#Isis and Osiris

[shisasan]

Why is it always "I love you," and never "I want to sink my teeth into your soul, crawl inside your skin, and bury myself in your dark warmth with insatiable hunger, binding our blood in a rhythm so deep with such ferocity that the earth sighs, and not even the cold grasp of death could pull us apart?"

🜍 ⟡ ⟢

[sr-mh]

"River Nile, please bring back my beloved."

p2,p3 are references for clothing.

[cecilyfaithastrology]

⚱️🏵Part #2🏵⚱️

**Isis through houses**

🏺House 1: healing and regeneration that is deeply connected to your sense of self and your interactions with the environment around you. You may be perceived as someone who possesses a natural ability to bring comfort and support to those around you, and you might have a strong inclination to care for yourself as well, prioritizing self-care in times of stress. 

🏺House 2: highlights the importance of spiritual values and a connection to the divine in shaping your understanding of wealth and prosperity. You might be drawn to practices that enhance your sense of self-worth and abundance, such as affirmations or creative visualizations, aligning your inner world with your outer reality. The Isis energy in the 2nd House can bring healing and transformation to your relationship with money and possessions, leading to a stronger sense of resilience and inner wealth. 

🏺House 3: suggests that your capacity for nurturing and protection is expressed through your communication, relationships with siblings, early learning experiences, and engagement with your immediate environment. You may have a natural gift for offering support and comfort through your words and actions, and you may be driven to bring about healing and transformation in your local community. 

🏺House 4: Isis in the 4th House can signify a journey of finding inner peace and security by addressing and integrating emotional foundations and ancestral influences. This placement encourages you to create a sanctuary within your home and within yourself, reflecting the restorative and protective energy of Isis in your most intimate sphere. 

🏺House 5: Isis in the 5th House suggests a powerful connection to the life-giving and restorative energies of the goddess within the realms of creative expression, romance, and the exploration of joy and pleasure. This placement encourages individuals to channel these energies into creating a life that is both fulfilling and regenerative.

🏺House 6: 6th House encourages you to approach your daily life with a spirit of service and a commitment to restoring balance and harmony in both yourself and those around you. This placement can also highlight the importance of spiritual values in your work and daily routines, aligning your actions with your sense of purpose and compassion.

🏺House 7: This placement shows You may be a mediator in conflicts, seeking to restore balance and understanding within your partnerships. You are a nurturing and supportive partner, seeking to heal and bring harmony to your relationships.You might find that your relationships play a key role in your own personal growth and spiritual evolution, mirroring Isis's journey of piecing together Osiris.u might be interested in exploring the deeper dynamics of relationships, perhaps through therapy or other forms of healing work. 

🏺House 8:Isis in the 8th House suggests a journey of profound self-discovery and transformation through navigating the depths of emotional intimacy, embracing the cycles of life, death, and rebirth, and finding restoration and wholeness in the face of life's challenges. This placement can point to a desire to nurture and heal deep emotional wounds within intimate relationships or through the shared resources and assets of partnerships. They might be drawn to explore the psychological depths of themselves and others, fostering profound connections and achieving a sense of spiritual completion through union.The 8th House also deals with secrets, hidden knowledge, and the occult. With Isis here, individuals might be inclined to delve into these realms, seeking to uncover hidden truths and bring about healing or transformation through their investigations. 

🏺House 9: may have a deep drive to explore various belief systems and seek spiritual truths, potentially drawing from ancient wisdom or esoteric teachings. Their personal philosophy and ideologies may be infused with a protective and restorative element, reflecting a desire to bring balance and healing to the world. This placement can encourage a lifelong love of learning and a commitment to personal growth, perhaps through travel, cross-cultural experiences, or immersing oneself in spiritual practices. Ultimately, Isis in the 9th House suggests a journey of seeking profound meaning and spiritual expansion, where the individual's inherent nurturing and protective qualities are channeled through the realms of intellect, philosophy, and the exploration of life's greater mysteries.

🏺House 10: suggests that your life's work is infused with the goddess's ability to restore wholeness and bring about positive change. You may be driven to achieve success and leave a lasting legacy through your ability to nurture, heal, and transform, not just in your personal life but also in the public sphere.

🏺House 11:This placement signifies a strong connection between an individual's emotional needs and their sense of belonging in groups or communities, offering support for emotional growth, intuition, and group healing. The Isis energy in the 11th House can empower individuals to become catalysts for positive change within their social networks and communities, working towards a more harmonious and regenerative future. May be protective of social circles.

🏺House 12: This placement can indicate a strong connection to the unseen realms, and a tendency to find meaning and healing through exploring hidden aspects of the self and the universe. The 12th House can also represent areas of potential limitation or self-undoing, so Isis's influence here might involve a journey of healing and restoring unconscious patterns or past wounds, similar to how the mythical Isis sought to reassemble Osiris. This placement can empower an individual to tap into their spiritual gifts and intuition to help both themselves and others find wholeness and balance, often in a compassionate and behind-the-scenes manner.

**Which asteroid should I do next?**

[theserpentandlotus]

Part 1: Unveiling the Alchemical Blueprint

6/14/2025 Waning Gibbous 🌖89%

This image is a classic alchemical illustration drawn from the Rosarium Philosophorum, a 16th-century alchemical text associated with the Hermetic and Paracelsian traditions of Western alchemy. Entitled: “Rosarium Philosophorum” (“The Rosary of the Philosophers”) Date: First published in 1550, Frankfurt

In this post, we will examine a striking alchemical diagram that evoked profound parallels to the Kemetic mystery traditions of Ausar (Osiris) and Auset (Isis). This visual encoded a universal mystery: the cyclical process of death, dismemberment, sacred reconstitution, and divine birth. In this separate sacred text, we revisit and refine our insights from that exchange, layering them with mythic resonance, esoteric symbolism, and diasporic remembrance.

Burning of the Phoenix: Echoes of Dismemberment and Restoration, The Symbolic Breakdown

First, let's decipher the meaning behind the objects displayed within the image:

Lets start from the top:

Death with scythe and compass. This represents Chronos/Saturn/Set, god of time, harvest, and death. The initiator of the Nigredo phase (the spiritual dismemberment of Ausar). The compass signals sacred geometry, measurement of soul work.

Raining of Divine Wisdom

Next to the left of Set or Father time with the Scythe, we see Seven droplets symbolizing divine wisdom, alchemical stages or planetary spheres, the seven sacred metals, and the seven holes in the human head. One may easily skip over the hidden shape being formed by the water droplets themselves. Here, we find another cube, or at least a hexagonal structure. Here's the hidden meaning: These drops are often interpreted as essences, distillates, or divine tears and are usually associated with the element of Water (🜄), or the Spiritus Mundi descending. The hexagon is the 2D projection of a cube, the very structure we see grounded at the bottom of the image. It is also the structure of ice, the crystalline form of water. It is the shape of honeycomb, the sacred architecture of nature. The hexagon often associated with the Merkaba which is the spiritual light-body vehicle in many esoteric traditions, made of interlocking tetrahedra (fire + water, spirit + matter). Heavenly water or wisdom crystallizing into divine form are what these water droplets are here to represent. Spirit into salt. Idea into matter. Emotion into structure.This is the descent of Mercury into Form. It is the spiritual wisdom (Sophia in Gnostic Traditions, Auset in the more ancient) into the crystallized cube at the bottom. These droplets form the tears of Auset as she wept Ausar's dismemberment into the sacred 13 pieces where sacred grief becomes medicine [Read Symbolism of the number 13 here]. In solid form (ice) and in structured or “coherent” water, water naturally forms hexagonal lattices due to hydrogen bonding. When water freezes under normal conditions, it forms hexagonal crystals. This is why snowflakes, without exception, have unique 6-fold (hexagonal) symmetry. This geometry maximizes space efficiency and stability. In liquid form, especially near hydrophilic (water-attracting) surfaces like biological tissues or quartz, water clusters into temporary hexagonal rings.This is the basis of “structured water” or “exclusion zone (EZ) water” as discovered by Dr. Gerald Pollack. This geometry maximizes space efficiency and stability. Hexagonal structures are believed to act as information carriers, like liquid crystals. This structure is thought to act as an electrical and vibrational medium, connecting water to memory, intention, and spiritual charge. In metaphysics, water's hexagonal structure is tied to:

Memory (water retains imprint)

Emotional resonance (moon-ruled, water = feeling)

Sacred messages (i.e. Dr. Masaru Emoto’s work)

Divine Spark: The ignition of Spirit

With the presence of the fireball, we can infer it to equate to active sulfur or divine spark (the spiritus). Here we see the shape is less static than the shape of the water droplets. Its spiraling and swirling nature mimics the calculated expansion of the Golden Phi Spiral, nature's divine ratio in motion. This flame is the force of transformation, not destruction. It subtly mirrors the kundalini coil, the ouroboric serpent, or even the internal fire of the Philosopher’s Stone. The spiral-like shape suggests motion from lower to higher planes, a kind of ascension or awakening through the fire.

The droplets and fireball echo duality in the opposite expressions found practically everywhere in nature. This image also teaches the correlation between the Feminine principle, water, the moon, and the left brain and the Masculine principle, fire, the sun, and the right brain.

Center: Triangle with Phoenix. Triangle = Fire and spiritual ascension. Sulfur (🜍)= Active male principle, willpower, the soul animating presence, combustion. Phoenix = Putrefaction → Resurrection, Symbol of Ausar reborn, soul purified by fire. Reminiscent of Ausar's rebirth and transformation into Heru. Red Cross beneath = Matter & spirit intersect, echoing Venus or sacred womb. Spiritual transformation through ordeal.

Moon and Sun flanking Mercury (☿) Sol and Luna= The Divine opposites: masculine/feminine, consciousness/subconscious, solar/lunar, light/darkness, giving/receptivity, etc. Mercury(Spirit / Mind) Mediator of opposites, the one who joins as the reconciler-androgynous spirit, the medium of transformation.This is the hieros gamos (sacred marriage) in symbolic form.

Cube on the ground: Represents Prima Materia or the base material. It is the alchemical salt 🜔, the principle of form,The body, the Earth, the vessel of transmutation, earth, matter, and body. The material world. It is fixed, crystalline, and represents the manifested world, the physical vessel, or structure through which spirit and soul move. Groundedness, the material plane ready to be transformed. It is the foundation,the stable platform for the sacred alchemical union above. The cube is geometry made matter,sacred form. It represents the perfection of structure, and symbolically it is often seen as the crystallized divine.

Together the image of sulphur (fire, mars), mercury (air) , and cube (earth) represent the Tria Prima. These three elements combine in the alchemical process of transmutation and rebirth: physically, spiritually, emotionally. Here we can interpret the alchemical symbols through a Kemetic lens to mean Sulphur= Ausar/Heru, Mercury=Tahuti, and Salt= Geb. In another way, we can decipher the relationship between sulphur, mercury, and salt to have relation to the common phrase "Mind ☿ over Matter 🧊" . But this phrase is gravely incomplete and leads those into having trouble actualizing this truth. By examining the Rosarium Philosophorum, we can extract the complete and holistic phrase to mean, "Mind ☿ over Matter 🜔/🧊, but Will 🜍 over all." This shows a deep relational understanding by an infamous occultist who came up with the phrase, "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law."

Wild Flowers Bloom:

Fertility after transformation. Echoes Auset’s magic: life returning after dismemberment. Also relating to Ausar's known attribute as the Green Neter or the Green Man. The Neter of great harvest, who's death coincides with the flooding of the river Nile and the fertilization of the Nile Valley thereafter. These flowers are code for the fruits of this work that will be granted upon completion.

Although the flowers are not hyperealistic, here's what we can infer seeing as there is 7 of them, 4 on one side and 3 on the other starting from the far left :

1. Nigredo (Blackening) – DEATH OF THE FALSE SELF - Baby Blue Eyes (Nemophila menziesii)

The Blue Flower is likely resembling Baby Blue Eyes (Nemophila menziesii), especially in the flattened, wide-petal bloom and soft blue hue. Here, Baby Blue Eyes would symbolize the innocence before the work begins. It can also be interpreted as the emotional clairvoyance needed to enter the alchemical process. Possibly the aspect of the Divine Child or sacred vulnerability that precedes initiation. Baby Blue Eyes acts almost as a threshold keeper to the Work—soft, unassuming, but watching everything. Like the "seer flower" of the whole mandala.

Negredo Stage: Calcination

Planet: Saturn ♄

Metal: Lead (Pb) and Iron (Fe)

Element: Fire

Planet: Mars ♂ and/or Saturn ♄

Spiritual Action: Destruction of ego and pride

Process: Burning down the false personality and illusions of control

Symbolism: Ashes, skulls, flames—what no longer serves is burned away

Modern Inner Work: Shadow work, ego death, confrontation with anger or destructive habits

Baby Blue Eyes (Nemophila menziesii) Spiritual Correspondences:

Element: Water; Planet: Neptune or Moon (depending on tradition)

Tenderness in divine sight

Innocence of the mystic child

Eyes of the spirit-world Softness as protection

A plant of emotional openness, but also psychic shielding by gentleness

Spiritual Note: Blue flowers often represent the Quest for the nearly impossible, like Blue Lotus).

2. Albedo (Whitening) – PURIFICATION THROUGH SPIRIT - Buttercup (Ranunuculeae)

Based on the positioning of the five petals of the yellow flower to the right of the baby blue eyes could be, I believe it to be Buttercup. If we place Buttercup as part of the flowers of the alchemical process, it would represent recognition of the Inner Light. This is the soul realizing it has a radiant seed within. Not yet action, but awareness of vitality.

Albedo Stage: Dissolution

Element: Water

Planet: Moon ☽

Metal: Silver (Ag)

Spiritual Action: Melting of hardened identity; releasing rigid structures

Process: Ego falls into the subconscious; emotional waters flood

Symbolism: Flood, drowning, dreams, the unconscious

Modern Inner Work: Grief release, letting go, emotional purification

Correspondences: Surrender, innocence, visionary insight, purity of perception.

Associated with spiritual opening and ego disintegration.

Buttercup carries a softening energy, befitting for the breaking down of false identities.

Spiritual Correspondences of Buttercup:

Element: Fire tempered by Water

Energy: Self-worth, perception of one's beauty/power, gentle ignition

Child-like innocence and hidden self esteem

Use in spiritual traditions for truth telling , symbolizing the light one reflects.

Appears in fields humble, but radiant.

This would correspond with the beginning of "Sublimation" or "Calcinatio", where emotional matter is heated gently by inner realization. The fire is still low, not the purification blaze yet, but you are learning to identify the golden parts of yourself.

3. Trillium (Trillium erectum)

According to its three petaled shape and red to pinkish hue, and its stamen, I believe this flower to be the Trillium. Trillium is sacred to both First Nations herbal traditions and European folkloric healing, especially among the Algonquin and Celtic peoples. It is also Known as birthroot or wake-robin. It was used for:

Protecting birthing mothers

Healing feminine wounds

Grounding spiritual initiation in embodied form

Its esoteric meaning could be interpreted as:

Triadic wholeness representing spirit–soul–body, past–present–future, maiden–mother–crone.

Initiation bloom: a signal that the soul is standing at the Threshold of Becoming

Carries the feminine trinity frequency, related to Isis/Auset, Brigid, and in neo-traditions Hekate

It resembles a spiritual doorway ora temple gate between mundane love and consecrated union. Based on its placement as the third flower to the left, Trillium marks the moment where the initiate must move from light flirtation and protection into spiritual discernment and oath-taking. This is where the Work begins. No more games. No more half-hearted offerings. This is the sacred vow point. In magic this flower can be used for:

Spiritual commitment

Soul-oath forming

Bloodline healing (especially of mother-daughter lineage)

Guardian spirit evocation

4. Blue Lotus (Nymphaea Caerulea)

Those rounded, lush petals, the radiating symmetry, and the proximity to the cube all point to something ancient and sacred. I believe this flower tk be the one and omly Blue Lotus. This is temple-born. This is sacred depth.

Stage: Conjunction

Divine union, heart-mind-spirit integration, dream wisdom

Notes: Classic alchemical symbol—bridging opposites and invoking spiritual resurrection.

Spiritual Correspondences:

Origin: Nile Valley, Kemet (Ancient Egypt)

Spiritual Awakening – the blue lotus rises from the mud, untouched by it, and opens each day with the sun. A direct metaphor for soul evolution and divine emergence from matter

Symbol of Auset (Isis) – the Netert associated with resurrection magic, sacred scent, erotic wisdom, and ecstatic trance

Bridge of Realms – blue lotus is used in spiritual rites to bridge the conscious with the subconscious, waking with dream, and mortal with divine.

In Kemetic temples, it was used in ritual to induce trance, spiritual travel, and connect to ancestral memory.

Used before initiation, divination, or ritual courtship

Planet: Moon (trance, dream, water) + Venus (beauty, erotic sacredness)

Element: Water; Chakra: Crown + Third Eye

Deities: Auset, Heket, Hathor, Nuit

This flower beside the cube is no accident. The blue lotus represents the soul’s readiness to merge with form; to manifest sacred knowledge into the material world without losing its divine source. The cube being salt (body, earth, crystalized memory) leads one to interpret the blue lotus here as the flowering of divine consciousness through the body. Where the body becomes the living temple. This is the moment in alchemy where the soul doesn’t escape matter, it suffuses it. This stage indicates one is no longer just learning, but is becoming. Anchor spirit into body, vision into breath, trance into truth.

5. Orange Rose (Rosa)

With the fifth flower, I had a bit of trouble determining if it were an orange rose or ranunuculus. Considering the fifth state of the alchemical process being Coniuncto or Hieros Gamos, also called the Sacred Union. This is the stage corresponds with:

Planet: Jupiter

Metal: Tin

Principle: Expansion, vision, wisdom

Alchemical Stage: Fermentation – spirit entering the matter

Meaning: Divine insight, higher mind, “flower of heaven”

Sulfur and Mercury unite through Salt ( or in other words where

Masculine and Feminine polarities are fused (Sol + Luna)

The Soul (represented by the Phoenix) rises from its trial by fire transformed

The cube (Salt) becomes the altar, and the Phoenix is resurrected Sovereignty

The central Mercury glyph (☿) reveals this union of opposites. It’s the stage of alchemical marriage — not courtship, not seduction, but vowed union through transmutation. For this reason, it is associated with the Orange Rose over the Ranunculus. Heres why:

Spiritually, the orange rose symbolizes sacred union, fertility, and passion made holy.

It’s a long-time emblem of Rosicrucian mysteries and the marriage of soul and spirit.

A rose is open, nothing being hidden, representing readiness, vulnerability, and divine integration.

For these reasons, I believe it properly corresponds with the fifth stage of the alchemical process or Coniuncto. When one has emerged from purification (calcination), dissolution (solution), fermentation (death of ego), and coagulation. Now comes integration and embodied love. It resonates with the cube (Salt) as the stabilizing vessel of the divine union.

6. Iris (Iris Germanica)

The petals curve downward, droop like the heavy robes of a priestess or mourning veil. The structure is upright and dignified suggesting maturity and spiritual finality. The deep indigo-blue coloration is typical of Iris flowers, especially the Iris germanica, which was used symbolically in medieval and Renaissance alchemical texts. Named after the goddess Iris, the Greek messenger between gods and mortals, often associated with rainbows this flower becomes a perfect symbol for bridging heaven and earth, soul and matter. Iris is connected with divine messages, transition, and the arrival of clarity at the end of spiritual trial. Often found near water, it maintains a symbolic bridge between purification and revelation. Iris signifies that one has passed through dissolution, death, and resurrection. The Iris represents the return of clarity, but grounded. The mind and heart are no longer in conflict. Spirit is fixed in the vessel of the self. It is the flowering of the soul after surviving fire and water. This phase of the alchemical process corresponds with:

Planet: Mercury

Metal: Quicksilver

Principle: Communication, transformation, fluidity

Alchemical Stage: Distillation

Meaning: Vitality, motion, intellectual spark

7. Snowdrop (Galanthus Nivalis)

During the final stage of the alchemical process, Coagula, the Red King is crowned; the stone is made.This final stage of alchemy represents:

Wholeness, integration, enlightenment

The soul fully incarnate in the body

Spirit and matter united, no longer in tension

The Philosopher’s Stone, truth revealed through life

While deciphering the potential candidate for the flower corresponding with stage 7, I encountered great difficulty. I could not find an exact match as to what the image could be, but based on my information gathered regarding the alchemical process, the appearance of this flower, and its properties, I have settled in the conclusion that the seventh flower could potentially be Snowdrop. Here's why. Based on the fact that snowdrop blooms through snow, it symbolizes resurrection, victory over death, the return of light. The three inner petals + three outer equate to the sacred geometry of the hexad, heaven and earth in harmony. Its drooping posture is reminiscent of humility, surrender, the enlightened soul that bends, not breaks. Its white color being a metaphor for purity, clarity, soul reborn without distortion. Because it is born from frozen ground it mirrors the spirit fully reborn within the body, despite hardship. Its bell shape is related to the call to awaken, divine signal of completion. Delicate but hardy , Integration doesn't require force, just aligned strength. Its Moon-aligned blooming Echoes divine timing and cycles.

Spiritual Correspondences:

Associated with Imbolc / Candlemas, the light returning to the world

Said to have sprung from the tears of Eve after exile from Eden; first mercy in a fallen world, which reminds one of the tears being shed by Auset after the "falling" of Ausar

In Slavic lore, represents death overcome by love and truth

In folk magic, it is a flower of protection and pure-hearted spells

From beneath the ice one rises, A bell of frost that never dies. No fire burns, no storm can break, for one is formed from all they have faced. One bows not in shame, but in grace as a truth made flesh and now a healed place. The stone is found, the work is done. The initiate blooms beneath the winter's sun.

[aboutanancientenquiry]

"Poetics of Fragmentation in the Athyr Poem of C. P. Cavafy

Gregory Nagy

[Originally published in Imagination and Logos: Essays on C. P. Cavafy (ed. Panagiotis Roilos) 265-272. Cambridge, MA 2010. The original pagination of the article will be indicated in this electronic version by way of curly brackets (“{“ and “}”). For example, “{265|266}” indicates where p. 265 of the printed article ends and p. 266 begins.]

Ἐν τῷ μη[νὶ] Ἀθύρ

[[1]] Μὲ δυσκολία διαβάζω    στὴν πέτρα τὴν ἀρχαία. [[2]] <<Κύ[ρι]ε Ἰησοῦ Χριστέ>>.    Ἕνα <<Ψυ[χ]ὴν>> διακρίνω. [[3]] <<Ἐν τῷ μη[νὶ] Ἀθὺρ>>    <<ὁ Λεύκιο[ς] ἐ[κοιμ]ήθη>>. [[4]] Στὴ μνεία τῆς ἡλικίας    <<Ἐβί[ωσ]εν ἐτῶν>>, [[5]] τὸ Κάππα Ζῆτα δείχνει    ποὺ νέος ἐκοιμήθη. [[6]] Μὲς στὰ φθαρμένα βλέπω    <<Αὐτὸ[ν] … Ἀλεξανδρέα>>. [[7]] Μετὰ ἔχει τρεῖς γραμμὲς    πολὺ ἀκρωτηριασμένες· [[8]] μὰ κάτι λέξεις βγάζω –    σὰν <<δ[ά]κρυα ἡμῶν>>, <<ὀδύνην>>, [[9]] κατόπιν πάλι <<δάκρυα>>,     καὶ <<[ἡμ]ῖν τοῖς [φ]ίλοις πένθος>>. [[10]] Μὲ φαίνεται ποὺ ὁ Λεύκιος    μεγάλως θ’ ἀγαπήθη. [[11]] Ἐν τῷ μηνὶ Ἀθὺρ    ὁ Λεύκιος ἐκοιμήθη.

It is hard to read . . . . on the ancient stone. “Lord Jesus Christ” . . . . I make out the word “Soul”. “In the month of Athyr . . . . Lucius fell asleep.” His age is mentioned . . . . “He lived years . . . .”? The letters KZ show . . . . that he fell asleep young. In the damaged part I see the words . . . . “Him . . Alexandrian.” Then come three lines . . . . much mutilated. But I can read a few words  . . . . perhaps “our tears” and “sorrows.” And again: “Tears” . . . . and: “for us his friend mourning.” I think Lucius . . . . was much beloved. In the month of Athyr . . . . Lucius fell asleep . . . .

Translated by George Valassopoulo in E.M. Forster, Pharos and Pharillon, Hogarth Press, 1923 from C. P. Cavafy, Poems 1916-18 as published on the Official Website of the Cavafy Archive, http://www.cavafy.com/

My contribution, however slight, to an understanding of this difficult poem starts with an alternative translation of my own, followed by an exegesis. My translation has no literary merit: it is simply a working translation, keyed to the exegesis that follows it. In order to facilitate the reading of the exegesis, I have numbered, within double-square brackets ([[ ]]), the lines of the translation to match the verses of Cavafy as printed in their original format. As we will see, even the formatting of this poem is part of its meaning. Here, then, is my translation of the poem—and of its formatting:

[[1]] “With difficulty, I am reading … what is on the ancient stone. [[2]] It starts <<Lord Jesus Christ …>> Then there is another word, <<psyche>>, I can make out that much. [[3]] <<In the month Athyr …>> <<… Lucius went to sleep>>. [[4]] In remembrance of his age … <<He lived for such-and-such number of years>> [[5]] —the letters <<Kappa>> and <<Zeta>>, for twenty and seven, show … that he was a youth when he went to sleep. {265|266} [[6]] Right in the middle of the damaged parts, I see <<… himself … the Alexandrian>>. [[7]] Then there are three lines that are … very much dismembered, [[8]] but I can somehow make out some words … like, <<our tears>>, <<pain>>, [[9]] then once again <<tears>>, … and, <<for us his friends, sorrow>>. [[10]] It seems to me that Lucius … would have been very much loved. [[11]] In the month Athyr … Lucius went to sleep.”

What follows is my exegesis, pursued line by line. In this exegesis, double quotation marks enclose wording xxx spoken by the poet who is reading an inscription in his poem: so, “xxx”. Double angular brackets enclose wording pictured as seen by the poet in the act of reading the inscription: so, <<xxx>>. And single quotation marks enclose wording that I use to translate Greek wording that falls outside the poem: so, ‘xxx’.

I start with the first comma, “,” at line [[1]] of my translation of the poem. With the placement of this comma “,” I mean to convey a double meaning inherent in the poem. That is, there are two levels of difficulty in this poem. One, it is difficult to read the fragmentary inscription engraved into stone. And two, it is difficult to read the poem. Not only is the fragmentary inscription difficult to read; even the act of reading the poem is difficult in the first place. For us as readers, it is as difficult to read the fragmentary poem as it is difficult for the poet to read the fragmentary inscription. That is because the reader of the fragmentary inscription, who is the poet of the poem that pictures the inscription, is implying that all poems are fragmentary inscriptions. Even more, the poet is implying that any act of reading anything is difficult: “With difficulty, I am reading.”

At line [[2]], the first three words of the fragmentary inscription seem at first to be easy enough to read. <<Κύ[ρι]ε Ἰησοῦ Χριστέ>> or <<Lord Jesus Christ>>… So far, so good. Maybe the reading will not be so difficult after all. Some letters have broken off, yes, but they can be restored without too much difficulty by the reader poet, who is following here the convention of experts in the heuristic science of epigraphy, making restorations of missing letters xxx by enclosing the letters of their restoration within square brackets: so, [xxx].

But now the real difficulties begin. Now the reader poet is starting to have a difficult time reading the next word at line [[2]], as the inscription becomes more and more fragmented. The reader thinks he can still make out the word <<Ψυ[χ]ήν>>, which translators tend to render as <<Soul>>, but the letter <<χ>>, which is also the first letter of <<Χ>>ριστός or <<Ch>>rist, has broken off, and it can only be restored within square brackets, just as experts in epigraphy restore missing letters within square brackets. Now, on second thought, the {266|267} reader is made more aware that the <<Lord>> of <<Lord Jesus Christ>> as read earlier at line [[2]] is also fragmented. There the missing letters are <<ρι>> in <<Κύ[ρι]ε>>, but those missing letters had been easily restored, also within square brackets, by the reader poet reading as an expert in epigraphy.

There is more to be said about the word <<Ψυ[χ]ήν>> as read by the reader poet at line [[2]]. This word, which is conventionally rendered as <<Soul>>, has been left untranslated in my working translation, where I give simply <<psyche>>. I do so because the translation ‘soul’ for ψυχή works only if the Christian sense of ψυχή is meant. But what if a pre-Christian sense is also meant here? In the Greek of Homeric diction, for example, ψυχή can refer either to the breath of life, when someone is alive, or to a disembodied simulacrum of identity after death, when someone is dead. And, by contrast with ψυχή, the word αὐτός in Homeric diction means not only ‘self’ when someone is alive but also ‘body’ when someone is dead. We see such a contrast between the words ψυχή and αὐτός at the very beginning of the Iliad:

Μῆνιν ἄειδε θεὰ Πηληϊάδεω Ἀχιλῆος οὐλομένην, ἣ μυρί’ Ἀχαιοῖς ἄλγε’ ἔθηκε, πολλὰς δ’ ἰφθίμους ψυχὰς Ἄϊδι προΐαψεν ἡρώων, αὐτοὺς δὲ ἑλώρια τεῦχε κύνεσσιν οἰωνοῖσί τε πᾶσι, Διὸς δ’ ἐτελείετο βουλή

Anger, sing it, goddess! The anger of the son of Peleus, Achilles, the baneful anger that caused countless pains for the Achaeans and hurled to Hades many powerful psychai of heroes, but they themselves [autoi, = their bodies] were made prizes for dogs and for all kinds of birds. And the will of Zeus was being accomplished.

Iliad I 1-5

The Homeric body, as expressed by αὐτός or ‘self’, is still the self even after death, while the Homeric ψυχή after death is no longer the self but merely a disembodied simulacrum of the self. It is the ψυχαί or disembodied simulacra of the self who are being hurled down to Hades, not their bodies, who are the ‘selves’ themselves, the αὐτοί.

So then the question is, does the <<Αὐτόν>> or <<himself>> in the accusative case, as we read this word later on at line [[6]] in the poem of Cavafy, refer to the <<Alexandrian>> at the same line [[6]] in the Christian sense of the ‘self’ as a ψυχή that transcends death—or to the ‘self’ in the Homeric sense of a body left {267|268} behind by the ψυχή after death? At line [[2]] of the poem by Cavafy, the word <<Ψυχήν>> is also in the accusative case, just as the <<Αὐτόν>> or <<himself>> is in the accusative case at line [[6]]. Something is happening to the psyche, is being done to the psyche—whether this psyche is a Christian or a pre-Christian ψυχή.

At line [[3]], the reading continues, but we do not find out what happened to the psyche. All we can find out so far is that whatever did happen happened <<in the month of Athyr>>. That is what the inscription says in the first part of the line. In the second part, which is separated from the first part by a break in the line, the inscription goes on to say that a young man <<went to sleep>>, and we learn that his name was <<Lucius>>>. I translate the break between the first part and the second part of the line not with three dots marking ellipsis but with two sets of three dots marking two separate ellipses. That is because the break comes in the middle of a quotation, and there is no way of knowing whether the missing words are part of one syntactical sequence or of two.

The fragmentary inscription, as imagined at line [[3]], does not say outright that the young man <<went to sleep>>, since the root of the verb that I translate as <<went to sleep>>, <<κοιμ->>, is imagined as a learned epigraphical restoration. In the inscription, the root <<κοιμ->> has broken away and has to be restored within square brackets: <<ὁ Λεύκιο[ς] ἐ[κοιμ]ήθη>>, which can be approximated as <<Lucius [went to sleep]>>. The experience of going to sleep is epigraphically conjectured, without being poetically realized. At line [[5]] and then again at line [[11]], by contrast, the epigraphical conjecture will become a poetic reality. In those two lines, [[5]] and [[11]], the experience of going to sleep is a reality created by the poetry, no longer a conjecture derived from the heuristic science of epigraphy.

At line [[4]], the remembrance of the age of the young man Lucius anticipates a certainty—that the number of years he lived is known to the reader poet—who anticipates what is already known by the writer of the inscription. But the number is missing in this line, where the reader would expect to read it. That is why I translate here at line [[4]] the missing number by using the words <<such-and-such>>. What line [[4]] says is that <<He lived for such-and-such number of years>>. Line [[5]], which comes next, will fill in, adding the numbers that are expected but not yet found at line [[4]]. The <<such-and-such>> number of years at line [[4] can finally be filled in with real numbers at line [[5]], but only because the reader can now make out the <<Kappa>> and the <<Zeta>>, Greek letters reused for the Attic numerals <<20>> and <<7>>, in this case showing <<27>> as the age of the young man Lucius when <<he went to sleep>>.

At line [[5]], my working translation starts with a dash, and the first letter of the line is not capitalized. These details in formatting are meant to show that the previous line [[4]] did not end in a full sentence. The present line [[5]] {268|269}continues where the previous line [[4]] had left off. Meanwhile, the reading in the inscription that had to be restored as <<went to sleep>> at line [[3]] is now the reading in the poem as written by the poet and as read by the reader of the poem at line [[5]].

In the lines that follow, both in the lines of the inscription and in the lines of the poem, the fragmentation is so severe that the reader of the inscription and the reader of the poem can barely make out any readable words. All there is to read in the inscription is what the speaking reader actually sees, as signaled by “βλέπω” or “I see” at line [[6]]. If we take this word “βλέπω” in a sublime Platonic sense, not in the everyday sense of ‘βλέπω’ as ‘I see’ in everyday modern Greek, then what the “I” actually “sees” is an absolute Form, in that Plato’s use of βλέπω focuses on the seeing of Forms in Plato’s Theory of Forms. But the question is, what Form does the reader poet see “in the middle of the damaged parts”? And the answer is, he sees what he reads, which is <<… himself … the one from Alexandria>>. That <<himself>>, conveyed by <<Αὐτό[ν]>> in the accusative case at line [[6]], could be not only Lucius, the young man from Alexandria. It could be Cavafy himself from Alexandria. Or, as I noted some moments ago, the <<himself>> could be the Homeric body, which is temporarily the ‘self’ as distinct from the ψυχή after death. Or again, in a Christian sense, it could be the ‘self’ as permanently reunited with the ψυχή after death.

Or, yet again, in an ancient Egyptian sense that is most appropriate to Alexandria in Egypt, the <<self>> conveyed by the <<Αὐτό[ν]>> in the accusative case at line [[6]] could be the body of Osiris. In Egyptian myth, the god Osiris was the first person to die and then be resurrected after death. He had gone to sleep while sealed within a larnax or ‘chest’—and his body was then dismembered and scattered by Seth, lord of chaos, only to be reassembled and restored to life by the goddess Isis, loving consort of Osiris, in the month of Athyr. The ancient Egyptian myth about the fragmentation of Osiris and about his subsequent restoration by his consort Isis in the month of Athyr has been retold in the learned essay of Plutarch, On Isis and Osiris. The form of the myth as known to Plutarch was doubtless well known to Cavafy. Here is my paraphrase of the Egyptian myth as retold in the Isis and Osiris of Plutarch:

356B. It all happened on the 17th day of the month Athyr. The occasion for the death of Osiris is a sumposion ‘symposium’ attended by the god and 72 symposiasts who conspire to trick Osiris into lying down into a larnax ‘chest’ that fits him perfectly—and him only. Once Osiris takes his place inside the perfect fit of the larnax, the conspirators seal it and cast it into the Nile. With reference to the sacred number 72, we may compare the number of assembled men in the narrative about the genesis of the Septuagint. {269|270}

357A. The larnax containing Osiris floats down the Nile and into the sea, floating onward all the way to the Phoenician seacoast city of Byblos, a place that becomes the namesake for ‘papyrus’ and ‘book’ and, ultimately, ‘bible’ as represented by the Septuagint. Isis ultimately brings back the body from Phoenicia to Egypt.

357D. In Egyptian ritual, Plutarch says, the eidōlon ‘image’ of any dead person, when it is ritually carried around in a kibōtion ‘box’, is not just some ‘reminiscence’ [hupomnēma] of the ‘sacred experience’ (pathos) concerning Osiris. The ritual act of carrying around such an eidōlon is in the specific context of a sumposion ‘symposium’.

357E. The mythical honorand of the ritual symposium, Maneros, is envisioned as the inventor of ‘the craft of the Muses’ [mousikē].

357F-358A. Seth finds the sōma ‘body’ of Osiris in the moonlight and ‘dismembers’ (dieleîn) it.

358A. Then Isis looks for the parts of the sōma in a papyrus boat. The narrative adds an aetiology: how papyrus boats are immune from attacks by crocodiles. It is implied that Isis is reassembling the parts of the body of Osiris in order to reintegrate it for his eschatological resurrection.

358A. There is a different taphos ‘tomb’ of Osiris for each different ‘part’ [meros] of Osiris in different places throughout Egypt because Isis performed a separate taphē ‘entombment’ for each. Another version has it that she made eidōla ‘images’ for each polis in which Osiris is entombed.

The dismemberment of the body of Osiris is matched by the dismemberment of the poem of Cavafy, which is pictured as the reading of a dismembered inscription. The fragmented members of the poem need to be reassembled by the reader poet just as the fragmented members of the body of Osiris need to be reassembled by Isis. Just as the task of reassembling the fragmented body of Osiris is the key to the eschatological restoration and resurrection of Osiris, so also the task of reassembling the fragmented body of the poem is the key to restoring this poem and bringing it back to life.

But the task is difficult for the reader, perhaps so difficult as to be impossible. That is because the missing parts of the body of the poem, which match the missing parts of the inscription that is read by the reader poet, may perhaps never be found, may perhaps never be reunited with the parts that remain. And so the remains of the body of the poem may perhaps never be brought back to life. Unlike the goddess Isis, whose quest is to reassemble and restore all the missing parts of the body of Osiris, the reader of the poem may have to give up any hope, settling for something that falls far short of restoring the whole poem. The reader may have to settle for the fragmentation that remains. {270|271}

But the reader poet persists. He continues to read the inscription, as if to sustain a hope of restoring it and bringing it back to life simply by continuing to read. The reader continues to restore missing fragments within the square brackets that mark what is missing. The remains of the body of the poem call for the restoration of the fragments that are missing.

But now the reading becomes even more fragmentary, even more difficult. In the three lines that follow line [[6]], the fragments that remain are too disjointed to be read in continuity. Here the dismemberment of the body of the poem becomes decisive. It happens immediately after the <<self>> is signaled at line [[6]]. The next line [[7] signals that the reader of the fragmentary inscription is about to read “three lines that are … very much dismembered.” These “three lines” in the inscription will now be reenacted in the fragmentary wording and syntax of the next three lines in the poem, [[8]] and [[9]] and [[10]].

At lines [[8]] and [[9]], the reader reads words that break apart from each other, such as <<our tears>> and <<pain>> at line [[8]] and <<tears>> and <<for us his friends, sorrow>> at line [[9]]. The words at lines [[8]] and [[9]] are separated from each other by the breaks in the inscription. They are no longer connected to each other organically. And the two lines [[8]] and [[9]] are disjointed even as lines, since line [[8]] does not close in a full sentence but is picked up by the disjointed additions that follow. That is why the tears cannot end at [[8]] but need to start all over again at [[9]].

Then, at line [[10]], even the poem breaks apart, breaks up, disintegrates. This time, it is not the wording of the inscription that disintegrates. Rather, the disintegration happens in the wording of the poem itself. The wording at line [[10]] has taken over from the wording of the fragmented inscription. The wording of the poem here at line [[10]] is meant to tell what the fragments cannot tell fully, but now even the wording of the poem becomes fragmented. It is not that the fragmentation is caused at line [[10]] by breaks in the inscription. It is caused by breaks in the structure of the poem, in the body of the poem. The syntax of “It seems to me that Lucius … would have been very much loved” shows that the poetry is becoming fragmented, just as the inscription is already fragmented. The line is not a complete sentence, since something is syntactically missing in the ellipsis (…) that separates the two parts of the line.

Then, at the end, at line [[11]], the fragmented words of the poem as expressed in the previous line [[10]] are replaced by the restored words of the inscription. There are no more square brackets to indicate the missing letters of the inscription. Now “Lucius went to sleep” for sure, “ὁ Λεύκιος ἐκοιμήθη,” and these words are no longer quotations from the inscription, enclosed in double angular brackets and showing the epigraphical restorations, as they had been before at line [[3]], <<ὁ Λεύκιο[ς] ἐ[κοιμ]ήθη>>, which I had translated {271|272} as <<… Lucius went to sleep>>. This time, at line [[11]], the words “ὁ Λεύκιος ἐκοιμήθη” or “Lucius went to sleep” are not the words spoken by the inscription but the words spoken by the reader poet. But these words too, like the words of the inscription, are fragmentary, as we see from the spacing between the first and the second part of the line.

What ultimately reintegrates the disintegrating poem as it draws to a close is the love expressed for Lucius at line [[10]]: “μεγάλως θ’ ἀγαπήθη” – “[he] would have been very much loved.” In the logic of the inscription, this love was experienced by the original readers of the inscription—and by its original composer. But now we see it experienced all over again by the composer of the poem that frames the inscription. This composer becomes the first reader of this poem by virtue of being the last reader of the fragmentary inscription that he sees being framed within his poem. And just as the ultimate reintegration of Osiris after his disintegration is driven by the love of Isis in the ancient Egyptian myth, now the ultimate reintegration of the poem after its own disintegration is being driven by love—a love restored in the act of reading a fragmented inscription. Such is the integrating power, paradoxically, of Cavafy’s poetics of fragmentation."

[xoxovenusian]

Yin is the ultimate indulgence, she’s soft, sleepy, curvy, wise, she’s the sweetness in every breath, every beautiful think you encounter in life, she’s every little moment of relaxation, the crème de la crème of sweetness & indulgence. She’s life-giving life-preserving mother-lover ୨୧

[isisscarab]

Creation of the entire universe came from emotion, came from Her.

Women do not need “reawakening” they’re already awake and are always spiritual beings unlike men. Man discovers at 35 what Woman felt at 7. She is technologically advanced, spiritually a creator & in a physical form the bridge between earth and heaven.

You cannot fake a woman. No one will be able to be woman as woman is God’s chosen portal and the beloved of the beloved.

[taratarotgreene]

8:8 Lion's Gate Stargate-Don't buy into all the hype

THE LION’S GATE STARGATE 8/8 Lion’s Gate Detail of the goddess. Mighty mistress of animals and nature. Pithos with relief, from the years 625-600 BCLi Mycenea The Lion’s Gate, the Stargate, on August 8th is the annual rise and reborth of the star Sirius between July 26-August 12th with August 8th being most potent as its The Heliacal rising of Sirius, the brightest star in the Skies -20 times…

[shisasan]

From February 16 to 17, 1913 Letters to Felice by Franz Kafka First published : 1973

[cecilyfaithastrology]

✨🌪PART 1:The Signs🌪✨

🏮Asteroid #7066🏮

💔Nessus💔

*The story of Nessus:

Nessus was a centaur who, according to greek mythology,after being mortally wounded by Heracles, cunningly deceives Heracles' wife, Deianira, into believing his blood is a love charm. Unbeknownst to Deianira, this act of betrayal and revenge ultimately leads to Heracles' agonizing death when she uses the blood-soaked cloak on him years later, causing her to take her own life in despair.

*Impact in your Natal:

In a natal chart, Nessus indicates challenging material related to trauma, abuse, betrayal, and ancestral wounding. The position and aspects of Nessus can reveal where these themes are most potent in a person's life, representing the "deepest shadow material we inherit as a pre-existing condition of our human birth". Facing Nessus placements often involves facing difficult truths, acknowledging the impact of past traumas, and choosing to break free from destructive cycles. This challenging journey can also be a path toward becoming a "better ancestor" by transmuting the pain of previous generations. 

🖤 In The Signs 🖤

🖤Aries: This placement can indicate that you might have experienced abuse or betrayal in ways that were direct, sudden, or even aggressive. It could point to instances where someone acted selfishly or impulsively, causing harm, or where you felt a powerful "fight" response was necessary to survive or reclaim your agency. The nature of the abuse or betrayal might have involved direct confrontation, physical aggression, or a forceful imposition of another's will, leaving you with wounds that demand a brave and direct approach to healing and potentially breaking cycles of harm.

🖤Taurus: In your astrology birth chart, Nessus in Taurus signifies that experiences of abuse and betrayal are deeply intertwined with your sense of security, material possessions, and self-worth. This placement often indicates a vulnerability to financial manipulation, exploitation, or situations where a "poisoned gift"—something seemingly beneficial—ultimately leads to harm, profoundly shaking your core sense of stability and self-value. You may have experienced betrayal that strikes at your fundamental trust, leading to a tendency to withdraw and a long process of recovery due to Taurus's deep need for loyalty and resistance to change. To heal, you need to redefine security as an internal state, cultivating self-worth independent of external validation or material wealth, and consciously release unhealthy attachments by embracing flexibility, setting firm boundaries, and confronting any inherited patterns of trauma.

🖤GEMINI: For individuals with Nessus in Gemini, abuse often manifests as verbal, psychological, or intellectual abuse. This can involve manipulative communication, gaslighting that distorts one's reality, or psychological abuse deeply "embedded in the brain" through repeated patterns of harmful words. Abuse involving siblings or within the immediate environment of learning and communication is also a common theme.Betrayals are typically experienced through misinformation, gossip, intellectual dishonesty, or broken trust in communication. Gemini's naturally analytical and curious nature might lead to overthinking these betrayals, but they ultimately appreciate open discussions as a pathway to resolution. Gemini thrives on communication, information exchange, and intellectual agility. This placement suggests that these very strengths become the primary avenues for abuse, turning words into weapons or creating profound mental confusion and distortion of reality

🖤Leo: With Nessus in Leo, abuse can significantly impact one's self-esteem, creative expression, and innate need for recognition and appreciation. This placement may manifest as experiences of self-obsession, being subjected to harsh criticism, or being involved in attention-seeking dynamics, including bullying, either as a recipient or, in some cases, as a perpetrator of such behaviors. It speaks to a profound wounding of the inner child's joy and the authentic expression of one's unique radiance.  Betrayals are often experienced as a deep blow to one's pride, a violation of loyalty, or a sense of being undermined in self-expression, leadership, or creative endeavors. Leos are known for their strong sense of self and can be deeply hurt by trust issues, often confronting partners directly as loyalty and respect are paramount to them. Leo is the zodiac sign ruled by the Sun, representing vitality, creativity, self-expression, and the innate desire to shine. This placement suggests that abuse or betrayal has directly targeted and dimmed this inner light, leading to compensatory behaviors that either desperately seek external validation and attention or attempt to control others to feel powerful and seen.

🖤Cancer: Nessus in Cancer signifies abuse that is deeply emotional, often occurring within the household or originating from maternal figures or other women. This can lead to a pervasive "expectation of abuse in emotional bonds" and a profound struggle to recognize when relationships are abusive, making it difficult to walk away. Gaslighting may have been a significant presence in childhood, blurring emotional reality. For those with Nessus conjunct the Ascendant in Cancer, the abuse can be particularly insidious, threatening one's very personality, life force, and fundamental sense of existence, leading toa tendency to hide behind a protective "shell" due to an intense fear of being taken advantage of.Betrayals are experienced profoundly on an emotional level, shaking one's innate sense of belonging, family loyalty, or the safety and security of emotional bonds. Cancers are inherently sensitive and tend to withdraw emotionally when they feel mistrusted or betrayed, needing significant time, emotional support, and consistent reassurance to heal and process their deep feelings. They form deep bonds, and while they may forgive, the emotional impact of betrayal leaves a lasting imprint, making it hard to truly forget. Cancer is the quintessential sign of home, family, emotional security, and nurturing. This placement suggests that the very space and relationships meant to provide comfort and safety became a source of profound abuse, poisoning the well of emotional security. The deep identification with abuse, especially if Nessus is conjunct the Ascendant, points to how foundational these early wounds are to one's core identity and sense of self.

🖤Virgo: with Nessus in Virgo, abuse often manifests through excessive criticism, rigid control, or issues related to health, daily routines, and work environments. This can lead to a deep-seated feeling of never being "good enough," a relentless pursuit of unattainable perfection, or a tendency to self-criticize excessively. The abuse might have instilled a sense of inadequacy or a compulsion to over-analyze and fix everything.Betrayals are typically experienced as a violation of trust in established systems, routines, or by those one serves or works alongside. Virgos are inherently analytical and practical, often needing significant time to process betrayal logically. To rebuild trust, they require clear communication and tangible proof of reliability. Virgo inherently strives for order, efficiency, and perfection, often manifesting as a strong desire to be helpful and competent. This placement implies that the abuse or betrayal has instilled a deep wound around perceived flaws or a relentless, self-defeating pursuit of an unattainable ideal.

🖤Libra: With Nessus in Libra, abuse often manifests within partnerships, one-on-one relationships, or through dynamics characterized by fundamental unfairness, imbalance, or a struggle with setting clear personal boundaries. This can lead to a tendency to avoid conflict at all costs, to over-compromise, or to unconsciously feel like one "deserves" the imbalance or mistreatment in relationships.Betrayals are deeply felt in the context of intimate relationships, often involving a perceived lack of harmony, justice, or fairness. Libras prioritize harmony and may struggle significantly with confronting betrayal, often needing amicable discussions and considerable reassurance to feel safe and balanced again. They might find themselves torn between confronting the person who betrayed them and simply letting the issue go to preserve peace. Libra's core essence is the pursuit of balance, justice, and harmonious relationships. This placement suggests that these fundamental ideals have been corrupted or exploited through abusive or betraying dynamics, leading to a deep wound around fairness and trust in partnerships

🖤Scorpio: With Nessus in Scorpio, abuse is often intense, manipulative, and can involve themes of secrecy, power struggles, or shared resources. This placement is strongly associated with "darkish, intense, and emotional abuse," frequently involving "manipulating, intimidating, and mind games". Sexual abuse is also a significant possibility with this placement. Individuals with Nessus in Scorpio may find a tendency to attract abusive partners or, in some cases, to unconsciously act out abusive patterns themselves as a distorted expression of their wounded power.Betrayals are experienced as deep, secretive, and profoundly wounding events, often involving hidden agendas, intense emotional reactions, or significant power imbalances. Scorpios take betrayal intensely and personally, often leading to a desire for revenge or justice. They require significant time and deep introspection to trust again after being hurt, as their sense of security is fundamentally shaken. Scorpio is the sign of profound transformation, deep psychological processes, and shared power dynamics. This placement suggests that the very mechanisms of transformation and the exercise of power have been poisoned through abuse or betrayal, leading to cycles of intense, often hidden, and manipulative interactions

🖤Sagittarius:With Nessus in Sagittarius, abuse often manifests through authority figures, teaching figures, spiritual or religious institutions, or involves a profound betrayal of truth and personal freedom. This can lead to a deep questioning of one's core beliefs, a cynical view of the world, or a pervasive sense of disillusionment with higher ideals and systems of Justice. betrayals are experienced as a profound violation of one's beliefs, ideals, or expansive sense of personal freedom and exploration. Sagittarians inherently value honesty and freedom, and if they feel cheated or confined, they prefer to discuss the situation frankly and are not hesitant to leave relationships or situations that compromise their sense of autonomy. Sagittarius embodies the quest for truth, wisdom, exploration, and philosophical understanding. This placement suggests that the very compass guiding one's life—their core beliefs and ideals—has been tampered with or poisoned through abuse or betrayal, leading to a sense of disorientation, a loss of faith, or a cynical view of truth and justice.

🖤Capricorn: Nessus in Capricorn signifies abuse that often manifests through parental figures, authority figures, or within the structures of one's early life, deeply impacting ambition, public image, and inherent sense of responsibility. This placement can indicate having been raised in an environment that did not allow for the proper building of personal boundaries, leading to early and prolonged exposure to abuse. Betrayals are experienced as a profound challenge to one's sense of responsibility, reputation, or long-term goals. Capricorns approach trust issues cautiously, taking time to analyze situations and often appearing distant while processing emotions. They value loyalty and dependability deeply and require consistent action to restore their trust after a breach. They are known for their ability to go "no-contact" and cut people off completely when betrayed, often holding deep grudges. Capricorn is the sign of structure, discipline, ambition, and long-term achievement, often associated with parental and societal authority. This placement suggests that the very foundations upon which one builds their life—their sense of security, authority, and ability to establish boundaries—have been compromised or poisoned by abuse or betrayal.

🖤Aquarius: With Nessus in Aquarius, abuse often manifests through social groups, experiences of isolation, or a profound betrayal of humanitarian ideals and intellectual freedom. This placement can indicate patterns of abuse handed down through generations that affect individuals on both a personal and collective level. It can lead to feelings of being an outsider, being bullied, or experiencing social isolation.Betrayals are experienced as a violation of trust within friendships, community, or intellectual and social freedom. Aquarians tend to approach trust issues logically, desiring open discussions and needing their space to process. They are independent and may become cautious with trusting again after being deceived. Aquarius embodies ideals of collective well-being, innovation, and intellectual freedom. This placement suggests that the very desire to connect with and contribute to humanity has been met with experiences of abuse or betrayal, leading to a sense of detachment, isolation, or a profound disillusionment with collective endeavors.

🖤Pisces: with Nessus in Pisces, abuse often manifests through escapism, self-sacrifice, or a blurring of boundaries, making it difficult to discern healthy from unhealthy dynamics. This can involve a tendency to be overly forgiving, to remain in relationships longer than is healthy, or to unconsciously attract savior/victim dynamics. The abuse may be subtle, spiritual, or involve a deep sense of disillusionment with reality. Betrayals are experienced as a profound violation of empathy, spiritual trust, or a sense of disillusionment with ideals. Pisces individuals are empathetic and intuitive, often feeling deeply hurt and disillusioned by betrayal. They may seek comfort in creativity or spirituality and, while they may forgive, they rarely forget the emotional impact. Pisces is the sign of compassion, spirituality, intuition, and universal love, often associated with dissolving boundaries. This placement suggests that the very capacity for empathy and spiritual connection has been compromised or poisoned through abuse or betrayal, leading to a tendency to merge with others' pain, self-sacrifice, or a struggle with clear boundaries.

PART 2- Coming in a couple hours 🖤🖤🖤💔

🧚✨Thank you guys so much. This is my first astrology blog and so far its going better than expected. Feel free to recommend topics or aspects or anything youd enjoy reading my opinion on. Please interact if you took anything from this ✨🧚

[apiswitchcraft]

altars for kemetic/egyptian gods

hi yall, another purely based in UPG, new agey post! historically, deity offerings for the ancient egyptians often took the form of art/sculpture/hymns, incense (like frankincense or myrrh), or offerings of food (especially meat and bread) and drink (wine/ale, mostly). dialogue with the gods was often facilitated through the pharaohs or funerary rites, but your average person had access to daily magic and regular temples as well.

RA

Colors: yellow, orange, red for the sun

Offerings: eye of ra, dates, figs, grapes, apricots, sunflowers, morning glories, chocolate, pastries, orange juice, honey

Crystals: sunstone, yellow/red jasper, citrine, carnelian, honey calcite, angelite, kyanite

Animals: falcon

SHU

Colors: white, blue for the air/sky

Offerings: feathers (especially ostrich), sandalwood, gardenia, anise, paper fans, cornflower

Crystals: white/clear quartz, angelite, selenite, blue calcite, fluorite, blue lace agate

Animals: lion, ostrich

TEFNUT

Colors: white, blue for water

Offerings: sea salt, reeds, shells, water, coral, water (especially dew), lotus root/flower

Crystals: blue calcite, sodalite, lapis lazuli, amethyst, larimar, ocean/blue lace agate, aquamarine

Animals: lioness

NUT

Colors: blue, black for night. white for stars

Offerings: amber, sandalwood, sycamore, moonflowers, morning glories, milk

Crystals: lapis lazuli, star jasper, azurite, obsidian, smokey quartz, black tourmaline, labradorite, sodalite, moonstone (especially black)

Animals: boar, cow, sow

GEB

Colors: green, brown for earth. black for the underworld

Offerings: grain, beans, yarrow, cinnamon, coffee, egg shells, foliage, dirt, rocks, snake shed, milk

Crystals: jasper (various types), aventurine, moss/tree agate, unakite, obsidian, jade, malachite

Animals: snake, goose, rabbit, bull

OSIRIS

Colors: green for renewal, black for death, white for rebirth

Offerings: bandages, dark chocolate, dried fruit (especially oranges or dates), dark chocolate, coffee, cedar, vetiver, bones

Crystals: lapis lazuli, moss agate, jasper (various types), malachite, obsidian, smokey quartz, pyrite, jade, howlite, star jasper (for his astral form)

Animals: heron, ram, cow

ISIS

Colors: white, grey for the moon. blue, black for the night. green for life and resurrection.

Offerings: the tyet symbol, cow horn, milk, sycamore, feathers, dried fruit (such as raisins or dates), pomegranates, nuts, pastries

Crystals: star jasper, moonstone, rose quartz, amethyst, fluorite, bloodstone, red jasper, carnelian, labradorite, aventurine

Animals: birds (especially a kite hawk or vulture), cow, cat, scorpion, sow

HORUS

Colors: blue, purple for insight and intuition. white and red for pharoahship.

Offerings: eye of horus, weaponry/iron, lotus flower/root, feathers (especially hawk or falcon), yarrow, chocolate

Crystals: malachite, aventurine, pyrite, amethyst, lapis lazuli, jasper (various), howlite, sunstone, aquamarine, labradorite, hematite

Animals: falcon

NEPHTHYS

Colors: black for darkness and funerary rites

Offerings: beer, linen, feathers (especially of a crow or vulture), bones, coffee, nuts, milk

Crystals: obsidian, smokey quartz, black moonstone (because of association with Isis), black tourmaline, red jasper, bloodstone

Animals: vulture, crow

SET

Colors: red, black for chaos and storms

Offerings: lettuce, sand, alcohol, dragon's blood, patchouli, yarrow, vetiver, charcoal, dark chocolate, black pepper

Crystals: red jasper, black tourmaline, howlite, obsidian, labradorite, sodalite, bloodstone, malachite, pyrite

Animals: the set animal (which resembles a canine, giraffe, and aardvark), donkey

THOTH

Colors: grey, blue for intuition/intelligence. white for the moon

Offerings: quill, ink, pieces of writing/books, feathers, rosemary, citrus, sage, moon water, lavender, nuts

Crystals: amethyst, lapis lazuli, malachite, moonstone, selenite, howlite, angelite, sodalite, fluorite

Animals: ibis, baboon

ANUBIS

Colors: black, grey for funerary rites/death

Offerings: bones, ash, charcoal, red/black peppercorns, marigold (associated with the dead), linen, yarrow

Crystals: hematite, obsidian, black tourmaline, howlite, jasper (various, but especially red), smokey/rutilated quartz, bloodstone

Animals: canines, especially a jackal

BASTET

Colors: white, red for pharaohship

Offerings: ointments/perfumes of most types, cedar, anything cat related, rosemary, black salt

Crystals: tiger's eye, cat's eye quartz, bloodstone, red jasper, black tourmaline, howlite, milky/smokey quartz, pyrite, carnelian

Animals: lioness, cat

SEKHMET

Colors: red for war. grey for justice

Offerings: sand (especially red), scales of justice, iron, cypress, red pepper, black salt

Crystals: bloodstone, red jasper, carnelian, garnet, ruby kyanite, jade, smokey/clear, hematite

Animals: lioness

HATHOR

Colors: pink, red for love/sexuality

Offerings: dancing, dried fruits (especially figs/dates), pomegranates, sycamore, milk, honey, pastries

Crystals: rose quartz, amethyst, citrine, carnelian, fluorite, jade, aquamarine, garnet/ruby

Animals: cow, lioness, cobra

KHONSU

Colors: white, grey for the moon. blue, black for the night.

Offerings: lavender, sage, mugwort, dried fruit, moon shaped items, moon flower, ash

Crystals: moonstone, selenite, sodalite, obsidian, black tourmaline, smokey/milky quartz, jasper (various), blue lace agate, lapis lazuli

Animals: falcon

[bruhhxiao]

Rebirth

(sfw/nsfw)

Seth x fem!Reader

!Warnings: there might me some sexual scenes but not to much, death and rebirth of reader, (Y/N) rarely used !

Requested by: @lillycore

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You and Seth were one thing, always thinking about each others but unfortunately your relationship was secret since you were just a mortal.

He would have left his throne exposed or his temple in silence just to spend a few hours with you. He was the god of violence and desert tempests, but your eyes met for the first time and there was only one tempest and it was in his chest, so he got curious.. visiting you at night watching your body wrapped around the linen sheets, or he would dissolve into sand and follow you around while you were busy with duties, or maybe worry Horus for his less anger towards anything. Because he was in love.

He would burst out of the temple after Nephthys begged him to end this story, she knew he started to get affectionate with you. Until a day he couldn’t take it anymore and shows himself to you. His body building little by little with sand while you holed the heavy container of water, his hand caressing your cheek as he leaned closer. You were completely froze, did you do something wrong to make the god Seth get to you?

When he has gotten closer to you doesn’t take time for you to reply, his lips sweetly touching yours making you drop the container and he realized. But from them moment and after he fully fell in love with you.

Your relationship started to grow time to time, he would visit you at night or take you in his chamber, and he would make it embarrassing because he doesn’t lay a hand on you, he just sits on the bed listening to your journey thinking how boring is to be a god.

But he noticed something, he would have thought that it was just a habit or that your lungs were just weak because you were a mortal, he didn’t mind it, he thought it was normal till your coughing got worse. To the point you had to hold your chest for the pain and find small drops of blood in your hand. You hide it from Seth but he notice your body getting weaker as days pass. And after a few days of absence the day came.

He could find you or even his servants couldn’t find you in the village and he finally decided to go to your house. He came at night when everyone where asleep a part of him regretted to see you but the other made him realize that maybe that was the last time he could hug you.

He knelt next to your shaking figure. Your body was boiling and sweating, your lung taking just the half of air. His arms sliding behind your shoulders and pulling you closer to his. He never felt this way: scared, strengthless, sad.

He kissed your temple and picked you up running to Anubis temple, of cousin the other gods were aware of the situation. There he goes begging on his knees with your body cooling in his arms, so pitiful, begging Anubis to talk to Osiris and make him spare your life.

The god ignored his request but Anubis done something that would have changed Seth life without his knowledge. He kept you as wandering soul till the day he betrayed Osiris and made you reborn.

There were you finally visiting Egypt for the first time in your life. All the studies and stories they told you about ancient Egypt made you more curious day by day. Your mother told you that your first word was a god name. And as you grew up you choose to believe in Egypt gods going against your own religion, but why.

There was something that no one couldn’t explain, how you got so affectionate to them from a very young age.

After a long period of stress you went to a trip with your friends to visit Cairo. You were excited. The next day you went visiting all the places and talked with some people and shared differences of culture and religion.

You packed your bag full of cameras and polaroids since you’re going for a tour of the Nile. It was dark and the only option was to find a place to eat and go to an Hotel around the area.

There you were enjoining the view on the restaurant balcony, the air was hot but the soft wind made it fell better. You were walking down the stairs for the silent garden downstairs, you laid on a bench as the smell of nature relaxed your tense muscles as your heart was beating in peace, you closed your eyes smiling like a dork remembering all the funny things that happened during these days and how this beautiful places made you feel like home.

You opened your eyes as you felt a drop falling down your cheek, you were expecting to find the stars covered by clouds and the moon losing her brightness. But you found two shining eyes hiding under a mask. You jolted by the surprise and sat yourself holding your chest meanwhile the figure also stepped back while the fountain limits the escape distance behind him.

You stood up you had plenty space to run away but you didn’t, you weren’t scared.

“Y/N it’s time to go back to the hotel!! Y/N!” you heard your friend scream from the balcony.

“Y/N…” Seth repeated your name under his breath, your eyes glued on the jackal-shaped mask until your friend called for you once again, Seth noticed and he dissolved himself into send disappearing.

He left you speechless, left you like a sculpted statue. You snapped out of your thought and rushed to the others.

Once you arrived at the hotel you locked yourself in, those eyes, just thinking about them made your heart race.

That mask was familiar, you searched on internet and bingo, that mask was related to a god very dear to you, Seth.

“The doctor warned me, there are too many flus and viruses going around here. I am hallucinating.” You said checking your temperature and turning on the Air Conditioning.

“But weren’t they half animals?..” you kept wondering till the day you had to go back home.

You searched on the internet but there were so many theories that the one you knew from childhood sounded crazy to you in that moment. You kept reading, working day after days neglecting your sleep and hunger. It was around midnight when your headache was getting worse and sometimes you would feel dizzy as well, you lay on the bed. “Just five minutes” sounded like a loop in your head till you fall asleep.

You felt a warm sensation o your left cheek but you thought it was from the sickness, but then you hear pressure one you chest, you heard a mumbling voice and it sounded relieved.

Your head moves to your chest and meets a very familiar but strange texture, you slowly open your eyes and by the soft light from the light stand you see a few red strings of red hair falling out the clothing that was attached to his mask.

You kind felt better but your muscles were too weak push him away. Seth raised his head turning towards your face, you couldn’t see much because of the jackal mask but you saw his trembling lips. It felt like Deja vu…

His hand reached the mask taking it off slowly and when your eyes met you saw a very similar expression but this time he wasn’t crying. You smelled sand, you smelled wheat and some hints of flax for a were short second. His name, hi face, his touch and his voice sounded clearer in your head.

“I thought he was going to take you away from me again…” he said before you could even clear your throat.

As you pronounce his name he holds you hand to his chest while his left hand holds your cheek, he sat closer next to you leaning down slightly. You couldn’t tell if it was a dream or not because you started to remember how the warm sand felt under your feet while you walked next to him talking about the mortals life.

Suddenly you got flashbacks of your last hour of life, he was sitting just like in the past and you felt pain on your chest, you were living a nightmare but the difference was that you’re staying alive. He noticed something was wrong, how your breathing got heavier and how your eye contact was so intense.

Who would have thought that the god of violence, destruction and desert tempest had stopped everything with a simple gesture, a simple kiss, a sweet stamp pressed against your lips. You felt something, you felt free, you felt hundreds chains letting you go and run towards freedom like a curse was broken.

You finally spoke, calling his name. Your hand reached his back pulling him in a hug, he leaned closer and both of his arms hugged you. Kiss sweet as figs while he laid on top of you making everything more passionate. Only he knows how much he wanted to do that before, holding you while making love and not seeing you suffering till your last breath.

His hands traveling under your T-shirt and take it off eventually, his right hand didn’t hesitate and he moved to your shorts. His hand slips inside the clothing serving you of some preparation before taking both shorts and panties off. He breaks the kiss for a few seconds waiting for a reaction from you, but you didn’t, you felt like him.

He toke off the cloth around his waist and position himself against your intimacy, he holds you as he slides into you. He was gentle, how his hands caressed your body made you feel like you were made of thin glass. His hips attached to yours, your back arches making you wrap your arm around his neck. The room was death silent, just your heavy breaths. Your reflection reflected back to you by the mirror next to your closet showing you how his buttocks contracted how he thrusted faster.

Somehow he noticed, his shoulders moved back a little as his hand turned your chin to him and he kissed you as you both reached pleasure. His hip’s grinding against yours and his arms held you tight against him, his lips travelled to your next leaving sweet pecks.

“My sweet baby.. I won’t let anyone anything happen to you again” he said kissing your cheek.

“But you’re a god, I’m a mortal” you said caressing his face.

“I can make you a demigod, but it won’t be easy for Ra” he says.

“but you might lose your memory…” he continued showing a bit of concern and worries in his eyes.

“I won’t never let anyone take you away from my memory.” You said cupping both of his checks kissing him.

Sure the Demi god might have suffered for thousand years and he never expected to hold you again in a healthy body like she always been with him.

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Helooo, again sorry for taking so long, I apologize to the one who requested :’)

Hope y’all enjoy<3 btw I have more requests of ennead coming up soon, very soon :p see yaa!!!

[egypt-ancient-and-modern]

 Relief of Winged Goddess Isis standing behind her husband the god Osiris, from the Philae Temple. 

[unbiddentongue]

badu (01’)

[fallloverfic]

Mojito made art of Isis, Osiris, Nephthys, and Seth as the Teletubbies, with Ra as the sun. The cookie seems to be Mojito's icon/her dog.

[shisasan]

I need him to love me with that fierce and primal urgency, as ancient and powerful as if it were drawn from the deepest well of human history and emotion, in his raw, deep, and potent ways ever known to mankind.

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