#Lil Vent

[kraken-pint]

ough

[iguessimfished]

Another vent thing 😭

Is it normal for your parent to sometimes tell you you're useless/a shame to the family?

Or tell you how they can understand why other parents have killed their kids before?-

I think my parent is just stressed (I think) but a lot of the things they say kinda hurts- idk, i feel like i've just been overdramatic about it.

[kommandonuovidiavoli]

So.. the fic kinda flopped.

It was noticed by the main people I wanted it to see, luckly, but some of the tagged ones didn't even see it apparently.

I think it could also be because it was text and there wasn't art on it. Which seems stupid, but even the q&a gets more likes because they have a little 5x5cm art on it.

So... Idk what to do for the Nightmare War tbh.

I need to study something so people won't ignore it or Tumblr won't hide it for them.

[luwha]

Self sabotaged myself out of a job opportunity again. I think it's habit, I can only seem to draw commissions. I don't even draw for myself anymore.

[anjee0]

In regards to the anon who sent hate to me. I'm sorry I'm not good at writing, I'm trying to get better. I know I'm not the best and I'm not super talented but this is just something I enjoy doing and it really sucks when someone tries to ruin it. I know my smut may not be the best either but srsly I'm trying to make it better, I'm not that used to writing it. Thank you

[poetryvampire]

I just want to write my dumb little stories and draw my dumb lil pictures but my life is on fire rn and I'm way to busy to do anything and I'm big frustrated 🙃

[toasterdrake]

ok maybe this is just the people i've come across but watching jp/jw videos on youtube, i've not yet heard 'isla' pronounced properly?? like.. it's isla. it's not that hard

[flutteredvoid]

spiders web

[susartwork]

To all my mutuals who ask me for drawings. Why do I often say no?

Because when I don't work on something strictly connected to my personal projects I feel overwhelmed by the feeling of "not being productive". So it's easier for me to say no than yes. This is also why I don't draw as many fanarts or make drawn asks as often as I used to.

Sorry not sorry. It's not my fault lol.

Still, I am very happy that you like my art, and your support means the whole world to me (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) thank you so much.

[sourcatnip]

OMG I FORGOT TO POST THIS

[iguessimfished]

Lil vent thing

does anyone else feel like your friends secretly hate you and you're being selfish by making them stay around but you know you're just overthinking it and everything's actually fine because they said so?

I've been just laying in bed and overthinking about speaking to them so I've just been really quiet

[araminthe]

I am so tired.

Everyday, it feels like I'm fighting against myself, without victory in sight.

[cheesysocsandart]

The anxiety I'm having atm

I mentioned this on my twitter, and well I noticed how much my account has grown here because of TGAMM content I make and im like wow people actually like the junk I make and I made many new friend again. But then I have that anxiety that once I lose my interest in tgamm once "the end" comes out depending if the show is over or not regardless I want work on my oc stuff again & im anxious about losing the friends I made and that all the stuff I make will go down (I dun really pay attain to followers really all that stuff) but you get where im coming from

Speaking of ocs. Me and my friend Jack @jaspiidoodles are working on our own series. I dun wanna say much, but it was a revamped thing of our OCs we had for tgamm. (Gen Cheesy foghorn) Maybe we'll talk about it at some stage, but for now, just a heads up is all, haha.

sry that this is a long post with a lil bit of venting But I do hope people give my new drawings a chance and doc's it's still a silly lil thing. I probably will doodle tgamm ever so often, im not leaving it forever haha

thank you for reading :3

[anjee0]

Lol it's honestly just funny and pathetic to me that people take time to send anon hate & tell someone else to get off their own platform. Bro gtfo yourself, don't like the content->block the user and go on with your life. These people feed off negativity istg. I'd suggest you don't give such people a second of your time and thought, do your thing

I know right, I 100% with you. Anon really took time out of their day to hate on me, knowing what it would do to me. It really hurt me when I first read my inbox because I guess I'm just really sensitive when it comes to this kind of stuff. I really gotta work on that. Thank you for being so kind 💗

[troolyart]

Heyy

I wanna apologize for the lack of...well, anything lately. Demotivation is hitting me hard in the creative area and life is just getting very busy and expensive rn.

I'll try to post doodles here and there, but completely finished and polished art takes time that I don't have.

Love you guys.

(╥ω╥`)❤️‍🩹

[multifandomhallucinations]

Sometimes I'm like "Leave me alone or I will cry"

And then I'm like "Please love me I need you right now"

And it sucks when I'm both

Because gods I hate myself

The things I've done are unforgivable and I need to be locked up stg

But goddamnit I want someone to love me, someone that'll defend me no matter what I do and hurt me when I ask them to. Not because they want to see me in pain but because it's what I need to make myself see I'm worthy of calling myself human (I'm really not but eh)

Fucking hate being a nonhuman alter that is hated by everyone in it's source