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amerasdreams · 2 years ago

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Absence of words can hurt as much as hurtful words

Suh as when dad comes home or I come home and he doesn't say a word to me. Not even hi.

Throws me back to when I was a kid and he wouldn't speak to me for weeks at a time except to tell me to shut the door, lock the door, close the fridge, turn off the light etc

#Or am I overblowing things #Life #Words #Makes me feel worthless #Like a pain in my heart #I used to hate dad #I still struggle w it but now it's more mild resentment #And not constant #Echoes of that don't go away #Things from as a kid stay w you #He was depressed I get that but #I was a kid.#What do you think that does to someone

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danidoesathing · 2 months ago

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physically sick over the fact that. In the game’s canon Viktor is doing whatever he can to get rid of his emotions and humanity. and it’s what him and Jayce clash over most. its the center of their entire conflict

but in arcane it’s torn away from him against his will because of Jayce. Because Jayce didn’t care what Viktor became as long as he got his partner back. Hello. Can anyone hear me

#in another life this is exactly what you would’ve wanted. but this isn’t that life and it isn’t what you want #going to THROW UP #their relationship in arcane vs the game already made me insane but oh my GOD #there are benefits to looking into the lore. like heartbreak and PAIN #dani speaks #arcane #arcane league of legends #arcane season 2 #arcane season 2 spoilers #jayce talis #arcane jayce #viktor arcane #viktor #jayvik #arcane jayvik #in my heart at least

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chloesimaginationthings · 2 months ago

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Gregory knows he looks LIKE HIM in FNAF..

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fanart #michael afton #fnaf gregory #david afton #evan afton #security breach #fnaf 4 #tyler the creator #your guys weekly angst eat up girlies!!#This is in fact based off ‘like him’ by Tyler The Creator #and tbh I might make another song semi based off that song #seeing it surprisingly works with a lot of fnaf BAHAH #but the plot point Gregory is supposed to be in same way David #truly hits me in a way #either to the mimic or in this case Michael #to think Michael can’t help but see his brother in Gregory #that in a way he’s a substitution for him #it mimics a lot how in the movie Abby makes Mike think of Garrett etc #this is an ongoing thing with Michael as a character #and truly it destroys my poor little heart #so of course I had to share the pain 💜💜

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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I don't want to regret the way I lived

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #nobara kugisaki #nanami kento #choso kamo #junpei yoshino #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES #'did you sleep hina' no #ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD #i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew #also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To #he is implied through th dialogue #side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way #pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me #not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap

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tacc0yak1 · 8 months ago

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his love has no bounds he just doesn’t realize it yet :’V

#twisted wonderland #twst #lilia vanrouge #THEY MAKE ME SSICKKKK #and cry #vanrouge family u will be the closest to my heart #disney twisted wonderland #artists on tumblr #twst lilia #silver twst #silver vanrouge #SILVER…..VANROUGE!#tacc0yak1art #general lilia #book 7 spoilers #book 7 #i got the general lilia ssr at 71 pity but instead of drawing him like i always do #i draw pain and angst

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 7 months ago

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington · 1 year ago

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mold

#ethan winters #leon kennedy #lethan #resident evil #resident evil village #resident evil fanart #rebhfun #roomate au #based on a convo i had with my friend coffee #ty coffee 🙏#what if ethan suffers from the same side effects eveline did...#like throwing up mold and stuff #and like has heart aches and stuff or kinda like a phantom pain of his heart since miranda ripped it out...#his body is crumbling apart...

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feathercreates · 6 months ago

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"Old friend... I miss you so much. I'm so sorry."

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donutfrost · 11 days ago

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pretend like it's the first time

#xehaqus #xehanort #eraqus #kingdom hearts #kh #khdr #dark road #young xehanort #young eraqus #my art #this is based off arcane if it wasnt obvious enough #anyways. i ended up liking these two way more than i thought i was going to before KHDR and now im in pain. like a lot of pain #WHY ARE YOU SO DOOMED!

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fantasykiri5 · 3 days ago

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Ticklish

#My art #jizzie #lizzie ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady #ldshadowlady fanart #lizzie ldshadowlady fanart #Joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #joel smallishbeans fanart #smallishbeans fanart #fun fact when I started this sketch it wasn’t intended to be Jizzie. Then it turned into them as I drew. They infest my brain #Anyways. Love them #I’ve got a couple alt versions of this if anyone wants to see them. They’re just a couple different backgrounds and some little hearts but-#-they’re cute. Maybe I’ll attach them in a rb #Anyways I’m SUUUUPER proud of their face shapes here- especially Joel’s- I feel like I got them to look really good and somewhat feel like-#-their real face shapes while still being simple. Which I feel is impressive for such a STUPID angle GODS t was a pain. Turned out great-#-but UGH pissed me off once or twice there #Might also post some sketch layers too. Mainly because Joel’s happy trail was lost in the final version and I’m mourning it #Idk though. We’ll see how I feel in the morning 👍#Also happy new years I guess #I fucking HATED drawing Joel’s foot btw toes fucking SUCK TO DRAW they’re a fuckin pain. Stupid shaped appendage fr #I AM however very happy with their clothes. The skirt shape. The belt loops and seam on the pants. OUGH i like drawing clothes #Hermitcraft #hermitcraft art #hermitcraft fanart #life series #empires smp #uhhhh those last ones are just for reach I guess it’s not server specific #life series fanart #trafficblr

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castiel · 1 month ago

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i knew i needed to come back and save you ⤷ I Saw The TV Glow (2024) -- dir. Jane Schoenbrun

#i saw the tv glow #isawthetvglowedit #isttgedit #brigette lundy paine #justice smith #my edits #my gifs #guys. this movie broke me #not only was it one of the most gorgeous movies i've seen in a long time #but MY HEART #i feel like i need to watch it again already #THERE IS STILL TIME <3

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densewentz · 7 months ago

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Edwin has to bite his lip to smother his laugh, shoulders shaking minutely against tanned skin. The rough sound ratchets up a tick. Purring. The Cat King is purring.

Guys I wrote 2k of toothrotting catwin fluff! Check it out on ao3 💕

tags: edwin/cat king, established relationship, Teen, no archive warnings, kissing/cuddling, purring, excessive use of the words warmth and rumbling, just generally a sweet soft little thing tbh