#Im proud of myself at this point
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'Every cloud has a SILVER LINING'
Wishing the warmest birthday ever to the most special person in my heart <3
SILVER LINING by RUNA_HADES on Wattpad/Instagram
Song: 'Sakura Hirari' by Kis-My-Ft2
#digital art#digital drawing#artwork#digital illustration#celebration#happy birthday#fanartfan#fanfic#Silver Lining#editing#art edits#Im proud of myself at this point#Hope you're proud of yourself too#Kisumai songs made me in tears but still love it#Its full of meaning if you understands it#Sakura Hirari#Fluttering Cherry Blossoms#Sorry if I translated the lyrics wrong tho#I've tried my best#But still kanji isn't my thingss
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“Twist thy head and watch them fall,”
#tgaa#tgaa chronicles#tgaac#art#great ace attorney#the great ace attorney#dgs#dgs2 spoilers#dgs spoilers#dgs fanart#dgs2#tgaa2 spoilers#tgaa fanart#kazuma asogi#kazuma asougi#serpent kazuma#ok not actually but it’s my target audience#unamusedyams followed me on twt for this i literally screamed#my twt is dgstjars please follow#fanart#karuma#shoutout to my best friend for inspiring me despite having little knowledge of wtf happens in tgaa2#completely normal#what are you talking about#cw: gore#does this count as gore#he has karuma through his skull idk#congrats to that one person in a discord server that pointed out his tiddies because i ended up working overtime for those#everyone go stare at his massive honkers i drew that MYSELF and im PROUD OF MYSELF FOR DOING ANATOMY WELL!!!!!#ok not super well but decently enough !!!!
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so I finished side order recently
#splatoon#pearl houzuki#agent 8#marina ida#acht mizuta#my stuff#inktober piece 2 :)#shoutout to my brother who reminded me i could replay the credits whenever because i had to get some extra refs for eight's model#and saved me from having to slog up the tower again#now if only splatoon could do that for every cutscene eh. please#i want to relive a lot of cutscenes and youre killing me for it splatoon#anyway did you know splatoon's official art has. well it wildly varies from piece to piece#they all follow like a very loose guidelines but also they all split off into their own things half the time#me with seven tabs of art trying to figure out if i want to do lines to separate pearl's fingers: so this one has lines but this one doesnt#'this one isnt relevant to this issue all fingers are splayed'#so in the end i just did whatever i wanted. i think that's a core tenet of art. do whatever you want. forever#also spent an inordinate amount of time trying to figure out what was etched into marina's headphones#im 98% sure it is the off the hook logo. but nothing save from booting up splatoon and checking myself would say for sure#and i didnt wanna boot up splatoon cause if i did then id inevitably be down a couple hours because 'oh well im here already. one run maybe'#but regardless!! im proud of how this came out even if i was supposed to have finished two days ago to keep with my schedule#especially the bg :) i think i did really good on that.#and eight's little smile i think thats the charm point of the whole piece and it took me about ten drafts to get it properly#i think i did good on that too.#im so enamored with splatoon rn help
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Everyone loves dark academia and cottagecore and themes of death and decay and being weird and mysterious until I have stray bones in my house and teeth on my shelf. Then I’m too weird for the weirdos. Too spooky for the so-called goths. You bitches can’t handle my bonus teeth
#bones#teeth#evilcore#villaincore#sciencecore#villainposting#dark academia#I’m still not sure why aesthetics are all SomethingCore but the tags work LMAO#I’m being both funny and for real LMAO#folks irl come to my room. after knowing me as a person. after knowing who I am#and are surprised and offput when I have bones and teeth and bugs on proud display!!#points to dead crab I TAXIDERMIED HER MYSELF!!!! APPRECIATE HER#the teeth are sterile!! it’s fine!!#I buried and exhumed this fox with my own hands!! the bones are precious to me!#im never actually offended bc i understand ppl have boundaries#its just funny that i am who i am and they didn’t actually expect me to have so many dead things 😂#📝#anyway this is lighthearted <3
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Pisscourse drabble inspired by this
Not beta or proofread, btw. it's a shitpost EDIT: AO3 LINK
Arthur was simply trying to take his natural human function and pee. He was staring off into space, letting the fluid flow out of him and into the bowl when he felt something touching his leg. Instinctively, he jolts, moving his body away.
He stops peeing and looks down. He spots a hand, a fair skinned scard hand reaching out to him. It was John, what in the hell does he want. Arthur bats the hand away and asks.
"What, John?"
"...Can you hold my hand." It sounded like more of a demand than a question.
Arthur blinks, looking at the stall wall that separates him and John.
"Are you serious?"
"Yes."
"Why."
"It's...scary and feels werid, I don't know how you humans dealt with having this fluid come out of you every day." John says and flexes his hand in a grabbing motion, like a baby wanting to get picked up.
John was like a needy cat, but he never liked doing things alone, including when it came to using the bathroom.
Arthur sighs and places his hand in John's, holding it snug.
"Better?"
"Much."
John says before Arthur hears a concerningly loud stream of piss hit the bowl.
He furrows his brows, "Just how long have you been holding that?"
John's pointer finger twitches, curling itself inward and scratches at the others palm.
"Since I got this body -" a lie.
John sheepishly admits, and Arthur aggressively squeezes his hand.
"What?! How the hell did you not piss on yourself—christ John it's been over a week."
John lets out a full-body shudder and tucks his feet under the toilet seat. His boots dig into the dirty tile floor.
"Okay - not really. The first time was a few days ago when it hurt too much to hold. I washed the clothes and succeeded." John spits out. It was more of a half truth when Oscar found him using fabric softener instead of actual detergent. Oscar actually helped clean and showed him how to wash the clothes properly.
John made(threatened)Oscar swear that he'd never speak a word of this.
"Am I going to have to fucking potty train you? Bloody hell John."
John lets out a werid, sad sound. Something between a dog like whimper and a sigh.
Arthur squeezes his hand once more, gently this time. "Well, it was probably bound to happen eventually. Just do your business and make sure you wipe yourself after." Just like his touch, the tone of Arthur's voice was soft. It reminded John of how he'd talk about Faroe.
John hums and stays silent, the sound of his piss hitting the water echo throughout the bathroom.
Arthur inturn also continues. Thankfully, there's not much left, so he finishes up quickly.
Awkwardly reaching across the stall with his opposite hand, he grabs a thing of toilet paper and rips a small peice off. He dabs the head of his dick with the paper before throwing it into the bowl and flushing.
He hears Johns flow turn into a tirckle before it stops completely. He stays on the toilet seat as he's still holding onto John's hand.
"You done?"
John nods, for a second forgetting thst Arthur can, in fact, not see him before he speaks up.
"I think so? I still feel weird, though..." He trails off. There's something pressing up against his asshole.
Arthur quirks a brow, "Werid how?"
"It feels like something is trying to escape me. There's pressure at my asshole."
Arthur stutters for a second, unable to form sentences in response. There is no way in fucking hell is he going to hold an eldritch entities hand as he shits.
"You're...going number two, taking shit."
"Oh.. Oh. Like that disgusting thing you did?"
"Yup. Now, I unfortunately am not generous enough to sit through this one with you. Just keep pushing until everything is out, John."
Arthur prys his hand away from John's, pulling his boxers and trousers up. Arthur buttons his trousers and fastens his belt.
"But Orthur... I can't do this alone." John whines, attempting to grab Arthur's trouser leg.
"You can, and you will. I'll be outside when you're done, John." Arthur moves away before John could grab him, opening the stall door he makes his way to the sink. He secretly prays that there's no one else coming in.
"Orthur! That's not fair. I need emotional support."
John kicks his feet out and leans back uncomfortably. The pressure is growing stronger.
Arthur begins to wash his hands, ignoring John's pleas and hums a tune.
"How about I send Noel in, hm? I'm sure he'd be more than willing." Arthur offers, John and Noel are close just like them, so it shouldn't be a problem. Hopefully.
John stops his movements, sharp canines bitting at his lips.
"Okay. That's fine. Please tell him to hurry."
Arthur huffs out a muffled laugh and steps out of the bathroom.
thank you to my platonic soulmates @arthur-lesters-tits & @arthur-lesters-slutty-waist for fuelling this. I appreciate you both greatly
#pisscourse#i wrote this during my math class#this is open ended bc#i might write a#shitcourse#fic#🚶♂️🚶♂️🚶♂️#is this my legacy#im proud of myself#uvula writing#uvula yaps#it wasn't supposed to get to this point#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#uvula posting#limb posting#john doe#arthur lesters body parts#malevolent john doe#john doe malevolent#john doe x arthur lester#privateeyes#private eyes#noel finley#charlie dowd#forgive & forget#forgive and forget#shitposting#uvula shitpost
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Anthems for a Seventeen Year‐Old Girl – Broken Social Scene & Interview with the vampire
they're all doomed.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#daniel molloy#armand#vampire armand#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#claudia de pointe du lac#claudia de lioncourt#devil's minion#armandstat#lesmand#loustat#louis and claudia#this edit took all my last strength but im very proud of myself#aliasmardedit
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I never show off the non digital art or things I make on here but I would like to more often 83
Made this little axolotl plushie for myself using a pattern I got on etsy (originally for felt plushies) that I modified a bit for what I wanted and might modify some more in the future.
#I made a star themed one for my sis for her birthday and added a star on its tail#squisheebug crafts#im also crocheting and poorly knit myself a scarf#i am proud of it though! it jist doesnt lie flat cuz i didnt know the edges would curl like they do#and by the point i noticed it i didnt wanna go back and change it so. curly scarf ayyy
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I saved up money to buy myself a huion kamvas!! Its very nice :] still trying to get the hang of it
#feeling proud of myself ngl#still trying to get the hang of the new tablet and pen#im so used to my wacom intuos pen and tablet#the new tablet feels?? soft?? when drawing on it??#the pen does feel a little heavy on me tho 😭 i like my wacom’s basic ass pen#the pen pressure is pretty crazy good but im not one who cares abt pen pressure much#i would probably get myself a keydial someday cause it does feel a little awkward to reach out for the keyboard to press some commands#not to the point where its gonna drive me nuts I will survive 💪#but for sure I might hop back and forth from my wacom and huion tablet#txt
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so like. shadow of the fox fandom r y'all still around
if not, then this is hakaimono (or at least how I saw him while reading) - he's an oni, a smartass, and also really fun to draw, and he's from that book series! check it out if you're into YA that's actually original and delves into Japanese mythology:D
anyway here's my art:
#this fucker took me eighty hours#im really proud of myself because i was seriously going to abandon this several times#anyway brownie points to anyone who can suss out the shitty symbolism i put into this guy#please don't flop aaaaagh#art#digital artist#artists on tumblr#hakaimono#shadow of the fox#julie kagawa#my art#ya fantasy#oni#fanart
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I unfortunately can't find the poll about locaring the US-States, but it inspired me to do a poll about locating countries in the EU. We never had to learn the US states (obviously, I guess), but we did have to learn the countries at some point, so I'm really curious.
Take this Quiz to test how fast/correctly you can locate countries in the EU.
disclaimer: this is a first attempt test with no prep, so if you do poorly, don't feel bad. I find this site is a very helpful tool when it comes to learning where countries in general (or US states) are located, and if you're interested in it, you'll get better in no time! I promise! :) Knowing where certain countries are located makes it a lot easier to understand historical events, cultural influences and contemporary politics, which makes it useful and fun. This isn't a marker for intelligence and this poll isn't intended to be condescending or mean-spirited.
#btw I was incredibly bad at geography#I remember getting maybe 5 countries on that test because I hadn't been aware#that we'd be tested on them. it was awful haha. one of my core memories from school.#so trying to learn them now is really important to me to overcome that shame#BUT I still did poorly when I did it for the first time after a long break the other day. I got like 55%#the small countries by greece really did a number on me :( very shameful#BUT at this point I'm at a solid ~80%!!! I'm very proud of myself :)#edit: I did. it again just now and got 100%! :)))))) im very happy about that
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fantube but they are both asexual :>? thank you!
happy pride month day 24!! sweethearts
#juice art#osc#osc fanart#inanimate insanity#inanimate insanity fanart#fan ii#ii fan#fan inanimate insanity#test tube ii#ii test tube#test tube inanimate insanity#pride#pride month#asexual#my goodness i cant believe im still doing this series#i thought i was going to quit before the halfway point#its been really hard drawing every day (even small drawings just. require a lot of energy for me)#so im proud of myself for making it so far#hoping to make it to the end of june!!!
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just said goodbye to the therapist i've been seeing for the past four years and the only therapist i've ever trusted and i am SO emotional rn, mostly in a good way. it was really special to be able to just talk about everything from the past four years and hear her perspective on exactly how much i've grown. there were so many ways i was hurting so much when i was 18 that i had forgotten about. and she reminded me about how at our first session i said that i didn't think it would be possible for me to have a future at all and then here i am, living out all the dreams of my younger self. i almost started fucking CRYING. she said that she was so honored by the trust i had placed into her, knowing all my institutionalization trauma and it turns out she knew i was lying to her for like the first six months i saw her LMFAO but that she thought it would be worth it if she could prove to me that i could trust her. she read things about disability justice and anticarceral psych inbetween sessions so she could better figure out how to support me and never once threatened to call the cops. idk i just appreciate how much she was there for me over the past four years and it truly feels like the end of an era. just. wow. SO Many emotions
#personal#i feel really good about stopping therapy and i think it was right and she thinks so too#but woah. it's wild to think this person has seen me almost every week for four years. well we switched to every month#the last year.#but she knows SO Much about me and then now i might not ever talk to her again. which is fucking wild!!! it's wild!!!#turns out i was one of her first patients and she usually didn't take 18 year olds but bc her practice was so new she was like sure yeah#and then stuck with me bc she was like no this one is special#sorry im just an emotional mess rn. in a good way#so proud of myself. and grateful for everyone who got me to this point
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so why did 4... do what she did?
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Askbox is open
#tw: past self harm#splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#agent 4#let me know if i need to add any other trigger warnings to this post#i wanted to leave a note in the actual post about mental health but#i couldnt figure out what to even say. im still in the thick of it myself so i wouldnt feel right telling others it gets better when#it hasnt for me. I still think it's important to talk about these issues though#i just want to say if anyone reading this is also struggling mentally - im proud of you for still being here. it's so hard to be alive#i want to write a fic at some point exploring this chapter of 3 and 4s lives
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as someone who still struggles with self esteem esp around art its fun to jus post something and caption it stuff like "my oc. you like them." or if i do something kinda nonsensical jus "this is my idea. you understand completely" like idk why its funny to me but also helps my brain stop adding self deprecating comments yknow.
#ive struggled a lot in the past by like. trying to point out everything wrong#in something ive drawn before anyone else can kinda thing#so now im training myself to nawt do that as much#its also helpful to be kinda floating around dif art circles and seeing how#proud they are of their art and im like :) ok ill try do that too!
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man. i turn 26 tmrw and its got me thinking about where i was a decade ago
like im in the latter half of my 20s and i'm starting to figure shit out - i'm at long last comfortable in my body, i'm in college for something i'm passionate about, i have a job i love and a friend group that i couldn't imagine life without
when i was 16 i was desolate. i was hopeless and angry and miserable and lonely and so so sad
now i'm close to a decade on testosterone, 4 years post-top surgery, i'm reaching out to surgeons for metoidioplasty, i'm honestly probably gonna be done with medically transitioning by the time i'm in my early 30s if all works out for me. then i have the rest of my life ahead of me
#idk theres no point to this i just feel content and at home and im so proud of myself#and i wish i could go back to teenage charlie and give him a hug and tell him how good the future is gonna be to him#im also kinda drunk. this is contributing to the ramble
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Look at this thing I'm crocheting! I love it!
#personal#nessa says#crochet#crocheting#blanket#baby blanket#mandala#pretty colors#im v proud of myself#its going to be a gift#look AT her#the blue thing on one of the points is to mark the beginning btw#if you dont know/ if you care
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