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Speaking to you from inside your mind
Alrighty!!! I promised and now I'm delivering! The oneshot for the Tgs Hearing Aid au! This'll be a bit odd since I have no idea how to write people with hearing aids but if I don't start I never will so here goes
Shoutout to @lillibethnougatesquirethe3rd, @basilthesnakingthing, @mistakes-have-been-made, and @littletownman who helped make this au with me!!!!
[a03]
It was an ordinary day like any other when Jekyll heard something. Which wasn't too unusual, he often heard things. Most everyday in fact, big fan of it that man. But today he heard something odd.
A small shifting, like fabric or long hair, something soft. He doesn't think much of it, almost tuning it out entirely. On a busy campus like this there could be a marching band made entirely of trumpets and it wouldn't be worth looking up for. So he didn't even consider looking around the classroom when all the notes and textbooks he could ever need were right in front of him.
Until it happened again. More shifting, someone shuffling around. It sounded louder, like they were getting closer to him. But that doesn't make sense, there was no one near him.
In fact, there was no one in the room with him at all.
Jekyll had stayed after class to finish up his notes and was clearly the only person there. Finally peeking his head out of his book he eyed the room with confusion…yup. Just him. The classroom was large but it was no auditorium, just a few rows of chairs with hardwood tables, nowhere for anyone to hide. He was sitting in the front row, as close to the teachers desk as he could, with the door across from him. He was probably just hearing someone in the hall or next room over. Sure it was late and most everyone had left campus already, but he was still there. Though he'd probably have to hurry to avoid getting locked in, again.
He had almost managed to convince himself it was nothing when he heard a new noise. Clinking, like small bells or bracelets. Jekyll looked again, bewildered. Okay there was nothing in here that would make those noises, there's nothing even moving near him. What was going on?
“Alright try it again.”
He jumped. The voice was right. in. his. ear.
A low mumbling.
“You're going to parr-e later?”
For a moment he sat shocked, looking around with wide eyes. There's no one around him, certainly not close enough to be speaking right in his ears. Feeling a bit silly, he tentatively called out.
“Er, hello?”
He heard a yelp and startled curses. This wasn't making sense he could hear the voice right in his ears. Was he over the speaker system maybe? Or- or-
“Who said that?! I'll fuck you up you fucking…fucker!”
There it was, a voice as clear and loud as his own. It was a man's voice, he couldn't tell the age. And scratchy. He spoke with an exaggerated cockney accent, though Jekyll couldn't tell what was under it.
“Not you i'm talking to whoever's prankin me right now. Where are you you prick!?”
Oh right, that's him.
“I'm right here.” Jekyll said, pushing his chair back and standing, “Where are you?”
He could hear the shuffling of footsteps near him, like the person was wandering around looking for him.
“Well? Come out then!”
Jekyll tried to get over his surprise and think logically about this. How do you hear someone who's not in the same room as you? You call them. And if you want to hear them directly in your ears? You connect to your headphones.
As a child Henry Jekyll had a… certain hobby that led to a series of infections. He was fine for the most part but a particularly bad ear infection resulted in loss of hearing; and he'd eventually had to get hearing aids. He'd had them for so long he didn't even think about them when he heard the man's voice. Most days he forgot about them entirely after putting them on in the morning. The man must have connected to them somehow and was ‘on call’ with Jekyll.
“Excuse me. Er, hello?” “Man I cannot be hallucinating again last time it was- yeah you remember- with the eyes and junk-”
The other man was still talking, rambling really, with the occasional swear thrown in for good measure. Whoever this was was getting old quick. Jekyll cleared his throat impatiently.
“A-hem! Right, so I believe l know what's going on here. Our headphones got connected.”
There was quiet on the other end, whatever gesture or expression the other man was making was lost on Jekyll, who continued.
“I think when you turned your headphones on they accidentally connected to mine instead of your laptop or phone or whatever. So if you could just… disconnect your bluetooth device for a moment?”
“Hey!” he snapped, “My 'bluetooth device’ is my fucking hearing aids asshole!”
Jekyll blinked. Wait. This man also had hearing aids? What were the odds? Probably pretty high actually they must be on the same system.
That didn't explain why they were hearing each other now though. He certainly hadn't paired them together, maybe the man's headset had linked to the nearest thing like it? Or a bug from a new update he hadn't checked?
“Huh…my bluetooth device are my aids. They must have connected somehow…”
There was a moment of silence on the other end, “Wait really? Huh… What kind do you have?”
“HJ7.”
“Same.”
Well that increased the odds of a system error rather than blind luck(deaf luck?). Jekyll didn't exactly run into people like himself all that often, it was likely he simply hadn't been close enough to someone else's aids to run into a problem like this before.
“Right well, I'm in room 208 right now so if you come here we can try to figure this out.”
“What? Room 20- where the hell are you i'm not even in a building right now you git!”
Jekyll grit his teeth, god he just wanted to finish his notes and go home already. The man's voice was starting to give him a headache.
“I'm in the Rose building, room 208. If you use the front door and take the stairs on the left it's on the right side of the hallway.
“…wait. The Rose building? You're at that fancy ass college? Right now?”
“Yes. Upstairs on the right so if you could just come upstairs then we can sort this all out.”
“Well I can't fucking do that can I! I'm at The Copper Cog!”
Jekyll paused. The copper cog? The penny university next to that courtyard? That was all the way across town! What was going on?
#I decided to let Jekyll have some fun and gave him an ear infection from the dead animals he frankensteined as a kid lol#The deciding vote between hearing aids and cochlear implants was i already named it the hearing aid au#its me boy the ps5#Speaking to you from inside your mind#Tgs hearing aid au#J&H hearing aid au#Hearing aid au#tgs#the glass scientists#tgs jekyll#tgs hyde#edward hyde#dr henry jekyll#the strange case of doctor jekyll and mr hyde#Modern au#Tgs modern au#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde modern au#Forgot the credits hold on#Im trying so hard to organize this
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Themed Slay the Princess Playthrough Ideas
Someone Explodes: Razor -> Fury -> Wild (via Witch) -> Cage -> Happily Ever After
Big Princess: Wraith -> Razor -> Apotheosis -> Eye of the Needle -> Den
Narrator has a Very Bad Time: Princess & Dragon -> Apotheosis -> Moment of Clarity -> Wild -> Thorn
Hard to Draw: Beast -> Moment of Clarity -> Razor -> Cage -> Fury
I would Trust them to Watch my Drink at a Party: Spectre -> Prisoner -> Adversary -> Wraith -> Thorn
Opportunist is There: Razor -> Wraith -> Moment of Clarity -> Witch -> Happily Ever After
I'm out of ideas suggest YOURS in the comments thanks
#slay the princess#cut is the 'ghost girlfriends' playthroughs bc there weren't enough ghost girls to fill all 5 routes#stp#for the record i did try to arrange all of these based on 'narrative satisfaction of your playthrough'#(except for hard to draw. that's ranked by how hard i think they are to draw)#(beast is lowest bc her greatest challenge is a lack of reference material#M.O.C I haven't actually drawn her new look but I do NOT like the look of all them hands#razor you can just draw her base form or heart if you want to be lazy (i do)#Cage & Fury I have tried to draw several times and each time i get stuck on drawing chains and organs and have no choice but to weep)#im a little woozy so im very sorry this post probably makes no sense#(also Damsel Stranger and HEA were considered but excluded from the drink ranking#Damsel strikes me as someone who will happily take your drink but not actually watch it#heart stranger would probably be a good choice but stranger in their original form i think is a bit too disoriented#and i just don't wanna ask HEA. she's got enough going on rn)
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ONE OF MY FAVES AND I THINK I NEVER POSTED IT HERE WHAATTT
#GOD I HAVE AN AWFUL MEMORY WHATS WRONG WITH ME HHHHH#TRYING HARD TO ORGANIZE ALL THIS#IM POSTING OLDS AFTER NEWER ONES IM MAKING EVERYTHING SO CONFUSING LOL#WTH AM I DOING#art#my art#fanart#digital art#digital fanart#luca fanart#luca pixar#luca paguro#alberto scorfano#alberto luca#luca movie#luca disney
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uh night mode engaged sparkle on!
#metal sonic#sonic the hedgehog fanart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#art#fanart#digital art#doodle#eggman#i drew that previous metal and was like#i wanna see him with a black coat#baby dyes his hair#he's SO#he's my son actually#i need to draw organic metal so someone can pinch his cheek#my love for this little fucker grows every day#returning to ps means i get my old brushes back im experimenting i barely remember most of them xdjssjfhdsjf#my ass desperately trying to not make him look like mephiles ITS HARD OK THEY BOTH HAVE NO MOUTHS AND SHIT
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It's alright to scream
I'm screaming too
Why'd you think I do the things I do?
For shadows haunted me like ghosts
So I became what I feared the most
I conduct fear like electricity
A manmade monstrosity
Killer — The Hoosiers
i woke up from a nap with this song stuck in my head and. yea
#kouichi kimura#koichi kimura#digimon frontier#digimon#AGH ok drawing to a song is. a new level of vulnerability for me and im trying to get past the mental block of OH THATS TOO CRINGE#because cringe isnt REAL#((but it sure feels like it))#i fucked up and accidentally made a kouichi playlist and so many of my favorite edgy songs ended up applying to him#and i was like....hmm ok.....this kid is suddenly very interesting#...not that he isnt already very interesting like. he is but hes still sort of hard to grasp since he never had time to really be himself#....anyway#i have. so many thoughts about songs i associate with takuya but. i cant draw that#because i would go through organ failure#like i would literally explode and die#oh the struggle of admitting i have human emotions
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THE WEIRD AL-CANA - 0. THE FOOL - DARE TO BE STUPID
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what better time to start a dumb little project based on your most recent hyperfixation than mere weeks before university starts again? haha, what-
anyway. i woke up from a nap in a bleary haze today with the idea of redrawing the tarot major arcana but with weird al songs and what started as a fun doodle has evolved into a dedication in my soul to do more of these. so lets see how many I can finish?? i've already got my song list established (with only a couple of ones im still undecided on) so im ready and rearing to go
the fool was an easy pick. while al is always a fool, dare to be stupid is THE fool song imo. spontaneity, recklessness, risk-taking. being a silly billy
#alloyart#weird al#weird al yankovic#weird al-cana#is the collective tag im gonna use for these for organization purposes#i feel like i will be torn asunder if i put this in other tags like the main tarot tag or anything so it stays here#im trying to reference the rider waite art the most because its the Default in my brain#the art for the fool has that barking dog in the corner so i thought it'd be fun to put harvey there#all i need to do good art is to get autism brain blasted hard enough to make me productive lol
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"my education is my highest priority" everything returns to vocaloid
#delete later#shitpost#vocaloid#?? idk i might keep it up. yes ik turning off rbs is a thing now technically but i always keep forgetting and also naaaah.#i might go edit proper tags in later just bc i dont this to show up in main pages but i needdddddd the organization on here#i made this a while back procrastinating on a linguistics reading and then never posted it#AND THE CIRCLE IS COMPLETE BC IM POSTING IT NOW WHILE PROCRASTINATING ON ANOTHER LINGUISTICS READING LMAOO#dudeee i gotta lock in. oh my god. its so bad up in here triple assault. i cant focus on SHIT. WHY DO I ALWAYS GET IDEAS WHEN IM BUSY AHGHH#this might be revealing a bit too much info but pls this is legit what happened LMAOO 😭🥴#we're starting ipa alphabet stuff now and im like 'hey i already know you...' from phoneme fuckery ive had to do for voca shitposts#knowing linguistics is cool cause u get to dissect what makes languages work and i thought that'd be genuinely helpful for things#like i plan to do more english/spanish translation work specifically so yuh. but also I KNOW internally in my heart...#despite trying to give the professional justifications I KNOW my stupid ass is secretly just absorbing all this knowledge for voca purposes#my brand of shitposting goes against the very origin of the word since 'shitposting' originally refers to very low effort low quality memes#so there's been a semantic shift in definition even outside of mine but i still think its really funny. i put a lot of genuine hard work#into making stupid little jokes to amuse primarily myself and maybe anyone else who finds it on the internet. so yea#no but genuinely though its unironically incredible how much shit i've learned direct or indirectly for vocaloid shitposting purposes
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The way that the sun hits leaves and clouds. I feel like I could watch the colors change forever. If I could slow down for that long.
#i keep forgetting a have a deck now. i can go outside and sit there#im doing that now. sitting in the corner of a deck full of empty chairs. staring up at a big pine tree where the sun is striking it gold#at the top. i like how thr light hits the needles. if the sky was black it would look like its on fire#theres a tree outside my bedroom window too. in the morning. after the sunrises it catches thr light and refelcts the most perfect shade#of green. the kind of green that flutters translucent like youre looking up from the bottom of a pool. the light the light its all about#the sun. everything everything is about the sun. when i start my project I'll be focused on understanding how organisms catch the light bc#its so incredible and complicated it would make my chest swell to bursting if there wasnt an empty bleeding wound in my gut. a#metaphorical wound of course. i dunno. its just difficult bc right now my mood is inflated by hormones. not even that much i think I'm#just at what shoulf be a normal level of happiness so i can be slow for a minute. but just a minute bc i kno it won't last long#sorry i cant shut the fuck up when im like this but i dunno i just feel like i havr to document these ephemeral moments before they're gone#its just difficult when you kno the world is so full of beautiful things but 95% of the time your eyes are too clouded to see it#everyone tells me i work too much but i feel like im just staring off into space being miserable 60% of the time. ive just done so much#damage over the past few years im coming into a new lab as damaged goods. ive got an albatross around my neck in thr form of data i#collected so self destructively that the idea of having anything to do with its publication makes me hate myself. everytime someone tells#me good job on collecting so so so much data it feels like they're congratulating me for breaking something within myself. like i slit my#wrists and bled out on a lab bench and theyre saying good job and theyre excited for me and i have to grin and bear it and pretend im#excited too. but im not bc ive burned everything inside me to ash. so when im elevated enough to be distracted by the clouds and trees it#feels like healing. like seeing angels. beautiful ephemeral beams of light. i wish i could slow down enough to watch them. but now thr sun#is hitting the horizon and the sky is going gradually dark and i should go inside. bc i have many things to do in the morning. so that's#what ill do. and ill try to get more thsn 6hrs of sleep but its hard when your body is vibrating over with energy#but at least i dont feel tired in the morning. something in my head must be on fire#unrelated#hm i should maybe add a tw to this#tw self injury#but its the kind thst makes u good at ur Job. its the kind ppl reward. so they don't understand when u say its destroying ur life#but im trying to get better. i say as i gear up for an insane semester lol but i do mean it
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having a fantasy au moment it may or may not pass
#st fantasy au . sav me#likeekj. im not done thinking about cleradin. can we. have we considered. wait. wait. im alraedy writing . wait.#i'm trying sooooooooooooooo hard to be organized and plan it out but. But. i simply cannot stop envisioning scenes#the whole theme of childhood innocence rotting under your floorboards and in your wallpaper and behind your ribs in st#but this time. it's set on the battlefield and in. idfk. a stone castle?? waiiit no mabye a motte and bailey. HM. much to think about#i love drawing from medieval customs for this actually. so many rabbit holes to fall down#and i can't Not put a magic systrm in there#ok getting back on track#i mean i just think particularly with the party. growing up is such a huge part of it thematically the good and the bad and the horrible#and this time it's all about. you know. you're too old now not to go fight for your own future etc but is it actually yours#or has this path been chosen for you by the way things are and how they seem like they'll always be exactly the same#that metaphor in the show turned literal. you are a soldier because of course you are. but what if you Weren't.#<-and what if you didn't have to wrangle yourself into another shape to better fit into the life you should have. or something#i can weave threads of forced conformity vs acceptance in there too especially from mikes point of view I LOVE IT HEREE#i know i'm getting rambly and incoherent i'm exhausted but. do u see my vision
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#aotv spoilers#ok you’re asking for my opinions let’s do it#i love louis!!!! im so proud of him and im so happy i got to watch him on his journey for so long and can’t wait for what’s to come for him#and i think my love for him and for his music and for my time in the fandím and for one d etc is what makes this a good watch and why i#liked it because otherwise i have my reservations to the movie and im not going to get into the babygate stuff#apart from the fact that louis trying to get freddie to hug him was extremely awkward and ive never seen less organic thing than the beach#scene and i find it funny they tried to push that as organic so hard#my issue is that it just had a potential to be a much better film is all sksmsk#it is good but it feels a bit rushed and kind of cheap in some ways and i get that’s the style of these biopics sometimes but#like it was such a shame the bg music was not really gold and was always exaggeratedly emotional because it made it cheesy and cheap and#kind of forced#i think it would have a great potential to get many people to say wow this is a strong talented guy and i think it is a great intro but i#think they undersold the movie so it’s not going to have a chance to reach an audience much wider than his current fanbase which is a shame#for his current fanbase it is a solidification and reiteration of his promo season and it is very clear where they want louis to stand and#what they want his image to be like and i think it’s absolutely amazing how they managed to show his growth as an artist and as a human and#and place him in a position where he’s now confident and secure and ready to embark on a new journey etc. although for the fans there’s#nothing new there and i think it’s worth considering how exactly they’re portraying and that they completely left out his relationships#aside from his family and the band#i think it’s important that it was noted he was undersestimated and pushed down and i think they made obvious how much he’s worked on#himself#i think it’s kinda clear they’re using it as a faith in the future promo with the new songs even though the doc ends with the end of the#tour#i think it’s interesting how many rainbow flags they chose to include without addressing the way his shows and fanbase look at all because#if i were from Gp id wonder what’s up with that esp when he only acknowledged the kmm project again#generally i think it’s a good watch that’s very transparent in what it’s trying to do for louis promo and image wise and it doesn’t tell#you anything new but it reminds you why you love this man so much while also leaving you a bit disappointed because this had a much#greater cinematic potential and a lot of it feels either rushed or underfinanced or forced and that’s a shame
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🧍🧍🧍but boy I was WAYY too op for that titan what's up with that
#i have what maybe level 58 strength? and i did that shit first try#i do have an obsession with clearing out the maps so idk if organically i was supposed to have this level rn#like i don't like everything being hard but id like it to be a challenge uh#can i change difficulty mid game idk ill see later#rn im going to get some fucking SNACKS as is my right
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idk what ramadan is gonna look like for me this year lol
#z.gen#i try to be more on my deen and i will do it this year#like hitting all of my prayers when i normally hit like 3/5 etc#no substances which fluctuates yearly since being calisober is what got me off other drugs but should be fine this yr#a lot of people wont listen to music either but i honestly dont listen to it much during the day regardless#having a very night time schedule is helpful during ramadan#i think im gonna try and focus on establishing all of my prayers#i dont really care to talk about my faith much cause its so genuinely no ones business#but i am muslim i just dont follow the practices of any of the four major sunni schools strongly for other reasons#im not shia either tho... looking#none of it matters rn cause i cant fast anyway LOL but its okay#its just like. kind of hard to celebrate islam with whats going on in palestine#like a lot of my fellow muslims get really obsessed w the aesthetics#but the month is about refraining from worldly desires and practing restraint and is generally anti consumerism#so its like. idk if i care for fun silly ramadan recipes. im gonna try to organize stuff with my mosque again inshallah
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make it make sense that I enjoy doing my job (especially the tedious parts) when I am off the clock, but as soon as I am supposed to be working I'd rather be doing LITERALLY anything else????
#like im having so much fun prepping all my TEAMS posts for Monday and doing SLEUTHING to figure out who owns this one meeting rn#but come Monday im gonna whine and groan and try my best to avoid my job as much as is reasonable. like??#and this happens often. I love doing remedial tasks at 2am. plugging shit into the glossaries that I dont care about woooooo hell yeah.#doing a quick audit on Tuesday at 10pm? yes. easy. takes 30 mins at MOST.#but like. ask me to update glossaries or make posts on TEAMS or do adults between 7am and 4:30 pm??? ABSOLUTELY NOT I will drag my FEET#If I really wanna psychoanalyze myself... I think that what's happening is that my work isnt interesting to me and I find it too easy#and really boring. and if im bored and dont care. it HURTS its SO HARD its PAINFUL to drag my brain through the mud to do it#and so I thus hate my job. BUT. the exact work I do for my job is what I ENJOY doing in my real life. I love organizing and scheduling#and prepping and alll that shit. like I work as an admin assistant at my job but like. I LOVE BEING AN ADMINISTRATOR FOR MY REAL LIFE!!#so when im off the clock and im in *sort my life out and prep for the future* mode of COURSE work is fun!! thats how I get my dopamine!!!#but I dont wanna be doing that ALL THE TIME cause like. tbh its kinda a stress response. so like. I want to do work that fills other needs.#I wanna do work that makes me hyperfixate and get super curious and challenges me and makes me think analytically and learn a ton#but my job doesnt do that. and my brain thus sorts the work I get paid to do as work that I do on my own time#thus I am really productive when im off the clock and dont do SHIT during the times I put down on my timesheet that I am working#shit still gets done but like.... at what cost?.#googoogajoob
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anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.
#all i can think about is the shelves im gonna get installed here over the next little bit fdghj#yall dont understand its so hard to keep things clean and brain friendly when you just dont have anywhere to put stuff.#hellish#& then i get overwhelmed and turn into a massive bitch when i try to get it under control fdgh#instead its been like. 2 straight days of dopamine i fucking swear?? my body probably definitely wouldnt let me do this for a living#(my hip is screamingggg dfghgjj) but actually if i could & if i could work in a team then yeah. ykw i enjoy it.#organization go brrrrrrr#i dont think she was expecting me to work that fast either but ive been like a feral animal. skittering over clutter.#finding Spots for Things#okay i lied the flood was actually beneficial in one way to me specifically.#estranged father just forgot a Bunch of tool sets here & ive claimed them now fdghjk#that nail gun is MINE#she suggested i look out for an actual tool chest/bench thing (ykw the ones with wheels and stuff) for everything and i havent been that#excited for anything in months fdgh tools are expensive alright. too bad he took the table saw.#i dont talk much abt my Masc Hobbies as i call them lmao no real reason to but hoooboy i love to Build Things#give me that ikea desk ill have it done in an hour or less every time#maybe trade school is still on the horizon for me gfhj always wanted to Weld Stuff i think id be good at it#as much as i fuckin loathe yard maintenance i was a real garage sooooo bad its not even funny#shame i wasnt just inherently expected to know car stuff tm i feel like i would have loved it too#scarrier to learn on your own later in life especially with a lease vehicle but ill get there eventually#anyway yeah bg3! new mods. new ocs#have not done much with them yet but they Exist and theyre pretty
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i FORGOT TO POST THIS PECK anwyays errrmmmm subject to change but Pathological Facade in my mind is a very Purey song so have a silly frame redraw
#neth draws#Purey the noodle#im trying so hard to have organized tags i swear#midas project rp#i think thats all the tags i need????
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My gf begged me to be on FB and I went there for a week and I felt so 🤡🤡🤡🤡 bc her main argument is that she misses me so much and "that is a way to interact in our day to day" but I'm there w no one to talk to and she is not even there. It just made me feel so stupid and even sadder bc I feel so alone in my relationship.
#i get her mental illness.. i would never throw a tantrum about her availability... i know she struggles..i know its even infuriating for her#shes asleep most of the time.. if i want to see her is me who has to organize things. im overworking learning dbt therapy...#i work a lot to make the minimun wage.. and still i make time to investigate about her bpd and adhd i try so hard to make her feel Cherised#i get her family is not the best.. i really dont think her mother is a bad person but she is a botch w her...#but ngl.. the fact that my gf doesnt even listen to the audios i send bc im bussy to text ... hurts... i feel alone ... i do feel alone#ive always been a lonely child.. ive always been pretty independent... but i sometimes feel like ppl take that#as an invitation to ignore me...#and this thing may be silly.. is just fb...but fb stresses the f out of me.. and ngl it feel sad im there. sharing stuff through out the day#and she doesnt even notices it... idk...#in just 🤡🤡🤡🤡 always i guess#venting#delete later
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