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Being James Potter little sister and Harry Potterâs aunt would include...
I just thought that there are so many Imagines about beign James Potter little sister but thereâs no relationship between her and Harry so here it goes!
Hope you like it!
Mr. and Mrs. Potter didnât thought that theyâll have another kid after James, but when the notice that Mrs Potter was pregnant they were happy
James was the most exited because he wouldâve someone to play with
You were nine years younger than your brother James
James spend a lot of time with baby you and tried to feed to always wanting to help your mother
As soon as you gave your first steps James was already thinking of teaching you how lo fly a broom
Until he had to go to his first year at Hogwarts
He came home for vacations happy to see you again and more happy because he had made his best friends
You grew up with the marauders practically because they visited James frequently at home
You were shy when you first meet the boys, especially Sirius because he was really handsome (but your crush on Sirius faded with time)
At first you were jealous about Lily
You had always been the one girl James had eyes for and now you had to share your brother!
But then you realized she was a good person and fall in love with her becoming great friends
James was the most excited when you got your letter to Hogwarts
You buy your first wand at his side
Your first year at Hogwarts was great
You got sorted into Gryffindor just like your brother and he was over the moon by that news
Lily and James gave you the notice you were going to be an aunt!
Little Harry was a great kid
You loved Harry with all your heart from the moment he was born
When the war was at it worst James wanted you to be with them hidden but you had your second year at Hogwarts and he knew you would be safe with Dumbledore
But then it all happened, your brother and your sister in law were dead, killed by Voldemort and little Harry had to be with Lilyâs sister
Even though you wanted to take care of Harry you were too young
You got into the Gryffindor quidditch team as a seaker just like your brother and that made you feel close to him
Every year you would send Harry gifts but then realized that Petunia might just not be giving them to Harry because you never recived a letter thanking you
As soon as you turned 17 you went to visit Harry but Petunia didnât let you into the house, saying you were a weird and she wouldnât have you in her home
You always buy Harry gifts for his birthday and Christmas and collected them over the years hoping you could give them to him one day
When you graduated you became an Auror
Once you knew Harry would start his first year at Hogwarts you wanted to take him to Diagonal Valley but Dumbledore talked to you and convinced you that he would be safe with Hagrid
Harry never knew he had an aunt until Hermonie Granger told him you and James had been seakers for the Gryffindor quidditch team
On Christmas Day you sent a lot of presents to Harry and a letter explaining who you where and why you hadnât been in contect with you, and beign sorry for it, understanding that if he didnât want to talk to you
By your surprise he answered your letter, he seem to be a good kid, and you exchange letters as long as he was at Hogwarts
On summer he stopped answering and that made you scared
One day Arthur Weasley, who worked at the ministry just like you but on other department invited you to dinner letting you know that Harry was at his house.
Once you saw Harry your eyes filled with tears, he looked just like James, but with Lilyâs beautiful green eyes, couldnât control yourself you gave him a big hug
âSorry Harry, I got excitedâ you said breaking the hug and quickly cleaning your tears âitâs fineâ Harry said just like you cleaning a small tear of excitement
You may have abused a little of Arthur and Mollyâs kindness going more times to the burrow but they liked seeing Harry with someone of his family
You always brought something to the burrow, like something to eat to a gift for Molly since they were taking so much care of Harry
Ron Weasley, Harryâs best friend was mind blown when you said you were a auror
Harry told you about his time at Hogwarts and that he was a seaker too
âIt runs in the family kid, weâre great seakers!â
Harry wanted to spend his next vacation with you but you told him that with your work it was difficult because he would be alone and that the best was if he stayed with the Dursleyâs
He didnât like that but you knew it was the safest place for Harry
When Sirius Black escaped from askaban you freaked out, but you recived a letter of Remus lupin letting you know he would be teaching at Hogwarts
You were calm knowing Remus was with Harry and told him to please protect Harry
Remus and Harry told you that Sirius was innocent
When Harry got into the Wizards Tournament you went as his family member along with the Weasleys
When Sirius died you were broken but you werenât going to let that distance you from Harry, even if Harry said it would be better if you didnât talk
You always believed what Harry said and hated with your life anyone who said he was a liar
When the war finally ended and Voldemort was really gone forever you spend a lot of time with your nephew
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Broken Strings, chapter 3: Showdown
Broken Strings is a story meant to complete the Showdown Bandit narrative and give it a proper ending. You can read the first part here and the second part here.
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To Penny, there was a certain nostalgia to coming back to her shop. She could vaguely remember, months ago, going to sleep in the room above her store as she had every night since sheâd come into existence, and somehow waking up outside of it on the streets. A sign reading âpermanently closed,â was on it. After that, it didnât take Penny long to figure out that her role had been changed slightly- from here on in, she had never had a shop and would have to ignore her previous memories of having one. Role changes like that simply didnât happen anymore, thankfully. Hers had been the last one.
Putting now slightly-chewed eyes back in her sockets, she could see that the store was exactly as it once was- the equipment meant to forge weaponry in the corner, the supplies lining the shelves, the guns hung up on the wall behind the counter. It was time for Penny to go back to being the Penny she was supposed to be, back then. Rough and tough. A gunsmith and a tailor. Banditâs trusty sidekick.
Firstly, she counted up the guns. There were eighteen in total. Not great, but⌠she checked in the forging area and found two partially complete guns that sheâd been working on before her shopâs closing. Maybe she could complete them before the horde arrived.
âI need the twenty best shots we have here,â Penny said. âWe have barrels and barrels of ammo, please make sure we know for sure. Without being too wasteful, that is.â
The puppets began testing their skills by shooting at a target at an outside range. A while later, Bandit strode in. His thinned, bitten wooden joints had been replaced with brass ones, and his paint had been redone. The leftover bites on his limbs didnât seem to be holding him back any. He asked for the best gun she had. âNo. Youâre a Bandit, but that doesnât mean you have the shooting skills of the Bandit. Youâll have to compete just like everyone else. Shouldnât be a problem for you, though.â
âAh mean, it wonât, but donât you owe me one for fetching yer eyes?â
âYes, and for that, Iâll upgrade your gun. For the invasion if I can, afterwards if not.â Bandit grumbled, but left without a fuss. Shooting a bullseye with his eyes closed was a good way to relieve his frustration, and Penny awarded him with a golden handgun- the best handgun she had.
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Outside, Miss Lorelei and a few other puppets were positioning sandbags and other items for the combatant puppets to hide behind.
âYou feel like helpinâ?â she asked a farmer-looking puppet who was sitting back, drinking tea, and watching them.
âNah. Youâre a bunch of crazies as far as Iâm concerned. Iâm just enjoyinâ the show.â
Miss Lorelei rolled her eyes and kept working. When Doc Carver saw this, he immediately dropped the sandbag he was carrying and ran off.
âWhere are ya goinâ?â Miss Lorelei asked.
âTo make sure someone I love will survive this,â
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Doc Carver found Banker in his office- unsurprising as he never left it. âBanker? Did you hear the town meeting?â Bankerâs office right at town hall. The only real reason he wouldnât have seen it is if he were asleep.
âY-yes. Do you believe all of that stuff, Doc?â
âYes. I came here to make sure that you would be able to get out.  When⌠is the last time youâve been out of there?â
âN-not for a few weeks. I know I should try to stretch my legs more oftenâŚâ
âThis isnât about your legs! Your legs are stiff wood!â Banker started shaking. âWhat?â
âYou shouldnât say that. You could be punished for breaking your role.â
Doc shook his head. âThis is exactly what I was afraid of. Please, come out with me. Iâll ease you through it, but you need to break every rule if youâre going to survive.â
Banker stepped out of his building.
âOkay. now letâs look up together. Thatâs the most sacred rule of us puppets- if you can do that without losing your mind, then Bandit really is right. The rules arenât real.â
This served a purpose other than to ensure Bankerâs safety: Doc was rather afraid of having other puppets look up. They didnât need more widespread insanity in Showdown Valley. So, having a relatively fragile puppet do it now instead of having numerous puppets do it later was simply practical.
The two looked up. Their box did indeed have a ceiling- not a good thing. Worse, it was made of metal. Doc could see the tops of their strings, held to the ceiling by magnets. If only heâd done this sooner, he could have healed so many puppets that heâd considered incurable. He looked over to Banker, who had dropped to his knees in reverence.
âWeâll find a way out,â Doc promised.Â
Banker snuggled up against him, tears falling from his eyes. "I know you will.â There was nothing that Doc couldnât do. He was more crying over the sudden realization that the rules didnât exist. Banker looked nothing like the puppet he was supposed to. He was too cowardly to properly fulfill his role. Most puppets thought that the punishment for that was insanity, but heâd always believed it had to be worse than that- some sort of awful retribution by whatever had forced them into their roles in the first place. Even if he died in the showdown, he couldnât help but feel relieved and very overwhelmed at the thought that he didnât need to be anyone but himself.
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By evening, the puppets had everything in place for the Showdown. All in all, there were twelve puppets armed with handguns, and eight others armed with shotguns. Penny had swapped out the barrel and on Banditâs gun so that he could shoot larger bullets- she figured that a slightly shorter-ranged but very deadly weapon would be just his style. In addition, four brave souls had agreed to stay and fight with only melee weapons, including Miss Lorelei and her trusty shovel, which sheâd sharpened until it could cut a sliver off her arm. Doc Carver had given up on escape, but heâd found shelter for the defenseless puppets in a cabin as far from the Happy Mines as possible, guarding the door with a butcherâs knife and alongside two miners with pickaxes. Ten or so puppets had still refused to believe that anything was happening, and were wandering the streets or tucked into their homes.
According to Penny, the stringless werenât coming until sunrise, so they all settled down behind their bunkers to sleep, while taking turns keeping watch.
Then, it happened.
A wave of enemies appeared from the happy mines- around three dozen puppets of all sizes, all packing melee weapons such as clubs and spears. None of them packed guns, but a sizable amount of them had sticks of dynamite hanging from their belts. The shotgun users began to shoot once the stringless puppets came into range, knocking off limbs but not stopping a single puppetâs advance.
âBig ones first,â Bandit yelled at the five handgun-wielding puppets he was hiding with. âLetâs overwhelm them one by one!â They obeyed this plan, filling one large, club-wielding puppet with lead until he fell to his knees and then focusing in on another. A group of eight stringless noticed this and charged Banditâs hiding place.
âAim for the legs!â he yelled. They managed to cripple two of the advancing hoard before one puppet lit a stick of dynamite and threw it into Banditâs hiding place. The six soldiers of Showdown Valley dispersed, one having his legs and one arm torn off. Bandit lay in shock until Miss Lorelei appeared, using her shovel to stab a stringless whoâd been about to club Bandit. She helped Bandit to his feet. With the horde upon them, Bandit was finally able to use his secret weapon. Putting those giant bullets into the joints of stringless, he crippled three while Miss Lorelei watched his back and drove away his would be attackers with her blade. It was as though the two of them were in a violent dance, dodging the dynamite, keeping themselves aware of their surroundings lest they be the ones crippled. Crippled puppet bodies became like landmines- ready to drag an agile puppet to the floor. Had this not been a matter of life or death, it would have been the time of Banditâs life.
The only problem was that they werenât winning. Bandit hardly had the time to count, but he saw so many causalities- many stringless, but a horrible number stringed. The horde was still advancing, the soldiers of Showdown Valley beign pushed back. Then, Bandit saw it- coming out from the Happy Mines was another horde- a smaller one-maybe a dozen strong, but a horde nonetheless when they were already outnumbered.
âShould we retreat?â Bandit asked Lorelei.
âYes.
âRETREAT!â Bandit screamed.
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Lookout had come with the horde. Too small and weak to fight, he was only there to carry in and hand out dynamite and matches. As soon as the last of the soldiers took off, he grabbed five sticks of dynamite and a match and took off. He ran past the village while everyone was fighting, giving the combatants a wide berth and slipping through the window of Pennyâs general store. She was there, guarding the villageâs store of munitions with a shotgun. He offered her his small donation of dynamite, gave her a regretful look as though he knew it wouldnât be enough, then left.
Moments later, Penny was tearing through the streets, intent on taking Lookoutâs gift to the only place it could be used. The coverage once given to them by the city streets gave way to an empty field. Penny looked back and saw the retreating puppets behind them, only a half a minuteâs run away. The horde was nearly as close. The cabin guarded by Doc Carver grew closer.
Once Penny reached the cabin, Doc opened the door to let her in before coming in himself. âAlright. Banker- you know what to do with that dynamite. Do it quickly. Help Penny lead the others to safety. Iâll hold them off as long as I can.â
Doc opened the door. This time it was the fleeing rebels who crowded in before Doc could step outside.
An explosion sounded behind him. The butcher knife was heavy in his hand. Within seconds, the horde was upon them.
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Penny led the escapees to an empty box. They were a truly pitiful sight- many of the combatants had lost limbs, or received substantial scratching to their faces. Miss Lorelei had had half her face scratched out. The soot from the explosion that coated many of them was harmless, but only accentuated the fact that there was nowhere to wash off here. Nowhere to do anything, really- just a dreary, empty expanse.
Bandit returned. âI saw Doc Carver,â Bandit said somberly.
âOh, thank goodness!â Banker croaked. Heâd been crying in fear for Carverâs safety.
âAh saw his body. It was ripped in two, with the limbs gone and the head ten feet away.â
Banker froze in shock. Penny and Miss Lorelei came over to comfort him, but to no avail- he still broke down crying.
âDid you find out anythinâ else?â Miss Lorelei asked.
âSort of. I saw the stringless. They were just... makinâ themselves at home. I donât think theyâre gonna come after us. Ah think they just wanted our stuff.â
The room went silent except for Bankerâs cries.
âWell...â said Miss Lorelei, âAh guess weâll just have to try anâ find their old village. It had enough stuff in it to make it by. And we can try to sneak in and take stuff back occasionally. Just like they used to. We canât invade them- thereâs even less of us now, and we have no Doctor to fix us.â Miss Lorelei pensively stroked one of her strings. With no magnetic ceiling to hold them up, they were dragging on the ground. âAnd ah guess we donât need these anymore.â
Just as Miss Lorelei was about to pluck her string, Bandit interjected. âHold up! We are not gonna live like them unless there is absolutely no other option. You know what I saw out there? a chink of light- like I was looking under their door. Iâm gonna to see what else is out there. Iâm gonna see if ah can get us some help.â
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6:30 PM
Changkyun leaned his body against the wooden door frame. His eyes closely watched her fumble around room as she was getting ready to end up sit in front her vanity, fixing her make up. He unwilingly fiddled with material of his black satin tie before tying it properly. As she lifted her arm to brush her hair away Changkun noticed little band aids on it. Just in few long strides he was behind her gently taking her hand in grip, making her jump at the sudden contact. She stopped, putting away her things and her eyes stared at his worried face.
âWhat happend?â
âNothing. I tripped and my cousin grabbed onto my armâ
But before she could stop him and convince even more Changkyunâs fingers were already peeling off the sticky part carefully and so slowly to not hurt her skin. With every inch of her skin he was exposing he could see more of it and in the end he revealed 4 deep half moons, circled with little brusises.
âI said that I tripped.â
âBaby...for me itâs made on purpose.â
She frowned, pulling her arm out of his hold. He sighed when she didnât dare look at him again, her stare fixed on floor. She didnât want to talk about it and Kyun knew it well. She didnât like talk about her family. It was getting out of control if she was getting hurt like that and he wanted help. He wanted to protect her since she meant so much for him. She was his everything. Changkyun grabbed onto her shoulder turning her to face him. He kneeled down, taking ahold of her smaller hands, thumbs softly brushing over skin.
âWas it the reason you wanted me to go to my parents?â
âHow did you know?â
âI just kinda put these two.â
âItâs just my cousin did it out nowhere.â
She saw him press his lips together and take deep breath to calm himself from the anger that was bubbling up im his chest. It felt heavy for him that someone wanted to hurt her. Both of them knew that now he wonât let that situation slide.
âWas it because you told them that youâre pregnant?â
âNo...I...Changkyun...I couldnât. They would have ask so many questions about you and somehow it would turn the wrong way and they would say bad stuff...â
Chankgyun dropped his head feeling defeated. He knew it was hard for her to fight against her own family and he was so lucky that his own accepted news without any problem. He took another deep breathe to clam himself completly before pulling his body up and wrap his arms around her.
âIt doesnât matter. Iâll come with youâ
âNo...I donât want you to hear any of that.â
âBaby stop. Iâm coming.â
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Her hands fumbled with black material of her flowy dress. She stood in corner of room waiting for Kyun to catch up as he was meeting everyone slowly. Finally he walked to her, his arms sneaking around her waist, both large hands resting on her barley showing belly. Changkyun smiled to himself at the thought of having a their own family but soon his smile faded as he felt her shiver against his body. He could tell it was her anxiety coming up.
âBaby please calm down. Everything is okay.â
âI donât want to be there.â
Changkyun pushed her hips signaling her to turn around to face him not even leaving his arms which were secure around her. But she didnât even try look at him what she usually did as she was anxious. Kyunâs thumb smoothed over her baby belly calming both of them.Â
âBaby you need to calm down itâs not good for any of you. You want our princess save, right?â
âA baby?!â
Loud scream tore through room making her step closer and Changkyun to tighten his hug around her. Her reaction gave it all away and he didnât need any explanation to that. Surprisingly he was calm, very calm.
âYes a baby. Like a tiny human. She is pregnant with MY child and you don't have anything to say about that, Not even a single word.â
âI do...but who anyway are you?!â
âChangkyun. Iâm her fiance.â
âOh...Iâm..â
âI know who you are. Thatâs why I said what I said.â
He watched the woman walk away, stomping angry as he calmly won the argument. He smiled. He looked down expecting her smile with him but insead she hid her face in his chest.
âThey wonât let us live now.â
âShould we leave?â
âYes.â
âOkay letâs go.â
Kyunâs hands softly landed on her hips, guiding her through the crowded room, beign extra carefull not letting her bump into anyone or other way. Changkyun was similng happily, showing off his dimples to everyone and apologizing for leaving. He wasnât acting any different of how he was when they were alone. He used to be overprotective at times but just if there were people who he didnât trust. His big calloused hands flew in front of her, the gentlest touch pushing her behind his back acting as shield.
âDonât touch her.â
Changkyun himself got surprised over how scary his deep voice came out. He felt her hand on his shoulder in comforting manner. He wouldât hurt anyone nor would argue but he wouldnât let anything more happen to her.
âChangkyun letâs just go.â
Her fingers interlocked with his, giving his hand a squezze to calm him down even if it wouldnât work. But it did. Changkyun turned around to check on her, was about to ask if something was wrong but instead meet her eyes. She smiled shyly making him swoon. Just her existence made him calm
âYes. Letâs just go baby.â
This time he pulled her behind himself, still shielding her from everyone. He helped her to dress and even jumped to her when she tried to tie her shoes, scolding her lightly and making her laugh. Differently went whole way back home. Changkyun became awfully quiet it was not like him. She winced as he slammed car door shut. She sat still inside giving him moment to chill before she walked into their apartment. As she walked inside she found his black tie thrown on floor in hallway not far away was his jacket. Changkyun indeed was still mad. She found him in bedroom sitting on matress, his hair now being ruffled with white dress shirt half unbuttoned, face in his hands. She walked towards him.
âI should have know. I should have believed you. Not make you go there. I shouldâve take you to my parents.â
âHoney, thatâs not your fault.â
âIt is I should listen.â
His handsome face was stained with tears, new ones kept pilling up in his eyes. Changkyunâs arms wrapped around her waist pulling her closer. He felt her fingers comb his messy hair and leaving small kiss on top of his head.
âIâm so sorry baby.â
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My momma donât like you
Fangs Fogarty x Reader
Momma Fogarty loves everyone, that's a known fact. But when he brings you home, she proves that's not 100% true.
You and Fangs had started dating two weeks ago and things were going way better than you had hoped.You see, you used to be a terrible person when it came to relationships back in the day and you had a certain reputation that caused guys to stay away from starting a relationship with you. Truth was that you left that life behind you and learned from your mistakes, but no one still got too involved with you. That was until Fangs ran into you. Literally, ran into you in the hallway. You shared some classes in which you always worked together whenever possible after that event and grew pretty close, even with the warnings others had given him.Â
The boy loved talking about his mom, you quickly learned she was his everything since he didn't have any siblings and his dad was out of the picture as well so it had been just the two of them for as long as he remembered. But who could blame him with a mom like his? Everyone knew momma Fogarty, she's one of the nicest people on the South side of Riverdale. She loved, and was loved by everyone. Everyone knew about her and she also knew about everyone. Gossiping was one of her favorite things to do. Fangs told her about the girl he had been seeing, he could not shut up about her and it wasn't long before word got around about the two of them being together and it wasn't long before momma Fogarty started to wonder when she'd meet the girl. You and Fangs were hanging out at the Wyrm, where people had stopped judging your for past mistakes by now and you were finally able to have a good time somewhere outside of Pop's. I mean yes, Pop's is a great place to go, but having it be the only place you're able to go to will get boring after a while.The two of you talked about everything and nothing when he mentioned his mom in a reply and started the conversation about meeting her one day. After that you bugged him every day about joining him over to his place and finally meet this Momma Fogarty everyone seemed to know really well.What you both didn't know that in the meantime Fangs' mom had been talking around town as well and heard the stories the kids all had about the girl.
After a week there was finally a date on which you were all free at the same time and you were on your way from the Wyrm to Fangs' place. "Don't worry babe, she'll love you." He reassured you. "She likes everyone." He laughed at himself for worrying earlier. His mom befriended everyone she'd ever met. That's the whole reason he never goes grocery shopping with her anymore. She'd spend multiple hours on a task that could be done in less than one. "Honestly I'm surprised you've never seen her before, she knows literally everyone on the South side." He kept talking to keep you at least a little relaxed. "I know, but maybe it's better she doesn't know about me? I mean, people don't really have any good stories about me and all.." Your last two relationships went to shit in this exact same way, both the guys ended up siding with their friends and ditching you. "She talks to a lot of Serpents. I'm pretty sure they've said nothing bad about you. Hell, they like you too much!"Â
The walk to Fangs' trailer was a short one and you quickly ended up on the couch next to your boyfriend, talking to his mother who was a lot less cheery and friendly than you thought she'd be. She made some rude comments about the stuff she'd heard about you and wouldn't let you explain yourself. Of course she only did this when Fangs was out of the room, which was, to her advantage, quite often. "Blame Serpent business." He said as he walked off again and answered his phone in an annoyed tone.Another rude remark came from her about how her son deserved better than someone who 'had been done by half the town' or how there was no way you could keep this relationship healthy with those habits of yours. It didn't take long before she got you to leave. You clearly had enough of her not giving you a chance at all only because of what she'd heard and you had told yourself you weren't gonna put any effort in those people anymore. You waved a short apology to Fangs while he was still on the phone and walked out of the trailer and made your way home.Â
Before you were even halfway there someone called out to you. You soon found out it were Toni and Sweet Pea coming from the direction of the Wyrm."Hey girl, you okay?" Toni asked as they caught up with you and walked with you in silence for a while. It appeared that Fangs had told whoever was on the other end on the phone to send someone to look after you and sending Toni and Pea seemed like the best idea. "I rally don't understand how everyone likes that woman so much. She's the worst." You sighed as you opened the door to your trailer and absentmindedly let the others in as well. "She didn't even give me a chance to explain myself and only spoke badly of me whenever Fangs was out of the room." You threw yourself on the couch and rambled on and on about how much of a bitch she was and how sweet she acted when Fangs was there. On the other side of the trailer park Fangs had hung up the phone and made his way back to the living room where his mother was cleaning up like nothing had happened. "What did you tell her?" He was pissed. He hadn't heard anything of the conversation itself but from what Sweet Pea had texted him during his conversation with you it was clear that she knew more about her already than she admitted earlier. "I just don't know why you would see a girl with such a background, sweetie." He didn't know how to answer to his mother saying all of this. The woman who always befriended everyone, even the worst of the Ghoulies that were still walking around, even with her son beign a Serpent, no one could do bad enough for her to not like them. "I don't want you to get hurt in that way. It's the worst and I don't want that for you." The discussion quickly turned into a fight and lasted longer than both had hoped and after a while Fangs had enough and stormed off. "I better hear you apologized to her before tomorrow morning." He spoke before shutting the trailer door and making his way over to the wyrm.Â
Fangs didn't have to worry about you, he kept getting updates from Sweet Pea and you were doing alright again by now but he couldn't help but being angry at his mom for pulling this shit. After a couple of drinks his phone vibrated again. Another update from Pea. This one told him that you had been on the phone for a while now with what sounded like Fangs' mom and the conversation seemed to be about starting over again and apologies. So she did listen to him and apologize, hopefully she meant it.
You and Fangs' mom had agreed on redoing the meeting again the day after and agreed that past events would be ignored. Fangs was happy you two made up could finally be happy with his girlfriend at home and you were happy you finally found people who didn't judge you for your past and helped you move on with your life.
#riverdale#fangs fogarty#fangs fogarty imagine#fangs fogarty x reader#riverdale imagine#riverdale x reader#southside serpents#sometimes I write
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Dream come true!!!
A/N:- So this one is the second one Iâm doing on this blog. This one donât have a lot of foreplay but its a smut. So someone asked me to do a Zac Efron, so this is whai i came up with.
Request:- Can you do a smut where you are like a rising model and trying to get into movies and you get lucky to get to work in a movie with your biggest celebrity cruch zac efron.
I hope you guys like it and again english is not my first language so pardon me for any mistakes.
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âYou are all i have ever wanted, you are the reason to my life, you complete me, i canât think about anything else but you Emily â
âFinally!! i have been waiting for this moment for ages now, i thought you never thought about me in that way adam, i thought Iâm a fool even thinking about u liking meâ
âI do like you, from the moment i met you, infact I Love You Emily with everything i have, from the bottom of my heart. I Love You â
âI love you too Adam, i love you too and Iâll prove itâ.
*OK CUT!!* director yelled.
âGreat job guys, it was perfect, ok you tow now take a break and get ready for the next seen its the kissing seen intimacy involved we will call you when the set is ready, and all others get the set readyâ the director commanded half yelling and half explaning.
With that you went back to your dressing room wondering how do you got this lucky you were just a model and a struggling actress till yesterday and today you were going to shoot a intimate seen with your biggest celebrity cruch Zac Efron. Zac Fucking Efron. Thats when you went in flashback recalling how you landed here.
You were a model, actually a very good model you have modeled for a lot of adds and brands you have also walked in lots so runway events and fashion shows your last walk on NewYork fashion week event had nailed your future in modelling. But modelling was not what you wanted you got into modelling only so that you can become an actress. You had auditioned for a lot of movies but never got a chance, but you were stubborn enough to keep trying. When you auditioned for this romantic movie you didnât know who was the male actors and you didnât even know that you will make it through. Then one monday morning you got the call from the people telling you about it that you made it and you need to reach the directorâs office for paperwork.
But when you reached there yourjaw dropped hitting the floor, it took everything in you to keep calm and not freek out when you came to know that your partner for the movie the male lead was no one else than Zac Efron, the Zac Efron.
The one who you fantasized about, the one whoâs posters were hung on your walls, the one you always thought about when you touched yourself, thing canât go any crazy for you not just you got a break but u also got to shoot with zac.
Its been almost a month now you have been shooting together, honestly it was hard shooting with him he sent your hormones in one drive, everytime there was a shirtless seen of his you found yourself getting wet. You have become a good friend with zac after working all month with him he was fun to b around he kept entertaining people and making even the most boreing shoot intresting and this added with the charmer he was made you want him more with each passing day.
You were brought out of your flashback by the knock on your dressing room door, âcome in â you said. âMam the set is ready the director is waiting for youâ the spot replied. Making you aware that the time has come and butterflies started dancing in your stomach you were finally going to kiss The Zac Efron your dream was coming true âMam??â the spot asked when you didnât replied for a moment âcoming â you quickly replied coming out of your trance.
You asked your makeup artists to check your makeup for one last time and the headed to the sets. Once you reached the sets you could see they have set up a couch like bed in middle of open field with a roof made of a shear cloth supported by four poles with lighting dropping down each pole and candles illuminating the place, with the beautiful lake view ahead the sky was falling dark making everything look perfectly beautiful, ofcorse it was not made for you this was the place Adam brings Emily on a date to confess his love and dose it all it was ment to be beautiful (Adam and Emily are the characters you and zac play in the movie.) You kept adoring the place till zac snapped you out of it shaking you âY/N i asked you ready ?â zac questioned you just noded your head in approval.
You heard your director tell you âyou know wht to do zac walks towards you and kiss you remember to keep it passionate and the rest i leave it on you to just a little bit of stripping and sensual touches donât get too much into it Got itâ you both noded and he continued âok now everyone positions everything correct LIGHTS! CAMERA!!! ANDâŚ. ACTION!! â âtake 1 love makingâ and the seen started.
Zac started coming toward you slowly he hold your hands and kept them on his shoulder and moved his down your body feeling your curves his touch sending shivers down your spine you had gosebums and rested them just above your hip pulling you closer into his chest, your hands were interlocked behind his neck. You knew it was not real it was just a seen for your movie but his proximity to you made you weak in your knees he was starting right in you eyes, you could see his blue eyes shining in the dark of the night. You wre shaking badly you tried keeping calm but if he was not holding you, you would have falled there he could probebly see you shake and feel you weak in your knees as he has to hold you and suddenly you saw a smirk creeping up his perfect lips as he leaned closer nad wisper to you âdonât worry Iâll handle itâ and what he next did shocked you he turned to the director and said â hey pal can we do it tomorrow or sometime later Iâm just not feeling it todayâ and you could see the frown on director face and he was like âCUT!! But we have set it up all come on nowâ but zac being zac convinced him âcome on man Iâm not getting it you will end up with nothing but trashâ and the director growled âok then, PACK UPP!!â and you stood there dumb founded why did he do that you were not able to understand and with that thought in your mind you went to your dressing room to change and get ready to leave.
You got ready and were about to leave all the things that happened never leaved your mind why did he do that you were thinking to your self when you heard a know on the door âCom inâ you said and there he was standing in a plain blue shirt and a skin tight pants. You looked at him with confusion written on your face you were about to ask him when he started â i know that was rude but i can feel you shake and you were weak in your knees i felt either you were too scare or you were too EXITEDâ he said pressing the last word and a familiar smirk creeping on his face and then he continued âi know its hard to give intimate seen who you hardly know and you beign new in here it makes it worse so i was thinking we should spend sometime together so we can be comfortable doing thatâ you were starting him unable to process what he just said and he was watching you intentionally waiting for an answer. You answered a shaky ok still unable to process what he just said.
âOk then dinner tonight at you placeâ he more like offered. âBut its already night â you said now that you were back to your senses, âohh yeh we will just take a parcel then. â âwhy canât we just go outside to eat? â you questioned unable to understand why he wants to go back to your place â c'mon now wonât like the paps following us, and then printing some shit off a story in tomorrowâs paper and perhaps we wonât get to speak with alot of people around Plus..
..home is comfortable and we get privacy too!!!â he said with that stupid smirk back on his face, his explanation was over done you quiet didnât buy what he said but agreed to his offer his smirk was killing you.
You both headed to your car and hit the road to your place, you took some food on the way when you stopped at a red light you were waiting for ti to turn green you look out of the window and your eyes went wide, when you saw a billboard of him doing some ads, and thats when you realised you cannot take him to your place. Not with your bedroom decorated with his half naked posters and pillow covers and blanket with his face plastred on it you would be just done but it was too late you were like only 2 mins away from your place now you have to take him to your place making sure he doesnât see your bedroom.
Once you entered your parking he carried the parcel for you to your place like a gentleman. Once you entered your place you both hung your coats and headed to the dinning area. As you were moving there he was looking at your place with amazement â So you live here huh.. Have to say what a beautiful place â. âYep decorated it myself, every single thing you see is my choice things i loveâ you said proudly. âSureâ you said not thinking twice. You showed him the entire place even the guest room talking and giggling throughout after you showed him the spare bed room you skipped your bedroom and were heading towards you dinning again, when he stopped you âhey we didnât say this oneâ he said pointing toward your bedroom door, âI-its nothing just some extra spaceâ you said fidgeting with you ring. â C'mon let me see itâ he said turning the knob and openingâs the door a little. You quickly grabbed his hand on the knob and close the door again. âI said it nothing, you cannot see this roomâ you said taking your hand back.âWell Iâm really stubborn and i want to see it so â he said quickly opening the door. And before you could react he was inside you room glancing at his half naked pictures and all the dvd of his movie in the cd case, pillow cover and the sheets. You stepped in the bedroom behind him head lowered staring the ground and freaking out in your mind.âSo this is why you didnât want me to see your room?â he questioned you nodded your heart racing in your chest, and even though you were not looking you could see the smirk on his lips, he then came close to you made you look him and then pinned you against the wall, your hands were pinned above your head and his lips attacking your neck he place soft kisses along your jaw to your neck, it didnât took time for him to nibble at your sweet spot earning a soft moan from you,âi knew you wanted me â he said smirking and looking satisfied.
âYou knew?â You asked looking into his now darken and fully clouded with lust blue eyes. âFrom the day i first saw you, the way your jaw dropped looking at me the way you stared at me when i did those shirtless seens and when you went weak in your knees with the proximity we had, i just knewâ he said hovering his lips on your and finally pressing his soft lips to yours in a soft gental kiss, the kiss exceedyour expectations it was beyond perfect your lips moved slowly in sync with his like they were moulding together he licked your lip for enterance and you granted it his toung exploring your mouth both of your toungs batteling for dominance. And the next thing you remembered you were lying naked under him on your bed.
âWe donât have to do this if you donât want toâ he said placing soft kisses on your jaw, âi want this, plzz i want you to fuck meâ you just pressed his button saying that. He quickly kissed your lips and moved kissing all the way down he stopped at your breast sucking on your nipple and swirling his toung around your hardened nipple and took your nipple between his teeth before moving to the second one and repeating the prosses with it. Then he moved down kissing you and stopped just above your now dripping core. Your breathing was erotic by now he than took hold of your thi and started kissing upwards till he reacjed your core he blew cold into you core sending shivers down your spine and earning moans form you he then kissed your core and started sucking it, your back arched to the sensation and he hold you down by pressing his arm around your waist, and started eating you out you gasped as he entered a finger inside of you with his mouth still working expertly on your clit, you were a moaning mess by now and you felt burning sensation at the pit of your stomach making you aware that you were close he felt you clenching around his finger and he added one more finger increasing his pace âc'mon baby cum for me, let me taste youâ, he words sending vibrations through your core were enough to send you over the edge. You grabbed a hold of the sheets, toes curled and his name leaving your mouth as you came undone. You wre comming down from your high and he licked you clean.
He came up hovering over you again and kissed you you can taste yourself on his toung. You were still kissing when you felt his tip brushing your entrance, you broke the kiss and asked âyou donât want me to suck you off?â He chuckled and said â i would love you to do that but im so rock hard that if you sucked me now i wonât last longâ when he finished he quickly searched for his pants back pocket and grabbed a condom from it he tear opened the packet and started rolling it on his lenght you stared at his with an awe he was huge and thick you were not sure if he will fit but you were so excited that you canât care less about it â you came prepare huh.. And you are huge i donât thik youâll fitâ you blurred out. He chuckled at you words and placed his tip at your entrance â if you have such a beautiful co actress you need to be prepared and donât you worry Iâll be gentalâ with that he pressed his tip inside you moving slowly till he was completely inside you and you were moaning continuously one he was completely in he gave you a minute to adjust to his size and then started to move in and out slowly, he soon found his pace and was now pounding into you âyou are so tightâ he said through gritted teeth. You let out a loud moan as he hit your g-spot â plzz fass..terrrr. harder â you said moaning and he increased his pace hitting you spot correctly you were a moaning mess again under him. Soon you found your second orgasm comming close your walls clenching around him made his aware you were close he kissed you roughly and wispered in tour ears âlet it go baby let it goâ Whit that you came you second orgasm. He still pounded into you and soon found his release he growled as he filled the condom with his hot cum.
When he was done he came crashing on you, your breathing were heavy and slowly down starting to stabilize he slowly removed himself out of you and you wimpiered at the loss of contact he disposed the condom before laying down next to you âthat was amazing â he said âbetter than i have expectedâ you said.
âSo now what?â You asked knowing that things are not going to b the same between you now on.
âIâm hungryâ He said and you rolled your eyes on that and he giggled
âI know this is a bit of backwords but if youâll like to come on a dinner with me like a real date â he offered and you nodded like a child outside a candy shop.
He laughed
And you both got dressed and moved down to your dinning area to eat the food you have got and you talked about a lot of stuff
âbut im sure this has made things easy to soot our next seensâ
âA lot more easierâ.you said and you both laughed.
"It was a dream come true for me you see "
#zac efron#smut#dirty imagine#zac efron smut#zac efron imagine#imagine#zac efron dirty imagine#request#zac love
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I really don´t know how to start this, or it´s future implications, or if you still use Tumblr, or if you still remember me, or if you´´ll ever see this or if it´s going to be read by someone. But even if this go invisible for  centuries or forever I need to put this somewhere so I can be a bit more free and maybe one day you´ll read this  and finally you will know my feelings for you. (Sorry for the shity grammar and ortography or for mixing spanish words but im kinda lazy and this is really long, so ill just leave it as it its)
I was 13 years old the first time I saw you, it was the second day of school our professor came in when class had already started and in front of him there was a new student, it was indeed someone new. Since the first time I swa you, I knew you weren´t from here, you were so diffren to all of us. We were plain and common stupid suckers that only thought in when to lose virginity and to get waste for the first time in our lives; but you didn´t seem to be that kind of person. you seemed to be quite more deep. THe first time I talked you I thought you were really old and you fucking hated ll of us., it´s kinda of surprising  how close you came to be for me, after that first encounter. We eventually become friends, I don´t know how but it happened and actually you turned up to be really fucking cool I mean you were the shit. .You were like really something else, i mean your overall style, and you were a talented drawer (you are still ive seen some of your shit and tis really great). and yu were a cospayer. So in conclsuion we were lightyears from beenso cool like you... From that first year I don´t remeber to much, just htat you lost someon important in your life, and I still remeber how you didn´t go to school and the night that, with a friend, i went to see you. I kept talking to you during vacations and that made so happy because I fucked it up, but about that I will talkin other part of this text Oh, and I started to listen to bands like Asking Aleexandria and some metal shit that was reallly cool and thank you for  showing me those bands.. So vacations, ended January was realy cold, and for thee very firt time I started to use my hair long. Of course people laughed at me, it was really a messy hair but I kida liked... To this day my har is really important its like my force its on my hair, without my hari I wouldnt be the same. That year we started kind of apart till our firen, that in this text im going to call Jordan, was expelled from school and sso it was you and me. I know that we had other friends like the one that in here im going to call Alfonso, and many oters, but principally it was you and me. One day for some reasin our cases were changed and we had to move to ihter class that was bigger I think. And since i was lucky that Jordan expeleed (dont get me wrong, I mean, i felt bad for Jordan but deep inside of me, to have you for me in the class, was like winning an oscar, the lottery o winning nobel prize) So basically from march to october we sat next to each other, and that march was the beginning of one of the best time s of my life. I remeber how to see you in my left side, focused in whatever you were draing,, that year you started to draw with rapidografos, and actually your were improving, yowere going to more anime conventions, you were improving your cosplays to. That year I started to watch anime, just have some other things in common with you, porbably without ou I wpuld have never seen anime bugt bracause of you I did, and I lied to you saying tat I did watch anime since12 years old or something like that. So I talked to you about your drawings, or music, or anime, or movies, or conspiracy theories, or how you were dying because got varicela, about videogames, about life, about books, about your cosplas, about everthing, absolutely everinght. We laghed, we played with each.. there was a time actually that we played with water and we kinda of enede u wet, we play with our foot, with our hands ( you used to make the triforce symbol with your hands and was a fucking hell to me t do it) we aughed, with the we were becoming really close... You were becming my best friend... I reaally enjoyed to go to scholol beacuse you were going tp be by my side, the morning would end fast and will had the time of my life, and those years I felt really really fine. Prbably without you hat yer would be boring, and I dont knwow , maybe it would´ve been a more difficult year for me. I would got bullied or something like that. But nothing bad happened that year actuallly it was one of the best years. During that time w=you became really close to Dr. dooferschmitz(Im calling him like that, i hope you know who im talking about) and to Monica ( you know, the girl that was best friend of the Dr. dooferschmitz) so I kinda of felt apart, I mean were laughing and stuff but I started to feel afraid that I nothing for you and that eventually you would throw me away,( of course you didn´t do thatt, know its imposiible for me to think of you doing that) and I was afraid of losing you, and that added up with the many new emotiones that I had, my fear and so many other things, made me to epeat my mistake from thae year before, I started to treat you with coldnes, I ingnored you I treated you bad, and to this day I still regreat hat. You were the last persons that deserved that, and I took you apart from me and I don´t know, why I didn´t gave an effort to avoid to hurt you i just don´t know. I fucked it up again...But agin you kinda forgave me, and seriously thank seriously losing you and those moemnts would be a tragedy for e thank you for been so cool for being amazong an for  keep beign my friend. So we kept talikng and beign friends and things become brighter for me again, going to school was my favorite thing in the world this become colorful. You know they say that when youre in love things become colorful and I agree withem, beacause hen I remember those days thers like a feeling that make it so romantic, something in the sun or in the sky or in the color of the walls make those memories really special and beatiu,, even when i was dying of boredom in the church to think that that nex t day I would be talking shit with you made me feel excitedl. My love for you was growing more and more  You were there, you showed me cool music, I was hapy with that music, with the animes you recommended me , and basiclly with life itself. My happines had no end or I thought so. We came out of school , we kept talking almost everyday day as we did in the months before, we talked through skype, i remeber seeing you making some cosplays, you were wearing a dinasour pijama that to this day, I still love, you presented me thorugh skype to shini  and I remeber how it hurted o not talk you, it was a hell to be without you, it was kinda of infectious beacause I came to depend on you its never good in any kind of relation, but yet all that pain was healed when I talked to you again.. But we started to talk less, you moved to another school, I moved to other school, and even though we still talked every now and then, thngs were changingand I did notice that. Things we re becoming gray, life started to be boring, but yet, somehow, my love for you still kept growing, buut that year (2014) we talked almost nothing. There was a day that I saw you, it was tests-week so I came out early and I was going to see you, I remember how my legs were shaking and the hug i gave you when i wsaw you, i threw you my jacket and you thre w it backt to me and th then whe huged like for a minute repeating ecac other how much we mieed us. God, you were so beatiful that day, actually i havent talked about how beatiful you are, I mean you are funny intelligent, bright, clever, how you ended up beign in this shitty city? fuck, youre so beatiufl, I love your light lips, your tiny nose, youre honey eyes, your snowy skin, your voice, your laugh, Iwas stupid in porpuse just to make you laug and the to go to heaven for a few seconds by the power of your laugh. God I really thought you were perfect,its curious because, I knew that there were things i didnt liked from you but at the same time i liked the beacuase those things made youyou, and fuck you were so beatiful in all the posiible ways, metaphsiclly, physcilly you were jus beaitulf, and realy fucking loved you a lo a lo t lot, i dreamed of you, of holding your hand, of kissing you, of sharing life with you, whit brojke the atmosphere and went to the space, ravelled to far away galaxies and was loving you I was just happy and in love I didnt care about anything ese but you. I enojyed to se your face every morning, how you putted your legs on the desk, all your gesture, i loved  the time i holded a part of your body, i loved your smell that to this i havent forget , i remeber how the sun shined and crashed in your hair as in a trigo field. I was so lucky so so lucky, you made everything else beatiful, as if there was some kind of power inside you that transformed everythin around you, to thins day i think that you were a god, and or  wanted to experience human life and so came own to the mortal war and picked anyone to be around with and for destiny reasons i was one of those lyucky basards. You were so different from this shity world. One day you invited me to your house to watch jack frost ovies ( i dont remeber its name) and at some point of that day we were ion your rooftop sitting next to each other, weather, was fresh, sky was blue as an ocean sun was warm and soft, and you were beatiufll, and i felt love and calm, everything was balanced everything, was more than ok, everything.... Life can be cruel sometimes, I think that its part of what makes all of this beaiufl, its tragical factort.... life is like that... our perfect circle ( or at least mine) broke and the only thing that i could do was  accept it and move on, but i never did that, . wel till last year, 2016 was a good year for me and it mean an advance in my life. But every time I finally move on form you I crash with sometihing, I dont know what it its. Something ive been realizing is that I will never forget you, cause what you did in its sobig that i cant just ignore it, everywher i go i will see afraction of your beatiful eyes, every time I love there weill be a part of me, that eventually will thin of you. IYpu fell in love with new people, you trvelled, and I stayed here, and I decided that finaly have to let you go. even though the things you gave to me will always come with me , the beautiness you showe med will always lay in my heart as if its writeen in stone , those beatiful memories will always be inside of me. Enven if as i became older those meories start to blur I kow that in some part of me, those memories will be there, and so you will be. Actually my life  can be seen as a life  before and after you. Before I met you, I was sleepwalking, I woke up, ate my brakefast, came from school, doing nothing during afternoons, going to church in sundays, repeating everything that was told to me, the only human from tha pat me was my desperate effort to fit somewhwere, to be like tthe popular guys, I dressed like them, I tried to be like them bu the real me wasn´t even clse to be like that. The pepole that formed part part of my life was stupid, boring, plain and I hated them. And then theres you, you were a real human, you dressed as you wanted to dress, you llistened the music you wanted to, you didn´t care what the people said, you just were a strong powerful color in the middle of thiss that gray schooI remember how teachers wanted to make you pray, and tried to obligate you  to change yourself , cause they didn´accept anthing that was different to them, and you revealed to them, you sttod up with your beliefs withyourself and ddn´t leet them to denigrate you or to destroy you, you stood p and were yourself and that inspired me. Cause you know I´ve always een a lie, to this day my parents don´t know my sexuality nor that I´m agnostic, they think that Im still that christian boy who loves god and will marry when he graduates from university. Bu actually I´m not beacause you opened my mind, o talk with you, to hear you to see howyou was exciting refreshing, an experience itself it opened my mind, it showed me that theres was world outside waiting for me to l ived it, you showed me that I have a mind and a soul and that Im someone, and that Im a fucking person, that Im a fucking person dude, it ound strange but I didn´t kew that before I met you. You know what´s funny? Thath you weren´t noticing all this things you were transfroming in me, just by been yourself you blosoomed the best of me , Dude I loved you, i really fucking loved you whit all that I had, even if was young, stupid, preteantious I loved you. I loved you I fucking fucking loved you I fucking loveeed you sooo much , My only regret in this life is to be so coward to never took the courage to tell you this and love you even more. Dude thank you for been there when life was shity, thank you for been my best friend whe I was completely alone, thank you for all the fucking great bands that you sowed me, thank you for opening my mind and been one the most influencial things in my ife and to start this fire that become me in the person I am. I know im not perfect and Im not better than anyone, but just to imagine what kind of personI I would be if I would never met you, scares me, I was full of hate and anger while I sleeped and you woke me, you gave me the srenght to move on, you gave me love, lfe, empath, forgivness. Yeah, there were bad times, there were shity things, asi in everything in this world, but there was something inside of me where to hold on. You were my big bang, you gave me a breath of life and since that i been moving on. Thank you dude, seriously. But for now I have to defintily let you go. Ive been trying to move on from you but its kind of impossible if I dont release all my feelings in some way. So I have to let you go. I don´t know what life has for me or for you but I hope its the best for both, and I hoped that you find your way if you havent, I hope that you love someone with all your heart and that someone loves you with all its heart too and that you fly acroos the atmosphere and shine like stars through space and time even after you die... Your light will still shine in this world and in aliens world and the universe will receive that light with love. If you don´t know what to do in life, do as Boukowski said: Find something you love and let it kill you. You´re talentful and intelligent and I hope that you go far in this life. Please take care of you, of your mental health ofr your physical health please, love yoursefl. Dude, always always fucking remeber how beatiful you are, how amazing you are, anhow much love you can give to people. To this day you are one of the most amazing person  I met and  think you will always ben in my list of the coolest persons in the worldyou will always hvae a part of my heart, and wherever I go, whatever I do, I will have you somewhere inside of my heart, that part is forever yours. I loved you a lot a lot.  Im sorry for the shit i did to you, thank you for been an important parf of what saved my life.Thank you for beign yourself, for beign so real, for beign so brave, for beign  amazing. Thak you for beign my first love, I couldn´thave been anymore lucky... I have to let you go, and I have to move. Keep in mind that somwhere, someone will have a part of you inside of him. I hope you the best and I remebered you that i loved you with all my fucking, heart, soul mind, thoughts, with absolutly everything I had,... Dude, all my love and best wishes for you... Goodbye...
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"You have no right to fall in love with me."
Prompt-fill for the sweet @tonystarktogo âs and my ongoing Tony Stark related prompt-challenge thingy.
âHow drunk were you last night?â
âIâm still wearing my pants, so⌠not that drunk.â Tony had to look down, past his new MIT hoodie, at his legs to confirm his assumption, because it wasnât always the case that Rhodey found him dressed when Tony had slept on the floor - or other, less comfortable places. His friend gave him enough time to get to his feet before he continued speaking, arms crossed in front of his chest:
âThese arenât your pants, Tony.â Cue a momentâs hesitation, just long enough to make a decision.
âThey are now.â It was so hard to find a good pair of pants. The right fit, just tight enough for the right kind of pressure, withought being restricting. Soft enough to not be scratchy, but not so worn heâd get odd looks wearing them. Not that his parents didnât give him remarks anyway, they -
âTony, are you listening?â
Tony stuffed his hands into his pockets to stop his fidgeting and looked up at Rhodey, forcing himself to focus on the spot between his friendâs eyebrows.
âYou canât just keep these, theyâre not yours.â
âSure I can. Iâll pay for them.â
âThatâs not how it works, you canât just⌠what if people were taking your things?â
âThatâs different.â He didnât like that look Rhodey had on his face. It meant disapproval - most looks that werenât smiles meant disapproval, Tony head learned. âTheyâre mine,â he added, both to invalidate Rhodeyâs argument and regarding the jeans he was wearing.
The other man sighed, rubbing a hand over his face.
âFine. Iâll find whoever you stole these from and-â âI didnât steal them, I bought them.â
âYou have not bought them, Tony.â
âI will have bought them. Once I remember who I will have had to have paid for them.â And that answered the question about how drunk he had been the night before. He gave a full-body shrug. The fact that Tony couldnât remember the answer to that should have been answer enough, anyway. Luckily, he was both young and practiced enough to come away from a night like that without too much of a hangover. Nothing a few mugs of coffee couldnât fix.
It took Rhodey less than three hours to figure out who Tony had hooked up with - and whose jeans Tony was wearing. As it turned out, said person didnât mind his âold pantsâ had gone missing. He was notorious for sleeping around and occasionally leaving his hookups souvenirs. Just like Tony, he could afford to buy himself new clothes instead of washing is existing once - not that Tony did that, he preferred to wear his things until they fell apart, and then some - and thus didnât really mind leaving sweaters, jeans, shirts and even underwear behind. If anything, he was embarrassed to have worn jeans that old in the first place, but Tony had caught him on a lazy day.
Rhodey called him âthe guy from the appartment opposite of Rosaâsâ, because thatâs how heâd tracked him down. Rosa, a mutual friend of his and Tonyâs, had seen the guy stumble home early this morning in his shirt and briefs, obviously still pretty drunk. Since they all three didnât know his name, and nobody had bothered to find it out, Tony called him âGeneâ, because he had his jeans and he didnât like French. Which in the end didnât keep him from yelling,
âHey, Jean Val-Jeans,â down the hallway once he had spotted Gene. Judging by what Tony could see poking out of his paper shopping bag, the guy had gone out to shop for hangover cures.
âWhaddaya want, kiddo?â Gene slurred, obviously not in the mood for any kind of conversation. âI told your boyfriend you can keep the pants.â That much Tony knew already. Not that he cared much. What bothered him was that he was determined to pay for them, and Gene had sent Rhodey back home with the money. Tony didnât just steal pants.
âNot-my-boyfriend forgot to give you this,â Tony said, now caught up with Gene and holding out an envelop with some cash that should cover at least two new pairs of jeans. To his relief, Gene took it, apparently unwilling to prolong their talk by discussing the necessity of beign paid for an old pair of jeans. There was something else on his face, something Tony couldnât really pin down.
âLook, kiddo,â Gene said and took a step back. Too close, Tony thought, he had been standing too close again and hadnât noticed. Gods damn it. âWhat we did was a one time thing. You have no right to fall in love with me.â
All his words were gone while Tony tried to comprehend those words. It was Geneâs impatient sigh that called his attention back to the conversation. He had probably zoned out for a while.
âWhat does that even mean?â Tony asked, frowning. âItâs not like Iâd need your permission, I mean, itâs not about rights anyway, thatâs just-â he would probably have gone on, but was interrupted by a door closing in his face. âThatâs rude,â he commented. Frowning at the door for a little while, Tony finally decided to go home. Halfway down the corridor though, he turned on his heels and marched back to the door. âI donât love you, I just like your jeans,â he yelled at the door, scowled, and left.
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