#It wounds me everytime
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Dang those Dofus (Dofuses? Dofai?) were HARD to draw
Loved this season
#Wakfu#yugo#wakfu season 4#Dofus#Eliasphere#Art#fanart#fan art#Artic’s Art#My art#Why must tumblr always desaturate my drawings?#It wounds me everytime#Eliatrope#mina#phaeris#efrim#nora#adamaï#qilby#shinonome#balthazar#Glip#Grougaloragran#chibi#Wakfu fanart
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Sue me for this if you wish but I think Big World Big Adventures: The Movie wasn't actually as bad as everyone says it is and it's high time we gave it the appreciation it deserves, like it's a bit too overhated in my opinion. Maybe it's just my inability to be overly mean and aggressive abt pieces of media that line up with comfort interests but I genuinely don't get the hate towards the BWBA movie....like nothing was bad abt it in my own opinion? The songs were fire all the way through, the visuals are very pretty (the LIGHTING!!!), and I mean like Nia is there and how can you possibly hate anything that features Nia she CARRIES that movie so hard. I've seen some ppl say the movements are too much but like...it makes the engines far more expressive and I highly prefer them having a bit more movement to being entirely stiff because being stiff restricts their expressiveness even more, and tbh realism was left behind the second the cgi series made its debut (Ex: D51s were first produced in 1936 and yet Hiro was somehow the first engine on the island of Sodor) so I don't really look for realism too hard when it comes to TTTE because I mean...the trains talk and are fully sentient, and that's already grounds enough for me suspend my disbelief a TON.
Maybe it is just my Nia bias (AND YONG BAO IS THERE AT ONE POINT!!! Absolutely love him.) but I think BWBA is pretty good, it's one of my favorite TTTE movies. It's just really whack that half the fandom seems to hate or at least mildly dislike this movie, which was a huge shocker to me because I was happy stimming the ENTIRE time on my first watch. It was fun and colorful and expressive and thinking about how it introduced so many international machines to the lineup...like I physically cannot hate a movie that caters to my favorite thing EVER in shows with sentient machines (seeing the machines from other countries). I don't mind the fact that ppl dislike it at all (bc everyone's entitled to their own opinions and all that jazz) but it's more just I can't really find any negatives about it, the only character introduced in it that I dislike is the one they (assumedly) want you to dislike and even then I gotta admit his song slaps. To each their own in the end, I suppose, but the point I'm trying to make is that I think we gotta be at least a LITTLE bit nicer abt this movie. (And if anyone interacts w/ this post, please don't like. Start fights on it or anything. This post isn't mean to spark any discourse or aggression, it's just my personal thoughts that I'm sharing with the fandom because so far all of you that I've met are EXTREMELY kind and understanding and so I trust you all to be normal abt it.)
#ttte#thomas and friends#thomas & friends#Hero of The Rails is my favorite TTTE movie of all time tho :)#always will be#but yeah everytime I've seen someone talk abt this film they rarely say positive things which is just fine y'know-#-it's not like I'm mortally wounded over the fact that ppl don't like it#I just find myself unable to see what could possibly be so bad about it#but that's kind of just a me problem I suppose lmao
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you got a visit from the darknight hero! (seconds later he flops over on the floor and passes out from blood loss)
#he’s so bbg#i have forgotten how to draw i swear#love how he looks different everytime i draw him#it’s great. love it.#anyways kiss me diluc i’ll patch ur wounds#genshin impact#diluc#genshin#digital art#diluc ragnvindr#hoyoverse#mihoyo#diluc genshin#diluc genshin impact
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The pain of liking series with complex characters is seeing the fandom flatten them beyond recognition
#this post is about sinclair limbus company#and every character in dungeon meshi#(only happens occasionally but everytime it does it wounds me deeply)#krimsble
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The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.
#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there#im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold#at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire#theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade#of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about#the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc#its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a#metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm#just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long#sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone#its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it#everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much#damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i#collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells#me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my#wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im#excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it#feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun#is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's#what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy#but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire#unrelated#hm i should maybe add a tw to this#tw self injury#but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life#but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it
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the best time for your brain to bring up that relationship that you fucked up feominally is when you're right in front of a deadline. oh what could have been if he weren't such a fridgit bitch and if i hid more of myself. maybe he would've still loved me. my heart is heavy and my chest feels numb, and my stomach is burning and my head is foggy. i miss him, but only when it's the most inconvenient
#i wish i told him i loved him in a better way#maybe he wouldn't have gotten scared#maybe it wouldn't have hurt so much i can feel the pain years after it's over#i still think about messaging him#i don't even know what i'd say#i loved him so much that when he left me the only spells i did were for him to be happy#the only wishes i had were for him to be happy#the only thing i repeated to myself as a mantra hoping to manifest was for him to be happy#i think i would've thrown myself into fire if it meant it would make him happy#god i loved him so much#and i'm so afraid i'll never love someone the same way again because the wound he left is too big and scary to ignore#a warning sign for every new relationship i make#a chain around my heart that tugs everytime i feel closer to someone#i really loved him#sometimes i can't believe how much i still do#it's been two years and i still wonder when I'll stop feeling this way
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I won't talk about that scene, it has been discussed to death, I don't want to open that can of worms. My blog is just to bully (with love)/appreciate Spencer Reid rn, that is all. I just love the little detail that on Rossi's weeding his bun is all crooked, like his ties normally are.
By what he said in that scene on The Lesson this is never intentional and he simply can't fix a tie/bun to save his life and I think that is adorable.
#criminal minds#spencer reid#´but linda you bitch all the time about the way he doesn't has kids-´´ that is because I want him happy#´and about the info-dump joke-´ see above#also because I do the same so everytime it happens it wounds me
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Is It Weird I'm Atheist And Still Use Christian Slang And Words?
I grew up in a pretty Christian family, so I've developed the habit of using Christian slang and curse words.
But I'm Atheist.
So....
Idk what to do about that....
#christian#atheist#slang#oh oh oh#story#real quick#story time#has nothing to do with the post btw#i was talking with my cousin about evolution#cause she was learning about it in school at the time#and my grandma came in cause she heard us#and she started talking about how evolution isnt real#because it defies the lord almighty#or something like that#and then she just got herself more and more wound up#and she started going off about how public schools need to go back to the old ways#where teaching the bible was the main point of them#and that we shouldnt be learning about evolution#or darwin#or anything#and we literally couldnt calm her down#cause everytime we tried to say anything#shed call us nonbelievers#and tell us to go back to church#because science cant explain everything “but the lord can!”#and thats just a story i remember#cause me and my cousin were so confused afterwards#and my cousins pretty christian#and even she was weirded out#she was in middle school btw
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What’s your favorite and least favorite thing about Marc? :3
HMM that's a hard one... Because I also love all of his flaws and shortcomings, he's a very imperfect person but it's also the salt of life, and a lot of that plays into each other 🤔
For instance, I love his unwavering loyalty; once he's given it to someone he'll go to the end of the world for that person if need be. But it also means it falls into an almost (sometimes self) destructive territory at times, he can prioritize the person above everything else including himself.
So ultimately I guess something I hate is the way he can forget to care for himself and never set down proper boundaries. Cuz he's selfless in a shitty way.
#asks#ocs#greenport#marc#he might complain about it but he'll always give his whole self when asked#he will overwork himself overstrain himself wound himself - he'll give everything if it's the right person asking#there is no atonement or salvation in this selflessness. only pain#anyway CRUISING TY FOR THIS ASK i'm sorry it takes me ages to respond everytime LMAO#i gotta get my brain churnin
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Fuck I'm yearning for soft attention so hard my body physically hurts
#sad ramble#highgoblin#today all I can think about is how I don't think anyone would ever wanna actually be physically close to me#sure people wanna have sex with me but I don't think if they saw me in person they would want to be CLOSE to me#there's a difference between sex and closeness#I don't think I'm the type of guy someone wants to hold and stare at and comfort and love#everytime I imagine someone softly tickling/teasing me or just doing cute things like kisses and hand holds#I just get this dreadful feeling as a voice in my head tells me I'll never get the romance I desire#I dunno how to explain my feelings right#I want sex and rough stuff#but I really NEED soft affection to heal my wounds#and I don't think I'm ever gonna get that
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Everything is so confusing.
#everytime i think about. recovery. because this is hell.#all those comments that contradict what people in recovery say just get thrown at me and it feels like another gaping wound.#anyway. SORRY. feel like shit rn.#Heart rate bad :)))#tw 3d talk
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anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol
#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird#this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY#i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it#whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo#i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work#imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞#real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason#like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me#ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS???#ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like#why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean#i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything#i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed#i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame#i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol#also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually#cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj#i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle#i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore#i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable#ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao#im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed#ramblings#shut up cianna
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I forgot how well Frictional does tension. This is not a dinner youtube video I’m so stressed and I’m not even playing the game.
#ra speaks#personal#I legitimately can’t remember the last game that got me this tense just watching a play through#amnesia bunker is literally triggering my fight or flight response I am loving this#but I definitely need a different dinner video bc this is a lil too much to multitask with#I’ve been into so much doom lately that everytime the flashlight gets wound up#the audio cues a pavlovian reaction from me like ah yes the chainsaw those monsters are fucked#(when in fact it is the character in the horror game that is fucked)
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i'm grateful that newer edm lovers today won't have to go through the same trials and tribulations that i used to in search of a remix
dont get me wrong, there's not a good remix for every song yet, but when i first was able to really start diving into music (with the rise of yt), 97% of the 'remixes' were some of the most hilarious and terrible things T.T
like why the fuck is there an ungodly amount of space lasers and airhorns?? or the absolutely blown the the fuck out bass drowning out everything jfc
#shoutout to whoever uploaded that one of i kissed a girl but they did a shoddy voice over everytime kp said girl and said boy instead#also megamixes if you knew and artist you liked bc those were fairly reliable#the nevins rock funkrokr remix of i kissed a girl really carried me for a couple years ngl#and then bimbo jones came like?? also the brownleewe and bose remix of cut that you could hear in random shops#freemasons remixes were going hard too#also i will never be over the fact remixes are sometimes the debut and play on popular stations#i remember being thankful that cascada got played rofl#Falling Apart and Coming Together#dave aude with can't fight the moonlight by leann rimes is still so good#cahill had some bangers#also once torrenting was available to me i was obsessed with iio/nadia ali and all the remixes they wound up with lol#Music#EDM
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me when those first few notes of Foreigner’s God hit:
#cause I know what’s coming#fighting for my life for the next three minutes and forty five seconds#one thing about that song it’s gonna wound me everytime#please oh please if you haven’t heard the song before go listen!!!#Hozier#hozier self titled#Foriegner’s God
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meeting people im vaguely related to and the first thing they say to me is ‘oh you look nothing like your mum’ SHUT UP
#don’t know why they feel the need to say that to me everytime#i know already can you leave me alone now#it’s like salt in the wound im aware i don’t look a lot like my mum#tomi.txt
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