#Kazzy vents
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Could u draw when penumbra from ducktales 2017 is shrunk down permanently and can’t be normal sized again and has to live the rest of her life as a tiny moon warrior goddess while webby takes care of her
You know what? I'm going to say something in response to this that I haven't said to a fanart request in a very long time: No.
No.
I don't usually like denying requests. I like the challenge of drawing something I wouldn't think to draw. I like drawing some favorite characters. I like making other people happy.
But honestly? I'm just tired of all this at this point.
Last week, you asked me for a fanart. And then you sent me the same ask five times, some of them even after I told you I recieved your ask and was working on the drawing. And you dm'd me about it. And after I responded to your sixth ask about it and told you it was in the queue, you asked how long until I'd post the drawing.
It seemed clear that you were excited about it. And yesterday I posted it. Where did that excitement go? Did it funnel into a reblog so all your followers can see the art I drew specifically for you? Did you respond with a comment, even just a "thx," or a dm or ask (since you're so fond of those) to show your appreciation? Did you even give me a like to show my efforts to please you were not in vain?
No.
Instead, you rushed right back to my ask box to make another request. Within twelve hours of recieving the art you'd begged so tirelessly for, you sent me four asks requesting another art, a more detailed one. Some of them don't even ask. They just demand.
What do you think an artist is? Is it simply a machine that lies idle until someone makes a request, then kicks into high gear, spits out a drawing at you, and then goes inactive until it gets another request? Do you think they delete every ask they get in their inbox, then go "oh, no, I've forgotten this drawing, if only someone had requested it seven more times!" Do you think we exist solely to supply your demand and respond to your every whim?
I'm an artist. I love drawing things. And embroidery. And painting. And making moodboards. And editing videos. And gifmaking. And writing. And poetry. And bracelet making. And baking. I love art.
But I also love my job. That's right, I work a real job in between drawing things for free for strangers on the internet. And I like to spend time with my family. That's right, I have family, and we have a good relationship, and I enjoy spending time with them. And I enjoy going to church and volunteering and working with kids and playing games and going shopping and driving to work and talking with my friends and watching tv and eating meals. And I do things I don't enjoy, too, like clean the bathroom, fold laundry, do dishes, clean my room. I am an artist. But I am also a human.
And I am a human who does not have time to keep responding to or deleting multiple asks begging for the same thing. I am a human who does not have time to make art on demand only to turn around and have even more art demanded of me without so much as even acknowledgement of the art I made. Not only do I not have time to do these things, I don't like to do them. I don't like being pestered by strangers to make art I don't want to make. I don't like not receiving recognition for my work. And I don't like to have to be the bad guy and set boundaries when someone is treating me like dirt.
I'm a human. I am not a robot. I am not a content-making machine. I have never once been a proponent of ai generated art, but you make me stop to consider if maybe it's a good thing that it exists, just so that no human artist has to deal with people like you who think they're entitled to our time.
Of course, I am still against ai "art," especially because there's something even better that you can do in order to get exactly the art you want: instead of yelling at a plagarism algorithm or harassing a tired human, just pick up a pencil and a piece of paper and draw it yourself.
You have an idea. You know exactly what you want it to look like. You can capture your vision in a way no one else can. Trace screenshots if you think you "can't" draw. Or just keep trying until you're good. That's what I did. That's what all of us artists did. We kept at it until we got good at what we did. Behind the fanart that you spent a week pestering me about because you were impatient is literal decades of practice that I put into my craft. It might be good for you to try it out for yourself, too.
And to everyone reading this and thinking "oh, no, maybe kazzy has had enough and I shouldn't request art from her and I was a horrible person" or anything along that lines: please do not think that for even a second!
I love art requests. I love when someone looks at my art, says, "I would love to see more art like this!" and asks me to draw something they love. It's a HUGE honor! And I do have a LOT of fun drawing things and stepping out of my artistic comfort zone, and I love every single person who sends me an ask for my drawing challenges. I love when you guys ask for characters I've never drawn before. I love that I don't have to worry about art block because I've got a well-stocked tumblr inbox. I love the service you guys provide in requesting art and helping me hone my practice. I even love when one of you sends multiple requests for a drawing challenge! You mean you like my work enough to ask me for multiple things you love? That's an honor!
Thank you all for all your art requests; they've helped make me the artist I am today!
And also. It doesn't really matter if you reblog. I love reblogs, and, yeah, I get a little disappointed when people don't reblog requests from me, but at the end of the day, your blog is your blog. You don't have to reblog everything I make you. You don't have to comment on it all. You don't even technically have to leave a like on all of it. As an artist, I just love to create things. But as a human? It's nice to recieve that validation.
(Especially with requests for incredibly specific things. There are a lot of people who will reblog my art in various fandoms, especially character or ship art, but sometimes the more niche stuff recieves less love. Which is fine! Fandoms are under no obligation to like every art they see! But I know from experience that when people request incredibly specific art that caters only to them, and they have very few reblogs on their blog of anything at all, I'm about to pour a piece of my soul into making something that is about to go unloved. And after a while, that kind of stings.)
The Tl;dr here? I'm not a fan of people who don't treat artists like humans, but I love nothing more than creating art for people who appreciate it.
#kazzy's diary#kazzy rants#kazzy vents#kazzy has opinions (rare)#kazzy answers asks#artists on tumblr
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*works my entire ass off in geometry to bring my unfair grade up just to get a 50 on the final, which brings my grade down to a C after I had gotten it up to a B the last month of the year*
#Kazzy vents#I hate it here#She grades so unfairly too#I worked so hard#All of this work and what do I get out of it#Nothing#In a failure#That's what that is#I keep checking my grades thinking it'll magically change#Im okay i just have failure trauma
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afraid.
#kazzy scribbles#body horror#cw body horror#eyes#cw eye contact#eye contact#meat#vent art#gonna be real ive been having an ongoing meltdown#being consistently overstimulated + pms is not helping in the slightest#unsettling#cw unsettling imagery#unsettling imagery#ask to tag#biblically accurate angel#or something#idk#horror#cw horror#tw eye contact#tw body horror
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i can't believe job hunting is making me consider selling art
#kazzy life#vent#i dont want to monetize a hobby i cant its too much pressure#after art school and art work i swore to myself i wont sell my hobby again#but looking for jobs is making me want to kill myself#that or going back to mexico#fuck this first world life i rather go back to a simple grocery store job and being misgendered#i dont want to do this everything is online and stupid and i have to make an account in every website#and its all horrible and they want videos and photos and be a great seller#IM NOT I JUST WANNA GO BACK TO RESTOCKING#i was so happy in my little supermarket hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#never make big decisions at 18#i dont know why i keep going i really dont#this is just#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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<3 & ^_^ but for some reason i don't understand you have the vibes of >:]
it’s bc i’m just so silly !!! ily kazzy i am in your vents wgispering at you to drink some water
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Ive been crying over everything this past week. I must be PMSing because this is insane
I also have sores on my tongue? They're annoying. I think they're healing but GOD is it slow
My doggy has diarrhea and I'm worried about him
I only want Kazzi
Icaria offered to pay for my hair but I told him it's expensive and No
He's also cut his hair like Kane's and is wearing glasses regularly
He accused Jiffy Mix of stealing his drip, to Kazzi's annoyance bc...... Stop tryna Be Him so bad
I have not been doing shipt
Work has been picking up Kind Of...
Kane has been fronting a lot
Flipside the game is great but the reactions have me VERY bitter. Ive been waking up immediately grumpy bc some dumbfuck said some shit
I redownloaded Vent. Its To'ka themed for some separation and for a place to indulge in The Aesthetic, I guess
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making new tags ig. still using the same fav tag and comfort tag
#🦑) shitposts#🐟) nez#🍭) reblogs#🍋) komaeda#🍬) saionji#🥐) mooties#🌽) ouma#🌼) nanami#🌾) kazzie#🥑) regular posts?!?!?!#🐑) vents#🍞) asks
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You know a character’s a comfort character if you’re having a breakdown but seeing the character and looking at pictures of them for a few minutes calms you down at least a little bit
(Exact context in the tags)
#it was like multiple breakdowns in one but still#either way context:#it was a mix of me overthinking about something being wrong with my cat#(even though he acting normally)#and me getting addressed by they/them irl & panicking thinking I’m a fake enby/non cis for being uncomfy with the pronouns#i just feel like I have to be comfortable with the pronouns but I’m not for some reason and just.. idk#and the third breakdown was just me feeling all alone-since I’ve lost touch with a lot of people that I miss..#i hate having multiple breakdowns in one but at least I have Kazzie/my other f/os#vent.exe#vent in tags#ask to tag
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just realized starting a server means i have to talk to people and boy oh boy am i too anxious for this HAHAA
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In case anyone's wondering how I'm doing— I spent all day at home and had a sick day because of last night. Today itself hasn't been so bad, and even when I had some more complex foods later in the day, I managed to keep everything I ate down.
That is, until tonight, when, after spending a half hour coughing (and running to the bathroom a couple times because apparently restroom runs become a LOT more frequent with a cough like this) I ended up throwing up a little bit again. it wasn't as much as yesterday, and honestly right now it's not nearly as inconvenient as the coughing! I can't lay down for more than three minutes without coughing, and my headache and runny nose are not helping things 😔
Praying friends, please lift me up in your prayers. I have a doctor's appointment in the morning, but I think it's gonna be a long eight hours until then, and even then, who knows if they'll find out what's wrong with me?
[God does. God knows.]
Also, if you get a second, pray for my mom. She's been stressed enough as is recently, but all the sickness (mine is significantly the worst, but everyone else in the family is a bit of a coughing mess too right now) is making it even harder on her.
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ive been watching my life fall apart recently and it's not really getting better but atleast I did some writing today. How are you feeling?
#Kazzy vents#I feel sick#Why her?#Why did it have to be her?#Why couldn't it have been anyone else#Why do they keep taking my family from me#Spotify
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self infliction
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jobs? researched resumes? sent nerves? through the roof
#kazzy life#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i dont wanna search for a job i just wanna have it#my anxious heart cant take this#I have to keep an eye on my phone for any call#my microphone doesnt even work idk what im gonna do#this is turning into a vent im gonna shut up now
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eeeee kazzy! man, you're amazing--you let me vent to you, tag me in cheese posts, and just have such a FUN vibe. Plus! You write FANTASTIC poetry i love it! <3
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kazzy i am in your vents right now i’m stealing your cookies
how intimidating am i NOW???
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