#Just glad its done~
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11.01.24
#touchstarved game#touchstarvedgame#touchstarved oc#my artwork#fan comics#my oc#Z#Mhin#A bit late on the lil hunters bday but here~#A bit of a mess since it was made the last second and only this day.#Just glad its done~
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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One wedding and three funerals
Background paintings under the cut
#tomgreg#succession#tom wambsgans#greg hirsch#shiv roy#roman roy#kendall roy#yeah no im not tagging everyone thats too much#this is me going 'how much implications themes and symbolism can i fit in one painting'#yes i gave rose shivs haircolor. if we ever find out how she looks like and its not like this im just gonna pass away i guess#but yeah i hope yall connect the dots#i put waaay too much thought and work into this. i was googling pictures of all the actors as kids just for reference (sigh)#honestly kinda wanted to make tom and greg link pinkies as like. a pinkie promise. but that was too hard to draw in this angle#at least not without obstructing the view of the ring which is important to see so ya#my fave is actually the tomshiv wedding pic i went off with that. i love them... they should have run away to become sheep farmers fr fr#anyway im so glad im done with this UGH!! finally i can draw smth else without being like oh noooo i need to finish this#i see a lot of you wondering why there is no portrait of logan but one of ewan#it's bc the placement of the painting represent their standing. logans portray would not hang next to the stairs#his present portrait hangs at the end of it. all the way up at the top. alone and withering away#basically the picture you see underneath ewan to the right? its where toms parents would be. the right side of the wall is tom and gregs#and the left one is the roy siblings theirs. since they grew up rich rich. and tom and greg didn't#but ya thats why ewan hangs here and logan does not :)
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"There were times I would've been thrilled if everyone who put their hands on me burst into flames"
Astarion pencil study on A4 paper
#I don't feel like doing anything else to it so it is what it is#I'm just glad I managed to draw something#my art#ivy's bg 3 era#astarion#bg3 astarion#its insane how different colors look depending on screen#this is done with carmine red and teal color pencils#and a bit of umber
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MC doing what we all wished we could do (aka napping on the floor with ominis )😴💕
#ill never get over how he just sleeps on the floor its so cute to me and seems so at odds with his personality which makes it better#hogwarts legacy#hphl#ominis gaunt#ominis gaunt x mc#ominis gaunt x oc#ominis x mc#hogwarts legacy ominis#hogwarts legacy fanart#hey look everyone its my nameless MC aka just brown haired clora LMAOOO#its like when u play a fighting game and you and your friend both choose the same chara. this is clora with a diff colour scheme BAHAHA#this has been in my wips for like a year im not even joking im glad to finally actually draw it properly LMAO#i also love how all of my ominis centric posts involve him on the floor/talking about the floor LMFAOO EVEN THE SMUT ONE#what can i say i just love a man who isnt afraid to chill on the floor ok#also i love a hypocritical man LMAO apparently. i always make seb a hypocrite and now im makin ominis one too#HOW COULD U SLEEP ON THE FLOOR MC?#meanwhile#also srry but dont get ur hopes up for more ominis content anytime soon this was just in my wips and i rly wanted to finally have it done#A RARE TREAT FOR THE OMINIS GIRLIES#choccyart
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we're stuck in the middle of nowhere, but it could be worse.
#i gotta write chapter 7 soon... trust... i'm just very tired from a lot of things rn...#this was the only break i got in the middle of making commissions#i love drawing them both but my god this wip took me FOREVER honestly. im just glad its done HAHA#hidden hands au#fnaf au#henry emily#fnaf henry emily#fnaf charlie emily#fnaf charlotte emily#fnaf marionette#fnaf puppet#fnaf the puppet#fnaf#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddys fanart#five nights at freddys#fanart#my art
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Don’t make promises you can’t keep
#IT IS DONE#WOW#ITS DONE#look at it look how awful it is#jk I’m just glad it’s done#enjoy I hope it came out ok#sonic prime season 3#sonic prime angst#sonic prime#sth#shadow the hedgehog#sonic#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog#mini comic#sonic art#sonadow#sonadow prime#sonic prime art#comics#art#digital artist#digital art#my art shit#I’m gonna miss prime so much man#art blog#artist on tumblr#my artwrok
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bird friend,,
shoutout to the echo garden for kicking my sorry ass back into transformers
#my art#the echo garden#now it doesn’t *technically* have soundwave in it but#soundrod#i vaguely remember seeing this fic when it was in its infancy and honestly I’m glad I just got to reading it now when it’s done#bc ongoing fics never hold my attention for long idk I’m just not patient enough HHH#but damn it was soo fukcing good like I ate that mf up in like 3 days time#laserbeak#transformers prime#mtmte#transformers mtmte#rodimus#rodimus prime#lost light#maccadam#also I didn’t know how laserbeak would hook on to roddy bc on one hand it’s upside down on soundwave but rodimus doesn’t have the dock sooo
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Yeonjun about the strain he felt while preparing for his debut solo project ✙ "GGUM" MAKING FILM
#yeonjun#choi yeonjun#tomorrow x together#txt#ggum: making film#gifs#creations#userzaynab#useryeonbins#skyehi#rosieblr#megtag#hibiebear#heyiri#ultkpopnetwork#kpopccc#kpopco#this are like the rawest emotions we've seen from him... I feel... it's really sad to watch him like this#i mean I know they're under lots of pressure and stress#It's only natural when you work with so many people who you could potentially disappoint#and I know it was his choice to make this solo project happen now but i feel like the company could manage his schedule better#because why he films till 3 am and then right next day has a flight to another country for a concert...#and now we know from soobin they're super busy again#I'm worried his body will just say 'enough' one day and something bad will happen :(#and you have him work so hard and stress and then all this losers online whose biggest achievement is getting 100 likes on a post#writing the worst things about him for no reason... its not that hard to be kind and you dont need to have an opinion about everything :D#at the end of the day that celebrity you hate so much is still pretty and successful#and you're just a friendless jobless empty-headed rotten fool with likes on a post that mean nothing once you close the ap#I'm just glad all this is still fun for him and that he has such a great support system: his members family staff who care about him and us#all we can really do is support them and send them lots of love fr ;; you've done well my jjunie ily ♥
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when your main characters start dating after years of writing so they finally get to be like this
#rare WIP preview from me#this is in like. 10 episodes. lmfao#its been really hard working this far ahead#my editor isnt giving me any feedback and my friends are very busy so it's felt quite lonely#which is fine! for my friends I mean. but its my editors job to give me feedback...#but the webtoon editors are extremely extremely extremely overworked and my series is set to end so I understand its low priority#its not her fault its webtoons fault. however. its still demotivating...#oh well l m a o#I should be much further ahead ngl LMFAO I want like 12 done but I come back in 2 weeks.#we'll see#when I get really stressed out I go full gamer mode#and usually I'll sink like 60 hours (like 5 days) into a game and then I'm good and move on#but this recent game that grabbed me is. its too much actually#bit uncontrollable ngl I think its an ADHD thing I mostly have just quit playing videogames at all#cause its like yeah being stressed cause theres too much work to do is not going to be helped by losing a week and a half to a game...#and yet.#anyways the game is satisfactory#my friend bought it for me and we've been playing together#and our shared file has. 100 hours on it. and we still havent beaten the game#we're close to beating it and it's not like we're rushing or anything#cause its fun to fuck around and zap eachother or whatever#but it's got me doing math. the exact kind of math I love to do. optimization#and its reminding me yeah in another life id have been an engineer#I'm glad I'm an artist but its always weird like yeah this is easily a path I could have gone down#'artists hate math' speak for yourself doing math calms me down! I love math!#I love math and I love business. I'm almost the perfect artist but I hate advertising so. we can't have it all#anyways theyre so fucking cute its sickening. I love them so much. I could cry#WIP#lineart#time and time again
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sam and frodo’s relationship is so crazy theyre like what if we had a homoerotic adventurer’s bond that was so strong it overcame the power of supreme evil, saving not just the world but one another, and the only reason we were able to survive the violence around us was through sheer love for each other, and although we’re not canonically lovers our relationship is so much more intimate and tender than acceptable norms for male/male relationships that we transcend easily definable labels and thus become queer irregardless of whether our attraction is platonic, romantic, or sexual…and we were both hobbits
#literally going insane over them#sam/frodo is just so POWERFUL#sorry i just finished return of the king after watching the trilogy for the first time#needless to say its done a number on me emotionally#i blame elijah wood and the heartbreaking love in his eyes when he says im glad to be with samwise gamgee at the end of all things#and i also blame sean astin and the way he says dont go where i cant follow#absolutely stunning brilliant magnificent#the lord of the rings#the fellowship of the ring#the two towers#the return of the king#lotr#sam/frodo#frodo baggins#samwise gamgee#frodo x sam#jrr tolkien#alex talks#samfro#fav#greatest hits#1k
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could you pwetty pwease do sum moceit or logicality,,, (also genuinely tweaking over your dsmp stuff. you've woken up the autism in me)
whats it take 2 get ur number >.< ??!!?
whats it take 2 bring u home ^o^ ?!??!!
#glad to wake up the autism in people#full moon to werewolves is what i am to to autistic people#i have lotsa art reqs but ive done.. the ones i wanted to do so far LOOLLL sorryyy#also so far its been all logan ships.. u know me!!!!!#thomas sanders#sanders sides#logicality#sanders sides fanart#patton sanders#logan sanders#sasi fanart#tss fanart#im just babbling
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submission for @olnfweek2024
Day 3- Memories
After Qiu and Tamarack began drifting apart, Tamma starts questioning her place with Edwin. As if he'd would lose his best friend that easily, after all they made a promise! Maybe it feels childish now, but Tamarack would always have a place in his life.
(My first ever comic page, the pacing feels a little weird to me, but I didn't feel like redrawing anything lol)
#my art#artwork#olnf#our life now and forever#our life mc#my ocs#olnf week 2024#tamarack baumann#tamarack is such a cutie#they're not paired btw#besties#sheep#sneak peak at step 2 Winnie#He goes by Edwin now#I'm so tired#Im just glad its done
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the good thing about people having already made furry disco elysium art before is that it makes me less deranged for doing it. unfortunately it also makes me less original. its the curse i get for not knowing how to draw people
some more stuff ig. i kinda want to try drawing other characters for the funsies but my unoriginal ass cant figure out what animals i should make anybody else
#my art#disco elysium#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#its 3 30 am and absolutely not a good time to be posting an art post but i dont even care at this point#ive been working on this shit for weeksss im just so glad to be done#furry
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so REVENGE, HUH? or justice, if that makes you feel better. it tastes the same when cooked just right. 'I REALLY WANTED A BROTHER.' such a shame to burn a bridge you so desperately wanted to keep, especially when it wasnt even you who started the fire. especially when you hope that not a single fragment of that bridge ever washes ashore.[MAY IT ROT FAR FROM MY SIGHTS] an unfortunate loss! atleast he has his friends.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi prime defenders spoilers#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi pd#william wisp#vyncent sol#THIS ONE IS FUUUUCKIN OOOOOLLDD RAAAHHHHH i made it like. a year ago. but didnt finish it for so so long bc i just wasnt happy w it.#BUT LIKE A CENTURY EGG the decades of being encased in salt n lime n ash have done WELL to bring out the flavores of this piece#i sorta recently cleaned it up and posted it onto twitty. didnt tag it bc it was SO OLD AND SCUFFED(i see so many MISTAKES NOW)#that i didnt want to expose it to the open air just like that#if i show smth to my small circles then it shall only be understood in those small circles.#open air and open interpretation from minds i cannot predict are NOT something i enjoy the thought of. usually. i am brave tho#BUT EVERYONE ON TWITTY WAS SO NICEEE i was like damn... i guess it IS good enough to be enjoyed by the masses...#lets work on being nicer to our art together. THAT BEING SAID. i really love my colors here HELL YEAHHHH#FIRST TIME IN A WHILE COLORIN THESE BOYS.... i dont use proper color enough..I ALSO RLY LIKE MY BACKGROUNDS HERE#i LOVE when the bg is hyperrealistic (i frankestiened stock photos) and when the subjects are all flat colored n cartoony#recently rewatched Making Fiends and they do that similar thing!! soft shading! lotsa details! almost painted? ill paint one day#ive already rambled so much abt the art im runnin out of ROOm to ramble about WWWIILLIAM GODDAMN WWIIIISP. its been a minute since i saw-#-this episode..but i DO remember the funny smoke trick that will did to his funny brother. EVERYTIME U GIVE AN ORDER. THAT BRINGS HARM-#-INDIRECTLY OR NOT. YOU WILL HEAR THOSE SCREAMS. YOU WILL FEEL THAT PAIN. OHHH WHAT A COOL PUNISHMENT THAT IS#its still an olive branch in a sense! a final chance for big bro bell to show that hes NOT an irrideemable piece o shit. and if not#well. to the wolves of psychosis with him!!! i really think william did the best he could here. if i was in his shoes i have no doubt i-#-woulda done the same. IM ALSO GLAD THAT VYN DECIDED TO STICK AROUND N SUPPORT HIM! thas character development baybe!!#i loooove prime defenders.. its been so long since i watched any eps of it but i KNOW it still has such a grip on my heart..GOTTA rewatch i
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An orb rolls on the ground. Inside it contains a starry rainbow, it shimmers and glimmers in your hand.
[ art on prints and things: teepublic | redbubble | threadless ]
#deadbeat typography#artists on tumblr#redbubble artist#teepublic artist#threadless artist#digital art#trans artist#lgbt artist#lgbt#transgender#queer#nonbinary#enby#agender#genderfluid#androgynous#genderqueer#intersex#bigender#demigirl#demiboy#orb art#orbing#you know like instead of morbing#im not late to that meme right??? haha???#you know im glad i was finally able to get these done#i said it on like the first post but these i started these back when redbubble added buttons to the site#they are supposed to be a button design mainly but you know work on just about anything its just a circular design#150+ note edit- wow im really glad people like these! thanks
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