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signatureartsblug · 6 months ago

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-> This is from a scene from this AMAZING (18+ MDNI) AFAB! Reader x Trafalgar Law <-

It's such a good fucking read, I had to make art of it literally the next day-

Without Lightning:

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rosykims · 3 months ago

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having a lavellan who is kind of an absolute demon in her own right is so much fun because sure that cut content of "oh solas didnt deserve a happy ending but lavellan did" is lovely and worth centering in the conversation.... but you know what else hits? "oh my god i dont even care anymore" "if this is what it takes for them to both fucking LEAVE thedas then good riddance"

#datv #oc: ashara #datv spoilers #insane rant incoming. this is very much abt ashara but like i hope u can all see the vision for lavellans in general #bc honestly... i am such a big fan of lavellans who ALSO deserve some fade prison time . JDFGJHKDFG #like obviously she could NEVER deserve it as much as solas and the evanuris do. but like. maybe a LITTLE... womens rights womens wrongs !!!#ashara having the potential to heal solas by being the inverse of mythal. everything mythal was NOT #........while still matching his own personal freak by several concerning markers😍#up until trespasser the inquisitor truly WAS one of the closest things this world had to a demigod. w all the power/authority #- and loss of personhood - that comes with it. and the inevitable OVERREACH.... the meddling in affairs that effect the world at large...#unwittingly setting in motion things that ruin lives! destroy cities and communities and worse! and u cant even stop to rectify it #bc ur too integral to the Big Picture. that bright clear line from A to B... stuck up on that lonely towering pedestal you were forced onto #cant get down now girl its too far to fall !!!!!#mistake after mistake after mistake... just like solas....#i love the line ''you two were good for each other'' that rook can say in act 3 bc yeah lavellan can fix solas but like #maybe solas could fix lavellan too. theyre BOTH better together. their spirits mirror and adapt.... IDK !!! IDK! !!!! FOOD FOR THOUGHT!!!!#i think its why i personally am able to enjoy the ending more than others might. bc if ashara was more blameless i'd feel worse for her #but tbh as it stands........... well. gestures to the crimes.#anyway this whole convo is irrelevant ultimately bc it quite literally wont be terrible if theyre together <3

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victorthesilly · 3 months ago

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Translation for the text behind him:

YOU GOT THE MEDICINE, YOU GOT THE MEDICINE, YOU GOT THE MEDICINE, YOU GOT THE AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH

Song by Beatnik Killers by 0.8BuyoutSyooogeki!!!!!!! Go check them out!!! I love their music SO much I don't CARE if I can't understand it they have GOOD MUSIC!!!!!

#insiders info in the tags #I actually really like drawing like this. like its not difficult but it still looks good and takes awhile!!#I think the messy lines convey what killer is feeling pretty well. Hes trying to find the medicine #a cure!! He wants to find something that hes finally content with. Killer just listens to Nightmare instead and goes on a rampagw #thinking at some point this will be the medicine #that this WILL fix him!! it will cure him!! but it wont obviously #anyways so. This was actually supposed to be killer AND dust because the lyrics say “you got the medicine” 8 times. I didn't wanna draw dust #though so I js went “ur time to shine...” while never doing the dust one.#actual tags now:#killer #killer sans #something new #art #killer sans art #traditional art #undertale #utmv

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b4kuch1n · 2 years ago

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ough brain is doing SO bad but sometimes. there are colors

#bakuspeech #WIP #cw: gore #the stuffed animal cartoon kind. but still #ask to tag #Im so fucking sorry I keep going like I will draw! (does not draw for three weeks #I. ngl Somethin is goin on up there. I finished writing a Thing and it doesnt solve that #I just. this is my capacitance really I think. I just gotta. accept it. work with it #its always so funny tho bc like I look at whatever it is Im drawing rn and its like hey this looks like shit! this looks ass #and then I keep drawing it.#like this piece is at Least two weeks into something thats supposed to be a pretty quick revised illus for #an old wizard leon design. and like if I werent Bit Off it wouldve stayed that way #instead. this is how its goin #I have not slept for 23 hours. I should uh. fix that #but yeah its just. my brain is wrappin itself around some new ideas n concepts n shit rn #like. I was really afraid I wouldnt be able to paint digitally if Im not on the screen tablet #and its kinda fuckin with me? like obviously I can. I am literally doing the exact same things Im doing on the screen tablet #but now on a graphic tablet #thats just. not getting thru to my brain yet. for some reason. its still generating goo n such #well! what is a guy to do. if not blastin off regardless #sorry. I really should sleep now #have a good night lads! this piece will be done when its done. I am NOT saying more I am not jinxing SHIT #u should change ur pillowcases! it really does send u to another realm

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 1 year ago

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anyway tonight in fucked up doctor/yaz thoughts (because there is no way i can spin this story that they won find a way to make it a little fucked up) (perhaps bc thats the nature of stories who knows):

what if 14 decides to transition bc of like,,,the doctors feelings for humans are more idolisation than anything else + regret over missed time and chances with yaz + desire to distance themself from their 10 self

#and you know. they like rose. they adore rose #theyve shaped themself after a rose before #though i dont necessarily want to drag the poor girl into this i think this is more about yaz #yaz wants to become the doctor the doctor wants to be yaz its always been like this #yaz liked her as a woman #yaz still cares abt her now but yaz is also deeply unhappy #and the doctor is a little vain #and maybe she can fix yazs unhappiness by being a woman #this is not the conscious train of thought obviously #but like.....might be in there somewhere

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sophiethewitch1 · 5 months ago

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So sick of being the only one who comes up with my sorts of fanfic ideas like wth...

#sophie speaks #i have an idea for a twst fic #had it for a while actually but the new skully character is making me think about twst again because nightmare before Christmas peak #where reader is yuu from twst obviously and like the stories over ur finally going home and then instead of ending up home #u get told that u screwed up the worlds balance and now in all the fairytales the bad guys won #and like the queen of hearts chopped off alices head snow whites poisoned and disfigured etc etc #and ur told u have to go in and fix the plots and basically revive a bunch of dead heroes and set things straight if u want to go home #and then the guys dont remember u at first but as u go along the story u make friends/lovers w them again or whatevers and they remember u #its very much inspired by shinyjr's damnation au because i loved a lot of her ideas but its still my own thing yknow #idk i just think itd vibe heavy #its on the mind ngl #ill finish the chapter today tho then i can daydream lmfao... hate editing might just go back to grammarly

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 2 months ago

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who else up trying to figure out the purpose of it all and coming up empty

#like life is fine and all like i can eat ice cream and pet cats and think about sadomasochistic #gay sex but like what is the point. it all feels pointless. and also like nothing is real #and also like i wasn't meant for this. and also like nothing matters. and also like every day #feels sisyphean like what is even the point of doing this every day. for weeks and #months and years even. i don't understand #like my general answer for what the purpose of life is is to be happy but i do things #that make me happy and yet i still find it all pointless and taxing and unbearable #idk it just feels so meaningless i feel like a sick dog limping its way to its death bed #and my owners (also me) think itd be a mercy to have me put under #but i'm not a sick dog im just some guy who was born to die who can't bear the thought #of having to live out the rest of his life #at least i know there is a fix and it's being committed to a bit 24/7.#clown or wizard or perhaps just a normal guy i need to pick something to commit to this #is the only purpose that makes sense it's the only meaningful way to live one cannot feel #like they're not a real person who shouldn't exist if they're not even a real person and just a #character that obviously should exist. but i have yet to decide on a bit to do so for now #i am melancholic and empty

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mothmvn · 10 months ago

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maybe i really actually "needed" testosterone, because for the first time in my exercising efforts, i'm discovering the mundane joys of joint stability

#my shoulders dont dislocate during reps anymore ! ! ! !#it didnt register as a problem before because it was my natural range of motion it was just a very weak motion in range #my hips were ok (still dislocatable) from natural walking exercise but my shoulders were flimsy sticks rattling around their sockets #and it didnt even enter my worldview that that wasn't normal or an expected difficulty to overcome as part of exercise #NOW im finally doing some reps without shoulders popping out of sockets and its so much easier than having to re-socket the joint #while in motion in a pushup of your body weight #GHHAHHGHhh #personal #obviously someone could fix this without going on HRT but HRT was needed for me to have a will to live and motivation to exercise #the accelerated muscle gain though is HUGE for making my joints work well right now

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hauntedhappenings · 2 years ago

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D20 MENTOPOLIS IS FUCKING GOOD!!!

#its right up my alley i adore it #the fix my beloved. hes my blorbo now #mentopolis #i know i dimension 20 post often enough that it should be clear i think a dropout subscription is worth it but boy do i #obviously theres only one episode out but still. good shit #i think the first episode is on youtube too? go watch it

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bitchthefuck1 · 2 years ago

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How long does a show have to be bad before y'all stop saying we "just need to give it time" and accept that it sucks? Serious question

#like. after the first season erased Inej's trauma and established the characters in ways that completely fucked up the trajectory of their #arcs you couldn't scroll more than 2 seconds without seeing someone chastizing any naysayer with 'im sure they'll include/fix/make that #work in the next season stop complaining its not fair to judge it'. and now that season 2 is out and Inej's trauma was ignored even more #than before and they've shuffled all the plot beats and character moments in ways that rob them of their impact and make half of them v #virtually meaningless because they haven't been built to i STILL see people mocking and chastizing anyone who speaks against it with #'oh my gosh just give them time to tell the story they clearly changed things for a reason and obviously they must have a very good idea #that they just haven't gotten to yet and if you stop complaining and stream the show nonstop we'll get season 3/the spinoff and itll be #so great' and like. where is your faith coming from? what have they done that makes you think they're good at this? why do you trust them?#how long does something have to consistently suck before you accept that it sucks?#when are you finally 'allowed' to point out that just isnt very good? how many seasons need pass before you can pass judgement?#shadow and bone

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biolums · 1 year ago

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does anyone know when life is supposed to calm down. does anyone know when it all ends

#im so exhausted.#ive got a fucking annoying headache and i had a nightmare earlier and im just having a bad day #and now im literally dealing with bpd^2 rn like.#my ex is having a really hard time because her moms health is declining and shes being put in a really hard position #and shes horribly stressed out but she feels guilty about feeling like her life is falling apart bc her mom obviously has it worse #and i know what thats like and i know its just going to be hell for her now and i cant fix that #and i just like. god if i could take all of her pain i would #she doesnt deserve the horrible fucking set of cards she was dealt #my nightmare was actually originally that i went to the hospital with her to see her mother #it did not end remotely related to that but it just. yeah not great #also struggling bc i dont know how to handle people i like (separately than her) being in relationships or liking other people #it is so. so fucking. i dont even know its like physically painful and when i see them talk about it it like ruins my whole day and #its so hard to handle these mood swings and like. Have A Life #its why i got off tumblr like i just cant. i cant have all these feelings and still be okay most of the time #it feels like im trying to stay afloat but every day the ball and chain on my ankle gets exponentially heavier #idk. i just like. cant regulate my emotions. whatsoever. clearly #jace.txt

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sunriseparabellum · 2 years ago

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I never think to post personal posts here but dude being 21 and having major knee surgery is wild. that's where I've been. in bed

#completely torn acl + meniscus that ive been walking on for 7 months #agony #but its fixed now but recovery is still slow and painful and i cant go back to work yet obviously :(#its funny though the recovery is actually far less painful than what i was going through every day standing on it for 8 hours

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moreaujeans · 2 years ago

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my robot is hashtag not working again

#personal #the engineering chronicles #i mean it still moves and turns etc as far as i know lol that’s fixed but im trying to add sensors now #and the like sensor is just refusing to calibrate properly now that ive attached it to my robot ?? idk if it’s bc it’s too high up or what #but uh. this is a problem!#*line sensor #if i do not get this working by monday i will not be able to participate in the 400 pt midterm lmfao #but also it’s not As stressful bc my group has finally come to its senses and realized hey maybe we should not all be doing our own totally #separate things and straggling through all of it on our own so we do have backup plans worked out and we’re consolidating stuff etc #but still. zoinks #and my robot still has everything taped down instead of actually fastened bc the place to drill holes or mill new chasses is closed the #whole weekend including friday so. argjfjg #i don’t think that’ll be a major issue though obviously it’s not sustainable but it should be fine for what we’re doing on monday and then #i’ll have the rest of the week to make the necessary adjustments

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itsalwaysdark · 2 months ago

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ohh and when i have my apartment i might be able to start reading again Maybe maybe maybem

#i always say ill start reading again and then j always dont ans this is bc of a fundamental flaw in my character and im going to hell.#BUT maybe once i move out i can. and like look the thinf abt me is i always do this b4 a major life change im like Wow and once i move ill #fix all of my flaws and be happy and everything will be perfect and Obviously this doesnt happen lol. usually i get worse but you know #how itnis. i still hope ill actually be able to once i move out i rly wanna get better.... ik i can do it now and im doing like. little #things. its just difficult to do when im not By myself you know. the thing abt me is i need to be in complete and utter solitude to do #like basically anything

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dollgutted · 9 months ago

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tumblr is just gonna become my thought dump now that i can't use quotev to update everyone abt my interests and how i'm doing: and can i just say, i'm not doing well. i'm gonna throw a FIT actually. my doctor's appointment went pretty poorly, and i'm not really on the road to recovery at all, i'm still at the beginning basically.

crohns fucking sucks and i'm angry about it. it actively effects my daily life and i'm just sick and tired constantly. i want to feel better for once. i swear to fucking god, crohns is making my MDD worse. and to top it off, on these antibiotics i'm taking for my current crohns related inflammation problem, i can't take my antidepressants. so like, i can't even begin to manage my depression alongside managing my physical symptoms. and of course, the steroids they have me on to manage the physical symptoms? yeah that causes insomnia. which also worsens the depression. because i sit up all night thinking about any and everything when i should be sleeping. which in turn worsens my already existing daily fatigue that just comes with the territory of being disabled.

it is pure misery right now boys and there is no sun on the horizon. my doctor basically said there's nothing she can do to help me at the current moment because my insurance won't cover the tests i need, and i can't afford that shit out of pocket either, so it's just a waiting game. waiting until i get so bad i have to go back to the ER and they HAVE to take care of me out of necessity OR waiting for this new insurance to accept me and help me cover the tests. whichever comes first. sigh.

#im being a downer i know #happy ram will be back i promise #just let me be in my feels for a while ok?#i am just distraught #it feels like everytime something improves for me #it immediately takes five steps back #i moved and am happy!#oop suddenly crohns decides to murk me and put me in the hospital for a week :(#its so fucking stupid #i cant win man #“youre in remission!”#what a joke #my doctor kept praising me for being in remission #even though i told him multiple times it didnt feel like i was #bc i was still experiencing symptoms #especially fatigue and bowel symptoms #not to mention the severe joint pain #and yet he kept saying “no no youre getting better!” just bc there was no visible inflammation #make it make sense #i mean theres visible inflammation NOW #thats why i was in the hospital obviously #but they shouldve known my current meds werent fixing it #its just fucking lame idk #and this low fiber diet they have me following is fucking lame too #i know I KNOW i know i need it #im following it to a fucking T #but that doesnt make it easy or simple #i basically cant eat anything healthy or good for me #UGHHHH

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gothghostiie · 5 months ago

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thinking about something that happened to me while babysitting and I am unable to cope with it so obviously I have to make it something for yall

thinking about babysitter!reader being hired by price, you just go to check on the little one in their nursery. the baby is sleeping peacefully, you close the door - but the handle fucking breaks off. naturally you start to panic, the baby is in there all alone and you can't get in, so you call price in literal tears. telling him what happened, desperately scrambling around to look at the baby monitor. He tells you to take a breath, trying to get you to calm down, that its okay, he'll come home.

you're sat on the couch, crying in a panic while watching the blisfully unaware baby over the monitor until Price gets home. he comes in, making a beeline to the small utility room, then to the nursery. its an easy and quick fix, you definitely could have done it yourself you think as you watch over his shoulder. he opens the door quickly and sees the sleeping baby before closing the door with a chuckle and turning to you. you're still sniffling, babbling soft apologies, telling him youll understand if he doesn't pay or ever hires you again - but he shakes his head and leads you to the couch with him, sitting you down.

"sit, love. take a breath." he murmurs, vanishing to the kitchen, from where he comes back a minute later with a cup of tea that he hands you. sits down next to you, then gently pulls you into his side. "C'mere now. its alright bird, don't cry now."

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