#Maybe I Like Your Jealousy
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Thoughts on being aroace
#I like doing these little introspective thought comics they’re pretty fun#I didn’t get to include this in the comic but I do feel like loneliness is maybe not quite the right word#it’s not quite jealousy or envy either#more like#the sad knowledge that you are lower on someone else’s list of priorities than they are on your priorities#something like that I guess#if this seems like a sad comic don’t worry! I am ok :) I have my best friend and we’re both very clear on how much we care for each other#so I’m never really left needing or wanting more love or anything#love is so weirdly defined anyways
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it's a feeling i don't like
#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk#jjk fanart#shoko ieiri#geto suguru#gojo satoru#sashisu#sss trio#satosugu#jealousy towards your friends happiness is a hell i wish upon no one#i feel like shokos the type to deny and ignore the fact she gets jealous#bc shes supposed to be the unbothered one#but lord my gal has so many suppressed emotions#can yall tell i love shoko#and maybe project onto her a little#art tag
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“You took everything from me-!”
#pokemon#kieran#rival kieran#trainer kieran#candyappleshipping#trainer florian#sghr#pokemon sv#tealmaskshipping#art#indigo disk#pokemon scarlet and violet#most average 14 year old drama#IM ILL#if any of u expect cute fluffy sghr from me#actually my ideal sghr is them at each other's throats 👍I’m not immune to toxic yaoi#in fact I am highly susceptible to it#THEYRE MY EVERYTHING 🫶🫶🫶#the rivalry the jealousy the admiration turned obsession of that person who you look up to so much who’s the ideal version of yourself#that person who’s everything you’ve ever wanted to be. who’s so amazing and shines so brightly and#for him to turn around and extend a hand to you. see you as his friend. his equal#maybe you think. you think you can be saved like this. maybe you can be like him too. maybe there’s hope for you yet#if the greatest person in the world thinks you’re worth something. then-#but then- your trust gets shattered .it was hopeless after all.so your love turns to hate and admiration turns to envy and#instead of being a figure to chase after and run side by side with it becomes a goal. an objective. to defeat that person. to prove to him#and prove to yourself too. that you’re not weak not useless .look. I can change too. see? I can be strong too.#I’m so sorry they make me sooo fucking ill and sick and nauseous .icant take it#talk to me abt sghr 💙please pls pls plsplspls#it’s actually. kinda therapeutic to draw kieran getting mad at flor. lol
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Can I be so transparent and say idc about the Neve and Lucanis ship. I'm not a big fan of it but also it's whatever so when it happens I just kinda stand there like🧍♀️okay??? BUT I am about to kill myself at the idea of Emmrich being with Strife and not me
#BIOWARE STOP MAKING IT SO MY NON EXISTENT POOKIES GET WITH OTHER CHARACTERS#I AM PRONE TO JEALOUSY CAN YOU FUCKING STOP#YES I AM A FULL GROWN ADULT AND YES I AM GOING TO SOB#WHAT ABOUT IT#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#veilguard spoilers#emmrich volkarin#lucanis dellamorte#not tagging neve bc neve fans have been through enough actually#i do not hate you neve i would fuck lucanis too#just like.... can you maybe dial it back when I'm actively trying to romance him??? please???#just pls im trying really hard to win him over but he's so preoccupied saying how beautiful your kill was
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insane how people act like charles is ‘the jealous one’ like edwin didnt spend the whole first episode screaming crying throwing up every time charles looked at crystal and not him
#obv its deeper than that#like after 30 years of almost always taking edwins side on everything#he suddenly leaves WITH SOME RANDOM GIRL while saying he has a poor attitude and hes like? do i? yeah bc the living suck right? right?#and he decides to stay annoyed when they come back bc he LEFT him ugh. for a GIRL. like they’re actually still teens in school#so he really really hopes this is a passing fancy. like a pet or something. a wounded bird that we CANNOT KEEP#and when charles points out that it is in fact jealousy (which by charles time is not at all couple exclusive) it literally takes him aback.#bro said ‘jealous?’ so breathlessly like cmon. but b4 he could let that sink in crystal wakes up so he lets it go#probably had a whole internal convo where he reconciled being able to be friend-jealous and then kicked it up. like really up#‘maybe its your outfit’ and ‘also we are punishing you’ and ‘are you ready to talk to her shoes’#‘you spoke to a demon in this friendly malt shop’ and ‘oh you love this dont you’ and ‘saved you one time and now you wont leave either’#like yes he IS jealous and yes he WILL make it everyone’s problem on purpose#do i even have to pull out ‘of course you fell for a living girl’ (looks at him through his lashes) help him#90 percent of these are from the FIRST EPISODE okay#episode 1 edwin is THE cattiest bitch so it tracks that the cat king wants him#point is they are both insanely jealous ok#dbda#dead boy detectives#payneland#paineland#bumblysdumbly
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Here to share Hien thoughts today.
One thing that defines her is that she’s very capable. She’s the highest ranking in the squad after Maizuru so her confidence is in part because she does have that senior coworker &/ leader authority to her, confidence which is very much earned.
If I had to dig deeper at her beyond just what we’re shown I’d go with the angle that… She was born into the Nakamoto household and being a ninja servant, she grew up there, she doesn’t know anything else beyond the job, and it’s a job she does well, traines to get there. She’s here to do her work and she’s content with her life being how it is, not that she knows anything else. I don’t think she’d be self-aware about it all? Both because this really is pretty normal for Wa and it’s her normal, and because, while she doesn’t fold her spine or care for things like cosmetics, she does mold her attitude to be both capable and respectable. Her home, the Nakamoto household, is simultaneously a professional setting, it’s a 24/7 thing.
She’s critical of others, including her superiors and she doesn’t shy from it. Everyone shittalks Toshiro’s father regardless, but she also gets reprimanded by Maizuru for seeing Toshiro as vaguely unreliable, again likely influenced by their history as childhood friends, sasses Maizuru when she goes off into an anecdote again, etc. Even as a kid with Toshiro, doubtlessly after starting her ninja training already considering that Toshiro started his at ~5yo, she told him it was unbecoming of him to cry. She’s the one both with the job and the will to keep others in check, like when it comes to Izutsumi not doing her tasks, etc etc.
Her childhood friend relationship with Toshiro only grew more professional with time, to her surprise but seems to be more about the thought of it rather than it affecting her emotionally. With the way her extra comic lays it out, it seems she expected to become Toshiro’s mistress because of history repeating itself, in a "it is what it is" way more than anything, which is in line with the reading that she’s more go-with-the-flow and "anything that I’m tasked with I’ll accomplish, as a matter of course". She’s not really social, and keeps herself ready to act at beck and call. She’s not uptight but she’s hard-working. So yeah like, taking pride in your skills but also keeping your identity mostly molded for efficiency. She doesn’t really think about it all, she just is and she’s fine with things as they are, going from one task to the next.
I think it’d be neat to look at her relationship with her parents… They’re both servants at the Nakamotos’, so while maybe busy like Maizuru was at times while raising Toshiro but still taking the time to cook for him (which, parents that prioritize work over her would make sense with how she became how she is), I wonder what their relationship was like, how much time they spent together, how Hien feels like towards them… I assume they’re a part in molding what her definition of normal is, after all if they are longstanding servants of the Nakamotos she has that much less reason to question such a life. But like… Have they ever had hard-hitting discussions, or is she pretty distant even with them? Did they push her into working harder, or were more hands-off? Does Hien maybe want to earn recognition by being capable? Hien has a younger sister that she gets along "so-so" with…
Hien’s younger sister seems to smile more, be more social and a bit nonchalant, such and such. Could be a point of tension that points to the "so-so", that they’re dissimilar/Hien thinks she doesn’t behave right or takes things too lightly, that she’s "unreliable" maybe. Or it could also point to some difference in how they grew up… Like oh I bet there could be tasty angst with mertocracy and siblings favoritism with her family thrown in there… Having to earn the love, earn your keep, earn your spot in the hierarchy (in work and family both)
To me she shines best as a foil, like to Beni, but like. She’s got neat stuff going on If you’re wondering where I took half of what I referenced from I recommend looking at my masterpost on the Nakamoto party, info and extras are compiled
#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Hien#Meta#character analysis#fumi rambles#Working on a lot of different things on top of my actual work so things r slower than i’d like lately… Have this Discord ramble as apology#Meanwhile Beni’s attitude is very subservient and submissive. It’s interesting how little and how much difference they have simultaneously#On that front. Like you can’t really say Hien isn’t like a bodyguard ornament in the bg even if she shows more personality#Hienbeni fic will get finished one day I prommy#We’ve never seen Hien stressed which I think is a feat. Teach me your ways (probably repression)#Hien girlboss compilation#Ok Hien sister jealousy plot where she doesn’t know where the anger is coming from so she assumes it’s out of principle bc h slacks off#Hienbeni repressed anger power couple truly#So hmmm 3w4 enneagram Hien…? 3w2? Beni I was thinking either 8w9 or 6w5… Maybe smth that becomes an 8 when stressed#You have to be pretty ballsy to specialize in explosives
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PEOPLE STILL BELIEVE BLORBO’S LIE???!!!?????
#OMG YALL MY BOY LIED STEVEN DID NOT ASK#‘b-but what does he gain from it?’ NOTHING he’s currently in the process of burying his feelings for Nancy deep down and trying to fix stncy#in that moment because he is a selfless person and would give up his own happiness for the people he loves (WHICH INCLUDED NANCY!!!)#*includes#also if Steven asked his reaction would make no sense why tf are you mad at your gf going home with the guy you apparently asked to take her#home? like that petty jealousy would be soooooo stupid there#also it’s literally implied Jonathan lied cause Steven walks right past him at that party#ignores him really like I feel like in that moment he would ask cause that’s when Jonathan realizes Nancy is in the bathroom and decides#to take her home#anyways what sparked this was a comment on a post I saw and holy shit I was shocked cause I haven’t seen the ppl who believe the lie#in a while on here (maybe other sites have more of them idk)#end of me being snarky today#emily yaps
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this was really quick, but i was thinking about someone who worked at the pizzaplex reuniting with ruin after cricket fixes him up
and then i thought about them having a kid they brought along with them 🥰
gitm au is by @venomous-qwille 🙇
bonus lmao
#2024#ruin eclipse#gitm#ghost in the machine#gitm ruin#fnaf eclipse#moondrop#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#also the other dudes but this aint about them#your coworker who was in their twenties is now from your pov suddenly in their forties and a parent wdyd#i probably coulda give them more features but i was lazy so have a blank slate#but yayyy kid in the house for like a day maybe two yippie wahoo#dont ask why or how harry's letting this person stay over or how they knew where ruin was- i just thought it'd be cute#the guys will get over the jealousy once they get to dote on this kiddo themselves :)#WAIT I JUST REALIZED I MEANT ENVY NOT JEALOUSY FUCK... im not rewriting it nvm yall know what i mean
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My issue with Thor not ‘realizing’ why Loki was acting off in Avengers 1 isn’t that Thor didn’t recognise Loki was acting unlike himself—Thor did note that—or that Thor didn’t figure out what was wrong—he did try asking—it’s more along the lines of Thor giving up, and that he accepted Loki was bad now within two days while knowing something was off when Thor himself behaved just as bad for much longer before without any specific compromising event.
#Thor was happy go kill for so long and Loki waited for Thor to get better and then Thor KNOWS something is up#and he still accepts Loki is evil now and never questions or visits Loki in prison again#he moped around about it because of duty and depression but that he had such little faith in Loki#like either his little brother really did go mad out of jealousy and rage AND is permanently like that with no resolution between them#it’s ridiculous#I like the Thor in my head who never believed Loki had actually gone mad and went after the infinity stones bc he suspected#the one that would not only trust Loki to get them off Asgard in TDW but knew Loki had the throne after and let it be that way#bc he knows his brother and wouldn’t stop believing Loki can ‘get better’ even if he’d truly gone mad#like I get that Thor in Avengers 1 would have been conflicted and could’ve taken everything at face value#Loki was DEAD and now he’s not of course Thor isn’t going to be thinking straight#it’s easy to look at Loki and assume he spent a year plotting revenge after faking his death#but Thor had time after to cool down and only gave Loki a chance in TDW when there was no other option#like did he genuinely think Loki will try to kill him#is Thor scared of Loki now or what#Thor’s spending so much time thinking of what he’s lost that he develops depression but doesn’t ever voice or support the idea that maybe#Loki was forced to do the invasion#AFTER he asks ‘who controls the would-be king’ like come on Thor just ask a follow-up question#Thor autistic king distracted by ‘YOUR father’ discourse fr#T-T#I simply don’t think Thor would have given up on Loki even if Loki stabbed him sorry#it wouldn’t even be bc he’s naive it’d be because he knows and loves his brother#and he’d keep hoping for a change of heart#he wouldn’t ditch the issue unless it was to go under the radar and that’s never explicitly implied#unfortunately#:(
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Fun times! Blank version below
#{My Heart is Yours; Always and Forevermore || Mhoirbheinn and Balmoral}#I hope you can tell the jealousy section for Bal is overflowing#that's what the squiggles are supposed to convey#I know he's got his yandere more in check but I like poking fun at him#....I just realized the hilarity in the bug one for Bal#so maybe he /doesn't/ immediately squash them
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ohhhh. i forgot that people used to say michael was getting surgeries in order to look like diana ross. ugh. i don't think there's anything to that but............ugh.
#that's tough#maybe i'm wrong but i get the impression she and michael never really REALLY talked about their situation#which. diana...... maybe she didn't realize how serious it was for him but... idk. she did seem kind of uncomfortable about that#like i feel like she knew he felt a way about her that didn't fit with the maternal relationship#i think it would have been responsible of her to put him in his place if she wasn't interested in that too#which maybe she WAS but felt like it couldn't happen#either way... you know him well you know he's not normal you know he's got weird attachment issues#a lot of this is based on rumors and My Feelings i realize that. i'm just thinkin#i thought jermaine described it in an interesting way. that michael had this 'fascination' with diana#'she was this dream for him... he had this ongoing fascination with her... he loved her'#ok should i go into queer michael speculation mode. well i'm always there lbr#..........so#1. gay men obsessed and fascinated with diana ross. many MANY such cases#2. looking up to her as a mentor and an idol. ik i just said i don't believe the rumors that he was trying to look like her#but that's just. of course that's a persistent rumor#they had similar roles within their groups. ofc michael grew up covering the supremes and even Being diana a j5 skit#huh. michael Becoming one of his older female idols and friends. where have we seen that before#i'm just gonna say .#i have no idea who he truly wanted to be. who he WAS deep inside#but i think he was inspired by a lot of artists especially women and he Did want to emulate them AND he had a natural draw#towards feminine things/expression#no matter how deep or far that went for him i also know that he recognized his privilege in being a male artist#that comment about madonna 'well she's a woman...' which people cite as a moment of misogyny#not at all. that was a moment of putting himself into a woman's shoes and understanding her position and potential jealousy#(i'll defend THAT part of it. the 'witch' comment well there ya go there's your misogyny lol. rest assured!)#whatever i'm not truthing in any way. i love the topic of gender and there's MUCH mj gender discussion to be had
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jealousy is such a funky thing cuz why did i just randomly think about this guy i used to talk to almost every day on discord who my ex was infuriatingly jealous of... when i tell you i can't even remember the poor dude's name lmao
#like this is not to say this is the fate of anyone i talk to online#but i just find it funny how he was flipping out about me daring to chat with someone from fucking florida no less#anyway non-fictional jealousy is the least attractive quality a person can have#it is also the most bonkers cuz if you don't trust your partner... don't be with them idk what to tell ya 🤷#anyway it's half 2 and i can't sleep and i'm already wondering what state i'll be in tomorrow#maybe i should call sick#ramblings
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This was their very first meeting, btw.
Up until Egg every Jellyfish that Spyke ever approached ran away from him. This is mostly because he comes at them out of alleyways cloaked in shadow in the middle of the night and is very pointy. Egg however has the reaction time of a snail and has gotten very use to things just happening to him.
They are best friends.
#Emile's Arts#Besties Blogging#Spyke#'Likes to watch jellyfish at night from a distance' Autism. He wants to squish them but they keep running away from him#Spyke autistic stare has allured me. We are best buddies.#This is a very fun part of Jellysona lore to me#Childhood friends with Spyke <3#Jel La Fleur meets him and sees how casually he touches me and explodes with jealousy#Spyke is his ENEMY from then on out#And by that I mean he's constantly over playing and showing off in front of Spyke trying to out-man him#To which Spyke asks 'Is your boyfriend.. flirting with me...?' and I just shrug like. Maybe#He eventually gets over it as he gets older so by the time we're married he's way more normal around Spyke#but neither me nor Spyke ever understand what That was all about we just assume he was trying to hit on Spyke and move on
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kon is sitting next to tim looking at him adoringly while he talks about why nissans are better than mitsubishis and he looks across the cave to see greta glaring at him from the shadows until he moves three inches away
maybe if you got on kon's level and actively listened to tim infodumping about cars he'd also do it at you, greta :/
#this is probably just me being a killjoy but i did hate greta's insane jealousy over tim#like i get it as a character trait but i so badly wanted to reach in and tell her to take a fucking chill pill#like girl maybe give a shit about your other friends some too and stop acting like you own robin 😩😩😩#it makes sense as her having Problems Issues that she does not cope well with but man did it not endear her to me#mostly bc the writing played it off as like Oh Haha Girl Jealous Girl Doesn't Care About Anything But Boy#and i mean theyre all stupid teens but the narrative handling of it was still kinda grating to me ig#anyway tim infodumping about cars to kon is the cutest shit ever i melt about it every time#''i talk a lot huh?'' ''i don't mind i like hearing your thoughts!'' couple but its both of them both ways#answers
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Part of me is team "leander is like that to everyone" bc he also plans to recruit MC into his Bloodhounds in the future ("not yet"). Despite knowing the Bloodhounds for years he isn't close to them. Makes me think he ups the charm and seduction to anyone who may be of use to him to get them to pledge their allegiance.
#his jealousy could be because he wants this power to be something he owns and not be taken away by anyone else#the emotional exclusivity (from touch) is a bonus to his egotistical nature#but idk...who knows.....#it just doesnt make sense for me that he instantly holds genuine affection just because of touch. because what about all#the other people he knows aside from the other LIs who have left him? why would MC be special other than what their power could#do for him and how their touch boosts his ego?#love at first sight doesnt exist in a world like this. but maybe obsession is.#redstrewn leandering#youre telling me not ONE person has been tender with him in all these years? while he acts like THAT???#i dont believe it#“love will never end” in the audio files is the only thing that is standing in the way of this theory of mine. but maybe it's one-sided.#if this is too upsetting feel free to ignore me im just projecting my emotional defense pessimism onto this character#it simply makes no sense to me that being the one exclusively touched is what makes him genuinely in love#it simply makes no sense to me that this is the first time hes been treated tenderly#i have met too many ppl like him#they make u feel sooo special and then SIKE it never rly mattered who u are. just what u could do for them#the difference is hes hot and big and buff and has no regard for the laws of his universe and will inevitably eat shit#ofc im hooked. i wanna see him eat shit. also kiss him#ofc this is a ROMANCE game and hes still a love interest. but i think his true romantic feelings might come later
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i keep seeing clips from hozier concerts on tiktok i hope the sun explodes and everyone dies amen🙏
#I don't care if something good happened to you it should've happened to ME INSTEAD. etc#there's been several instances now where an artist is touring and I'm not going and the clips make me jealous#but these are filling me with like SEVERE amounts INCANDESCENT jealousy I SHOULD BE THERE.#maybe it's worse cause I was so close. my parents were like yeah we'd love to try and see if we can get your tickets#and then I had to get the bad news that travel was too much (he's not coming anywhere particularly close) with ticket cost#WHICH MAKES SENSE. AND WAS EXPECTED EVEN. BUT I DO HATE THE WORLD JUST A BIT#I'VE NEVER BEEN TO A CONCERT. NOT ONCE. COME ON#gripping the sink staring in the mirror there will be more hozier albums there will be more hozier tours there will be more hozier albums#and more hozier tours more albums more tours more albums more tours YOU'LL GET YOUR CHANCE ONE DAY
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