#Just random thoughts at midnight

[troublesometrout]

Tf2 has officially become a notorious part of my personality. When a family member told me that I have stuck with tf2 for longer than I normally play games it made me realise How much of a vice grip this game has on me. (I've played it for 5-6 months now and most games I only play for 1-2 months)

[dreamaboutwhathappens]

the are few lyrics that make me sadder than “familiarity breeds contempt” because uhm. no it doesn’t? irritation sometimes maybe. but there is something so sinister about the idea that the more people got to know her, the more they disliked her. and the way she talks about it in bejeweled is accepting that as fact and saying “but here’s why i can still be worthy of your love.” and it’s DEVASTATING.

i mean think about it. the old quilt your grandma made. your stuffed animal you’ve hugged countless times. the relief you feel when you finally get to see the person who understands you best. how nice it is to be in your home town after being away for too long. familiarity doesn’t breed contempt. it breeds peace. but someone made her feel like getting to know her made her seem worse

[itsscottiesstark]

Wouldn't it be great if Tumblr had a feature like "3 years ago today" or something? Like, imagine waking up one morning, opening the app and there's a huge banner saying "Let's see what you were up to 5 years ago today!" and you click on it and it's the most unhinged, thirsty, shameful post about the same middle aged actor you are still obsessed with.

[mischiefbuckley]

all the One Direction albums being released in November and how back then we would joke that One Direction month was November because we always got a new album in November like damn next month is gonna be rough

[jonahmagnus]

Hahaha whattt

[valewritessss]

Growing up as an only child people would always like talking to me and say I’m nice and generous then when they found out that I’m an only child they’d tell me “oh so you’re spoiled and don’t know how to share?”. And it was always so frustrating because why would I be spoiled? Yes both of my parents attention was only on me but they raised me right? And I’ve met people that are spoiled and not brats, like spoiled brat and spoiled are two different things.

And I love sharing and always have bc I never had anyone to share with so I like letting other people use my stuff. One of my friends that I did so many things for all of middle school (I gave her homework answers, pencils, erasers, bandaids, some of my lunch, gum, etc) told me that I don’t know how to share because I’m an only child. We’re not friends anymore because at one point she started rushing me to do my work so she could copy and she would not let me concentrate and she wouldn’t copy my shit while I was doing it and then she’d get mad at me because she was failing. But anyway, I was a little mad because you KNOW me, but you’re just gonna say that because why, exactly? It was like people were always telling me what I should be like and telling me that I don’t understand any childhood experiences.

And then I get told I must not know how to compromise just because I’m an only child? Like what? I will do anything to please you so what the hell are you talking about.

And people go on rants saying that parents need to start having more than two children because they hate only children. I’ve seen this so many times and it makes me a little sad because my parents tried, okay? Generalizing is not cool. They’ll hate only children just because they had a bad experience with someone that happened to be an only child. And then I’ll make friends with someone and when they find out I’m an only child they’ll tell me they never would’ve guessed because they hate only children. Thanks, I guess?

“You must not have a very good family bond” uhh why? My cousins are the closest thing I ever had as siblings growing up and I genuinely don’t understand when they would say this because it doesn’t mean I can’t bond with people my age.

“You probably get everything you want” i was told this just because I bought a new notebook when my old one ran out of pages. Again, what is the thought process here because it’s not like I can ask for anything and get it just because I’m the only kid my parents have.

I would say I’m lonely and want a sister and people would get straight up mad at me. “No you don’t you’re lucky” and you think there aren’t things I want that you have too? I literally feel so alone 24/7 but I guess I’m not allowed to feel that because at least I get privacy.

They also always assume I’m rich. I am very much not rich and I did have friends that lived in bigger houses and it made me so insecure about mine. Idk what it is about assuming only children are rich. I wish being an only child came with that bc then I’d never complain again. But unfortunately it doesn’t work like that.

Anyways. This was a random rant. I just remembered that I would get so frustrated because I would literally cry from the fact that I didn’t have a best friend or someone like a sibling to talk to, and then I’d be told my feelings weren’t valid. I know this is such a non issue, but just sharing I guess.

[junos-cacophony]

zubin being on social media again means something & i don’t like what it’s implying

[yujeong]

Ep7 Vegas is something that cannot exist post-canon: he won't have the strength or stamina to torture anyone or participate in any missions, won't have that menacing presence he was carrying before the coup.

Vegas hates it. Pete, on the other hand, having the memory of Vegas performing in front of him inside that cell, is fine with it. A part of him is grateful even.

Korn doesn't really care, though. If he needs to instill fear on his enemies and make them know their place, he'll ask for Vegas' help, whether he can achieve results or not. It works out for him either way.

The irony of how that reflects on him, especially in comparison to Gun, escapes him. It escapes Vegas too, but not Pete, and not Kinn, either.

[noname-nonartist]

Went to a Convention today. You know what that means? >:Dc

MERCH HAUL~

All pjsk related too~ :3c

Gonna start with the charms that I got first, and then I’ll show the stickers via reblog •3•

(Apologies for the awful pics, I’m not a photographer sadly)

All done by the wonderful artists pochaime, wheatloaves, and @iirokagi! :Dc

[helianthus21]

wait hold on fuck. do vampires need to pee??

[darnellthefirestarter]

Sleepy vampire

[dreamaboutwhathappens]

sooooo much of ttpd starts on midnights

[sapphicdisastrophe]

A kafkaesque blowjob is NOT just roaches, on your dick. It CAN be roaches, on your dick. But it can be MORE than that. What about a blowjob that's nightmarishly complex? Or one that's oppressive and despair-ridden(ik some beautiful freaks out there are into that)? Or one that is a surreal experience that recontextualizes itself in dehumanization? Yeah what do you think now nerds? Do you see the complexity a kafkaesque blowjob could entail? It's SO MUCH MORE than just ROACHES, ON YOUR DICK

[i-cant-sleep-thinking-of-bsd]

So, I've recently been attempting to learn Japanese, and one cool detail I noticed that probably everyone else already knows is that in Given, it's decided to change the band's name from "the seasons" to "given". Even tho it is stated that they also wanna change it because loads of other bands have similar names and because it was chosen before Mafuyu had joined, it is mentioned that it was a thing because all Haruki's, Ue's and Kagi's name have an element that references a season. So, Kagi's given name is Akihiko, and "aki" means autumn; Haruki's name has "haru", which means spring; Uenoyama's name means "the first day of summer".

Now, what I find really interesting is that, even tho the decide to change the name partly because Mafuyu wouldn't be included, Mafuyu's name also checks the boxes, since it contains the "fuyu", which means "winter" . So, had they kept the name, not only would they all have checked the "name after a season box", but they all would be representing a different one, and they'd cover all of them.

Again, I'm pretty sure loads of other people had noticed this before and I'm super late, but I thought it was worthy mentioned because I find it funny that they went through all the trouble of finding a new name even tho the one the already had was actually perfectly suited.

[cnwolf-brainrot]

things I can’t think of the same way anymore thanks to certain fandoms

red glasses

anything with the name “Stark” on it

the letter X

manhole covers

full moon

half moon

cats in general, but specifically orange tabbies

bees

pink hair and crowns

squirrels

swords, nunchucks, sais, bos, shurikens, or scythes

the LEGO section at Target

pineapples

[valewritessss]

Holy fuck I was convinced today was Monday