#Inhuman feeling
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Exploring gender ideas againā¦ my gender just feels not connected to being human, like my ideal is being perceived as not quite human? In the way that demons or eldritch things are described as looking like humans but being just off enough to produce a subconscious idea that the person isnāt human. I mean it probably comes from my dissociative stuff making me feel not real and not human most of the time anyway, but I was wondering if anyone has a similar experience or like knows of any labels that might work with that? Idk lol
#xenogenders#xenogender#nonbinary#inhuman feeling#gender is a complex fucking thing#dissociation mention#depersonalisation and derealisation
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Its 5am, and honestly I wanted to make something I could read over and over, my friends been trying to help me a lot and Iāve been doing sketches to cope with somethings, Iāve never really made a vent post or anything and I donāt fully intend to. But, I felt like this one was ok to share, feeling void is an experience, and well, itās not a fun one. Sorry for the sketches and bad hand writing
#Tw vent#vent art#vent post#Inhuman feeling#Feeling inhuman#Void emotions#Tw numbness#My art#wulfs art#spilled thoughts#spilled ink#ina way#You are enough#you are not alone#ill add text version tmrw if itās unreadable#Cope art#coping mechanism
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I haven't thought much about Jonathan Sims for long enough that I kinda feel like I've started thinking about him a little more divorced of the emotional attachment I might have had once. Because I just saw a post lamenting his slow descent into inhumanity and losing his identity, becoming the archivist rather than Jonathan Sims, losing his friends, his house, everything he loves.
But is that true? That put upon head archivist persona he had in the beginning, was that really him? The way I see it, real life has already leached him of any identity he might have had, he didn't really have friends, Tim and Sasha clearly weren't, as we saw in their season 5 recording. He chose to make them his subordinates over beib friends, pushed away Georgie, he became so desperate for approval that he agreed to take a job he clearly has no idea how to do, let his stress over it isolate him from everyone around him, had a desperate need to assert himself in the beginning of every recording as 'head archivist of the Magnus institute london'. Forget about even having a home, he often slept in his office for heaven's sake.
The way I see it, this story is about him finding himself, finding the perfect place for himself in this already doomed world that was already strangling him and everyone around him. He became the Archivist, no longer needing to connect himself to some godforsaken capitalistic institute to identify himself. found his role, he enjoyed its power, even admitted to it. He found love. He found purpose in trying to save the world. In the end he was surrounded with the friends he made along the way (as friendly as they could be under the circumstances). He was finally allowed to make real choices, have true responsibility over himself and not be some tired corporate worker, part of a tired pointless system. Sure his choices weren't that great, and getting there was through outside manipulation and his own ignorance and he had to suffer immensely and pay an awful price of what we like to call his "humanity" but he Became and found what we all look for - his calling.
"It's still me" he says in the last episode. Because he is. He lost nothing and gained everything. Even dying in his lover's arms.
Forget about being human. In the end Jon achieves apotheosis and truly becomes Jonathan Sims
#i should relisten i feel like im talking out of my ass here lol#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#honestly im happy for jon good for him. i wish i could find apotheosis in my career#i feel in recent months ive become way more sympathetic to selfishness and so called inhumanity than i used to.#this world is leeching the concept of 'good' from me#its such an entitled concept of course you can be 'good' when the world makes it easy for you.#no dilemas or choises. root for the underdog and for so called 'justice'. okay bitch. imma focus on what and who i love now#this world be damned. which it already is whether i try to do better or not.#sorry rant over
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i feel like i'm fighting for my fucking life here
#ultrakill#hollow knight#risk of rain 2#baldur's gate 3#there are absolutely more out there these are just the primary ones from games *i* play#it's totally fine to hc other pronouns tho like it's very obvious when it's just queer ppl having fun#i'm talking abt the ppl who default to he/him pronouns when referring to nonhuman characters#it's always he/him too . like what's up with that#i am an any pronouns user but it/its are my favourites#and i dunno Feelsweird when it/its is pretty adamantly used for characters ingame and ppl just throw it aside#'oh but it/its pronouns are dehumanising' that's the POINT !!!!! grrr#i like it/its because it makes me feel LESS human . i connect with these characters because they are inhuman and monstrous fundamentally#. you know#this is all in good fun btw i'm not that serious about this#just felt like it needed to be pointed out
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anatomy of an assassin
#(shakily hands you altair)#vent art from the really shit nightmares ive been having lately#its supposed to represent how derealisation feels likeāwhen you just wake up from a nightmare#and nothing feels real. your body is not yours. putting on clothes is like putting on your own skin again until you feel Normal#dont look at my open tabs of middle eastern clothing. ihad an autism moment there for pseudo-accuracy sake#inhuman altair feels again ig. will you ever be comfortable in your own skin? (the answer is perhaps never)#my art#asscreed#assassins creed 1#assassin's creed 1#assassins creed#assassin's creed#ac#ac1#altair ibn la'ahad#altaĆÆr ibn la'ahad
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my friend dimple
#been having a lot of dimple emotions recently#he gets called a pet or errand boy but heās so much more than that. heās so important to mob#dimple has saved mob countless times and gets to witness some of mobs most intense and violent forms#the human and inhuman are equally close to mob. as a spirit dimple has a very unique and critical role in mobs life#mob is at once human and otherworldly#just like simple#they are friends guys is anyone listening#mob brought dimple back simply bc he missed him so much#like WHAT. thatās insane. guys they have a bond thatās quite literally unmatched itās incomparable to all the other relationships mob has#i canāt properly describe how i feel about them just know#also donāt tag as sh//ip unless you want cinderblocks tied to your ankles and then be thrown into the mariana trench#mob psycho 100#mp100#mob psycho fanart#shigeo kageyama#ekubo#mp100 dimple#art#treeart#dimple not simple. sigh.
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do you ever think about how harry potter as a canon is about a secret cabal of a (((superpowered minoritized and ghettoized ethnic group))) (<- wizards) who control the minds and perceptions of the sheepled masses (<- muggles).
and also that same cabal is the one attempting to commit a holocaust. because it is the muggleborns who are the jews! and it's (((those guys))) who are... well!
do you ever think about it.
#when people get mad about the goblins it actually makes me feel legitimately insane because like. please refine your scope.#is that how bad it has to be before you notice? you can notice inhuman hook-nosed bankers and not EVERYTHING ELSE???
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Human (Android) shield.
#star trek#star trek tng#tng#star trek the next generation#the next generation#data soong#geordi la forge#star trek data#star trek geordi#daforge#something I really love is when people draw Data just inhuman enough to look slightly startling!#Iām not sure it really comes through in this artstyle but that was certainly what I was going for š#I canāt imagine it would feel very pleasant for Data to take the hits but he can definitely take more than Geordi#android perks
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maybe i'm swinging a bat at a hornet's nest here but as an aroace person, i think it's kind of messed up to say that levi is canonically aroace now
yes, he said that he doesn't care about people and that concepts like empathy, compassion, and love are unfamiliar to him. but attraction is not the same as any of those words. i get that people may want to headcanon him as aroace (especially since we don't get a whole lot of representation in the first place), but to insist that it's canon feeds into stereotypes about people with low empathy and aroace people alike
#i have a lot of anecdotes about this but i didn't want this post to be too long#again there's absolutely nothing wrong with HEADCANONING it#because some people with low empathy/personality disorders/etc do consider themselves aroace because of their condition#but at the same time other people with those traits DO experience attraction and can be in relationships#so to see a character with low empathy and immediately assume they MUST be aroace feels like it feeds into harmful stereotypes#along with the ever-present issue of most ace rep being people who aren't 'normal' or straight up inhuman#also just to be petty: i think if the dev intended for levi to be aroace he would have been on the confirmed sexuality list#drdt#levi fontana#danganronpa despair time
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I get to stressed out when ppl complain the gods in genshin dont āact/feel like godsā or feel ātoo humanā like thatās the pointā¦! That is the point of every single one of their characters and one of the themes of Genshin impact the video game !!!!!!!
#fern.txt#WAT DO YOU WANT FROM THEM#to me every archon is a redefinition of what a god or divinity should be and it is so nothing burger and uninteresting character study to#turn around and go um but this god character doesnāt feel like what a god should be like. so Iām going to write them in#line with the idea of inhuman divinity that gets projected onto them in canon & their entire character intentionally exists in conflict to#LARPing the fontaine crowd that treated 1 day old furina with suspicion n disdain for her human earnesty until she put up a front of acting#more godlike for them smh smh
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No, because I've already talked about this to the Discord besties but I'm still vibrating over the fact that Percy didn't just sacrifice himself for Annabeth, he outsmarted her. He tricked her into letting him be the one to stay behind that's such an amazing detail
#the way the show and specifically walker portrays percy's incredible social and emotional intelligence#i love it so so much#he immediately knows what happened between annabeth and echidna#he knows the right thing to say to cheer her up when she feels bad about snapping at grover#he understands and validates her relationship with athena even though he doesn't 100% GET IT get it#he is so so smart and i love how they're showing that in both dialogue and walker's acting choices#you can SEE the gears turning in his head whenever stuff starts happening#10/10 but also that cliffhanger was inhumane#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson disney+#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#walker scobell#percy jackson episode 4#percy jackson spoilers
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Hi everyone!
I found an article that I liked at first because it seemed very informative. But one excerpt really pissed me off:
More than 70 genes have been linked to autism spectrum disorder (ASD), a developmental condition in which differences in the brain lead to a host of altered behaviors, including issues with language, social communication, hyperactivity, and repetitive movements. Scientists are attempting to tease out those specific associations gene by gene, neuron by neuron.
To me, this sounds like theyāre trying to make a cure. Which is just inhumane in my opinion. They want to cure us? Why? Thereās nothing wrong with us! Weāre just different from other people/neurotypical people.
Anyway, thatās the end of my little rant.
Fun fact: scientists use mice in labs because their brain chemistry is similar to ours!
Iāll leave the article below in case anyone wants to read it:
#autism#actually autistic#autism research#are they trying to cure us?!#thatās inhumane#thereās nothing wrong with us#weāre just different from others#and thatās okay#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#actually neurodivergent#feel free to reblog
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i think the songs on the album will be utterly earnest and personal, but it is so interesting that she's juxtaposing the supposed authenticity of the "tortured poet" (the idea that to be artistic you must be dark, tortured, etc and your work must reflect that in a specific way, or you're not considered a real artist, maybe even a sellout, a shill) with "department," a concept that implies administration or detachment, a mere method of organization. as if the act of creating "tortured art" has been catalogued, maybe even commodified or turned routine. like, even the way she presents her art, her truth, as "evidence"... the way her songs about her life are organized and labeled as "artifacts," even though they are intimate and personal. there's just a few layers of irony here that i'm really excited for, and that addresses so much of discourse around her artistry, life, and mythology.
#ttpd predictions#like... it brings to mind what she's said about paternity testing but also her shattered edges glistening#the way her pain is fake or manipulative#or the public autopsy comment and folklore blending fiction to avoid drama#how she's constantly getting smarter and quicker on her feet#but she's also made to feel like a monster/something inhuman#is this about needing enough evidence to prove herself as she has time and time again?#is it sbout the metacognition required to write about her own life for years?#about*#mine
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The Batkids compete with each other to do Batman imitations.
Steph makes him too dark and overbearing, and Jason simultaneously makes him emotionally constipated and gruffly mushy. Dick does a decent impression of Batman dealing with Hal, which sets off Tim enough that he can't stop laughing long enough to get through his. Duke's take is wildly off, bordering on a caricature, and Dick makes them all howl by doing a starry-eyed Robin accompaniment. Cass channels his exact angry dad body language, and is considered to be the best until they all get floored by Damian's perfect imitation of Bruce's voice.
#Battle for the cowl but it's mostly who could imitate Bruce#Might be cool to āreplaceā Bruce and tell people Batman's legacy won't end#But to keep the superstition and feeling of invulnerability to an inhuman level it's likely they'll want to strike the same tone and manner#At least for the start implementation#Dami's ability to exactly mimic voices is underused#batkids#batfamily#jason Todd#tim drake#dick grayson#damian wayne#stephanie brown#cassandra cain
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Halo
#mmm ok lemme just start w the tags then ill ramble#welt yang#hsr#honkai star rail#hi3#honkai impact 3rd#my art#ok anyways. i didnt have too many thoughts when i started it beyond āuni is killing me but i NEED to do my daily drawingsā#some thoughts did go through my mind while drawing which determined the direction this went in#which is that this could be a badass heroic drawing but.. it isn't. this doesn't feel very happy does it?#it makes him look a bit lonely#but something about the pose and the red is ominous. like he's unreadable but theres something sad about it#the moon in the background has a bit of a double meaning - namely the actual moon and its purpose in hi3#as the final destination of the honkai and the story but.. him as well#and as a halo. i love that the three major organizations in hi3 are basically religious groups#and AE basically worships joyce and his legacy (!) and welt tries to fill that. i mean the title sovereign alone means like. absolute ruler#an untouchable figure in terms of power and control over their people#so i really like to give him some sort of fucked up fake halo. he can imitate a saintly figure but it dehumanizes him in turn#he even talks about humanity like he's not a part of it#what's left is some kind of creature mimicking divinity but becoming isolated and inhuman in the process#(gesturing wildly) THINK ABOUT THE COSMIC HORROR POTENTIAL OF BEING A HERRSCHER. HE LITERALLY PERCEIVES REALITY DIFFERENTLY. CMON.
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Text: In the Upper City, they do illicit trade of cyborg servants over the legal human percentage limit. I steal them, which is to say I save them, whether they want to be saved or not.
#creative writing#writing prompts#inhuman#cyborgs#i dont know if this has ever otherwise been done but i feel im legally obligated to share with you#this is loosely the plot of the best piece of fanfiction ive ever read#it was a space opera and a killer examination of autonomy and queerness and corruption it was glorious#andoneofthecharactersjusthappenedtobeasexrobot
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