#LOOK I MEAN
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since apparently I'm having feelings about this today: according to my headcanon, they do not break up right after the events of IWTB.
that near-breakup gives them the push they need to work on their issues, and for a while it works. they're okay, they're happy. sometimes it's hard. sometimes it's impossible. some nights he sleeps on the couch, some days she works extra long days because she doesn't want to face the silence at home when things get bad. but they are determined, and they are in love. so in love, always. they need that to be enough. they've been through so much.
she falls asleep with her head on his shoulder in the middle of a movie. he surprises her with a nice dinner when she comes home. she calls him from work because it's a hard day, and his voice is the only thing that cheers her up. he kisses the sweat off her neck after a long walk on a hot summer day. they get dressed in the morning just to undress each other again no time at all later, and they spend hours exploring what they already know so well, always learning each other all over again. they sit on their porch in the evening watching the stars, their hands entwined, their souls as well. they are in love, so ridiculously head over heels in love even after all this time.
he doesn't tell her when he feels empty inside because he doesn't want to make her hard days any harder. she isn't honest when he asks her what's wrong, blames it on work instead of telling him she can't handle his silence. he says he's fine but she can see it in his eyes that he's been crying. she smiles even though she knows he can always tell when it's fake. he doesn't want her to shoulder the weight of his pain on top of her own. she doesn't want to make his dark days any darker by casting shadows over them.
through it all, there's love, so much love. they have got each other's backs, always. just not their own. and it's too much, it's all too much. how long can you keep stretching out your hand to a drowning person who keeps telling you they're fine while you're watching their lungs filling with water?
she doesn't leave because she wants to, she leaves because she has to. he doesn't ask her to stay. they both have demons to fight. you can't fight when you have no way to hide your bloodied hands from the person who knows you best.
and still there's love, so much love. quiet now. before, it grew into a hurricane to drown out everything when things got bad. now, it's soft, so soft. slow smiles. gentle hugs. phone calls to exchange silly little stories. coffee when he's in town, a kiss on the cheek when they say goodbye. missing each other -- missing each other. not because they're hiding their true selves behind made-up truths. missing each other so much they find another reason to meet for coffee.
working together again, spending time with each other, and it's all there; the same and different. they both walked away but they never left. they tried to stop the bleeding by pretending there was no wound. they make a promise not to cover their cuts and bruises anymore. no more flinching away because they touched a sore spot they hadn't known was there.
it's not easy, but nothing ever is. and there is love, so much love, still head over heels after all this time.
#txf#the x files#msr#mulder and scully#I'm having feelings not sure if u can tell#look I mean#canon is a potluck#bring what you like and only take what you want#txf meta
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Guys...
Listen I know it sounds crazy- but hear me out-
I kind of- see similarities between these two bastards... am- am I crazy????
#transformers#steel rambles#maccadam#maccadams#shitpost#megatron#tfa#tfa megatron#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#LOOK I MEAN#Alastp is a twink other than that the smirk#the manipulation#the gaslight gatekeep girlboss#the weird effect in their voice#(Megatron's way deeper and hotter but you see wat i mean)#come on just watched the scene where Megs was talking to the constructions#it was like hearing a deamon tempting someone LIKE#ajjdjgfjgjgihiyy
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Dating someone for a couple weeks and I told them I was really into Peter Pan as a kid and they just said "Rufio"
#queer#gay#look I mean#i totally didn't do things because of rufio#or think he was the shit as a kid#totally not#trans#neurodivergent#peter pan#hook#rufio#okay it's accurate
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mans husband just got shot wtf woman-
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ppl were drawing mikus from all over so heres habesha miku and her lil twin sibs rin and len!!
#this trend sparked so much joy in my soul#i saw many fun cute and silly mikus#i love drawing habesha clothes but a lot of them require small detailed embroidery that makes me go insane#this is why ppl use pattern brushes cuz damn i had to simplify everything basically#also im bad at writing amharic and tigrinya oops!!#this was fun it got me outta a slump i was in all damn week#interestingly... their faces look a lot like my siblings and i? i didnt mean to do that at all tho... huh#my art#hatsune miku#kagamine rin#kagamine len#vocaloid
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𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗅 𝗐𝗂𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗌 𝗎 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝖽𝖺𝗒 ♡
𝗏𝗂𝖺: 𝖾𝗇𝗀𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗁𝗂𝗅𝗅_𝗓𝗈𝗈
#ahh I just love her so much!#I mean#look how cute and soft and adorable and lovely she is !!#cottagecore#nature#naturecore#flowers#flowercore#warmcore#sheep#lambs#animals#photography#farmcore#cute#cottage aesthetic
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they can't stop you from thinking about gay sex on company time
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will forever love ryoko kui for depicting spooky evil laios despite him not actually having a villain arc
like thank you. i needed this. laios would never, and yet we have been fed anyway. ah dungeon meshi, as they say. do you get me.
#i LIVE for this shit. i mean look at all the izuru stuff ive reblogged you know i love this#turboautism says things#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#dunmeshi spoilers#laios touden
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Imagine spending all your energy being cool and mysterious 24/7.
What an idiot have I mentioned I love him?
Idea came from a cool post @nouverx made about Alastor’s possible sleeping habits. 💕
#grey art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin hotel comic#Oh I am DONE coloring stuff for a while! it’s so boring!#I mean it looks great but I haaaaaate spending time on it!#get used to grayscale stuff for a while#also coloring multiple characters is stupid! no no no.#angel dust#husker#sir pentious#alastor#charlie morningstar#hazbin husker#hazbin alastor#god I’m glad to be done with this one
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gargoyle Mal is everything I've ever dreamed of and more. his little raincoat! his umbrella! I hope he really does have big ol' stompy rainboots to splash around in puddles in. I hope they have little faces on them.
(Twst please give me Malleus having a rainy day adventure, this is everything I need right now)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#malleus draconia crown prince of briar valley descendent of the witch of thorns and a mage of frightening power: ooh big splashy#(my brain INSTANTLY to this very day: hit 'em with a splash attack)#honestly though yeah i do just want to see malleus having a really good fun day in the rain looking at some big stone fellas#it's gonna be three solid hours of him lecturing us on the minutiae of stone masonry and i'm gonna be hooked on every second#remember kids: aqueduct means you're in luck#if there's no water spout then get it the heck OUT
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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elita pep talk
#transformers one#transformers#b 127#bumblebee#elita one#i want more content of elita and bee#their dynamic would be so funny i think#ur mean aunt who acts like she hates u but she gets u that one really obscure thing u mentioned in passing conversation#i think their relationship can be really sweet#i think bee would geniunly really look up to elita and think shes so awesome#and elita is just like okay this annoying yellow thing follows me around now i guess#(she loves him)#her stupid son that she hates#shes tough on him but she cares...
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WE'RE SO BACK
#tim drake#nightwing#dick grayson#hey this took under 7 hours to do and that was so much faster than the last attempt. that other tim drake one with cleaner lines took me#days to finish and i was coloring it like that one white boy with pulsing veins on his forehead. i was watching one video about how the#thing stopping you from creating is being too obsessed with perfectionism and this is true. we must go forward. GO FORTH. CREATE.#EMBRACE FLAWS AND ACCEPT THAT SOMETIMES IT MAY LOOK ASS. I wouldve been happier with more frames between it but it is a sunday.#M-F employed people you know that means no staying up til 3 am doing little projects because it will mess u up so bad. finished before 12
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be careful what you wish for, Fordsy
commission info here
#gravity falls#the book of bill#stanford pines#bill cipher#billford#ford pines#my art#my fanart#that one scene in lilo and stitch but make it the beggining of toxic yaoi#holy shit the bgs actually look great on this what possesed me#Ford's self isolated ass like “please I need a higher power to help me and maybe make me feel less lonely”#and a higher power answered#but powerfull does not mean bening as Ford was soon to find out#they make me insane#less shippy than my other stuff but
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I have some questions about karaoke night, Alex Hirsch. Very Important Questions. Which I will happily scream at a poor hapless baby triangle who can have no answers for me, and possibly also does not have object permanence yet.
Follow-up that is I guess suggestive, but let's be real here, Bill's a fucking triangle:
Dude slipped right into his birthday suit, lmao
this is so stupid :D
Anyway, I don't care what anyone says, this brilliant individual knows what's up - Bill is absolutely way more of a monsterfucker than Ford could or ever will be, full stop.
#fanart#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls#book of bill#i watched gravity falls because i was curious about all the Toxic Old Man Yaoi on my dash and wanted context#turns out most of the context was in the book of bill tho lmao#look they either banged or married or both while drunk and i will accept no other possibilities#you don't use the phrase 'and one thing led to another' in a PRIVATE JOURNAL if what happened wasn't salacious in some way#i mean - ford didn't exactly grow up in The Most Inclusive Time Period???#dude was probably like 'gotta use this wording for plausible deniability - NO ONE can know i boinked the talking triangle'#in other news - i must bully the baby billy#don't know how much more GF stuff i'll toss up here but i have a few other little scribbles in the works. probably won't color them tho lol#also don't ask me why bill's bowtie stays where it is despite his “pants” being under it. just. just fucking don't ok???#EDIT: oh and since i see this a lot in this fandom for some reason: DO NOT REPOST THIS PLZ K THX :D
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