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#redraw from fan art over a decade ago 😱😱😱#fairy tail#lol just inviting ppl to look at my cringe ft art from 10 years ago
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I'm a fecking edjit.
I keep complaining about this never-ending EDS flare, but I forgot that a mast cell reaction can not only be triggered by pain but also ignite the pain neural pathways and basically become a fecking ouroboros of self-devouring misery.
Pain triggers mast cell degranlation. Mast cell degranulation causes pain.
I'm not just having an EDS flare. I'm still degranulating from last week's migraine episode. I stopped medicating too soon.
Christ on toast.
I hate this disease.
#chronic health tag#trying very hard to be zen over this#because being too emotional will make it worse#but m#I think I know why I kept veering between exhausted unconscious and feeling full of adrenaline#but also the creeping feeling of doom I was dealing with#I thought it was just dread over this week's funeral#but I think I was pre-anaphylacitc this whole week#😱😱😱
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In the same vein as "I've been taking my medication for long enough that I haven't experienced any symptoms in a while, I must not need to take it anymore! (Spoiler alert: the meds are why you haven't had symptoms)" I present to you a similarly clownish thought process- "I haven't experienced that trigger in a long time, maybe I was just exaggerating how bad it was and it'll be fine to engage with this! (Spoiler alert: take a fucking guess babes)"
#on a definitely unrelated note the contamination obsessive thoughts are in fact still there and still upsetting#turns out when you take care to avoid things that trigger and upset you...#those things still trigger and upset you even if youve avoided them for a while#😱🤯#ptsd#cptsd#trauma#recovery#disabled#autistic adult#actually autistic#<- idk if thats a good tag or not it just came up suggested when i typed autism so#ocd#<- not dxed and not even sure if i feel comfy self dxing w ocd but i definitely have upsetting obsessive + compulsive tendencies + thoughts#that i struggle with a lot so#medication#trauma recovery#triggers#arfid#disability#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#audhd
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Falling Away From Me except it's just JD doing a little boogie :p
#brits4gerardway#korn#jonathan davis#falling away from me#korn issues#idk what else to tag#woah another non mcr related post whaaaat?!?!?!😱😱#i just love the way he dances sm😭#nu metal#flashing tw#tw flashing#cw flashing#flashing cw#flash warning
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With his puppy again 🥰
#fanart#fandom#silmarillion#lotr#annatar#mairon#sauron#the lord of the rings#tw blo0d#shock the dread wolf helps sauron😱#kidding i just can't wait for the veilguard
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dey're like his wingmen
#bucchigiri?!#bucchigiri#bucchigiri fanart#matakara asamine#tomoshibi arajin#zabu#komao#idk how to draw any of them#trying to draw anime hair makes me feel like throwing up + also throwing myself in a ditch#help meeee#guys. guys. guys. g#hello my brain. can i hyperfixcate on like anything else#i'm like actually going bonkers insane i'm tweaking#i've had work every day since it aired and im losing it every break i have i just be searching up bucchigiri on every site istg#I FORGOT TO VCOLOR THEIR ARMBANDS 👎#and i realizing somehow only now i drew komao's skirt too short he is oging to get dress coded i fear#matakara is sooo cute he looks so ouppy#I DIDNT KNOW SENYA WAOULD BE SO SILLY BILLYYYY EITHER#LIKE WHAT R U BEING A CUTIE PATOOTIE MAKING :3 FACES FOR!!!#me actting shocked that an original anime that literally came out 4 days ago doesnt have a million billion fans 😨😱???#thair heights are messed up my bad whatever#zabu kakeru#sakigake komao
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"The peacock was there the last time I saw my parents. He knows what happened. Where I came from. Who I am."
#kung fu panda#kfp#kfp2#dreamworksedit#animationedit#filmedit#moviegifs#fyeahmovies#userjavi#userrobin#userbbelcher#nessa007#animationsdaily#useraurore#usergif#gifs#my edits#completely forgot I had these gifs saved for such a long time!!! 😱#screaming once again HER CHARACTER HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL AND SHE DESERVES A WHOLE DAMN MOVIE#I just needed to get this off my chest xD#fave
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wrowwwww sky talking about how the tyres are such an issue and the disparity between practice 3 and quali and its applicable to George and Charles and Oscar and Sergio and Kevin and Lance and they're asking everyone except for Daniel, yes yes makes sense!!!
#to everyone else: wowwwwwww the tyres were so finicky and switched up so fast. how bad and unpredictable was that???? 😱😰#to daniel: so should you just retire and kill yourself actually?#f1#daniel ricciardo#formula 1
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Could you not blackwash characters? Idk why you suddenly started doing this but its incredibly annoying.
Could you educate yourself ? Idk why you suddenly decided spit your ignorant opinion but I don't care if you are annoyed.
#the term of blackwash appeared as a slang to contest apparition of blackactor in movie. it contrast the term of whitewash#since you can't educate yourself anon let me tell you with my poor english. deal with it you literally ask.#while “whitewash” because it erases ethnicity and it is problematic considering how ethnocentrism was occidental (colonialism slave etc etc)#“blackwash” is just because black are being more represent on media and it scares white.#yes. so the used of term “blackwash” ans you being annoyed by a character drawn as black just demonstrate#how racism and snowflake you are !#skill issue.#oH nOOOO whIte bEinG leSs rEpresentAted iN mEdIa 😱😱😱😱 tHeY sTeAl eVeRytHiNNG !!!! 😱😱😱😱😭😭😭😱😭#i aM sO oPPRessEd bY soCiety 😞😞😞😱😱😱‼️😞😭
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whether you're falling for dazai's façade or simply dismissing his feelings and actions as fake because you don't like him or whatever i just want you to know that when you say he doesn't care about people you do not know what you're talking about. no discussion about it. you just don't. how do you have the gall to even suggest that when that man is where he is now because he followed his friend's dying words. when he still holds on to the betrayal from the one that completed their trio to the point where there's very obvious bitterness in his treatment of him. when he treats chuuya so gently as he nullifies corruption. that man thinks of himself as less than human when he's one of the most human characters solely due to his complex emotions and because of the way he navigates his relationships. please do not try to tell me that he doesn't care when his reason of being is his interactions with others; which is true for anyone, but especially for him.
#people when a character that's the textbook definition of morally grey acts morally grey: 😱😱😱😱😱#tumblr user carbonateds-oda's fault btw. please do not post abt dazai's character on the timeline it will trigger this sort of crap#bsd#bsd spoilers#<- dark era is early into the series but just in case#the blabbering
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The first day of the new school year began much the same as any other; being accosted by the hallway monitor for dawdling, having inappropriate footwear and daring to possess yet another pair of headphones, only for them to remember who he was and abandon any hopes of receiving an explanation, or an excuse.
Robin thought he would’ve outgrown his selective mutism by now, but apparently, it didn’t work like that. He’d eventually seen a therapist a few years prior, but the poor man didn’t exactly have a handbook for “strange child who can’t speak sometimes due to other people’s overwhelming head voices but won’t/can’t explain himself to anyone other than a ghost who’s stuck in his attic” so, it’d fallen a little flat. At least, that’s what he kept telling himself; but the older he got, the more he started to think he’d been using his gift as a convenient excuse for some of his issues. Maybe. Possibly.
Much less bombarded than when he was little, Robin could usually tune out the everyday chatter within surrounding minds, though he rarely did. He’d become far too accustomed to being nosy, and at this point it was weirder NOT to hear everyone else’s thoughts. It produced an intense itchy feeling that was almost impossible to ignore, as though he’d miss something important the moment he stopped listening.
As a result, Robin struggled to live in the moment, and for himself; constantly juggling other people’s thoughts and emotions as well as his own. Sometimes he wondered if he’d understand his brain better if it belonged to someone else, like if he could observe it from a distance as with everyone else, it’d make more sense-.. or maybe paying more attention in Mr Fitzherbert’s biology classes would help. He supposed he was still overwhelmed after all, just better at hiding it.
Either way, he wasn’t about to admit to all this nonsense out loud, especially not if it landed him in Doctor Abbott’s office again. The last thing he wanted was for anyone to find out how weird he actually was, least of all a psychologist. Think of all the experiments they’d want to do, all the prodding and poking-.. or worse. Robin shuddered at the thought. No, thank you!
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#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#robin finch#lil robin update i suppose#⚆_⚆#it's giving 'oh hi thanks for checking in i'm still a piece of garbage' vibes lmao#skdjsk#maybe he's starting to resent his selective mutism a lil u kno#i wanted to remind us all he still very much suffers from it#cos we mostly see him with the ppl he CAN talk to so it's easy to forget#😩#i also wanted to touch on some of the fears he has around being found out#like.. he's not just worried about people thinking he's weird af or avoiding him#he's kinda scared that if a medical professional or smth similar knew.. that they'd wanna figure out wtf was going on u kno#like pls don't experiment on my lil guy 😱#stay away from him GET A JOB
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hello!!! i just recently began to play Hogwarts Legacy myself and then saw your art and was like WOW💕 really love Clora/Seb dynamic! here's a small gift, he-he. genderbend version of my favorite art of yours. (if anything isn't okay, just let me know! sorry in advance.)
OMG THIS IS SO COOL??? IM SO IN LOVE WITH CLORA AS A BOY HOLY AAAAAA 😩😩seb, girl, id be jealous and protective if i managed to lock that down too🤺🤺 the OG is also one of my fav drawings of seb and clora ive ever done and omg, seeing it redrawn genderbent is such a treat i didnt even realize i wanted...also your painting/rendering is beautiful?? im so happy you like my art, esp enough to do something like this, this is so awesome😭😭THANK YOU🙏🙏💖💖💖
#this genderbent clora is my usual type when it comes to boys tbh im a sucker for feminine pretty boys LOL#in fact she kinda looks like gill from harvest moon who i was also in love with#i have so many little adult seb and clora interactions ive been wanting to draw and now this is only reminding me/fuelling me#i just love the concept of them older as curse breakers gathering info from shady places/people and seb being the guard dog LOL#imagining seb and cloras dynamic in genderbent is so cute tho like girl!seb would be the same but smaller and angry BAHHA#i feel like shed be even angrier bc unlike boy seb she wouldnt be able to use her height/build to her advantage#so she'd just have to pout and seethe and just worm her way between things LMAO so cute.....girl!seb marry me#and then boy!clora would have like flocks of girls fawning after him LMFAO and hed be such a chivalrous gentleman to them LMAO#girl!seb would be like UGH TELL THEMT O FUCK OFF#and clora would be like MY WORD!!! I COULD NEVER SPEAK THAT WAY TO A LADY 😱😱😱LMFAO#ask#choccyfanart
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i got the test print copies for my top surgery comic and they turned out soooo nice!!! so excited to send these out in the universe (in august)
#my art#these ones feel soooo official bc theyre perfect bound!#when the book has a spine 🤯😱#but yeah the colors turned out perfff. and the insides look great too#theyre a cute little size too. anyways yeah sorry for the promo#but im just genuinely excited about them :')
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Tharchog x Yansae •
#My Kingdom (Silent W@r)#Wish I could have just posted this as one long panel 🙄🙄🙄🙄#But there is 🐱 visible 😱
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I love how people are only ever interested in defending Arya's right to be weird-looking. It's never defending her intelligence from people who claim she's incapable of thinking for herself, highlighting her importance to the plot and refusing to see her as just a prop, acknowledging how much of her story gets stolen and given to other characters, talking about her trauma or how often it gets erased and overlooked, seeing her as more than just an attack dog/bodyguard, etc. Nope. It's just a "why can't people let Arya be ugly/unconventional looking? :(" post every other week because people are, for whatever reason, obsessed with how Arya is visually perceived. One of the most misinterpreted characters yet the issue is only ever with her being portrayed as "too pretty" or the wrong "type" of pretty. This fandom will entirely rewrite a character's motivations, values, and role in the story to the point that they consider references to canon "hate" but! The true injustice to canon is we acknowledge that she is described as pretty several times. Arya simply existing as her pretty, important, and non-conforming self is too complex and confusing for people to comprehend 😔.
#arya stark#asoiaf#fandom nonsense#how can Arya be considered pretty?! she's literally non-conforming?? being pretty belongs to /feminine/ female characters...right? 😱#I feel like these people tell on themselves with how much they value beauty because they make it /such/ a big deal#when her self-esteem issues regarding being a lady are infinitely more relevant to her story (and more interesting to discuss)#her being mocked for having the Stark look is a supporting story element that also reinforces her being an outcast considering#her mother + all of her trueborn siblings have a southern look and she was raised with southern standards#not to mention her non-conformity and often messy appearance heavily impacted how her looks were perceived#George writes Arya's non-conformity as parallel to traditional femininity so it makes sense that beauty is one of those aspects he subverts#(also why it makes sense that her future includes accepting her identity as a Lady while redefining the role but that's off topic)#this is why you need to look at the writing instead of judging based on the /type/ of character you think Arya is#and! it's truly not that serious 😭 I'm sure it will be a plot point eventually but it's not 98% of her story like these people pretend#Arya is such an interesting + well-written character but we constantly get people rewriting her and nonsense discourse around her looks#such rich material and all you can say is that she's an /odd-looking feral gremlin/ and I'm supposed to take your opinion seriously#at this point the obsession with Arya being /weird/ looking has to be some projection of personal self-esteem issues#there's no way /this/ is the hill you're willing to die on with all the terrible takes about Arya from this fandom#wish people who didn't care about her would just stop bringing her up so we could have our discussions about her in peace
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I was sketching when my graphic tablet died on me...
#also I really need to kill my laptop it won't last much longer I fear#It's probably full of malware by now....#but It's win7 I'll lose my free 10 upgrade😱#I'm so scared it's useless after that#i can't even make a backup#last time i did this csp lost a lot of the brushes bcs they were taken down already#AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH#what to do#doggos surgeries took all the savings I had for new tech 🥲#sorry I'm a little nervous about this#I'm not gonna buy 10 when they take it down next year#maybe just keep using that thing and hope for the best.#ranting#willing to open my gt and try to fixit myself
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