#Into Each Other's Orbits AU
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The thought of Stan, not remembering his tragic romance with a guy in overalls that has a big beard and a big hat, seeing Old Goldey and being absolutely BAFFLED as to why he suddenly felt Gay for some statute has haunted me and I couldn't rest till I drew this
#Into Each Other's Orbits AU#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#stanley pines fanart#grunkle stan#old goldie#fiddlestan#my posts
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popping in randomly after almost an entire month just to talk non stop about the tsaritsa again everyone sit down.
specifically just thinking about the implications of tsaritsa's ideals originally being about love + the abandonment of those ideals to complete her goal of, presumably, destroying Celestia or whatever she's cooking up. to the point even her people don't love her and I probably don't even remember a time her ideals were of love. now it's all just ice and snow and cold.
which makes romantic fics w her even funnier because she's purposely removed this part of herself and suddenly reader walks into teyvat like they own the place (they do) and I can only imagine her reaction. angry, probably. because why you? what are you doing to her that's caused her hundreds of years of strict adherence to rejecting "love" both from others and to others to just. collapse. absolute shattering of her world and you probably don't even know it bc if nothing else she's good at hiding it. a lot of denial. tries to pick you apart and see what's makes you so different.
and oh she just hates it. she loathes it.
basically one sided enemies to lover trope because she can't stand you for a while but if you stick around she starts warming up to you and it makes it WORSE. so much worse. tries to distance herself but your just everywhere and it gets on her nerves because why does she love you? she isn't capable of love, not anymore. she thought she was.
g-d forbid one of the harbingers or PIERRO notices she'd never live it down. might even consider the implications of just killing you (she doesnt). worse if you know about it and act like a brat she will lose her damn mind
just the tsaritsa being an absolutely horrible mess internally.
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#genshin cult au#genshin impact cult au#tsaritsa#i could also talk sbt furi here and how similar they r + how writing one of them influences my writing of the other#but anyway#ive been busy moving i havent had time to write unfortunately#but i do have time for tsaritsa! and furi. mwah#i just think its funny imagining tsaritsa trying to be polite snd cordial but ohh shes SEETHING. she hates you. she loves you.#she wants to kiss you snd kill you and devour you. a horrible mess of a woman who closed herself off snd suddenly she feels exposed#she hates it. wants to hate you but oh g-d you make her soft in the worst of ways. she'd destroy teyvat itself if you asked her to#shes like a cat you gotta work to earn her trust but oh lord when you do. velcroed to your side#she will say she despises you before kissing you so tenderly it makes you dizzy. between vitriol she brushes her knuckles against your cheek#longing and yearning so violently you will tear each other apart just to be closer.#is there anything so undoing as loving another so wholly it consumes you?#she swears she's indifferent but she pampers you and sends you extravagant gifts with no name attached yet it smells like her. you know.#oh to be in a horribly complicated relationship thats almost one sided enemies to lovers w the tsaritsa that consumes you both#like two stars wanting to be closer and yet..in doing so you undo each other when you inevitably collide. caught in an orbit that dooms both#this has been ur monthly tsaritsa ranting ur welcome and goodnight đ«Ą#when i say im crazy sbt the tsaritsa i am so serious. i AM her number 1 fan source me
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rotating the idea of a Jalph soulmate AU inside my head
but not a traditional fix-it soulmate AU where they find each other and immediately fall in love and all is well that goes well. What about that "first words are tattooed somewhere on their body" AU where Ralph has "Where's the man with the trumpet?" on his arm and Jack has "There's no man with a trumpet. Only me." on his leg.
What if they meet each other for the first time and they're friends. What if Jack betrays Ralph and they start hating the words on them. What if Ralph covers his arm with mud and Jack his leg with blood. They're hesitant to clean up when they're on the boat back home. During future confrontations their eyes wander and they meet gazes and just know what the other's thinking : what if we could have made it work?
It's the 1950s so obviously they're not thinking about being in a relationship. Maybe the media normalises platonic soulmates. Maybe not; maybe their parents told them they'd better have female soulmates or else. Maybe after their first meeting, Ralph looks at his arm every now and then and feels a deep discomfort in his stomach but he tells himself it's fine as long as they're on the island because nobody's going to bother them about it. Maybe Jack starts wearing longer pants after the island because his father found out and started hassling him about finding the girl who'd speak about a trumpet, however strange she may sound.
And maybe then they're back in school and undergoing therapy (probably not cause the 1950s were yikes about mental health but it'd nice to think about) they see their soulmarks and the feeling of longing from before the island comes back. "If only I could find them I'd be whole" turns to "If only I'd handled it better". They wish it could have worked. They wish they could have stayed friends. If only it had gone differently. Right person wrong time. Because if they're soulmates obviously their souls are going to feel like something's missing their whole lives now that they've found each other and they're apart, so add to that the PTSD and whatever else is going on inside their heads, the poor boys will not be having a good time.
Maybe Jack feels the pull of the hunt after the island (because I personally headcanon that he's lived pretty repressed beforehand due to his strict parents and the island gave him freedom he's never had before; the hunt was an amalgamation of all the stress that comes from having an overbearing successful Father with a capital F melting off his bones) AND the pull of the soul. Maybe he meets people with fair hair and the most gorgeous smile and he wants to vomit because he remembers the blood on his hands. Maybe Ralph is trying to socialise at school and he sees parts of Jack in everyone he meets. Maybe Ralph tells himself to shut up about his missing half, he doesn't have it that bad, just look at Simon and Piggy and the mulberry kid! at least he's not dead! (don't do that kids. that's a horrible coping mechanism. seek professional help) and still he goes to church and hears the choir and wonders if Jack still sings.
I dunno it's just an idea!! I am not done yapping about this. Will add on through reblogs if needed
#writing#my writing#it's more like#rambling#but fair enough#i dunno i saw a tumblr post about soulmate AUs earlier and the idea hasn't left my head#doomed yaoi#my beloved#as an aromantic person I have a complicated relationship with soulmate AUs#because usually they're interpreted as romantic#and like yeah! yippee!! that's often a good thing#but I also really like the idea of two characters cursed by the narrative together in a non-romantic way#stuck orbiting each other throughout their lives whether they like it or not#even through each other's romantic relationships#maybe their society normalises romantic soulmates and they feel pressure to become a couple but it doesn't work#lotf#lord of the flies#jack merridew#lotf ralph#jalph#if you couldn't tell i'm insane about them.#i need to think more about the other ships i like though.#ralmon rogermon jager. maurice i still need to find a proper suitor for because i don't get his character yet but it is coming.#piggy i just need to think about more often.#angst#ANGST I FORGOT TO TAG AS ANGST#I'M SO SORRY IF IT CAUGHT ANYONE OFF GUARD#jalph soulmate au
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manifesting that I will publish at least the first five fics on my to-do list this year
#first up will be the high school closeted derek cheating au (i'm about 18k and 20% of the way through so far)#then another li'l cheating pwp au with married ceo derek and babysitter stiles#then an abo neighbours au where derek is a firefighter and stiles is a past dv survivor (this is the one that won that poll i did recently)#then a college au oneshot with promiscuous stiles and in-a-long-distance-relationship derek orbiting each other for months#and THEN an age gap au where stiles is 18 and derek is a 28yo friend of the family#i am speaking this into existence and i want you all to please hold me to it đđđ
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it's all fun and games typing up a silly, rickety little au idea in the tags of someone else's post and then suddenly you find yourself expanding on the world-building and plotting out interconnected stories for characters you swore would only make background appearances and your brain is On Fire with the need to write even when you know you can't commit to yet another doomed wip
#the terror#this is 100% about the fucking hartving tech!averse jirv/librarian!hartnell au from yesterday bc IT WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE#thinking about a ficlet detailing how bridlgar met#peggles is a delivery driver who does the rounds dropping off the library's stationary orders and john's the one in charge of receiving#and they strike up a friendship over terrible stationary puns and eventually start dating when john introduces harry to classic lit#thinking even more about a joplittle sequel where after ned shows up soaking wet the first time and is immediately smitten#by thomas âJust Being A Decent Personâ jopson; he starts volunteering at the library just so he can get closer to jops#(like the loser he is; bc why ask someone out directly when you can just hang around in their orbit and hope they notice you noticing them)#but the more time he spends at the library the more he comes to love it; and ends up volunteering to read to children on his free weekends#(my tumblr homies know exactly where i'm headed with this bc i am so transparent my mom might as well have called me âwindowâ)#and jops; despite his better instincts; gets so turned on after hearing ned do voice impressions for fictional crayons while reading to#a bunch of enraptured rugrats that he decides then and there he absolutely can't NOT fuck ned senseless the second he gets his hands on him#meanwhile for the main fic; jirv and tartnell are both absolutely disgustingly in love but are also completely clueless#as to how to go about expressing interest in each other bc while i imagine jirv not being as repressed in this as he normally is in fanon;#he still hasn't actually figured out he's Big Time Gayâą yet and#tartnell on the other hand is both extremely attracted to and intimidated by the handsome; aloof yet kind; bible-quoting scotsman#who's decided to adopt him as his personal apple support technician#despite the fact that tartnell knows little more about iphones than jirv (seeing as he's been using android since smartphones took off)#god i'm in so deep about this stupid little au i've dreamed up that i just want to yell about it for hours on end#and despite knowing i'll likely NEVER get around to writing it; it is just... taking up Brain Space... that i already Do Not Have
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what if đ„șđ„ș we were both electrons đ„șđ„ș and we had opposite spins đ„șđ„ș and we got to share an orbital đđđ„șđ„ș
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ghost quartet au: hazel as rose red and nico as pearl white and leo as the astronomer and frank as the bear
#what if hazel just fucking killed nico#and then entered the multiverse so she could kill him five more times#i've already written half of this au the problem is that much like its source material it makes no goddamn sense#but the nonlinear narrative works SO WELL for hazel and nico#and the astronomer song for leo?????? its him#but like hazel as the ghost nico as this ephemeral knowing figure and they keep orbiting each other#ghost quartet au#hazel levesque#nico di angelo#leo valdez#frank zhang
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What's your favorite thing about the SMG4 AU you and Efficiency work together on??
(First I'd like to clarify that when it started it was Efficiency and @fandomandangstlover's AU. I joined in later on and Engie ended up moving on to other things.)
Personally I like that we've mostly kept to the spirit of the source material. Even with all the angst and lore and found family stuff that we love packing in there, it's still at its core a story about dumb video game parody characters going on wacky adventures, even if sometimes some of them aren't quite as dumb as they used to be.
#smg4#au timeline stuff#also that efficiency and i can seemingly âyes andâ each-other all the way into orbit while somehow not jumping the shark#it's fun
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i made this post about them :)
not romantic not platonic but a secret third thing [what would happen between earth and the moon if the earth stopped spinning as illustrated by xkcd randall munroe]
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I haven't been able to stop thinking about it some I'm throwing it on here, I'm calling it the Into Each Other's Orbits Au
The basic idea is that Stan and Fiddleford meet a variety of times but it ends up not great every time, and they both get their memories erased (voluntarily or otherwise)
They first meet and fall in love working on the portal together and now Stan had a bunch of notes in a handwriting he doesn't recognize.
After Weirdmageddon, Stan ends up remembering as Fiddleford starts regaining his memories and sanity and they finally end up actually together
#gravity falls#gravity falls au#Into Each Other's Orbits Au#fiddlestan#young stanley pines#young fiddleford#Fiddleford McGucket#old man mcgucket#stanley pines#grunkle stan#my posts
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Acceleration AU (part 2)
Part 1 || Part 3
Warnings: plus size!fem!Reader x Ghoap, jealousy, unhealthy attachment, Johnny is being a little creepy, no one fucking talks properly here
Soap travels with Ghost back to Manchester practically on the next day after Christmas, bags packed up the day before despite everyone insisting they stay for some more.
But Simon is practically one leg out the door during the whole evening so Johnny just smiles at his family and shakes his head. No, they arenât staying.
Because Simon sure as hell isnât staying (and Soap is not staying without him), because Simon has been watching his phone like it was supposed to open up a portal and spit out someone into his hands.
Which obviously didnât happen.
Which in return obviously didnât help Simonâs curt demeanour.
But Johnny did.
Soap presses himself into Simonâs side, hip to hip, hand snaking around him, palm resting on his back.
âYer tenseâ, Soap notes, knuckles rubbing circular patterns into Ghostâs back.
The room is warm and full of people â laughing and drinking, glasses clinking, lights flickering. Itâs a lot. Especially since Simon is not one for the crowds.
But Simon is one for Johnny.
Johnny who smiles in a way that makes Simonâs chest ache and canines itch.
Johnny who is a shining sun. Johnny who is eternal summer â eyes shimmering, world brightening whenever he is in the room.
Johnny who is light and laughter and fiery white hot surge of raw want.
Hungry for more, itching for more, biting and clawing out more.
Johnny is raw determination and sharp eyes and toothy smile and Simon doesnât fucking know how he can feel this much tenderness for someone whoâs this much trouble and whoâs still wet behind his ears.
But he does.
And thatâs why he drags himself to Glasgow, shakes hands with Johnnyâs family and opens up his arms when Johnny gets into his room and bed at night.
Johnny sinks his sharp fucking teeth into Simon and holds on, disturbing everything in the process, knocking over the routines and rewriting the rules so he can worm his way in.
Simon doesnât mind.
Simon nuzzles into the back of Johnnyâs neck, teeth grazing vertebrae, tongue flickering out to collect salt of Soapâs skin.
Simon isnât sure whether he wants to maul or mount Johnny.
Johnny doesnât seem like heâd mind either.
So Simon changes his usual routine and comes to Glasgow and meets Soapâs family and deals with the crowd. Because itâs not so bad.
Because heâs with Johnny which makes things much easier.
And heâd be feeling even better if you were here, but you are not coming and he canât really blame you for it.
After all, how would he even introduce you to Johnny and his family?
His friend? His emotional support person? His home?
Simon isnât sure there is a word for what you have and at this point he isnât entirely sure what it is you have. Who are you to each other?
He got so used to having only you on his orbit, so used to know that no matter what you and him are gonna gravitate back towards each other.
And now itâs Christmas and you arenât here. Why the hell you arenât here?
Agitation slowly climbs in him, fingers drumming against his thigh, jaws clenching together when one of Johnnyâs sisters accidentally brushes against him.
She looks like a nice bird, probably didnât mean anything by it but Ghost is at his limit and probably there is something in the heavy hover of his brows that makes her stop mid-apology and walk away.
âWhatâs up with ya?â, Johnnyâs brows furrow, eyes flicking between his sister and Simon.
Yes, Ghost doesnât do crowds but this is something entirely different.
This is an itch he canât scratch and it makes Soapâs upper lip twitch in a promise of a snarl.
Because thatâs not fair.
Because he got so far and now Simon is backing off for some unknown fucking reason and heâs not saying anything but ânothinâ, Johnny. All goodâ.
So Soap snaps his jaws shut and gets onto the train to Manchester. Whatever the fuck it is he will find out soon enough.
Simon doesnât talk much on his way home, just glances at the phone from time to time.
Hoping that maybe you will text him something about your Christmas. Or a photo of tree you decorated this year.
Or a photo of yourself.
Agitation continues its relentless climb up and he realises his knee was jerking up and down only when Soap presses his hand on it, slowing him down.
Heâs not saying anything but there is the same look in his eyes he gets when he isnât sure whether to do something or let it steam for a bit.
Simon doesnât say anything but some tension drains out of him the harder Soap presses on his knee, heel of Simonâs boot now digging into the floor.
Pressure feels nice. Pressure feels right. Pressure grounds Simon and he forces himself to breathe slower.
Itâs fine. Itâs nothing.
You probably had a good time (which for some reason doesnât seem to make him feel better) and are having yourself a proper hangover sleep-in after celebrating.
Probably thatâs why you didnât answer when he called you in the morning. Just a bit too much fun yesterday.
Itâs nothing.
Itâs nothing, but Simon is a tight wound spring all the way to the flat, that starts to uncoil only when he unlocks the door and steps inside, noting that your coat is hanging. Your boots are here. You are at home.
Itâs warm inside, air smells like ginger and something savoury that makes his mouth water, the Christmas tree is bloody stunning.
And Simon finally feels like breathing again when he hears you shuffling around the kitchen.
Thank fucking god.
Simon shakes off snow and shows Soap where to put his boots and where to hang his coat, suddenly much calmer, tension draining from his shoulders like someone pulled the plug.
Simon pads in the living room announcing âwe are home, luvâ and plops his and Soapâs bags near the couch before he moves in the direction of what Johnny assumes is kitchen.
Itâs strange to see him like that. Itâs practically alien and Johnny doesnât miss the extra pair of winter boots right next to Simonâs. Couple sizes smaller. A coat on the hanger that smells with something faintly sweet. Perfume?
But he doesnât have much time to think about it because Ghost grumbles âwhereâs your phone, Iâve been callinââ to someone and Soap feels the creak in his neck with how slowly he turns his head.
But Simon just wraps himself around you, face pressing into the crown of your head, practically rubbing his face in your hair and god, thatâs bloody fantastic.
He should have came in person and got you so you could go to Glasgow together.
He should have called you proper and brought you to meet Johnny. He should have come up with something because who fucking cares how he can introduce you? Itâs no oneâs bloody business who you are.
Simon knows who you are, thatâs enough as it already is.
Simon uncurls his hands only when Johnny pads into the kitchen but he still presses a tight kiss to your temple, practically purring out âcookinâ somethinâ, sweetâeart? I brought Johnny with me, iâs okayâ yeah?â.
Johnny in question meets your eyes for the first time, feeling an ugly rise of jealousy when you murmur âback so soon, Simon. Go wash, yeah? Iâm gonna throw black in next so you can drop your balaclava in the washing machineâ like itâs the most usual thing in the world.
Like this is your normal.
Johnny watches a stranger whom Simon cuddled like she was everything and doesnât know what to do.
She looks back at him, eyes boring into him with quiet intensity he felt before only with Simon.
She looks at him and then her eyes slide down to the nameplate on his uniform and the way her eyes narrow makes Soap feel like he fucked up.
And he doesnât even know her name yet.
âYou are Soapâ, she hums, her face carefully neutral but the way she stares him down makes Johnny feel 18 and in his first demolitions training all over again.
Donât pull the pin out of the grenade when itâs still in your hands. Donât pull the pin out of the grenade when itâs still in your hands. Donât-
She is pretty. Wide shouldered and broad, soft sweatpants tighter fit on her hips, dark clearly manâs (clearly Simonâs) sweater a comfy fit on her.
Johnny feels the simmering tension under her skin. Under that bloody sweater.
Johnny feels like there is ticking under her skin, time quickly running out and he has no idea where her wires are.
There is a familiar pump of adrenaline in his system, tips of fingers tingling â twitching to touch. Itching to rub her against the growth of nonexistent fur. Soothe the agitation.
Soap is itching to open her up and see what this ticking is all about.
She looks at him like sheâd blow up in his face if he even tries. She looks at him like sheâd do it on purpose.
Johnny licks his lips, heart thumping in his ears, phantom ticking of a bomb making him restless, every instinct urging to move, to touch, to see.
Her upper lip twitches and he smiles, eyes dropping to it.
Oh, she doesnât like him. Whyâs that?
Johnny smiles, asking for her name â teeth a flash in the warm lights of Christmas decorations and lamp on the kitchen table.
When she speaks there is an edge to her words, a silent warning not to push, eyes intense and wide open when he tilts his head to the side.
Johnny drawls out her name, savouring every sound, sweat at the back of his neck trickling under his collar when her brow arches, her gaze growing heavier. He can practically hear unsaid âbad dogâ.
Pretty.
Johnny wants to crack her open and touch every tiny detail, wants to tug on her wires, wants to see sparks, wants her to vibrate and tick some more for him.
Johnny swallows, his throat bobbing and takes a step to her.
She could hurt him.
Heâd probably let her.
âDidnât know Simon was bringing guestsâ, she mused and Johnny feels like dropping to his fucking knees and pressing his whole body into her legs, his face in her stomach.
Instead he licks his lips again, eyes sharp as he notes the undertone of âwhat the fuck are you doing hereâ.
There is a firework-like cracking inside his scull as he takes another step towards her and watches with strange joy her upper lip raise in actual snarl.
It disappears as quickly as it was shown but itâs already more than he got before.
Soap wants to wrap his palm around the back of her neck and rub his thumb on the hard point of vertebrae.
He isnât sure whether heâd like to snap your neck or stroke you some more. See what other reaction he can get.
Because you call his lieutenant âSimonâ, because you are wearing his lieutenantâs sweater, because you look at Johnny with polite eyes of a lady that never had to deal with mutts like him.
Johnny tilts his head to the other side, neck cracking, strands of outgrown mohawk falling over his forehead.
You look like everything he isnât, like everything he had to work his arse off to even come close to be, like someone who gets Ghostâs affection without even trying.
âL.T. didnât tell he had a bird at homeâ, Soap murmurs, grin widening when your eyes narrow, lashes arrow sharp. Thrill courses though his whole body as he tilts forward. (god does he know jealousy, couldâve wrote thesis on it, couldâve given lectures on it if anyone cared to listen)
He licks his lips again, suddenly realising what is simmering in the bottom of your eyes, his lips stretching even wider.
Hit a sore spot, didnât he?
Soap breathes you in, forcing you back to press into the counter, scent soft and barely there â no perfumes yet, you probably didnât leave the house.
Tasty.
âSimon didnât tell me heâd be bringing youâ, you muse back, voice carefully level, lips curling upwards when Soap recoils back, eyes heavier now.
Good.
Itâs petty and he havenât really done anything to you.
But Simon brings him without warning and your whole carefully constructed routine falls apart.
Your plans, your ânormalâ, your fucking Christmas.
Silence stretches between you two, hovers in the air heavy and thick. But you already gave up your Christmas with Simon to this bloke, you arenât gonna give another bloody inch.
But it aches, your chest hurting, thorns growing through your veins, curling around your palms and you want to feel nothing but feel upset and abandoned instead.
You donât look at Soap and donât see the way his eyes get a little softer when you make no move to stab him with a cookie cutter or smack the daylight out of him.
The phantom ticking stops.
Well, that wasnât very nice behaviour from both of you. Itâs no way to start, isnât it?
âYer hoos is a bonnie sightâ, he says quietly, stepping back before he extends his hand to you, palm up. âIâm John MacTavish. Soap.â
Your eyes on him are wary and surprised but you still shake his hand, your grip a solid warm presence.
A soft one. A really nice one.
âThank youâ, thereâs a pause before you finally say something back, your name rolling off your tongue in return.
Soap hates the way strange trepidation rises in him when you give him a slow blink, shoulders sagging down â fight no longer etched in every line of you.
You look so gentle when you donât snarl and turn your nose up away from him.
Johnny hums, squeezing your hand one more time and lets it go.
âIâm gonna check on Ghost. Feels like he drowned himself out in yer sinkâ
To Johnnyâs absolute delight you snort, your face lighting up like nothing he has ever seen.
âBring him back, Iâll put the kettle onâ, you shake your head and Soapâs fingers itch again to touch the apple of your cheek. âFancy some tea? We have different kindsâ, you offer to him. A gesture of hospitality.
A peace offering.
Soap rolls his eyes, smirking and breathes out âfoockinâ brits and their teaâ, but still nods.
Tea is alright. Tea is a start.
Tag list: @thestoriesiread @skeletonsucker
#acceleration au#call of duty#cod mw2#girl.snippets#simon ghost riley#simon ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon riley#ghost x reader#ghoap x reader#ghoap#johnny mactavish#john soap mactavish x reader#soap x reader#soap cod#soap mw2#john soap mactavish
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I miss you, I'm sorry
Bucky x Reader AU
Word Count: 10k+
Warnings: Toxic, angst, smut
A/N: I love Gracie, and was like fuck it gonna toss something together based off my fav songs by her
The air feels heavy, even though the room is quiet. You sit cross-legged on your bed, your phone resting beside you, the screen dim and blank. The minutes bleed into each other, but you canât stop glancing at the clock, as if willing it to rewind to before it all.
Itâs been three days. Three days of no texts, no calls, no nothing. Thatâs how it always goes with Bucky. Heâs there, and then heâs not. And every time, you tell yourself itâll be the last time you wait for him to come back.
It never is.
You hate him for how easy it is to disappear. You hate yourself more for letting him.
The phone rings.
The sharp sound cuts through the haze of your thoughts, and for a moment, your heart skips. You snatch the phone up, seeing his name flash across the screen. The sight of it sends a rush of relief, anger, and something softer, something stupidly hopeful, all at once.
You answer, but donât say anything.
âHey.â His voice is quiet, gravelly. Tired.
You swallow the lump in your throat. âHey.â
The silence stretches, brittle and uncomfortable. You can hear him breathing on the other end, steady and soft. It reminds you of the way his breath felt against your skin the last time he stayed over, the last time he let himself get too close before pulling away again.
âI shouldnât have called,â he mutters finally, his voice tight. âI just⊠couldnât sleep.â
You close your eyes. There it is again, the push and pull. The way he says he shouldnât but always does. The way he drags you back into his orbit every time, knowing youâll stay.
âWhat do you want, Bucky?â you ask, keeping your voice steady. Itâs a question youâve asked a hundred times, and you already know the answer.
He exhales sharply, like heâs frustratedâat you, at himself, youâre not sure. âI donât know.â Another pause. âYou were right, okay? About everything. I justâŠâ His voice trails off, and you can picture him sitting on the edge of his bed, rubbing the back of his neck the way he always does when heâs trying to find the words. âI hate this.â
âHate what?â you snap, the simmering frustration bubbling to the surface. âHate that you always come back? Or hate that you canât figure out what the hell you want?â
He doesnât answer. He never does when you call him out like this.
The silence makes your chest ache. You shake your head, even though he canât see you. âYou canât keep doing this, Bucky. You canât keep pulling me back just to push me away again. Itâs not fair.â
âI know,â he whispers. And he sounds so broken, so genuine, that it cracks something inside you. It always does.
You take a shaky breath. âThen why do you do it?â
âI donât know,â he says again. His voice is quieter now, softer, like heâs afraid of breaking you more than he already has. âBecause youâre the only thing that feels real. And I donât know how to hold onto it without screwing it up.â
Your throat tightens. You wish you didnât understand. But you do. Heâs always been good at giving you just enough to stay, but never enough to feel whole. âIts not enough Buckâ
âI know,â he says, his voice breaking slightly. âBut itâs all Iâve got, you're all i truly have."
You sighed running your head through your hair âDo you wanna come over?â
âIâm already on my wayâ
You don't have to wait long. The sound of his motorcycle pulling up to your place makes your stomach do a little flip, even though you're still mad at him. You hear his heavy boots on the stairs, and then a soft knock at your door.
You take a deep breath before opening it. He's standing there, his hair tousled from the ride, his face tight and tired. He looks at you, and for a moment, it's like all the walls come down. He reaches out, cupping your face with his hand, his thumb brushing over your cheekbone.
"I'm sorry," he says, his voice rough. "I'm so fucking sorry."
And just like that, you melt. You lean into his touch, your eyes fluttering closed. His other hand comes up to wrap around your waist, pulling you close. He smells like leather and cigarettes and something uniquely him.
"I missed you," he murmurs, pressing his forehead to yours. "I hate not seeing you."
"I hate it too," you whisper back. "But you can't keep doing this, Bucky. You can't keep hurting me."
He makes a soft, broken sound. "I know. I'm trying, okay? I'm really trying."
The door closes softly behind them, the click of the lock echoing in the charged silence. Bucky's hand is still cupping your face, his thumb tracing the curve of your cheekbone. You lean into his touch, your eyes fluttering closed as you breathe him in. He smells like leather and smoke, like home and danger all rolled into one.
You press yourself against him, feeling the hard planes of his body through his clothes. He's solid and warm and real, and it's been too long since you've felt him like this. His hands slide down to your waist, pulling you flush against him as he claims your mouth in a hungry kiss.
You moan into it, your fingers tangling in his hair. He kisses like your fights- fierce and intense, like he's trying to claim every inch of you. You kiss back just as fiercely, your tongue sliding against his as you lose yourself in the feel of him.
He walks you backwards towards the bed, his hands roaming your body as he goes. He breaks the kiss only to yank your shirt over your head, tossing it aside carelessly. His mouth is back on yours before you can even blink, his hands cupping your breasts through your bra.
You arch into his touch, your nipples hardening under his palms. He groans low in his throat, his hips pressing forward to grind against yours. You can feel his hardness through his jeans, and it makes you ache with need.
He breaks the kiss again, trailing his lips down your neck as his hands work to unclasp your bra. It falls to the floor, joining the growing pile of clothes. He takes a moment to look at you, his eyes dark with desire as they rake over your naked breasts.
"Fuck, you're beautiful," he murmurs, his hands cupping the soft mounds. You gasp as his thumbs brush over your nipples, sending sparks of pleasure shooting through you.
He leans down, taking one of the hardened peaks into his mouth. You cry out, your fingers tangling in his hair as he sucks and licks and nibbles. Your hips buck against his, seeking friction, and he groans around your nipple, the vibrations making you shiver.
He gives the other breast the same attention, lavishing it with kisses and bites until you're writhing beneath him. Only then does he move lower, pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses along your stomach as he kneels before you.
His hands hook in the waistband of your jeans, tugging them down along with your panties. You step out of them, kicking them aside as he looks up at you from his knees. The sight of him there, kneeling before you like you're a goddess to be worshipped, makes your knees weak.
"Bucky," you breathe, and it's half plea, half prayer.
He grins up at you, a devilish glint in his eyes. "Patience, baby. I'm going to take my time with you."
And then his mouth is on you, his tongue delving between your folds to taste you. You cry out, your head falling back as pleasure crashes over you. He licks and sucks and teases, his hands gripping your hips to hold you in place as he devours you.
Your fingers tangle in his hair, holding him to you as he drives you closer and closer to the edge. Just when you think you can't take anymore, he pulls back, leaving you gasping and empty.
"Bucky, please," you whimper, and he chuckles darkly.
"Please what, baby? Tell me what you want."
"I want you," you pant, looking down at him with desperation in your eyes. "I want you inside me."
He stands up, pulling you flush against him as he captures your mouth in a searing kiss. You can taste yourself on his lips, and it makes you even more aroused. His hands grip your ass, kneading the flesh as he grinds his hardness against your bare core.
"Bed," he growls against your lips, and you nod frantically, tugging him towards the mattress.
You tumble onto the bed together, a tangle of limbs and desire. He breaks the kiss to sit up, yanking his shirt over his head and tossing it aside. You take a moment to admire the hard planes of his chest, the scars that crisscross his skin like a roadmap of his past.
He crawls back over you, his hips settling between your thighs as he reaches for his belt. You watch, transfixed, as he unbuckles it and shoves his jeans and boxers down, freeing him.
He settles back over you, his head brushing against your entrance. You shudder at the contact, your hips lifting to try and draw him in.
"Tell me you want this," he whispers, his voice rough with need. "Tell me you want me."
"I want you," you breathe, wrapping your legs around his waist. "I want all of you."
And with that, he thrusts into you, burying himself to the hilt in one smooth motion. You cry out at the sudden fullness, your nails digging into his shoulders as you adjust to the stretch.
He pauses for a moment, letting you get used to him. Then he starts to move, pulling out slowly before slamming back in. You meet him thrust for thrust, your hips rising to take him deeper.
The bed creaks beneath you as he sets a relentless pace, driving into you again and again. The sound of skin slapping against skin fills the room, mingling with your moans and his grunts of pleasure.
"Fuck, you feel so good," he groans, burying his face in your neck. "So perfect."
You clench around him in response, and he curses, his hips snapping forward harder.
"I'm gonna come," you gasp, your body tensing beneath him. "Bucky, I'm gonna-"
But he cuts off your words with a kiss, swallowing your cries of pleasure as you come undone beneath him. Your body spasms around him, milking him as he follows you over the edge with a hoarse shout of your name.
He collapses on top of you, both of you gasping for breath as the aftershocks of your orgasms roll through you. He presses soft kisses to your neck, your jawline, your lips as you bask in the afterglow.
"I love you," he murmurs against your skin, and you hope it's just not the sex talking.
Later that week, youâre sitting at a bar with Natasha. She watches you nurse your drink, her sharp green eyes narrowing as you tell her what happened.
âHe called,â you say, staring down at the condensation on your glass. âAnd like an idiot, I picked up, and he came over, we had sex and he was gone in the morningâ
Natasha doesnât say anything at first. She just leans back, crossing her arms. âWhat do you want me to say?â she asks finally. âThat heâs going to change? That this time will be different?â
You shake your head. âNo. I justâŠâ You trail off, struggling to put the feeling into words. âI just wish I didnât miss him so much. I wish I could stop.â
She sighs, leaning forward. âListen to me,â she says, her voice soft but firm. âHeâs not going to fix this. You know that, right? Heâs not going to wake up one day and suddenly figure out how to love you the way you deserve. Thatâs not who he is, you have to know that babeâŠ"
âI know,â you whisper. But the ache in your chest doesnât go away.
Natasha exhales deeply, tilting her head as if trying to decide whether to push further. Finally, she sets her drink down and leans across the table, her voice quieter but no less serious. âSo, whatâs the plan? You gonna keep answering when he calls? Keep letting him come over, screw you and your head, and leave like nothing happened?â
You donât answer, just trace the edge of your glass with your finger. The truth is, you donât have a plan. Youâre not even sure you want one. âHe said he loves me, he's never said that beforeâ
Natasha leans back in her chair, crossing her arms as she studies you. Her sharp green eyes narrow slightly, but thereâs no satisfaction in her expression. She doesnât look impressed, doesnât look relieved, like youâd hoped she might. Instead, her face softens, just slightly, in that way that means sheâs about to say something you donât want to hear.
âOkay,â she says slowly, her voice calm but pointed. âAnd what does that change?â
Her question hits like a bucket of cold water, and you blink at her, your fingers freezing mid-trace on the rim of your glass. âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, so what?â Natasha continues, leaning forward now, her elbows on the table. âHe said the words. Great. But what does that actually mean to you? Did it make you feel better? Did it fix anything?â
You open your mouth to reply, but no words come out. The truth sits heavy in your chest.
âItâs not enough just to say it,â Natasha presses, her tone still steady but with an edge of frustration. âLove isnât just words. Itâs showing up. Itâs consistency. Itâs choosing someone, not just when itâs convenient, but every single day. Did he do that? Or did he just say what youâve been waiting to hear and then disappear again?â
The ache in your chest tightens, and you look down, your fingers clutching the glass like it might hold the answers youâre searching for. âHeâheâs trying,â you say weakly, but even you donât sound convinced.
Natasha lets out a breath, her voice softening again. âBabe⊠I know you want to believe him. I know you love him. But this?â She gestures vaguely, as if to encompass all of itâyour tears, the late-night calls, the endless cycle. âThis isnât what love is supposed to feel like. Love doesnât leave you questioning your worth every time the sun comes up.â
The words settle over you like a weight, and you swallow hard, blinking back the tears that threaten to spill. You donât want her to see you cry. Not here. Not like this.
âNatâŠâ you start, your voice barely above a whisper. But she shakes her head, her expression soft but unyielding.
âIâm not saying this to hurt you,â she says gently. âI just⊠I want you to be happy. And youâre not happy right now. You havenât been for a long time.â
Before you can respond, the stool next to her screeches, and Sam slides into it, his energy a stark contrast to the heavy atmosphere between you and Nat. He plunks his beer on the table and gives you a once-over.
âWell, you look like someone stole your puppy,â he says, his tone light but his eyes sharp.
Natasha shoots him a look. âNot the time, Sam.â
âIâm just saying,â he replies, leaning back and gesturing to you. âSheâs been sitting here all night, looking like a sad indie song, and youâre just gonna let her wallow?â
You glare at him, the frustration bubbling to the surface. âDo you have something to say, or are you just here to make jokes?â
âBoth,â Sam says, taking a sip of his beer before setting it down. âLook, I love you, but this thing with Bucky? Itâs killing you, and everyone can see it. Hell, you can see it, but youâre still pretending like itâs gonna work itself out.â
âSam,â Natasha warns, but he holds up a hand.
âNo, let me finish,â he says, his voice more serious now. âIâve been where you are, okay? Hanging onto something thatâs breaking you because youâre scared to let it go. But you know what happens if you keep holding on?â He pauses, meeting your eyes. âYou lose yourself. And I donât want that for you.â
His words hit harder than you expect, and for a moment, all you can do is sit there, blinking back the tears threatening to spill.
âI donât know how to let him go,â you admit finally, your voice barely above a whisper. âI donât even know who I am without him.â
Sam leans forward, resting his elbows on the table. âThen itâs time to figure that out. Because you deserve better than waiting around for someone who doesnât see how amazing you areânot someone who only comes around when itâs convenient for him.â
After Sam and Natasha head home, you find yourself walking through the quiet streets, your hands shoved into your coat pockets. The city hums around you, but you feel untethered, like youâre floating between who you are and who you want to be.
Before you realize it, your feet take you to Buckyâs building. You stop at the corner, staring up at the windows. The lights in his apartment are off, but you know heâs there. Heâs always there.
Your phone buzzes in your pocket. You pull it out, your heart sinking when you see his name.
Bucky: You up?
The message is simple, familiar, and infuriatingly tempting. Your thumb hovers over the screen.
You: Yes, just leaving the bar.
Bucky: Ill see you in 20.
You see his light flick on.
You: Okay.
Youâre sitting in your apartment with Steve. Heâd shown up unexpectedly, a bag of bagels in one hand and a concerned look on his face. Now, heâs watching you carefully as you pick at your food, the silence between you growing heavier by the minute.
âI heard about last night,â he says eventually, breaking the stillness.
You glance up, narrowing your eyes. âNatasha?â
âSam,â he admits with a small smile, but his expression stays serious. âHeâs worried about you. We all are.â
You sigh, leaning back against the couch. âIâm fine, Steve.â
âYouâre not fine,â he says gently, setting his coffee down on the table. âAnd itâs okay to not be fine. But you need to stop punishing yourself for wanting more than what Bucky can give you.â
Your chest tightens, and you look away, your voice barely audible. âHeâs not a bad person, Steve. Heâs just⊠broken.â
âI know he is,â Steve says softly, his tone patient but firm. âAnd I know he cares about you, even if heâs too scared to show it. But that doesnât mean you have to keep hurting yourself to save him.â
You open your mouth to respond, but the words get stuck in your throat. Instead, you ask the question thatâs been clawing at you for days. âIs he seeing anyone else?â
Steve freezes mid-bite, his jaw tightening. âYes.â
You nod slowly, your hands trembling as you set your plate down on the coffee table. âAre they⊠are they having sex?â
Steveâs shoulders sag slightly, and he shakes his head. âNo.â
The relief you feel is fleeting, quickly replaced by another acheâsomething deeper, sharper. âHe told me he loves me, yâknow,â you whisper, your voice cracking.
That makes Steve freeze completely. He sets his bagel down, staring at you with wide, startled eyes. âHe said that?â
You nod, the words pouring out of you now, unfiltered and raw. âHeâs never said it before. And I didnât know what to do. Because it felt⊠real. For a second, it felt like maybe this time was different. But then he was gone the next morning, like always.â
Steve leans back in his chair, his brow furrowed, like heâs trying to process what youâve just said. âDid he mean it?â he asks finally, his voice cautious.
You let out a bitter laugh, wiping at your eyes. âI donât know, Steve. Does it matter? He says one thing, but everything else he does justâŠâ You trail off, shaking your head.
âIt matters,â Steve says firmly, leaning forward. âIf he loves you, thatâs something. But love isnât enough if he canât show it, if he canât make you feel it.â Steve is quiet for a long moment, his expression pained. âYou deserve more than that,â he says finally. âYou deserve someone whoâs not afraid to fight for you. Someone who doesnât make you feel like youâre asking for too much just by being yourself.â
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The music is loud, pulsing through the crowded bar in a steady rhythm that matches the pounding in your chest. You're friends are off dancing their cares away, while you sit at a small table near the corner, nursing your drink, half-hidden in the dim lighting. The condensation from the glass drips onto your hand, but you barely notice.
Your eyes keep drifting to him.
Bucky is across the room, his arm slung casually around another womanâs shoulders. Sheâs laughing, tilting her head toward him like heâs just told her the funniest joke in the world. He looks⊠relaxed. At ease in a way you havenât seen in a long time, and itâs like someoneâs taken a knife to your chest, twisting it deeper with every passing second.
You force yourself to look away, staring into the amber liquid in your glass like it holds answers to questions youâre too scared to ask. But it doesnât work. Your gaze flickers back to him, almost involuntarily.
Theyâre dancing now, swaying to a song you donât recognize. His hand rests lightly on her hip, his fingers brushing against the fabric of her dress in a way that feels too intimate, too familiar.
And then he kisses her.
Not on the lips, but on her head, his lips lingering against her hair as she leans into him. Itâs tender, effortless, the kind of gesture that feels natural, like it belongs to someone who knows how to love without hesitation.
Your chest tightens, and you swallow the lump forming in your throat, forcing yourself to take another sip of your drink. The bitterness burns your tongue, but itâs nothing compared to the ache spreading through you.
You tell yourself you donât care. That this doesnât matter. That heâs made his choice, and it isnât you.
But the truth is, it matters too much.
You drain the rest of your drink, the cold liquid going down in one sharp swallow. You set the glass down harder than you mean to, the dull thud lost in the noise of the bar.
You glance over at him one last time, just to confirm what you already know. Heâs still there, his attention focused on her.
But then his eyes shift.
He sees you.
For a split second, your gazes lock across the room, and the weight of his stare pins you in place. His hand pauses on her back, and something flickers in his expressionâguilt, maybe, or regret.
You canât tell, and youâre not sure you want to.
The heat of his gaze follows you as you stand, slipping your bag over your shoulder and making your way toward the door. The noise of the bar fades into the background as you weave through the crowd, your footsteps quick and purposeful.
You donât look back, but you can feel him watching you, his eyes lingering like a phantom touch that burns even after youâre gone.
The cold night air hits your face as you step outside, and you inhale deeply, trying to push the ache in your chest away.
But it stays. It always stays.
That night, youâre curled up on your couch, a blanket wrapped around you as the city lights flicker through the window. Your phone sits on the coffee table, dark and silent.
Until itâs not.
The screen lights up, and Buckyâs name appears. The voicemail notification lingers like a ghost, and your hand trembles as you reach for it.
You press play, his voice cracking through the silence.
âI know Iâve screwed this up. I know I donât deserve another chance. But I miss you, and I donât know how to do this without you. Please⊠just call me, Iâm sorryâ
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You find him outside on the balcony, leaning heavily against the railing, his shoulders hunched like the weight of the world is pressing down on him. The cold night air bites at your skin, and the faint glow of the streetlights below casts shadows that dance across his face. He doesnât turn when you step out. He never does. Thatâs the thing about Buckyâhe always knows youâre there, but heâs mastered the art of pretending not to.
The sound of the sliding door closing behind you feels final, like youâve just stepped into a space you wonât come back from. Your arms wrap around yourself, a weak defense against the coldâor maybe against himâand you take a hesitant step forward.
âI thought you left,â you say, breaking the fragile quiet. Your voice wavers, as unsure as the ground youâre standing on.
He finally looks over his shoulder, his eyes heavy and rimmed with shadows. He looks wrecked. Tired in a way that no amount of sleep could fix. âAlmost did,â he says softly, his voice barely audible over the distant hum of the city.
You step closer, your chest tightening at his words, at the way he doesnât move, doesnât shift to let you in. âWhy didnât you?â
He shrugs, turning back to the skyline, his fingers gripping the railing. âI havenât heard from you all week.â
The ache in your chest sharpens at his tone, a flicker of hope you hate sneaking in despite yourself. Itâs always like this: just enough vulnerability to keep you tethered. You stop a few feet away, the space between you feeling like a canyon, impossible to bridge.
âThis isnât working,â you say, finally voicing the thought thatâs been clawing at you for weeks. âWhatever this is. Itâs not working, Bucky.â
He doesnât react at first, just keeps staring out at the city, like it holds an answer heâs too afraid to look for. When he finally speaks, his voice is low and rough. âI know.â
The simplicity of his admission steals your breath. Itâs not that you didnât expect it. You did. Youâve been here before, standing on the edge of this same cliff, waiting for the inevitable fall.
âSo why are we still here?â you ask, your voice trembling, tinged with a desperation you wish you could hide.
He exhales, dragging a hand through his hair. The motion is frustrated, exhausted, like heâs tired of his own indecision. âBecause I donât know how to stop,â he admits, his words cutting through the night air with brutal honesty.
You take another step closer, close enough to see the tension in his jaw, the way his knuckles turn white as he grips the railing. âBucky,â you say, your voice soft but breaking. âI need more than this. I need to know if youâre ever going to stop running every time things get hard. Because I canât keep waiting for you to figure it out.â
He turns to face you then, his blue eyes locking onto yours. Thereâs something in themâsomething raw and fragile and so heartbreakingly familiar. For a fleeting second, you think this is it. The moment heâll finally tell you what youâve been waiting to hear.
But then he looks away, his jaw tightening. âI donât know if I can.â
The nausea hits you like a punch, twisting your stomach into knots. You take a shaky step back, wrapping your arms around yourself like it might keep you from falling apart. âDo you even want to try?â
His silence is deafening, an answer in itself.
You let out a bitter laugh, the sound hollow and sharp. âYouâre unbelievable,â you whisper, more to yourself than to him. âIâm standing here, practically begging you to tell me you care, and you canât even do that.â
âI care,â he says, his voice barely above a whisper. âYou know I care.â
âDo I?â Your voice rises, anger bubbling to the surface, breaking through the pain. âBecause it sure as hell doesnât feel like it. You say you care, but you act like Iâm something you can pick up and put down whenever itâs convenient for you.â
âStop,â he says, his voice suddenly firm, his eyes snapping back to yours. Thereâs something desperate in his tone, something pleading that makes your breath hitch. âI donât⊠I donât know how to do this.â
âNo, Bucky.â You shake your head, your voice trembling with fury and heartbreak. âYou just donât want to. And thereâs a difference.â
The words hang between you, heavy and suffocating. He opens his mouth, like heâs about to say something, but then he stops. His eyes dart back to the city skyline, and you see itâthe war heâs waging with himself, the battle between what he wants and what heâs too scared to reach for.
âSay something,â you whisper, your voice cracking under the weight of the moment. âSay anything.â
âIâm seeing someone,â he says suddenly, his hands gripping the railing so tightly you half expect it to snap. The words hit like a freight train, knocking the air from your lungs.
The world around you tilts. Your hands tremble as you take a step back. âOf course you are,â you say, your voice barely above a whisper. The bitter laugh that follows feels like it belongs to someone else. âIâm done.â
You turn toward the sliding door, your heart pounding so hard it feels like it might shatter. Your hand trembles as you reach for the handle, pausing for just a second, hopingâprayingâheâll stop you. That heâll fight.
But the silence stretches on, heavier and colder than the night air.
When you glance over your shoulder, heâs still standing there, staring down at the city like heâs already let you go.
Your throat tightens, but you force yourself to slide the door open and step back inside. The warmth of the apartment hits you like a slap, but it does nothing to ease the chill in your chest.
The door slides shut with a quiet thud.
And Bucky doesnât follow.
Youâd just moved into a new apartment, one that wasn't tainted with all the places he'd touched, places he'd been. It made things easier it wasn't the reason for your move but it helped. Natasha had decided you were both done unpacking for the night so naturally she had dragged you to a party. Steveâs place, of course. The apartment was alive with the energy of too many people crammed into too little space. Natasha had disappeared into a circle of friends near the kitchen, leaving you to nurse your drink in a corner. Thatâs when you noticed him.
Bucky.
He was leaning against the wall, looking like heâd rather be anywhere else. Dark hair falling into his eyes, a leather jacket slung over his shoulder despite the heat of the crowded room. He didnât see you at first, but when he did, his gaze lingered just long enough to make your pulse race.
You told yourself you wouldnât approach him, but an hour later, you were pressed against the wall in Steveâs hallway, his lips trailing down your neck, his hands gripping your hips like he couldnât get close enough. It was messy, impulsive, and thrilling.
âWe probably shouldnât,â youâd whispered, your breath catching as his mouth moved against your collarbone.
Heâd laughed softly, his voice low and rough. âYeah. Probably not.â
Neither of you stopped.
There were moments after thatâmoments that felt like everything youâd ever wanted. Late nights in his apartment, the room dimly lit by the glow of the city outside. Heâd lie next to you, his fingers tracing absent patterns on your arm as you talked about everything and nothing.
Heâd tell you about his childhood, the things he rarely told anyone. The weight of his past. And youâd listen, feeling like you were peeling back layers of him that no one else had ever seen.
âYou donât have to fix me,â heâd murmured once, his voice barely above a whisper. âI just⊠I like being around you.â
Youâd smiled, brushing his hair back from his face. âIâm not trying to fix you, Bucky.â
And in those moments, you werenât lying.
But then there were the other moments. The ones where he pulled away so fast it left you reeling.
You remember the first time he didnât text you back. It wasnât just hoursâit was days. Days of overanalyzing every word youâd said to him the last time you saw him. Days of your stomach twisting every time your phone buzzed, only for it to not be him.
When he finally did text, it was so casual it made you want to scream.
âHey. You good?â
No apology. No explanation. Just like that, he was back. And you let him back in because you didnât know how not to.
And then there was the jealousy. The way youâd catch him talking to someone else at a party, his body language so open and inviting in a way it rarely was with you. You hated how it made you feel, the bitterness that bubbled up, the way you wanted to pull him aside and demand to know if he cared about you at all.
But you didnât. You never did.
âDo you even want to move on?â Wanda asks, her tone soft but pointed. âOr is this just who you are now?â
You blink at her, her words cutting through the haze of your thoughts. âI donât know,â you admit, your voice barely above a whisper.
She sighs, leaning forward to rest her elbows on her knees. âYou deserve better, you know that, right?â
The door swings open, and Natasha walks in, dropping her bag on the counter. She gives you a look, one thatâs equal parts sympathetic and exasperated.
âLet me guess,â she says, crossing her arms. âYouâre thinking about him again.â
You donât answer, but the way your jaw tightens is enough for her to roll her eyes. âYou know heâs not good for you. Why do you keep doing this to yourself?â
âI donât know,â you snap, harsher than you mean to. âMaybe because itâs not that simple.â
âActually, it is,â Natasha retorts, her voice sharp. âYou stop calling him. You stop answering when he calls. You stop letting him treat you like an afterthought.â
âNatââ Wanda starts, her tone soothing, but Natasha holds up a hand.
âNo, she needs to hear this.â She looks at you again, her expression softening just slightly. âI know you care about him. But caring about him isnât enough if he doesnât care about you the same way. At some point, you have to start putting yourself first.â
You glance away, her words hitting too close to home.
âI donât get you,â youâd once said your voice trembling with frustration. âOne minute youâre here, and it feels likeâlike maybe this could be something. And the next, youâre gone.â
Heâd run a hand through his hair, pacing the room. âItâs not that simple.â
âYes, it is, Bucky,â youâd said, your voice rising. âYou either want me, or you donât. So which is it?â
Heâd stopped then, turning to look at you. And the look on his faceâit wasnât anger or indifference. It was fear.
âI donât know,â heâd said finally, his voice breaking.
And that was the worst part.
âYouâre spiraling,â Sam said. He wasnât harsh about it, but he didnât sugarcoat it either. âThis isnât love. Itâs self-destruction.â
Even as you think it, your phone buzzes on the coffee table. The sound feels too loud in the quiet room, pulling everyoneâs attention. You glance at the screen, and your heart skips when you see his name. Just his nameâno message preview, no context, just him.
Wanda notices, her brow furrowing as she leans forward. âDonât,â she says softly, but thereâs a weight behind the word, a plea. âYouâll just end up back where you started.â
You stare at the screen, your thumb hovering over the notification. The silence in the room grows heavier, charged with unspoken tension. Your chest tightens as your mind races. It would be so easy. Just one tap, and heâd be there again. One tap, and youâd hear his voice, feel the pull that always brings you back.
âI justâŠâ Your voice falters, your eyes flickering to Wanda and then to Sam, who watches you with a mix of concern and frustration. âWhat if this time itâs different?â
Sam lets out a bitter laugh, running a hand over his face. âYou think this time is different? Come on. Whatâs he going to say that he hasnât already said a hundred times before?â
âItâs not about what he says,â Wanda interjects, her voice gentle but firm. âItâs about what he does. And what has he done, really, except hurt you?â
You look back at the screen. The notification is still there, a glaring reminder of the mess you canât seem to escape. Your thumb presses down slightly, not enough to open it but enough to feel the weight of the choice.
âBut I love him,â you whisper. The words tumble out before you can stop them, raw and unfiltered.
Sam exhales sharply, standing up from the chair and pacing across the room. âYeah, we know. Everyone knows. But does he love you? Because if he does, heâs got a real shitty way of showing it.â
You flinch at his tone, the harshness cutting through your defenses. âHe does love me,â you say quietly, more to yourself than to him.
âThen where is he?â Sam snaps, turning to face you. âWhy isnât he here, fighting for you instead of blowing up your phone every time he feels lonely? Why is it always you doing the heavy lifting?â
Wanda places a hand on Samâs arm, pulling him back gently. âSamâŠâ
âNo, I need to say it,â he says, his voice softer now but still firm. âLove isnât supposed to feel like this. Itâs not supposed to feel like youâre drowning every damn day just to keep him afloat.â
The bar is too loud, too crowded, and too filled with memories of Bucky for you to feel at ease. But youâre here because itâs Steveâs birthday, and Natasha had insisted. And of course you came it was Steve.
Youâre leaning against the bar, talking to a man you barely know. His smile is easy, his laugh smooth, and even though youâre trying to focus on him, you can feel Buckyâs eyes on you. From across the room, his gaze burns into your back, searing through your dress like a brand.
You glance over your shoulder, meeting his eyes for a split second. The tension in his jaw, the way his drink sits untouched in his handâitâs the most emotion heâs shown all night. But itâs not enough to stop you.
If he wants to act like he doesnât care, youâll give him something to not care about.
The man beside you leans in, his hand brushing against your arm as he says something you donât quite catch over the noise. You laugh, even though you barely hear the joke. You laugh because you know Bucky is watching.
It doesnât take long for him to snap.
Before you realize whatâs happening, his hand is on your wrist. Firm but not rough, his grip sends a jolt through you. âLetâs go,â he says, his voice low and clipped.
âExcuse me?â You pull back, glaring at him, but his grip doesnât loosen.
âWeâre leaving,â he says, not looking at you, not giving the man beside you so much as a glance.
âBuckyââ you start, but heâs already pulling you through the crowd, weaving between bodies with single-minded determination.
By the time you reach his apartment, youâre seething. He slams the door shut behind you, the sound echoing through the dimly lit space.
âWhat the hell is your problem?â you snap, crossing your arms.
âMy problem?â he fires back, pacing across the room like a caged animal. âMy problem is you acting like that guy meant anything to you!â
âOh, and you would know what means something to me, right?â You take a step closer, your voice rising. âBecause youâre so good at showing me how much I mean to you.â
He stops, his eyes narrowing. âDonât turn this on me.â
âWhy not? Itâs always about you, isnât it, Bucky? What you want, what you feel. You drag me into your mess every time, and I let you, because Iââ
You stop yourself, your breath catching.
âBecause you what?â he demands, his voice sharp.
âBecause I care about you!â you yell, your chest heaving. âAnd all you ever do is hurt me for it.â
His face twists, like your words hit him somewhere deep. For a moment, you think heâs going to say something, that heâs going to explain or apologize or do something, but instead, he grabs a plate from the counter and hurls it against the wall. The sharp crash reverberates through the room, the pieces scattering across the floor like jagged confessions neither of you are ready to face.
You flinch at the sound, but the fire in your chest burns brighter, fueled by the chaos. âOh, real mature, Bucky. Breaking dishes? Thatâs your solution? Just break things until you donât have to feel anything anymore?â
He grabs another plate, his hand trembling as he grips it, his knuckles white. His voice breaks as he yells, âYou think this is easy for me? You think I donât know Iâm screwing this up? That I donât hate myself for it?â
âThen stop!â you shout back, your voice raw and cracking under the weight of it all. âStop hurting me, stop dragging me back, stopâjust stop!â
The plate shakes in his hand, and for a second, you think heâs going to throw it again. Instead, he slams it down on the counter with a hollow thud. His shoulders slump as he leans over it, his head bowed like heâs trying to hold himself together. His breathing is ragged, his hands gripping the edge of the counter so tightly you think it might break under the strain.
âI donât know how,â he whispers finally, his voice so soft you almost donât hear it. âI donât know how to be what you need.â
The vulnerability in his voice slices through you, but itâs not enough. Not this time. The ache in your chest is unbearable, your heart breaking as you look at the man you love and realize heâll never love you the way you need him to.
âThen let me go, Bucky,â you say, your voice trembling but resolute. âIf you canât give me what I need, let me go.â
He finally turns to face you, his eyes shining with unshed tears. âI canât,â he says, his voice breaking like the plates he just shattered. âI donât want to let you go.â
Your chest tightens, the pain twisting deeper with every word. âArenât you seeing someone?â you ask, your voice sharper than you intended.
He shakes his head, his jaw clenching. âSheâs not you,â he says, his voice trembling. âTheyâre never you.â
The admission stuns you into silence for a moment. The tears youâve been holding back spill over, hot and heavy. âThen why canât you give me that, Bucky?â you whisper, your voice shaking with anger and grief. âWhy can you give it to them but not to me? Why is it always me whoâs left bleeding for you? Itâs not fairâI give you everything! And you just take, take, take! Whatâs left of me after this?â
Your words hang between you, raw and unfiltered, and for a moment, he doesnât respond. He doesnât try to defend himself, doesnât even try to apologize. He just stares at you, his eyes wide and desperate, like heâs drowning in the mess heâs made.
Then, without warning, he steps forward, grabbing your face in his hands. His touch is rough, almost frantic, his fingers trembling against your skin. âIâm sorry,â he whispers, his voice breaking. âIâm so sorry.â
And before you can say anything, before you can even catch your breath, his lips crash into yours.
The kiss is desperate and messy, his tears mixing with yours as he pulls you closer like heâs afraid to let go. His hands shake as they cup your face, his lips pressing against yours with a fierceness that makes your knees weak.
You hate how easily you give in, how quickly your hands find their way to his chest, clutching at the fabric of his shirt like itâs the only thing keeping you upright. The anger and pain and longing all bleed together in that kiss, every unspoken word, every broken promise, every piece of you heâs taken without giving anything back.
When he pulls away, his forehead rests against yours, his breath warm and ragged against your skin. âBut I canât lose you. Please⊠donât leave me.â He whispers his voice trembling
Your heart shatters all over again. âOkayâ
Buckyâs hands tighten on your arms, his breath warm and uneven against your face. His lips hover just above yours, his eyes searching yours for somethingâpermission, maybe, or forgiveness he doesnât deserve. You donât give it to him, but you donât pull away either.
Instead, your hands move on their own, sliding up his chest and curling into the fabric of his shirt. The tension between you snaps like a live wire as he closes the distance again, his mouth crashing against yours with a desperation that leaves no room for hesitation.
The kiss deepens, his lips parting yours, his tongue brushing against yours in a way that sends heat pooling low in your belly. His hands roam down your sides, fingers gripping your hips like heâs afraid youâll slip away. You press closer, your body molding to his as the frustration and anger between you melt into something darker, hotter, and infinitely more consuming.
Bucky backs you up until your hips hit the edge of the counter, the cool surface biting into your skin through the thin fabric of your dress. His hands slide up your thighs, his touch firm and deliberate as he lifts you onto the counter. You gasp against his mouth, your hands tangling in his hair as he steps between your legs, his body pressing against yours in all the right ways.
âTell me to stop,â he murmurs against your lips, his voice rough and breathless. âIf this isnât what you want, tell me now.â
You pull back just enough to look at him, your chest heaving as you meet his gaze. His blue eyes are dark, filled with a mix of longing and uncertainty that tugs at something deep inside you. âDonât stop,â you whisper, your voice trembling with need.
Thatâs all it takes. He grips the hem of your dress and pulls it up, his hands sliding over your thighs, rough and calloused against your skin. His lips trail down your neck, his stubble scraping lightly against you as he kisses the sensitive spot just below your ear. Your head tilts back, a soft moan escaping your lips as his hands and mouth make you forget every argument, every broken moment that led you here.
His fingers find the edge of your underwear, his touch teasing as he looks up at you, waiting. You nod, your breath hitching as he slides them aside, his fingers exploring with a skill that leaves you trembling. He watches you intently, his gaze locked on your face as he learns every reaction, every sound you make.
When his name slips from your lips, low and needy, itâs like something inside him snaps. He lifts you effortlessly, carrying you to the couch with a strength that leaves you dizzy. The world blurs around you, your focus narrowing to the feel of his body against yours, the weight of his hands, the intensity of his gaze.
âYouâre all I think about,â he says, his voice raw as he settles over you. âEvery damn day.â
You donât answer. You canât. The only response you can give is the way you arch into him, the way you pull him closer, needing him as much as he needs you. And when he finally joins you, itâs slow and deliberate, every movement designed to pull you deeper into the storm of him.
The morning light seeps through the curtains as you stand by his window, fully dressed, the quiet hum of the city below serving as your only company. Bucky is still asleep in the bed, his arm draped across the pillow where you had been just hours ago. You glance at him one last time, your heart clenching in your chest. For a fleeting moment, you consider crawling back into bed, letting yourself believe in the softness of this moment.
But you canât.
You quietly grab your things and slip out the door, the sound of it clicking shut behind you feeling heavier than it should.
By mid-morning, youâve buried yourself in mundane errandsâanything to keep your mind from circling back to him. Youâre at the farmerâs market now, weaving through the stalls of fresh produce and flowers, the air filled with the faint scent of lavender and bread. You clutch a tote bag tightly in your hand, trying to focus on the vibrant colors of the fruit in front of you.
You pick up an apple, turning it over in your hand absently. Itâs almost enough to distract you from the ache still lodged in your chest. Almost.
Until you see him.
You freeze, the apple slipping from your grasp and thudding softly onto the wooden table in front of you. Your breath catches, and the world seems to narrow until itâs just him, standing only a few stalls away.
His dark hair catches the sunlight, and for a moment, it feels like nothing has changed, like the night before never ended. His eyes are locked on yours, wide and filled with a mix of emotions you canât quite placeâshock, guilt, something softer that makes your chest tighten painfully.
For a moment, itâs just the two of you, suspended in time. Everyone else around you fades into nothing, their chatter and laughter muffled like the background of a dream.
But then your gaze shifts.
To her.
The woman standing beside him.
Her hand is clasped firmly in his, their fingers intertwined in a way that feels too familiar, too intimate. Sheâs beautiful, her expression warm and open as she looks up at him, clearly unaware of the storm brewing between his gaze and yours.
Your stomach twists violently, and the apple youâd forgotten about rolls off the edge of the table and hits the ground.
Buckyâs face changes when he sees you notice her, his eyes softening with guilt, his mouth parting as if he wants to say something, anything. But he doesnât.
He just stands there, holding her hand, while your chest caves in.
You swallow hard, your throat tight as you force yourself to look away, your vision blurring with unshed tears. You clutch your tote bag tighter and turn, walking away without another word.
You barely make it out of the market before the tears spill over. You wipe them away furiously, your hands trembling as you duck into a side street, out of view from the crowds.
The weight of his gaze lingers on your back, like a hand reaching out but never quite touching you. You can feel him watching you, but you donât dare turn around. You canât.
You stop for a moment, your chest heaving as you lean against the wall of a brick building. The morning sun feels too bright, the world too loud despite the hollow silence pounding in your ears.
He didnât follow.
You told yourself you didnât want him to, but the ache in your chest says otherwise.
When you glance back toward the market, just for a second, you see him standing at the edge of the stalls, his hand no longer in hers, his face etched with something that looks like regret.
But he doesnât move.
And neither do you.
With a deep breath, you wipe your face one last time, adjust the strap of your tote bag, and walk away. The weight in your chest feels unbearable, but your feet keep moving anyway.
The apartment is quiet that night, the silence pressing down on you as you sit by the window, staring out at the city lights. You tell yourself youâre not waiting for him, but your phone sits beside you on the windowsill, the screen dark but heavy with possibilities.
Itâs almost midnight when the buzz breaks the silence. You glance at the screen, your heart stopping when you see his name.
The message is simple. âPlease, can we talk? I miss youâŠIâm sorryâ
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The comic is so sweeeeeet, and the expressions!!!!
Here's my Secret Santa for @tinyfairart , I hope you like it! :)
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shut up and put your money where your mouth is
max verstappen
tags: smut/pwp, driver!reader, rivals au, bickering/fighting, married in vegas, drinking, doggy style, rough sex, dirty talk, hangovers, 2.5k words
a/n: happy las vegas gp everyone!
wheel to wheel. toe to toe. cheek to cheek.
this was the dance you did with the three time world champion. the rivalry that put mclaren and red bull up against one another. and in the lead up to the las vegas grand prix, it was you and max's world and everyone else was just living in it.
"you should smile more." he said at the bar in one of the casinos on the strip. he pinched your cheek and you wanted to bite him.
you replied shortly, "i'll smile when you give me something to smile about. don't think i forgot the last race." you were barely edging max in points with the season wrapping up.
he just smiled, "i know you'll be smiling when i bring it all home in a few weeks. don't you worry." then pinched your cheek once more.
damn max verstappen.
the rivarly started years ago. max was the youngest rookie and you were a few months older than him. along with being the first female in far too long. the hype around your arrivals to the sport caused you two to step on each other's toes. both of you felt an overbearing responsibility to be the best. your father breathed down your neck on the track just as much as max's did down his.
and even after years in the game, you were both painfully in each other's orbit. so much so that your dear teammate oscar once said, "i'm pretty sure if you two weren't in formula one you'd be married by now!"
you replied with a laugh, "oh please, i'd never! not in a million years." but last vegas was the city of opportunity, and before an exciting weekend you went out for a few drinks with your rival. and as much as the city has opportunity, it was still sin city.
enough gin and tonics for max to feel a little more relaxed. and enough cranberry-vodkas to leave you feeling warm all over. what sent you over the edge with him was his flushed face and him undoing the first few buttons of his shirt. your eyes raked over his almost exposed collarbones and you shifted in your seat.
you swallowed and took another hearty drink, which only fueled a sexual fire in your belly. you felt something hot run through you at the sight of him. you looked away to try and not think too hard about it. you played with the gold chain around your neck.
max leaned forward and narrowed his eyes at your neck, "did i buy that for you?" he put his arms on the table and his expression was drunken as he said, "wearing what i bought you?" he laughed, "if i know you'd wear it. i would've bought you a ring."
you felt heat rise in your cheeks more, "i think people would get the wrong idea. we're supposed to hate each other. the headlines would be insane, max verstappen buys ring for his rival."
he chuckled, "well, you are my favourite." he swallowed and darted his gaze quickly, "my favourite rival." then took another hearty sip of his drink.
you licked your lips, "just a rival?" you asked softly. the liquor emboldened you and you let go of your necklace. in a moment of weakness you reached for his hand and asked, "not even friends?"
max swallowed, "not friends."
you felt ice wash through your core at his words. a tightness in your chest prevented any words from coming out.
max realized in his drunken haze that he only said half of the sentence. when you pulled your hand away, he was desperate to grab it back. shock crossed his expression, "no, no! not like that!" liquid courage made him say the words, "not a friend. a lover."
the words tumbled out of your mouth, "verstappen... i'm saying this on the most certain terms... take me. fuck me. do whatever you want to me." you swallowed.
-
you held the trophy over your head. you beamed with pride after your country's national anthem. you did it, you won the first race of many. as max then sprayed you with champagne, there was a single thing on his mind.
you'd be his one day.
-
you made it to the elevator with max in tow. you were headed to his room. you held his shoulders who he held you to kiss you deeply.
"as good at kissing as you are at racing." you giggled.
"oh, are you giving me a compliment? never heard that before." he smiled at you. he had you by the waist.
"don't get used to it. if you don't make me cum, then i'll never let you live it down." you held his face for a moment, "i will tell everyone that the great max verstappen can't make a woman cum."
he pressed you further against the wall of the elevator, "oh don't worry, i'll make you feel good."
the elevator dinged and you both stumbled out of it. max trapped you against the door while he loomed over you and tried to open it. it was hard to kiss your heated skin and open a door at the same time. on top of being drunk.
"focus on one thing." you groaned.
"if i do then i'll be fucking you in the hallway. and wouldn't that be the scandal of the season." his words struck something in you and when the door was opened, you were pushed inside.
when you caught your footing, you got your heels off. max wrapped his arms around your waist and picked you up. while you weren't stick thing (couldn't be in formula one, not with all that force), but max was simply stronger. he got you both over to the bedroom before he cornered you. you squirmed and he said, "stop moving or i'll drop you." and soon got you onto the king sized hotel bed.
he undid al the bottoms of the shirt and got his belt off as well, he stripped those from himself along with his slacks. in just an undershirt and his briefs in the end, he got onto the bed with you. the dress would've been torn off of you if you weren't fast enough. max groaned when he shoved his face between your soon bare breasts.
"just like i imagined." he groaned. his hands were at the waistband of your panties, "fuck. i need more." and while he got your panties off, you got your bra off.
"you really are excited." you shuddered as your hand up under his shirt. his shoulders were framed by the straps of the undershirt. he looked a little more domineering, which only raised the heat in your body.
"how could i not be? look at you!" he purred before he got the white undershirt off along with his dark briefs.
both of you were naked and tumbled fully onto the bed together. you kissed him once more until you ended up on your stomach with your face in the pillows. max admired your strong back. being a driver meant exhibiting a strength which you presented in spades. strong in so many ways, which was an aspect that pulled max in.
enamored was a term he could use. but that implied it was casual, but max's feelings were far from casual. you were next to the blood in his veins. the spark in his life, the heat in his soul.
he lined his cock up against your soaked cunt. he felt drawn to you, like a siren's call. he couldn't help it, he had been needing this for a long, long time. he sank into you and you felt the excitement of pleasure rush through you as you laid out in the bed.
"at least a decade in the making." he groaned, "ten years, ten years i've been wanting you." he felt a moan leave his lips. two drunks fucking in an expensive hotel room. two multi-million dollar drivers rutted together with a hot passion between you two.
"fuck, don't make me feel old." you buried your face further into the covers and arched your back further. pleasure bloomed through you. you could never truly hate max. it wasn't in you.
max leaned in to kiss you on the centre of your back as he moved against you. his hot breath against you warm back, he felt the thrill of pleasure as he worked you slick cunt. your pussy felt like a dream, while drunk, you still felt perfect. you let out a soft moan as he moved.
"fuck."
"please, max."
"i know."
you were near certain that this was what the entire grid was hoping for. you knew that people shipped you two together. you see the edits, the reddit threads, the fan art, the fan fiction. and you knew the paddock talked.
you gripped the soft pillow under your face and you whined a little bit. the wooden headboard rocked against the white wall of the bedroom. you hoped that checo's room wasn't on the other side. you'd never hear the end of it.
max wrapped his strong arms around your middle and continued to fuck you. he moved against you. his cock bullied against your g-spot and you were left breathless. you wanted him, you wanted him in ways you never thought you'd ever admit.
max lit a fire in you. to push yourself harder an further, you were only as strong as your ability to match max. and your rival made you the best. you clutched onto the pillow and felt a stagger in your heart. your mind was filled with pleasure, but also the liquor. in some way, vodka only made things feel more intense.
you felt it race through your body as the two of you fucked on the soft bed. the slogan from vegas was true, anyone could get lucky here. and you got rather lucky with max.
he held onto you tighter, his strong arm around your middle as he rutted against you. it was a protective feeling to you and you loved the feeling. you guessed that he was a protective force in your life, no one bothered you with max around.
you hissed into the pillow and you felt the surge of intense want. this was a feeling you wanted to feel again, again, and again. you held on tightly and the immense heat just dragged you into the depths of pleasure.
"please, max. i want you. fuck, i didn't know i could want a rival so badly. you're as much in my soul as the engine of my car. ever since we met, i knew you'd be a force in my life. i need you more than i need anyone else. fuck." you rambled, muffled by the covers, and max loved it.
you were always delicate with your words and to hear profanity leave your lips so freely made max run hotter. the way you spoke as you lost all rationality in your head.
he had an effect on you, even on the grid and you wanted to kill him. you never did, not when he looked at you with those beautiful blue eyes. he was your weakness, hence why you were rivals. the pleasure continued to mount, the feeling was electric. it made you hold on tightly, your back arched as he worked your body. you felt on cloud nine, not a care in the world. the want rolled through you and you moaned his name out loud once more.
"fuck, max!" you came around his cock with your nails dug into the pillow. he pressed himself up against your back and continued to fuck you with a feverish face.
the bed creaked under the both of you and the over stimulation made your head swim. you felt the heavy rush and he only kept moving against you. sweaty chest up against your sweaty back. thrusting against you, the pleasure built up in his brain.
the pleasure reached its peak and max slammed his cock as deep into you. he tried to get as deep as he could get and it made you climax once more. he rode out his orgasm, and soon he slowed to a stop. he felt racing in his chest. he wiped sweat from his forehead then kissed your back.
"max."
he pulled out and laid out next to you. he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to his chest. he peppered your face with sloppy kisses and you melted at his tender touch. even with his caring touch, his words caught you off guard, "fuck, let's get married."
and as you got lost in his eyes, you nodded, "sure."
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the sun come morning burned and you turned over to look away from the window. you cracked open your eyes and the hangover weighed on you like a heavy blanket. you were met face to face with max, who was asleep beside you.
your eyes went wide and you pulled away from him. your chest tightened as you pulled the sheets closer to your chest. your heart leapt and you swallowed. when you looked down at your shaky hands, you saw a ring at your left hand. a shocked noise left your lips at the sight of it.
the ring was a gold band with a small diamond. you swallowed, there was no doubt what it was. you got very drunk and you got married. a nagging feeling of who you married was soon answered when you saw max shift and he had a matching gold band on his ring finger.
this was only confirmed when you opened instagram. and the post you were greeted with was of your hastily put together wedding. you looked happy as you kissed him. it felt like the rest of the platform was in a tizzy over this sudden wedding.
a sports reporting outlet had the caption, "mclaren's princess has tamed the bull!!" with a photo of you at the alter, your lips against max's. the next post read, "verstappen ties the knot with long time rival before the las vegas grand prix." you stomach sank and the reality was a cold splash of water.
post after post, reactions from what felt like everyone. you only came back to focus when you felt max's arm drape around your waist.
"max, we're in trouble..." you swallowed.
he slowly opened his eyes. he held onto you tightly for a moment before he kissed at your side. his expression was dreamy, still asleep as he let go of you. his expression changed suddenly when he noticed the ring on his finger. his eyes went wide before he took your hand and saw your ring.
"oh..."
"max, say something." you tried again, your voice tight. you felt the immense anxiety through you. what would the fia say? what would the press say? what would every other goddamn driver say?
it was bad enough people speculated for years about you two, but to have it come to reality was terrifying. but max didn't seem as scared as you.
he looked at you, only to shift closer. he kissed your side once more then said, "well, good morning then, mrs. verstappen." <3
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⣠Dick: The Popular Kid đ
âŁđ A/N â @swimmingpainterhandsfreak here you are! This is going to come in 3 parts, this one for Dick, and the next two for Jason and Conner separately. Every time I tried to do them all together, I kept getting stuck. They'll all be included in each other's in some fashion, but they'll still all have their own respective parts. Also, because I couldn't find it in my heart to do a fic where Y/N had to choose. Call me a wimp, IDC! Okay maybe just a little...either way, enjoy! WARNINGS: 18+ MDNI | Omegaverse | Courting Rituals | Highschool AU | Alpha Dick Grayson | Omega Male Reader | No one is a vigilante | Dick and Jason are not brothers | Dick is the stereotypical popular kid | Smut |
âŁđ Summary â Dick, the most popular Alpha in school and one of the sweetest souls anyone will ever meet has his eyes on someone special. What's his plan?
âŁđ Words â 7.0k
REBLOGS & replies are greatly appreciated, please! đ
⣠ENJOY đ
Dick Grayson? Everyone knows who Dick Grayson is.
Everyone where he went, people swooned and fawned over him like some graceful dignitary or even divine being had just crossed their paths. His charisma was magnetic, drawing others into his orbit effortlessly.
With a smile that could disarm the most skeptical and a charm that seemed to flow from him like a natural force, he moved through the corridors as if he owned them, yet always with a friendly word or a helping hand for those around him. He wasn't just admired; he was adored, a living legend among ordinary teenagers.
And yet, youâd never know it from how Dick acted around others.
Dick Grayson remained remarkably humble and grounded. Unlike many in his position, he never let the almost worshiping attention warp his character. His kindness knew no bounds, and his humility was genuine.
Despite being the adoptive son of Gotham's beloved billionaire, Bruce Wayne, and having access to all the privileges that came with it, Dick never flaunted his status or wealth. Instead, he used his influence for good, often volunteering his time to help those less fortunate in Gotham City.
His actions spoke volumes, proving that true greatness lies not in the accolades one receives but in the way one treats others. In a world where fame and fortune often breed arrogance and entitlement, Dick Grayson stood out as a shining example of grace and compassion.
Bruce was the âBillionaire Playboy,â and Dick was subsequently deemed as âGothamâs Prince Charming.â
And every prince needed someone to share their kingdom with; Dick Grayson was no exception.
Which is why Gothamâs most prestigious high school and its student population were positively abuzz with excitement at the rumors flying around that Dick was planning to court someone. While many had their own ideas (most being hopes that Dick would choose them), mostly everyone had one certain candidate in mind that had beseeched their heart of their schoolâs Prince Charming.
âBitch, are you blind? Have you not seen how hot Y/N and Dick look together?â Sasha replied.
âOMG, yeeess! Like seriously, imagine how cute their kids would be. And Dick would probably be like the worldâs best dad.â Manny screeched.
âFuck all that. Y/N needs to give a real Alpha a chance.â Kevin proclaimed, puffing his chest out.
Everyone at the lunch table eyed the athlete while trying to hold back their chuckles, âDude, no offense. But, youâve got nothing on Dick. I wonder how Jason and Conner are gonna react.â
âWell, the four of them have been best friends since what, like the 1st grade? Iâm sure theyâll be fine with it,â Ethan said bored, scrolling through his social media feed on his phone before coming across an interesting post, âOh, would you look at that, Dick proposed to Y/N.â
âWHAT?!â Everyone collectively screamed at the table before Ethanâs phone was snatched out of his hand so they could all see.
âRude,â The beta scoffed.
Dick had known Y/N practically since diapers after Bruce adopted him when his parents were caught in a fatal accident. The Omegaâs parents, specifically his dad, had been classmates and friends with the billionaire.
From the early days of their childhood, they went from being adolescents who were thrown in the playpen together while their parents hung out and caught up, to being thick as thieves, joined at the hip, and now serving as constant headaches for the adults. They shared everything from toys and snacks to hopes and dreams, their laughter echoing through the halls of Wayne Manor as they embarked on countless adventures together.
Their parents often liked to joke that the two of them together were like two halves of one brain cell. Which, if you knew the two, it was nothing but the truth. Even worse when their other buddies Conner Kent and Jason Todd were involved, all four growing up with each other and causing massive chaos when together.
But, for Dick and Y/N, their bond had been special since day one.
From the earliest days of their childhood, Dick and Y/N had been inseparable. Under their parents' watchful eye, they had grown up side by side, learning and exploring the world around them with the curiosity and wonderment of youth.
As they navigated the trials and tribulations of adolescence, their friendship had only deepened, strengthened by the trials they faced together. Whether it was navigating the complexities of high school or grappling with the weight of their respective legacies, they had always found solace and support in each other's company.
In Dick, Y/N found not just a friend, but a pillar of strength, someone to lean on when he felt like he couldnât stand so strong on his own. Dick's unwavering presence provided a sense of security and stability in a world filled with uncertainty. His caring sensibility and compassionate nature offered solace in times of need, a comforting reminder that no matter what challenges they faced, they would never have to weather them alone.
When they both reached the age of puberty where their second biological statuses would present themselves, their friendship remained steadfast and strong. As Y/N's presentation as an Omega became apparent, the dynamics of their friendship did shift subtly yet significantly added more depth to their relationship.
When there were sudden whispers and sideways glances, a subtle unease had settled in the newly presented Omega, shaking his confidence that had been strong up until then. For Y/N, the change was both bewildering and overwhelming, as he grappled with the newfound scrutiny and expectations that came with his new biological status.
But amidst the uncertainty and the whispers, there was one constant: Dick Grayson. From the moment Y/N's presentation became known, Dick was there, unwavering in his support and resolute in his loyalty. He stood by Y/N's side, a steadfast presence in the face of adversity, offering a shoulder to lean on and a voice of reason in moments of doubt.
When the bullies came, as they inevitably did, it was Dick who stood between them and Y/N, his protective instincts kicking into overdrive. With his new Alpha status and ever-growing popularity standing because of it, the bullying attempts were short-lived since none of their classmates wanted to commit what they considered social suicide by getting on the son of Gothamâs most beloved billionaireâs bad side.
Which, Y/N definitely considered them smart for it. Because, while Dick was always kind and pleasant to everyone, he was never a pushover and would always defend those he cared for with striking resilience.
Emphasis on the âstrikingâ part. Bruce had Dick put in self-defense lessons from the moment he could walk. An unspoken necessity considering the lives they lived.
But perhaps more than his physical prowess, it was Dick's words that offered the greatest solace to Y/N. In moments of doubt and insecurity, when the weight of expectations threatened to overwhelm him, Dick was there, reminding him that there was more to him than any title, rule, or expectation someone placed on him because of his status.
Heâd always repeat how he was strong and capable and that he didn't need the validation of others to prove his worth. And that heâd never know just how much heâd mean to others, especially the Alpha himself.
In Y/N, Dick found not just a friend, but a soulmateâa partner whose presence brought a sense of completeness to his life. As they navigated the complexities of adolescence and the challenges of growing up, Y/N became more than just a confidant; he became a source of emotional support and unwavering understanding.
When Dick grappled with the weight of his past, mourning the loss of his parents and struggling to find his place in the world, it was Y/N who offered a shoulder to lean on and a sympathetic ear to listen. With quiet strength and boundless compassion, Y/N stood by Dick's side through every tear shed and every heartache endured, providing a sense of solace and comfort that no one else could.
But Y/N offered more than just emotional support; he offered clarity and perspective in moments of confusion and doubt. With an intuitive understanding of Dick's innermost thoughts and feelings, Y/N helped him navigate the murky waters of identity and self-discovery, guiding him toward a greater sense of who he truly was.
And while Dick may have been the Alpha in their friendship, it was Y/N who kept him on his toes, challenging him to be better, to do better, in every aspect of his life. Whether it was pushing him to excel academically, encouraging him to pursue his passions, or gently nudging him towards self-improvement, Y/N was always there, helping Dick fill in wherever he was slacking and encouraging him to reach new heights.
But amidst the laughter and the shared moments of joy, there lingered an undeniable tensionâa spark of something deeper and more profound. It was a connection that transcended friendship, a bond that spoke of unspoken desires and unfulfilled yearnings. In Y/N, Dick found a kindred spirit, a partner in crime, and perhaps, if fate allowed, something more.
Their relationship was a dance of longing and restraint, a delicate balance of affection and restraint that left them both yearning for more. And as they stood on the precipice of adulthood, their futures intertwined in ways they could never have imagined, Dick couldn't help but wonder if perhaps, just perhaps, Y/N was more than just a friendâhe was the missing piece of the puzzle, the one who completed him in ways he never thought possible.
While he may have been too young to really understand everything he was feeling, he knew he didnât want the chance of him never getting to learn more about it ever become a reality.
So, Dick went to his dad, to ask him how he could properly court his friend. Of course, Bruce, being the observant one who always liked to play detective as his friends and colleagues would point out, was not surprised at his son's request.
Truthfully, he was waiting for the day when Dick and Y/N got together and even had a little wager going on with the Omega's parents. Speaking of which, he'd won, making sure to have Alfred remind him to collect his winnings from the L/N's when all this was said and done.
Actually, he figured why not collect his winnings as soon as possible. Being a bit of a traditionalist, something he got from his own father, Bruce advised his son the best first thing for him to do was to get Y/N's parents' blessing before he committed to anything else.
So, while Y/N was busy hanging out with some friends for an after-school club, Dick and Bruce made their way over to the L/N residence, where the billionaire smugly watched his son ask the two males if he could court their son. Of course, they gave their blessings with joy, but they didn't miss the subtle smirk on their friend's face as Y/N's dad went to grab his wallet.
Bruce took Dick to the stores to find Y/N a special gift, something that would symbolize his commitment and devotion to his feelings towards the Omega, but would also be an accurate representation of them. The younger male was torn between the many options, unsure of what would be the best choice.
When his eyes landed on a shining, silver chain with a sapphire pendant cut into the shape of a bird, Dick knew this was the one. He made sure to wear it for about a week, using his favorite colognes frequently so it was covered in his scent.
Then, right before lunch, he'd presented the gift to the Omega in the hallway of their school with many of their classmates as witnesses.
"What's this?" Y/N asked, looking down at the velvet box Dick had handed him.
"Remember that history project we had for Mr. Kari's class, and you chose to do one on the ancient Kryptonian society and all its mythological lessons," Dick explained, smiling softly as the memories flooded back.
"I remember."
"Well, I happened to be out shopping the other dayâ"
"Uh huh, I'll choose to believe that,'" Y/N eyed him suspiciously, making the Alpha chuckle.
"And, I saw this necklace," Dick continued, taking the box from the Omega's hand and opening it.
When the male caught sight of the jewel inside, his breath hitched, unable to take his eyes off the shimmering blue gem.
"It reminded me of your research on the mythological lore of the two birds," Dick explained, pulling the necklace from its cushion, "Flamebird andâ"
"Nightwing," Y/N finished his voice barely above a whisper.
"Yeah," Dick smiled, "I guess the jeweler was a fan of the story. But, I remember you talking about their relationship, how they fell in love and were mates, destined to always be reborn and find each other, and it made me think of us, and how I don't ever want to think of life without you."
Take notes folks. Dude's got game.
"Y/N, will you accept this token and allow me the honor to court you, with the hope of becoming your Nightwing?"
Dick knew the Omega was going to later berate him and possibly hit him over the head with a pillow or something for making him cry at school. He liked to refer to himself as an emotional thug, something Jason accurately always called bullshit on.
"You're lucky you're cute you jerk," Y/N sniffled, hugging the Alpha tightly, "Of course, I will."
"Thank you, beautiful," Dick whispered, hugging the male back, ignoring the whistles and cheers of their classmates.
Y/N turned so his back was facing the Alpha, allowing him to clasp the necklace around his neck, the jewel resting near his heart. Dick smiled, wrapping his arms around the male and nuzzling his nose against the other's neck.
"Ugh, I'm calling it. They're so gonna get married and have a bunch of model babies." Manny gushed.
"I can't believe Y/N didn't realize sooner Dick was into him. How oblivious can you be?" Sasha asked.
"He's an Omega. It's a blessing and a curse. Blessing because they're usually the most beautiful and have the best genes. Curse because they're the most clueless and naive. If an Alpha wants to fuck, they're the easiest to seduce." Kevin replied.
"You're a pig. You're lucky no one has tried to castrate you yet." Ethan deadpanned.
"I'm not wrong."
"Still a pig, and you definitely are," Kara replied.
"Whatever. I still think Dick is a weak choice of an Alphaâ"
"You're just mad because Y/N didn't go with you to homecoming."
"I'm notâshut up, Ethan! All I'm saying is that Dick is not the ideal choice for someone like Y/N. He needs an Alpha who's strong, can put him in his place when needed, and doesn't put up with his shit. Not a rich pretty boy who's spineless and soft. I'd even say Conner would be a better choice for him, not before myself though," Kevin stated, puffing his chest out a bit.
"Yeah, uh huh. Whatever helps you sleep at night, babes," Manny said, rolling his eyes.
"Just wait and see. When this ends in disaster, and Y/N realizes Dick can't protect or provide for him like a true Alpha can, he'll come running straight into my arms," Kevin said confidently, smirking.
"Maybe this is why you never get invited to Dick's parties anymore and always have to count on getting in with the rest of the football team," Kara mocked.
Kevin rolled his eyes, "Whatever I'm telling you, it's only a matter of time. Yeah, Dick's cool and nice and all that, but that's only going to get him so far. Plus, all the expensive gifts in the world don't compare to the value of a real Alpha," Kevin said while flexing his arms under his varsity jacket.
"Yeah, a real Alpha like you?" Sasha snickered.
"Exactly," Kevin smirked.
"Uh huh, sure. Keep dreaming, sweetie," Manny laughed.
He along with many others would indeed have to keep dreaming. Dick Grayson was not one to do things halfway.
The teen Alpha spared no expense when courting Y/N, taking him on extravagant dates, and spoiling him with lavish gifts. Of course, much of this was being spent on Bruce's coin, but the billionaire didn't mind if it meant he got to see his son happy.
Y/N also knew how Dick was the perfect gentleman (having an English butler who knew everything about being prim and proper helped a lot), but what he was seeing from the Alpha now was a completely different level of chivalry.
He was pulling out the chair for him if he wasn't opening the door for him or offering his coat. If he wasn't paying for the food or dessert, he was giving him his own. If he wasn't helping him into the car, he was holding his hand and making sure his seat belt was fastened.
Y/N was practically never allowed to pay for anything while in Dick's presence, or even in moments when he wasn't. When Y/N accidentally shattered his phone, his parents didn't even need to call the store to order a replacement cause Dick had gone ahead and ordered Y/N the latest new phone.
Dick wasn't just spending Bruce's money willy-nilly. Since Y/N accepted his courting date, Dick got a job just so he could use that extra money to spend on Y/N. Bruce just tended to fund the really expensive dates and gestures.
It gets to a point where Y/N has to think about his words carefully around the Alpha because, within a span of twenty to thirty minutes, it would be presented to him with a bright, adorable smile that made it impossible to be mad at him. The Omega was craving Wendys for lunch and without thinking about it said it out loud. On his way to lunch with a couple of friends, he was confused because Dick wasn't with him since they always walked together from lunch.
But, his sudden disappearance was immediately explained when after arriving at the cafeteria, he turned to see Dick walking in with bags from Wendys.
"Really?" Y/N eyed him with an amused raised brow as the Alpha set the food and drinks on the table.
"What?" Dick responded, an innocent look on his face.
That became more of their routine, even in situations where money was not involved. If Y/N wanted something, he wouldn't need to say a word, and Dick would do it.
One of Y/N's favorite things in the world was Alfred's baking, especially his cookies. On days when the Omega was feeling up to it or was just down in the dumps about something, Dick would surprise him with the cookies. Of course, he was paying for the ingredients and materials and just having Alfred do the baking, but Y/N didn't need to know that.
Sometimes, Y/N would get into a depressive funk about something and would start forgetting to take care of himself. His parents knew how to handle it, but nowadays, they just called Dick, and in under an hour, the Alpha was at their house helping Y/N get back on his feet. Helping him clean his room, organize things around him, and get himself back on track.
If you thought they were inseparable before, well, that was nothing compared to now.
Dick and Y/N were practically joined at the hip, always together, and always touching. Holding hands, shoulders, thighs, waist, etc.
And just as much as there was a slight change in Dick's behavior (in a positive manner of speaking), in how he treated the Omega, there was also a slight shift in his attitude towards others when it came to him as well. It wasn't obvious at first, but to those who paid attention or knew more about them, many could also see how much more protective Dick had grown of Y/N.
Don't be misled, Dick never lost his friendly and kind attitude with others. But, it was easy to see the Alpha tended to become a bit more on guard when with the Omega and they weren't solely around family like their parents or Conner and Jason.
Dick was always at Y/N's side or close by, ready to jump in at a moment's notice if he noticed even the slightest hesitation or uncomfortableness from his Omega. Which, no one would actively fault the Alpha for it, knowing it was typical for Alphas to become a bit more territorial and protective in any matter regarding the Omega they were courting.
And it didn't help that their school was full of prideful, jealous, and horny Alphas along with envious Betas and bitter Omegas. Even more considering they were all hormonal teenagers as well.
When it comes to a courting ritual, there is no greater challenge than competing with other potential suitors.
Since Dick currently held the title of one the most popular Alphas in school, if not the most popular one, mostly every Omega and a significant number of Betas wanted him as their boyfriend. But, since his eyes were on Y/N, that made the Omega in question the recipient of many fake, cheery smiles tinged with jealousy and obvious, hateful glares.
Which, to be honest, he didn't know which one unsettled him more.
On the other end, there were no shortages of Alphas and would-be suitors who saw and wanted Y/N as their mate. And with Dick suddenly courting the Omega, he'd pretty much made himself an open target, even if the majority of them were smart enough to know the consequences.
Dick didn't blame them, of course. Even though he always thought of his Omega as attractive, handsome, beautiful, and every other adjective in a thesaurus, he could clearly see how much Y/N had grown into himself since their early years as teenagers.
Y/N went from being one of the many everyone picked on and pushed around, to being one of the few most sought-after Omegas in the entire school. While puberty could be the literal curse of inconvenience and interruption, there was no arguing that it had its benefits as well.
And many would attest to those benefits personally. Not too much though since they knew Dick was a black belt in martial arts. But, there were always those who thought of themselves as untouchable and would try to test the waters, not realizing the depth of the ocean they were about to dive into.
"Oh, hey, Y/N. You're looking pretty hot today. Maybe we should hang out later. Grab some food or something," An Alpha said, leaning against his locker, his arm blocking his exit.
"Uh, thanks, but no thanks, Mike," Y/N politely declined, trying to pass the guy's arm, but the Alpha wouldn't budge.
"Aw, c'mon, baby. Don't be like that. You know, I could show you a good time. Better than what you've ever experienced. I could treat you right," The male purred, leaning in closer.
"I'm sure you could, but I'm not interested, sorry. Now, if you would excuse me, I have class," Y/N said, trying once again to push the other away.
"Why are you playing hard to get, huh? We both know that's not who you are, baby," Mike replied, grabbing the Omega's wrist and pushing him against the lockers.
"I said, 'no,'" Y/N glared, pushing the guy off him, "So, leave me alone."
"Aww, don't be like that. Come on, let's go have some fun, baby," Mike smirked, pulling the Omega into him.
"Mike, stop," Y/N said, struggling in his grip.
"Excuse me."
Both turned to see Dick, the Alpha's gaze sharp, and his fists clenched tightly at his sides.
"Dick! Hey, man. What's up?" Mike greeted, letting go of the Omega.
"Not much, just getting my books for next period out of my boyfriend's locker," Dick answered, moving to stand beside Y/N, putting a protective arm around his shoulder, "How about you?"
"Oh, uh, nothing much. Just hanging out. I was actually going to head to the library, so I'll see you later," The male tried to quickly excuse himself, only to turn and bump into Conner and Jason who were both standing there with their arms crossed, glaring at him.
"Going somewhere, Mike?" Conner asked, stepping forward.
"Yeah, man. Why the rush? You didn't seem like you were in a hurry a few minutes ago," Jason added, taking his place beside the other.
"No, no. I was just heading to the library. Need to catch up on some studying but uh, I'll catch you guys later," Mike said, but was once again stopped by the two Alphas.
"Why don't we walk with you? Make sure you make it there safely. It's the least we can do, right?" Jason said, a nervous look painted on the other's face.
"You wouldn't mind, would you?" Conner asked, an almost sinister smile on his lips.
"No, no. Of course not," Mike sighed, defeated.
"Well, then. Lead the way," Jason said, motioning for the guy to continue, watching him as he walked away.
"You're coming with us, right, Dickie?" Jason asked, a mischievous gleam in his eye.
"Yeah, I can't let you two have all the fun," Dick smirked, before turning to Y/N, "Mind taking both our books to class, babe? I'll be there in a few minutes."
"Of course not," Y/N nodded, giving the three a small wave as they turned the corner.
The Omega sighed, shaking his head, "Bunch of idiots," He said fondly, walking to his next class.
No one was surprised when Mike turned up at school the next day sporting a black eye and plenty of bruises to match. The three Alphas would deny anything, but everyone could guess what happened.
"Still think Dick can't protect or provide like a real Alpha," Manny asked Kevin with a mocking attitude after they heard about the incident with Mike.
"Shut up, dude," Kevin glared, grumbling.
Dick would continue his courting, making sure to put the fear of God into any other Alpha who dared to lay a hand on his Omega. He was determined to prove his worth, not just to the Omega, but also to anyone else who doubted him.
After everything the Alpha had done, Y/N couldn't imagine anyone else better for him. Sure, Dick wasn't a traditional, stereotypical, and cliche Alpha. He was more on the reserved and kinder side of the spectrum.
But, that's what made him special. He was someone who could make you laugh, even on your worst days, and could comfort you without needing to say a word. When he wasn't the class clown, he was the one everyone could count on and rely on.
His patience was endless, his kindness boundless, and his loyalty unwavering. And, not to forget, the dude was super fucking hot.
Just as much as Y/N was emotionally and mentally attracted to Dick, not that he was looking at the Alpha in a different line since the beginning of this courting ritual, the physical attraction he felt was almost overwhelming.
Dick may not have been on any sports teams, but he might as well have been, cause the dude was fucking ripped. He had abs for days and a backside and thighs to die for. Not to mention, the muscles in his arms.
Y/N could feel himself salivate whenever he had the pleasure of seeing the Alpha undressed and was very lucky no one had ever seen him drooling over his best friend. And the same went for Dick, who'd always been attracted to Y/N but only had just recently started acting on those feelings.
And what did you get when you had two hormonal, in-love teenagers?
Two horny fuckers who couldn't keep their hands to themselves.
"We're going to be late," Y/N said, panting against the door of the janitor's closet they were in, his shirt discarded and pants unbuckled with Dick kneeling on the floor in front of him enjoying himself immensely on the Omega's arousal.
"Don't care," Dick murmured, the vibrations sending a jolt of pleasure through the younger's body.
"Someone's gonna find us," Y/N moaned, gripping the Alpha's hair tightly.
"They won't," Dick hummed, his tongue swirling around as he continued his erotic ministrations.
"Fuck," Y/N whimpered, his hips bucking forward.
"Any louder and you'll be the ones who get us caught," Dick teased, pressing a finger toward the Omega's slicked hole which pushed them over the edge.
"I hate you," Y/N panted, leaning his head against the door, his eyes closed as he tried to calm his racing heart.
"No, you don't. You love me," Dick smiled, the area around his mouth shiny with Y/N's arousal and cum as he stood up and pressed a kiss against the Omega's cheek.
"Ew! Dick, gross," Y/N whined, wiping and cheek and pushing the Alpha back.
"What? It came from your body! That's basically kissing you," Dick chuckled, fixing his clothes.
"That's not how it works and you know it. You're disgusting. I'm not doing this with you anymore," Y/N stated, cleaning himself up.
That was a lie.
Y/N found himself in a role-reversal situation as he was on his knees, forcing the Alpha against the wall while bobbing his head up and down on the Alpha's cock with unforgiving energy.
"Fuck, baby. She was only giving me her notes for the physics exam," Dick groaned, his hand fisting the Omega's hair.
"I'm sure," Y/N growled, his teeth lightly scraping along the length, his mouth still working, "That's probably why she was trying to scent mark you too, right?"
"She wasn'tâshit, babe. Fucking hell, that's it. Right there," Dick moaned, his hips thrusting forward.
"Wasn't what? Going to try and get you to knot her in the bathroom stall after the test? Cause, I'm pretty sure that's what her plan was, right?" Y/N seethed, his hand pumping the Alpha's shaft, his tongue flicking the slit.
"Geez, who knew you could get so jealous," Dick chuckled, his breathing ragged.
"Shut the fuck up. Don't think I won't bite this thing off," Y/N threatened, his teeth lightly scraping the flesh.
"Okay, okay. I'm sorry. But, you don't have to worry, alright? There's no one else but you, Y/N. No matter how many Omegas try and throw themselves at me, my eyes will always be on you. Only you," Dick promised, caressing the other's cheek.
Y/N only gave him a look before his mouth was engulfing the Alpha's cock, sucking and licking the throbbing appendage while squeezing at the base to prevent him from cumming.
"Fucking hell, baby. I'm sorry, okay. I won't talk to her again. Promise," Dick whimpered, his orgasm feeling like he was going to collapse if he didn't cum down the Omega's throat soon.
"Damn right, you won't. This here belongs to me. Understand?" Y/N stated his tone firm and commanding while gripping the hard cock in his hand harder for emphasis.
"Yes. Shit, yes. Please, Y/N," Dick begged, his legs starting to shake.
"Who's is it, Dickie?"
"Yours,"
"Who's the only one who gets to taste, touch, or smell this?"
"Only you,"
"Good," Y/N purred, his tongue running to the shaft and its leaking head.
"Oh my god," Dick moaned, his breath coming out in heavy pants.
"You're all mine, Dick Grayson," Y/N declared, his lips wrapping around the swollen head, sucking and licking the precum.
"Yours. All yours, beautiful. Only you," Dick whimpered, his hips rocking gently, his eyes rolling back as he came into the Omega's mouth.
Y/N greedily swallowed, his hands moving to squeeze and massage the Alpha's balls, milking him dry. Dick stared down at the sight of the Omega with his cock still inside his mouth, the male's cheeks hollowed out as he sucked.
"Tastes so good," Y/N hummed, his tongue lapping up the remaining liquid.
"Jesus, babe," Dick groaned, pulling the Omega off the ground and onto his feet.
"What?" Y/N asked innocently, smiling at the Alpha.
"Nothing," Dick smiled, kissing him, "You're just amazing, that's all."
They couldn't get enough of each other, continuing their sneaking off to empty classrooms and bathrooms, sometimes even the gym showers and the locker rooms. They would usually do their "business" in the middle of the day, right after lunch or in the morning.
They would try to do it at each other's house, but would constantly get interrupted by their parents, who more often than not knew what their kids were getting up to. They were teenagers themselves once and didn't want to risk the young Alpha and Omega making a mistake.
It's why neither was allowed to hang out in the other's room without the door open. They used to sleep in the same bed when they were younger, but after they presented and especially started becoming a couple, both Y/N's parents and Dick's dad had to lay down some strict rules.
Didn't mean they would listen though.
"Dick, stop," Y/N whimpered, his hands gripping Dick's forearms as he laid with his back against the Alpha's shirtless chest, his hips rocking into the Alpha's fingers.
"Fuck, baby. So fucking wet," Dick groaned, his fingers thrusting into the Omega's slick, heated hole.
"Dick, your dad or Alfred could hear us and walk in at any moment," Y/N panted, his legs quivering.
"You should've thought about that before you teased me in the car," Dick whispered, his fingers curling and pressing against the spot that had the Omega crying out.
"Fuck!" Y/N whimpered, his fist flying up to his mouth and biting down.
"Yeah, that's it, babe. Stay quiet as you can," Dick husked, his pace increasing, his fingers stretching the Omega's hot walls.
"Mmph," Y/N moaned, his head falling back against the Alpha's shoulder, his hips rocking against the other's hand.
"That's it, baby. Just like that. Feel so good, babe. Gonna ruin this tight little hole of yours," Dick purred, his free hand tweaking and tugging at the Omega's sensitive nipples.
"Dick, please. Wanna cum," Y/N cried, his hand reaching behind and gripping the Alpha's neck.
"Then, cum. Show me how much you love it when I fuck you with my fingers, baby," Dick grunted, his fingers twisting and curling.
"Shit, shit, shit," Y/N chanted, his voice muffled as he bit down on his fist, his orgasm ripping through him, his cum coating his stomach.
"Hey dudesâ OH MY FUCKING GOD!"
Both males froze, their heads snapping towards the door, their eyes widening as they saw Jason and Conner standing there, their mouths hanging open.
"Guys! What the fuck!" Dick immediately grabbed his comforter to cover Y/N.
"Dude! We didn't need to see that! What the fuck!" Jason shouted, his hands covering his face.
"This is the worst day ever," Conner mumbled, his eyes closed and shaking his head.
"Get the fuck out!" Dick growled, throwing a pillow at the two.
"Don't have to tell us twice!"
Both boys immediately turned around and ran out of the room, closing the door shut.
"Those two idiots. I'm gonna kill them," Dick grumbled, his arms wrapping protectively around the Omega.
"Well, we should've been more careful," Y/N said, sighing as he still was coming down from his orgasm and the shock of their friends walking in on them.
"Yeah, well. You were the one who decided to tease me the entire car ride," Dick defended.
"Whatever, I'm taking a shower. I feel sticky and gross," Y/N huffed, removing himself from the Alpha's grasp and heading to the bathroom.
"I'm joining you," Dick stated, getting up and following him.
"You're insatiable," Y/N shook his head, a smile on his lips.
"Only for you, baby," Dick winked, shutting the door behind him.
He was indeed insatiable, and it only got worse when they finally did the entire deed, Dick craving every touch and drop of the Omega he could get. It'd get even worse when his instincts and his jealous and territorial side would show when another Alpha would stupidly try to make a move on his Omega.
Now, that Dick had gotten a full taste of the Omega, outside and in, no one could compare. And the thought of someone else touching his Omega, made his blood boil.
Y/N's thighs had trembled as he lay back against the leather back seats of Dick's sports car, the Alpha's large firm, and sweaty body hovering over him as he snapped his hips forwards, inserting his full length inside the Omega. The car rocked back and forth with the force of his thrusts, making the tinted windows fog and preventing anyone from seeing the two teens inside.
"Mine. All mine," Dick growled, his nails digging into the Omega's plush hips, the sound of their skin slapping together echoing.
"Fuck, Dick," Y/N whined, his legs spreading wider, allowing the Alpha to reach deeper, his thrusts unforgiving.
Dick kissed the inside of the Omega's neck, bringing his sweaty body closer when he could feel it sliding up and retreating from his harsh movements. He pressed Y/N harder into the seats as he increased his pace, causing the Omega's moans and noises to reach a higher volume.
"Don't run from me," Dick grunted, his lips capturing the other's in a searing kiss as fucked into him at an even rougher pace.
He nudged Y/N's thighs apart with his hips that attempted to close from reflex, the Omega's body jolting with every deep, forceful thrust. Y/N let out a strained moan, his nails scratching down the Alpha's broad and muscular back as he was fucked like a slut, praying in the back of his mind none of their classmates would notice it steamy and rocking vehicle.
"No one else gets to have you. No one but me. You're mine, Y/N. Always have and always will be. Understand?" Dick's teeth scraped along the male's scent gland as he felt himself getting closer to his finish, "Say it. Say you're mine," He growled, his hands gripping the Omega's ass, pushing his legs further apart, and holding him in place, his cock drilling into the younger's abused and leaking hole.
"Yours," Y/N sobbed, his tears running down his cheeks, his face flushed red, his heart pounding as he was overwhelmed with pleasure, his body on fire, "All yours, Dick. Forever and always."
Dick smiled at the proclamation, eyeing the blew pendant necklace laying against the Omega's sweaty skin right over his heart, his chest puffing out, pride swelling within him, "My Omega," He purred, before delivering a few more thrusts, slamming into the Omega with a loud groan as he shot his load into the condom.
The pair lay there, panting, trying to regain their breath. Dick had his head tucked against the Omega's neck, his arms wrapped around him tightly, his knot keeping him connected.
"Are you satisfied now?" Y/N breathed, his eyes closed, his hands resting on the Alpha's broad and sweaty back.
"For now," Dick answered, smiling, pressing a kiss against the male's skin.
"I swear if anyone saw us and spread this around the school because you got a little jealousâ"
"A 'little' jealous? I was not a little jealous. That guy was all over you and wouldn't take no for an answer. I had to step in," Dick defended.
"We were talking, Dick. He was asking me for notes about the history final. Not every Alpha or Beta that talks to me is going to be another Mike," Y/N explained.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah. Shut up and cuddle me. I need affection," Dick pouted, snuggling the Omega.
Y/N chuckled, rolling his eyes, but did as asked, wrapping his arms and legs around the Alpha.
"There, better?"
"Much," Dick smiled with another soft kiss to the Omega's chest, right by his necklace.
"Good. Now, when are we getting you the necklace to match mine?" Y/N asked, his fingers tracing the lines of the muscles on the Alpha's back.
"Patience, baby," Dick chuckled, his hand rubbing up and down the smooth and soft body under him.
"Don't tell me to be patient," Y/N grumbled, pouting, "If you're Nightwing then I have to be Flamebird, which means you need a necklace that looks like a Flamebird. We're a mated pair, remember?"
"Oh I remember," Dick smirked, flexing his dick inside the Omega's warm walls.
"Fuck. Don't do that," Y/N whined, his legs tightening around the Alpha's waist, his back arching off the bed.
"Sorry, baby," Dick apologized, not sounding sorry at all.
"You're not," Y/N rolled his eyes.
"Nope," Dick grinned, his tongue licking up the Omega's neck.
Dick continued courting Y/N throughout the rest of the school year. As expected, they were each other's date to the prom where they proceeded to have hot, crazy sex at their hotel, and then came graduation.
To no one's surprise, other than maybe Y/N's, Dick proposed at their commencement ceremony, in front of everyone, the whole school watching. The Omega said yes, of course, and they were congratulated and cheered by their classmates and faculty.
Their parents were surprised, not expecting the couple to take the next step so quickly. They were happy for their sons, of course, but wanted them to be sure. Dick and Y/N agreed to both wait till after college to actually get married, fine with just being fiances' for now.
Someone had caught a picture of them kissing after Dick proposed and replaced the photo they had initially of them in the school's cutest couple section of their class yearbooks. The bunch of saps.
It was a love story straight out of the booksâwait a second...
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Nah.
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Dog Days of Summer
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They move closer into each otherâs orbits. Their treading hands brush once. Then again. On the third, Eddie captures Steveâs wrist underwater. Steve sighs out as Eddie pulls him closer, electricity pulsing between them.
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