#MAI YOU'RE COOKING
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OHHHHHHHHH it's always so interesting when they make the Lamb the abuser
We finally started with this!! sjsjsj
Nari still doesn't know what the collar is and well, Lamb doesn't know anything about how it works.
If you're worried about the bandages Narinder is wearing, Lamb will fix it sjsj
Anyway, I apologize if something is not understood well, sometimes the meaning of the words in Spanish loses force in English.
#OOOOOOOOOO#OHHHHHH THIS IS JUICY#MAI YOU'RE COOKING#THIS IS FUCKING GOODD#OHHH HELL YEAHHHHH#I really hope you do more of this#I NEED this in my VEINS ARRRRRRRGHHHHHH#THANKS FOR SHARING!!!!
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When you see a post about romance or kissing or sm and just for a second you can't help but think of the person you're in unrequited love with.
#When you fall for someone harder than you ever thought possible#When you fall for the one person you should never ever have fallen for#And you love them beyond the universe but they will never love you back#Not in that way#They love you as a friend and you've been best friends since childhood#And then it creeps up on you and one day it slaps you in the face when you look at them and think oh. OH.#I want to spend my life with this person#I want to cook with you forever and pick flowers with you in our garden and paint the walls of our house#I want to dance with you and kiss you and watch the stars in each others arms#But you will never love me back#Even though I will always love you#Your smile#The way your nose wrinkles when you laugh and the way you say my name when you're scolding me#I cannot destroy what we have#And I will not dare to take the leap#I may never say it#But I love you I love you I love you#And I've been running from it for a long time#Picking people at random and chasing after them#To put as much distance between myself and my feelings as possible#But I can't help it anymore#I had to get this out somewhere. I know my blog isn't ideal#But at least she doesn't have a tumblr
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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not to be rude but like AI art literally steals from other artists and it's awful for the planet.. so maybe you should mind AI art? lol
Hey so I'm not really gonna answer this beyond 1) I don't really use Tumblr for debates/arguments about inflammatory topics and 2) I'm purposely ignorant to the entire outrage surrounding AI art because there are too many things demanding "action" and "engagement" from the general public on any given day at this point that I literally have zero left in the tank.
I'm not defending AI art but I'm literally just saying it's not one of the things that "enrage" me as of late. I'm more worried about things going on in my personal life and the current political climate of the US rn tbh and I come here to Tumblr to be horny about fictional characters because that's a better coping mechanism than drinking myself into a stupor or taking bong rip after bong rip to the face.
That being said I subscribe to artists on patreon that create their own art and will always 100% support artists who draw for a living.
#please don't come into my inbox with this energy#like please don't try telling me what i need to be mad about#you literally wake up every morning to rage bait headlines on your phone being suggested to you without you even searching for anything#just give me this space to be willfully delusional#that's all i ask#us pol#answered#please remember there are actual real breathing multi-dimensional human beings behind most of the blogs here on Tumblr#i know it's hard to remember but not everything you see on social media is black and white#there is a lot of gray in between#don't take everything you see at face value and form your opinion or general feeling simply based on that#remember there are depths to things you may not know#saying all of this before the barriage of people come into my inbox saying I'm an ai art sympathizer and all that other bullshit#i really am so tired of people forgetting how to be human with one another#you say one shit thing and they nail you to a cross now#or even for something horrible you said 10 fucking years ago#as if you're the same person now#I'm sooooo tired#i want to live in the woods and cook and grow my own food and fantasize while drinking tea looking out a window at the mountains#i want peace in my life
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I've romanced plenty of characters at this point, but Ifan is the only one who's ever shared his snacks with my character. Also, gave her a flower (okay, drugs, it was flower-shaped drugs). And a rare mushroom as a means to poison her enemies. All that completely casually, in a single conversation, without ulterior motives. I'm just saying.
#Divinity#Divinity: Original Sin 2#DOS2#Ifan ben-Mezd#he just kept pulling things out of his pockets and giving them to her and probably had zero idea how endearing that is#he's like 'here's something to snack on'#'and here's something if you need a guy dead'#'and here's something to take your mind off things as a treat'#Alistair gives you a rose#and Karlach takes you out to dinner#but only while you're romancing them#Gale claims that he cooks BUT HAVE YOU EVER SEEN HIM DO IT - I guess I just need to believe it happens#Astarion is alright parting with his wine during the party but you have to take initiative#though at least Kaidan cooks for you on screen even though Shepard at first bitches about it for some reason#like girl appreciate what you have there because as far as I'm concerned that's rare#sci-fi women and their progressed society#I guess the point is that if you give me food I may love you#not that I don't carry tons of food in my bag in this game already but still
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normalize your villains. writing wise. i think everyone knows villain behavior irl would get you a ticket straight to the highest security prison out there. but this is about building a fictional world. for context, i've recently been on a rewatch for the show once upon a time and this time, i've tried to stay impartial to the characters storylines. the villains seems irredemable in the first season and frankly, i'm disappointed that this changes. hear me out !!!!!
my version of wednesday addams is for the most part chaotic neutral. wherever the current sails, she'll follow. sure, wednesday has the potential to grow and have (somewhat) healthy relationships in her life, but at the end of the day, she's not a hero. she's not even the anti-hero. sometimes it plays out like that and she might look the part, but she's not good goddammit.
for the crimes that she've committed? guilty as charged. for all the people she had hurt? guilty as charged. for all the misery she'll cause others? you guessed it, guilty as fucking charged. i'm not going to water her down.
in my mind, the addamses were always the outliers, but with the bestest of intentions. morticia and gomez welcomed vile strangers into their homes and tried their very best to make them feel comfortable in their home. they have a skewed perception for the world, something that's unusual, morbid, downright grotesque. edgar allan poe, which netflix glorified and here i am doing a shoutout to train my beloved, would tremble had he known of the addamses. morticia and gomez are kind, in their way. but you know who never really was?
their kids. in the comics (both by the og author and some others icr the author, but more closer to our time), pugsley was the devil incarnate. he showed no remorse, he was clearly thrilled by the suffering he caused others. but i suppose the directors changed the storyline and made wednesday the brand new puglsey in the 90s movies. she showed no emotion, she was a okay with murdering her own, even if she knew as luck as it, their younger brother pubert would live. this time around, wednesday was the devil incarnate.
and i agree with the canon, she can be incredibly intelligent and even more ruthless than she is intelligent. but one thing i've noticed is that, she notices her parents being taken for granted. she is aware that others will use morticia and gomez's kindness against them. sure, they can take it, that's their thing after all. but wednesday noticed everything since she was a kid and she remembers.
and guess what?
just because someone went through hell and back (even if said hell is not the worst that could happen), that doesn't mean someone will come out kind and good. wednesday will forever doubt anyone in her life and she will push them away, just as she'll try to give them the world. but no matter the good she does, at the end of the day, she is the villain. it's not the addams family, it's just the kids and i say that because pugsley and pubert have the same rights as wednesday does.
at the end of the day, being evil after witnessing evil is okay. fiction wise, i feel like reminding. some characters are irredemable. just because they do good things sometimes that doesn't make them good. just like doing bad things sometimes doesn't make them bad. but here's the catch with the addamses. they always, always own up who they are. wednesday no exception to the rule.
wednesday, the villain, can do good things. she can save your muse, she can enjoy your muse's company, she can love your muse. but all of this, all the good things do come from a villain. did she deserve the awful treatment she and her family got in canon? of course not, that we can all agree on. but it doesn't matter what happened, what matters is what choices they make afterward. wednesday will always choose herself. wednesday doesn't pick good, she willingly chooses evil.
sure, a villain is capable of love. a villain is capable of both good and bad. but look at how it always ends. wednesday is a villain and she will suffer, your muse too if you dare to come too close. it's not fair, i know. but this is just my theory, vero's theory. and, you may expect it by now,
please, normalize your villains.
#its 1am and im thinking thoughts#tired too i helped mom and grandma cook 2day#but hear me out#normalize your villains!!!!#just because they do good things doesn't make them good#let evil win#this isnt fairytale (if you're not writing a fairytale muse that is)#and even in fairytales bad wins sometimes#it teaches us that bad can win and it isn't entirely as 'bad' as we might think#its part of the story#yin yang good bad hero villain you name it#none exist without the other#villains can be good too but they're designed to have the worst fates#but so be it#ive never stuck with a character as long as i stuck with wednesday and its exactly because of this#shes a villain. she may appear like a sheep but that just wolfs coat#shes not just existing. she will cause chaos and destruction everywhere she goes. in more ways than we can think.#and that's most likely why i stuck with her. it's interesting writing her. she can be good just as she can be bad#but everyone knows shes the villain. and it will catch up with everyone.#not every character deserves a happy ending and not everyone gets it. wednesday certainly doesnt#♱ vero stfu.#im tired can u tell
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you know how people get loopy when they accidentally (or purposefully) stay awake while on sleeping pills? i would love just a series of weird calls and texts from top to mew. when they're dating (pre- and post-breakup) AND when they're broken up.
i like to think that top doesn't like taking sleeping pills (and turns to illegal opioids/opiates) because it doesn't always work and then he'll hallucinate and/or wake up all groggy the next morning having moved his furniture or texted his ex or whatever without any memory of it
#top calling mew after the breakup: do you remember if i have wallpaper and if it melts or does that just happen when you aren't around#top on r/ambien: i mssi bfofyend. nice smell#top texting mew while on a business trip: we r tw o oreo cookes in a pringels tube. mfeo. when u come back#mew: babe i'm home you're in chiang mai#top: WHEN#mew: right now#top: suojnd untrue but i blieve u bci love you#mew: i love you too now go to sleep#top: we shuld have like a lot of sex when u come back#top: like A LOT#*the next day* “wow i drew some really fucked up pictures of mew's dick”#topmew#ofs liveblog
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2 & 3 for the book asks :)
2. Did you reread anything? What?
... okay, so.
I listened to The Foxhole Court trilogy as audiobooks (and read the Sunshine Court as an eBook after).
And then I went back and reread the the trilogy as eBooks because there were a lot of names to keep up with and I felt like I missed a lot the first time around.
And then I still didn't understand Andrew's character, so I read the entire trilogy from his PoV (a fanwork, but a very complete fanwork).
I have no defense except that this series is fucking insane.
3. What were your top five books of the year?
I am choosing to count series as one "book" and also doing a top 10 because I read a lot of really good books so, in no particular order,
The Poppy War trilogy by R.F. Kuang
The Baru Cormorant trilogy by Seth Dickinson
Lady Susan by Jane Austen
The Scarlet Pimpernel by Baroness Orczy
The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt
Poor Thing by Alasdair Gray
The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Shehan Karunatilaka
The Nickel Boys by Colson Whitehead
Overthrow: America's Century of Regime Change from Hawaii to Iraq by Stephen Kinzer
Pachinko by Min Jin Lee
and as a bonus because I accidentally put it in the wrong place before and therefore didn't count it
Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes
#look according to storygraph I've read 127 books this year#so narrowing things down to a top five was rough#bc ofc I also tend tonread books that I know if advance I'll like#I actually read quite a few really good nonfiction books#but they don't make my brain go brrrrr in the same way as a well-done fiction book/series#especially if you're looking at works like Water Outlaws or Poppy Wars or Baru Cormorant#which take elements if real life i.e. politics/history/traditional folk tale and adapt them#I was so sad I couldn't justify putting Spinning Silver or When the Tiger Came Down the Mountain in my top 10#Tiger is more of a short story#and Spinning Silver was AMAZING but not quite the same calibre To Me (tho tbh that may be bc it's YA)#(same with Cruel Prince tbh I love Holly Black with all of me and enjoy the experience if reading her books)#(I can eat them like candy)#(but it lacks the ... the weight and gravitas of books that hit this top ten for me?)#(which I'm sure sounds silly with Lady Susan up there but Jane was really cooking when she dreamt up this book)#ask game#answers and shitposts#personal#nortism
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The urge to write a character that has an absolutely diabolical backstory but is a ray of sunshine (not in the innocent way, but like the always happy and optimistic way) is STRONNGGGG
#imma do it#If you're wondering where the next Sorrow's Victor chapter is then#Well#It got sidelined for a min#I'm world building for a WIP I'll never write#I may still roll out a chapter 🤷#Idk#Depends on how much sleep I want to lose#i'm so cooked#But hey#Sometimes you gotta be cooked to learn how to cook#writing#creative writing#writer#writeblr#writerscommunity#on writing#wip#current wip
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you and me and a high balcony can be about shadow and maria if you squint hard enough and dismiss the one line about kissing
#soda offers you a can#it may be about meth cooks also. but we don't have to focus on that#can we instead observe “yeah you and me and a table set for three”#“just in case our assassin should finally come through”#or perhaps “anybody asks you tell them you're my sister”#“don't blink. don't try too hard not to. just rehearse the alibis your father taught you”#i could go on. im beginning a terminal obsession as we speak
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conspiracy theory: george lucas made the star wars movies in that order specifically as a solid to shakespeare scholars everywhere, to give them an easily accessible pop culture reference point to aid in explaining the writing order of the history plays. a real bro
conspiracier theory: shakespeare was psychic and wrote the history plays in that order to legitimize the future ordering of the star wars movies. an even realer bro
#that would be The funniest way to use your power to see the future. to be fair to me for whatever this is#still less far-fetched than anything any anti-stratfordian has ever cooked up lmao#for real tho every time anyone tries to explain the order of the history plays these days you get the 'you know like star wars!'#and I love it so much#star wars#shakespeare#this is my contribution to may the fourth be with you this year you're welcome and I'm sorry
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I DIDNT REALIZE YOUD GOTTEN INTO TF2 AND OSOSAN HELLO?????
IT'S ALL MY MOOTS FAULTS. I BLAME ALL YOU BASTARDS (<3)
#YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AMSDNASMND#OK TECHNICALLY W/ OSOSAN ITS MORE OF A. BLORBO-IN-LAW SITUATION AMSDNASMDN. one of my moots selfships w/ ichimatsu and its making me#so soft about these boys <3 wanna learn about em wanna consume their Media. It's Gonna Happen When i Have More Time But For Now I Just.#Lurk From The Sidelines Nodding Sagely Knowing Next To Fuck All KAJSDKJASKD#BUT YES U WILL SEE MORE OSOSAN HERE AMSDNASMND. Gotta Inflict Anise w/ Their Boy(s). Just Have To Do It To Em.#Can't wait to learn more so I can Super Inflict Them With Thoughts MNASDMASND#anise if you're reading these tags. 🫂#I MAY NEED TO MAKE A TF2 SIDEBLOG BC HOOOOOOOHBOYE I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT THESE MEN. BUT ALSO I ALREADY HAVE 1 SIDEBLOG TO NEGLECT-#THEY'RE SO <333333 TO ME#esp after I read the comics. no more hope for me i need to kiss them all on the lips with Passion and Care MANSDMASND#I also have an S/I (does it count as an S/I if I put him through the Bearification Machine?) that's cooking so y'all will see him eventuall#RAMBLING AGAIN BUT ITS OK. SMILES AND WAVES AT U 🫂 outis is being consumed by media#asks#and is once again hiding the important stuff in the tags ✨✌🏻 AKSJDAKSJDKASJDKAJS
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What the hell was that other anon on, I signed up to see masadai and minedai good shit, not that cursed timeline, it caused me PHYSICAL PAIN to read that last ask
Not even "oomf angst" pain but physical pain from trying to comprehend this at all smh REAL LIFE PSYCHIC DAMAGE
you hear that other anon we gotta stone you to death. sorry this is a democratic inbox :/
#snap chats#good morning campers who's ready for violence :)#honestly no other anon could be onto something if i may be insane to indulge the idea#'snap you're off your rocker' i was never on it now listen to my story#listen if masumi's leaking info to aoki to keep him happy I THINK. we can take an INSANE step forward#whether tojo's left kamurocho yet or not TBD POINT IS daigo's gotta keep seeing aoki to keep him happy#something something having the yakuza chairman so readily available and in the palm of his hand etc etc that kind of power trip#daigo's here for his boys though he can grin and bear it#and then mine comes back. mine's trying to dodge daigo yk the whole Gulit Thing but for whatever reason they bump into each other#daigo's obviously elated like His Dead Wife's Back right#mine'll resist on seeing daigo again afterwards but daigo's stubborn and /really/ needs an actual friend right now#moving right along with this bs tho mine finally gets over himself and becomes bold and wants to try again to be in daigos life#HOWEVER. daigo has to hesitate. he'd LOVE to have mine back but the situation in the tojo's so fragile#it's not that daigo isn't a champ at sneaking around and hiding info but if he's at all caught rekindling with mine that could be trouble#and daigo knows if he tells mine the scoop he's going to do something drastic#do we see what im cooking here. i feel sick idk what happened but i feel ill so i MIGHT just be insane#but in review this is not. THE WORST idea conceivable#anon from last night you were onto something but ima need you to stop calling aoki 'masato'#'snap theyre the same guy it doesnt matter' that might be true but it's still trippy#also ARE they the same guy. are they REALLY Boat Of Theseus kind of deal#(theyre the same guy but it really does trip me up to read 'masato' when you mean his aoki era and vice versa stop that im begging)
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It's funny how, in order to get to a certain level of improvement in a skill, you're told to forget everything you know about an aspect of it
#like me for example -#when i entered college we were told to forget everything we knew about german grammar (rip lmao)#but then we mostly did improve once we hopped over that bridge#and then with me taking up solo singing i essentially had to forget almost everything i knew because ofc solo singing differs in technique#to choral#lol this episode of futurama just made me notice it bc bender had to 'unlearn' everything he knew about cooking#basically what I'm saying is don't panic if you feel like you're taking two steps back#it probably means you're about to take five steps or even a leap forward#ok i know this idea may not apply to EVERYTHING but it is nice to keep in mind when things like this come up in life#roacc
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the trap a lot of people fall for is they think "it's okay to be a tradwife" when they really mean "it's okay to be a stay-at-home mom" because tradwives have successfully convinced them the words mean the same thing
#a stay at home mom is a mother who does not have a job and does household tasks while relying on her partner's income#a tradwife is a grifter who films herself cooking so you think she's a SAHM but she earns her own income through those videos#and pays someone else to do household tasks while trying to convince other women to copy the lifestyle she doesn't actually have#a stay at home mom is a woman taking care of her kids a tradwife is a conservative influencer#a lot of them will hide behind ''well if you're a feminist you should think i'm allowed to choose to stay at home and cook''#and that's the thing. we do. everyone does. even conservatives do.#they'll pretend the problem people have with them is the role they choose to have in their household#in reality the problem people have with them is the propaganda they publish to attempt to enforce their lifestyle as the ''correct'' one#and. again. the lifestyle they may not even actually have once the cameras are off#Anyway. THIS is something a lot of people fall for & then they end up saying ''it's ok to be a tradwife''#it's okay to be a woman who cooks and cleans and takes care of children etc. it's not okay to be a conservative scammer.
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Sometimes with people on youtube it's "upload what I fucking followed you for, not this junk"
And I'm not talking about when they go off on a side project or something, I'm not talking like if you followed someone here for some fandom and now they only talk about The Art of War
Literal example, followed on guy for global economics videos, I don't fucking need positivity videos from you, I definitely don't need videos on how to get rich (mate... I already ain't buying coffee, fancy cars, or whatever the other two things you said were, I literally own my house, I'm only not investing and I still ain't rich... out of touch aussie), and I sure as hell don't need a video about some mr beast challenge
You kinda get what I mean with this of "post the shit I followed you for"?
#like if he was coming at me with like... videos on how to paint fancy stuff on your nails I might not watch; but I'd respect it#this sucks though; and frankly never tell me about how to get rich as if it's just fucking easy and it's your fault you're not#I own a house and often live off less than $2000 a month (when it's more it's cause my mom blew through money)#so I may not be rich but I am perhaps not financially stupid either#and me not being rich may have the most to do with me being fucked up and not managing to work or drive or shit#like if I had an income I might be doing pretty comfortably... but... still not up to trying to make money off something like soap making#want to get the house cleaner; want to be doing the cooking; cause I see how work makes that stuff harder#so I better get that shit habituated first; you know?#plus I hate having to sell shit#anyway; that's a real quick way to annoy me and make me think you're out of touch#there's harder workers than me; smart too; that are barely getting by and it ain't cause they're having a fucking coffee or some shit#avocado toast ass motherfucker; maybe they shouldn't buy phones ass fucker#not as malicious; but as out of touch
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