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AUTISM BE AUTISMING RIGHT NOW HELLO ??

ASHNIKKO IS PERFECT FOR JINX AND AUSHSHSHSHSHDHSHHSHD

shocked cat :0

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My hair is so rahghh right now (it's wet and blegh I look like a wet dog)

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I need to write Soup Fishes as Bakugou and Kaminari and Kirishima stuff because I love the idea of that being us so well. Omg wait I have an idea-

kirishima is me i am kirishima for the simple fact that we both have red hair

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I swear I could've had a villain origin story but you know what, Sora may be some sort of villain but she's not cruel, she still loves people, she loves her found family (omg wow who could they be? /Silly ref) she would do anything to make sure her family is ok, but sure she longs for the day she can finally be able to talk to the old friends but as of now, she's focusing on her new band of people, her new group, Her comfort, and she's very happy with who she is now, I'm happy with y'all, I'm always going to be here, and please if there is anything that I may say or do that makes you uncomfortable, PLEASE let me know right then and there, I don't want a repeat of Crow, I want to be able to correct myself and not make those mistakes again.

<3

im glad that youre happy rn!!! :D

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I find it strangely comforting to send my old account asks filled with negativity, things that I cannot speak aloud as myself, I cannot send myself an ask in a normal way, I have to be in 2nd person view, I have to be a different person, because Sora and Crow are separate people now, I don't relate to Crow anymore, Sora can tell Crow all the shitty things Crow cannot tell herself, Crow used to be me, now I want nothing to do with Crow, I've already said it but Sora just sounds so much better, she sounds like a sweet person that isn't afraid to tell the other version of herself to fuck off, she isn't afraid to tell the other version of herself that she hates her, it's like a story, the villain who is angry at her younger naive self from when she thought the world of her friends, but then she realizes that they didn't think the same of her, they didn't tell her how uncomfortable she made them, she became the villain because she was deemed one by Them. That's how it kinda feels, Sora is Crow, but the villain, she could have been a hero, but she ended up hurt, because of the lack of knowledge that she was making others uncomfortable, it was her fault sure, but they're also at fault for not telling her sooner, not labeling boundaries. Sora hates herself, but not hating Sora, she hates who she was before, she hates Crow.

movie scenario

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Soup Fishes in a nutshell

FRFR

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Help I'm going to explode- take this little thing I thought of because this is a repeat of my life.

A then 13 year old girl responded to a 23 year old French cosplayer's Instagram story, instantly got the reply, instantly got his follow, was so happy to have such a cool person become a mutual, became friends, got each other's discord, he became a brother figure, and he was the one who called himself her older brother, she loved that, almost 5 years later, that now 17 almost 18 year old "girl" starts to interact with two other teens, probably around the same age as she was years earlier, she ends up taking them both in under her wing, she becomes a family figure, let it be, a mother, a grandmother, or even a sister, regardless, she's the eldest one, and she will do what ever it takes to make sure her kids are ok, anything to make sure that her kids are feeling good, she realizes, she's becoming her now 27 year old French cosplayer brother figure, she's him, she's become him, she's reliving his choices, a good choice.

I cannot find the exact word to describe this lmao It's a "remake" a "sequel" Oh I found it I'm Mirroring my brother figure's decision to take me in as his little sister/surrogate daughter and becoming the same to you and Calico

"BITCH IM A MOTHER :D NO DRAMA >:D"

mami- mama a girl behind you💜 (im so glad to have you as a parental figure raaaah!!)

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Not having hair ties makes me mad because I wanna put my hair in little tiny pig tail braids so I can look like Jinx a little bit (at least until I can color my hair blue) but I can't :(

im sorry:((((

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Oh how I wish I knew the context here-

WHAT IS THE CONTEXT HERE? WHAT IS IN HER MOUTH? JINX? I NEED TO FIND THE CONTEXT HELP?

oopsy daisy????…..

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FUCK ME?

this is Vi in act 2, look at her fingers. Just. Look.a tthem

thats what im sayinggggg😩😩😩😩😩

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I can't send videos here but I can put the links

https://youtu.be/ngs5Hf3U9jY?si=Xt9NJH37Llvudtid

https://youtu.be/gpyL-CWH-QA?si=JaK80QDD1NT2mtqS

The first one is before the second one btw

TYYYY

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I haven't seen it yet but I have already claimed Jinx as the favorite because of this one quote

"I thought..maybe you could love me like you used to, even though I'm...different" -i think this was in the final episode in act 1, Jinx is talking to her sister Vi after Jinx killed Silco, who was like a father figure to Jinx for 9 years(?)-

(I need to find the clip hold on brb it's a painful scene but omg it's so beautiful)

AUSHDHDHDHDHDHD

idk who this viktor guy is but HEART EYES

AND ALSO

AAAAUFHSJFNWNFNNDNDNWNSMAMAMAMamamsmfnfncndndnNAJEJFNENDNFBDNDNGN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I love how pretty she looks, I have a type ig lmao

i have not found my fav arcane character yet cause i didnt get to watch it:(((

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I realized that my artstyle is semi decent enough to teach people on my artstyle

offering tips here, use guidelines, watch a lot of art tiktok compilations, looking at different styles can help develop your own, it took me months for my art to get as decent as it has gotten so far, and it's mainly in my traditional artwork than my digital art, i personally draw my art on paper and if i like it enough to digitalize it, i do so, im just figuring out how to render digitally and it's pretty easy once you find a good way of doing it

i can offer you some tips if you'd like me to

I love helping others with stuff

YEAHHHH!!!! PWEASE TIPS ON TRADITIONAL ART PLSPLSPLSPLS

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Hiya btw I just woke up I'm tired still and I wanna draw dragons lmao

goodmornign!!!!! i just got home………. from travellinf…….may the universe be on my side cause WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPING

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me after reading the post you told me to look at about bpd and it feeling like I'm being called out

(*insert the "AAAAW LOOK AT ALL THE LONELY PEOPLE" realization edit audio)

get it checked out if possible:(

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hey Milo, could you explain to me exactly what bpd is, bc i know only a little bit and i wanna be more educated on it (the bits i do know of however have begun to make me question some things) (you dont have to answer this if you dont want to ofc its all /nf <3)

i also typed this on my tv so i cant fix any mistakes rn lmao help /silly

i domt really know how to explain it but i found someone who does!! tysm for caring about such little things:(<3