Don't mind me just kriffing SOBBING over our blueberry boy speaking onscreen for the first time in OVER FIVE YEARS
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"It was always stuck on the happy color," he gave a dry chuckle. "Even at the hospital. That's how we knew it was all bullshit."
okay but like,, what is he WAS happy,, what then huh xue yang,, what if he was able to find peace and happiness knowing that his family was there with him,,, what about that??
based on the fic the thread that binds us by @wifiwuxians
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super long rant incoming:
the joegoldbergification is super weird. like please please if you’re obsessed with me to an unhealthy and dangerous degree, just keep it to yourself. just don’t tell me, please. the amount of times someone has gotten like this with me and escalated things when i’ve told them to stop is seriously wild. and like wtf is this about saying how you didn’t want to have parasocial interactions like hello?? is my existence a performance to you? am i content created to be fed and consumed by you? and why WHY would you ever think it’s alright to take my kindness as an avenue to then start talking shit about femmes you had falling outs with?? what do you gain from that? certainly not respect from me and that’s why i called you out repeatedly on that shit. so so fucking weird. do you think you gain my pity or my sympathy?? you’re not a beaten dog so please stop. like oh my god the dog metaphor makes me wanna slam my head into a wall. like as someone who has literally been forced to watch animal cruelty take place, shut the fuck up. shut the hell up. your relationship ended and now you wanna demonize people and rewrite history thinking that if certain people don’t know the full story that they’ll just believe you. legitimately how the fuck and why the fuck would i do that when you position yourself as a blameless victim?? it’s so weird and odd. and on top of aaaaaall of that, to obsessively text me and try to like corral me into a corner and say all of this weird stuff like as if you’re spiraling about me when we’d only texted for three days (two of which i wasn’t even responding to you for) is seriously bonkers. like seriously thank fuck something told me not to sext you because i just know things would have gotten awful. it’s not normal and it’s not okay and it’s not healthy. please stop idolizing me. i’m just a person and i am no more interesting than the next person. your obsession is not my responsibility! to try and manipulate me with the way you talk about your ex is super super weird. like extremely weird. i have a mind of my own?? hello?? i make my own judgments myself and i use intuition for a great deal of that. took me all of five seconds after blocking you to check the femme discord and see that i should have already done so but i haven’t because i’ve been busy with family emergencies for like two months. very uncool. very weird, very strange behavior. not my job, not my problem. i am not all of these weird deified titles you like to call me. i don’t have to be ‘omnipotent’ to know that you are trying to bury her and scream your lungs out into the fucking grave as if she deserves it. god i fucking hate when people do this shit. like can toxic mutuals maybe just instead leave me alone?? ‘why are you mutuals with them if they’re toxic” BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW AND I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO BE SOCIAL AND FIND OUT UNTIL NOW. like fuck dude i hate it here sometimes. if you’re just haha obsessed with me, GREAT. but please don’t start dumping all this weird shit about how i *make* you feel when im not doing anything and i’ve stated that im not encouraging anything and ive communicated that’s a you thing. i literally told you to focus on yourself and stop talking shit about her and you just kept doing it. the whole obsessed with me thing can be what it is, at this point it’s so normal irl and on here that i’m too exhausted to try and do it all, but the decision to keep going and keep talking shit about her and demonizing them and making yourself a blameless victim is fucking gross and no i actually won’t just sit there and listen to it in exchange for your attention or some weird shit like that. i find it super super weird your constant asking of me to tell you what i think about you and what i think about ANYTHING and everything about you. what the actual fuck?? and then to be like ‘i want to take accountability’ after i’ve already told you everything you’re doing wrong and locked my boundaries and said how uncomfortable i am?? that’s hilarious. anyways ugh okay that’s it bye
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haha yeah fuck it we ball!! haha yeah. um. Someone Is Going To Die
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being a sims crime storyteller be like...
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Y’all is Hollow Knight hard or do I just suck because oh my god??
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Billy? Is that you?
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NEGIDRILL PEOPLE, SOMEONE (besides me) MADE FANART OF THE FIC AND IT'S SO SO SOO SOOO GOOOD , inside Im already in tears and on the ground sobbing
I'm not sure if they want me to highlight them and put them on a spotlight or anything (it's ok, i have a following of like 10 people so they wont be mobbed lol) BUT IT'S SOO GOOD, it's in the comments of the fic, go take a look.....
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Something about The Littlest Libertine (the song) makes me feel about to cry and I don’t know why. Something nostalgic maybe? All kinds of music made me cry as a kid.
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I love the dreams in which the chorus of Hail the Nightmare sings for me... It is a different song every time, but they are always so beautiful, so... genuine? Invoking emotions I can't even identify. They are entrancing and elevating. Singing of Choir (that I presume is in Ebrietas lyrics) just feels so cold and hollow in comparison, it doesn't have fire in it.
Really would love to see (or rather, hear, haha) another dream like that.
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warned my parents about the heavy subject matter in the new episode, and Ham said “ECHO BETTER NOT DIE” and I said, “nah it’s a Crosshair episode 😌”, so she asked “DOES CROSSHAIR DIE???”, and I told her he’s fine, he’s just dead on the inside 😝
and my bro decided to butt in with “yeah the writers aren’t brave enough to kill Echo or Crosshair, if anyone’s on death’s door, it’s Hunter” and I bout had a conniption, why would you SAY THAT, ESPECIALLY IN MY PRESENCE
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I'm just staring at those shock waves gifs like...how is Nick not dead lol?? It looks like he basically got shot in the heart.
I know! I'm kinda happy they showed how like...devastating the shooting was on him not just physically but also mentally in this episode given that we don't see much in the episode itself outside of him being a little hoarse and wearing a hospital gown at the end lol (and the arm sling that just straight up disappears after the opening of shock waves.) Seeing it so close to his heart adds a new level to how everyone was calling each other in meat jekyll to say nick was okay which I feel like is a detail I never focus on enough
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[Surprise headcanon meme for Roman.
In an AU... If Roman was ever on Come Dine With Me. He'd judge other people's dishes SO HARD because he is such a prissy rich boy. If he can cook, he'd make everything from scratch and it'd be the finest, fanciest meal anyone ever had. If he can't cook, he'd have a chef do it. Either way, everyone hates him cause he's such a snob when it comes to food and will make it known to the whole table. If he can't cook and has a chef make it, that's just an added bonus on the hate train for the other contestants.]
Accepted! In a normal AU where he’s not a crime lord and just a cooking contestant... his episodes would easily be the most notorious throughout the entire series. Roman Sionis would be infamous for his attitude, a prissy rich boy who is all about cooking authentic, traditional™ meals and would not shy away from verbally eviscerating other people’s dishes. Did they put cream in the fucking carbonara? REAL Italians wouldn’t be caught dead dishonouring one of their classic dishes like that. What’s that, they couldn’t be bothered making their own broth from scratch? Figures with how sloppily they dress, clearly they’re too lazy to put in any effort whatsoever.
0/10 from him. Even one point is too generous for what he had to put up with. Other contestants and viewers would loathe Roman, especially if he’s hypocritical about great cooking and has the audacity to hire a chef to make all his dishes for him. By far one of their most controversial casting choices, similar to Salvo.
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fronted to the body sweating balls due to a fever,, im congested af, dehydrated/lightheaded, nauseous, and worst of all, i cant listen to loud angsty music because i think we have an ear infection
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