#JirAlli

[rottenzombrainz]

Aftercare

JirAlli comfort fluff to followup the angsty endi ng of Snake Milk

Unlike Snake Milk, this is sfw fluff! However, there is a lot of mention of self harm and suicidal thoughts, some eating disorder symptoms, and lots and lots of borderline personality behavior! This is basically a BPD OC x Canon comfort fic.

ooc warning for Jiro?

Alli just couldn't get it out of her head that she did something wrong. Or that something is wrong. Why does she feel this way? Jiro left because he needed his medication - that's all. But then why does it feel like she wasn't enough? Maybe a shower would wash away the discomfort?

She usually showered in Towa's bathroom. It was clean, nice, atmospheric. Alli couldn't use her own, seeing as she turned it into a room just for Kithy, but she also felt safer knowing Towa was on the other side of the door waiting for her to come read rom-com manga or watch some anime with her.

The Jabberwock girl dried and dressed herself, putting on a band-tee with a faded graphic and a pair of boyshorts before stepping out of the floral bathroom after a steaming hot shower. She was in there for what felt like a whole hour, trying to wash away her woes.

"Towa... is it alright if I stay here with you tonight? I um....I'm not in a good state of mind right now...."

Alli murmured meekly, holding her arm with her head hung low, her voice soft and shakey. The ground underneath her felt like it would crumble if Towa said no.

"Nope! Go back to your room for tonight, okay Spider Lilly?"

The free-spirited ghoul chirped back merrily. His denial was... uncharacteristic for him... Alli's heart dropped at the rejection.

"Oh.... alright.."

Usually Towa loved having sleepovers with Alli. He was always there for her when she wasn't feeling right too. But it's okay.... it'll be okay... She can just.... sleep in Stefan's enclosure again. Stefan.... Oh shit! She forgot to put Stefan back in!

Alli ran down the hallway to her room, hoping her beloved Burmese python wasn't swallowing down something he wasn't supposed to. She sighed with relief as she saw her cherished reptile curled up on her bed, right next to.... Jiro?

"There you are. I was worried when I saw Stefan out with no sign of you. Towa told me to wait for you here."

Jiro stated plainly, sitting on the edge of Alli's usually disheveled bed - which was now neatly made like one in a model room.

"Love? What are you doing here? Oh! Did you want to go again? We'll have to-"

"No. I wanted to come see you. Sorry, you didn't already have plans, did you?"

"N-No, I didn't"

None that she'd want to follow through with, anyways.

"Your skin is red. Do you usually shower for so long and with such hot water? "

"Hm? I-I-"

Jiro stood up abruptly, walking over to Alli and examining her face closely. Close enough to feel her quick breaths against his skin. She was like a skittish little mouse underneath him, trembling in place.

"Your eyes are a little inflamed too. Did you get soap in them? You should gently rinse with water before the chemicals irritate you more."

He softly rubbed her cheek with one of his hands as Alli shamefully looked away. Jiro's brow furrowed slightly before he silently pulled away, back to standing a little over a foot taller than his beloved.

"You haven't eaten much today, have you? I could tell by the lack of bloating in your stomach from earli-"

"Are you calling me fat?!"

Alli hissed, sounding slightly panicked as she sucked in her stomach.

"No. In fact, you're moderately underweight. You have the means to eat regularly and healthily- I don't want to have to hook you up to a feeding tube. It'd be quite the inconvenience with how much movement you make throughout your day."

"Did you come here just to diagnose me?"

Alli crossed her arms and pouted. Not like her usual playful pout- she seemed genuinely upset.

"Diagnose? I'm not diagnosing anything. I'm just offering solutions for problems I'm noticing. That's not why I came here though. Like I said, I wanted to see you. I brought you something to eat too. These are the kind of chips you like, right?"

Jiro asked, producing a bag of IKEA-branded chips from a bag Alli just now noticed behind him.

"Yess!! I love these!! But... you went to IKEA without me?!"

"I ordered them online a few weeks ago. It's not the most nutritious snack, but I know how much you like that store."

Alli greedily grabbed the bag from her love, an action she meant to be more gentle in doing. After opening the bag, she looked back up at Jiro to thank him- Jiro who was now holding a sports drink in Alli's favorite flavor from her favorite brand.

"You need hydration too."

He clinically stated before opening the bottle for her. Jiro walked around Alli and sat on her bed once again, right by her nightstand, and expectantly started at her.

"Thank you, baby! You're so sweet~!!"

The Jabberwock girl chirped as she cozied herself right beside the Mortkranken Vice-Captain, stuffing chips into her mouth. Alli was already feeling a little better now that she had something to eat and her love right beside her. Stefan too, curled up into a cozy coil at the foot of her bed. Jiro gently stroked the Jabberwock girl's hair as she chugged down the sports drink with thirsty desperation.

"I'm sorry I had to leave so suddenly earlier. It's very important I get my injections on time. For what it's worth, I wanted to stay with you for longer."

Jiro spoke, albeit a little hesitantly. Alli's heart ached slightly at the remainder of the earlier situation, and how she felt after being left alone in the lab to clean up. But she was just being silly, petty, right?

"It's fine..."

She mumbled, but it was nowhere near convincing. Alli stuffed her mouth with more potato chips, her next words coming out muffled.

"Was Yuri mad? I'm not banned from the lab now, am I?"

Jiro chuckled dryly, smiling as he answered his Alli.

"He was furious. It was quite funny, honestly. He was so worked up he could hardly keep his hands steady as he yelled about there being a time and place for everything. To answer your question - no, you're not 'banned from the lab'. Yuri was actually very impressed with the volume of venom you were able to extract. He's hoping for you to come help with similar tasks- when you have the time."

Something panged in Alli's chest, seeing her love smile so widely as he talked about someone else- even if the other was brought up to say he had no quip with the reckless reptile handler. Her thoughts became dark and doubting once more, quickly turning into words.

"Did you fuck Yuri? Am I...not enough?"

Jiro looked taken aback by his girlfriend's question, cocking his head slightly. His eyes were wide. His brow was furrowed and there was a small frown on his sligntly-parted lips.

"No. Why would I do that? We agreed to a monogamous relationship, didn't we? I don't have any feelings towards Yuri like that either. He's my attending physician."

He stated firmly. But not defensivley.

"I-I'm sorry. Please forget I said anything I- I'm not feeling very good right now....I'm a total mess..."

Jiro's brow furrowed once more as he put a hand to Alli's temple. Then two fingers to her neck, making her flinch slightly at the touch.

"I mean like... in my head. Mentally..."

The tall ghoul leaned back and brought his hand to his chin, thinking pensively.

"Did I do something to give you the wrong impression?"

"Yes? No... No, you didn't. I'm just... reading too much into things..."

The Mortkranken Vice-Captain cocked his head more and crossed his arms, waiting for her to continue.

"Right now I just- I feel bad. I feel like you don't love me and you're gonna leave me and my whole world is going to end and- and...I don't feel safe alone right now....I feel like...I might hurt myself."

Jiro couldn't look any more concerned at his girlfriend's words. He held both her hands in his as Stefan began to quickly slither to Alli and wrap around her waist in the snake's own way of a hug.

"I'm going to stay with you tonight. If you don't want me to, you can sleep in Mortkranken while someone monitors you-"

"N-No! I want you to stay! Please! Please don't go...."

Jiro let go of her hands and placed her snacks on her nightstand before pulling Alli into his lap and hugging her tightly. She clung onto him desperately as she began to sob and shake- like a bursted pipe.

"I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."

He murmured into her ear as he rubbed her back. Jiro could feel a few tears rolling down his neck as his love cried in his arms. He wanted to do more. To help her more. Part of him wanted to go down his clinical checklist- asking her if she's been taking her medications or if she's relapsed latley. But right now, even he could tell she just wanted him to be here.

"I'm sorry, love... I don't like it when you see me like this..."

Alli wiped her tears away with the back of her hand, pulling back a little to nuzzle herself into her boyfriend's chest in attempt to hide her puffy eyes. She could feel the tightness of her throat and the moistness of her mouth as she swallowed hard.

"I don't get it. Why didn't you come talk to me about how you felt?"

Jiro asked with good intentions, genuinely confused, but something about it made Alli feel guilty and blamed.

"I didn't want to bother you... since you're always so busy. I didn't want to scare you away or for you to leave or... or.."

"I don't understand why you think I'd leave you over doubts you can hardly control. Is that really something people end their relationships over?"

Jiro questioned, despite knowing these doubts of Alli's come from trauma and irrationally. He's known about her personality disorder, about her self-harm tendencies and her irregular eating. About her need for validation and her unhealthy past relationships.

For his love to always be in such pain with no relief - it frustrated him. Usually, when things didn't look too good for his patients and they wanted it all to end, he'd help them in doing so. But he didn't want that for Alli. Making exceptions like this... it wasn't like him. Though she always had brought out a different side of him when they're together.

"Jiro... can... can you tell me you love me?"

"I love you, Alli."

Jiro didn't hesitate, not for a second. Alli's quivering lips curved into a small smile.

"I love you too!"

She giggled with such joy that one could hardly guess she was just sobbing. Jiro gently pulled her head away from his chest to plant a kiss upon Alli's brow. Her little grin reflected onto him and he snickered before running kisses down the rest of her face until reaching her lips. He murmured those three words once again, giving her a deep kiss and holding her tightly against him. - Not too tightly though, the large ghoul didn't want to hurt the slithering snake in-between the him and the other ghoul. Speaking of snakes...

"Alli- do you know where the specimen went? The one you extracted the venom from. I couldn't find it when I came back to the lab."

Jiro was a little weary bringing the situation back up, but this was about the anomaly. And it was an important question. He'd have a real problem on his hands if there was an unstudied venomous anomalous snake slithering around Mortkranken.

"Hmm? You mean Greg? I put him in the herpatarium! I can keep him, right?"

A small wave of relief washed over Jiro. There was probably no safer place for a reptile than in the Jabberwock herpatarium- aside from Alli's room. But still, the anomaly was technically misplaced.

"Well, 'Greg' is registered under being in Mortkranken's care. I'm sure he'll be transferred here once he's studied a bit more."

As long as he wasn't dangerous, that is. Even so, Alli had a way with words when it came to convincing the staff the danger (or lack there of) of anamalous animals. Her "way with words" mainly consisted of repetitive pestering... but it still worked!

"Sometimes I think about it.... -transferring to Mortkranken, I mean. So I can spend more time with you! And we can research together!"

Alli straightened herself, looking into her love's crimson eyes. Jiro raised one of his eyebrows slightly.

"It's where the brainiacs go, yeah? And I'm quite the smartie pants! But.... I love it here at Jabs. We're like a little family! A little family of anomalous animal caretakers! I think I prefer field work anyways. You know, going out and really doing something! I wouldn't wanna stay cooped up in a lab like the rest of you Mortkrankies... I think I've had enough of that for a lifetime."

A faded memory of sitting in an old office, surrounded by dust and dated things flashed into Alli's mind. She remembered when she would sit in that chair and just write all she knew in hopes she'd be let outside to learn more. It worked sometimes. But not nearly enough to keep her satisfied. She remembered feeling happy in the moment ... but it didn't sound like a very joyful memory. Not in the slightest. But that's when she felt loved. Would going back to that make her feel loved again? All the time?

"I think Jabberwock suits you. It's a very... energetic house. Without you, I'm afraid a lot of the animals wouldn't get the care they deserve. You truly love the creatures here and it shows in how healthy they all are."

"Hehehe~!! I love it when you say nice things about me~!!"

"I was just making a statement, but I'm glad it made you happy."

Alli smiled, cozying up back into Jiro's chest, tracing the shape of his collarbone through his shirt as he rubbed the back of her head.

"Thank you, Jiro. For loving me. I know i can be really diffic-"

The Mortkranken ghoul put a finger to his girlfriend's lips, shaking his head.

"You shouldn't thank me for loving you unconditionally. Isn't that normal?"

"I...I guess so, yeah...."

He could plainly hear the uncertainty in her voice and sighed, holding her a little tighter and moving his hand down to her back.

"I care about you a lot, Alli. In a way that I haven't cared for anyone else before- not that I can remember. I often scare other people away but you've been insistent on getting to know me since we've met. I'm not just with you because I'm testing the waters or trying to learn more about myself, I truly love you and I see myself having a future with you... as long as my condition doesn't worsen. And I'll remind you every day if it'll make you smile. Even if it's all hard for me to properly articulate."

Jiro waited for Alli to respond, but all that came out was a little "mhh" as she nuzzled into him. She seemed to have fallen asleep.

Gingerly, Jiro lifted his girlfriend off of him and to the right, gently scooping up Stefan next and putting the snake back in his enclosure. Alli's habits must have rubbed off on him, because he couldn't help but to kiss the snake's head before putting him back inside. Hopefully he doesn't get sick from this...

He moved his bag filled with medical supplies to the floor, placed his glasses on the nightstand, and cuddled up right next to his beloved, holding her as close to himself as he could. Jiro whispered one last "I love you" before kissing her forehead and turning off the nearby light- a lamp shaped like a jellyfish.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

[pienhime]

[neptuniadoesstuff]

Stoopid Mayfly Man (Jiral Galedek)

Welp... Its here, I unfortunately wasn't able to post this bcs phone was being a big ol meanie to me which is why I COULDNT DO ANYTHING AT ALL! SRSLY THE INTERNET H8ED ME THAT MUCH!

Anyways uh..... Here's him BUT without le glasses.

Also lil Goofy fact: I actually made him half Dragon Scorpion (aka Dracorpiuses or "Scale Flies") bcs weirdly those guys in my species lore, they have abnormally long legs, spiky wings, horns, snoots, & large hands. It's actually been awhile since I created a design relating to them since it's been prob 4 years since I first created them during my absurd Hollow Knight obsession back in 2020.

Anyways uh... ig enjoy this hell that I went through today.

Character belongs to Rayark & Archpray but the design belongs to me.

Art is mine.

Program: IbisPaint x

Bubs' TOS: Plz don't repost/steal, trace, or recolor my art WITHOUT MY PERMISSION! If you do, I'll take yur femur and pelvis.. SO, DON'T THINK ABOUT IT! (The PNS on my blog's pinned post clearly means "Please No Steal" plz follow that rule.) If you do post my art on anything like yur blog or somewhere else (With my permission) PLEASE CREDIT ME!

[jiyongssi]

the scattered daisies over greens and little lambs embroidered pastel cardigan with frills for collar and sleeve-ends combined with his soft peachy hair that accentuates the pink of his pale skin -

he makes me puke rainbows for how pretty he is

[flowerbornofdarkness]

Asks I wouldn't mind getting

❀ Telling me why you followed me

❀ Wanting to be moots with me (don't be shy entities I don't bite unless you're a rude fuck! But most of the time I'm pretty nice to people)

❀ Why I kin the characters I chose

❀ Asking about my day

❀ Confession about stalking my page if you have (THEN WHY HAVEN'T YOU LIKED ALL MY POST HUH? not aimed at anyone just would love to hear it)

❀ Talking about your stuffies like what their names are, what creatures they are (I have stuffies too :D!!)

❀ Just to pop in and give me attention I FUCKING LOVE GETTING NOTIFICATIONS FROM YOU ENTITIES ⸜｡˃ ᵕ ˂ ⸝

❀ Creepy asks like idk, but I would love to shut it down and then rant about my wife :D!!! (I just want an excuse to talk about her)

Or any other ask that popped into your head you can go ahead and ask, I will be waiting entities (ﾉ◕��◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ not like I'm gonna get more than two or so

[stupid-jirai]

"No worries ^o^!"

I say as I'm screaming and banging my head against the wall

[askallianything]

"And I don't care if you're sick

I don't care if you're contagious

I would kiss you even if you were dead"

[countarganan]

"I don't know what to do."

Calista let a sigh leave her as she faced the other. "All I know is that Jirall won't stop pursuing me - I don't want that man in my life." Let alone as my husband.

There were murmurings that her uncle planned to have her engaged to Zael, assuming he did well in the current war against the Gurak, and to break off the current engagement she had to Lord Jirall. And though she admired Zael, she also feared that her uncle was simply using his affections for her to gain further power. After all, Zael had special powers, too. Ones that would certainly bring much prosperity to Lazulis in wartimes...

[thelingodingo]

Korean Swear Words

if you're a frequent k-drama watcher, then you probably know a thing or two about swearing in Korean. but it actually goes so much deeper than what is popularly known on the internet so here is a list of the more common Korean swears! obviously, this is just for funsies and you probably shouldn't be going around saying these words to people.

바보 (babo) - dummy, idiot, stupid

등신 (deungshin) - dumbass

병신 (byeongshin) - literally translates to "diseased body (病身)", and has a similar connotation to the English r-slur (but is very rarely used in that way)

씨발 (shibal) - fuck, comes from archaic verb 씹하다 shibhada (to have sex)

새끼 (saekki) - literally means "animal offspring" but is used as a swear in certain circumstances, it's also used affectionately when mothers refer to their children. you might hear a Korean mom say something like, "내 새끼~~" (nae saekki) which literally means "my babyyyy" in English.

개___ (gae___) - literally means "dog" but is used in front of other swear words to increase the severity and offensiveness

eg. 개새끼 (gae saekki) - son of a bitch

eg. 개씨발 (gae shibal) - FUUUUCCCCCK

닥쳐 (dakchyeo) - shut up

꺼져 (ggeo-jyeo) - fuck off

뒈지다 (dwejida) - to die and go to hell

놈/년 (nom/nyeon) - bastard/bitch, can also have other words in front of it to describe the person

eg. 미친놈/년 (michin nom/nyeon) - crazy bastard/bitch

eg. 썅놈/년 (shyang nom/nyeon) - fucking bastard/bitch

지랄 (jiral) - speaking nonsense/spouting bullshit

또라이 (ttorai) - a freak

엿 먹어 (yeot meogeo) - literally means "eat yeot" (a traditional Korean confectionary), it basically means "fuck you", "eat shit", etc

젠장 (jenjang) - interjection such as saying shit! fuck! damn it!

좆 (jot) - dick

보지 (boji) - pussy

촌놈 (chonnom) - country bumpkin

[a-dumbass-jester]

So I know I’ve draw Michael in jiral kei but I kinda want to draw Tim in Gyaru now

[blackheartic]

shoutout to that one jp jiral girl who said that even if she is a jirai, she still studies hard and aims to enter a good college

[raredrop]

[jiyongssi]

bich i was going to bed but u-turned my ass and legit switched on the light when i saw his ig post cause i thought part 2 was out 😭 fucking troll

[mea-clara-lux]

in the prosenna ship meme, what are fandom tropes if u dont mind me asking? btw i love ur art :)

they're: petite top x rash(?)* bottom, older bottom, scrumptious narrative

*jiral means means to talk incessantly and nonsensically so "jiral bottom" indicates a bottom to bullshits in general i think

[stupid-jirai]

Just woke up and I already made a mistake today

The days ruined now

[askallianything]

Heyyy!!

I'm Alli(ster J. Doe), a transfer student here at Darkwick!!!

A little about me

- I'm a second year from America (repping NJ with pride!!)

- I'm a Jabberwock ghoulie girly- it's amazing here. I love it. please donate to the safari do it for the anomalies!!!!

- My stigma is a lot like the spell "suggestion" from D&D! You ever play D&D? You should!! Anyways, it only really works on animals- anamalous and normal.

- For whatever reason, I'm immune to most poisons and venoms and all that? I think it has something to do with my pact.... I can't remember!!

- Proud octopus mother!!! Proud reptile mom too! I love my little guys <3 (and my big guys!)

- Need help with animals or the undead? I'm your gal!

- No, my piercings do not interfere with kissing or any other mouth-related activities.

-Yes, I do have piercings you can't see~~!

- Don't hesitate to send me asks! I love talking about myself~!!

- I'm a huge fan of reptiles, anomalous and normal. Don't tell me you hate snakes unless you want to get bit by one.

- If you see a green cat-sized anomalous octopus with bat wings around the campus, contact me IMMEDIATELY!!!! He is a destructive agent of chaos!!! ((he's not dangerous at all))

- My special artifact is this really cool butterfly knife! His name is Balisong Billie and you will refer to him as such!!! ⸨◺_◿⸩

- I'm very pro-anomaly!! Capture, don't kill!!

- I'm also the prettiest girl in Jabs~~!! Don't believe me? Take a looksie at these piccys!

((Rules and misc

((Double parentheses will signify I'm out of character!

((Alli is a yume OC. if you wanna learn more about her, here's her introduction post on my main, some more lore, and here's what I imagine her relationship with the other ghouls is like. Here's a recap of all the lore I've revealed about her so far!

((My main is @rottenzombrainz and I have two other OC blogs @wenyichen-mortkranken @athousandsnowfalls

((Feel free to message me if you're having a hard time finding a way for a character of yours and mine to interact! Roleplay interactions is what this account is for!

((I'm chill with ships, multiships, and suggestive/nsfw rp. Alli is a perverted nymphomaniac, but I'll gladly tone things down if you ever feel uncomfortable in an interaction with her! All you need to do is ask <3

((Alli is bisexual and ambiamorous!! Currently shes only dating @/ask-jiro-kirisaki

((MINORS DNI!! Especially with Alli being as vulgar as she is!!

((Alli is a total trainwreck when it comes to her mental state. There will be lots of references to trauma, BPD, SH, substance use, and other things of the sort. Like with the saucy stuff, let me know if you need me to tone it down in roleplay interactions!

((I've never done a roleplay account before, so bear with me!

((I'll be adding more as I go, I'm new to this all!

Tag Key

askallianything - all posts

nsft - any posts beyond a little suggestive

allilore - posts regarding Alli's lore

nadjalore - posts regarding the lore of Alli's deceased fianceé

kithylore - posts regarding the lore of Alli's pet anamalous octopus.

nadjapost - posts mentioning Nadja

kithypost - posts mentioning Kithy

analog lore - posts meant to replicate found documents

reptilepost - reptile reblogs

JirAlli - Jiro x Alli