#Its truly heartbreaking
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I’m having fun don’t mind me (I’m going through the process of trying to absorb another art style somehow)(this isnt it but its. Uh. Better, totally)(I’m not proper studying ok leave me alone-)
#my art#art#sketch#traditional art#welcome home#welcome home au#wally darling#mazebound wally#au by @itskorry#wh au#my oc#my oc sketch#wally darling au#traditional artist#traditional drawing#traditional sketch#He’s definitely my husband; my wife; my partner in crime /j#Lowkey. thinking about how it sucks that my interests just turn off sometimes#Can’t have more than one fixation at a time </3 and I rarely go back to one from before despite having interest still#Its truly heartbreaking#Sometimes they briefly come back tho for me to love them silly goobers#I’m gonna be tryna evolve as a person; definitely definitely#(this character is def not a gateway in trying to figure out shit)#Definitely haven’t been tryna think up namey names
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
God Nagisa's backstory is so fucking sad oh my god, I keep expecting ridiculous anime nonsense and then I'm gut punched by how depressingly human most the kids in class E really are
#like nagisa's is especially upsetting but ALL of their reasons outside of ritsu (and itona a little bit) are so normal#its so heartbreaking really#but the series is too silly goofy to truly captilize on the angst#assassination classroom
188 notes
·
View notes
Text
surprisingly back with more phos doodles wOOOOOO
#ray art#houseki no kuni#land of the lustrous#hnk#hnk phos#phosphophyllite#post winter phos...#i really wish we could've seen more of antarc and phos duo i adored their interactions in what little time they had together#feel like they could've blossomed into a sweet friendship as they worked together more :((#in another universe antarc was never taken away and the two continued to patrol winters together time to time....#post winter phos just makes me so sad man#they had to go through the pain of losing a partner for the first time and you can tell just how deeply that affected them throughout the#rest of the story#and i just#hnngghbjkjkkk#even with the loss of their legs phos still maintained their spunkiness and innocence#but after the loss of their arms in that winter...#man#its so quietly heartbreaking to realize that there truly wasnt any going back after that winter for phos#they couldnt go back to being that naive and innocent gem they once were
404 notes
·
View notes
Text
totally don't imagine little Aegon, maybe 7 or 8, playing with his toys while Sunfyre watched on, pouncing on castles carved from stone and gnaws on little wooden soldiers.
don't imagine him play-fighting with his boy. Aegon and his training sword fighting against the merciless beast that is his little golden fledgling, gently attacking playful claws and flapping wings and nipping beak, parrying when the dragon gets too close. or Sunfyre finally tackling his boy, mocking dragonfire when he screeches in his face, before nuzzling his boys cheek.
don't imagine them curling up in the sun, out in the grass or in a windowsill. Sunfyre spreading his wings over his boy to bask in the light, burying his face in the warmth of the crook of Aegon's neck.
don't imagine the hatchling perching on his bonded's shoulder. don't imagine Aegon sneaking to see him when he was sad or angry. don't imagine Sunfyre crying out in distress, restless in his den when he could feel Aegon's distress but could not get to him
don't imagine the fledgling finding his way to Aegon's window, sneaking in and curling up next to the boy as he laid drunk and miserable, coping as he wrapped around him. don't imagine him perching on the roof of Aegon's chambers, crying to him when he got too big to enter.
don't imagine his sweet little chirps and songs. don't imagine Aegon's little giggles and chuckles. don't imagine the nuzzling of white hair or the scratching. don't imagine them being happy
#they were both children once. innocent and and sweet. not yet tainted by the world around them.#and while Sunfyre held onto the light and kindness in him. a good and loyal dragon till the end of his days#the same cannot be said of Aegon#but at one point they were just a babe and a hatchling#they played with toy soldiers and cuddled with one another#they grew beside each other#Sunfyre was the light of Aegon's life and always had been#they had been *good*#||#Aegon's innocence and infancy is an aspect of him I find so interesting and I find its best explored through is dynamic with Sunfyre#Aegon was not always a monster. he was not always a cruel man who took what didn't belong to him. he was not always a sleezy drunk#and that line between good and bad. innocent and unforgivable. boy and monster#and its best explored via Sunfyre because Sunfyre never stopped loving him. he never stopped loving Sunfyre. their bond was never tainted-#by time or age like everything else in his life#you can truly see what Aegon once was vs what he became brought into clear contrast when you look at him snd Sunfyre#its so interesting and heartbreaking and makes Aegon's character hold so much weight#it makes the weight of what he became so much more discomforting and hurtful#aegon ii#aegon ii targaryen#aegon targaryen#aegon the elder#hotd aegon#sunfyre#Sunfyre hotd#hotd
104 notes
·
View notes
Text
What is your favourite Doctor Who story?
TOURNAMENT MASTERPOST
synopses and propaganda under the cut
World Enough and Time/The Doctor Falls
Synopsis
The Doctor decides to test how good Missy has become by sending her on a trial run with Bill and Nardole. However, when things go wrong, the Doctor takes over. With Bill trapped in a different time zone, can the Doctor make it to her before it is too late, and who are all those people getting cured?
Propaganda no propaganda submitted
Heaven Sent
Synopsis
As if the death of his best friend wasn't enough, the Doctor's situation has only gotten worse. What initially started as an attempt to help clear someone of a false murder charge has evolved into to something much worse.
Now trapped in an old rusty castle in the middle of an ocean, the Time Lord is being stalked by a mysterious creature that only pauses when he gives up his deepest secrets. What does this thing want? And can the Doctor escape and find his way back home?
Propaganda no propaganda submitted
#quarters#time for me to go to bat for my favourite nuwho#(i haven't so far becuase it would have been tantamount to bullying)#first of all weat#we all know weat is incredible and heartbreaking and incredible and amazing and horrifying and incredible#just#ahhhhhhhh#now people say tdf isn't as good#but seeing as thats functionally impossible its hardly a fair criticism#and anyway it is still amazing and great and i love it#firstly more multimaster stories please#secondly 12 regenerates not even to truly save anyone#all he can do is give them more time#but not a lot of it#but that still matters#its still important#point is tdf is still great#weat/tdf for the win
158 notes
·
View notes
Text
👁️👄👁️.
#only friends#only friends series#only friends the series#only friends ep4#gmmtv#YALL???????#what in the fuckery does that mean??????#SANDNICK??????#i cant with this show istg#if they kiss........idk#ill move to alaska or sth#like please no.#sand needs a bestie not another heartbreak lmao#but also love how first is sitting next to him the entire time like :DDD#jdhsfkdg i hate all of them truly#also almost everyone picking khaotung with this question#what a bigass mood#everyone wants to give him smooches and honestly same#if someone deserves it its him#only 2 more hours!!!!! :(
374 notes
·
View notes
Text
lord he's so fine wish Jewish people were real
104 notes
·
View notes
Text
Journey to Mor Pankh rerun already so I can write a piece on Kumar and Shamane and how they never could’ve been happy siblings but Kumar would’ve had a breakdown over not being able to direct her anger at him.
Shamane genuinely wanted nothing more than to be by Kumar’s side and grow up with her the second he found out she was his sister. In his flashback talking about her you could really tell that he was so dazzled like “huh I don’t really get why this cool researcher is here” but rationalized her as a friend of the family. Hell she IS his driving point. And he’s her driving point too. The second he found out that she was his SISTER? He ran away and that’s where his character story started. Which is such an important and noteworthy choice because not every character event is a backstory or tells you what a characters bond to another was.
And Kumar’s arcanum WAS strong. She MADE it strong. She wasn’t born with a gift like KB or Matilda and grew it, she had to start from what was implied to basically be nothing. Then she still became such an incredibly strong arcanists and diviner that she discovered a star far before anyone who was born with strong arcanum did. She needs more time and steps to channel a strong arcanum but KB inherited her techniques and her ability and she’s a POWERHOUSE. She throws a STAR at people and she learned that from Kumar!!! She didn’t start with talent but she built it up so far that it took basically two people on the level of someone she taught and raised from childhood to bring her down!! Even then Kumar didn’t suffer extreme of injury considering how bad a rebound on a spell like that has to be on the mental state.
Shamane was driven to the city purely because he sought out Kumar who sent him that letter. After living and learning his entire life out there he went out to find and her and I can only imagine how stoked he was. Cause he likely knew that Kumar would’ve resented him and looking at how she turned out he was the first one to understand and accept that the bridges between them were already burnt.
At the same time I can’t imagine how Kumar must’ve felt learning that the prodigal child her family tossed her aside for left them. I couldn’t begin to explain the kind or visceral bite that news must’ve had. She could’ve had everything with them and in a way she must’ve built up her arcanum, at least at first, so they might accept her one day. I would’ve grown to hate everything too.
#yapping#reverse 1999#journey to mor pankh#Shamane genuinely wanted nothing more than to be with her#it was super heartbreaking#cause you see his flashback and he really saw the world in her yk?#she was this smart and kind person who came to visit them come to find out this amazing person was his sister? bro was dazzled#she was the biggest reason he ran away from home too#also the fact that her arcanum IS strong#it’s not an easy arcanum since she needs far more steps involved to use it to its full potential#but the fact that she reached such a height in her skill says a lot about her#I thought a lot about it when I first played the event of like ah#if they had talked things out and got a chance to exchange stories things would’ve been so different#I think Kumar would be so lost because she blamed her entire family and the entire city for what happened to her just because of her arcanu#so learning that the child her parents truly wanted in turn just wanted to meet her again and get to know each other?#it be a moment of “’well if you aren’t the one hurting me?.. who is?’#kumar reverse 1999#kumar#I love her but also I think it’s in turn my duty to harass her#this post goes out to mocha cause you get it fr#stan Kumar there isn’t any other choice#honeystar
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
1000 days
#the difference hurts#but i loved the smile#i thought it was a nice similarity#the difference truly is heartbreaking#hard to believe its “only” 100 years#not even three years
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
So I romanced Astarion and let him ascend and I'm not going to lie, I always had a bit of a hate towards people who look down on me and call me or well, my characters, pet and such. And Astarion didn't change that, especially with the degradation part
But
Imagining the future where my character slowly becomes miserable with Astarion because while he does love her, he doesn't see her as his equal. And I mean even if you want to break up with him after the ascension and defeated brain he just doesn'tlet you (though im not there yet, i just read it somewhere). Imagining him slowly becoming furious, compelling my character to do things, to love him and then anger turns into desperation and hell, he just wants her, what can he do to make her love him again, what does she want, he will give it to her
Anyway I just want them to be happy, then miserable, then to slowly learn to love each other again with Astarion begrudgingly being a tiny bit nicer to others (cause my character mostly likes being nice but also she was an urchin, she's not above blackmail and deception and such. Ohh plus she's a bard, imagine Astarion wanting her to sing again but she doesn't so he makes her and it just breaks the trust again and again
And a scene where she escapes and then Astarion finds her and brings hell with him and kills whoever decided to help her and he's slowly breaking her spirit from the strong and defying woman she was, not realising at first that it's breaking him too.
(I especially like that little movement, swinging himself a bit when you ask if you can talk about your relationship with him and he responds "yes, my treasure?" *happy swingies, he's so happy and cute* and then cuts to him being angry and desperate and sad that his love doesn't look at him with adoration anymore, that the look he receives is not even angry but empty)
And the realization that oh no, did he became another Cazador? But no, he is better than him, he doesn't treat you like he was treated! ...does he?
#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion#idk what tav stands for so uh#also im just a sucker for... well i guess i can call this redemption?#sorry my thoughts just went haywire with the act 3 romance scene and i had to let it out#even if it is on tumblr#hhh i want to leave the bots are so annoying but im not going to twitter fuck that#ah wait i realised what words i was looking for!#its not redemption although i very much like that too#its me breaking him#i love when arrogant overpowered beings lose something and desper then finally realise they have to change#i want to make astarion cry like he did over cazador's corpse#it was heartbreaking and beautiful and it would be so delicious if it was over his lover#the first person he ever truly cared about - gone and empty because of Him
56 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#its so fucking heartbreaking after everything that happened with his dad#now this#like how do you watch it go down in real time and not be able to do anything#it's truly the worst feeling in the world
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
WATER SEVEN BABYYYYY
Look at robin reacting when luffy says he wont give her up.... 🥺🥺
This is a joke right now but its actually a one piece tenet aldjsisjka
Usopp aksbaksjakqk the foreshadow is foreshadowing... Also Robin being happy with the crew after the Aokiji incident... Fuck!!!!
Sanji thinking robin just vanished or flew away and suddenly usopp is soaring thru the skies... imagine
AAAAARGGGGHHHH YOU CAN SEE THE GEARS TURNING
Zoro talking to merry..... only while he is alone of course
Why are nami and sanji matching ajdhakjsk look at the citrus sisters
Carpenter: maybe it was the government
Gov agent: I don't think so, also don't say that they are everywhere
LUFFY SUPPORTS WOMEN'S WRONGS!!!
Don't scream att chopper like that!!! Look at him... So small....
Imu tease???? (No) (Also I've changed websites again bc the translation is kinda off , I can't find a good quality b&w spanish translation and the colors scare me (i want the real manga experience))
GET HIM ICEBURG!!!!
I truly forgor if this is just a lie about her wanting to find the rio poneglyphs or genuine because she wants to die and will do it for them... because in skypiea she says she is not interested in the weapons so maybe if the gov pardons her but considering what she wants is illegal then idk abdjabjs this is such a dumb thing to forget... like thats important girl where did it go (reading this after remembering and it's kinda funny... i will make any sacrifice to kill myself (and keep you safe)... she goes HARD)
Little paulie and mozu and kiwi.... omg hello (the SBS says the twins wanted to be shipwrights too omg)
Franky's backstory is small but it does so much for me like it is so central to the themes... boats and people...
DID SOMEBODY ORDER MORE TRAGIC BROTHERS?
The fact that franky needs to learn this lesson to pass it on to robin.... do you understand how big this is.... also Tom does exactly as he says and takes responsibility for franky and what he has done... because he has done nothing wrong AND THAT'S HIS SON and he just punched spandam bc he wanta him to feel the pain franky feels... Tom is such a man..... proud of having built eater 7 up with the sea train.... goes out with a boom.... should we all kill ourselves....
I am crying again................... franky my god.... and the fucking frog!!! And of course franky can't stop Tom's hope for his island... of course he can't.... he hasnt learnt the lesson yet but this guy isn't over yet!! He has a life of being a pervert cyborg ahead!!! Iceburg following Tom's footsteps but franky not being able to do that bc of his guilt....
This is one of the coolest things chopper has done btw...
NAMII 😭😭😭
Robin damning the world for her crew when all she has ever done is damn her companions for her own sake.... how big is this...
I can't take this...... it's always nami in these positions... it happens AGAIN in Zou with Sanji... there is no way
The love letter gag is too good like damn that's so funny
AND IT'S NAMI GOING THROUGH IT AGAIN!!!! SHE LOVES ROBIN SO MUCH!!!!
#OOOH GRANDPA TEASE!!! he wanted to see luffy too?? omg and he owes garp a favor so he is going to kill him... alright then....#robin attacking FIRST and ZORO coming to her defense!!! CHEFS KISS!!! INCREDIBLE#my GOD!!! ROBIN WANTING TO LEAVE HER PAST BEHIND BC SHE TRULY HAS BEEN CHANGED BY THEM AAAAHHHH#this is so good... aokiji had to end crocodile and he still has a debt to someone (garp?) AND smoker told him stuff about luffy too#kokoro is such an mvp... be careful with the government agents she says.... hell yeah they should do that#the people in water 7 just giving advice to the pirates akdhaksjak sure go fix your boat but down there#robin laughing like ufufufu is so cute... also kalifa knowing everything bc she is literally a gov agent 💀 ICEBURG WAKE UP!!!#lucci pulling out the ship of theseus response akdhakaj conundrum solved everyone!!!#usopp is so heartbreaking already... beaten he goes to franky to get his money back knowing he will lose bc he wants to fix the merry... go#zoro cutting steel like its nothing... yeahhhhh also does luffy think the ship and usopp are like sanji and the baratie??#he wants to sacrifice himself for it but doesn't realize his life is the treasure and not the thing... luffy realizing this is not worth it#the fight was insane.... usopp feels useless and is enmeshed with the merry so he won't let it go and tells luffy does not care when he doe#so luffy gets mad at usopp for lying and not understanding what is going on and says he is not a carpenter (true but hurts) so he is nothin#god it is so bad... sanji breaking p the fight is so important AFTER zoro says to calm down and talk but they rile each other up...#THE DIALOGUE IS INSANE!!!! USOPP IN DENIAL AND LUFFY TAKES ALL OF HIS BAIT IT'S JUST SO AJDBAKSNSKN AND THE ONLY LIES ARE WHAT USOPP THINKS#ABOUT LUFFY!!!! BECAUSE HE DOESN'T WANT TO UNDERSTAND!! HE JUST FEELS!! HE SAW MERRY!! THE ONLY ONE!!!#luffy just laying on the hammock for hours... telling nami usopp wouldnt give up his life for an argument... then he only needs to fight...#is luffy fighting usopp just so he can de stress kind of??? like he is letting him get his punches in and then he will come back#once he thinks things through... like nami did... and what sanji ends up doing too... like just give him what he wants#luffy likes fighting friends even and this is the only fight he doesn't want.... the merry crying GOD!!!!#the impact dial... it hurts them both.... jesus.... luffy got two hits in but those were enough.... they are making nami cry SANJI KILL THE#everyone is crying but sanji and zoro akdjsks yeah luffy got him what he wanted... he can keep the ship but he can't beat him#and after all if strength is made by conviction luffy knows he is right and usopp is just in denial... so of course he would lose#franky reveal and Robin assassin reveal at the same time.... just remembered when usopp asked her specialty and robin said assassinations 😭#luffy nami adventures hell yeah.... and theres even more after the aqua laguna... LETSGOOOOO#goddamn you can see the thread of kuzan finding robin with the strawhats to then cp9 forcing her to act in water seven....#franky acting weird because he is worried about iceburg... i know it...#iceburg: its weird youre working for the government... but thats for the audience to worry about. not for me#pluton was built on water seven ✍️✍️✍️ also iceburg saying weapons are bad no matter who holds them... yeah franky would agree#reading one piece
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
i wish we got to see more of sarah's blackness in the show, even within her mixed identity, even if it was lukewarm and barely there. i feel like we missed out on seeing her style her hair, on learning about her natural texture and keeping it up, about going to the beach or to the pool, or even showing us a bit of her homelife.
i wanted to see her play with dolls as a kid and watch vh1, burn cds and learn how to cook. maybe it would've been whitewashed and bland and serve no narrative purpose to the story, whatever, but i feel like if they can have a mummy episode they can make sarah black.
#or less like...easily replaceable (?) casting wise.#strength#the best way to understand a character as a character of color - especially (for me) black & mixed -#is to see if they can exist as another race in the show and see if that changes the narrative or plot or character behavior#like CAN she be any race? IS she exclusively black?#from how we see her - yes - sarah is black and her mixed identity is something we are vaguely familiar with. but BECAUSE#there are hardly any episodes outside of hottie hotep that could be seen as race related or indicative of the significance of her blackness#its heartbreaking to understand really. that they cast her so perfectly (because vanessa is truly truly talented) and yet approached her#growth AND identity with such race blindness
74 notes
·
View notes
Note
do you think when jean taught kevin french the first thing he did was teach him all the swear words?
i could definitely see him teach all the slang from marseille and it's hilarious to me
OH THIS IS FUNNY they were teenage boys after all and jean was famously very rebellious when he came to evermore right? oh seriously the idea of this essentially this fourteen year old teaching kevin how to curse in french because he wants to stick it to riko and the master. i don’t even think he would Tell kevin he is cursing at all (or would he? i wonder if kevin has ever gone through his teenage rebellion phase or if the programming was too brutal for that) he would just lie and kevin would believe it. horrible boys. but then again one is forced to remember (and live through) the fact that kevjean were more than friends… they were boys together….
#asks#kevjean#they were children together once doesnt this just make you want to carpet bomb edgar allen#i never quite liked the childhood friends to lovers trope and i still think its mild at best#but there’s something abt kevjean man.#they knew each other before tragedy struck! they knew each other through horrible things but also through very small mundane things#and honestly (sits down next to you)#if it does turn out that kevin is jeans first love then isnt that. truly something#isnt it. isnt it!#oh dont make me tap the sign#kevin be like ‘i will end in death or heartbreak’#my first friend in life you made life worth living
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
as a lot of you know, being boring is not only my favorite psb song, but also probably my favorite song of all time. i've been searching and hoping to find a copy of the 12" single for probably 3 years now and hadn't had much luck as i wanted to find it in-person. a week ago, i finally just decided to take the chance and order a copy, and it just arrived today. having it in front of me is genuinely surreal and a big thing for me because i love not only the song but the visual design of it too - just everything really. it meant a lot to me hearing it live last year and now having this just means a lot
#pet shop boys#psb#no i didnt cry when i unpacked it (liar)#sorry for being cringe on main but genuinely this song is so#it hits so hard thinking about the terrible heartbreaking stuff neil and chris went through before and after releasing this song#and them doing it live nowadays and the dreamworld emphasizing the bit of 'you could always rely on a friend'#like ok bye welcome to sarah crying time#its so. yeah.#truly a perfect song in all aspects i will fight people on that#its such a deeply personal song to them especially neil and you can feel it every time
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
starting off an album with state of grace/red/treacherous as the opening lineup was an absolutely lethal choice btw
#i don’t taylorpost on here often but today is a red (tv) kind of day fr#red used to be like. very mid tier in my taylor albums ranking until about a year ago#and then something just clicked for me and now it’s my number three#it truly does capture the feeling of your early twenties so well#like idk the longing the heartbreak the drama the burnout the highhhh highs and the lowwwww lows#and the vault tracks ….. nothing new……… how DID i know everything at 18 but nothing at 22 fr……#anyways idk every couple of months i listen to this album in its entirety and go bonkers insane#but never before has she opened an album w three songs that are all in my top 5 for that album#insane.#red (tv) you will always be that girl#/astro posts
16 notes
·
View notes