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*grabs onto you* listen. VA-11 HALL-A is based in a dystopian city. the Project Moon verse is based in a dystopian city. both have plots about restrictive governments and civil unrest. both have plots about Robot AI laws. both have banger soundtracks and characters. VA-11 HALL-A has already had a crossover with a mobile game. do you see it. do you see the vision.
#va11halla-style AUs are GREAT for PM verse stuff come ON#if my character wasn't a manager insert I'd be running a bar on the edge of a Nest trying to deal with the Head's tax evasion laws#project moon#va 11 hall a#va11halla#spark talks about nothing of relevance#now that's what i call shitposting#anyway if you're a fan of the projmoon stuff try va11halla this is a polite request#come put 15000 amounts of optional karmotrine in every drink (affectionate)#also can you IMAGINE limbus team in Jill's bar#it'd be HELL
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I don't think I've ever hoped so bad that people would perceive me as absolutely pathetic. Like unfit to do anything. A wreck emotionally and/or physically.
#It's mandatory conscription time 🤮#Even though in the end it's not that serious#I'll probably die if they see me as fit#I don't want to lose 6 to 9 months#It'd be hell#The slight not completely negative thing I'm looking forward to tomorrow#Is that I wonder how they'll be when I show up#Cause I'm clearly not a woman (otherwise I wouldn't be here)#But also#Like I'm definitely not a man either#I don't pretend to be#So are they just gonna ignore it#Are they gonna say something#I'm curious
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Dazai, in Fifteen, described the act of living as "we breathe, eat, fall in love and die". Through that statement and a few subsequent incidents, like telling Oda planning someone's death was romantic, flirting with nearly every girl he sees, and his fixation with finding someone to commit a lover's suicide with, we can conclude Dazai is a deeply romantic man. Therefore, the REAL tragedy of soukoku as a pairing is that Dazai is a very romantic individual and will not, cannot let those feelings out with Chuuya of all people, due to the mostly antagonistic nature of their relationship. In this essay, I will-
#half-joking#listen i know it'd be cute and we can absolutely create the situation for it to work#but come on that first step is gonna be absolute hell to get past#dazai somehow manages to try something and chuuya starts yelling in both embarassement and ''ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME?''#solution: make a contest out of it#bsd#skk#soukoku#apparently i talk sometimes
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<– • –>
#zu art#comic#x-orcist#love and passion#priest!cross#herbalist!dream#demon!shattered#cross!sans#dream!sans#undertale#undertale au#utmv#hell o :)#jesus christ dream you look sick go take some medicine and sleep >:/#tbh I didn't want to make him look too horrifying like possessed ones do#it's not a horror story after all ;)#so have an ill-looking (handsome) man ∠( ᐛ 」∠)_#he knew we would come... <3#when you want to call a local doctor for the possessed one but huh. the local doctor is the possessed one.#ahhh it'd be cool if today (13th) was Friday heheh
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Team minato but rin and obito swap roles
Besties SWAP AU
Edit: forgor to add this
#rin nohara#obito uchiha#kakashi hatake#obito x kakashi#obkk#team minato#So like basically this au goes off like#when rin and obito were younger#theu like teached eachtoher jutsu#like how rin teaches obito medic ninjustu then vice versa#they soon like get interested in each other's field and decided#“hey wanna swap our roles?”#“hell yeah”#and then boom besties swap au#kakashi is just ????#since he hadn't really been keeping and touch#and is just like#wtf??#oh and Kushina is more involved in this au#trains both obito and rin cuz she like how they defying the shinobi norms or conformity smthin#first time seeing an uchiha as a medic!#obito:haha yeah fugaka looked like he was about to rip my balls of or something about not “following the uchiha tradition”#like cmon yknow how benefcial it'd be those with doujutsu being active in the medical field??#three tails rin#gotta give my girl rin some character y'know#lowkey hate how she's written in the canon#she just exists to die in the canon bro#not in this au#Obito and kakashi aren't really rivals here they jus mostly bicker#naruto besties SWAP au
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So, I know I'm a little (very) late to the AvA stuff, but I was rewatching AvM Season 3 for the seven hundredth time and, well, I noticed something and I'm curious to know if it's been discussed before.
AvM Episode 29, Purple's story, specifically, Pink's death.
Her color changes as she dies, or is represented to have died.
It fades to grey.
Now, the question is, can we, or rather should we, use this to infer anything lore-related? Was this just an artistic choice to depict the act of becoming unhealthy/dying, or could this be what actually happens to stick figures that die over a period of time? Are their colors linked to their health?
Let's have a bit of fun with it, and presume that the fading of one's color can happen to a stick figure for health-related reasons, as the scene could imply.
This fading seems to involve loosing the saturation of one's color into grey. Saturation is how vibrant a color is, and the complete lack of saturation is greyscale.
The World-of-Alan reason for Pink's death is that she 'got sick', which is where the health connection of this theory comes from. If she did loose her color as she was dying as the notes depict, that loss of color was likely a result of her failing health rather than any other factors, like age or outside variables. A whole bunch of human body stuff are indicators for good vs poor health, including skin color (jaundice and cyanasis are good examples) so why not a stick's color for them?
What if, when they fully die, they lose all of their original color?
Now, let me propose this…
Who else do we know of who has had their color loose vibrancy?
What if Victim's color has lightened because he's ill?
#I started this post because I was legitimately interested in how Pink's death was portrayed#And ended with with a Game Theory tier nonsense theory#“What is Victim's sick? Ignore the major ass-kicking he gave Chosen in Ep10 let's just contemplate this theory.”#That being said I am still very curious to see if there will be a canon/lore reason for it bc I think it'd be neat#Alternative victim's color crack theory: He's just old for a stick figure.#Bonus angst: King gets the flu at some point and his color dulls a little bit as he's sick and Purple freaks the hell out#bc he thinks King is dying like his mother#But King is totally confused he's just like “kid chill it's just the flu”-#alan becker#animation vs animator#animator vs animation#animation vs minecraft#ava#avm Pink#ava victim#Just for those people: I am aware the real reason Victim's color was changed was to differentiate him from TCO#I read the wikis before I post this sort of stuff
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Reunion
#meadowart#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#sifloop#i finished my second playthrough today#got 2hats obviously#and they made me ill again#couldn't stop thinking about their postgame meeting. i think it'd be pretty emotional at first. but once they processed everything they'd#just cling to each other and have a moment. maybe a long tender talk too#Sif looks different bc it's somewhat late postgame?? and i can't not think about Loop pointing out his change and feeling bitter because#they'll never get to change#(they will but they have to go through some thinking first okay)#hell yes i managed to load this#and even recovered the tags
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Hii!! So sorry for going on an absolute spree liking all of your posts ;; your art style is super expressive & I love the way you use crosshatching! As well as all your headcanons (you are so real abt cane user azul, i didnt realize how many cards he's sitting in!!)
I was curious, do you have any headcanons with Ruggie & Jamil? Especially with your N2 squad theories and their canon interactions durin GloMas, I'd love to see what you think of them~
First, never apologize for any liking/reblog/other spree, you have no idea how happy it makes me to have someone like what I do so much that they dig into my previous stuff!
And thank you so much for the compliments I'm ansbsjsbsjsn about them 💕
For Ruggie and Jamil, I have a whole bunch of different headcanons depending on the situations.
First their GloMas interaction gave me life. I found it so perfect, just the two of them finally letting their inner gremlins take over without worrying about their image. It was PERFECT !
I also love that their Signature Spells have the same "manipulation" base, but Ruggie is about the body while Jamil is about the mind. (I usually love adding Jade to the mix with his ability to force the truth out of others. I call the three of them the "Manipulation Gang". I'd love to see the three of them actually gang up some day.)
Jamil and Ruggie also have the same servants-to-spoiled-rich-kids background. I feel like they'd have the most terrible gossip while washing clothes or something. I just can't really imagine them not be friends of sorts. Just pestering about the latest wild nonsense their master has been up to, wondering if they should exchange their burdens (pre chap 6, Jamil would never agree after that) and just generally let the worst of them show to the other coz they don't mind.
In the context of the N2 Squad, Ruggie would definitely be a needed push for Jamil. The kind of "Please just date him, Leona’s mood is only getting worse and I'm tired and if I hear 'im moan about you once more I'm gonna murder you both" or something like that. Ruggie knows the inner workings of Leona, knows the inner workings of Jamil too from their laundry-gossip, and while I can imagine him strive in chaos he would immediately go complain to either Leona or Jamil if their turning around each other made his job harder. After the N2 Squad starts dating though, I can def imagine Ruggie try to profit off being friends with Jamil to get favors from Leona (and maybe Vil too coz why not?)
(Also Ruggie is def Jamil's first fan when it comes to cooking and always tries to have him give him spares from a previous party or whatever.)
#You have no idea how much I love any hint of friendship between Jamil and Ruggie#give me more of it#or hell give me some actual food for Jamil/Ruggie as a ship#Can you imagine all the domestic fluff with Jamil cooking for Ruggie and Ruggie bringing back whatever trinket he can find to gift Jamil ?#come on it'd be too cute#twisted wonderland#twst#art#my art#mello's drawings#jamil viper#ruggie bucchi#n2 squad#ask me anything
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everything is the same except Odile is the one looping
oh. heheheheh. muahahahaha. hold on *digs through my pile of disorganized sketches*
Odile loops au; a sketch compilation!!
Some old fic drabbles + associated sketches under cut (a6 secret spoilers):
hc: Since equipment carries over, as long as Odile uses her book in a fight, she can write down notes and have it carry over loops
toxic doomed yuri (for a more fleshed out fic I highly recommend The Sweetest Thing by soreimoon, it's amazing)
#isat#odile loops au#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat odile#odile timeloop au#congrats on unleashing the hell gates of odile looping au!!! I've thought about it a bunch!!!!!#contexts:#candy is a reference to sasasap i think. not sure if odile likes candy though#i think it'd be funny if odile struggled with understanding how shields work for a bit. she spends several loops asking mirabelle for help#I think odile would actually spend more time in the loops once she's sure she can just loop again. They're not actually in a rush after all#and she might as well maximize her loops#under cut:#she leaves all of her excess books with loop. Loop has another thing to do while waiting#yes loop is still you know who in this one#toxic doomed yuri is just very self indulgent teehee thanks discord folks#not depicted: I also think that the more loops she does the more she views them as experiments#with variables to control and test#that's where she starts falling off the deep end and start testing stuff like. not warning siffrin about the rock#(instantly regrets it though. loops back the first time she tries)#day 26 today?#A big one! Have funnn#you can tell some of these are really old by the different colored background lmfao#isat au
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Extremely late to the party, but look! Holmwood Foundation fanart!
In case you missed all the spam, this is about a cool little horror podcast project that's on its final couple days in which to raise funds for a full series, courtesy of @theholmwoodfoundation. They have episode 1 out as a teaser and it's extremely worth the listen if you're a Dracula fan who would like some media from people who actually read, understood, and enjoyed the book.
Their Kickstarter is here and they could really use a push in donations and general hype! It's got vampires and ghosts and supernatural archives and queer main characters and coerced camping trips on the moors, give or take some uninvited ghouls. Give them a listen and a hand if you can!
#it'd be so cool to have this to look forward to as well as Re: Dracula's Carmilla podcast next year#please god I need something to hold out for as Hell 2 begins post-January#anyway#my art#the holmwood foundation#dracula#horror#podcast#kickstarter#boost#jonathan harker#mina harker#jeremy larkin#maddie townsend#vampire#ghost
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“Hope”
VTA AU - #1
Word count: 5188 words
Reading time: ~15 mins
[‼️TW!: Implied decapitation, violence, suicidal ideation (?). Discretion is advised‼️]
Fic under the cut
They couldn’t keep their head in place.
And they tried, really hard. To keep it upright. It was stitched to their neck for a reason. But it had never actually depended on those strings to stay there.
It depended on the crown.
A crown that moments before had gingerly placed itself back on their god’s head, slowly taking away what little sliver of power remained within the Lamb along with it.
But they couldn’t rest just yet. They had to hold on for just a little longer. They had to listen to what their god had to say.
But even with how much the Lamb pushed down the ringing, they couldn’t hear a single word. Their god simply stared at them, silently. Clearly, this was what he was expecting would happen.
Clearly, this was what he wanted to happen. What they both knew would happen. What the Lamb so desperately hoped wouldn’t have to happen.
But naturally, they were wrong. Of course.
Slowly, they let their gaze fall back into the ground, pristine white sand now stained crimson, proof of their mortality; slowly slipping away.
Of course, of course.
They squeezed their eyes, slowly taking their hoofs away from their neck. There was nothing left to do. This was the end.
Of course, of course, of course.
A relief, he had said. They’d be finally fred from the role they were forced into playing. A leader. A prophet. A god-slayer. The last of their kind. The Lamb was no traitor, of course they were willing; how could they be not?
Back then, the Lamb had simply lowered their gaze, deep in thought.
“Promise?”
“Hmm?”
“That it’ll be the end?” And they looked up to their god, a tiny glimmer in their eyes.
Rest, rest at last. Their god had simply smiled back at them, a wide grin that exposed his sharp teeth.
“Yes” He replied, “I promise”
Still, the Lamb, unsure of what they truly wanted, had allowed themselves to hope. Entertain their selfish wishes for a while. Some pitiful way of self-comfort, they guessed. Maybe he’d change his mind. Maybe he’d let them stay by his side.
But when had hope ever been of any help to them?.
Hope hadn’t saved their kind. Hope hadn’t avoided their first death. And it certainly would not avoid this one.
Nothing would save them this time. Not hope. Not even their god.
A fool, the Lamb though, a bitter chuckle escaping their lips as they looked up to their god, one last time
I was a fool.
–
Two thumps on the ground. And then, the sound of chains breaking.
The god of death stared at the little lump in the ground, unmoving, unresponsive. A prophecy fulfilled. Just as he had willed it so.
His gaze softened, ever so slightly. “Rest now, vessel” He muttered, extending a clawed paw towards the lamb.
“You’ve earned it”
.
.
.
And they had. They truly had.
Still, it seemed like fate had different plans.
A small glimmer, and then another, and another, and another, until everything was filled with light—
And then, nothing.
SLAM!
Almost nothing.
They were supposed to be dead.
But in the way their body ached, and the way it had definitely slammed into the ground a few moments prior it was clear that was likely not the case. Not anymore at least. Their head spiraled, ears ringing, and they could faintly make out the sound of retching–Oh. It was them. They were quickly pulled out of their thoughts, vision clearing ever so slightly, only to be welcomed by the sight of wood, covered in some dark matter. Ichor. It was ichor. A…resurrection ritual? But who? Why? How? What happened?
A heart offered, a vow made–
No, no that wasn’t right. They weren’t focusing on the most important question. Where were they? The Lamb squinted, struggling to push themselves upright, with trembling arms. Everything felt hazy, yet not like before. No welcoming light, no peaceful silence, no warmth.
Just cold wooden floors. Like in their temple. Their temple…
Their temple?
Their thoughts were interrupted again by yet another wave of ichor up their throat. They coughed, hands curling into fists. They felt a light touch on their shoulder. Great. Now they were choking.
“–to the side, it’ll be easier like that.”
What?
They tried looking in the direction the voice–likely belonging to the one that performed the ritual–came from, yet they were given a soft pat in the back, reminding them they still had something else to worry about. What had the voice said? Side–Turn to the side–? So they tried, yet it only caused them to lose balance, almost falling face first into the ichor-stained floors, if not for the other person holding them upright.
Finally–after roughly 13 seconds–, they were able to compose themselves. The other one present seemed to notice as well, swiftly removing their hands from the Lamb and standing once more. A paw was extended towards them in place, likely to help the lamb on their feet.
Their hoof was halfway towards reaching the paw when their gaze finally cleared enough to make out who was offering it to them.
Four red eyes stared down at the Lamb. Silently. Their god stood before them, the crown–in the form of a snake–curled around his shoulders.
The Lamb froze. No, no, it couldn’t be-
“My–My Lord” They blurted out. Their god tilted his head sideways, as if amused. The Lamb rose to their feet in a quick motion, ignoring the hand held out in front of them.
What. Why. How. Why. How. Why. Why. Why–
Their god was talking. They should listen. They couldn’t listen. Their ears were ringing, their head was spinning. There were too many questions. They felt like they were gonna throw up again. Their breath paced up. They couldn’t think. Their eyes fixed on the ground. On the runes. They were wrong. They–
Oh, that’s it.
Their god seemed to notice their discomfort, taking a step towards them. “Lamb–”
“My Lord, you– you made a mistake”
“Pardon me?”
The Lamb looked up, red eyes meeting their own, already settled on a reasonable explanation to what was going on. “You…tried to do the resurrection ritual, yes?” They continued, ever so calmly
“Not tried, it worked. Now if you–”
“Well surely you must’ve done something wrong- you brought me back, not whatever follower of ou- of yours that you were aiming for”
“Lamb–”
‘This runes here. They are all wrong. But don’t worry, I’ll help you fix it.” Their eyes scanned around the floor, fixing on a little red spot in the corner of the room. Chalk. “There, we just change this a bit and…done! Should work adequately now.” The Lamb made their way to their god, still talking,
“Now you just turn the crown into a dagger, kill me again, and you should be good to go.” The Lamb smiled, fidgeting with their hoofs. Their god looked down at the now changed runes, and then back at them, unamused.
“So..?”
“I didn’t make a mistake.”
“…I’m sorry?”
“I didn’t make a mistake, vessel. The ritual worked as it was supposed to.” He continued, brows lifting slightly. “It was meant to resurrect you. Not some other follower. You”
…Them.
He resurrected them. Meaning to resurrect them. Going all the way to change the base structure of the ritual so he could ensure it was them who was brought back. Them. No one else. Them. Them.
The lamb’s hoofs started to shake, eyes widening, an ever so familiar warmth spreading through their chest. They shook their head, struggling to find the next words. “But…Why?”
Hope. Tiny, foolish hope.
“Because” Their god closed his eyes, sighing. “I still have need of you.”
Hope–
“ Your duty is not over.”
–Gone.
Of course.
What else had they ever been, but a tool? Merely to be used, like a pawn upon a chess board. Yet the pawn could feel every stab, every kill, every time they were taken off the board, only to be pulled back again and again until the players decided they were bored, and had had enough.
A tool, simply to be toyed around with.
The lamb took a step back. Memories flooding into their head. A conversation. A wide grin, showing sharp teeth. A promise. Rest. Rest at last. Cut short. Hope. Cut short as well. Acceptance. Warmth. Calm. Peace. All gone.
All gone.
Their gaze widened, mouth opening and closing like a fish before they were able to blurt something out.
“It’s not–But, but you said–”
He lied.
“And I misspoke, vessel.”
Of course he did.
“At the gate, you said–”
He went back on his words.
“My word is final.”
He broke his promise.
“What more could you possibly want from me?!” The Lamb snapped, causing Narinder and the snake-crown to flinch ever so slightly. Oh, they were getting themselves killed again for this. Good. “What haven’t I done for you?! I gave you my life, I gave you my death, my everything! I killed, I lied, I bribed, I stole–Everything you asked, I did! No questions asked, never!”
The god’s gaze sharpened. “Exactly. You performed your duties masterfully. Almost flawlessly. So that’s why I expect you to help clean up this…mess we caused.”
“What are you talking about?? What “mess”? Your siblings are dead, you are free, you have a faithful following–Has your greed for power truly made you that blind?!” The Lamb groaned in desperation, a little horrified with the satisfaction they felt when a look of annoyance spread through Narinder’s face.
“That is no way to talk to your god.”
“I am aware” The lamb took a step forward. And another. And another. Until they were standing right in front of Narinder. “So what will you do? Surely you won’t accept such blasphemy, will you?”
“Lamb–”
They chuckled, hysteria seeping through their words ”Go on, kill me again. See how I care.”
“Do not speak such–”
“Do it! Kill me!”
“SILENCE!!!” Narinder’s voice rang out through the entire temple, loud, divine; the crown positioning itself on his head, spikes stretched. His tone clearly not meant for mortal ears to hear. Mortal ears such as the lamb’s, who covered them and bent over in pain, wincing. This seemed to snap Narinder out of his anger, being replaced with worry as he reached an arm out towards the Lamb, only to pull it back just as fast “Listen. I– This isn’t what I was planning either.” He sighed.
The Lamb looked up, hoofs no longer pressing as hard against their ears. “What?”
The crown on his head returned to its usual form. Narinder looked up for a second before talking. “It’s been eight summers since you laid down your life at my feet. Eight summers that the cult has prospered in your absence. Yet last week I was contacted by a nameless merchant whom I hadn’t seen in more than one millennia. They demanded I…free my siblings from the punishment I bestowed upon them.”
The Lamb scoffed, fully lowering their arms and folding them in front of their chest. “So? Why don’t you? Too much for your ego to handle?”
“I can’t”
“You what?”
Narinder looked up at the Lamb, eyes fixing on theirs. “After I was freed from my chains I…There was a shift in my power. It’s not as strong as it is before. I can no longer access my realm.”
“As if you had been, what, cut off?”
“Precisely. Yet even after I informed them, the merchant pressed forward, saying it was my responsibility to do so. They told me without access to my realm I’d have to traverse their domains and slay them again.”
“Well? They said it themselves. It's your responsibility. How do I fit into this?” The Lamb’s gaze sharpened.
“I’m getting there.” Narinder straightened his posture, clearing his throat. He looked at the Lamb, mirroring the look he gave them when they first met, after the Lamb’s first death. A crowned deity, and a curse-bearing sacrifice.
“Lamb, I bestow upon you the honor of serving your god once again. You shall crusade the lands of the Old Faith a second time, slay the Bishops in my name…and, even if they clearly don’t deserve it, free them from the punishment I gave them, for I have given you life anew and you shall pledge it to me. In the meantime, you shall return to your duties as a cult leader and take care of the flock. Naturally, I’ll be here to assist you if it is needed. Are we clear?” The god smiled placidly, looking down at the Lamb–
–Who stared back at him with such intensity he almost felt their gaze was weighing him down, as if they couldn’t believe what they were hearing. Perfect. Narinder thought. Now that his vessel’s initial confusion had been cleared, surely they wouldn’t have a problem moving onwards. They shall crusade together and spread his word far and wide. All shall pledge themselves to the cult. Side by side, just like they wanted.
“Is that it?” The Lamb asked, quietly, unsure.
“Yes.” It is what we want, is it not? “That’s it”
Silence.
The Lamb looked down. Slowly, after what felt like an eternity, they extended a hoof towards Narinder, gently placing it on his cheek, lifting their gaze towards him. Tired eyes looked into his. The god felt goosebumps crawl up his spine, but he let them have their way.
“...Vessel–”
SLAP!
Next thing he knew, he was on the ground. They were both on the ground. And the Lamb–
“YOU UNGRATEFUL ASSHOLE!!”
–Was punching him, continuously. Narinder tried to grab their fists, yet his paws were held down. The lamb was yelling, but Narinder couldn’t focus on half the words they said. He considered turning the crown–which was nearly knocked off his head–into a weapon, yet as soon as the thought crossed his mind,he decided against it. He didn’t want to hurt the Lamb.
“Stop this! Calm down!” He tried instead.
“Calm down? Calm down?!” The Lamb yelled back. Still punching, still speaking nonsense.
Yet with every punch they delivered, it looked as if they were the ones receiving the hit, not Narinder. Ichor stained the ground once anew, as the god and his vessel struggled. Narinder had never seen the Lamb this angry. Not when they were crusading, not when they were facing their siblings, not when dealing with dissenters. They always managed to keep themselves composed, always with a calm expression on their face. Nor happiness, nor sorrow, nor fear, nor anger.
The god knew his words had caused them to snap. Yet he failed to grasp the why of it. He was giving them what they wanted. Eternity is to be spent in company. Once upon a time the Lamb would’ve been overjoyed hearing this news. Last time he saw them he knew they would’ve been. Last time–
Narinder felt something wet fall into his face. He looked up. Tears were falling from his attacker’s eyes. His own widened slightly. The Lamb’s eyes were filled with pain and desperation. Betrayal. Rage.
Directed at him.
And it clicked.
“You just don’t get it, do you?! What wouldn’t I have done?! How far wouldn’t I have gone?! Where wouldn’t I have followed, had you just said the word?! And yet you threw it away, you– you–!”
And they stopped.
Narinder wasn’t fighting back anymore. He simply stared up at the Lamb, arms to his sides in defeat.
“Calm down.” He tried again, softly. It’s alright. He lifted his paw towards the lamb, placing it on their shoulder and giving them a gentle push backwards. The Lamb complied, getting off Narinder and quickly pushing themselves back until they reached a wall, knees against their chest.
Narinder stood up, hesitating before approaching the lamb, slowly, paw outstretched towards them.
“Vessel–”
“Go away.” They interrupted, voice muffled.
Narinder was not going to argue with that. He stepped away, back towards the entrance of the temple, sparing one final glance at the lamb before he disappeared through the door.
It was cold outside.
The Lamb looked up to the door, confirming that they were alone. Only then did they move away from the wall, opting to sit on the small stairs that led to the platform instead. They recalled the countless times they had given sermons from the lectern, preaching the word of their god, wholeheartedly believing the words they spoke; unaware of the fate which awaited them.
They sighed, tears pooling at their eyes once anew.
There was no way to avoid it, was there? They could fight it all they wanted, but it wouldn’t change the outcome. No matter what they did they would be shoved back into their role. A leader. A prophet. A god-slayer. The last of their kind. The devoted vessel of the god of death. Rest was not something possible for them. Maybe it would never be.
There was a time where they would’ve been happy with it. Where they would’ve gladly taken eternity if it meant to remain by their god’s side. But what was that if not a lie? So they tried something else. Maybe he had skipped some details, but it was okay. They’d see their kin again, they’d know peace.
But that too, was a lie.
The silence continued for a while, until the doors of the temple opened once more. The lamb didn’t even bother looking up, they knew who it was. Quiet footsteps approached them, and then stopped. Something warm—a blanket?—was placed on their back.
“...It’s cold” Narinder said, hands lingering on their shoulders for a couple seconds, before he pulled them back.
The lamb looked up at him momentarily, and then back down.
“Get out of my sight” Was all they muttered, waiting for the sound of footsteps exiting once again. But it didn’t come. Instead, the Lamb heard a shuffling noise to their side, black fur visible from the edge of their vision.
“…You don’t want to do it” He acknowledged.
“You won’t let me refuse, will you?”
“...”
“Of course” The lamb scoffed, pulling at the blanket–No, it was a cloak–around their shoulders. They both fell quiet, sitting side by side, only illuminated by the light the crown–and partly, Narinder’s eyes–emitted.
After some minutes, Narinder spoke again. “Listen. There is something else.”
The Lamb continued to stare at the ground, completely ignoring Narinder.
The god sighed, and pressed forward. “Before my liberation, I thought you had destroyed the crowns of my siblings after you defeated them, or taken them back to the cult grounds as trophies to mark your victory over—“
“I don’t know how to destroy a crown, my Lord. And taking it back to the cult grounds was too risky. Might’ve gotten some crazy follower that could try to use its powers.” The Lamb interrupted, in a low voice.
“Then what did you do?”
“As far as I’m concerned, the crowns destroyed themselves after I took the hearts of the Bishops. I didn’t see them after the battle.”
Narinder hummed, reaching for the crown in his head and taking it in his hands. “There’s been sightings of miracles and impossible acts outside of the cult grounds. And we both know that couldn’t have been you��
“Who knows, maybe the Red Crown was thrown off balance and now it’s causing all this mess” The Lamb tapped their hoof against the ground, already having a vague idea of where this was going.
“What I’m meaning to say is—“
“You think the crowns fell into the hands of mortals who aren’t worthy of their powers?” The Lamb interrupted.
Narinder frowned slightly “Yes. And I could’ve dealt with that myself hadn’t your following been so stubborn”
“Ha, they don’t like you?”
“Nonsense! They fear and worship me…yet their loyalties remain elsewhere”
“You tried asking my disciples for help, didn’t you.” The Lamb stated, not asking.
“…”
“You knew they’d only listen to me” The Lamb muttered, mostly to themselves. They sighed “You want me to convince them to help you, yes?”
“Lamb, if the crowns were to fall in the wrong hands, hands that do not know how to make use of them, or worse, do know— the results would be catastrophic”
“Hmm…hands like yours?”
“Does the world around you look like destruction and chaos, Lamb?” He was starting to lose his patience. No. He couldn’t. Last time that happened he had accidentally blinded a follower. He took a deep breath. He couldn’t see clearly, but he could’ve sworn the Lamb was smiling.
“I have a proposal.” Narinder said after a few seconds, calmer. “If you do this, I’ll…consider giving you something in return.”
“Consider?”
“I’ll be indebted to you, Lamb”
Their hoofs twitched. “You’ll let me ask for something in return?”
“One thing. Whatever you wish for. And then, If it’s still what you want, I shall send you back to my realm. Sounds reasonable?” he looked at them, a patient look in his eyes.
The Lamb looked back at him, ready to deny the offer, yet their gaze quickly fell towards the cloak Narinder was wearing. They hadn’t noticed it before. It was white, with accents in red and yellow that complimented his fur. Soft and warm, perfect for the winter. Woven carefully in the hopes it’d be of their god’s liking and comfort. Even with the dim illumination, they’d recognize it anywhere.
Crafted from their own wool, for their one and only god.
I guess what I’m trying to say is—
“...It gets pretty cold during winter.” They muttered instead, voice trembling.
Whatever you need, I’ll be there.
“It does.” Narinder replied softly.
They fell quiet again, caught up in a moment in the past. The last death before fighting Shamura, the Lamb remembered. They had brought the cloak to their god, if only to show it to him, see how he would react.
“But…It’s too small” Their god had said, a little unsure. The Lamb chuckled, their expression not changing
“I don’t see the problem! You can shrink down at will, can you not?”
Oh, how filled with hope had they been back then. How badly did they want to show their god the wonders of the realm above. How faithful, how foolish.
The Lamb looked back up at Narinder, hoofs trembling. Maybe, just maybe… “Whatever I wish for…you’ll do it? You’ll really do it?”
“You crusade, you convince your disciples, you have my word.” But that means close to nothing now, doesn’t it?
The Lamb fell quiet, considering their options, which weren’t many, they knew this was a deadend. Might as well take the offer before it’s gone. They stood up, looking down at Narinder. “Alright.” They gave in. “I’ll do it”
Narinder smiled, standing up as well. “Then so be it”
“However–”
“However?”
The Lamb tapped their hoof on the ground. “I won’t last a single crusade without at least a weapon. Got one in mind?”
Narinder looked at them, and then started walking towards the lectern. “Better than that, actually” He said, picking up a fancy–looking cup and walking back towards the lamb, placing it in their hoofs. “Here, hold this.”
The Lamb did, a little wary.
“See, back when I was still a Bishop,” Narinder started, willing the crown into a small dagger. “We had a certain problem, in which our disciples would become almost obsolete after just a couple years of service.” He pressed the blade into his palm, slicing a clean cut, ichor coming out and sliding down his hand. “It was pitiful, really. They might have been fully devoted to us, yet at the end of the day, they were only mortal. How could they ever hope to keep up with gods?”. He positioned his paw directly above the cup, letting the ichor fall into it, slowly filling it up.
“Yet instead of simply accepting this, we came up with a method, a way for them to grow stronger alongside us, that would also allow us to lend them some of our power. This was a honor reserved only for the most faithful of our following, and a new title was bestowed upon those who received that blessing–”
“The witnesses?” The Lamb asked, eyes locked with the cup.
“Indeed.” Narinder said, pulling his paw back away from the cup, not bothering with the cut; he knew it would heal in less than an hour.
“So” They started toying around with the cup. “I drink this and become a super creepy-looking giant creature that’ll be devoted to you forever?”
“The beastly form was something achieved through mass sacrifice, Lamb. I thought you’d know that much” Narinder rolled his eyes. “You’ll simply reach a state similar to that of when you wielded the crown. Your devotion should be high enough to not blow up into bits.”
“Huh” The Lamb said, and lifted up the cup above their head, eyes locking with Narinder’s. They chuckled lightly, clearing their throat before talking. “And so the Lamb, twice betrayed, chooses to put their trust in the god that denies them rest once anew! Shame on them.” They exclaimed, pressing the cup to their smiling lips.
“Cheers”
They drank the entire cup in one gulp, coughing lightly before placing it back into Narinder’s paws. They squeezed their eyes, waiting for the stomach-churning pain that would surely overcome them for drinking the blood of a god. And they waited. And waited. But nothing came.
“Let me guess. Waiting for the gut-wrenching pain?”
“...”
“Don’t worry about that. As I said before, your devotion is high enough to safely consume ichor. Mine, at least” Saying that, Narinder’s gaze wandered upwards, towards the Lamb’s head. “Andd….there it is”
“There is…?” But the Lamb didn’t even need to finish their sentence. They could feel its presence. A light colored halo was now gingerly placed atop their head, emanating a very faint glow. “...So that’s the thing that appeared on the kids’ heads”
“Your disciples?” Narinder inquired, yet only received silence in response.
The Lamb poked their halo, seemingly already disinterested in the god standing in front of them. Some seconds later they heard the doors of the temple open and close, glad the god had understood the memo. The temple was filled with silence.
A voice in the Lamb’s head told them they felt a little lonely now.
“...I like it better like this” They lied.
They sat back down, this time behind the lectern, and closed their eyes, focusing on the new flow of energy inside them. It was nice. They wondered if it would have the same effects as the crown. Would they need to eat? Sleep? They missed doing that. They missed normal meals, at least. Normal meals that weren’t—
The doors of the temple opened once again, and the cat walked in, this time with a candle in hand. He looked outside for a second and then back at the Lamb.
“What is it now?” The Lamb said, rather annoyed, standing up from the spot they had been meditating in.
Narinder’s eyes shifted between the door and the Lamb. He finally stepped away, opening the doors a little, as if to let someone in “I figured you’d like some company aside from me”
The Lamb was about to ask if he had gone mad when they saw three familiar faces walk in through the door. They froze. Halos that mirrored their own upon their heads, looking at the Lamb with wide eyes, almost as if they couldn’t believe what they were seeing.
“Kids?” They asked softly, taking a small step towards the figures.
One of them–A deer–stepped forward, almost hesitantly. “Leader…? Is…is it really you?” The other two followed suit, looking at the Lamb expectantly.
“Yes–” The lamb chuckled “Yes, yes–! And–And you guys…you–Oh, come here–!” They opened their arms, the three disciples running towards them and wrapping their arms–and wings–around them, in a bone crushing hug. The Lamb laughed. The disciples laughed too. The god of death looked at them from the distance, a small smile appearing on his lips as well, which he forced down just as quickly.
“Look at you three! I almost didn’t recognize you!” The Lamb stepped back, their gaze moving from one disciple to another. “Pam–Oh, what happened to your beak?” They focused on one of them, a teal bird, worry appearing in their face.
The bird–Pam, simply laughed “Got it from a dissenter! He smashed a glass bottle hard into my beak! Certainly didn’t know who they were messing with!” She nudged the lemur, who also laughed. “Sylvie here punched him square in the face right afterwards! Knocked the poor bastard out!”
The lemur, Sylvie, blushed lightly upon the comment “Well–It was still Pam who dealt with him..”
“And then I had to come and fix the mess you were causing.” The deer popped in, a look of playful annoyance in his face. “Fancy me almost single-handedly keeping this cult from burning down for the last few years” He continued. Pam rolled her eyes.
“Oh yes Dipal, what would we do without you?”
“Paperwork. Loads of it.”
“Yuck, you’re right Syl. Seems like we’ll have to be stuck with him forever”
“HEY!”
The Lamb simply continued to laugh at the comments their disciples made. They sighed and patted their shoulders. “Alright, Alright, how about we take this back to my tent and you tell me all about the last couple years, hm?” The disciples looked back at them. “Unless my tent is already occupied?”
“It is not” Narinder popped in, leaning against a pillar. “It’s been left untouched since…since you last used it. Only the occasional offering left outside of it instead of the statue”
“Statue?” The Lamb muttered, a little confused.
“It was built after The One Who Waits was fred” Sylvie explained “A way to honor you. It is also where you were originally buried..”
“Original– What do you–?”
“Alright!! Let’s take it back to the tent! Oh! Surely, we should have some hot camellia tea left.” Pam interrupted, pushing Sylvie and the Lamb towards the entrance of the temple. Dipal followed along. One by one, they exited the temple, until only the Lamb and Narinder remained. The Lamb stopped for a second, hoof on the door.
They looked at him.
Really, really looked at him.
Red eyes met their own. Just as tired. The Lamb sighed. “Go get some rest. If not for your sake, then my own” Was all they said, exiting the temple and scooting towards where their disciples were.
“You won’t believe half the things that happened after you were gone. It’s crazy!”
“And the paperwork…Oh the paperwork…I haven’t gotten a day of proper sleep in years”
“Dippy, you’ve been complaining about that even before the Leader…uh…left”
“Because it’s true. You two lazy heads don’t even try to help me–”
“Calm down you three, I’m sure you all had loads of stuff to deal with…”
“...”
Narinder watched them go, exiting the temple, yet heading in a different direction than the one that led to his hut.
Maybe he’d pray a little tonight.
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[Comics offer a different perspective of certain events...]
damn i really wonder who is narrating huh.
Anyways OH BOY. WHAT AN UPDATE. What's to happen next? Will they get along? Will the Lamb attempt to murder Narinder? What's up with the disciples? And the crowns?!? Where are they?
With time, we shall know....And so concludes the second installment of the VTA au! Until next time :3
And then they kiss kiss fall in love
#vows to ash au#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#narilamb#true devotion#boy oh boy was this hell to work in.#nah jkjk it was awesome#cotl fanart#cotl comic#cotl au#cotl oc#not all updates will have comics btw. If they did it'd make my head explode
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milgram season 1 and season 2 mv art style comparison!
#not posting this on my edits blog bc i haven't edited anything#i wanted to adjust the brightness and the colors a little but then i thought#that it'd make more sense if i kept the original colors#also i don't want to edit akaa mv ever again. i hate it i hate it it's so dark#YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH NINE CIRCLES OF HELL TO MAKE IT LOOK GOOD#DON'T GET ME WRONG THIS MV IS ONE OF MY FAV ONES BUT N O T WHEN IT COMES TO EDITING#also this isn't about which art style is better or anything#i just wanted to compare them and see how the art style has developed and thought it'd be fun to see#milgram#milgram spoilers#deep cover spoilers
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In hell you're on wheel of fortune and you know the answer but every time you spin you hit lose a turn, but the other contestants keep shouting out letters that aren't in the puzzle so hope springs eternal
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hey so like- how did Germa 66 avoid talking about sanji??? Did they never get questioned on their numbering scheme? How did they cover it up??? We've got number 0, 1, 2, and 4 and they expect nobody is going to wonder what happened to 3? I'm just imagining that they go out and someone asks "hey where's number 3?" there are so many great responses to that; "We don't talk about number 3" "he hasn't been the same since... THE ACCIDENT" "what's 3" "he's on vacation right now" "he's off doing his own thing" "We're not on speaking terms" "he's not invited to family reunions anymore" all of these are correct responses and completely true and I think we need to acknowledge that.
#I'm not like fully caught up but it'd be funny as hell if Sanji's germa persona was actually a self fufilling prophecy of their excuses#“Yea number 3 is actually our super secret operative”#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#obligatory vinsmoke sanji because he's blackleg sanji get it right#germa 66#vinsmoke family#vinsmoke siblings#runner up is that they just deadpan stare at the asker#one piece#by not fully caught up I mean I'm still at wholecake but I'm at the end and I've like#seen stuff about sanji's germa 66 thing
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I CANT TAKE THIS I CANT TAKE THIS I CANT TAKE THIS
#if i was on twitter oh..... ohhhhhhhhh it'd be hell#rottmnt comic spoilers#rottmnt comic#idk what to tag this as guys i am so sorry#tmnt 40th anniversary#tmnt 40th anniversary spoilers
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Another interesting parallel between Wyll and Gale is that they have both lived quite some time without any fucking privacy.
I don't need to elaborate on Wyll because, you know, Mizora. But also, at the Stormshore Tabernacle, Gale says that Mystra is omniscient. This implies that throughout their entire relationship, she always knew what Gale was thinking - what he thought and felt about her, every time he lied to her, whenever he was upset with her, every less-than-amenable-to-her-wishes thought he ever had. It's enough to drive someone mad, when you think about it. How much did Gale fruitlessly police himself when it came to how he thought of Mystra, afraid that he would disappoint or anger her? How much did he beat himself up over his own thoughts and feelings, knowing he couldn't hide it from her? Did he ever fear that she would use any of his thoughts to hurt him, the way Mizora obviously does with Wyll? Do they bond over that?
And in turn, how would this affect their relationship? Wyll has never been in one before and has been quite starved for any intimacy for the longest time; all he had was Mizora fucking with him 24/7. This means that, functionally, he hasn't had any lasting ties to anyone who wasn't capable of reading his thoughts and knowing where he was at all times in the last 7 years. And god knows how long Gale's been with Mystra, as well
Do they subconsciously expect the other to know what they're thinking? If the other ever asks, do they automatically tense up, assuming it's some sort of test or that a punishment (for Wyll) or disappointment (for Gale) is coming? If the other says what they're feeling, do they register that as an order? Is it hard for them to remember to tell each other certain things, because they cannot in fact read minds, at least not after they lose the tadpoles? (That's another thing too, they HAVE been able to read each other's minds from the moment they first met).
I've always felt like communication issues would be the #1 problem in their relationship, because, as much as they're both quite direct and open about their feelings, they also feel the need to constantly put up a front and prove themself to their lover. But this adds a new layer to it - unintentionally keeping each other in the dark about certain things, really basic things, because they're unused to having to say them out loud. And potentially being upset that they have to say difficult things out loud, as if it's some exercise in humiliation, which it likely was with Mizora/Mystra. Potentially assuming the other did something they weren't okay with knowingly, because that was always the case before. Almost guaranteed to being so out of practice having to voice their feelings to be understood that they don't know where to begin, or what to say, and feel stupid over it.
Of course, it helps that the other is going through the exact same thing. I'm sure they can figure that one out, as soon as they can express everything I mentioned above.
But it does make for an interesting dynamic in their early days, and one of the many facets of their communication issues. Also one of the many ways in which they can heal together from their respective traumas, so different in nature yet so similar in effects over their psyches.
#i love bladeweave because. they are so perfect for each other! but they could only make it work if they fought like hell#to unlearn their abuse and have healthier outlooks on themselves#like. it would be SO difficult. and they'd have such huge challenges to overcome. but the payoff would be so so worth it#loving each other is so easy but staying with each other would be so hard#they'd try though. and it'd only make them better and kinder on themselves#ough. chewing glass#bg3#baldurs gate 3#baldur's gate 3#gale dekarios#wyll ravengard#bladeweave#meta#overflowing trashcan
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