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signatureartsblug · 14 days

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-> This is from a scene from this AMAZING (18+ MDNI) AFAB! Reader x Trafalgar Law <-

It's such a good fucking read, I had to make art of it literally the next day-

Without Lightning:

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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ough brain is doing SO bad but sometimes. there are colors

#bakuspeech #WIP #cw: gore #the stuffed animal cartoon kind. but still #ask to tag #Im so fucking sorry I keep going like I will draw! (does not draw for three weeks #I. ngl Somethin is goin on up there. I finished writing a Thing and it doesnt solve that #I just. this is my capacitance really I think. I just gotta. accept it. work with it #its always so funny tho bc like I look at whatever it is Im drawing rn and its like hey this looks like shit! this looks ass #and then I keep drawing it.#like this piece is at Least two weeks into something thats supposed to be a pretty quick revised illus for #an old wizard leon design. and like if I werent Bit Off it wouldve stayed that way #instead. this is how its goin #I have not slept for 23 hours. I should uh. fix that #but yeah its just. my brain is wrappin itself around some new ideas n concepts n shit rn #like. I was really afraid I wouldnt be able to paint digitally if Im not on the screen tablet #and its kinda fuckin with me? like obviously I can. I am literally doing the exact same things Im doing on the screen tablet #but now on a graphic tablet #thats just. not getting thru to my brain yet. for some reason. its still generating goo n such #well! what is a guy to do. if not blastin off regardless #sorry. I really should sleep now #have a good night lads! this piece will be done when its done. I am NOT saying more I am not jinxing SHIT #u should change ur pillowcases! it really does send u to another realm

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 9 months

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anyway tonight in fucked up doctor/yaz thoughts (because there is no way i can spin this story that they won find a way to make it a little fucked up) (perhaps bc thats the nature of stories who knows):

what if 14 decides to transition bc of like,,,the doctors feelings for humans are more idolisation than anything else + regret over missed time and chances with yaz + desire to distance themself from their 10 self

#and you know. they like rose. they adore rose #theyve shaped themself after a rose before #though i dont necessarily want to drag the poor girl into this i think this is more about yaz #yaz wants to become the doctor the doctor wants to be yaz its always been like this #yaz liked her as a woman #yaz still cares abt her now but yaz is also deeply unhappy #and the doctor is a little vain #and maybe she can fix yazs unhappiness by being a woman #this is not the conscious train of thought obviously #but like.....might be in there somewhere

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liquidstar · 8 months

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wanted to post the royals and co. as a set for reference, though the only new things here are the king+queen and koe's updated design :p also most of them didn't get little infoboxes so those will be a first under the cut here ^_^

Name: Andromeda (Andy)

Name origin: The Andromeda Galaxy, named for the mythical princess

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 20

Title: Heir apparent

Weapon: Flamberge (Same as her mom's)

Ethos (Power): None

Flaw power is based on: N/A

Notes: She wants to go on adventures someday, and make a lot of friends, and be normal. So please drop the "Your highness" and call her Andy!

Name: Cepheus

Name origin: The constellation Cepheus, the king

Pronouns: He/him

Age: 54

Title: King

Weapon: Scepter

Ethos (Power): Authority (The ability to control people’s actions through his words, but not their minds)

Flaw power is based on: His controlling and paranoid nature

Notes: He prefers not to use his ability unless it seems necessary, but ends will justify the means.

Name: Cassiopeia

Name origin: The constellation Cassiopeia, the queen

Pronouns: She/her

Age: -

Title: Queen

Weapon: Flamberge

Ethos (Power): Alis (The ability to generate wings)

Flaw power is based on: Her overconfidence in her own abilities, ironically like a completely different winged mythological figure...

Notes: Before being the Queen, she was the Hero.

Name: Koeia/Koe

Name origin: The star Koeia, whose name literally means "Star"

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 20

Title: Maid/Andromeda's lady in waiting

Weapon: Twin Sickles

Ethos (Power): Blessing (She can make others more powerful through cheering them on)

Flaw power is based on: Her Obsequiousness

Notes: She assures you her devotion to the princess is strictly for non-homosexual reasons

Name: Perseus/Percy

Name origin: The constellation Perseus, the hero

Pronouns: He/him

Age: 21

Title: 1st Knight/Andromeda's personal guard

Weapon: Harpē sword

Ethos (Power): Divine swordstrike (An all-powerful swing of the sword with no limit)

Flaw power is based on: His incredible arrogance and show-offishness

Notes: He assures you that his showy devotion to the princess is as heterosexual as it seems. Also he's the cousin Io from Nova Stella

Name: Ursa

Name origin: Ursa major, the big dipper.

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 38

Title: Major

Weapon: None

Ethos (Power): Bear-handed (Her claws are unbreakable and can slice through any material)

Flaw power is based on: Her hyper-diligence. Her ruthless devotion and adherence. Literally nothing could ever stand in her way.

Notes: She’s the mama bear of Kochab (Ursa minor) from the timber scouts

#reason i wanted to change koe's design was bc i felt like the first one was a bit too basic ig?#wanted to give it more personality beyond being a maid outfit #so a funkier skirt and shorter sleeves and gloves and stuff. idk its more koe and less maid. but still maid #other than that obviously are the two wholly new characters #honestly designing them was interesting in a way bc it was like reverse engineering andys face #i think she takes after her mom more tho #but she also does try to emulate her so thats also part of it #honestly andy is really similar to amary in a lot of ways not just bc of the whole princess thing but the family dynamics to a degree too #there are still some pretty big differences (andy wasnt abused but her father is still really strict and constraining out of worry #and amary's mom was actually kinda the polar opposite of andy's and their emulations are completely different too)#BUT #look read cepheus's flaw. hes not going to be a good guy lol #hes the type that starts out nice enough on the surface but when pushed it will become. again. ends justify the means #very.... 'my way or the highway' type guy i guess. but with power #cassiopeia s more noble than that though despite any arrogance in her skills #its like one side of a balancing act lost #again look at her power. its wings! wings mean freedom! no restraint! touch the sky!#unfortunately kingdoms arent usually about that is the thing #maybe andy can fix it now though #but honestly andy percy and ursa are pretty much all just here for convenience #it wouldve been easier to have a ref post lumping all royals and andy's entourage together. and ursa i guess idk where else shed go lol #i thought abt putting her w the zodiac knights but their theme is too uniform. background color is the same tho so same affiliation #w the royals #also does anyone get my amazing joke. shes a major. major ursa. ursa major. i know i know #ill be here all week #finn's ocs #oc references #finn's art

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batcavescolony · 8 months

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I'm back talking about Harry Potter and Snape's worst memory because while I hate the author y'all bug me.

Snape worst memory isn't James bulling him or string him up in front of the school, (that was bad I'm not saying it wasn't) it was Lily ending her friendship with him because he called her a Mudblood. With evidence.

To prove my point we have to go read the Deathly Hallows when Snape gave Harry his memories! We get to see the scene again but this time the thing that sticks out the most is Snape calling Lily a Mudblood. Now if that's not enough proof the next memory goes like this.

*Outside Gryffindor Tower*

Snape: I'm sorry

Lily: I'm not interested

S: I'm sorry!

L: save your breath... I only came out here because Mary told me you were threatening to sleep here.

S: I was. I would have done. I never ment to call you a Mudblood it just-

L: Slipped out? It's too late. I've made excuses for you for years. None of my friends can understand why I even talk to you. You and your precious little Death Eater friends- you see, you don't even deny it! You don't even deny that's what you're all aiming to be! You can't wait to join You-Know-Who, can you? I can't pretend anymore. You've chosen your way, I've chosen mine.

S: No-listen, I didn't mean-

L:-to call me a Mudblood? But you call everyone of my birth Mudblood, Severus. Why should I be any different?

*Lily leaves. Memory ends*

The next memory is Snape becoming a turn coat for Dumbledore so he could keep Lily safe because Voldemort wouldn't spare her.

Snape has had worse experiences then a teenage James Potter being a bully (even if it was shitty). so we look at the rest of the memory and lo and behold what do we see? The actual worst moment of Snape life, the moment he lost Lily forever.

#I just saw someone say they hated Lily because he's was too hard on Severus all he did was call her a Mudblood.#Yeah just called her a slur...And found it funny when dark magic was used on someone. And joined a hate group that would kill her.#And would've let her child and husband die if it ment she lived. bffr 🙄 lets put this in real world terms!#you're a minority (pick one) and you go to a school but their are some people who hate you for existing. but its ok you've got your bff!#now years go by and bff is still your bff but theyve changed. they're hanging out with those aforementioned people who hate you for existin #and yeah you dont like it but they're your bff since for ever so you make excuses. but then bff starts calling people like you slurs...#now bff hasn't called you slurs so maybe its just peer pressure you let it slide its your bff. now you find out that not only are there #people who hate you for existing there is his hate group and they want you and people like you dead. obviously you dont like his. now bffs #friends they want to join this hate group... and bff doesn't deny it. ok thats not great. bffs friends who wanna join the hate group have #now moved passed just calling people like you slurs. they've went and beat the shit out of a person like you that you considered a friend.#and bff.... they say that it was just a joke. but are again not denying wanting to join the hate group that wants you dead. you love bff so #you just keep your mouth shut. now the day comes! bff has now called you a slur. and you cant make excuses anymore. they're just like their #friends and you cut your losses because again bff and their friends want to join a hate group that wants to kill you!!!#its not poor litte Severus its poor Lily. she thought she had a friend and HE betrayed HER! but but but why didnt she stop him from joining #she was a child! she was in a new world with no idea! she was in a whole nother house! and its not her fucking job to fix him! he joined th #hate group HE KNEW HATED HER! if he truly loved her he wouldn't have joined. but but but its not that- ADROMADA TONKS could be a Slytherin #and not be a Death Eater and her family was pure blood. she could do it! so could Snape.#severus snape #lily potter #snapes worst memory #the marauders #harry potter #the deathly hallows #lily evans #put some more respected on her name.#fuck jkr #james potter #slytherin #how can you be a snape stan and not like lily that 80% of his personality.#snape

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bonestrouslingbones · 1 month

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btw what they dont tell you about socializing more & putting yourself out there more often is that after 3 days of doing so you will find yourself alone in your room in a perfect recreation of the family guy death pose

#yes i fully moved back into my dorm and started my sophomore year of college in the time its taken me to do the fucking ebony arc #dont worry about it im trying not to think about it its Fine #anyway aauauugfhoghofghiu i have been socializing so so so very much lately and it has been very fun but oooughaghuhg the consequenceiss #even just now i had to cancel on a movie night bc i can feel myself inching closer to burnout come onnnnn #yes this is a big jump from how i am normally but this is what i have been WANTING why am i TIRED !!!!!!!!#at the very least can my damn heart give me a break!!! shits supposed to be fixed but apparently that just means it caps at 170bpm now #which while obviously better than 190+bpm is still somewhat inappropriate for Walking Uphill And Nothing Else #im only on my second day of the semester man i have 3 classes tomorrow im gonna fucking die dude #(i have a doc appt in september its not serious dw. and also i think the adderall maybe is a good fit after all so thats cool. but AAAUGHGH #<- imagine the mournful caterwauling of the saddest wet cat you've ever seen in your life)

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seafoam-taide · 1 month

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Weird having an actual favorite band and knowing it. I don't really have many favorites it is hard to understand my feelings and even harder to pinpoint a 'better and more' feeling about one specific thing. But I know all of their songs, I listen to them all in a big playlist and never get bored, I am always happy to hear any song by them, I have every song's lyrics memorized, like ... they are my unequivocal favorite. There is nothing like it. Yes, I can get really into other songs, there are probably singular songs I can say I like more than any one song by this band. But I guess having a favorite is like what people say about getting married. I'm not explaining myself on that one actually I do have a point there that's an actual metaphor but I've decided explaining it is a bad use of my time. It's one of those artists that are popular enough and artsy enough that they can crop up as fic titles occasionally and no matter the lyric or song it comes from I can always tell immediately. I don't remember what the point of this post was I'm deep in my panic phase and it's 4 am and I was just sitting there singing I Have Made Mistakes to myself bc I can just do that, the whole song, and because it is very funny to go I have made mistakes I have made mistakes and I will continue to make them while in the middle of freaking the fuck out about existing or something. Bc you know yeah im one spoon away from setting the ends of my hair in fire because if I'm kindling for a little while at least I'll feel of use ????????? Yeah this post for sure had a point and it's devolved.

#tide of consciousness #Sorry that's a lot of text wow #Can we talk about the existential panic. I've been dying to talk about the existential panic #<- doesn't talk about it #Does anyone else get this. The feeling that is like the world is ending and its drowning and burning and it burns and nothing will ever beo #My best guess is I just have anxiety but it is very hard to believe that bc it feels so all consuming and terrifying and so so so much so m #The worst part is I'm not actually even feeling it I'm just sitting here using words that I know describe it bc it's like it just #Is happening. Behind a wall. And I'm here feeling the heat on the doorknob #Translating between the space where the feeling exists and the space where I reside #At some point I just go oh. I've been experiencing the world-ending terror for hours now #Like reading a letter!!!!!!!!! I just get a letter from my brain that goes 'emotions report. It all burned down years ago'#It's like and I know if I was in it I'd be crying and shaking and despairing so deeply and throwing myself around the room #And I feel like this EVERY OTHER DAY. Which is obviously why I apparently partitioned myself away from the feeling #Because you literally just you can't function with that #But surprise it's still there actually and I'm still having 2 breakdowns minimum a week #But now it looks like I'm normal and functioning to everyone else #So I seem like a horrible lazy fucking asshole who doesn't do anything but sit around accomplishing maybe 3? 4? Total minor tasks per day #Because I can't HANDLE ANYTHING ELSE !!!#HOW THE FUCK DO YOU FIX THIS #This is for sure something I shouldn't post but you know that's a rational thought for rational people

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mothmvn · 5 months

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maybe i really actually "needed" testosterone, because for the first time in my exercising efforts, i'm discovering the mundane joys of joint stability

#my shoulders dont dislocate during reps anymore ! ! ! !#it didnt register as a problem before because it was my natural range of motion it was just a very weak motion in range #my hips were ok (still dislocatable) from natural walking exercise but my shoulders were flimsy sticks rattling around their sockets #and it didnt even enter my worldview that that wasn't normal or an expected difficulty to overcome as part of exercise #NOW im finally doing some reps without shoulders popping out of sockets and its so much easier than having to re-socket the joint #while in motion in a pushup of your body weight #GHHAHHGHhh #personal #obviously someone could fix this without going on HRT but HRT was needed for me to have a will to live and motivation to exercise #the accelerated muscle gain though is HUGE for making my joints work well right now

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kohakhearts · 10 months

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well folks its been a good two months of denial but i am finally ready to admit that the reason everything sucks is because of major depression relapse. if i werent so depressed id make this everyone elses problem by projecting it on to blorbo but alas

#taylor.txt #incapable of making this not a joke but i do have to say it kinda sucks #like obviously ive never been 100% free of my depression probably on account of it developing when i was a Child and then not getting any #treatment or even really any sympathy for until i was in my late teens but. BUT. even my historic mental breakdown 2 years ago didnt really #feel like depression. like yeah i was sad and hopeless but this is very different. sad and lethargic more so. simply too tired to be lost i #despair. which is i guess a good thing because it means its easier for me to fix. its just that right now im kinda stuck in it #i dont know if id say ive experienced major depression since my first year of uni #thats why ive been denying it all this time despite it being pretty…glaringly obvious #anyway. good news is im meeting with the prof of one of the classes im currently failing this week #and now i guess i kind of have an idea of what to tell her because all this time ive been struggling and i havent understood why #the content makes sense. i understand whats going on. but my memory has gotten so bad recently and the energy required to do my assignments #has been way too much. and im past my limit on that at this point unfortunately. like yeah shes probably gonna tell me well that sucks but #theres nothing i can do to save your grade and thats fine but at least i know even if it was a Me Problem that i let myself get depressed #again in the first place being actively depressed is a major barrier that i at least know isnt 100% me being an idiot with a bad attitude #i will struggle to the finish line but i will make it there. even if i fail a class or two in the process #and regardless of if it gets better i will finally go see my therapist again in the new year </3 something obviously led to this so whos to #say it wouldnt happen again if i just let that fester. whatever it is #also writing has been tough for the same reason school has been tough but its still happening and i will do more of it when school is over #i PROMMY

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hauntedhappenings · 1 year

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D20 MENTOPOLIS IS FUCKING GOOD!!!

#its right up my alley i adore it #the fix my beloved. hes my blorbo now #mentopolis #i know i dimension 20 post often enough that it should be clear i think a dropout subscription is worth it but boy do i #obviously theres only one episode out but still. good shit #i think the first episode is on youtube too? go watch it

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bitchthefuck1 · 2 years

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How long does a show have to be bad before y'all stop saying we "just need to give it time" and accept that it sucks? Serious question

#like. after the first season erased Inej's trauma and established the characters in ways that completely fucked up the trajectory of their #arcs you couldn't scroll more than 2 seconds without seeing someone chastizing any naysayer with 'im sure they'll include/fix/make that #work in the next season stop complaining its not fair to judge it'. and now that season 2 is out and Inej's trauma was ignored even more #than before and they've shuffled all the plot beats and character moments in ways that rob them of their impact and make half of them v #virtually meaningless because they haven't been built to i STILL see people mocking and chastizing anyone who speaks against it with #'oh my gosh just give them time to tell the story they clearly changed things for a reason and obviously they must have a very good idea #that they just haven't gotten to yet and if you stop complaining and stream the show nonstop we'll get season 3/the spinoff and itll be #so great' and like. where is your faith coming from? what have they done that makes you think they're good at this? why do you trust them?#how long does something have to consistently suck before you accept that it sucks?#when are you finally 'allowed' to point out that just isnt very good? how many seasons need pass before you can pass judgement?#shadow and bone

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biolums · 1 year

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does anyone know when life is supposed to calm down. does anyone know when it all ends

#im so exhausted.#ive got a fucking annoying headache and i had a nightmare earlier and im just having a bad day #and now im literally dealing with bpd^2 rn like.#my ex is having a really hard time because her moms health is declining and shes being put in a really hard position #and shes horribly stressed out but she feels guilty about feeling like her life is falling apart bc her mom obviously has it worse #and i know what thats like and i know its just going to be hell for her now and i cant fix that #and i just like. god if i could take all of her pain i would #she doesnt deserve the horrible fucking set of cards she was dealt #my nightmare was actually originally that i went to the hospital with her to see her mother #it did not end remotely related to that but it just. yeah not great #also struggling bc i dont know how to handle people i like (separately than her) being in relationships or liking other people #it is so. so fucking. i dont even know its like physically painful and when i see them talk about it it like ruins my whole day and #its so hard to handle these mood swings and like. Have A Life #its why i got off tumblr like i just cant. i cant have all these feelings and still be okay most of the time #it feels like im trying to stay afloat but every day the ball and chain on my ankle gets exponentially heavier #idk. i just like. cant regulate my emotions. whatsoever. clearly #jace.txt

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sunriseparabellum · 1 year

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I never think to post personal posts here but dude being 21 and having major knee surgery is wild. that's where I've been. in bed

#completely torn acl + meniscus that ive been walking on for 7 months #agony #but its fixed now but recovery is still slow and painful and i cant go back to work yet obviously :(#its funny though the recovery is actually far less painful than what i was going through every day standing on it for 8 hours

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pallases · 1 year

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my robot is hashtag not working again

#personal #the engineering chronicles #i mean it still moves and turns etc as far as i know lol that’s fixed but im trying to add sensors now #and the like sensor is just refusing to calibrate properly now that ive attached it to my robot ?? idk if it’s bc it’s too high up or what #but uh. this is a problem!#*line sensor #if i do not get this working by monday i will not be able to participate in the 400 pt midterm lmfao #but also it’s not As stressful bc my group has finally come to its senses and realized hey maybe we should not all be doing our own totally #separate things and straggling through all of it on our own so we do have backup plans worked out and we’re consolidating stuff etc #but still. zoinks #and my robot still has everything taped down instead of actually fastened bc the place to drill holes or mill new chasses is closed the #whole weekend including friday so. argjfjg #i don’t think that’ll be a major issue though obviously it’s not sustainable but it should be fine for what we’re doing on monday and then #i’ll have the rest of the week to make the necessary adjustments

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alecodys · 2 years

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cody going to his physiotherapist after wt like "doc i just dont know why everything hurts again" and his physiotherapist is like "BECAUSE U DIDNT DO ANYTHING I ADVISED AND ALSO BECAME A MEMBER OF A BOY BAND AND ALSO WENT ON TOTAL DRAMA WORLD TOUR" and codys like "haha yeah i guess ur right. im gonna be totally fine after a bit tho right" and his physiotherapist, simmering in rage, says "no. no youre not. oh my god."

#its my hc that the reason he 'healed' so quick after the bear attack is bc chris new hed get sued into the earths core if he didnt fix shit #so he got like an actual physiotherapist for cody when he arrived at the playa #this is obviously back when he still had some form of restraint. but obvs when he didnt get any calls from codys parents he was like #oh i can just do whatever the fuck i want to these teens. sick! and went apeshit #anyways. what was i saying. oh yeah. cody fucks up all the progress he made after tda and now he uses crutches a majority of the time

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dollgutted · 3 months

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tumblr is just gonna become my thought dump now that i can't use quotev to update everyone abt my interests and how i'm doing: and can i just say, i'm not doing well. i'm gonna throw a FIT actually. my doctor's appointment went pretty poorly, and i'm not really on the road to recovery at all, i'm still at the beginning basically.

crohns fucking sucks and i'm angry about it. it actively effects my daily life and i'm just sick and tired constantly. i want to feel better for once. i swear to fucking god, crohns is making my MDD worse. and to top it off, on these antibiotics i'm taking for my current crohns related inflammation problem, i can't take my antidepressants. so like, i can't even begin to manage my depression alongside managing my physical symptoms. and of course, the steroids they have me on to manage the physical symptoms? yeah that causes insomnia. which also worsens the depression. because i sit up all night thinking about any and everything when i should be sleeping. which in turn worsens my already existing daily fatigue that just comes with the territory of being disabled.

it is pure misery right now boys and there is no sun on the horizon. my doctor basically said there's nothing she can do to help me at the current moment because my insurance won't cover the tests i need, and i can't afford that shit out of pocket either, so it's just a waiting game. waiting until i get so bad i have to go back to the ER and they HAVE to take care of me out of necessity OR waiting for this new insurance to accept me and help me cover the tests. whichever comes first. sigh.

#im being a downer i know #happy ram will be back i promise #just let me be in my feels for a while ok?#i am just distraught #it feels like everytime something improves for me #it immediately takes five steps back #i moved and am happy!#oop suddenly crohns decides to murk me and put me in the hospital for a week :(#its so fucking stupid #i cant win man #“youre in remission!”#what a joke #my doctor kept praising me for being in remission #even though i told him multiple times it didnt feel like i was #bc i was still experiencing symptoms #especially fatigue and bowel symptoms #not to mention the severe joint pain #and yet he kept saying “no no youre getting better!” just bc there was no visible inflammation #make it make sense #i mean theres visible inflammation NOW #thats why i was in the hospital obviously #but they shouldve known my current meds werent fixing it #its just fucking lame idk #and this low fiber diet they have me following is fucking lame too #i know I KNOW i know i need it #im following it to a fucking T #but that doesnt make it easy or simple #i basically cant eat anything healthy or good for me #UGHHHH

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