend*
Gareth: *goes over to Lucy to see what book she's reading from*
Penelope, who has one leg over Sophie's shoulder, half laying on Kate, and one hand in Michaela's hair: We're trying to figure out this position the author is describing.
Kate: There's so many body parts moving all at once that we don't even know who's arm or leg belongs to who.
Lucy, who is still reading: We're pretty sure we missed a paragraph too. I think Michaela is supposed to be leaning in towards Kate.
Michaela: With Pen's hand in my hair?
Lucy nods: And Penelope you other leg is supposed to be wrapped around Sophie's waist.
Sophie as soon as Penelope's leg is wrapped around her waist: I think the author forgot one of your legs was already on my shoulder because this does not seem like a good postion to fuck in.
#may or may not be based on something that i did with friends once#bridgerton#spouses friend group#sophie beckett#sophie baek#kate sharma#kate sheffield#penelope featherington#michaela stirling#lucy abernathy
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Fuck Newsweek! I'm usually against the death penalty but that crime was so heinous he and the other guy should have fried.
By Genevieve Gluck February 3, 2025
A sadistic killer serving life for the brutal murder of a mother and her two daughters has received a sympathetic profile in Newsweek that has sparked outrage. In the interview, Steven Hayes, who is now calling himself Linda Mai Lee, blamed his “gender identity” woes for the killings, and promoted “gender affirming care” for inmates.
Hayes is currently serving six life sentences and a maximum sentence of 999 years, plus 99 months and 999 days, at Oregon State Penitentiary for the Connecticut home invasion and slaughter of Jennifer Hawke-Petit and her two young daughters. The 2007 killings, which shook the country due to the brutality, has come to be known as the Cheshire murders.
In his interview with Newsweek, Hayes told reporter Joshua Rhett Miller that he was “happy to be alive” since he began claiming to be a transgender woman and started taking female hormones in 2018. Hayes said that he has been provided with makeup, jewelry, and women’s underwear, including bras. The fetish items, Newsweek states, “eliminated [his] thoughts of suicide,” and Hayes is now seeking to undergo a breast augmentation and hair replacement procedure.
“My whole life I hid who I truly was and tried to deny it to myself,” Hayes said. “I had so much hate for who I was pretending to be, I stayed high and always wanted to die.”
Referring to the violent killer with feminine pronouns, Newsweek reported that “her former anger” which led to the slaughter of the Petit family “had been fueled by the question of her gender identity,” and that Hayes was now participating in Equality-8, a club for “LGBTQ” inmates.
When speaking with Miller, Hayes claimed to have been diagnosed with gender dysphoria at the age of 16, but curiously was not told of the diagnosis at the time – leading to a storm of “intolerance” brewing inside of him, and resulting in the killing spree for which he was convicted.
“I hurt, so I hurt others,” Hayes said. Newsweek, while portraying the convicted rapist and murderer sympathetically, added: “According to research by the Williams Institute at UCLA School of Law, transgender people are over four times more likely than others to be victims of violent crime.”
In the early hours of July 23, 2007, Hayes, along with accomplice Joshua Komiserjevsky whom he met at a halfway house, broke into the Petit family’s home in Cheshire, Connecticut. The two men would then enact a horrific seven-hour crime spree that would result in the sadistic killings of mother Jennifer Hawke-Petit and her two daughters, Michaela, 11, and Hayley, 17.
Upon entering their home, Komiserjevsky proceeded to beat Dr. William Petit with a baseball bat before restraining him in the basement. Hayes and Komisarjevsky bound Jennifer, Michaela, and Hayley by their wrists and ankles to their bedposts and placed pillowcases over their heads.
The two men then ransacked the Petit home in a frenzied search for cash. Hayes was spotted on a gas station surveillance camera purchasing $10 worth of gasoline. Dissatisfied with the spoils of their burglary, Hayes abducted Jennifer and drove her to the bank in the morning, forcing her to withdraw $15,000 from her line of credit.
Hawke-Petit was able to inform the bank teller that she and her family were being held hostage by the men, and that they were threatening to kill them. The bank manager called the police while she was still with the teller. The Cheshire police then dispatched a crew of officers, who sent up a vehicle perimeter around the Petit’s house, while concealing their presence.
After Hayes returned from the bank with Jennifer, both he and Komiserjevsky escalated their brutality. Komiserjevsky raped 11 year-old Michaela, who he had spotted at the supermarket the day before. Prosecutors would later argue in court that the entire spree had been motivated by Komiserjevsky’s interest in sexually abusing the young girl. Komisarjevsky photographed the assault and rape on his cell phone.
Hayes raped Jennifer’s corpse after strangling her to death with a pair of stockings, and the two men doused her lifeless body in gasoline. They also poured gasoline on the two girls, who were still alive and bound in their rooms, before setting the house ablaze. Hayley managed to break free of her restraints and ran out of her bedroom, but collapsed and died of smoke inhalation in the hallway. Young Michaela’s body was found in her bed, her hands tied to the frame.
William Petit was the sole survivor of the slaughter. He had successfully freed himself, exited the house through the basement, and crawled to a neighbor’s house.
Both confessed to their crimes when questioned by police, and both would write letters boasting about the murders. Hayes was convicted in October 2010, and sentenced to death that December. Komisarjevsky was found guilty the following year and received the death sentence, as well, but the two killers would later have their sentences revised to life terms in prison.

Ultimately, the revised sentence would come even after claims made by Hayes in October 2011 that he had murdered 17 other women, including hitchhikers, run-aways, and sex trafficking victims. During Komisarjevsky’s trial Hayes had been conducting written correspondences in which he had made the claims, which local press described as a “twisted pornographic fantasy,” in a three-page handwritten letter on notebook paper.
“Yes, I’ve killed before,” Hayes bragged. “I have 17 kills throughout the Northeast United States. Perfect victims and well-executed, controlled endeavors.”

The letter stated that Hayes was willing to provide details about “every victim, all 17, and where they can be found and the whole life story behind it.” He also claimed to have taken pleasure in forcing the victims to write goodbye letters to their loved ones in such a manner as to make their disappearances seem voluntary.
“With most, a second and third note would be written, by the girls themselves, and I would mail these weeks and months later. The notes would be detailed and disarming. This was key because while the girl would be gone within hours, the notes gave the appearance of what I wanted, a runaway or a girl who left her boyfriend, or a hooker drug addict who went to greener pastures,” Hayes said. “Easy pesy.”
In the letter, Hayes also criticized his partner in crime for not being “worthy” of him. “I’ve searched my whole life for someone who could embrace and had the capacity for evil as I possess,” Hayes said. “I thought I finally found it in Josh… But events show Josh, while (he) had the proper evil intent, lacked in the most serious aspects, commitment and control.”
“So yes,” Hayes wrote, “the Petit home invasion was a dry run in the partnership between Josh and myself. I do now realize that had we gotten away, I would have killed Josh. He was not even close to being worthy of my partnership.”
Hayes would later recant the claims, saying he fabricated them in an attempt to be killed more swiftly. Bizarrely, while already on death row, Hayes said he wrote about killing 17 other women because he wanted police to grant his request for soda, a pepperoni pizza, and oysters with hot sauce. Hayes has a lethal allergy to oysters and therefore the letter confessing to over a dozen murders, he said, was an elaborate rouse to commit suicide.
The death sentences doled out to Hayes and Komisarjevsky were vacated in August 2015, when the Connecticut Supreme Court ruled that the death penalty was unconstitutional and retroactively commuted all death sentences to life imprisonment.
While incarcerated at SCI Greene, a state prison in Pennsylvania, Hayes told Newsweek that he first became aware of transgenderism via an inmate named William Scott, who Hayes refers to as “Kim.” According to Hayes, Scott slipped information for a transgender support group into his cell in 2018.
Hayes told the outlet that the Cheshire murders would never have happened if he had “accepted” himself earlier.
“Every moment of that night haunts me because that is not who I am as a person… What happened goes against everything I believe and will haunt me forever. What makes it worse is knowing that I would never have been in that situation if I had accepted who I am sooner. I could have prevented years of pain I caused everyone if I had only accepted myself.”
In 2019, Hayes told listeners of a podcast hosted by Joe Tomaso that he had begun identifying as woman while in SCI Greene, and that he had been cited for contraband because he had a hand-fashioned bow in his hair and altered his prison gear to be more “feminine.” It was while he was at SCI Greene that Hayes changed his name, noting that he adopted the surname “Lee” in honor of a man he had been in a sexual relationship with at the facility.
“I did finally openly admit my personal truth that I am transgender and lived a life of severe gender dysphoria,” Hayes said. The inmate is currently proceeding in an ongoing lawsuit demanding $150,000 from the Pennsylvania Department of Corrections for having previously confiscated his “gender affirming” items. In 2023, he was transferred to Oregon State Penitentiary, which he described as being “amazing by comparison” to Pennsylvania.
However, Hayes’ repeat claims of “gender dysphoria” are somewhat contradicted by expert testimony that was given by forensic psychiatrist Dr. Eric Goldsmith for the defense team during Hayes’ trial. According to Goldsmith, Hayes was motivated by a sexual fetish, not by “gender dysphoria.”
Since the age of 16, Hayes had been in and out of prison for charges ranging from writing bad checks to petty larceny. From a young age, Hayes learned how to manipulate those around him. While being held at the Cheshire Correctional Institution at the age of 17, Hayes penned a letter to prison officials seeking to have his sentence reduced.
“I feel that in the three months I have been here at Cheshire I have learned that I cannot go around breaking the law and expect to get away with it. I know what I did was inexcusable, but I will promise anything that it will never happen again,” Hayes wrote. “You have probably heard promises before, so all I can ask is that you accept my promise as the truth.”
During Komisarjevky’s trial in 2011, his legal counsel said Hayes checked out 24 fictional books in prison the year before the home invasion. Komisarjevsky’s attorneys said the majority of the books, according to the Connecticut state Department of Corrections, “pertain to very violent murders to include strangulation, rape, arson, serial killing, satanic torture and the burning of victims. Most victims are women.”
Currently, the Wikipedia entry on the Cheshire murders lists Hayes under the name “Linda” and refers to him with feminine pronouns. The site’s “talk” page for the article, which provides guidelines for editors, advises that the article “should adhere to the gender identity guideline because it contains material about one or more trans women.”
“Precedence should be given to self-designation as reported in the most up-to-date reliable sources, anywhere in article space, even when it doesn’t match what’s most common in reliable sources,” read the Wikipedia recommendations. Any person whose gender might be questioned should be referred to by the pronouns, possessive adjectives, and gendered nouns that reflect that person’s latest expressed gender self-identification.”
The issue of referring to Hayes as though he were actually a woman named Linda is a contentious one, with disapproval being expressed by Wikipedia users and editors. “This is a rapist and a murderer, and he only started identifying as a woman decades after his crime, yet you call him ‘she’ when talking about the rape and murder. This is ridiculous and an insult to the victims,” one critic remarked.
“Groomers supporting rapists and murderers. I stopped financially supporting Wikipedia years ago. I don’t regret it,” replied another individual.
The details of the "Cheshire Murders" on July 23, 2007 shocked the country. The court heard how Hayes and his accomplice Joshua Komisarjevsky broke into the home and Jennifer was forced to go to a bank to withdraw $15,000 from her account. Afterwards, Hayes raped her and strangled her to death. Komisarjevsky raped 11 year-old Michaela. The pair took pictures of their attacks, with one photo showing Michaela bound, partly naked and with a pillow case over her face. Michaela and 17-year-old Hayley were tied to their beds as Hayes and his accomplice doused the house in gasoline and set it ablaze — leaving the children to die of smoke inhalation. The only survivor was William Petit Jr., who was tied up and beaten with a baseball bat.
The prosecutor described the attack as "evil" and "shockingly brutal" and they were initially sentenced to death. The sentences were later reduced to life without parole.
Hayes — now Linda Mai Lee after finalizing a name change this month — said her former anger had been fueled by the question of her gender identity. Now, 61, she said she finally felt comfortable living as a woman in the Oregon State Penitentiary. Komisarjevsky is now 44. Newsweek was unable to reach him for comment.

Dr. William A. Petit Jr. 50, and his wife, Jennifer Hawke-Petit, 48, with their daughters Hayley, 17, and Michaela, 11
#Fuck Newsweek#When media downplays the violence in murderous men#Linda Mai Lee is Steven Joseph Hayes#Cheshire home invasion#He raped a mother while the other guy raped the 11 year old girl#Rest In Peace Jennifer Hawke-Petit#Hayes raped a corpse#Rest In Peace Hayley Petit age 17#Rest In Peace Michaela Petit age 11
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3 incredible shows I watched in the past couple of years starring black women, and all of which deserve more love! ♡
~ Swarm delves into the psyche of an obsessed fan and tackles celebrity worship culture, mental illness, grief and so much more and it's such a creative and eye catching show which never fails to entertain. Dominique Fishback is terrifying and captivating as Dre and is the epitome of feminine rage!! ☆ Prime Video ☆
~ I May Destroy You is hands down the best British show I've ever seen, written by and starring Michaela Coel who I had already seen in her hilarious show Chewing Gum. She is able to pack so many ideas and concepts into one show (such as social media fame, rape culture, alienation and friendships) and kept me thinking constantly. Please look up trigger warnings for this one. ☆ BBC iPlayer ☆
~ Mood is the most underrated of these, a drama that was overlooked by many but so worth watching! It feels all too real when it comes to its representations of sex work in the digital age, social media and relationships (and it's a musical in a totally not cheesy way). ☆ BBC iPlayer ☆
#swarm#dominique fishback#i may destroy you#michaela coel#mood#mood tv show#tv shows#black girlhood#feminine rage#hell is a teenage girl
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Francesca x Michaela aka Franchaela in When She was Wicked au
#crazychicke#moodboards#mygraphics#francesca bridgerton#michaela stirling#hannah dodd#lady kilmartin#bridgertonedit#bridgerton s3#masali baduza#bridgerton cast#queer francesca#i hope they adopt for s4#because i may as well post all my moodboards in one night#this is a mix of modern and perioddrama okay#lay your love on me#companionship#love at first sight#another love#femslash#soft pastels#friendships#franchaela running through the halls of the kilmartin house laughing is all i ever wanted for frannie after losing john#bridgerton moodboards
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soundtrack + mick&jack
send me “ soundtrack ” and i’ll tell you the song that plays when ours muses are on screen together.
falling forever, dua lipa: "are you good at holding on? i know the mind is quick to throw away the moment where this takes us, maybe i don't wanna know yet, 'cause for now, you're all i want - they say you got it, then it's gone"
nem tanto trechos específicos, mas todo o conceito da música de ter essa dúvida de longevidade em relacionamentos bons, que é justamente uma que o querido traumatizado sem uma única ida à terapia tem. o medo de dar tudo errado com a nossa queridíssima mick, de que uma hora ou outra tudo vai acabar dando ruim entre eles... (mas com um batidão)
love again, dua lipa: "so many nights, my tears fell harder than rain, scared i would take my broken heart to the grave; i'd rather die than have to live in a storm like before, but goddamn, you got me in love again"
também vou colocar essa na ask de outro ship nem preciso dizer o motivo, né? a mick sendo o único motivo do jack não passar o resto da vida solteiro e ranzinza, resmungando pelos cantos dos sete anos de palhaçada e chifre com a melissa rs
bed chem, sabrina carpenter: "but i bet we'd have really good bed chem; how you pick me up, pull 'em down, turn me 'round, it just makes sense"
autoexplicativo.
margaret, lana del rey feat. bleachers: "when you know, you know, it kinda makes me laugh, runnin' down that path, hhen you're good as gold"
eles vivendo o romance desde o dia #1 porque o jack ficou apaixonado na mick desde que se conheceram rs.
i don't wanna miss a thing, aerosmith: "i could spend my life in this sweet surrender, i could stay lost in this moment forever, every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure"
outra que também vai pra ask de outro ship nem preciso dizer o óbvio, né? a mick fazendo o jack virar um romântico apaixonadíssimo unica e exclusivamente pra ela (pro resto ele segue fazendo pose de quem não liga).
i wanna be yours, arctic monkeys: "secrets i have held in my heart are harder to hide than i thought, maybe i just wanna be yours"
é mais pelo contexto da música, de querer ser qualquer coisa desde que seja pra ser dela.
bonus points: com certeza too sweet do hozier tocaria num edit de tiktok dos dois.
#quando se tá numa competição de quem é mais obcecado pela namorada e o jack entra#dito isso dá pra ver minha criatividade pra comentários diminuindo a cada música#bend verse.#character: jack ackerman.#* ⠀ 𝙞𝙣𝙫𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙗𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 ⠀ ﹕ ⠀ jack & michaela.#in character: answers.#partner: winter.
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I May Destroy You: 1x09 “Social Media Is a Great Way to Connect”
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1. Arabella seeing various messages on her social media, both very positive and negative
2. Kwame and Terry watch Arabella talking with a fan. kwame, mocking Arabella: “Oh, it’s my pleasure! Make sure to tell your friends to follow me and make me more powerful!”
3. Terry tells Arabella’s doctor: “Why would we tell her to stop vaping if it doesn’t take a professional to see that the stress from the phone will kill her faster than any puff of nicotine ever will?”
4. Arabella in Devil costume and Terry and Kwame in angel costumes having a paint and wine night, Arabella live-streaming and Kwame looks annoyed
5. Arabella in Devil costume and Terry and Kwame in angel costumes. Arabella: “We all make [mistakes]. Do we make deceitful, destructive, narcissistic, sick, inconsiderate mistakes? No.” Terry: “So, on my birthday, when you locked him in a room with Jamal, what was that?
6. Arabella drawing a letter A with a line crossed out and then superimposing an X
7. Arabella’s therapist, Carrie, says: “The business models of these networks incentivize us to behave in certain ways, in ways that promote speaking, often at the cost of listening.”
8. Arabella hugs Kwame
9. Arabella looks at a photo of an ultrasound: “Ten weeks. I just went and done it, and then I forgot, never really thought about it again.”
10. Arabella deletes her social media
#my favorite episode of the series!!!!#it’s so fucking good#i may destroy you#everyimdy#*#*gifs#*imdy#arabella essiedu#tvfilmsource#tvfilmspot#filmtvcentral#michaela coel#becauseigtf#omgari#tvarchive#filmandtv#tvgifs#tvedit#tvcentric#dailytvfilmgifs
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I am once again thanking I May Destroy You, Mood and Clique for showing us 'person with trauma lives a life of misery and never recovers' and 'person with trauma forgets everything and life is perfect' aren't the only two options.
#not a lot of shows have that to their credit#i may destroy you#bbc mood#bbc clique#clique bbc#michaela coel#Nicôle Lecky#nicole lecky#jess britain#trauma#trauma recovery
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I MAY DESTROY YOU (2020) writer/dir. Michaela Coel
#from the drafts#tag yourself im twerking while doing a makeup tutorial with my laptop precariously perched on the sink#i may destroy you#michaela coel#tvedit#filmtv#tvgifs#cinematv#usertelevision#televisiongifs#filmtvdaily#dailytvfilmgifs#chewieblog#mygifs#cgedits#Weruche Opia#black film#black television#black#black women
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I May Destroy You: Arabella's Monologue | HBO Replay
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