#ME IN YR SWEATER

[pnuk-r0ck]

Dawg omg It’s third of December

[cryptic-underground]

Drew the scruckly lil star/Pines twins!! I really like how this turned out, even with it being more simple. I think that's partly what gives it so much charm. (These two are so so dear to me, it's unreal).

I've kinned both these goobers at different points of my life, they are me. I literally remember the Gooblewalker episode being my very first ever instance of Gravity Falls, pelican and all! Albeit not my fav episode, it definitely holds the most sentimental value to me. And it means a lot to me that I can draw these characters I love so much, how little me always wanted them to look

[bibliosims]

jumping on the simself bandwagon

[ninkaku]

just a lil guy ...

[princemick]

a student talking to me about fucking brocedes and how fernando is the forever rookie like girly pleasseeee dont tell me ur on f1twt i wud kms

[66grimdemise66]

I need this man 😭💞💞💞💞💞

[hillerska-official]

exploding jeans designers, sizers, and sellers with my mind

[heartyearning]

yesterday there was this tryout lecture for the theatre & filmstudies academic master program & the guy said if u wanna become an expert you should watch 3 movies a day and read 3 novels a week which was him re-quoting someone else idk anyway its funny bc obviously i read a lot already and have for years (btw just finished chuck tingle's debut novel (i believe its his debut anyway) it lives in that lovely area of genuinely good young adult books that fly under the radar but will manage to find their target audience somehow, same with that alex london guy for that matter) and ive been watching a lot of movies lately bc ive been staving off boredom ANYWAY point of this post being i just watched the sound of metal and i'm having such a hard time processing it but what a beautiful movie

[suugarbabe]

You are SO amazing love, never let anyone tell you any different. I WILL fight them 😤

Tysm for considering wolfstar!daughter, i think youd enjoy the current fics that are currently out for it. Most of them are x fred or george and it just reminds me of you everytime.

Sorry, this is probs going to be long 😬

For the prompt though, i imagine they came about reader when remus found her on a full moon as a toddler werewolf, abandond in the forest (last yr hogwarts or graduated doesnt matter, whatever you decide) and when Sirius finally finds Remus the next morning he's shocked, confused, and then melts. Big, tall, broard Remus has this small bundle of cuteness wrapped in his sweater trying to cuddle into him.

Whether youd like to continue on from there or do reader growing up or a time skip is up to you. Same as if James dies or not, whatever your brilliant mind decides 🧡 but if it helps this is how i see the family dynamic:

I think Sirius would be the overprotective kind of dad, never failing with that wonderful sense of dramatics!

While Remus is the calm voice of reason that talks himself down when he feels like he might be going a little overboard.

Of course we're Uncle Reggies little star, he will be mean to another child if they hurt you. He and James are constantly arguing over who's the better uncle.

James is the uncle that gives you alcohol illegally and doesnt adhere to a curfew.

So skip to hogwarts in some of the last years (im a ravenclaw so i always imagine reader as a ravenclaw but anyhouse would be fun to explore) and reader makes it official with Theo or Enzo. Harry's a tattle tale and tells his dad who then brags to Reggie, who the apparats him self the Sirius' to demand answers because "who was this vile thing that dared touch his star?? Boyfriend?!?! Fucking over his dead body!!" Fully expecting Sirius to agree with him. But he doesnt, he just sighs because at least they made it til 6th/7th yr before boys started, he'll give the poor boy a chance first. And then Remus bursts in and has a full meltdown. Thats his little wolf; his baby. She can have a boyfriend. A BOYFRIEND!?! He might puke. No this isnt allowed. Boys are gross. And nasty. And theyre going to hurt her. But not before he hurts them!! He's going to put the fear of godric into this boy! RIGHT NOW!! Wheres his wand? He needs to go to Hogwarts.

Its so unexpected that both Black brothers are frozen. Until Remus starts searching for his wand and Sirius has to calm him down while Regulus goads him on. And through all of it, reader and Enzo/Theo were standing at the door to 'meet the parents'.

And then however you want it to go from there love! So sorry that was soo long and rambely. Of couese no pressure to write it and take whatever creative liberties youd like!!

Thank you love x

The group had made an agreement that the girls would all get a flat together, as would the boys. So naturally Sirius, James and Remus planned and found one for themselves that was 'absolutely perfect' as Sirius put it since it back right up to a large patch of woods; 'Perfect for you, Moony'.

In the moment Remus had rolled his eyes, but truly he was thankful. By the last full moon of school, Remus had managed to transform back to himself without completely passing out. After the fourth full moon in the flat, Remus was able to still decently function after his transformations.

What neither Sirius nor James expected happened and they didn't know how to react initially. Sirius and James had lost sight of Remus toward the end of the night, now both transformed back to themselves looking for him.

When Sirius found him, he didn't expect the scene he walked upon. Remus shoulders were hunched over, and at first Sirius thought he was crying. But the closer he got, he realized it was not Remus making those noises, but...a child?

"Moony...what the bloody hell is that," Sirius voice was cautious, he was still convinced he might be hallucinating.

Remus turned around slowly, "She's like me, Pads. She...she was a tiny little wolf, I swear it." Sirius was skeptical, but the way Remus was looking down at you, every doubt was melting away. The way your tiny hands gripped on to Remus's sweater.

When Sirius got close enough, you reached out for him, and he was done for. When James caught up with the pair he had the same initial reaction. But like Sirius, one look at you and he was also convinced.

It had taken the girls no time to swoon after you, and the boys were forever grateful. While Remus declared himself your father (Sirius demanding his was Dad number 2). James became your fun uncle (funcle as he called himself, Lily rolling her eyes each time).

To say it had taken a village was not just a cliché, but reality. Sirius was every over protective father, having a flair for the dramatics any time anything happened, good or bad. Remus was more calm, essentially the voice of reason when Sirius was talking circles. You eventually became the perfect mix of the two, which they both loved.

When you got your Hogwarts letter Sirius threw a party, Remus thinking it was a little over the top but Sirius insisted, "Our little star got her letter, we're celebrating Moony." Regulus had brought you off to the side, insisting you owl him if anyone is mean to you, he'll come and fix it, "Even if it's another little twat kid, you let me know, okay Star?"

After fourth year, James let you try his beer for the first time. Sirius lost his mind, Remus reminded Sirius how much worse he was at your age and that if James was letting her try it that it was a better situation than he used to get in to.

What you didn't expect was the commotion that ensued during Christmas holiday seventh year. It was tradition for you and your dads to throw a party on Christmas Eve. You were putting the final touches on the Christmas biscuits you usually made when a loud pop sounded in the living room.

"SIRIUS GET YOUR ARSE IN HERE NOW!" The voice of Regulus rang throughout your house and you instantly froze. Sirius sauntered in, not bothered by his younger brothers tone, "Seriously, with the shouting Reg, what is it now?"

Regulus looked over Sirius shoulder at you in the kitchen before turning back to his brother, "How could you let her, huh? How could you let her do this, with a Slytherin no less? My little star? Who is this vile snake you've let touch our little girl, a boyfriend, Sirius, really?"

You held your breath, fully expecting your dad to lose it, go full on dramatics, but instead he just pinched the bridge of his nose, "Honestly, Reg, calm down. I'm surprised it took us till seventh year for her to finally decide to get a boyfriend, don't get me wrong, I'm thankful," he turned pointing at you, "but I trust her, Reg. And you should too. She's not like us. Really though, darling, a Slytherin?"

Sirius turned to face you and all you could muster was a shrug of your shoulders before your father burst in. "WHAT did I just hear? My wolf has a WHAT? With a WHO? Darling are you mad, who is this boy? A boyfriend? Oh my Godric, I think I'm going to be sick. Who is he, star? Who, tell me now. I'm getting my wand. Sirius, my wand now."

Remus held out his hand expectantly, but nothing happened. Both Regulus and Sirius stood frozen, mouths agape at Remus's reaction before a sly smirk crawled its way onto Sirius's features, "Oh my my, Moony, this is a sight."

At that moment the Potter's all appeared, the air obviously thick with tension. James looked between his friends, "Oi, what did we miss?"

When you saw Harry you were instantly enraged, your inherant traits from Sirius coming in to play, "You little fucking rat, you weasel, you knew I was going to tell them over break, how could you tell Reggie before I could tell my parents, I'll hex you Potter, I swear it!"

You started after Harry, only for James's strong arms to lift you up by the waist and hold you tight, "Woah there, mini Sirius, calm down. I think this might be my fault. Harry told me out of concern and I might have boasted about your feats to Reggie."

You went slump in your Uncle's grasp, "Uncle Jamie...how could you." You were pouting as he sat you down, giving you a tight hug, "I'm sorry, star, I was just so dang proud of you."

You looked over at your parents, Sirius now rubbing Remus's back who was pinching the bridge of his nose. There was a knock on the door, causing everyone's attention to switch towards the distrubance.

Walking towards the door, you looked back with your hand on the handle, "Be nice." The marauders and Harry held up their hands in defense, Regulus crossed his, "No promises."

When you opened the door, Enzo stood there, cheeks slightly pink. "Erm, are you sure it's okay for me to be here?" You laughed slightly out of embarrassment, "How much did you hear exactly?"

"Enough to know I'm more afraid of Professor Lupin than Sirius," he whispered as he followed you through the door.

"Dad, Father, this is Enzo. My boyfriend," You gestured toward Enzo who gave a shy wave.

Remus placed his hand on his own chest, "Oh thank god it's Berkshire. I was really worried, star dear. Really worried. Thought maybe it was going to be the Nott boy."

This caused both you and Enzo to laugh, Enzo speaking up finally, "Merlin, no, sir. Nott's afraid of Y/n actually. So you've done a good job."

"Don't start kissing ass just yet, Berkshire," Regulus stuck a finger out at the boy.

"Uncle Reggie. Behave," you scolded him like a child, he looked down at the floor like one, too.

Sirius stepped forward, extending his hand, "So sorry, my boy. I'm Sirius, Y/n's father. You've met Moony, erm, Professor Lupin, her dad. He's sorry for anything you may have heard through the door."

Enzo grabbed his hand, shaking it firmly, "It's alright, sir. It's a pleasure to meet the men who've raised such a strong woman." Enzo smiled at you affectionately, causing you to blush in front of your family.

"Look at that, Moons. Our little star is growing up," Sirius wiped a faked fear, while Remus was holding back real ones.

You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose like your dad had done earlier, "Alright, who's hungry, hmm? Shall we eat?" You led Enzo towards the large table. Everyone followed suit, both Regulus and Remus grumbling slightly.

As you sat down, Enzo gave your thigh a squeeze. He leaned over and whispered in your ear, "Star, huh? That's cute." You side-eyed him, giving him a slight glare, "You tell anyone, you're a dead man."

Enzo grinned to himself, "It'd be an honor to die by your hands, love."

Across the table, Sirius gave Remus's thigh a squeeze, "She's growing up, Moons. Our little star." Remus nodded, pouring himself some brandy, "That she is, Pads. Our little wolf is a woman now." Sirius scoffed, "She still needs us though right?" Remus nodded, smiling, "We'll always be there for her."

[midnight--sadness]

in-ho is a very good listener except for. whenever gi-hun is dressing himself and them round 🍒 are exposed. gi-hun is moving around, trying to find the right sweater that goes with his slacks, oblivious to the fact that in-ho's eyes are fixated on two bouncy melons 🍈🍈. gi-hun doesn't notice anything unusual because he's been naked before in-ho plenty of times, so he's too focused talking about what he saw at the shops or this adorable stray cat he found three blocks away. while his chest is still uncovered ��� in-ho isn't able to focus at all, absentmindedly mumbling in agreement even though he has no idea what he's saying. post-pregnancy does wonders for his wife's body 😌

ooh, he's just like me 😫😫😫 i also think of gihun's tiddies every day, hell they even appear in my dreams, and that exact same thing happens to inho.

everytime gihun puts on a shirt or otherwise covers his chest, a little tear whelms up his eyes and he has to blink them back

but to be fair, who wouldn't be distracted

honestly I'M distracted by this picture bc wtf jungjae 😩 what 52 yr old looks like this 😭

[piebingo]

Wip Sunday

(but it’s not writing this week! Still yr tho)

I’ve been meaning to make a Simon’s sweater for a few years now, and I’m finally starting it. So here goes my plan for it and my swatch:

Simon’s sweater, because it’s purple, and Wille’s version, because it’s a v-neck (like his orange sweater). I’ve also thought adding an embroided heart on the left sleeve could be sweet for that scene in s3.

Some knitting specs below the cut.

The yarn is wool of the Andes worsted weight by knitpicks in colour sweet lavender. I love this yarn, it’s one of my favourites. I’m knitting it on 4,5mm needles because I’m a loose knitted, a 5mm might be good if you’re a tighter one. My grandma would tell me to wash my swatch, but I’ve knitted with this yarn enough that I know how it grows. It will be fine.

I’m thinking of doing a saddle shoulder because I love the look, but i only ever did that once and since I’m not following a pattern, I don’t know if I can make it up myself like that. Can you do German short rows with a saddle shoulder or is it not necessary to raise the back of the neck with a saddle shoulder? If not I’ll just to a simple ranglan, but maybe a thicker one? I might put 3-5 stitches in the ranglan lines. I know how to wip up a raglan so that might be easier and I can mess with a saddle on another project.

2x2 ribbing. I’ll stay on a 4,5mm needle for the sleeve and body ribbing, but for the collar I’ll go down to a 4mm. I like a straight sleeve, hence the same needles for the ribbing and no decreases.

[mybworlds]

Chapter 4

Paring: Joel x F!Reader (NO Y/N)

Warnings: pre!outbreak and post!outbreak, AU (there will be some characters, Joel's backstory is different), no Sarah, no Ellie (maybe!), a lot of flashback (at least in the first chapters!), age gap (reader is approx. 10 yrs younger than Joel), slow burn, mutual pining, angst, SMUT, unprotected sex, creampie, oral sex (m and f), fingering, masturbation (m and f), language, attempted SA, trauma, death and violence, abortion.

Rating: M

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W.C.: 2.5k

Summary: You work in the Millers' company, you are their friend, you have a job you love, your coworkers esteem and love you. Your life is perfect. Suddenly, one day, you wake up in the hospital, you are alone surrounded by silence and strange noises, your door is barricaded, but what happened? And what happened to the world out there?

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Taglist: @harriedandharassed

JANUARY 2014

You have taken refuge in a smelly apartment that smells of pee and mold, there are sheets of newspaper scattered everywhere on the floor, on the mattress, even on some shelves, you exchange a silent look, then Joel begins to search the apartment for any other humans or any of those things, but luckily it's empty. You, on the other hand, look for food, medicine or anything else that could be useful to you, you only find toothpaste, soap and baby skin oil and then as you look around, you also find some clothes, they seem to be your size, maybe the men's ones are a little bigger, but might work.

Joel nods for you to go to the bathroom first and then get changed; the bathroom is in terrible condition as the pieces are rusty and the water comes out brown from the pipes, you give up on washing yourself, you take the oil you found before and with some paper you have in your backpack you clean yourself as best you can. You put on a sweater and a padded jacket, a pair of sweatpants and you change your shoes, your trusty sneakers are now worn out. Your hair is a mess, but you don't know how to clean it, you look in the bathroom for something to fix it, but you only find a broken comb with broken and rusty teeth, you sigh as you rummage through your backpack again and find an old hair tie of yours from at least fifteen years ago at the bottom, it's a rubber band with a star once silver today it only retains the shape of a star, you smile. So many memories!

You tie your hair in a high ponytail, tuck a couple of strands behind your ears, and head out. When you reach Joel, you find him sitting at the kitchen table handling his switchblade, he’s cleaning it with a cloth and you notice some blood stains, you frown when you see this scene. Joel notices your presence because he looks up at your face, then at your clothes. His expression is serious, but his eyes are tired.

“Do you want to get some sleep?” you suggest, walking over to the table and sitting down in front of him. ��You can use this to clean yourself up a bit,” you say, offering him the oil you yourself had used earlier. “The water doesn't work.” you add causing Joel to snort and shake his head “I found some clothes for you too, maybe they're a little big, but I think they'll fit you, at least by eye.” you continue, Joel nods with his head down, “then you can rest, maybe... give me the rifle and you can rest a bit, you look very tired.”

He looks at you perplexedly, “Can you shoot?”

“No, but...”

“Then no!” he exclaims, putting away his knife and throwing the rag somewhere out of your sight. “I’m going to change, if you see or hear anything, call me. Don't scream, come near the door and I'll come right away. When I'm finished go to sleep, I'll stay here.” he adds getting up from the chair and taking the oil you brought him.

“There is no noise, nothing that suggests anyone's presence, maybe you can change and go to rest, I'll stay here and if there is any noise or presence I'll call you.” you offer yourself.

He takes a deep breath, “You're not in any condition to do these guard shifts yet, darlin’.” A sudden shiver at hearing that petname runs down your spine. “When you’re fully strong, you will. By the way, how’s your head?” he asks, kneeling in front of you so that your faces are almost at the same height.

“Better. I just feel dizzy every now and then and my head hurts less and less.” you reply, looking him in the eyes.

“Good.” He comments, gently stroking your head. “If you need another painkiller, it’s in your bag. Um… you and I both have water in our backpacks, if you’re hungry…”

“Joel,” you call, interrupting his flow of words, “don’t worry, I’m not a kid.”

“I know,” he says without stopping to caress your head and look into your eyes.

You find yourself swallowing and feeling your heart pounding in your chest without even knowing why.

MARCH 2012

Joel is sitting at his desk without pants or boxers, his hands are gripping the arms of his chair, gripping them so tightly that his knuckles are white, he’s wearing only his unbuttoned shirt and Charlotte kneeling before him. Her lips completely envelop his shaft, while with one hand she caresses his balls, Charlotte takes him all in until she almost suffocates, but she likes it. Joel never tells her anything, he doesn't talk when they fuck, he never says anything, but deep down she's fine with that, his moans and guttural sounds alone are enough to turn her on. He's close to orgasm and she feels it, his strangled moans make it clear to her, she lets him out of her mouth completely while her hand gently cupping his heavy balls caressing softly. Only the tip of his cock remains in her mouth, then with one hand she helps herself to pump him to make him come, he looks down at her in time to see hot streams of his seed fill her mouth, he squeezes his eyes shut as he grips the arms of his chair even tighter. When the climax completely subsides, Joel makes Charlotte move abruptly and gets dressed again immediately, she smiles, but not him, he is disgusted above all because he would have liked to have you, he would have liked to have you on his lap, kiss you and instead... but from today these occasional encounters with Charlotte end here, he can't stand it anymore.

“From now on, you and I will no longer see each other. We’ll be just a boss and his employee, nothing else,” Joel begins, buttoning his shirt. Charlotte is speechless and looks at him as if he had just said something completely stupid, she puts on her panties and gets dressed pretending not to have heard him since he had already said on other occasions that he didn't want to continue and instead it was enough for her to put herself at his feet and it all started again, this time it won't be different.

“I’m serious,” Joel continues. “I don’t want to share any more moments that aren’t meetings or moments that have to be strictly work-related.” he continues and his tone of voice this time seems to admit no replies “I never promised you anything, Charlotte. So get that shocked look off your face. It was just sex between us, y’ know.”

“Everything was going well,” she starts to say, but Joel shakes his head, putting on his jacket as well and turning his gaze toward the streets of Seattle.

“Just fucking is not for me, it's not good enough for me anymore,” Joel continues.

“If you want we could also meet outside if...”

Joel laughs, it's a laugh that blocks out any words the woman may say. “I don't want to see you,” he says, enunciating each word slowly.

“Is there another one? Is your and Tommy’s little friend, right? The one everyone worships, right? The kind of goody-goody who crawls at everyone’s feet. What, Tommy fucked her first and now it's your turn?” Joel gives her a long, silent, cold stare that stops her from making any more insinuations about you or him.

“I've already told you everything you need to know. Goodbye Charlotte.” Joel concludes, walking past her and out of his office.

Charlotte doesn't want to be thrown away like an old shoe, so she calls you to come up and make you understand who is in charge with Joel and that there’s no room for you. She makes up the excuse that Joel wants to see you for your latest project and that there's something he's not sure about, you of course feeling that it's Joel and who wants to talk to you about your project go immediately to the elevator and go up. His secretary's desk is empty, strange, she wasn't the one who called you? Suspicious, you knock twice on Joel's office door and hearing someone inviting you in, you open the door.

“Charlotte?” you say, surprised to find her sitting in Joel’s place. “I need to talk to Joel, but what are you doing here in his place?” you ask, darting your gaze from one corner of his office to the other.

“He had to leave, you know... he can't stand being in the same room with me. He can't resist me.” she replies, looking you straight in the eyes. “He apparently said something like I’d rather fuck you than share that little slut downstairs with my brother.” you take a half step back as if her words had just hit you in the chest and they hurt, they burn “Since we're alone, do you know why Joel prefers me to you? Maybe because I give him everything he needs without being a bitch to his brother too?”

“Tommy and I are just friends, Joel knows that. If he has a problem with me, I don’t have to talk to you, I’ll talk to him.” You reply, turning your back on her.

“What's true?” the woman insists. “Are you really fucking Tommy or are you fucking the two brothers together?” You turn to look at her face, she smiles. “I can tell you what Joel likes, if you want.” You turn your back and start to walk towards the door. “This morning when he came in my mouth, he told me that I fuck him like no one has ever been able to do and that it drives him crazy that I fuck him and at the same time give me pleasure because it excites him even more.”

“You’re sick, Charlotte,” you spit before opening the door and walking away. You don't want to hear all those words about Joel anymore, about how she did he... tears blur your vision, but you don't want to cry, not there in the office, not with the risk of meeting Charlotte and see that satisfied look on her face, no, you can't. You walk out of the building quickly and find yourself with a sad and tormented look staring at a leaden sky, your lower lip trembles and timid tears appear, you close your eyes. You don't care if passers-by might look at you in surprise or if someone might judge your behavior as bizarre. Joel, Charlotte, you, Tommy, your head is spinning, you can't believe what you're experiencing, it's absurd.

“You'll get sick like this!” a voice exclaims, covering you from the raindrops that are starting to wet the streets, it's Kyle “Are you okay?” he asks you worriedly.

“No.” you decide to be honest.

“We can talk about it, maybe over a cup of hot chocolate,” he offers with a smile. “It’s on me.” He adds, and you nod, wiping away your tears.

JANUARY 2014

Joel comes out of the bathroom and looks at you, you look so thin from the last time, your hair is tied in a high ponytail, you seem to be so different from that strong and determined young woman.

Joel sighs, making you hear him turn towards him with a questioning look. “Let's go get some rest,” Joel says. “There's a room over there with a bed that we could maybe share if that's not a problem.”

You shrug, “No, but what about the guard?” you ask, turning toward the window.

“Don't worry,” he replies, shrugging.

You lie down next to each other, wondering if you've slept next to him before or if you're just letting yourself be influenced by the situation and what you think you remember.

“Go to sleep.” Joel mutters behind you. “Whatever you’re thinkin’ about, you’ll think about it later.”

You turn towards him, his eyes are closed, but you can see that he’s not sleeping, in fact his facial expression is still tense and there’s a very evident wrinkle between his eyes, he opens his eyes “Are you finished?” he asks you almost brusquely.

“Joel, do I have a family somewhere?” you ask softly, as he sighs heavily and then rolls over onto his back, “They're gone, are they?” you insist.

He places an arm behind his head like a pillow, then looks you in the eye. “No, I'm sorry, darlin’.”

“Did they die in these months?” you ask again.

“No, a long time ago. I didn't know them, if you wanted to ask me that too. But” he says getting up from the bed and digging in his backpack, from there he takes out a wallet “this is yours and there's a picture of the three of you inside,” why Joel has your wallet is a mystery that you'll figure out later, now you want to know about your parents, you want to see them. You sit down in the middle of the bed, he hands you your wallet, it's a very simple pink coin purse with two four-leaf clovers on the sides, you open it and inside there are two photos: One is of you with what Joel said were your parents, another is of you, Joel and Tommy. Yes, that's Tommy, that slap-able face.

“Tommy,” you whisper, looking at him intently.

“Do you recognize him?” Joel asks you, somewhere between surprised and disappointed.

Maybe he was hoping you would remember him first, but deep down he’s well aware of the close relationship you and his brother had, so he shouldn't be surprised.

"Yes. We were... we are friends, right?"

He nods without being able to take his eyes off you, then you place the photo of the three of you on the covers and look at the one with your parents. The three of you are smiling big, then something clicks inside your head and your expression is sure to have changed, you feel Joel calling you and shaking you, but you are lost in that memory, that terrible painful memory, in that moment when you recognized their bodies extracted from the wreckage of your car. Your breath is taking away and tears are completely blurring your vision, “No, no.” you moan, “Mommy, Daddy...” you moan again with your lips parted and tears now streaming down your cheeks, Joel immediately joins you in the middle of the bed, almost shaking you by the shoulders, calling your name first softly then abruptly when he realizes he can't shake you and distract you from that memory. When you look into his eyes again, you are in a valley of tears and your chest is shaking with sobs. Joel hugs you tightly, enveloping you in his muscular arms where you abandon yourself crying even harder.

You fall asleep in Joel's arms, your back against his chest, his hand holding yours, his angular nose in your hair, his breathing and a hand moving your hair lull you into a confused and distant world.

[negrowhat]

Thoughts on The Boy Next World Trailer

Okay I'm counting TBNW releasing on Jan. 5th as an early bday gift for me. I'm excited to explore the multiverse. I'm glad they fixed Noeul's hair from the pilot and I'm glad they didn't dye it the usual 'Bottom Brown'.

I'm glad Boss continues to play cool characters and Cir pairs well with cutesy kind of guy Noeul's character Phugun is going to be. EXCITED to see Noeul with stuffies, cute toys, and sweaters he's going to look so adorbs. Also did I mention how beautiful they look?? And DID I SEE THE PAYU BUN IN THE TITLE CARD SCENE?

The plot looks interesting and we'll get to see CirPhugun fall in love more than once. I can tell MAME and MeMindY took their time with this series like they did Love Sea and I can tell the LITA money went into the production for it because it looks EXPENSIVELY good. I'm looking forward to the costuming and set designs a lot.

The snippet of a love scene we got has me pumped because there is LIFTING! MAME knows how much we love LIFTING. Has Boss been working out more?? He looks so big...I mean he's always been BIG but wow. Looking forward to seeing their insane chemistry I have missed so much.

MAME seems to be growing as a showrunner and writer. Her series have become more interesting plot wise and she's making likeable characters. She's still making them toxic but finely tuned toxic in a way that doesn't downgrade the characters in our eyes. But idk this series is leaning towards the non-toxic side along with Wedding Plan.

We haven't seen BossNoeul together as mains for over 2 yrs now and I'm excited to see their growth. They've been given such a complex plot and I know they're ready for it. I can't WAIT to make this series my whole personality!

[your-favourite-yapper]

Biblically accurate Remus lupin hcs (sorta modern au)

Tall but w the weirdest ratio of legs to arms to torso

The worst ugliest handwriting EVER

Probably a minecraft kid (20 yrs old)

The weirdest facial expressions like his face DOES NOT match w what is coming out his month

Has been said alot by @mrstellmeafuckingsecret but is the biggest crybaby

Mama's boy

First time he was wo his mom was at uni and he cried himself to sleep for 3 weeks

Structures his sentences funny

Cannot tie a tie

Cannot cook

Cannot knit

Cannot crochet

(He still makes crocheted gifts for sirius)

Cannot REALLY pull off any style except the grandpa sweaters and like sweatpants

makes the funniest noises under his breath

Acc not that dumb but just, not good enough esp compared to his friends

However he is the biggest Dumbo in terms of street smarts

He gets scammed 5 times a week

And then he calls Sirius and cries 2 him abt it

Organizes his shelf by authors and not genre

Uses the most banged up iPhone 12

And when it was time to sell it

He cried

He got his first car at like 20 from his dad

Bc he was too scared to acc drive even tho he got his license the earliest

Ev it broke down completely

And he cried

A chocolate SNOB

Will not buy gas station schocolate

No no it's ALL name brands for him >:)

rlly wants to get suppeeer good grades to make his parents proud

Even tho they don't rlly cate that much abt stuff like grades

He blushes at his ears

Fingers constantly covered in pen ink bc he uses a burst pen

He bites the pen cover

The pickiest eater (me)

Will not eat food if there's a visible: onion, vegetable esp cabbages and spinach, mushroom, etc etc

Well he'll eat it but he WONT enjoy it

Enjoys watching cooking shows, cooking tiktoks but does not function in a kitchen

the SLOWWST reader ever

It takes him like 2 months to fin a small novel book

Not bc he's dumb or anything he LIVES for reading into the stuff, annotating etc etc

Hates coffee

Hates most sugary gums

Hates the smell of most colognes (excpet siriuss)

A BIG hit w older grandma type ladies

At a family function he's always surrounded by grandmas in their pink petticoats and gossiping

Bc he DOES gossip

Will feel VERY bad after

But he still does it

ONe thing he WONT do is confront/argue w someone to their face

He got into like 2?? Arguments ever and cried after each one

He'll be a bit rude or snarky if he's REALLY mad

But that's it

Does not have tiktok

Does not have snapchat

Does not have Twitter

Does not know how to use insta

I feel like he's chronically offline except for utube

But he still knows the most important brainrot terms

He's just a chill guy 🥺🥺

Triple checks EVRY text message b4 he sends to make sure no punctuation errors or spelling mistakes

HATES presentations

Litr puked after doing one once(or twice or three times)

Can not hold his liquor

But he's like immune to weed

Has no idea how to style his hair

He doesn't do ANYTHING to it

Has onky gotten one(1) haircut by his mum in high-school

And that's it

Can handle the most explicit smut (not that he activeky looks for it in a book)

But the moment 2 characters kiss in a movie he gasps like an old lady

Spent sm time w his mum and her crew of old grandma's so when he first met his friends he acted like an old lady

Said stuff like : "oh golly"and shit

And he swore too bc of his dad

So like it was "oh my fucking gosh" (bc saying god is blasphemy)

Can read social cues just doesn't kno what to do w them

Thinks: "Oh yeah shes obvi v mad bc she used her own perfume and not her bfs bc they got into an argument"

Says: "Hows ur bf ?"

Is acc very good at playing the recorder

Or another equally obscure instrument

Knows sm abt rocks and bugs

Has a rock collection he started when he was like 6 to this day

Terrifi3d of the dark

Gets new pj's once every year

Terrified of children

Terrified of scary music

Terrified of all his friends secretly hating him

When Sirius confessed his feelings Remus did NOT know what to day

Litr looked like 😮🫢😯

To this day feels like Sirius could do better

Looks v awkward in a suit

Has nvr entered a gym in his LIFE

but he's sorta?? In shape?? bc he takes silly little walks in the morning

Takes FOREVER to get out of bed

He wakes up b4 james at like 4am but is still sleepy and in the process of waking up at 10am

has a self-imposed bedtime of 10pm

Any longer than that and he's v angry

Has nvr pulled an all-nighter

In hs his mom would tell him to go sleep

And so when it was time for college he just didn't want to

Makes the worst dadjokes

His jokes are funny BECAUSE of his delivery

Esp when he's w his close friends

But w other ppl he ruins a bomb 10/10 joke w his terrible delivery

He likes to think that he's indie and listens to underground artists

But his faves are the same as every1 else in this world

Except for one artist w like 50 monthly listeners and their top song has 1k streams on spotify and they haven't released new music in 3yrs

His way of showing love is by acts of service

His way of receiving love is words of affirmation

But he legit doesn't kno what to do when he gets a compliment

Looks like this when u give him 1 🧍‍♂️

It's not bc he doesn't get any its just that he Gen doesn't kno what to say

Smiles weird

Stands weird

Walks weird

Eats weird

laughs weird

Terrified of ALL animals

Doesnt hate them tho

Just is v scared of them

Has planned the most evil pranks

The boy is NOT an angel

his fav shows are: children's show(and not in the an animated rilm that acc has good lessons and is like for kids 7-8 way, i mean he watches shit like "tayo the little bus" and "storybots"), a wild ripoff of a popular TV show, and a boring nature documentary

is probably a trs pet not in the way he likes the tr he just Gen can't say no to a figure of authority (not in that way tho)

LOVES his parents

Has the prettiest eyelashes ughhh

Has the prettiest ugly nose ever

Has the prettiest di

Is v aware of his body AT ALL TIMES

So bc of this when he tries to be "natural"

He's v much overthinking it

And he looks low-key robotic

His preferneces: fluff > smut > angst

My boy canNOT handle sad literature, paintings, songs, movies

He's also mine <3

Btw all this info is 100% acc bc he litr told me this in my dreams

[hillerska-official]

Took less than an hour for someone to send me this gif today

[saltedriceball]

How I imagine the Mystreet characters

Because they’re block-shaped in the show, but my 12 yr old ass imagined them as real people. 🕺

* I mainly kept up with Aphmau when I was 10-12 years old, I fully stopped watching after Mystreet 5 *

* I didn’t watch MCD 🙊 *

*this is mostly PDH (my fav, I was 12)*

Aphmau

It’s just Jess.

Kawaii Chan

Like average height

5’4” ish

Thick thighs save lives

Whole wardrobe is baby pink and white

Idk grown me thinks she was a cam girl (in Mystreet, not Phoenix Drop ✋)

And she made bank too

She’s not very athletic, but she’s just like blessed proportion-wise

Pale, but not as much as portrayed

Idk I always thought she’d actually be Japanese since she uses Japanese terms

Pin straight hair she curls only at the bottom

Like ribbon

Katelyn

Quite tall

5’9”ish

Muscular but in like a

~she’s a runner she’s a track star~

Type of way

She just looks athletic

Flat though

Paler than KC

Her hair is wavy-curly naturally

She kinda lets it just flow or it’s in a ponytail

Zane

Quite chubby

Idk how anyone watched that show and thought

*man who despises the outdoors, hates exercise, and enjoys sweet things*

“Must be tall and skinny”

The fan art I viewed in middle school legit surprised me.

He was definitely super duper skinny in high school

Adolescent metabolism and all

He is definitely like 5’8”

He is very pale

Does indeed burn almost immediately in the sun

Has an emo boy hair cut

Like Anthony from Smosh way back in the day

He also has piercings: lip, ears (multiple), septum, eyebrow)

Also has tattoos

Freckled, especially on his body

He has random scars from injuries growing up

Inflicted by his brothers

Mostly Garroth

Garroth

Muscular

But also quite chubby

Just kinda in the middle

Like 6’

Overall just a big guy

Just looks like he gives good hugs

He also has a beard

Not a big floofy one

But it’s there

He looks very Northern European idk

Has a lot of arm hair, and it’s very blond

So you don’t see it until up close

Also pale

And very freckled

Also wears a watch

And his outfit is the most average outfit for a man

Khaki shorts, a white tee, a plaid button up unbuttoned, a watch, and sneakers

This outfit could be spotted on an elementary schooler’s spring picture day

Or on my literal father 👨🏻

His hair is quite curly

Not in a spiral curl, but more of a wavy-curly way

Laurance

This man is brown imo

Very tall

Like 6’3”

Super skinny

To where he looks even taller than he is

Just built like that ya know

His hair is a pony tail as an adult

But it was in a Superman sort of curly situation in high achool

I get the vibe he likes being outside

Doesn’t work out, but loves a good hotgirlwalk

Aaron

A little more like the common fan art of 2016

Tall, but only like 5’10”

Absolute beefcake of a guy

But also like has some body fat

He is not rock hard, but you can see his muscles

I imagine he has thick thighs

Fat ass too

But that’s just how his body fat distributes, so like yeah he has visible abs

Idk that’s all I’ve got

There was enough consistent fanart in my atmosphere at the time that that’s how I imagine him

Dante

Never thought too hard about him

His hair is definitely curly

More than Garroths

He has especially big eyes

He’s like lean muscular

Just very average white guy

Like 5’11”

Looks young for his age

Michi

Absolute 2014 tumblr girly

Owns something with galaxy print

Very thin

With tig ole bitties

Wears thigh high socks, mini skirts, and tank tops with sweaters

Has the swoopy bangs of the era

Poses in up angle selfies like 🙂

So her head looks like a raindrop in the photo

Edits her ig photos to look more aesthetic

Teony

Tall

Girl next door

Well done, natural make up

Straightened hair

Smiling a lot

Even if it’s fake

Idk her character that well

Never thought too hard about it

But she’s like supermodel pretty

Ein

I only remember high school him

But he was like

Young guy skinny

Like you could see he had arm muscles in a tank top

In an old 5SOS type of way

His head is actually boxy shaped

Like 5’11”

White

Never thought too hard about adult Ein

Lucinda

White

Her hair is dyed with spells

It’s styled well, in a Jessica rabbit hairstyle

It’s curled

Body shaped like a coke bottle

Hourglass for days

She’s just hot

Gene

Hi why was this cast so white washed

White

His hair is not naturally black

It’s like medium brown

It’s also straight but he gets it permed

Wears eyeliner

Lots of bracelets and piercings

Tall guy like 6’1”

Cadenza

She spends a lot of money dying her hair that color

White

Tall like 5’10”

Her dress is floor length

And loose

Could command a room

Guy

Barbie doll

Hi Ken

Built like an upside down isosceles triangle

Muscular

Back muscles for days

Looks like he could do triathlons in Ancient Greece

Like 6’5”

This man is good to look at

Ivy

Michi but pink

Jeffory

The most golden retriever man you could imagine

Like 6’3”

Athletic muscular

Melissa

The most beautiful woman you’ve ever seen

Tall like 5’11”

Long legs

Nicole

Don’t know don’t care

Miscellaneous really

Wasn’t in the show enough

Reese

Nick Bean dyed pink

Vylad

Drake Bell in his Drake and Josh era precisely

No more no less

Except he always has a scarf even if it’s hot out

Sylvanna

Aphmau, tall

Zianna

Button nose

A really petite lady

Her hair is black but with gray sprinkled in

The most smiley lady you ever did see

Mother gothel if you breathed life back into her

Hot

Kai

Forgot about him for a sec

Ok gears turning

Tall

Very calm energy

Redhead

Idk he wasn’t that relevant for me

Jenny

Also in the 2014 tumblr girly category

But a little more Bethany Mota with it

A little less galaxy print

A little more Jennxpenn vibes

Wears hella eyeliner

Her outfit is black cutoff jean shorts, an oversized shirt so you can see her white tank top underneath

Her hair is naturally that light

Wears converse only