#It’s YEAR 4. And I’m this close 🤏

[canichangemyblogname]

I need a truffle and a large goat milk to complete the community center in my main SDV save and it’s driving me nuts because those are fairly late-game items. I need to upgrade my barns to the max and buy pigs to complete it.

[discluded]

This is so random….but I have distanced myself from the KP fandom and occasionally I’ve been checking on MA only …yesterday tho I was going through some of my saved clips on TikTok and I saw some of their old clips and I almost got emotional 🥲

The way that they were so awkward in the beginning..how at the mer mention of FS they cringed… sure they would say out of pocket stuff but still very tame compared to so many other CF who would literally kiss 😳 at fan meets and stuff …. But they would literally talk circles around the reporters who were asking weird couple questions… they would tell the fans how weird their FS requests were… they were so upfront about the whole ordeal that it makes me laugh at how ppl take what they do now as FS and I’m like … how is two people being so comfortable with each other that they are letting their guard down, is considered FS….like those two are so embarrassing sometimes bc it’s like dumb & dumber but like cute you know and it’s so refreshing to see. And you can see through old clips how embarrassed Apo would be when asked to “act” cute… but now you don’t even have to ask him he’s just so cute and it’s not an act he actually feels flustered and giggles so shyly and the urge to cuddle him and BBG him is there but like…it’s so natural you know….. like in this clip 👇🏽🥹🤏🏽

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT81L1sdj/

“MOM I LOVE HIM” ❤️

And all of this is a result of how comfortable he is around Mile and how he just naturally acts that way around him and it’s such a constant thing your able to see on the far and few bts clips that are shared of them that it’s just a MA dynamic and it’s bc they are at a point in their relationship that it’s just them being them. And you can see how they are not trying to “sell” us a cf bc they are not constantly attached at the hip and sharing pics of each other on the contrary….on the few occasions that they do share pics it’s either a single shot or a promotional pic for a event that they are going to have… and if we do find out that hey are together or hanging out it’s bc a fan meets them or later after months and months pass they will post something that betrays them. Other than that they will hold and keep those moments to themselves bc that’s how dear they hold them in their hearts 🤧 and with this I will leave some of my fave vids 🥹❤️

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT81LP3Ln/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT81LYXd5/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT81LFr8L/

I have so many more but I’ll stop here 🙈❤️

Links to the tiktoks!

1 | 2 | 3 | 4

I'm glad you are taking care of your health and enjoying fandom the way that suits you best. Distancing yourself from noisy toxic people + checking in and enjoying things is a perfect way to enjoy fandom.

And yes, it's so lovely to see the growth of their relationship from tentative and trying to understand each other more. As I always say, they're living this the same time as us -- i was shocked when I looked back to stuff I was even around for and seeing how far they and we've come from there.

Anyway, enjoy your break from fandom! Hope you'll pop back around with Man Suang and the second project for this year 😁

(if you missed the translation on this one: Q - are you and mile close? A - not really 🤣🤣🤣)

[vroomvroomvroommf]

How did I do on my full grid finishing position predictions… honestly better than expected:

p1: Piastri = NAILED IT

p2: Leclerc = YESSSS

p3: Norris (hey siri what is delusion) +1 actually was close just one position too high… gonna continue with delusion cause ITS WORKING

p4: Hamilton (his ass will probably be on fire- mercedes please figure this out he doesn’t literally need to be in the hot seat) +5 damn didn’t see the pit lane start coming 🤞 Singapore will be better

p5: Russell (possibly a dnf but he’s had a lot of bad luck lately so I’m wishing him a clean race) -2 George 🤝 being in the right place to inherit podium finishes after late race crashes this year. Glad he had some good luck today

p6: Sainz +12 dang that crash was unfortunate. He was driving well today

p7: Albon (🤞🏻) = HAHAHA ALBON POINTSSSSSSS

p8: Perez (feel like this might actually be too low but 🤷🏼‍♀️) + 9 again such an unfortunate crash. Could’ve probably gotten p2 without it

p9: Bearman (PLEASE) + 1 STILL GOT POINTS I AINT MAD!!!

p10: Colapinto (PLEASE PLEASE) -2 I underestimated him! SUCH A GOOD DRIVE. 10 points for Williams is a crazy haul!

p11: Hulkenburg = So close to points 🤏 but nailed that prediction

p12: Tsunoda 🚫 DNF such bad luck today. Hopefully he gets some better luck next week

p13: Riccardo = WOW I got more predictions right than I thought

p14: Bottas + 2 wow didn’t expect Zhou to actually finish ahead (is that the first time this year??? What happened to Bottas to be a lap down???)

p15: Ocon (DNF) = position is right but not a DNF (honestly was just expecting the car to give up on him… crazy that he is UPGRADING to a Haas next year… never thought that’d be the case. My how Alpine have fallen. Only giving myself half a point

p16: Zhou (DNF) -2 didn’t expect him to finish AHEAD of Bottas

p17: Stroll (DNF) +2 but hey he did actually DNF soooo… only was technically wrong cause he classified p19. Giving myself half a point

p18: Alonso (DNF) -12 oops…. Honestly just wasn’t expecting him to make it out of lap 1 turn 1. But good race today!

p19: Verstappen (DNF- if not a dnf than in the top 4) -14 this prediction was solely vibes… had red bull not messed with the setup last minute I think he may have made top 4. He is really struggling at the moment and I don’t see Singapore going any better…

p20: Gasly (DNF) -8 again just thought the Alpines would just crap out

I’m guessing 2-3 Safety Cars or VSC’s and 1 red flag 🚫 Honestly it was much less chaotic than I was expecting but was a great race overall!!!

Correct predictions: 6/20 Honestly not bad for predicting a full grid 🤷‍♀️

[overheaven]

hhnnnnn

MFA program interview tomorrow (it's almost 4am now so technically today but shh)

honestly. i think i’m more nervous about what will happen if i'm accepted this time than the interview itself. the interview... i've been through it once, & my interviewing skills are good if i say so myself. but idk until last wednesday i had more or less accepted the idea that an mfa wasn't meant for me in this lifetime. i still WANTED it but i accepted that i might not get it— who do i get rec letters from 2, 5, 10 years down the line, when i’ve likely been just in the workforce and not a community that could speak to my art & study skills? what do i put in my portfolio if i’m too disabled to get out & find studios & make the art i’d want to create a graduate thesis out of?

but now i've got this opportunity and like. yeah you can be cynical about it & say they're filling a quota or maybe this is their M/O every year to bait more applicants & inflate numbers… but idk i’m trying to stop those suspicious, paranoid thoughts because they’re based in insecurity & hurt.

when a dept. head emails me the day before the deadline and says 'we were looking at past applicants and invite you to apply again; just reuse your previous application' and they offer me an interview the day after i send that and a few new materials, i need to think ‘yeah there's something in my art that they want. that the world wants.’ i do make good art, art that does what i need it to do. and i have worked SO hard. i know what i’m doing and what i want.

plus i got waitlisted last time so i was this close 🤏 i’m not going to be cocky but it sounds like a have a good chance this time. i think about how i got into RISD for undergrad i just couldn’t afford it. i got into RISD! one of THE most illustrious art schools in the damn country! only about 17-19% acceptance rate!!! my portfolio was good enough for that!!!!!

so if given this opportunity i will seize it because i have to. i will be grinding myself to dust while i’m there, i’m sure. i’m still spent from the last 4 years, but i am a fighter and i will claw my way through with torn nails and broken teeth if i need to. i’d rather do that right now while the iron is not exactly hot but still workable rather than wait for a nebulous “someday” or never get it at all. if i get it done now, school can be completely totally DONE for me. there’s nothing above a masters for fine art.

and i feel really good about giving this second chance at this MFA program everything i’ve got, without over analyzing or second guessing because my gf has given me a really stable life and we have a whole plan of where we wanna be for the next few years at least. i have a job too! a pretty ideal one for someone like me!! there is a LIFE waiting for me if i get rejected. i’m not hinging on this for student loans to live on and a reprieve from work that was making me suicidal.

but like. yeah i’ve been having a cart before the horse thing. i'm really scared of the idea of 2 more years of study while being away from a more permanent home precisely because we are so ready & prepared for stability and being somewhere that’s not temporary. i don’t wanna be in transition anymore! i want a home and a place to rest!! i want to stay in therapy! i want to go to doctors and fix my body!

but if i need to, i will.

opportunities have always been stolen from me, by circumstance & finances, having no support. i’ve never been in control of my life. i want to capture this one if it lays down in front of me. i really do deserve it.

and tbh i think it will be somewhat easier because it is just art and some TA stuf. undergrad was agonizing because i was trying to put together senior projects and manage portfolios while also having to fucking write busywork 1-2 page essays every week in each of my other classes and writing manuscripts and being the one to manage group project email chains and scheduling because the 18-20 year old students don’t like to just get shit done. i don’t want to say i’m better than students who went to art colleges but i am built different LOL

[irueone]

Hello :) Is a pretty late, but i was tagging by @loosiap so here we are!

1. are you named after anyone?

No, actually my name is a curious thing. I am named after a zodiac sign.🤭

2. when was the last time you cried?

Yesterday lol 🥹 Lately I am very susceptible to crying, I was watching a movie starring Tom Hanks (I think it was a beautiful day in the neighborhood).

3. do you have kids?

Nah

4. do you use sarcasm a lot?

A little bit, especially with my mother and siblings.

5. what sports do you play/have you played?

Volleyball and basketball are the only ones to come close🏐🏀

6. what’s the first thing you notice about other people?

His body sincerely xD

7. scary movies or happy endings?

I much prefer happy endings, I'm scared of horror movies (ironically) I cherish my sleep and my imagination is a bit...wicked, so I don't prefer to feed it with scary movies.🤷🏻‍♀️

8. any special talents?

I'm good at memorizing phrases from movies that I'm never going to use in my daily life. Actually, I'm incredibly average🤏🏻

9. where were you born?

Tuve la mala suerte de nacer en la peor época para vivir en Venezuela 🥴

10. what are your hobbies?

Well, pretty normal I guess...playing the sims, reading, listening to music. My biggest hobby is writing, but I haven't done it for a whole year now.😶

11. do you have any pets?

Not right now, but I have always had dogs! My last dog was my beloved Cotufa (yes, popcorn in Spanish) who died in 2019, I miss her very much. 🤍🤧🐩

I will probably have pets once I emigrate from my country and settle elsewhere.

12. how tall are you?

I’m something around 1'67 cm

13. fave subject in school?

Language and literature!📚

14. dream job?

Probably something that would allow me to work from home and be enough to cover the bills and give me moderate luxuries like any normal person. 💻

But if we're talking about childhood dreams, I'd like to have been a veterinarian.🐕‍🦺

15. eye colour?

Black 👁️

I don't have anyone to tag, but if you're willing to do it go ahead 😚

[gorgxoxus]

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#5

Mid year book freak out tag:

Best book you’ve read so far in 2022?

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid. I made both my mother and sister read this book, that’s how much I loved it. I love a morally grey bisexual disaster and I adore TJR’s writing! It was one of the first dual POV books I’ve read where the voices were very distinct, which is telling of great writing.

Best sequel you’ve read so far in 2022:

Heartstopper Volume 2 by Alice Oseman. The Paris Trip is still my favourite part of Heartstopper and I’m looking forward to the day that mess of a trip will be displayed on screen!

New release you haven’t read yet, but want to:

Time is a Mother by Ocean Vuong. It’s a poetry collection and it’s gay and I want to get my hands on a copy soon. It’s also my only 2022 release on my tbr 😭.

Most anticipated release for the second half of the year:

Carrie Soto is Back by Taylor Jenkins Reid. I’m 🤏🏻 close to preordering a copy. Also the reviews that have been coming through of people who’ve already read the book are giving high praise so that’s getting me more excited.

Biggest disappointment:

I Was Born for This by Alice Oseman. But also I knew the premise (boy bands and fans) wasn’t something I really enjoy so it wasn’t a surprise I didn’t love this book. Also I read this right after A Little Life so Alice Oseman had no chance sorry.

Biggest surprise:

The Gentlemen’s Guide to Vice and Virtue by Mackenzi Lee. I put off reading this book for years after buying it on a whim in Canada and it was genuinely great! Also I started it in 2021 and couldn’t get into it but once I pushed past chapter 2 and the adventure begun it was very interesting. It also went in a different direction to what I expected which was a nice surprise. Also I hadn’t heard a lot about the book, but in the end I gave it 4.5 stars.

Favourite new author (debut or new to you):

Brit Bennet - I LOVED The Vanishing Half and I want to read more of her books! So far this year I’ve mostly read from authors I’ve read before this year.

Newest fictional crush:

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#4

I’m experiencing so much joy rereading this fic and I’ve forgotten that reading can make me so happy.

11 notes - Posted March 21, 2022

#3

I will be in the US so soon!!!!!!!!

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#2

I have officially finished Uni 😅🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

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#5

First Heartbreak

ℙ𝕒𝕚𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘: 𝕄𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕌𝕔𝕙𝕚𝕙𝕒 𝕩 𝕊𝕖𝕟𝕛𝕦!ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣

𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕕 ℂ𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕥: 𝟝𝟚𝟟 𝕎𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤

𝕊𝕪𝕟𝕠𝕡𝕤𝕚𝕤: 𝕌𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕝𝕖 𝕞𝕠𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕄𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕒𝕟𝕕 [ℕ𝕒𝕞𝕖] 𝕖𝕩𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕚𝕣 𝕗𝕚𝕣𝕤𝕥 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕓𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕜.

𝔸/𝕟: 𝔸𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕠𝕗 @sleepysnk​ #𝕊𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕊𝕠𝕝𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖𝔼𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕥! 𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕟'𝕥 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕟 𝕟𝕒𝕣𝕦𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕟 𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖, 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕒 <𝟛 𝕀 𝕒𝕝𝕤𝕠 𝕡𝕦𝕝𝕝𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕝𝕗 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕞𝕪 𝕒𝕤𝕤 😀. 𝕀𝕗 𝕒𝕟𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕦𝕣𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 😭💀 𝕊𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕄𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕣𝕒 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕧𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕒𝕘𝕖.

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#4

i am 🤏🏽🤏🏽🤏🏽🤏🏽 this fucking close to making my own insta blurbs w/ a black faceclaim because i’m tired of not seeing people who look like me 

lemme know if y’all want something like this for harry styles or any other celebs 

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#3

Hashira as things me and my friends have said: Part 2!!!

Read Part 1 Here!: https://thel0v3hashira143.tumblr.com/post/679102928297050112/hashira-as-things-me-and-my-friends-have-said

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Tengen: *Standing in front of Iguro*

Iguro: Why does it look like he has a butt tumor?

Sanemi: For real- why does it look lumpy?

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mitsuri: Me, delusional? How am I delusional?

Shinobu: You're delusional because you think you can actually believe that Iguro will like you back.

Mitsuri: I- *cries*

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Sanemi: *Walks up behind Gyomei* Sup

Gyomei: Don't scare me like that.

Sanemi: Why'd you clench up?

Gyomei: I wasn't tryna get stolen from. Always stay alert.

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Mitsuri: *tying giyuu's hair into pigtails*

Rengoku: Bitches can't even spell inches. It's givin bOooOOoody ✨✨

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Obanai: Mitsuri is so hot omfg

Ubuyashiki: *standing behind him* ...

Obanai: *fucking dies*

Tengen: Personally if that were me, I'd never let my teacher catch me lacking like that

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Gyomei: Look how many snacks I had to bag for the kids

Muchiro: SNAK 👹

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Giyuu: Does anybody know when the history homework is due?

Shinobu: Shut the fuck up you abortion

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#2

Hashira as things me and my friends have said

Mitsuri: Why are you wearing that chain? Is it for the aesthetic?

Sanemi: My dog died. That was his leash

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Muchiro: *draws a picture of him and giyuu*

Giyuu: Why am I sad?

Muchiro: You're always sad, I was just trying to capture that

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Mitsuri: Obanai tho 👀

Shinobu: His head is literally lopsided

Mitsuri: wtf

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Kyojuro: You've got a dead people fetish

Tengen: It's not a fetish. They're just so hot they had to die

~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sanemi: I got a piece of gum for valentines day, what'd you get?

Kyojuro: I got a cake and balloons!

Sanemi: How fun

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Giyuu: *Shakes his head*

Mitsuri: The bob is bobbin 💁🏽‍♀️

Shinobu: What's your name B.o.B so they callin you Bob, bob, bob 💁🏽‍♀️

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Gyomei: My moustache is bigger than yours, Sanemi

Muchiro: Yeah, it is- Wait. You have a moustache?

Gyomei: I've had it for years

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Kyojuro: Hey Obanai!

Obanai: Hey!

Obanai: I fucking hate that bitch

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My #1 post of 2022

to all the black writers that have been writing eddie munson/steve harrington x black!reader (and feeding my obsession for the past week) y'all are doing the lord's work thank y'all 🛐🛐🛐🛐🛐

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#5

i feel like at this point i’ve completely lost the ability to enjoy media because whatever it is eventually i end up ruthlessly dissecting it from storytelling and narrative building point of view to find out why it works (like. it’s an inevitable outcome of me consuming any media) and also feeling like shit afterwards because none of that bull is helping me to write my own stuff instead driving me deeper into pits of self-deprecation and despair that my monkey brain will never manage to produce anything as good and compelling

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#4

first time posting kinda nervous

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#3

i wanna write something on how some particular passages in ‘babel’ by rf kuang stroke me very deeply in the core because it called out all the stuff that my country was going through for centuries (and is still going through as by now) without talking about it in particular really well thus showing how all the empires throughout the human history were (and are) a lot alike being lead by the same cause but. some people are gonna eat me up for this

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#2

i am this 🤏🏼 close to falling headfirst into this whole regency era thing rn and i’m terrified

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My #1 post of 2022

tma with jonelias as a central ‘canon’ relationship (but actually not because they would never recognize it as a legit relationship) and unrequited feelings to jon playing into martin’s character arc would hold such power unlike the whole canon jmart thing i swear (may expand on this later when i finish my relisten)

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[wosofanstuff]

Fabienne Dongus had a head injury, I think it was already in stoppage time, and was treated on the pitch for was at least a minute or two even though they were this🤏 close to the sideline, then the ref told them after about a minute to continue treatment off the pitch, at least I think so, obvi didn’t hear it. And the medic talk to the ref for a bit and then proceeded to get a yellow.

Anyway hope Dongus is okay and doesn’t have a serious injury cause she had to be subbed off

I’m good, exams every week but I only got three more, I think, to go and it’s one a week so it’s doable. After that I ain’t got any exams for a year🥳

Bummed about the results today, personally I think both games could have ended in a draw, although Leverkusens second half was just not good enough, but they could have gone up 2-1 before the break so. And the Bayern Essen game, well, let’s just say Mala Grohs saved Bayerns ass in the first half, personally I think Essen would have deserved a point. Would also have been good for Wolfsburg👀

Also, Magdas Outfit? Slay

How are you?

🩻

That turned out a little long😅

Totally forgot to answer

That’s random especially since usually for head injuries they are stricter and have more time etc. Hope she is okay

That sounds pretty good, you’re gonna smash your last exams for sure

Yeah didn’t see the game or Magda’s fit so I’m gonna need to check it out

Well I’m super random up it’s 4:48 and I could sleep 1 1/2 hours still before my alarm goes 💀

But otherwise mostly good which is really because I can play football. I’m also thinking about buying new boots, but still not a 100% sure which one I want (only know I want Nikes)

Hope you had a good day

[meloncholiediary]

12/4/22

I really need to start writing everyday, anyways.

The past few days have been fairly eventful to day the least. My roommate is mad and giving me the cold shoulder for no observable reason, which set me off to just pack up and leave as soon as I can. I’d rather be homeless than unwanted.

However things are good in other areas, such as me and the girl I can’t seem to stop complaining about. I seem to make up problems and situations in my head that aren’t real, and I feed into these outrageous scenarios I create that I almost start to believe them. Nonetheless it’s actually going so good, I am almost to the point of completely believing her when she says she loves me. We’ve spent some really nice quality time together and it’s been just so amazing. I had forced myself to lose feelings before we picked up on the relationship idea again. Now it really feels like I’m this close 🤏 to being in love with her, and it seems she’s also having the same feelings. Let’s just say she got pretty comfortable with me yesterday. (I write as I giggle like a schoolgirl in my car) I still haven’t had the talk with her father yet, but I’m sure once he sees I only want to do right for her I feel he’ll feel better about letting his guard down.

Aside from my long and simp powered rant there, I’m really good I have friends that would always support me. I’ll have a place to stay until me and my friends can get an apartment together. (Yes these ones I know very well and are trustworthy) I know I’m the only one who reads these but I really made the wrong choice of moving in with a friend I hadn’t even seen or heard from in 5 years. But I’m glad my mom, friends and (soon to be girlfriend) support me. I’ve always been the type to always face my obstacles and challenges alone. But since my ex made me realize that I didn’t want to be an egotistical sociopath I’ve been able to let my guard down and actually reach out to my friends. I haven’t been reaching out for very long as I’m still very antisocial. But hey, I’m glad I’m starting.

[okaykawaa]

𝙄’𝙈 𝘽𝙇𝙊𝘾𝙆𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙔𝙊𝙐 - tbp texting fic !

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Saturday 3:18 PM

mintisthebest : crying screaming shaking hyperventilating.

iheartspace : now..what in the hell is wrong with you ? 😟

mintisthebest : I asked Vance to hang out and he said yes

readallaboutit : AYEEEE

acrobat : that’s great 😁 !

iheartspace : ….

acrobat : what?

iheartspace : what’s wrong with griffin 💀?

acrobat : wdym there’s nothing wrong.

➜ that’s great 😁!

iheartspace : I’m taking abt this 😟

acrobat : okay..what about it?

iheartspace : you’re usually grumpy

acrobat : .

readallaboutit : think about what you say griffy wiffy 🥺

acrobat : I should have blocked you when I had the chance.

Iheartspace : ??

readallaboutit : I made a deal with griffin he can’t make any remarks or be mean at all today or else he has to be dressed like a clown 🤷

iheartspace : LMAO 💀 he won’t last a day

acrobat : angry angry mean words !!!!

mintisthebest : what.

iheartspace :

mintisthebest : STFU.

iheartspace : .

acrobat : finney ☺️…. get him before I get to him first.

readallaboutit :🤏🏻 this close to losing griffy 🥺

acrobat : .

acrobat : FINE IDC ILL LOSE SHUT YOUR MUSTY ASS UP BILLY AND FINNEY GET BRUCE BEFORE I SHOW UP AT HIS HOUSE

readallaboutit : 😟 well he snapped ig…

mintisthebest : anyways I’m meeting Vance at the park rn wish me luck 🫶🏼

acrobat : wishing you the worse Brucey 🥺/j

mintisthebest : praying downfall on u griffy 🤭

readallaboutit : NAH HOW COME BRUCE GETS TO CALL YOU GRIFFY BUT I CANT ☹️

acrobat :

iheartspace : 💀

mintisthebest : I had to refresh my memory of how pretty Vance is 🤭

iheartspace : I mean yeah he is but like one swing and your over 🤷..

iheartspace : Vance slander 😍

mintisthebest : one more comment and I’m swinging on you finney 🫶🏼🤗

iheartspace : BUT ITS TRUE 😟 YALL PLS BACK ME UP

readallaboutit : nah sorry u on ur own 💀..

Bruce tied his converse and let out a breath he walked out his room passing by his mother waving and telling her bye as he walked out the yamada residence home he stuffs his phone in his back left pocket making his way to the park he looked at his watch for the time 4:27 PM it read he sat down on the faded orangish red bench that was completely worn out from the previous years.

Glancing at his watch and his eyes scanning around the park waiting for the blond to show up Bruce hoped that Vance didn’t stand him up I mean it’s not a date but it’s still wrong as he was about to get up to leave after about 20 minutes Bruce was impatient sometimes

and he lets that get the best of him he sees the curly haired blond approaching him he let out a relived sigh slightly cracking a smile shocked to see something different about Vance he cut his hair ?! mouth wide open Bruce sat there looking at Vance in shock I didn’t look bad but he actually thought that Vance looked even better with his hair cut “What?” Bruce stood up looking at his hair “you cut your hair” Vance stared at Bruce for a minute making Bruce shift uncomfortably “Yeah I uh I got tired of it in my face so I cut it—“ “It looks good.” Vance looked at Bruce in his eyes “really? I thought I wouldn’t look right” “Yeah Really Looks good on you” Bruce Swore he could see a deep shade of blush appear on The blondes face but didn’t say anything “So Where do you wanna go?” “I have a few places in mind” Bruce said as he motioned his hand for Vance to follow him.

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pinheadvance did two things today chop my hair and hang out with @mintisthebest

Iheartspace : why does Bruce look done with everything 💀

pinheadvance : he was tired so now he’s sleep 🤷

redrobin : Ngl your hair cut is kinda good😟

readallaboutit : i just know when Bruce wakes up he’s gonna spam the gc 😭

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5:01 PM

iheartspace : @mintisthebest @mintisthebest @mintisthebest @mintisthebest @mintisthebest

iheartspace : WAKE UP BRUCEY WUCEY 😍

mintisthebest is online !

mintisthebest : he just fell back asleep

acrobat : ..that ain’t Bruce

readallaboutit : VANCE????

mintisthebest : what

iheartspace : DONT SCROLL UP

acrobat : you dumbass now that you said it he might scroll up 😟

mintisthebest : I’m not that’s invading his privacy.

iheartspace : …🤨

iheartspace : nah why isn’t he aggressive what the fuck.

readallaboutit : this is actually scary 🙁

mintisthebest : because I don’t always have to be aggressive plus I want to make a good impression on Bruce (tell him I said that and I’m fighting you)

iheartspace : aw how cute 🥰

acrobat : 🤢 ew never use that emoji ever again.

iheartspace : didn’t you use that emoji earlier???

acrobat : it’s different when I use it

mintisthebest : Bruce is honestly very sweet and funny I don’t wanna scare him away or anything.

acrobat : so what your saying is that you have a soft spot for him ?

mintisthebest : technically..

iheartspace : that’s cute but if you do anything to hurt Bruce I’m going to you house and cut your hair in your sleep.

acrobat : ..

mintisthebest : I’m not

readallaboutit : why can’t we be like that griffy ☹️

acrobat : because 🥱

Iheartspace : he didn’t even say no and he let you call him griffy 💀

acrobat :

iheartspace : 😟 WHAT.

[twopoppies]

hi Gina 🫣, I’m coming to you to say this… do you remember the anon who had a 200$ bet with his sister? Just in case if you don’t remember: The bet was: is elounor (I still don’t know the correct ship name) going to get married in 4 years. The bet is still on after 2 years! (We started in 2020) And I’m coming off anon finally to say this to you!

Updates about the situation:

-She truly believes that Harry is the gayest person on earth.

And I didn’t even do anything 🫥, she watched the as it was video on her own and went: is the blue girl his feminine side? And I was so shocked like wtf, you smart! after watching the video she came up to me and said, I didn’t know he was that gay! (I don’t know what she meant by that, I think it was a normal Harry music video :DDD)

-I said in my last submit that we were gonna go to a Louis concert and hopefully she will open her eyes about Louis’ gayness. We went. And she is a bit confused about why so many pride flags were in there. HHAHAHA she was like, are all the fans gay here? Or are they supporting Louis? And I was like: BOTH. However she is still not sure about Louis..

-She also tried to call off the bet many many times because she was so shocked to hear that el almost never went to louis’ shows, especially after the Paris show, she was like: but all of his family is here, and his longterm girlfriend isn’t??” She is this 🤏🏻 close to figuring it out, she also thinks that Eleanor’s job is walking the dogs only. And she made a few jokes about that 😀😀

I’m like 100% sure now that I will win this bet. Suck it up sister. Also I’m sorry this is a very very long submission, you don’t have to share it, i just wanted to come off anon 💙💙

Hahahaha! I do totally remember that anon. I’m so glad your sister has opened her eyes! Although I find it so funny that she sees how gay Harry is, but isn’t sure about Louis. Usually it’s the other way around.

[thepixelelf]

Favourite works of 2020

rules: it’s time to love yourselves! chose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want so we can spread the love and link each other’s awesome works!

Thank you for the tags Lina (@scriptura-delirus) and Kesya (@by-moonflower)! 

Oops, it’s past midnight. I guess this is just my way of welcoming in the new year!

5. Dream of Me When You’re Awake - SKZ Seungmin

I’m honestly surprised that this is number 5 out of all my choices. I love this story so much, from the characterization to the world-building... I just had so much fun thinking about how I wanted to put the storyline together and figuring out how Seungmin would react to a place like Wonderland. It’s also one of my longer works among four that are above 10k words, and that means a lot to me for some reason. For me, a word count means that I let myself get carried by the story and that the words almost wrote themselves, considering I’m much more of a short story type person. DoMWYA doesn’t have that many notes, but it’s still one of my faves either way. 

4. #39 At a high school reunion - DAY6 Jae

Ah, of course, one of my favourites has to be a fic based off my all-time favourite tv show Psych. If any of you guys don’t know, my sense of humour is completely revolved around the first few seasons of that show. Seriously. My sister and I are both the only ones who get each other’s jokes. Anyways, I thought Jae really fit the concept, so when I got a request for him with this exact prompt, I was so excited. I think I wrote this short fic in a few hours, I was so into it. ALSO this was the first fic of mine that Kesya read and I kid you not I woke up to her notifications with an audible gasp. I’m still shocked we’re mutuals to this day because wow I saw her as a whole ass inspiration for a while before I even started writing. Wait I’m supposed to talk about the fic uuHHH yes I like it a lot. Fun banter and yearning all in one. Plus Psych.

3. Hood - TBZ

Yes this smau is ongoing but hot damn I’m loving it so far. It’s just so chaotic I can barely keep up and I’m the one writing the damn thing. I know lot’s of people are being silent readers too, so I’m not really worried about note count when it comes to individual parts. Crazy though that the masterlist is almost at 200! I think Hood has some of my best attempts at comedy, and I’m excited to continue writing it in the coming year

2. The Recovery Files - SKZ

This is a series, but whoa, it’s like this 🤏 close to being my top favourite fic of the year. I had so much fun with the concept, and like I’ve said before, I loved writing just dialogue. Spoken word in writing is definitely my strong suit, so working with it the way I did was so interesting. Honestly can I just make all my fics like this from now on? No narration, just dialogue please. Anyways read this please I beg. You won’t regret it I promise.

1. Bluff and Nonsense - SVT Hoshi

And, of course, Bluff and Nonsense comes out on top. I don’t even have that much to say about it honestly, I just love it. Like damn, I didn’t know I could write something so heart wrenching yet... subtle. I’m not sure anyone reading would call it “subtle” exactly, but I took a lot of care in the actions of Soonyoung and MC. Like, yes, I said some things outright, but it was the little things the characters did that I really liked. The way Soonyoung held MC’s hand even though no one was watching, not even MC........ wow I even love remembering it

[sandyrantsxo]

What am I doing with my life?

That’s the number one question that I have to answer every single day. Every day, I wonder and ask my self that same dumb question, and for years, I wasn’t able to give like, a concrete answer.

All I know is I have to survive. I have to study, and eat, and have fun maybe. Connect with people and do chores and all that. Don’t you think it’s the all becoming so repetitive? Like, wasting my time on what, existing? What else am I supposed to do?

I’m supposed to be studying right now. I have 4 major examinations tomorrow that would determine my grade for this quarter, and here I am, ranting on Tumblr. I’m just in a middle of existential crisis right now, let me be, self. Please. 

Anyway, I just wanna catch a glimpse of what’s about to happen in the future. Is all this pain and tiredness all worth it in the end? I hate not knowing things, so I hate to not know the future. Is this what my life is going to be, forever? For as long as I live? I refuse to believe so. I’m really hoping that life is more than just studying and answering exams and making sure that I have a good great that would get me a scholarship to a great college. That’s probably what I would still be doing for the next 4-6 years, and I’m already getting bored- and also this 🤏 close to giving up. I just wanna lay down, play some games or watch some TikTok or anything that’s entertaining, really. To be honest, I haven’t really done anything productive today, yet I already feel exhausted. Bye.