#Im not worthy of such love
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Anonymous asked:
Please forgive me for asking t.t but im super curious. how are you so good at switching Character personalitys , tone and mood and such. YOU sound exactly like the characters!
;;~ Oh uhh well when I was a high schooler a long time ago, 8 years ago or so , I used to participate in drama plays, which required me to switch my persona , voice, tone, backstory alot as sometimes I would get 3 or 4 acting parts as my drama club was mini when it came to members / im so used to this site as well as ive been on it for many many years, I've roleplayed alot of characters and such as well.
Plus before roleplay like this I was a fanfic writer which required me to portray more than one character.
So I guess my love for acting/ writeing made it possibilty to switch characters personas on a dime. im not sure if this makes sense or not but I've been told I have a gift of imigery when it comes to writing.
I do hope you enjoy it though XD, actually sometimes I don't feel like anyone sees me XD so it's a shock to get this messages as ... sometimes I feel invisable.
>///< Thank you and hello.
#OOC#hello#a little about mun#ask replied#do people actually notice me >.<#Im not worthy of such love
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to defeat monsters: become the greater monster | m.a.w
(requested by @highwarlockkareena for my 1 follower celebration)
#interview with the vampire#iwtvedit#dailyflicks#iwtvsource#tvedit#usergif#userkareena#userrenee#iwtv spoilers#claudia#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#*#it only took me 5 months to get to my 1 yes ONE follower celebration#kareena does not follow me tho im not worthy but she asked for blending anyway and im finally delivering!#i almost used a scene from when she joins the coven and then of santiago dying instead of gifs 2 and 4#but the tragedy that is claudia's life starts and ends with these two#and they loved her! but they still hurt her#im going to stop myself from writing an essay in the tags#kareena i hope you're happy i did blending for you
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger 😭#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less 🫶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like 😭. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.😭at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheesee📸📸
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Whoever got given the task of animating this smile for the game I think ur wonderful and you did a fantastic job. Look at him. He <3
Guys can I be real for a sec. Can I be so real and ask a strange little question.
Did Shadow ever stop to think that Maria wishing for everyone to be happy included wishing for HIM to be happy? Does he understand that his promise to her goes beyond fufilling a duty to others and is a prompt for him to seek out his own joy in life too?
I hope so.
Shadow has his whole "I do what I want. But. Im also under the guidance of Maria's wish" thing, where he can be edgy enough to be like don't tell me what to do but nice enough to still help save the world n all should the time come. He says he does what he wants, but what actually is that? What does Shadow the Hedgehog want aside from fufilling his promise to Maria? Truly? Does he even know? Does SEGA know? Is that discovery something thats ever been/going to be explored?
Obviously a lot can be and has been implied or stated off to the side in external media like social posts and wikis (and I want to say the comics buuuut i havent read them yet), Im thinkin more about genuine confirmation in game.
If I'm honest, I think I'm really just asking about the future.
Is there a new hope for Team Dark getting closer again? What about Sonic and Shadow as a duo, considering all that happened and how little we saw them interact in the game?
Now that Shadow has had another chance to reconcile with his past, where will the Ultimate Lifeform go next?
There's more of me yapping abt this but it was bc i was rambling in the tags akrjwjf lmk what u think!
#you can take that question as rhetorical if you like but I'd love to hear what everyone else thinks!#ejwkfhkwd sxsg has reorganised my brain frfr im losing it/pos#Shadow is such an interesting character and Im always wondering about what aspects of him sega will deem “worthy” enough to portray him wit#and what gets left unsaid or very lightly implied#he smiled at Maria and i died btw#softest canon look ive ever seen on his face ever.#the whole reason im asking this question actually#is there anything out there that would get shadow to smile like that again?#what brings him so much joy that he would choose to smile if not his beloved older sister?#because YES that smile was a choice. he did not have to smile there that was not an involuntary reaction. he smiled. FOR HER.#anyways im dead i love them sm sob#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#sxsg#sonic x shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations spoilers#sticks can talk!?#sth#sonic
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soap and ghost, after months of flirting, of having each other’s backs and saving each other’s lives, of knowing the other better than they know themselves, finally getting together
ghost letting himself free fall onto the bed, soap following, always following his lead. they barely pull apart enough to get their shirts over their heads, hands running over muscles and scars and holding close
soap kisses every new scar that’s revealed to him, from the thick keloid divot over his ribs from some kind of puncture to the innumerable slashes and stitch wounds holding his torso together until he’s mouthing over his collarbones; the tips of his fingers lightly caressing the edges of his mask
ghost who’s been so quiet, so overwhelmed by soap’s touch that all he can do is sink into him, panting gasping breaths, finally pushes out, “don’t ask me. please…”
soap freezes, mouth hovering over his skin. “ghost…?”
ghost’s face is tilted away, eyes held so tightly shut they tremor while the rest of his body stays lax beneath his. desperate. resigned. “please don’t ask me, johnny.”
soap lets his hand fall from the mask, coming to run soothing circles over his clothed hip. “why?”
“because i’ll say yes,” he confesses and it’s great and terrible; a warning and a relinquishment laid at soap’s feet. “i’ll always say yes to you.”
for a long moment, there’s nothing but their shared breaths, nothing but their hearts beating for the other. until soap finally leans down to press a kiss to the corner of his hidden mouth; his lips meeting faint raised scar tissue he might never see
“i’ll never ask.”
ghost’s eyes drift open and they catch on soap’s; on a sea of promise and fierce protection
“i swear… i’ll never ask, ghost.”
#ghost who would take off his mask for johnny in a heartbeat and soap who would never let him take it off for anything but himself my belove#they proceed to have the softest most tender sex youve ever seen#im talking missionary chest to chest arms and legs wrapped so tightly all they can is rock#just god the love and the trust and the understanding#ghost knows hes not ready knows he would be violently uncomfortable the entire time#but would still put himself through it if thats what johnny wanted#and soap who would never ask him to sacrifice his comfort for something as insignificant as his own wants#like he would ever see that as a worthy reason#like he could ever find happiness in it knowing ghost was uncomfortable#he’ll spend the rest of his life showing ghost he doesnt need to compromise his comfort or his coping mechanisms for him#coming out of my cage and ive been soing just fine.txt#john soap mactavish#soap cod#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#soapghost#ghostsoap#ghoap#ghost x soap#we’re a team. ghost team#save post
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i haaaaaate when ppl are going on about ‘oh im so unlovable nobody likes me’ shut up everyone is lovable. it came free with your fucking humanity bitch
#ik im gonna sound like a hippie but i love people and i love humanity and its just such bullshit to call yourself unlovable#even like. even horrible people have people who love them#if fucking elon musk is out here with all these tech bros worshipping the ground he walks on then youre worthy of love and devotion too#rambling
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rare sighting of harlan being nice to his fans (im kidding)
#YOU ARE WORTHY AND LOVABLE. IM SOBBING??#buck again thank you at this point ive said thank you so many times#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#am#am ihnmaims#harlan ellison#allied mastercomputer#a boy and his dog#love aint nothing but sex misspelled#repent harlequin
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sending my love to people with slow processing speeds.
you should be allowed to take your time to do things and I am so sorry if people have ever made you feel like you can't.
you and your contributions are just as worthy as everyone else's, the speed in which you do them should not impact that.
I am so sorry if you ever been made to feel like you weren't good enough because you "couldn't keep up".
you are good enough. you are trying enough. there is nothing wrong with you and it's not your fault.
#saying sps because its a part of a lot of NDs! and imo the one that impacts me the most at least in jobs ect?#might make a post about it if anyones interested? i feel like its not spoken about that much as an ND thing?#but it's basically being slower to do things than others and it impacts everything!! but i feel its misunderstood?#ive found its the thing NT seem to have a hard time understanding? its the ive been pulled up on as a 'performance' issue throughout my life#even though its something that i... cannot control and am not even aware im doing??#anyway big love to people with sps!!#i see you i love you you are worthy <33#reminder#self acceptance#processing speed#letters to you
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🎶🌸Ask me why my heart's inside my throat//
I've never been in love, I've been alone//
Feel like I've been living life asleep//
Love so strong it makes me feel so weak🌸🎶
shuake is still on my mind, so I finished up this little doodle🥺💘🌸 the lineart and flats were on my phone, and the background and shading were on my computer🌟✨️
god for them to get to the point of being publicly physically affectionate,,,, I die,,,,
#shuake#goro akechi#akira kurusu#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#waahh#im forever crying about these two#pls think about goro initiating physical contact post game#for so long he doesnt believe hes worthy#that hes too tainted to touch akira#but akira and some of the pt help him to accept he is deserving of love#aoughhhhh#also i love this song and it makes me emotional thinking about these two#its This Side of Paradise by coyote theory#its really good#i just wanna play it on loop#also idk if its obvious but theyre outside leblanc#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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unpopular opinion but i want to see more romance books/fanfiction from the guys pov
#🔪 - mello talks too much#ppl might think this is a bit weird#but i think it’s so much more blush and giggle worthy seeing what the guy is thinking about#i want to see what the guy is thinking about as he falls in love#much more giggling into my pillow worthy#sigh#anyways im reading midnight sun (twilight from edwards POV) and he is a STALKERRRRRSHDGSGSG#like crazy and obsessive#but tbh im highkey into that
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i love this photo sm they’re so cutie
#weezer#rivers cuomo#scott shriner#this pic is like. photo card worthy#what if i made photocards for weezer#would that be funny#am i just no better than a k pop stan who stan posts all the time#but i’m not as toxic as some kpop fans are stereotyped i think. weezer fans are very nice in my experience#sorry i sent u death threats ! maybe if you stanned rivers…#NO HATE TO KPOPFANS MY FRIEND LOVES STRAYKIDS AND BTS AND STUFF#ITS JUST ONLINE HOW SOME PPL ARE LOL#SORRY#also omgggg guys. my grade in AP Physics rn is 98. Women in stem!!!#LIKE IM EATING IN TJAY CLASS WHATTTTT#AND K GOT A 78 ON THE LAST TEST MAYBE WE WILL EAT ON THE ONE TODAY WISH ME LUCK TJOUGH !#hopefully we get. a better grade this time round.#🤤🤤
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Wei Wuxian licks his lips and leans forward slightly, walking his fingers across the countertop aimlessly toward Lan Zhan. “You know, Lan Zhan,” he drawls, “A-Yuan says we’re both in the book.”
“Mn,” Lan Zhan responds, tracking the path of his fingers intently, “I am apparently Hanguang-jun, the moral upstanding hero.”
“And I’m the devious Yiling Loazu, who led you astray,” he smirks, peering at Lan Zhan through his lashes.
Lan Zhan meets his stare, head-on, lit from within like molten sunshine. “No,” he corrects, “not astray, Wei Ying.”
Wei Wuxian tilts his head, waiting for him to continue. His fingers stop their dancing, resting just inches away from Lan Zhan.
Lan Zhan shifts his own hand, bringing them even closer, their fingertips almost brushing.
“The Yiling Loazu did not lead Hanguang-jun astray,” he says, eyes piercing as they flicker between Wei Wuxian’s. “They were partners, and…”
“Ah,” Wei Wuxian breathes, “the decent romance?”
Lan Zhan doesn’t answer, watching him closely. The pupils of his eyes have grown so large there’s only the tiniest ring of gold around the edge. He can see himself reflected in the black. He thinks he likes the version of himself that lives in Lan Zhan’s eyes.
They’re standing on the edge of a cliff, waiting for the other to take a step forward, bracing for a fall.
It should be terrifying, this sudden drop into something completely new, something entirely unknown yet so familiar. But Wei Wuxian is filled with conviction that no matter what, Lan Zhan will catch him.
It's as electrifying as it is calming, this certainty that here, with Lan Zhan, he is safe.
Wei Wuxian tilts his head to the side in a way he knows sets the unmarked skin of his neck on display. “I’m sure it was more than just decent, with a handsome hero like Hanguang-jun.”
Lan Zhan quirks an eyebrow, his gaze resting on the curve of Wei Wuxian’s neck, just as he’d hoped. "Handsome?"
“Well,” Wei Wuxian responds, tapping his index finger so it brushes against Lan Zhan’s fingertips. His skin is soft and perfect, just like the rest of him. “He isn’t wrong. You’re very handsome, Lan Zhan.”
“Really, Wei Ying?” Lan Zhan says, voice quiet and deep.
“Yep, definitely worthy of being compared to the beautiful Second Jade of Lan.”
“Is that so?” Lan Zhan shifts closer, the smell of him filling up Wei Wuxian. He smells so familiar, like something he knows intimately. Sandalwood, Wei Wuxian realizes, with sudden clarity.
Lan Zhan continues, “I would love to hear more about your opinion on my beauty and prestige, Wei Ying.”
“You don’t know anything about me, Lan Zhan. Why would you care what I think?”
Lan Zhan tilts his head, only just. “Do I need to? To want to know how your brain works?”
I commissioned this lovely artwork by the wonderful @lotuslate of a scene from my fic, once upon a time, 很久很久以前 where the entire cultivation world is cursed to live in the modern world without their memories and abilities, but of course wangxian find a way to fall in love all over again.
#i've been staring at this art for days they're one of my fave mdzs artist i am not worthy T__T#look at them falling in love before shenanigans try to keep them apart!!#im planning to post chapter 3 next week maybe by the end og the weekend#it's an absolute beast at 15k but it also introduces a bunch of characters im excited for hehe#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#chen qing ling#wangxian#mdzs fanfiction#the untamed fanfic#wei wuxian#wei ying#lan wangji#lan zhan#mxtxnet#mdzs ouat au#bushy writing#okay now that the tags are out of the way prepare for anxiety rant: commissioning art for my fic was one of the best and most anxiety thing#i've ever had to do like it's actually insane#on the one hand i love my fic so much but also i do not feel worthy of such pretty art and talent (except i paid for it and supported an#artist i really admire which makes me dumb brain extra silly) but yeah this enitire week since i first got it i basically had to play#with my anxiety in the worst way and its been awful and i want to share this art cause its so great but also i want to cry cause i feel#unworthy BUT! i am by posting this telling that anxiety to shut up and continue promoting a fic i'm really proud and excited for and#hopefully opening the floodgates so i have the confidence to commission more artwork in the future because seeing the words i write in a pi#is just about one of the most incredible feelings aNYWAYS
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out w these tall clowns 🌲🌸
#who up yume-ing their ocs w characters (me)#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#or animesona either way its still an oc who may look similar to my sona 🧍#seijohbros au#this thing took too long (can you tell. this was for halloween. it is now 11/5 and i am queueing this)#and i keep taking it out of queue to drafts and putting it back bc im overthinking things and i rlly just need to drop it and move on</3#i love my blorbos sm they look ok in here actually but the process was shinji chair meme worthy i was suffering </3#context is halloween party das it (left is dressed up as that stabby ghostface guy. knife prop and mask not shown)--#--(he may have joked abt stabbing once. maybe a few times)--#--(right is an angel. kinda low effort/simple fit. ironic bc none of the ppl in the friend group are angels /hj)#in the group; ocsona is the closest to these two goofy mfs (not surprising i am in the utmv fandom. lots of goofy skeletons in there)--#--but the one they trust the most is the guy on the left !#((used the yumeship term bc my ocsona (specifically)'s main thing w them is platonic (i love silly shenanigans what can i say)--))#((--even if i sometimes want to rom smooch these dorks))#yearning about f/os (rom or plat) is so nice n fun you guys should do it n have fun n get some more whimsy in ur life 10/10 i recommend
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born to sugoi >__< !!! forced to temporary secretary (imagine a better caption please)
#went from drawing girl beatles to Just Paul#that picture is drawing worthy i just HAD to#cat. im a kitty cat! and i dance dance dance#paul mccartney#paul mccartney fanart#the beatles#the beatles fanart#PLEASE STREAM THE LIVERBIRDS ALSO... THEY R SOOOO GOOD.#their for my love cover. Lord.#Erm.... what the freak!#Ik his head looks bad look from afar pls#ACTUAL ART FROM MEEEE HOORAYYYY!#ribcages silly art
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wang yibo - loewe
#wang yibo#OMG IM LOVING THE COLOR!!!! more colors please!!!!!!#everyday i ask myself if i’m worthy of wang yibo and the answer is no
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my recently cynonari obsessed brain: What if Cyno can safely handle 2 ba fragments of Hermanubis as an adult due to being companions/ having prolonged exposure to Tighnari, and Hermanubis recognized that closeness? (Tighnari being a descendant as well)
Cyno handled the 2nd ba fragment a bit too well for my angst-loving brain...
#other thoughts: nari worship cyno??#nari follow cyno??#nari fighting for cyno??#nari loving cyno in general??#hermanubis: who dares- oh! valuka shuna! i will allow this#hermanubis whispering to cyno: trust hiiiim. trust the fooooox. do iiiiiit#shameless cynonari shipping#cynari#cynonari#genshin spoilers#gi spoilers#cyno story quest spoilers#i love it when canon fated/soulmates#btw im fairly sure its just cyno being hella worthy...the fact that cyrus raised concern for sethos being able to handle it though oof#i guess it is also just my angst-addicted brain but cyno took to the 2nd ba fragment a bit too easily. i wanted him visibly stressing#lol my solution is tighnari exposure how stellar
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