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Sorry to my followers for seeing me this frustrated, I'm just so angry.
Us cripples should be sticking together, instead some of us are white-knighting for the few neuropunks who so desperately want to use the slur for themselves.
Because that's all they want. They don't care about our experiences or accessibility, they just want to have a slur to reclaim, even if it's not theirs to begin with.
Some words are not for you to use, dipshits.
And the TERF comparison is both ridiculous and hurtful, because many of us are trans.
Wanting a safe space for people who share your experiences isn't exclusionism, it's having a community where each of us can relate.
Trans women are women, trans men are men, so they belong in those respective spaces because their experiences are similar.
An able-bodied autistic/adhd person is not gonna be having trouble accessing a building not suitable for people using wheelchairs.
Also, sweetie, you can stop white-knighting for the "uwu i want to call myself cripple, it's so quirky haha maybe I'm transabled lol" neuropunks, they're not gonna be your allies when push comes to shove. <3
#cripple punk#able bodied people fuck off#or at least don't clown#thancc#Kind of like white people using the word gypsy#it's the same fucking shit. And then they're pissed at me for telling them off.#My family are Romani and this is literally the exact same shit#I'm autistic and have adhd so don't fucking come at me
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(I'm gonna tell more about him, cause' I'm bored as shit. This is something that I wrote out of nowhere so the writing is...)
Tag: Claude Frollo x Helzon Sullivan (male!OC)
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Helzon Sullivan is a 130-year-old immortal monster, a nãga (those have human torso but serpent thick tail) that cursed by both demons and angels.
He was raised by his mother, who was a beautiful woman but work as a prostitute of the brothel. She met Helzon's father in workplace, who is a Greek demon in disguise. He bought her, took her to Greece and treated her like a goddess. However, when he found out she was pregnant, he kicked her out because he thought...human can't carry a devil's child.
Helzon's mother left him when he was ten. She jumped down into a river and let the water brought her to the love of her life...in hell. The poor child is left to live alone, suffering the devil blood in his veins.
Helzon can't die, or sleep properly. The only time he can experience sleep is when he turns back into his true form during the "heat period" every 100 days.
His normal form is a gorgeous tall man (1m89) with a pair of special silver eyes, taken from his devil father, and dark hair to shoulder level. However, this is just a "borrowed" body, his real form is very much different.
Helzon's real form is a giant nãga with pure black skin and long white hair (No detail yet) and he has tentacles (because I like them)
Helzon's nature is a calm, unbothered man. He can be kind when he want to, and cruel when it's necessary. He won't intervene when Claude catches the Gypsy "criminals" but will take an arrow for anyone who is near.
Helzon is sometimes very cold, but he is polite nonetheless. He would wish Claude a good day even when the judge just slaps him across his face and puches him.
He will respect people's admiration for him and treat them kindly, but won't give them hope. His usual excuses are "Being with me only brings you misery" "I am a boring man" "You won't say that after seeing the true me" and bla bla.
However, Helzon never broke his promises. He would help anyone if they asked him properly, and kill a person at the same time. Even in his human form, Helzon has such inhuman strength, and his wounds would leave no scar after he changed back to Nãga form.
Helzon has a soft spot for children, and the crying stuffs (which Claude did use to seduce him). He also has a high sense of sympathy, especially for the women in the brothel, because they remind him of his mother. He loves his mother.
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Helzon arrived at Paris as a free soldier, had a nice cozy home and a job that demanding him to leave home for long trips.
His life changed when he met that cruel judge Claude Frollo, who has had an obsession with Helzon since their first encounter on the streets.
He completely ignores Claude at first, despite the judge continuously stalking and cursing him. Helzon puts the words and actions out of his mind, and of course, that irritated Claude like hell burning along his veins.
People know Claude Frollo. If he wanted something, he would kill to get it. Eventually, Claude accused Helzon of a crime that he didn't commit and put him into jail.
However, Helzon never gave in to Claude's pleasure. He stayed in the jail, being beat and tortured by the soldiers, yet, never complaint.
Until one day, Claude decided that he would get Helzon out of his cell, only if Helzon agreed to be his servant, his dog. He wasn't asking though, Helzon obviously had no choice.
In this time, the two lived together in Claude's palace. They ate together, read together... And sometimes, Claude would have some tricks to get into Helzon's bathtub or his bed.
Yet, all of those attempts couldn't make Helzon give up his believes that Claude would leave him after viewing his true form. So, the man closes his heart even tighter despite all the judge's efforts....
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That's the part 1!
The story line is just the summarized one. There are many interesting and funny stories when Claude denied his own obsession and feelings, yet went after Helzon anyway :) Claude's harsh journey to find the happiness like the first picture is still long...
#claude frollo#frollo#the hunchback of notre dame#hond#claude frollo x oc#claude frollo x male oc#oc#judge claude frollo#character x oc#Helzon Sullivan#sketches
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Interesting fact: The author of "Witcher" sued the game company because he wanted money (And he wrote books mainly when he was short of money, yes, that's a funny fact)
And because people thought he wrote the books based on the game
Sapkowski doesn't like it being said that he wrote books based on the game, although in Poland it is a meme that he wrote books based on the game
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In 2016, during an author's meeting at Polcon, the writer commented ironically - negatively - on the impact of CD Projekt RED games on the sale and reception of books, the gaming community reacted to the words with a kind of boycott of Sapkowski[16]. The author defends his view by saying: that from his observations - his titles with covers with computer graphics - were perceived by some readers as the so-called game related, i.e. a book based on a game, which in turn translates into perceiving the work of the writer from Łódź as secondary, unoriginal"
Yes, Polish Wikipedia has no mercy
In October 2018, the writer called on CD Projekt to pay an additional PLN 60 million, over and above the remuneration specified in the contracts between him and the company, for the use of the world of The Witcher in games, citing Art. 44 of the Act on Copyright and Related Rights. CD Projekt described this demand as groundless and stated, that he validly and legally acquired the rights to Sapkowski's works[21]. On December 20, 2019, the company concluded an agreement with the writer, the provisions of which were kept secret"
Hey guys, I found it now:
"Photo - Andrzej Sapkowski Andrzej Sapkowski(1948-06-21) - (still) Andrzej Sapkowski. The most popular author of short stories and fantasy novels in Poland. Andrzej Sapkowski - biography, life and work Andrzej Sapkowski was born in 1948 in Łódź. He is an economist and trader by education.
Andrzej Sapkowski: the witcher He gained popularity thanks to a series of stories and novels about the witcher Geralt. The Witcher is a mutant, a hired killer trained from childhood to fight monsters, but this training has not deprived him of his internal ethical code. At once cynical and noble, he is compared to Chandler's Philip Marlowe. World, in which the action of the Witcher story takes place, draws a lot from Tolkien, but also contains references to Slavic mythologies.
Andrzej Sapkowski: characteristics of his work Sapkowski's fantasy works are characterized by, apart from the fast-paced action taking place in an imaginary world populated by people, typical of this genre, elves, dwarves, etc., with a specific colorful language somewhat reminiscent of Sienkiewicz's Trilogy and a kind of humorous game with the reader consisting of hundreds of references to the world canon of fantasy novels (Conan, Tolkien, Dune, etc.), as well as references to Polish classical literature (especially Sienkiewicz and Słowacki) and traditional Germanic, Celtic and Slavic legends. However, under the guise of jokes and fast-paced action, there is often a deeper reflection hidden.
Andrzej Sapkowski: awards Andrzej Sapkowski is a multiple winner of all the most important Polish awards for fantasy works, and his books are constantly on the bestseller lists. In 1997, he received the POLITYKI PASZPORT award granted by this prestigious weekly to creators who have the opportunity to promote Polish culture in the world. Andrzej Sapkowski: controversy Andrzej Sapkowski lost the sympathy of some of his fans by coming to meetings with them under the influence of alcohol.
In 2005, a scandal was caused by Sapkowski's statement that "a white man should work three hours a day. After all, God created other races - Jews, Gypsies, to work for him…". This statement took place during the National Convention of Fantasy Lovers "Polcon", in Błażejewko near Poznań, on August 27, 2005. According to comments in the press, it was a racist statement, but most of the comments of the convention participants indicate that it was only an ironic provocation.
"Sapkowski has a phenomenal gift of narrative, inventing sensational events, creating a suggestive mood, grading tension. And a dazzling, slightly cynical sense of humor…" (Jacek Sieradzki, "Polityka")"
"The creator of the fantastic world, Andrzej Sapkowski, was inspired by, among others, Slavic traditions and folklore. There are also elements of contemporary Poland in computer games and the latest TV series"
I don't know if this thing about sequels is a meme, or if he actually wrote new books because he was running out of money, actually, I don't know.
Still, I don't know if people abroad know who the author of this series is
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hello!! i discovered your story yesterday and i'm already in love, it's so well written i cried twice for poor MC who keeps suffering, i love it (and i love oswin and the dads!! best dads!!!)
i have a hard time imagining the mounts though, it's kinda hard for me to imagine anything or anyone tbh lol, so i wanted to ask if you had any pictures of the horses/mule you described? i love the mule and chessy, they're adorable it took me so long to choose
oh and 2nd question before i forget: english isn't my first language sorry, could you explain the difference between curvy and voluptuous in the body type choice?
have a good day/night!
Hello Anon! Thank you so much for your kind words, they've made my day very bright! I'm glad you felt that connection with your MC as well.
I can help with the mounts, I do have photos for the references I used. Unfortunately, I seem to have lost my original reference for Oswin's horse, but I found one that is similar.
Chessy and Mule might be polar opposites too, so I can see why it would be hard to choose between them! You'll get to see bits of your chosen mount's personality as you travel as well. ^_^
Pictures and info and the answer to your second question are below the cut:
The one below is what Chessy would look like. Her color is a bit lighter I think, but this is close. She's based on Arabian horses.
The one below here is what Eb would look like. The only difference is that the story's version has a full white star on the forehead. He's based on the Mustang.
Below is Bay Bay, based on various breeds of draft horses. The picture shows a breed called Gypsy Vanner. Bay bay is colored like this, but is actually bigger than this breed typically is.
And, of course, last but not least of the MC's mount options is Mule - based on mules, lol:
And this finally, this one is about what Oswin's mare, Flit looks like. She's based on the American Paint Horse:
As for your second question... I included both curvy and voluptuous as options as some people interpretation differs a lot, and I wanted to leave it up to that reader's interpretation more than anything. But I will provide you with what comes to my mind with these words.
Personally, I would say curvy is a body that has rounder hips/rear with a chest/upper body that are about same size as each other. With curvy, you may see a slightly narrower waist as well. Perhaps you could say a thick "hourglass" shape - top and bottom are sized the same.
I, personally, would say voluptuous is similar, but the proportions are different than curvy - not as even and perhaps more full. You may have a much thicker rear with this type, and/or a much more endowed chest area. Maybe the thighs are thicker instead. This may be "pear" shaped or "apple" shaped too.
Hope that helps a bit!
Thank you so much for the questions! I was pleased that I got to show off the mounts a bit more. I spent probably too long thinking about them, lol.
#if wip#twine if#twine wip#interactive novel#asks#if game#interactive fiction#god cursed if#gc mounts
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the thing with the word "gypsy" is that I didn't really used to care either; I'm not from an english-speaking country so "gypsy" had no connotation to me and I used to think "better to leave this to the Roma living in English-speaking countries, they know better." But you can't really be left alone on the internet and sooner or later you WILL interact with non-Roma who speak English and in these interacts whenever I was called "gypsy" they always meant it in a pejorative way. Once on here I was told "Roma are hard-working and can be good, yes, they want to work, I like them. They are different from Gypsies. Gypsies are thieves and will steal anything." Like, the distinction being made here is quite clear. Once I was at the club and I made the mistake of telling this white Canadian guy I was half Romani, he then proceded to make degrading comments at me, telling me "dance for me like a Gypsy", other stuff I won't go into details with, but you can see the sexual connotation that "dance for me like a Romni" doesn't carry.
People get the impression that Gypsy is called a slur because (1) it's an inacurrate term, it comes from "Egyptian" and Roma aren't Egyptians, (2) it's sometimes used in a negative way, but it can also be used in a neutral. A lot of people therefore think that it's really far-fetched to say Gypsy is a slur, and that it's just political correctness gone too far. And sure, I'd agree if "Gypsy" was indeed just a neutral-to-pejorative misnomer, but it's not just that. The "gypsy is a slur" line originates from the American Romani community; the vast majority of American Roma came to the USA after the abolition of slavery in Romania. And as they very rightfully point out, "Gypsy" in English is a rough translation of the word "Cigan", "Tsigan", etc. As scholar Ian Hancock pointed out in his book on Romani slavery in Romania, The Pariah Syndrom, "Cigan" wasn't just the name given to Roma in Eastern Europe, it was a legal term used in judicial texts. "Cigan" meant "Slave". "Cigan" was "slave". In the eyes of the law and for 500 centuries, the definition of "Cigan" was "slave". And those slaves were Roma. In Eastern Europe, Roma were called Cigan so that being Romani meant being born a slave, living as a slave, and dying as a slave.
Another word "Gypsy" roughly translates is "Zigeuner". "Zigeuner" is the German translation of "Cigan". Even though it wasn't associated with chattel slavery, it was still a legal term used in judicial texts. "Zigeuner" was a notion used by Nazis to refer to Romani people and people of Romani descent; being a Zigeuner meant being an "asocial" which meant being a criminal corrupting the German blood.
And when Eastern Europeans or Germans use "Gypsy" when speaking English, it's "Cigan"/"Zigeuner" they are translating, not "Roma", because if they meant to say "Roma" (a word that exists in Slavic languages and in German), they would say "Roma", not "Gypsy".
Some people will point out to some Romani communities or individuals who use "Gypsy" to refer to themselves and will use these people as an argument to say that "Gypsy" is not a slur and that saying otherwise is political correctness gone too far, but that's beyond the point, the thing is that a good chunk of the Romani diaspora is rightfully uncomfortable with the word and that pointing at a few Roma who call themselves Gypsy doesn't erase the fact that "Gypsy" carries a pejorative connotation reminiscing of genocide and slavery and is especially degrading when talking about Romani women. I do agree that focusing on "is Gypsy a slur or not?" is very annoying and kind of useless because there are so many other things we could talk about but at this point, the question is, "why do Gadje keep coming back to this particular discourse when they could just move on, accept that Gypsy is pejorative, and then try and do more meaningful things?"
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I’ve never heard that using “Balkanize” to mean “split up into mutually exclusive smaller and opposed units” was offensive before. Has there been a movement to stop saying that?
With the context that I'm a white American of decidedly western euro-mutt descent:
My understanding is that it's like using the verb "to gyp" as "to scam", or using "to jew" as "to swindle". It's using a name as a verb, itself not necessarily a problem, but the verb only works because it calls upon a harmful stereotype. Gypsies, the variably offensive term for people more politely called Roma, were stereotyped as liars and con artists. Using a nickname for them as the very word for scamming only reinforces that. For complicated reasons historical Jews were often moneylenders, whose clientele were some degree of hostile and racist against them, so they had to be savvy businessmen in order to make a living, let alone a profit. Using their name to describe haggling to the point of swindling... again, stereotype reinforcement.
So... using the name of a region, specifically a region of people who historically haven't had a whole lot of political clout, often getting pushed around by the larger powers surrounding them... to evoke the idea of a group who's so aggressive and stupid that they'll devolve into infighting at the drop of a hat? Do I need to explain why stereotypes are bad?
Though I do admit to some curiosity about how I of all people got this kind of ask.
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This is a post by Djuvlipen that I have screengrabbed and that I am reproducing here.
In it she pretends that Rita Hayworth is part gypsy - or as she always prefers to call them, a Romani, claiming that the word gypsy is an offensive slur - and that Hollywood white-washed her and forced her to have multiple plastic surgeries in order to fit in and to have a movie career.
1 - Radical feminists are correct to point out that constantly bombarding women with yassified, filtered images of women’s faces gives you an inferiority complex, and messes with your idea of what you’re even supposed to look like. That’s correct.
What do you think it does to be shown images of a woman who never underwent plastic surgery, and then be told that the differences caused by different grooming styles and age are actually the result of plastic surgery? That you can’t just look nice, unless you’ve had all kinds of shit done to you?
She never had any plastic surgery done.
You’re being gaslighted into seeing changes that never happened. The only modification made by Hollywood was electrolysis to her hair-line. Any other changes you see are caused by the grooming of hair and eyebrows, and by make up, along with the changes that naturally happen as you age.
2 - Any person who tells you that a descendant of white Europeans could never look like a dark brunette is a racist who wants you to believe that all “real” white people must look like Donald Trump.
This is what Silvia, the queen of Sweden, looked like as a young girl. That’s Sweden, the European country in Europe with all those white European people.
3 - Djuvlipen is a pretendian of sorts when it comes to the gypsy community.
According to wikipedia, a “pretendian is a person who has falsely claimed Indigenous identity by claiming to be a citizen of a Native American or Indigenous Canadian tribal nation, or to be descended from Native ancestors. The term is a pejorative colloquialism, and if used without evidence could be considered defamatory.”
Real gypsies don’t tell you that the only correct designation for them is Romani or Traveler. Gypsy, gitano, cigano, gitane... all these words are the exact same word in different languages. Gypsy is the word gypsies use for themselves in their own official institutions.
So what happens when someone passing herself off as a gypsy forbids you from using the correct word to call gypsies? You are left without the words to find the information you’re looking for... the information (gypsy) becomes invisible to you. Gypsies become invisible to you.
That is what she and other anti-gypsy racists want: they want to erase gypsies off the map.
How gypsies of Portugal call themselves:
How gypsies of France call themselves:
How gypsies of Spain call themselves:
You get the picture.
4 - Regarding Rita’s imaginary gypsy ancestry, this entire discussion is expressive of just how much there isn’t a single shred of proof to confirm it, and her own father (the one who is supposed to have been the gypsy one, remember?) always denied it, so who are we to call him a liar? Is it because we’re non-gypsy that we wouldn’t tell a lie but he would? Isn’t that a racist thing to assume about him? Aren’t racists the ones who accuse gypsies of being habitual liars?
It’s fine to be gypsy, but it’s not ok to gypsy-wash a famous movie star just because you’d like to claim them... or to make them invisible.
#rita hayworth#racism#gypsies#movies#feminism#mental health#women's health#health#misogyny#plastic surgery
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By Robert M Massimi. ( Broadway Bob).Published about 6 hours ago • 3 min read

"Swept Away" at the Longacre Theatre is a musical that can be put into "the boat" category. Like "The Life of Pi" and "The Shark is Broken", the staging is creative and interesting to look at. Written by John Logan and music by The Avett Brothers, the folksy musical is a much different kind of show than we are used to seeing on The Great White Way.
Getting lost at sea, the plot is similar to the "Life of Pi",( the same theater as where this show is now playing), people get stranded at sea... people suffer greatly against the elements. "Swept", however, is music based, and the music fits the plot well... the sea goers are as rough as the underbelly of the music.
Logan is deft in bringing the many personalities forward: Big Brother (Stark Sands) and little brother (Adrian Blake Ensccoe) are religious and genuine. Mate, (John Gallagher Jr) has no beliefs, he is bare bones when it comes to life; and so is Captain (Wayne Duvall). The four main actors blend well together as director Michael Mayer keeps the plot for the most part moving nicely with the dialogue before us.
In the ninety minute intermissionless show, the words at time get lost, sometimes not resonating deeply; at other times the we feel a deep connection towards the actors. Where we sometimes get a glimpse at what makes each one tick, the audience never fully understands them.
Where "Swept Away" shines is in the staging, Rachel Hauck's set is magnificent. The original set gets lifted from the bottom up to bring the row boat to the forefront. Kevin Adams lighting is the backbeat of the musical, however. His mystic grey's cool blue lighting gives a "jazz" feel to the show. When he hits the stage with the green's , purple and orange, the musical becomes mysterious and edgy!
The year is 1988 and the whalers are all but extinct with the creation of kerosene to light the lamps now. The captain frustratingly tells us "this is all I know". The storms that come and go are very significant...how the four navigate the storms is how they navigate their lives. As they face life changing events on the boat, their livelihoods too face a storm, not sure where they go from here. John Shivers sound design makes the audience well aware of what the four face on the vicious sea.
"Swept Away" is a middling musical, my guess is that it will run about a year or so. The musical is not too hot, nor is it cold. It pleases probably most of the audience, but not all.
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Next up is Gypsy and Cult of Love at the Helen Hayes theatre.
This fall season has been a very up and down season. Where I thought some shows were going to be great, they disappointed. "Maybe, Happy Ending" is not pulling in the people. This maybe due to the very bland songs in the show. "Our Town" is a DEI disaster! Kenny Leon, the director of "Our Town" has taken a classic and destroyed it with his woke direction. "Left on Tenth" was a very good show, it was getting early mixed word about it, however, the two stars made this a must see! Robert Downey Jr was fantastic in McNeil, another surprise show! "Yellow Face" was both funny and warm, and "Tammy Faye" was the disaster of the year and is closing after a few months at the newly renovated Palace Theatre.
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Worth my weight in Gold- part 7
Crossing all the lines
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Abe has to confront Mahala.
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Crossing all your lines
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Aberama Gold wasn’t looking forward to the confrontation. In his line of work he was used to people arguing, pleading or lying. Something about it coming from a person you had loved and shared your most intimate thoughts with just didn’t sit well with him.
He’d brought a male kinsman with him to have this conversation knowing there would be a very different conflicting account later.
He knocked on the white Vardo door and looked around annoyed. He already had an audience of curious clansmen and women who were looking out little windows or around the camp, craning their necks to see what he was up to knocking on his ex-wife's door.
Mahala greeted him with her large perfect smile that went to her eyes.
Abe smiled back feeling the tightness in both his grin and his chest. He could feel the warmth of a soft rekindled rage igniting in him. He could deal with that emotion. He hadn’t forgotten nor had time removed the scar on his heart that she’d left.
“Aberama, what do I owe the pleasure of your visit?” He chuckled darkly at her choice of words, aware that she had glanced across the way, through him to glance at his Caravan. He knew Gypsy was outside taking advantage of the warm day. Gathering their girls about her like little chicks to go find early spring plants for meals and medicinal reasons.
He was grateful she was taking them away from camp for the day. He’d promised to meet up with them later and cook a rabbit or squirrel if he could catch one. He had picked a member of his clan who knew of Mahala’s manipulative ways. He’d wished he’d listened to his friends warning years ago but he hadn’t and he had learned the hard way.
Clearly she still took no accountability for her whimsical actions and how they affected others. That would make what he had to do a lot easier.
“You're crossing all over the lines, Mahala. I know we have some different perspectives on what had happened between us but I remember what happened clearly, even my involvement in it.” He cleared his throat watching her smile disappear slowly then rise again once she realized they had an audience. Just as he remembered her.
“I remember, I was alone a lot Abe and when you were home, you could still be a million miles away. “ She smiled but it was sweet. It reminded him of a snake. Beautiful, and cunning ready to strike when given a clear chance to bite you fatally.
“I admit, as I have since the beginning, that my mistake was leaving you alone a lot and not always letting you know what I was thinking. In truth I thought no issues between us meant just that. We were both young and I learned that my wife can’t read my mind.” His tone was even, firm and velvety.
“I’m not pleased with you singling out our girls when I was away. Nan and Esmeralda are chatterboxes, I know what you said To Gypsy because the girls tattled on you.” He was trying so hard to keep his anger reeled in. He could feel his fists itching to close, his nails wanting to bite into the flesh to remind him to calm down. He took a breath watching her. She stood straight with her head tilted watching him carefully. He knew she was being defiant.
“ You mean to say that your little girl or wife tattled on me.” She smiled at the kidney but her eyes were dark and fierce. She wanted Abe to feel old, he’d been older then Mahala when they’d wed by a few years. Gypsy more so by ten years. He refused her bait.
“Gypsy has many qualities to her, she's thoughtful , kind and forgiving to a fault. I worry about her kindness being taken advantage of when I’m away but she is not a schemer, a liar or malicious. You both have very different qualities to you. No comparison Mahala.” He made sure to punctuate the last sentence a bit more harshly to show his displeasure of Gypsy being brought up in any negative way. His eyes gleamed with a challenge, daring her to continue.
“So since you still can’t take accountability, you want to skew the past to your benefit, no further contact with the girls.” He turned stepping down brushing past the man he’d forgotten he’d brought to pull him back if necessary. He nodded indicating they were done but he didn’t move. Just let his eyes flick back and forth as if telling Abermama it wasn’t done.
Abe sighed and turned around to address her once more.
“What did I say, Aberama, that wasn’t true?” She stalked toward him, walking around to plant herself directly in front of the taller man, forcing him to look at her, challenging him.
He sighed and shook his head. He was grateful he no longer had the daily drama of this woman. He didn’t need his girls learning this.
“You told the girls little names that I had apparently called you. I called you many things Mahala, especially in the beginning. I learned my first two days with you that this marriage would be rough. I never called you sweet things other than my little wife or my little viper.” His clansman snickered behind him. Abe really didn’t find it humorous and it was aimed at Mahala to hurt her. It was however the truth, something that only he seemed keen to remember.
He’d tried back then, he really had but she had gutted him when she cheated and fell pregnant. The math didn’t work out to his benefit.
“They are mine too Abe. She has no right to them.” Her tiny hands were clenched now, venom dripping from her usually honey laced tone.
“When they are old enough to think for themselves and can no longer protect them, then you can tell them everything on your side, until then it's my duty to keep them safe.” He hated this so much. He wished he didn’t have to keep the girls from their mother. He truly did but she was sick and the worst part was that she couldn’t even see it!
“From me? They need protection from me!” She yelled. He rolled his eyes. People were coming out now that she was insistent on giving them a show. He wasn’t going to play on her little stage. He had grown as a person and as an adult.
“If need be. I was hoping time would have changed things, sadly they haven't. I’m done conversing with you Mahala, I truly hope you can heal and grow as a person. Keep away from me.” He turned to walk away. When he was almost past the caravan he heard her strong voice ring out clear as day.
“I still love you Abe.” She called after him confidently hoping he;;d turn around. He knew better but he did anyway. He didn’t need the camp to come to their own conclusions. This needed to end.
“You don't know what the truth is, how can you claim to know love? Don't you have a young child traveling with you. Give her your attention Mahala. We're leaving soon.” He turned picking up the pace and his knife as he retreated to the woods. He needed to see his girls. He was dreading the conversation with him. He was grateful to the women at his side though would be there unwavering for all four of them during this time.
He still had no idea why fate had placed Gypsy Boswell Gold unto his path but it was the kindest thing Fate had ever done for him. He was truly grateful for his women. ____________________________________________
“Daddy!!!!!” Three little girls screamed and chased him almost back into the tree line. He was grateful he’d already found and killed the rabbit or they’d all be starving with such a loud and enthusiastic greeting.
He laughed and scooped them up carefully to keep them away from any blood draining from their supper. Gypsy walked up and took it so he could hug them properly.
He winked at her and smiled, causing her to blush and trip on the uneven ground.
“Careful there Raven, this isn’t a paved city walkway.” She laughed and rolled her eyes. He loved it that she was confident enough to play sassy with him.
He knew he was doing something right because they were both blossoming.
“Girls, I need to talk to you. Can you go sit by the fire, please?” He pointed to the campfire. Gypsy had her back turned, skinning the rabbit. The girls were still squeamish about such things. He appreciated that she didn’t force them yet to learn. They enjoyed the eating but he understood they should stay innocent as long as they could.
“Daddy, look, we were playing with a spider.” Nan held up two sticks with a dainty little web in between them carefully so she didn’t tear the web too much. He was impressed by her strength to not destroy it. “That’s honestly impressive, Nan. Come here please girl, this is serious.” Three very serious little girl faces looked back at him blinking only if necessary. He smiled warmly at them. His heart already ached at what he had to do.
“Girls, I know the recent resurfacing of your mother seems exciting.” He paused for several agonizing minutes as their faces lit up with him mentioning Mahala. They looked so much like her. Heart shaped faces, long wavy brunette hair and her large lovely smile.
“Girls, your mother is still very sick and unable to care for you. I know you don’t understand because she doesn’t look sickly physically…”
“What does…phys.phy..what does that bug word mean?” Esmeralda asked, earning a chuckle from her father.
“Oh, I love your inquisitive mind Esme, I really do. It means she doesn’t look sick, she isn’t coughing or throwing up but she isn’t well here.” He tapped his head hoping they would understand.
“Her mind is puking…ewww….” Three little girls chimed in exchanging grossed out faces each one to outdo the other.
“No.” He was trying to stifle his laughter, it really wasn't funny but their innocence was so sweet and touching.
“ It means her thoughts are…not safe girls.” Gypsy said and looked at Abe hoping she hadn’t said the wrong thing as she added the meat and veggies to her stew.
“Yes, that’s right.” He nodded in appreciation for her tact.
“So that means we can't talk to her anymore?” Esmeralda large hazels watered up ready to spill over. Her large eyes blinked once and the dam broke sending cascading clear tears down her little face and chin falling to the earth in patters.
“Oh, my little doves.” He scooped up all three tearful girls. This hated this part the most. He hated his babies being in pain.
He waited several minutes until the sobs became stifled little cries here and there.
“No, it just means that until you are adults, have a man to help you through your relationship with her, or she gets better, I can’t have you getting hurt.” “We're already hurt.” Nan cried out throwing herself further into her bracing fathers strong arms. Abe looked up feeling the sting in his eyes too.
“I know my little angels, I know.”
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Gypsy had helped him carry the sleepy and very full little girls back to camp. Their fire had long since burned out but he couldn’t feel the cold right now. He was numb and not even anger burned in him anymore.
It had been a long and emotional night already.
He purposefully looked down at the ground as he walked, rationalizing that it was so he didn't trip and lose two of his arm loads of children, but he didn’t want to see her right now. Gypsy followed him up into their cozy little home on wheels and closed the door. He felt his lungs give way to a huge sigh. He hadn’t realized he was holding his breath.
They get the kids down and tuck them into their little beds. He was aware she's watching him waiting for him to stand.
“For what it is worth, I’m really proud of you. That wasn’t an easy conversation to have..with any of them. But you did it masterfully.” Gypsy's kind and soft word burrowed into his heart. He turned and gathered her tightly into his arms and buried his face into her dark tresses.
“Thank you Gypsy, I had hoped to never have to talk to her again let alone the girls but it had to happen at some point.”
“You're a good man.” She countered his intrusive dark thoughts. He groaned and shook his head gently, careful not to headbutt her in the process. He didn’t feel like one at all.
“Haha, that's subjective with my line of work. I suppose what side you get from me.” He added and pulled back so he could look at her loving face.
“Well I got the good side so that's all I care about.” She said haughtily causing him to laugh and feel some tension melt away. It amazed him that she was slowly healing parts of him he hadn’t even known still carried bruises.
“You bring out the good side. You make the death-dealing monster feel like a man.” He said plainly.
“ You'll never be a monster to me.” He felt his chest tighten. He’d never even thought that. Now he prayed to whatever god was listening that he could live up to her truth.
“I hope so.” He meant that. He didn’t want to ever disappoint her knowing he’d never get that part of her back.
“ Come here. I wouldn’t trust a monster to ravish me. I want you to though.” She shyly grinned at him pulling him into a kiss.
“Oh darling, I plan too.” He sealed the distance and picked her up by the hips carrying her to bed. This was his favorite kind of stress relief, especially with her.
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#peaky blinders fanfic#original character#gypsy#aberama gold#arranged marriage#bonnie gold#origin story#friends to lovers
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Movies I watched this week (Year 4, week 2)
Napoleon, Ridley Scott's new sweeping epic. It's assumed that when a megalomaniac filmmaker (Abel Gance, Kubrick) becomes obsessed with the myth of "The Great Leader Napoleon", it's because they themselves are inflicted with delusions of grandeur of some kind. So it's not very interesting or relevant to us mortal people.
This is a beautifully-shot, rich with gorgeous tableaux showing the senselessness and chaos of war. The best thing it did was making me read about the history of French history in the first half of the 19th century. 4/10.
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2 tight French thrillers by Yann Gozlan:
🍿 I feel bored at the moment, and was looking for an intelligent thriller to break out my film lethargy. Somebody on r/truefilm suggested Black box, a French conspiracy thriller, similar to 'Three Days of the Condor' and 'The Parallax View'. I started watching it at 4AM, and gulped it all in one fell whoop. A sharp analyst at the French NTSB discovers small inconsistencies while investigating a plane crash. Terrific! 9/10.
🍿 Burn out was a more traditional crime action story about a semi-professional bike racer who gets involved with a gypsy cartel of drug-dealing goons. 5/10.
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Another thriller, Black Mirror's longest (feature-length), and my most favorite and re-watched episode, Hated in the nation; "The attack of the killer ADI Bees". I knew that it was based on a personal experience that Charlie Brooker himself lived through. "Today I learnt" it was after a 2004 article he wrote, calling for the assassination of George W Bush. A perfect film! 10/10 for the 10th time.
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George Carlin: I'm Glad I'm Dead, my first AI-generated movie! (or rather a stand up). As a long time big fan of St. George, I was very skeptical, and it did take some getting used to. The uncanny valley incongruity of a not exactly right voice, not exactly sharp words as the dearly-departed political genius (Jesus Christ, had it been 15 years already!)
But as weird as it is, you could eventually ease into the rant, and imagine that this - more or less - is how he would respond in 2024 to today's wretched times. F. ex., his descriptions of the Shitting Trump (at 12:00) is right up there with the best of the Real Carlin. If this up-to-date artificial facsimile of his voice, attitude and opinions is all we can get today, I for one am grateful. (AI-generated Photo Above).
Actually, this experience was so unsettling, I had to watch it twice. And to even it out, I also listened again to his Complaints and Grievances from 2001, as well as some 2.5 hours 'tribute mix' of Carlin 'Top Hits', just to make sure...
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I need more Jean Renoir in my life! A Day in the Country is a perfect start. A light tale, based on a Guy de Maupassant story, which feels like a black & white painting by his father, Auguste Renoir. An innocent seductions one afternoon on the banks of the river Seine. So delightful, so nostalgic. 8/10.
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Jacques Demy X 2:
🍿 "We are a pair of twins / Born in the sign of Gemini..."
Another delightful re-watch: Demy's dreamy musical The Young Girls of Rochefort. Colorful tunes by Michel Legrand, and pastel dance numbers performed at the quintessentially romantic square of this fantasy town. The inspiration to La La Land. 9/10.
🍿 Demy's only American film, Model shop, a testimony to his love for Los Angeles, opens in Huntington Beach and follows aimless, young Gary Lockwood, so broke that he drives around looking to bum 100 bucks from somebody, to avoid his old MG convertible from being repossessed. It's considered a minor masterpiece, about two lost souls looking for love, but I found it dull and empty, and devoid of all magic. 2/10.
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“You’re a good man, sister…”
Re-watch, just for fun: John Huston Tough Man fantasy The Maltese Falcon, the original Film Noir. With Gutman "The fat man" as an early study for Noah Cross, and beautiful Femme fatale Mary Astor. The only strange role is Elisha Cook Jr. who didn't look like the Heavy, "Your boy here", under any circumstances.
There were two earlier adaptations of the story, which I haven't seen yet, but I will.
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Re-watch: Wallace and Gromit: A Close Shave, a happy Oscar-winner Aardman studio classic, which first introduced Shaun the Sheep. I've forgotten that Gromit, Like Teller's, never speaks. 100% score on 'Rotten Tomatoes'.
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Coogan’s Bluff, the only (?) film where laconic outsider Clint Eastwood plays a fish-out-of-water in NYC, and the inspiration to Dennis Weaver's McCloud. Half-sheriff, half-cowboy from Arizona, he's sent to bring back an extradited convict. Not as misogynistic and reactionary as Dirty Harry, he's still a sexist He-man, always horny and creepily pushes himself on any skirt around, whether they like it or not. This being Don Siegel, they love it. 2/10.
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2 music documentaries:
🍿 "..You probably wandering why I'm here / And so am I, so am I..."
I was a big Zappa fan since the outrageousness of 'Freak out!' in the late 60's. I even started a Zappa side-blog in 2003 on 'Grow-a-brain' [where most of the links are dead today]. So Alex Winter's moving Zappa documentary was right up my alley. Groundbreaking avant-garde experimentalist, a committed modern composer, who was so beloved in the Czech Republic. 8/10.
🍿 On the other hand, Greenwich Village - Music that defined a generation was bland and uninspired. The story about the part of 60s music that wasn't Laurel Canyon. Based on the memoirs of Bob Dylan's girlfriend, Suze Rotolo, and including snippets of performers, from Phil Ochs, Tom Paxton, Richard and Mimi Fariña, Kris Kristofferson, to Judy Collins, Arlo Guthrie, and dozen others. 2/10.
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"This is nuclear war!"
The 1967 documentary Oscar winner, the BBC-produced The War Game was more of a Mondo mockumentary. Like 'Threads' which came 2 decades later, it brutally describes the horrifying effects of a hypothetical nuclear attack on Britain. Its bleak hopelessness caused so much "mayhem" in the British government, that it was promptly withdrawn from broadcasting screening. Unvarnished horror, total devastation, destruction & misery, undiluted.
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Always interested in good stories about the 'End of the world', I thought I’ll also try the new HBO series The last of us, knowing full well that I'm not big on zombies, and also never having played 'any' computer games. I soldiered through the first feature-length episode, but found it so uninspiring and mechanical, so devoid of any real emotions, I had to bail out before continuing. An adaptation of a video game, with all the depth of a stupid comic book? Or simply not for me? 1/10.
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4 shorts:
🍿 Krzysztof Kieslowski's Talking Heads, in which he asks a baby: 'What year were you born? Who are you? What do you most wish for?' The baby doesn't answer, so he keeps asking other people, each older by a year or two, until he ends with the answer of a 100-year-old woman. Simple and profound. 9/10.
🍿 The hand, a classic 1965 Czechoslovak stop motion puppet animation film, an anti-totalitarian parable.
🍿 Never Weaken, Harold Lloyd’s last 3-reeler before he moved on to feature length production, and another of his comedies where he dangles from high buildings.
🍿 The babbling book, my first (?) formulaic short with George Burns and Gracie Allen. I guess they were all structured like this, the two meet in a certain locale, (this time in a bookstore), exchange jokes for 10 minutes, she talks fast and delivers all the zingers, and he plays the straight man. M'eh.
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David Ehrlich's annual The 25 Best Films of 2023: A Video Countdown. So far I've seen 12 of them, and was planning to see 6 more.
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3 movies I couldn’t finish:
🍿 Vox published a relevant article this week about Leon Uris's bestseller 'Exodus' (and the 1960 Paul Newman adaptation of it). How influential it was in shaping the views of Americans in regards to Israel and the middle east. I have vivid memories from when I was 8 staying at my grandmother's tiny apartment in Haifa. She listened to the Adolf Eichmann's trial on the radio, and she used to read to me excerpts from 'Exodus', which she received as serials in thin pamphlets printed on cheap newsprint paper - in Yiddish.
So that prompted me to try and watch this 3+ hours long piece of Zionist Agitprop Cheese about the founding of the state of Israel. But even after 3 attempts I could only get 26 minutes in, before having to give it up.
🍿 From the few roles I've seen him, I developed a physical dislike to actor Jake Johnson, but I love Anna Kendrick, so I gave his new Self Reliance a shot. The trailer opened with an amusing scene where Andy Samberg invites the loser Johnson to join him for a limo ride. But that was the only cute or interesting scene in the whole first half of that unfunny 'comedy'. Pass!
🍿 The Diary of a Teenage Girl, an explicit story about 15-year-old girl who becomes sexually active by starting a relationship with her mother's boyfriend, Alexander Skarsgård, made by all-female team. But I went back to it 3 times, and could not watch more than 20 minutes.
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Throw-back to the "Art project”:
Zombies Adora.
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(My complete movie list is here)
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How Disney has neutered their villains, an essay by a bored pumpkin
We all love Disney villains, they’re why some of us have a tumblr in the first place. A way to express our favorites to other people and/or give love to underrated villains. They’re also one of the most memorable things about Disney: their ability to create dark villains.
Many villains are so iconic that they show up at the theme parks and especially during October, with the Halloween season. However, I feel that ever since the 2000s, the villains have been toned down to the point where you can’t call them villains, only antagonists and bad guys.
So today, I’m gonna explain why I feel like this and why it’s kind of gotten sad too. Also, this is just my personal opinion, y’all don’t have to agree with me.
Anyways, rambling is below the cut.
First, let’s discuss the difference between a bad guy, an antagonist, and villain, as these terms get confused as being the same due to being similar.
A bad guy is the word that “antagonist” and “villain” namely tie into as they’re similars of it. But the definition that’s commonly used for it is your average criminal you see on the street.
An antagonist, while similar to a villain, is actually what the protagonist lacks and are the creators of conflicts. Think Abuela Alma from Encanto. She’s not the villain, but she’s an obstacle and brings conflict to Mirabel.
Now, a villain is what we’re all familiar with. Their actions are important to the plot; Ernesto poisoning Héctor, Maleficent cursing Aurora, etc. These are the most common of bad guys in media, and over the years, the Disney villains are starting to become the antagonist slightly.
The 30s up until the 90s was where the villains had no chill. The first Disney villain, The Evil Queen from Snow White, literally tried to poison her stepdaughter and also made a sort of blueprint for how villain should be.
Their design needs to be somewhat iconic, their voice needs to be menacing and cool, their deaths are horrifying, and their actions need to drive the plot along with downright brutal.
Exhibit A: Maleficent cursing Aurora as a baby
Exhibit B: McLeach having no issue with attempted child murder
Exhibit C: Scar literally murdering his brother in front of his nephew
And so on and so forth.
Each of these villains have something iconic about them, and their actions are memorable while also very dark. But the villains are also both funny and menacing. You only really need a dark villain when the story asks for it, and in my opinion, there are two villains who do their job right of being a dark as fuck villain.
Judge Claude Frollo from The Hunchback of Notre Dame and Judge Doom from Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
We all know about Frollo so I’ll give a brief summary of him. Basically, this dude is fucking insane. He also represents three of the Seven Deadly Sins: Pride, Wrath, and of course Lust. He lusted after the gypsy, Esmeralda, basically set Notre Dame ablaze, and tried to kill Quasimodo once as a baby and when he was an adult.
With HOND being a dark story, it makes sense as to why Frollo would be dark and it checks out. He also checks out the blueprints set by Grimhilde: his actions are dark, his voice and design are iconic, and his death is horrifying; literally showing that he’s going to Hell.
Now what about Judge Doom? Why is he so dark?
Well if you remember correctly, Judge Doom is technically a toon. But not just any toon: he is the toon that murdered Eddie Valient’s brother by dropping a piano on his head. And that’s not all.
Doom made a liquid that can permanently kill a toon: The Dip. It’s made out of paint thinners, which are used to erase a cartoon on the drawing board. And when we see that Doom is a toon, you realize: “Holy shit, this dude made something to kill his own kind.”
Doom had NO issue with destroying ToonTown. He wanted money AND to him, he thought it was funny.
And like Frollo, Doom immediately checks out with the blueprints: iconic design, iconic voice, actions are horrifying and drive the plot, and lets just say that, in my opinion, Doom’s death (and Doom in general) traumatized a generation of kids and adults.
These two villains are perfect examples of having dark villains for dark movies. And all of the other Disney villains are perfect examples of being funny and dark for kids movies. However, I feel like the moment the 2000s rolled around, things changed.
The 2000s and so on was definitely a time where people started to get more sensitive and kiddish, and Disney was no exception. Of course, they did make movies that are somewhat hardcore, but the same cannot be said for their villains.
Alameda Slim, Captain Gantu, Bowler Hat Guy. They all fill out the blueprints like their predecessors, but something felt off. They felt more toned down. Dark, yes, but it was definitely very kiddish than what we’ve been accustomed to the previous years. And it should be noted that this was when Disney started to slow down on killing their villains.
The two villains I feel that are like their predecessors are Dr. Facilier and Rourke. Their actions were dark, their whole aura was iconic, but their deaths were also pretty hardcore too.
Rourke was turned into a crystal and was literally shattered onscreen, and Facilier was dragged into Hell/the Loa ONSCREEN AND WE SAW HIS GRAVESTONE.
So, you see where I’m going with this? These two villains felt like they were from the 30s-90s, while everyone else felt like they were just PGd into oblivion.
The 2010s and forward was where the title of “villain” was completely lost. Of course, there are exceptions. King Candy/Turbo was a great comeback and Mother Gothel was awesome too, but that was it. Disney instead turned to Pixar’s motive for villains: twist villains.
The unholy trilogy of Disney’s twist villains are obviously Hans, Callaghan, and the sheep from Zootopia. And this is also where the blueprints set by Grimhilde were lost.
So let’s do this. Ignore Gothel and Turbo and only think of the villains after them. Can you name a single memorable thing about them? Any iconic lines? Can you remember their designs? Yeah, it’s pretty hard. Well, that’s my point.
These villains can only be called “antagonists” and “bad guys” because that’s how Disney sets them up to be. They’re so toned down that it kind of feels wrong to call them villains because what they do, while still dark and drives the plot, is just so kiddy.
Of course, you don’t need a villain with every movie. Encanto and Winnie the Pooh are good examples. YES, Abuela Alma was an ANTAGONIST, but she redeemed herself in the end and that movie was namely focused on the family trauma and Mirabel.
You might be thinking, “Sp00ks. Is this really necessary? Disney is just trying to make things appropriate for younger audiences.”
I’m sorry, but for the past 90 years, if this company has been showing their villains to be dark as Hell and have them be evil evil, yeah I’m gonna notice these changes.
So that’s why I believe that, in my opinion and based on what I’ve been seeing, Disney has been neutering their villains.
I haven’t seen Strange World, so I don’t know if that movie has a villain or not, but at this point I don’t care, which is disappointing.
Disney Villains are so memorable and it’s saying a lot when you can’t remember their villains from 10 years ago, but you can remember their villains from almost a century ago.
#disney villains#sp00ks’ screaming#reblogs > likes#analysis#long post#was talking about this with a friend a week ago and realized that I needed to talk about this#again y’all don’t have to agree with me. this is just my opinion
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Something Holy || Tommy Shelby x reader
summary: in which even the devil can be religious
warnings: brief mention of drugs, mentions of blood, implied smut
word count: 3.1k
author’s note: this is my first tumblr post so please excuse me if i’ve formatted something wrong. in the future, i’ll probably end up transferring some of my other works from wattpad here. thoughts? let me know!
Frantic stable boys scramble out of the way as sharp, heavy hooves clop down feverently upon the cobblestone ground. Hands reach up to snatch at the horse's bridle and then are jerked out of the way, scarcely avoiding being torn off by sheer force. Deep, ragged, labored breathing comes from the stallion's flaring nostrils, and foam slathers the o-ring bit in his mouth. He jerks his head about indignantly before I am able to reach him, synching the curb chain tightly to finally settle him down. The vast whites of his eyes still flash wildly, but the pinching chain in his mouth has busied him for now.
“Tie him over by the water pump behind the stable and cool him down. I'll be over in a minute," I instruct, passing hold of the leather bridle over to a groom.
Still fighting but finally starting to feel the downhill effects post race, the stallion trots along, dragging the groom with him. His coat is such a deep red that the sheen of sweat on his body gives off the unsettling allusion of blood dripping from him as he walks away.
"And I thought only we gypsies used magic charms and such."
My attention drawn away from the horse, I turn towards the man to whom the voice belongs to, my guard rising up at his suggestive statement. A newsboy cap obscures half of his face, which is squared with a sharp jaw and prominent cheekbones. If the glint of the razor blade sown into his cap doesn't give him away, his violently blue eyes do. They're empty and calculating and cold. His hands are shoved in the pockets of his expensive suit lackadaisically, however, his aura suggests anything but. The way he casually walks towards me reminds me of a predator approaching its prey.
"I was raised Catholic, by a preacher in fact," I dismiss over my shoulder as I walk after the groom. "And I don't know what you're talking about."
He follows me around to the back of the barn, watching as I hoist a pail of water over the stallion's broad withers. He pulls a hand from his pocket, letting it rest on the horse's nose.
"You don't, do you?" he asks, drawing his hand away and holding it up to his nose before tilting it towards me. Fine white powder dusts his fingers. "So you wouldn't know anything about snorting a horse with Tokyo before sending him out on the track?"
I freeze, and for a moment we both stand there, observing each other. A groom walks by and I snap my head towards him. At the last moment, Tommy drops his hand back to his pocket, out of sight. When the groom passes, I sigh, returning back to our conversation.
"What do you do for a living, Mr. Shelby?" I don't need him to answer my question. Working for Billy Kimber, I already know who he is and what he does. I already know that the moment he had become suspicious of the game I was playing at, he could have shot me. The fact that he hadn't yet made me incredulous; almost suspiciously so.
"Same as you. I do business with horses," he says. His cold eyes stare intently at me, almost challenging me to imply otherwise.
I look away. "Mr. Kimber is sorting pay outs with the bookies. I can have someone take you to him," I offer, wanting to get rid of him. Dealing with people of the likes of the Shelbys was always dangerous business, and I wasn't looking for that kind of business. Kimber and the men who worked under him were bastards and crooks like all the rest of them. But Thomas Shelby made Billy Kimber look like a saint.
As part of a mutual agreement, I raced and trained horses under Billy Kimber's name. He made sure my horses were the favorites on paper, and I made sure the horses won. Anything under the table, I had no hand in. Anything under the nose, he turned the other way.
"I came to talk to you."
"Just to talk?" The metallic black butt of a gun flashes from underneath his suit, hidden in a holster against his waist coat. A warning.
"You and that horse cost me two thousand quid today. Last week it was a thousand. I'd rather it not happen again. So I'm offering you a deal." His haunting blue eyes haven't left me. He's being very serious.
"A deal or an ultimatum?"
He almost smiles. A short, amused chuff of a breath escapes through his nose and he saunters closer to me. The stallion's breathing is shallow now, all but a quiet whisper in the stillness around us. We're the only ones left lingering behind the stable. The safe distance I had previously put between us, now diminished.
"Smart girl," he comments, leaning towards me. The praise drips with his smooth Birmingham accent. My throat constricts and I swallow. "So here's what's going to happen. I've already staked claims on the five horses running. All you have to do is make sure this horse, and every other horse Kimber has money on, crosses the finish line dead last next week."
"And why would I do that?" Genuinely, I know why: because he's Thomas Shelby and he's not asking. But a part of me wants to know why he doesn't just take care of the situation himself. The rumor has never been proven, but it's not uncommon for the favorite horse to be found, a bullet embedded in its skull, the morning of the race.
"Once I take on five race horses, I'm going to need a respectable name to entice the betting a little. The people here trust you. You'd have shared ownership in addition to protection under my name."
I shake my head, a little taken back by his forwardness. "You failed to mention my change in employers." One moment he's asking me to fix a race, the next he's offering me a job.
He scoffs, "You work for Billy Kimber, is this really such a bad thing?"
"If Kimber finds out I could be killed—"
"[Y/N]!"
Speak of the devil. My sentence is cut off as Mr. Kimber tears around the corner of the stable, heading briskly for us. His weasley accountant follows close behind him. Fearing the confrontation that is about to occur, I look back to Tommy, but he's already gone from beside me. His hand grabs my arm. "Saint Peter's Church. Tonight at quarter to twelve." His mouth is close enough to my ear that I feel his hot breath against my skin. And then he pulls away, dipping his head curtly towards me and makes his exit, disappearing just as Billy Kimber reaches me.
"[Y/N]!”
Kimber, who despite his polished manner, always gave me the impression that he was filthy; both morally and physically by the way he slicked back his greasy black hair over his forehead, likely to conceal a receding hairline. His constant attempts to touch me made my skin crawl. I want to gag when he draws an arm around my waist, jerking me to his side.
"Who was the gentleman you were talking to? I asked you to go up to the bookies' box after the race. Roberts and I were dealing with some business," he says in his nasally voice, chastising me like a child.
I tip my chin away from him, resisting the urge to shove him away. "A Mr. Shelby," I say, feigning cluelessness. "He said he worked with horses."
“Fucking bastard, Thomas Shelby," he growls. "What did he want?"
I pause for a heartbeat. I can feel Kimber fingers digging into my waist through the thick outer layer of my coat. "Nothing. Nothing at all."
“Thomas Shelby never goes anywhere without a reason," he retorts.
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If the streets of Birmingham were dangerous during the day, they were deadly at night. Barren of any street lights, the cobblestone walks glisten with foul sewer water against the moon light. Stray dogs with skin stretched over their ribcages trot along alley ways, and men with broad, soot covered clothes loiter suspiciously outside work stations. I'm grateful for the concealment that the dark trench coat around my shoulders provides. I've lived in Birmingham my entire life, but no one is ever safe. The front steps of St. Peter's Church seem to welcome me with quiet hostility. Seemingly a strange place to meet, but no one would suspect us here. Tommy Shelby is waiting outside the door, gold pocket watch in hand.
He opens the door, gesturing me in silently with his hand. I take a few reserved steps past the threshold of the church. The door shuts quietly behind us. It's empty of course, but the flames of lit candles illuminate the altar. Prayer intentions.
Tommy clears his throat. He's taken a seat in one of the pews. Nothing looks more out of place than Tommy Shelby in a church. The wooden pew creaks loudly into the silence as I sit down beside him.
"So I've impressed you, eh" he says simply, and then it becomes silent again while he waits for my response. His empty blue eyes remain forward, looking over the altar at the front of the church.
"What makes you think I agreed?"
"Nothing happens without me knowing it. You removed your usual jockey from the post list this evening." I don't say anything, but he's right. I had to pay off a few people to keep their mouths shut, but fixing a race isn't as terribly conflicting as it may seem. "You'll be a good addition to Shelby Company Limited," Tommy says assuringly.
"Mr. Shelby, I—"
"But you're a terrible liar, [Y/N]," he adds without changing his tone of voice, still sounding very matter of a fact. "No good Catholic girl would forget to make the sign of the cross when entering a church."
I swallow, my throat dry, only just realizing my mistake. "And you're an atheist in a chapel so what's it matter?"
Tommy's thick, suit clad shoulders shrug, and he leans back, pulling a cigarette from his pocket. "The devil does not know he's the devil," he quotes. He balances the cigarette between his lips and cups his palm to protect the flame as he lights it. "Like I said, I know everything that happens in Birmingham. So when some young upstart began winning big races like the Epsom, naturally I checked into you." My mind begins racing, frantically trying to recall anything that he could have heard about me.
"Your father wasn't a preacher."
“No," I say carefully.
There is a heavy pause as I wait for him admonish me for lying to him, maybe even pull out the gun that I know is resting underneath his suit.
I was raised under the roof of one of the biggest drug lords in Birmingham. My father was a dealer for many of the trainers at the race track. He was found dead in the Cut when I was twelve.
Tommy removes the cigarette from his mouth, and smoke floats from his lips. "We'll win the derby the proper way. There will be none of that business like with Kimber."
Softly, I nod. Drugging the horses was never my decision. Kimber wanted to win at any cost.
And then suddenly he's shifting towards me, the pew creaking in protest. Without his cap on, I have an unobscured view of his perfect face. Hollow cheeks followed by a sharp jaw line and cold, dead eyes. His tongue runs over his soft pink lips before he speaks. His voice is soft but dangerous. "And there will be no more fucking around with fucking Billy Kimber," he breathes out. Tommy's blue eyes hold mine, unmoving. I wonder if he can hear my heart pounding in my chest. My face is hot with embarrassment and anger.
Finally, I compose my self enough to speak. "Yesterday I was smart, and now I'm Billy Kimber's whore?" I seethe. How dare he.
He leans back again, no longer eye to eye with me. Solemnly, he exhales and smoke leaks out of his mouth. "Everyone's a whore, (Y/N)." We stare at each other from across the pew.
"I'll see you tomorrow," I say with my jaw clenched, and abruptly stand up, tugging my coat around my body as I do so. I swear I see him form something that almost resembles a smile when he sees the flash of a pistol tucked into my waistband. I leave him sitting alone in the church, a thousand conflicting emotions inside my head.
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Derby day, was perhaps, my favorite day of the entire year. However, today was an entirely different day than what I was used to. I did not hold the usual excitement at the prospect of one of my horses cashing in its weight in pay outs. Every single horse I had trained would either be scratched or finish last. Except for one.
I watch as Tommy Shelby leans in close to his prized stallion, a nightmarish devil of whom I had the pleasure of meeting just about a week ago. Under Tommy's watchful eye, I'd done what I could to make a winner out of him in a matter of days. The horse was magnificent, he just needed to make it onto the track without tearing into a jockey. Surprisingly enough, Tommy was the only one who could handle him.
“Easy, easy," his voice whispers against my ear, his cheek brushing my own. His hand is pressed against my stomach, holding me firmly against his chest as we move forwards, towards the stallion. He guides my outstretched hand slowly towards the horse until my fingers brush its velvet soft nose. The settling darkness of the evening swallows us whole.
I smile, watching as Tommy holds on to the horses bridle, pulling the beasts face level with his own and murmurs something in thickly accented Romani Gypsy. The words are foreign to my ears, but it feels like such an intimate exchange that I clear my throat to gain his attention. Tommy releases the horse's head from his grasp when he sees me and walks over the short distance.
“Listen, there's been a change of plans," he begins, hands in his pockets. "You're going to head up and watch the race with Ada and Aunt Pol. I've got some business to take care of."
The soft smile on my face drops a bit. "Oh. But you'll miss Gypsy Man's debut." My concern has little to do with Tommy missing the race. But I don't know how else to say I can't let you get shot without letting the words come out of my mouth.
Tommy must read the expression on my face because he reaches over to cup my cheek, his palm cradling my chin in a rare act of kindness. "Hey, hey look at me," he repeats softly. "I'll find you after the race, eh?" Piercing blue eyes stare into mine, trying to seal a promise he won't keep.
I won't allow him an answer, instead staring back at him with a sullen, blank gaze. A partial sigh leaves his mouth, and he leans forward, using the palm of his hand to cup my cheek, bringing my face to his. His mouth is so soft and gentle, smooth with whiskey; I can't help but think he tastes like goodbye. Slowly, Tommy pulls away, his eyes meeting mine again before he drops his hand from my face. My suddenly heavy heart watches him as goes.
Tommy does not find me after the race. I cheer his stallion across the finish line alone and drink celebratory champagne with his brothers, John and Arthur, and his Aunt Polly. I go to bed convinced that he's lying dead in a ditch somewhere.
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The knock on my door just past midnight forces my eyes open, and I have to look around to recall where I am. I'd fallen asleep on the chair in the living area of my small apartment. Still in my clothes, I don't bother to grab a coat before cracking open the door. The devil himself is at my door.
“Got any whiskey?" Tommy croaks out. Blood leaks from his temple and drips through his dark eyelashes. One eye is swollen, a bursted blood vessel blossoming red around his blue iris. More blood stains his pristine white dress shirt. He looks like he’s been drug from his grave.
“Bloody hell, Tommy," I mutter, pinching the bridge of my nose, however unable to hide the relief that he's still alive. "God, come in."
Had I been a better person, I would have shut the door in his face. But neither of us were very good people anyhow. And all I have thought about since he kissed me is that maybe even bad people deserve to be loved.
His first steps through the door are unsteady and I have to rush to his side as he stumbles against a chair.
“I'm alright, I'm alright," he says, shouldering my hesitant hands away from him. "Just get me a drink."
Reluctantly, I back away from him. When I return, he's still leant over the back of the chair. "Here," I say and hand him the glass in my hand. Painfully, he straightens up and grabs it, tilting his head back with obvious difficulty to down the whiskey. Closing his eyes, he swallows as if the liquor has breathed some sort of life back into him. He stands there a moment, just existing in my living room.
Finally, his blue eyes come to rest on me. "Your neighbors didn't see me come in," he states plainly.
“Then you didn't come in," I reply.
Quietly, in no particular rush, he walks towards me. I inhale deep into his shoulder when his arms wrap around me, taking in the aroma of cigarette smoke and expensive cologne. Slowly, his large hand wraps around the column of my neck, his thumb pressing against my jaw to tilt it upwards. My unquestioned obedience is rewarded with a kiss pressed to the side of my jaw and then the firm attachment of teeth to the sensitive skin of my throat. Tommy’s other hand rucks up the fabric of my dress.
“Tell me to stop,” he groans, but makes no move to do such a thing. “I’ll ruin you,” he promises. We’re walking backwards now. I already have his shirt unbuttoned, his widely sculpted shoulders tossing it aside, lost amongst the floor of my hallway.
“You already have.”
And then I let him take me, hands grasping at his cropped hair as we move together throughout my dark bedroom. We continue, completely consumed in each other until my eyes are heavy with sleep, and even then Tommy kneels before me, his hand wrapped around the back of my thigh, kissing the inside of my legs like I’m something holy.
Amused, his eyes look up to mine. “Some good Catholic girl you are.”
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Shelby sister
SUMMARY: AT HER LATEST BIRTHDAY, ELSIE REMINISCES AND COMES FACE TO FACE WITH THE ACT OF GROWING UP.
WARNINGS: sombre mood? Other than that I don’t think there are any, message me if you think I should add anything!
Word count: 760
Part of the Elsie Shelby series
Elsie sat silently on the balcony of Arrow house, looking out into the misty night; the sounds of the party, her and Finn’s party falling behind like white noise. Trust Thomas Shelby to host a bloody ball for his youngest siblings' birthdays.
But she was kind of sick of it. The glitz and glamour. The etiquette. The going up in the world which also somehow meant going down. She didn’t know over half of the people in that room downstairs. Appearance was what they were here for. Reputation and promises of future deals. She wanted Watery Lane back, with all of them living in it. Cramped into the little space and sharing rooms. It wasn’t nice, they would dream of this life. But now they had it? Well, Elsie just wanted her family back together in their old ways instead of being miles away in different homes no longer eating chips on the cut or dancing in the streets on the holidays.
She missed them, and she thinks most of all she dreads growing up. It was all too much too soon, she wished life would slow down a bit.
“Knew I’d find you here eh.” Tommy’s voice cut through the silence as he sat down on the cold concrete next to her, rubbing his hands together and frowning. It was February, and his sister's lips were turning blue. She’d make herself sick at this rate. “It's bloody freezing out here.”
“It's refreshing.”
“You just don’t want to be inside.”
She decided not to respond, humming out an old gypsy tune into the wind. “You know, I’m graduating soon.”
Her brother nodded his head, “I know.” He said gruffly patting her back a little bit too harshly. He was too used to roughhousing with john.
She continued on. “And then it's University. Or a job.”
“I know.” Really, Thomas, she wanted to say with a roll of her eyes.
“You're not getting it.”
He sighed in frustration, pulling a hand over his face, he loved his sister but she wasn't exactly direct was she? He had people to talk to and he was starting to freeze. “What is there to get then eh. Little one?”
“I don’t want to grow up. I want to stay like this forever. And I miss how everything used to be, and everyday is a step further away from that isn’t it?”
Now he was getting it. He felt a tug on his cold heartstrings. He didn’t want her or Finn to grow up either. But they were, and there was nothing any of them could do about it. He sighed and pulled her closer, arm wrapped around her smaller frame as she leant her head on the crook of his neck. “There’s a whole world out there for you to explore El. A whole fucking world you wouldn’t get to see if you stayed this age forever. Thought you wanted to see Paris and America? You’ve had those bloody postcards up on your wall since you could walk.”
Despite everything, Elsie Shelby smiled off into the reminiscent night, “Of Course I do, Tom. I do, I really do it’s just-”
“Just what?”
“I miss us all being together, you know? Eatin’ fish and chips on the cut and playing stupid games in the streets and the party’s on the lane and-”
Her childhood. She missed her childhood, and despite what was waiting for her, what Thomas was excited and terrified for her to see and experience, neither of them could get that time of innocence back. It had been too long and their hands too red and wallets too rich. “I miss it too.” He spoke slowly, catching the flash of surprise on the young woman's features. “But you need to grow up, and you’re right. Maybe this new world isn’t entirely ours but that doesn’t mean you can’t use it, Elsie.” His tone turned stubborn. “And use it you will. Use it to go travelling or to university if you want.”
She said the next part slowly, cautiously, “and if I want to help around more in the family?”
He sucked in a breath, but she could make her own choices, as Poll always said. “Then we can discuss that another time, but for now, you have time to decide what you want. We aren’t rushing anything Els; now go have fun.” He shoved her to the door and back into the warmth of the house, catching her before she turned the corner. “Elsie? We’ll always be here. This family. Don’t matter where you are.”
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Together with You
Gif credits to @peakyblinded and @captaindelafere
Pairing: Johnny Dogs x Reader
Requested by: @anythingwriter "I don’t really have a specific plot, but definitely a y/n reader. Ummm maybe where the reader is his wife or something and everyone loves her bc she’s just so sweet?? Idrk lol but I’m sure it’ll be great whatever it is!!"
Author’s note: The story took me a while to plan out because I didn’t want it to be too generic, you know? Also we don’t know too much about Johnny Dogs from the series. It’s a little different from what I’m used to, but I hope you like it! My requests are still open for everyone as well :)
Summary: Johnny Dogs and you spend a day at the Cheltenham Races (555 words).
Warnings: None
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It’s a lovely day for a fair, you think to yourself as you watch the lords and ladies mill about by the refreshment stand. They weren’t royalty, to be sure, but it’s what you and Johnny have grown to call these people, with their top hats and jewels and posh affectations.
You can hardly believe it’s only been a year since you were one of them. But one day you traded your silks for linen and your coiffed hair for sensible braids, and haven’t looked back since.
Just then, three little figures blur past you.
Johnny Dogs tries to chase after them while balancing a drink in each hand. By the time he reaches your table, he is huffing and red-faced, muttering under his breath in a good-naturedly sort of way.
“Little wolf cubs, I tellya. Give them a coin and all of a sudden they forget who their Da is.”
“Oh Johnny, they’re children. And it's a fair day, after all.” You sigh contentedly as you slip the lemonade. It is perfect.
“Let’s take a walk around the grounds,” Johnny stands up, clicks his heels, and offers you his hand in an imitation of a perfect gentleman. You accept with a little curtsy.
The Cheltenham Races. Most of the spectators are already at the horse track, cheering for their favorites and slipping in a bet or two. Normally Johnny would be whooping right along with them, but today he is content just to be with you.
Before long, you arrive in the large white horse tent where you wave a hand in greeting to Johnny’s cousins, who are currying the ponies they’re planning to sell. Seeing the horses patiently standing as their coats are brushed brings back a memory from a year ago. You wonder if Johnny is thinking the same thing.
“Do you remember Tully, my love?” He asks.
“Of course,” you laugh as you lean against his shoulder. “She nearly kicked you in the head while you were shoeing her, right there in that stall.”
“Only because I couldn’t stop looking at your pretty face.” He winks.
“Are you sure it wasn’t the pearls in my hair you had your eyes on?”
“Why no! That horse could have bit my arse and I wouldn’t have felt a pinch, so enchanted I was by your beauty.”
“Ah! So it’s just my beauty that entranced you, then?” You tease.
“Aye, at first, sure.” He admits, “But then it was after that I fell in love with you... Because you were kind and helped me up on my feet when the other lords and ladies just laughed...”
“...Do you regret it?”
Seeing his suddenly earnest look. You realize he isn’t talking about that day, but the year that came after. You sigh in exasperation as you reach out a hand to your husband's face.
“You’re a good man, Johnny Dogs.” You say simply. “A good man and a idiot.” You lift your toes and kiss his cheek. Gypsy life is hard, but there is nothing you couldn’t bear with Johnny by your side.
With his arms around your waist, the two of you follow the scent of cotton candy and popcorn and walk into the crowd.
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Lol, all the new info about the solangelo and delix kids made me want to have a fic just about them. So I was wondering if that would be possible? xD
Hello, Anon!
I know it has been forever since you sent this prompt, but it wasn't forgotten!
I hope this is worth the wait
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The Kids
· Because Solangelo and Delix both set down in California, Solangelo in New Rome and Delix stays in Northern California; they see each other a lot, as do their kids.
· The fact that Michael and Lee (Nico and Will's twins) and Mason (Felix and Dean's son) are a little more than a year apart just added to their drive to get together as a family. The kids could entertain each other, and they always got along well. The twins were challenging to entertain when they were little, so this is a big deal.
· Will and Dean always figured the three of them would always get along because, well, that was how they were, but Nico and Felix had their doubts. They figured that as the three got older and if (when) the twins started showing their demigod powers that they would drift.
· Nico and Felix turned out to be completely wrong, and the three just got closer as they got older.
· You would think, since Mason is the oldest of the three, he would take on the leadership role in the group, but that isn't how it works out. Mason is a pretty even-keeled kid. He definitely got Dean's tendency to want to put his head down and do his work. He can and does take the leadership role during team things like sports but not when the twins are involved.
· The twins are a damn handful from the moment they are born, and they never really change. Both of them are outgoing in their own ways. Lee is more competitive and will jump at the opportunity to take on a challenge, while Michael is more social- he can (and will) start a conversation with pretty much anyone he meets. The two are also a perfect storm of trouble because Michael will come up with an idea like they should buy fake ids and sneak into a club, and Lee will view it as a challenge, so he wants to do it, and they will absolutely find a way to talk Mason into joining them. Mason definitely tries his hardest to keep them out of trouble and manages to be at least somewhat successful sixty-five percent of the time.
· The twins love showing up at Mason's mortal school events, so even though they do not go there, most of Mason's classmates recognize them. They are also pretty much honorary members of Mason's lacrosse team. While Mason gives them shit for being menaces, he really likes when they show up, it definitely stops things from getting boring.
· Mason visits New Roman as well, even though not as much because going to New Roman can be a process as a mortal going to New Roman. Still, he has teamed up with the twins and a few of the other children of the seven around their age to case a little harmless trouble on the weekend.
· Btw, Dean has had several conversations with a teenage Mason about precisely what to do if he finds himself being hit on by a horny god (with very specific things to say to Apollo or Dionysus). Mason considers these the most embarrassing conversations he has ever had with his days. It's bad enough that his middle-aged dads still act like teenagers half the time and CAN'T keep their hands off each other. He doesn't want to hear about how Greek gods had tried to bone them back in the day. Grandpa Solace jumping in with "Just remember, Apollo isn't nearly as good in bed as he claims, and you can take my word for it" doesn't help with the awkwardness. He would rather have to go through the birds and bees talk a million times over.
· All three of these boys are NOT STRAIGHT. Michael is gay, while both Lee and Mason are bisexual. It's hard to say that Michael or Lee "came out" because it happened so organically. There was no sit everyone down and tell them moment. Instead, it was just "I LIKE like that boy" or "that boy is really cute" when they were like twelve. Mason takes FOREVER to admit this to himself and even longer to admit it to anyone else. Michael and Lee KNOW way before Mason admits to anything, and neither of them lets him hid from it. Lee tries the comforting approach hoping Mason will admit it while Michael goes more the exposure therapy route- he'll point out cute guys and ask what Mason thinks. He tricked Mason into going to a few gay events without Mason knowing until it was too late to back out.
· FYI, Mason comes out to Lee first, but only because they get into a fight because Lee is flirting with a boy; Mason secretly has a massive crush on (or at least he thinks it's a secret, but everyone can tell). Michael is solidly pissed about this for months, but that doesn't stop him from trying to play matchmaker.
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The rain had stopped, and Mason supposed he should have been happy about that, but the lingering sense of tension and danger made it hard to appreciate. He, Michael, and Lee had already walked one block north of Gypsy Bar, and Mason was hoping as they put even more distance between themselves and the bar that sense of unease would dissipate at least a little.
They had been walking in silence for several minutes. That was a rare thing, and Mason hoped it meant that it was one of those rare occasions that his cousins were thinking about how horrible their idea had been, but Lee killed that hope the moment he opened his mouth.
"Well, we had to try," Lee declared.
Mason looked over and up because, of course, Lee was at least three inches taller than him. That would have been more annoying if Mason was at all insecure about his height, but at six foot he was comfortable. Also, he had a couple of inches on Michael, which helped.
Lee's hair looked practically white instead of its usual light blonde under the street lights' harsh glare, and his complexion seemed extra fair. Even his freckles were lost in the artificial light. Not surprisingly, there wasn't a single sign of worry on his face.
Maybe if Mason had Greek god powers, he would have been relaxed too, but he didn't. That call for adventure that Lee and Michael had just seemed like asking for trouble to Mason, the mere mortal. "Not with the worse fake IDs in history," Mason pointed out yet again.
"They were not that bad!" Michael was quick to defend.
This was not the first time Mason had heard that, and it didn't make it any less ridiculous. One of Michael and Lee's dads was literally a doctor that could heal people by touching them. There was no fucking excuse for their inability to see what was right in front of them. Why Michael had even bought the IDs, having seen them, Mason would never understand.
"They looked like they were hand-drawn by a preschool," Mason pointed out, "And the names were ridiculous."
"Pictures didn't look much like us," Lee agreed.
Michael let out a long, loud sigh, pushed a dark strand of hair that had fallen out of his ponytail and into his eye line, and tucked it behind his ear. While Lee looked like the stereotypical California surfer dude, Michael almost looked Mediterranean. He had light brown hair that he had grown out over the last year and now almost exclusively wore tied up, and he naturally had a more tan, almost olive complexion. Even with the differences, it was impossible not to recognize the two as twins immediately. They both had the same sharp facial features, lean and athletic builds, and light blue eyes.
Mason was the obvious odd man out in the group. His hair was somewhere between a light brown and a dark blonde, and his eyes were hazel rather than blue. His build was boxier, and he was definitely wider in the shoulders than his cousins, but that might have been because he had been playing lacrosse since he was eight. His facial features were also a little more square and angular. It might not have been a stretch to believe the three of them were related, but no one was going to mistake them for triplets.
"Okay, that is enough with the pouting," Michael declared with just a little bit of annoyance in his voice. Mason was a little surprised it had taken that long because usually, the more outrageous and destined to fail one of Michael's plans were, the more annoyed he got when it did, in fact, fail. "At least we got a fun story out of it," he stated.
Knowing Michael, he really did see that as a win which was crazy. Mason fucking loved his cousins. They were literally his best friends and really always had been, but sometimes they were crazy to be around. Mason put that on all the demigod stuff. After all, if you have literally trained to fight monsters since you were a little kid getting fake IDs and trying to sneak into a twenty-one and over club probably didn't sound all that crazy.
Mason wasn't exactly a fucking nun. Sneaking into a bar didn't sound completely crazy but trying to get into a bar known for checking IDs with comically bad fake IDs did.
"We are lucky they didn't call the police," Mason pointed out flatly. The bouncer had decided to take pity on them for some reason after giving them one hell of a fucking lecture, and Mason would forever be grateful. "Or worse, our parents," he added with a shutter.
"What are you worried about?" Lee asked with a laugh, "Uncle Dean and Uncle Felix would have been totally cool."
Mason gave Lee a serious look. "Nothing about my parents is cool," he stated firmly, "No matter how many people say otherwise."
"You really are a master of denial," Lee commented teasingly before patting his shoulder and adding, "It's kind of impressive."
The fact was Mason was well aware that his dads were pretty cool. If they had been called and told Mason had been caught with a fake ID trying to sneak into a bar, they probably wouldn't have even yelled at him. Neither of them were big yellers. Mason would have gotten one hell of a disapproving lecture which Mason was convinced was worse than yelling ever could be. He definitely would have lost a whole bunch of privileges for the foreseeable future.
Unfortunately, Mason had been hearing about how cool his dads were since he could remember. The fact that Felix getting early releases of video games all the time helped. Dean always bringing Mason and his friends for ice cream after practice when he was younger didn't hurt. As he got older, he just became the one with the cool parents in all his friend groups. It got old after a while, and that was before the term DILF started getting thrown around.
He would have been more annoyed if it was anyone besides Lee and Michael. They had it just as bad as he did, even if it was slightly different. Uncle Nico was practically a legion among Demigods for all the questing he did as a teenager, and even if he had just sat on his ass, he was still the son of Hades, which was a big thing. Uncle Will didn't have the history with all the questing, but he played an important role in some battle, which was enough to give him some fame. The twins had to deal with their fair share of people going full-on hero-worship over their dads, and then there was the fact that Uncle Nico had worked as a model for like five years.
Mason might not have been truly pissed off, but that didn't mean he wasn't going to flip Lee off for that comment. He did grin as he did it, at least so it was clear that it was all good.
They had walked about half a block as they had talked, and they made it about a block more in silence before Michael huffed. "So what are we going to do now?" he asked. Mason went to answer but barely got an opportunity to take a breath before Michael held up a finger to cut him off. "And the answer of going home is not allowed, so just don't even say it," he stated firmly.
Mason didn't get why going home, playing video games, ordering a pizza, and hanging out was such a bad idea. His dads were out on a date night, so they probably would have had the house to themselves, not that that mattered. According to Michael, that was just not an acceptable way for them to spend their evening, and in fairness, he had made that clear before then. That didn't mean that wasn't exactly what Mason had been prepared to suggest, but he wasn't really surprised that Michael warned him not to before he got a chance.
Mason stopped and looked around to get a feel for where they were. Since they were in West Berkeley, it was more his stomping ground rather than the twins. If it were New Rome, the twins would have a list of places they could go and things they could do, so he guessed it was on him to at least come up with one suggestion.
If he was honest, he only had a vague idea of where they were, and it wasn't a part of the city he visited often, so he didn't have the best idea of what was around. Ultimately, he went with the first thing that came to mind. "There is a really cool vintage bookstore like two blocks from here," he stated, pointing in the direction he thought it was.
It might have been the first thing he had thought of, but Mason didn't think it was a half-bad idea. He had been to the place a few times with Dean because Dean had a radar for little bookstores, and it didn't matter what they were doing or where they were supposed to be; he had to go in. It was such a well-known fact that Felix always looked up where bookstores were when they went on vacation so they could plan when they went. The little bookstore that Mason couldn't remember the name of had actually been pretty cool.
"You found an answer worse than go home," Michael commented flatly, "Why do you hurt me like this?"
Mason rolled his eyes because now Michael was just overdramatic. "They serve coffee and stuff," he informed.
"Coffee actually sounds pretty fucking good," Lee admitted, which was a good sign. Of the two, Michael always wanted to do something big and over-the-top. Lee could be like that sometimes, but he was more likely to see reason when Michael was just suggesting something crazy. Usually, if Mason could get Lee on his side, he had a chance. If Lee backed Michael's idea, then it was only a matter of time before Mason agreed to whatever insanity had been planned.
Michael stared between Mason and Lee with clear disapproval. "We can not go from trying to sneak into a 21 and over club to drinking coffee in a used bookstore," he stated with disgust before just shaking his head with disappointment, "Honestly, what is wrong with you two?"
"Okay," Lee declared, managing to sound just as unamused by Michael as Michael was with them. Lee was infinitely better at dealing with his brother when he was being dramatic than Mason was. "How about we go into that pizza place-" he pointed past Mason toward a small pizza place just across the street from where they were standing, "-and talk to the cute girls that are walking in."
"Well, that doesn't sound like fun for me!" Michael grumbled as he turned and assessed the option for a split second. "Oh, there is a couple of boys that could be cute! I don't hate that idea."
Mason gave in and turned to see what they were talking about and immediately wanted to crawl into a hole and die. "Oh my god, could you too stop staring," he hissed as he turned his back on the scene and hoped no one saw him.
They should have gone to New Rome.
Of course, both Michael and Lee were staring at him, and he knew they were going to ask. Neither of them was precisely known for letting things go either.
"What?" Mason shrugged, sounding more defensive than he meant to, "They are people from my school."
Michael and Lee exchanged a look that was never a good thing. It was one of those weird twin silent communication things they would do, and it usually meant they were about to tag team, Mason. It never worked out well.
"You know them?" Michael asked, although he managed to give the question far more weight than such a simple question should have had.
Lee was even less subtle as he stared at Mason with obvious suspicion, "How come we don't know them?"
Obviously, Michael and Lee didn't go to Mason's high school because they were in New Rome, but they hung around with Mason enough that they knew all of Mason's school friends and a fair number of his classmates. It wasn't necessarily weird that they didn't know someone that Mason knew from school, but it was a more rare occurrence. On this specific occasion, it actually made a lot of sense because they were people Mason only recently started getting to know.
"It looked like Theo and a few of the other kids from the theater club," Mason explained. Mason was not a theater kid. Even if he had wanted to be, he never would have had time with lacrosse and soccer. Since he was a junior and apparently would benefit from diversifying his afterschool activities (so saith his guidance counselor), he joined the AV club and somehow ended up helping with the school play, so he got to know some of the theater kids over the last few months. Not a big deal in the slightest. "And for the record, you two aren't entitled to know all my school friends," he pointed out just to prove a point.
Michael and Lee exchanged another look.
"Theo?" Lee questioned.
"Interesting," Michael commented.
Mason's heart jumped into his throat. Had he said that name? He hadn't meant to, but it must have just slipped out. He was absolutely fucked because the twins weren't going to let that go, and that was the last thing Mason needed. Theo was just a dude with great hair that made Mason feel weird sometimes, and he didn't want to talk about that.
Play it cool, Mason told himself through his internal panic. He shrugged, which felt like the most unnatural gesture ever. "He hangs out with a lot of the AV kids helping with the play," he explained. More accurately, he hung around many band kids helping with the play, and Mason had to adjust the audio equipment a fair amount. After talking a few times, Mason may have invited him to hang out with the AV kids, and the guy took him up on that. There was no fucking way he was telling Lee and Michael that story. "I've learned his name. It isn't a big deal," he stated. That at least was true, and no one would convince Mason otherwise.
Michael and Lee were silent for a long moment, just staring at him before Michael broke the silence. "You know what? Pizza sounds fantastic," He declared before turning on his heels and starting across the street. He was halfway across before he called over his shoulder, "And I love a good theater club. Always fun gays."
Lee patted Mason on the shoulder, which turned into him practically pushing Mason forward toward the pizza shop. "So, which one is Theo exactly," Lee asked in a mischievous tone.
Now Mason wished their wrong fake IDs had worked.
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The way to Emmeline and the story of how Pierrot fell in love with Columbine
Summary: a dead sunflower field, a masquerade ball and a love spell. Witch!H with Fairy!reader.
Word count: around 6k
A/N: This is the first part of my contribuation to @stellarboystyles 3 year celebration. My thrope is masquerade ball.. Btw this is witch!harry with fairy!reader that is an OC because I ended up picturing her in certein way and it became part of the plot (the color of her hair). But this is a very soft story that made me feel very soft while creating this magic world.
Somewhere, right at the rainbows end, you will find yourself walking through the colorful path to Emmeline.
A land where woodland creatures could live without fear of the human race. You see... There was a time where humans and magical beings lived together. But prejudice and fear of the unknown and powerful made people start to hurt those with glitter blood.
That’s when all those different creatures ran away and ended up together.
As soon as you find yourself in Emmeline, you will find a little cottage made out of wood. That’s where all the witches and warlocks live, or, Rhiannon’s daughters and sons, as they like to call themselves. For you to be a witch, you have to be born from a family of witches or fall in love with one. Then a bit of their power will pass to you.
Most witches prefer a life of a Gypsy, never stopping in one place. But the few who like to have a place to call home, they choose Emmeline.
If you walk further into the woods you will find yourself meeting the ones who are born from nature: the fairies.
There are different types of fairies: the ones who are born from flowers, others are born from mushrooms and others from butterflies.
The ones who germinated from a seed will have the gift of nature and poetry. They can grow and heal plants and turn anything into something beautiful. They are always colorful. Nature is their mother, so they all consider each other sister.
The ones who are born from mushrooms, have the power of colors and creativity. Music and dancing are always present in their life. Also, they make a l good tea that will make you see the world even prettier and feel like every single thing is more than it meets the eye.
And, last but not least, there are the ones who are born from a cocoon, kindly called the butterfly daughters. They can fly and that is the reason why they never actually are around.
But that night they were all going to be together because of the masquerade ball in celebration of the magic new year: October 31st, halloween night They celebrate their union, drink and dance all night with enchanted masks that make people not see them and yes the character they decided to dress as. It’s a night of love and friendship because there is no bad blood between fairies and witches.
Except two.
“OUCH DO YOU HAVE TO BE SUCH AN ASS?” Screamed the sweet yet scary voice of Maya that was floating across the room without anyone to help her
“Well you said you needed a witch to help you float the yellow lights to the ceiling… I have no problem if you have no power”
Harry was lying on the floor, enjoying the view of the fairy, using his hands to make her move around the ceiling, together with the little golden stars. Her pink curly hair was all around, with gigant brown eyes staring at him with horror.
“I went to Stevie asking for help because I DO have fairy powers that I was born with it”
And with that she shut Harry’s smile down. Him and Maya were enemies at first sight. She was raised in Emmeline, born from a beautiful pink gardenia that matches her hair. Raised together with all the flowerchilds and Harry was a witch, a very resentful one when it comes to the matter that he wasn’t a “pure blood”: back in the 1500s he kissed a witch during a ball and her power was transferred during the kiss, she didn’t want to be an immortal anymore. But it wasn’t till the end of the millenium - the year was 1994- that Harry found the Emmelime city. Now he was one of Rhiannon’s sons and was very close to one of the eldest witches: Stevie.
She didn’t have a problem with him, only knowing him by name and by the enamored whispers from everyone: “he is british”, “he has green eyes”, “he is so pretty you should go by his little house, he is very receptive”. But it was only his third day in the little village when he ruined one of her plants while high thanks to the tea the mushroom a fairy gave him. He fell off the tree right on top of the new plantation of sunflowers she was rising with her power: her first BIG plantation.
Harry tried for days to apologize: with food, with music, with potions that would make her feel all glittery inside. And her answer was always the same: can you make my sunflowers grown again? And sadly the answer was always no.
26 years later he sort of learned how to hate her - even if he always thought she was beautiful and kind, she was never nice to him and it burned his feelings. Being rejected from all the clans his whole witch life because he wasn’t a “pure” one made him resentful.
And Maya was never able to plant sunflowers again. Every spell, every potion, every prayer. She even tried to plant the seeds with the help of her sister Blanca - a sunflower child: but no success.
So she hated him with all of her pink glittery heart.
Harry got lost daydreaming about their story of hate at first sight from Mayas point of view that he forgot about the girl so he just shook his left hand in a circle then closed his fingers in a fist and gave a little whistle and the fairy fell to the ground.
“Did you have to be so vile? I could have died”
“You’re an immortal, darling, you can’t die”
“I could have been hurt and then I would miss the ball”
“I’m not that heartless, I would make you a potion to fix whatever bone you had broken” he looked at the girl sitting on the floor with a frown in her face “you need any help getting up?” Harry asked with such a sweet voice she almost couldn’t believe he could be so... soft.
“I can get up... what I need is for you to be serious for once in your life and put those damn starry lights I made floating all around otherwise I’ll…”
“You’ll what...call my mom? She has been dead for over 500 years. But sure be my guess she is buried in the small cemetery from my hometown”
“You know what? Fuck you”
She was storming off the gigantic room the masquerade ball would be taking place later tonight when he called her name, the pink haired girl looked back at the the tall man wearing a white tunic with Indian pants. He gave a small smile, snapping his fingers and in less than 5 seconds all the lights she had on the floor were up in the ceiling, making it look like it was a very starry night, just like the painting.
Giving him a nod she left the place and he whispered to himself “if I could only plant those sunflowers with a snap of my fingers”
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“And the worst part, Blanca, is that he just made me fall on the ground just like he fell all those years ago over my sunflowers”
Blanca was sitting down on her bed, in her very white room with flowers and glittery light everywhere, from the window she could see the butterflies dancing… those gossip motherfuckers, they wanted to hear more about Emmeline’s favorite drama: Harry and Maya. There was a big bet about when they were going to realise they were actually in love with each other.
“Don’t you think you are a bit too resentful towards him?” she asked while her pink haired friend was fusing over the butterflies, trying to shoo them out of the window “I mean… everybody is in love with Harry, all the fairies all the witches are in love with them, I know a lot of them that always tried to put a love charm on him...and never works.
“That only proves my theory that he doesn’t have a heart”
“Or his heart is already filled with love for someone else, you know how potions and charms work: it can only work if the said person has the soul free to be enveloped by the words of the spell or the mixture of a potion”
“And how do you know so much about witchcraft, miss Blanca?” Said Maya with a flirty tone, already knowing the answer but she would give ANYTHING to change the conversation and not have to talk about no longer.
“You know I’m dating Florence, that witch that also came from London”
Florence got to Emmeline just a few years ago, together with a few friends. She was always kind and sweet, Maya liked her very much. Actually, if the blond girl didn’t share such a bond with Harry - they were very close - Maya knew she would always be around her little cottage, because she loved how it was full of sunflowers, the only plant she can’t create.
“She is very nice, are you guys going to dress up like a couple for the ball?”
“Of course we will… I’m going to be a witch and she is going to dress up like a fairy”
“I can���t believe you guys are going to do this… so cliche”
“Come on… we’re cute” Blanca said with a wink of her eye and a bashful smile “I can’t wait to experiment the power she holds, she is sweet but you know… she has like… a way… sweet yet dominant” Blanca was laying down on the the bed, looking like she was remembering a very private memory “you know we actually we are going to be each other in everything today? Even inside the bedroom”
“God… I miss sex”
“It’s been what… 5 years? The last one was the butterfly fairy, the french one, right?”
“Yeah… he was a attentive lover but it just wasn’t working, he would come here once in a while and we would fuck, it was good, but then I just wasn’t that much into him. I never was, actually, just an easy fuck”
“I think you are too much of a kinky fairy to be with another fairy”
“Yeah but most of other witches have already found their partner and I’m not the one to intrude in one’s relationship”
“I know someone who is willing and if the rumors are true… is a very very very kind and passionate lover, even if it’s just a one night stand”
“Don’t start, Blanca” Maya was back on her feet, looking down at her best friend. “I’m very happy for you and Florence but I do not wish to be in a relationship with another witch, especially if the other witch is… him”
“I don’t know how do you are almost 80 and you still haven’t learn that we do not have a power over what the destiny chooses for us, you could just admit you have feeling for him”
“I do… feelings of hatred. He destroyed my sunflowers”
And with that Blanca gave up helping her friend, knowing that she had to go to the one person that knew of their secret. She couldn’t talk about her knowledge on the matter, so she just had one thing left to ask: “so… what is your costume for the ball?”
Maya gave her a happy and excited smile and started blabbering about her outfit.
At the same time they were having this conversation, just about 1 mile away from them, Harry was sitting in a dark room, full of stones and plants,with candles laying in every single surface, being the only thing lighting up the room. He was playing with a very purple crystal ball, looking at the images that showed up. Ever since he got his first one, back in his early days of witchcraft, a gift from the woman who gave him her powers (till the day of her death she taught him everything about being a witch). The first thing she gave him the purple rounded stone, she told him that was the colors of his soul and whatever he saw in there was what his soul was longing to have. And Harry always saw, one way or another, the color pink in everything and also a lot of sunflowers. Pink like her hair, sunflower like the plantation he destroyed. He knew he had some sort of mission with her.
Playing with the ball in his hands, he looked at his lap, where his familiar sat, a cute little guinea pig called Betsy. It was a welcome home from Stevie the moment he got into Emmeline.
“What is it, Betsy?” she was leaning against the magic artefact “do you want me to make it work?” a little sound… “yes”.
With that, he held the ball with one hand, the other getting one of his plants, to first clear the energy, then he looked at the immensity of the purple before closing his eyes, concentrating. Imagining a white light involving him, from the tip of his toes to his hair. When he felt like his own soul was levitating, opening his eyes he said the words: “aperi pectore expuli, ostendere animae meae”.
Open my heart, show me my soul.
With those words a little purple fog started to leak from the magic artifact, making his dark room glow like the twilight sky during spring, the smell of tulips reaching his senses. Suddenly he saw what he always did: the forest, the flowers, the pink hair, a sunflower field (with flowers that weren’t dead). Normally the vision ended here but this time the fog only got more intense, he felt like his body was lifting, flying over the sky, looking at the happening from the last year. He could feel his own head spinning, trying to make him go deeper and deeper inside his own soul.
There was a path going down, he knew what it meant: he needed to dig deeper inside his own mind. The path was his own story, his own thoughts. His body was separating himself for his spirit, letting him move freely. That was the moment Harry was able to see: a painting of Pierrot and Columbine dancing around, together, in a masquerade ball.
Pulling himself from the immersive spell he looked at Betsy and told her one single thing: “I need Stevie here. Now”
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The blonde woman was sitting next to a tree, watching the river reflect the midday sunlight, looking like small diamonds. She stills remembers the time mermaids were alive, before humanity decided that there was no worth in being good, letting the powerful take over everywhere, losing the essence the universe - so kindly - gave them. She is one of the oldest witches from human kind, she remembers everything and even if she couldn’t get old, she put a spell on her, so she could look older than most of her little forest town.
Mother the woods, some would call her. But, the true story was that her heart was always too big, there was always room for another person to be apart of her family. But, she could admit she had a few of them closest to her heart. Like Harry, he looked so lost when he finally found the way to Emmeline. He didn’t have anyone for him, so she decided to be that person. That’s why the moment Betsy came looking for her she just ran to him, she knew he needed her, and what he told her made Stevie so happy: his soul was finally ready for the journey, and it was all happening tonight.
“Did you send for us?” she heard the sweet voice of Blanca, walking hand in hand with her girlfriend, next to a black cat named Luna, Stevie’s familiar.
“Yes, I think it’s time”
“Do you think they are ready?”
“Harry had a vision while questioning the mirror of the soul, he saw Pierrot and Columbine. Blanca, darling, what is the costume Maya is planning for tonight?”
She looked at the girl, who looked paler than usual:
“She's going as Columbine. A white dress with little black hearts made out of glitter”
“And I was helping Harry making his for week now… you two can guess what he’s going as”
“Pierrot” they both said in unison.
“But, Stevie, isn’t the end of this tale sad… like, they don’t end up together?” questioned Florence.
“No, the true story, the one from the italian Commedia dell’arte, they end up together. But that’s not what I’m talking about… they are more connected than ever, Harry’s visions are getting more clear. How is Maya with her powers?”
“She still can grown those sunflowers”
“For someone so smart, she is quite stupid if she doesn’t know they both have a part of each other souls. Harry’s familiar also has a necessity to always go after her, sometimes when she is growing flowers around her house and plants start to grow near him…”
“What spell are we going to use?”
“I know just the right spell,” said the older woman.
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She could see the lights and the beams. Everything was shining so bright. Right at the entrance of the ball there was a sign: “may the masks show your true essence” with a potion underneath.
That sounds like mushroom fairies. Not today.
“Don’t you look beautiful” she heard a melodic voice
“Florence you look so pretty as a fairy”
“And you look beautiful as a pantomime character”
“Did you know it’s my favorite tale?”
“Why is that”
“The Pierrot crying because he is in love with Columbine in the middle of the crowd and she is able to sense his pain from far away… it just makes me believe in love. You know? One soul for everybody”
“Aren’t you romantic,” Florence said while using her hands to fix and friends pink hair. While doing so she started to say the words Stevie told her to, the words that would make the powerful spell work.
“You know, if there is one single truth about soulmates: if magic strikes maybe once or maybe twice you have to hold onto it. Because if it’s in the tarot and in the stars, hiding your soul from what it seeks makes you think that love is, in essence, its opposite, which is hate. So, for tonight, I wish for as long as you are Columbine for your soul to outshine your tour thoughts and for you to feel it for everything you always did but couldn’t admit, ille amor consumit te caput ad pollicem”
Let the love consume you from head to toe
“Did you just casted a spell on me, Flo?”
“Maybe… maybe not. Maybe won’t work if you don’t love anyone”
“Well… it’s going to fail but nice little verse”
And with that Maya walked towards the middle of the ballroom, looking at the little floating stars, appreciating the vast colors of the place, pink and blue pastel colors, glitter and the faint smell of lavender.
Suddenly she felt like a rush going through her body, an unfamiliar feeling setting in her stomach, that’s when she felt warm hands on her back:
“So the Pierrot is no longer crying in the middle of the crowd. Who are you, my little Columbine?”
When she turned around she saw the same green eyes she spent so much time thinking about and hating how it made her feel uneasy. But, now, under the fake stars and lights, everything felt different. With his black and white suit and a glittery make up - a little draw of a black tear down his left cheek, adoring the constellation of his freckles.
She knew his name, she knew his smell, she knew of their story. But there was something in the way her heart was beating so loudly… there was something different. Like she couldn’t control. Not anymore.
And she didn’t even know if she wanted to, either.
“Hello, dear Pierrot, how are you on this fine evening?”
“Better now I found a pair so I’m not the lonely Pierrot. And how are you, little Maya . Or should I call you Columbine?”
“Call me Columbine for tonight we aren’t a witch and a fairy who share feelings of hate. We are Pierrot and Columbine. And they are in love”
In the middle of the ballroom, filled with so much laughter and joy, he was the same Harry dressed as Pierrot, looking at Maya, like it was the first time.
“It’s close to midnight, will you join me as my partner for the new year dance?”
She took his hand. Yes.
The New Years dance was the way Emmeline lives the joy and hope of a new year. Instead of a countdown, Stevie would sing for them for the next 3 minutes, while they went around being free and loving every second of it. Normally that was the part Maya liked the less, because most of her friends and sisters had significant others. So she was always alone.
When the subtle sound of the harp began, they started to move. The big clock on the wall, showing the position of the universe with its stars, planets, moons and even black holes, was counting down the seconds to the new year. The world was spinning, everybody was moving around the Pierrot and the Columbine, but, inside their eyes there were only them and the stars.
With bodies moving in synchrony Harry was caught in thoughts of forever, because now, it was clear. He always had this pull towards her. She is his forever and he could only hope his love wouldn’t pass as unrequited. He could not survive this.
If she wanted to, he would make Maya his. His little baby, his fairy, his pink little love. With her shining glory and his red essence. They would be perfect for one another. If she could only see this.
She looked at the clock and then back at Harry, she was feeling nervous but also she had never felt so calm. In his warm body Maya felt engaged by a protection spell and nothing could ever hurt her. But, what changed so suddenly? They were fighting just this morning and now she was clinging to his body. The love spell had worked. She needed to find Florence and ask for it to be reversed, it was wrong, she shouldn’t feel what she was feeling. Because, if the spell worked that meant they were each other’s mirror. And she didn’t do well with that perspective. In that moment she saw the time: 20 seconds to a new year. The song was ending. But a new phase was beginning.
“It’s almost midnight”
“True” he told her while playing with her hair “you know… humans have a tradition” oh “and they kiss when the clock strikes midnight. And I was wondering… if I could kiss you”
She was hypnotized by his smell, his sweet honeyed voice. By his eyes that were always so green that made her shy. He was the closest thing to perfection and now it just made sense why so many witches and fairies had their way with him. Why so many tried to cast a spell on him. Why so many tried to be what she always was.
10 seconds now
“If we kiss I have this feeling that everything is going to change”
“Aren’t changes good?”
9 seconds
“I want to kiss you but I’m afraid of what will I feel”
8 seconds
“Whatever you feel is fine as long as is with me and only me”
7 seconds
“You can kiss me”
With his thumb caressing under her eye she felt like he was trying to call me her down
6 seconds
“Protecto” he whispered and out of nowhere he enveloped then in a purple glittery cocoon. He was making her feel comfortable.
5 seconds
“You are the most fascinating creature I have ever met in my 500 years of life upon this earth”
4 seconds
“And you are the most annoying one”
3 seconds
“Aren’t you a romantic
2 seconds
He got closer, his nose touching Maya’s. The glitter cocoon spinning around them
1 second
There was no going back and she didn’t want to.
“Happy New Year, my pink dove” and he kissed her.
Maya has had her fair share of kisses but nothing ever felt like the feeling of him. Sweet and hungry. A perfect compilation of opposites. The caress of his tongue was welcomed with joy, his hands touching her back, holding her waist, holding so close to him, like she could vanish at any second now. She was feeling his lucious curls, so long and so so soft that someone would believe he an actual prince, not a witch.
With two pecks to her lips he let her go, opening his eyes, heart beating so strong and holding her gaze that was already waiting for him.
During the kiss someone had broken their cocoon and now they both had glitter all over them, but neither was actually caring. They were seeing each other for the very first time. A new year, indeed.
“Would you care to miss the party?” Harry asked “I made blueberry cake and I would love for you to meet Betsy”
“We are eternal, we have many new years to live, lead the way” holding her hand, he walked her towards the exit, turning around only to find Stevie, who gave hum a little wink with her left eye. Of course she was in the middle of this. He knew it was a love spell that made them loose their strings and prinde, finally admiting the true behind their hearts. That was the reason he wanted to get her in a quiet place, if they were going to do this, he wanted to know she was his, beyond any spell or trick. He needed to know if she loved with at least an ounce of what he felt.
The walk was quiet, the full moon was shinning so he didn’t felt the need to cast a light spell. The woods were talking, the wind blowing aganist the trees and the animals, they were happy.
“Is it true you can talk to plants?” he asked her
“Yeah, it’s one of my powers... why?”
“I think the nature is happy today, something in my hearts tells me so, but I hold no power over nature beyond what was given to me” Harry was feeling shy, his curiosity was getting the best of him and he was afraid she would judge him
“Do you want me to talk to some of plants?” nodding his head he took her hand to a bloodflower “you know, this one atracks butterfly the most” she told him
Letting go of his hand she sat on the flor, putting both of her hands on the floor, feeling the soil, trying to see if the flower was awake and if it wanted to talk.
She was awake but she was a bit dry
“Harry before I talk to her, can you put a bit of water on it” she called him Harry, not Pierrot, the spell was faiding and he could only hope their newfound love didn’t fade aswell.
With a snap of his fingers a little cloud was made over the flower, raining a little bit, then vanishing with the wind.
“Hello, are you feeling better now?” Maya asked with a sweet voice, the plant opened more showing its petals as a way to thank the couple.
“How do you actually comunicate with them? Like you ear their thoughts?”
“No, I feel what they feel, and she feels safe here with us. Come one, put your hands here and try to focus with your heart and mind”
“I’m not a fairy”
“Just try, come one. Sometimes I can pronouse witches spells and actually works and I don’t even know why. So with his left hand he carressed the petal but never taking his mind of the pink haired girl and he felt his heart race at the same time he felt like the little red and orange plant was trying to show him something.
“My heart is beating so loud... what does that mean when you touch a flower and you feel this?”
“Love”
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After saying goobye to the flower, walking hand in hand, they got to Harry’s little cabin. Made out of woods it had a small living room with a little couch, books everywhere, stones, herbs, charms. Betsy was nowhere to be seen, maybe she wanted to give them privacy. The dark walls were contrasting the pink of her hair but she looked like... home. Like she belonged there.
Turning around to look at Harry she felt this need to kiss him, she was feeling such a strong love for him, she couldn’t hide or pretend anymore, so she want for it. With her hand pulling him towards her, Maya kissed him.
This time with hunger. This time with power. This time to hold onto him in the most intimate ways.
With their height difference being so big, Harry helped her to get on the couch and started to assault her neck. With his hands carresing her neck and her hips.
“Can I touch you” he asked her
“Please” So that’s what he did. Kissing her and letting his hands explore her like the most searched treasure map , slowing coming closer to her breasts, first touching her lighting, then gripping with a strong yet caring hold. Feeling her, trying to read her body. When his fingers reached her nipples he lost it, kissing her neck with intent, marking her, showing her this was it.
“Take off my clothes, please, please” she said in a fant voice, too caugh up with pleasure. So that’s what he did, with his hands he took everysingle piece of clothing they both were wearing. Using his streight to take her to his bedroom.
Maya wanted to analyse every little thing about his home, but at that moment, with his lips making a long waited jorney across her body, she knew she had to to this in the morning.
He kissed, he touched her. She whispered how much she wanted them. He gave her anything and everything. Kissing her tights, her most private parts, using his tongue, and his fingers, using anything to make her shiver to make her want him even more.
When they were finally one, Maya lost a bit of her control over her powers making petals of the same flower they talked earlier fall over them in a shower of love and desire, Harry loved that he made her feel like that so he only encraised his powerfull movements.
In that moment that was only a verb they could conjugate: to love.
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The sun is almost up, the spell was vanishing, they were no longer Pierrot and Columbine. They were Harry and Maya.
“Hey, Harry... I think I should go back to my place?”
“Won’t you stay? We can have breakfast together”
“Why should I?vWe can’t be Pierrot and Columbine forever”
“But we can be Harry and Maya”
She looked sad, she knew about the spell.
“But the thing is... we’re not” he looked at her with confused green orbs. So she told him about the words Florence told her.
“You know... that spell does not change a thing, because it only made us say and do what we always wanted to do” he took her hands, playing with her fingers, adoring her white glittery nail polish, trying to keep everything memorized because he knew she was leaving. His visions were wrong, she wouldn’t stay “but if you wanna leave, it’s okay. You can go back to hate me but I won’t hate you, well, I won’t pretend that I hate you when the truth is I love you with my hole soul”
She was quiet, looking around his room. Trying to keep something with her when she left but her legs weren’t working. The way he had deep red walls and paitings from his many years of life upen the earth. The deep black sating sheats and the beautiful naked man adorning the dark satin. And when she looked at him she saw his light, his golden light. She was seeing his aura. That was a power witches held, so why she was seeing his aura.
“You know, even your aura is pink”
“And yours is gold”
Harry understood at that second that there was no going back. They were connected now. One can only see the aura of their true love.She could leave and he would hurt forever for part of him would leave with her. So he decided to try to get her to stay.
“You know, sometimes I daydream that you come into my room and just lay down next to me. And I always feel so happy about it. Because if you ever come and visit me, at any given time, I would let you. I just want you in my life, I have this pull towards you. I just need to get to know you.”
He paused se he could put her messy hair behind her left ear
“When I fell over you sunflowers I felt terrible. Because not only I made you hate me, I thought I lost the chance to be with you. But, if everything we went through is because now we’re slowly walking, with no rush, to a path full of love. I won’t ever hate you. I will always cherish you. Because if you want me, truly want me, let me know, because when it comes to me I just need to tell you that you will have in me a friend, a lover, even a personal brewer when you want some nice potion to make you feel dangly inside”
“You don’t understand. I want to be with you, but how can you be the one to match my soul if you killed one of the things I love the most:”
The sunflowers. It the end it would always be about those flowers. And Harry will hate himself every second of the day for the rest of eternity if he doesn’t fix it
“Will you every give me another chance? Just one? Can’t you see how we fit? You don’t find this anywhere, damn it, it’s so rare for fairies and witches to be made for one another but when they do... it’s perfect. Look and Blanca and Florence. You have my heart in your hands, every piece of it, even the parts I don’t even know about. It’s you, it’s you you you. Everything is for you. Everything is about you”
She was quiet, but she was still holding his hands.
“I will spend the rest of eternity with you trying to grow sunflowers, they won’t be kept in our memory because we will plant new seeds from our love. One chance. Just one chance”
Maya got closer, touching his forehead with her, her eyes golden from the sun that was entering the room from its window
“So... what changes?”
““Everything’s still the same, nothing changes. Except now, I get to hold you, and kiss you, and show you much I love you.”
With that she kissed him, and they kissed till the sun was high in the sky. With her on top they were moving together in the most intimate dance one could ever share. They were one and while they were kissing and making love to one another pink and gold mixed together, healing their pass and plating new seeds for future filled with love.
Maya was the first one to wake up, with Harry’s familiar on top of her, asking for attention:
“Hey, Betsy, what is it?”
The little animal went to the window, so she followed and when she saw it, she couldn’t believe it:
Sunflowers. Everywhere.
She didn’t even knew she was crying till she saw a tattooed hand holding her face:
“My dove, why are you crying”
“The sunflowers. We made them”
“You finally gave your sunflowers”
She gave him a small kiss
“Our sunflowers, my love. Our sunflowers”
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