#Im So Fucking Normal

[i-am-winterborn]

"what if shes right what if i am someone else, someone beautiful and powerful, someone burried alive and suffocated to death burried somewhere far away on the other side of a television screen"

[antlergrave]

[howmanyholesinswisscheese]

Okay so this rant is brought to you by this gorgeous art by @builtintripping what the fuck dude you hit me right in the heart.

Because it’s just. We spend all this time thinking about how affected and hurt Crowley would be after the final fifteen, and yes, of course he would be -- one look at his face tells you he doesn't think he'll ever come back from this, but fucking-

Aziraphale. What about Aziraphale?

Imagine how hard it would be to tell your best friend in the entire universe that you have to go. You have to, you have no choice, coffee or death — leave or death — and you both know it.

He tells you he loves you, asks you to run away with him again, and he has no idea how much you want to. No idea. You want him so badly it hurts, and on some level he knows that much, but he also knows you have to leave.

He knows, but he’s still desperate.

He looks at you with broken eyes and pleads at you with a broken voice. You put that pain in his face.

He kisses you, and it changes nothing except how much it will hurt you when he leaves the bookshop.

How hard would that be? To keep yourself from melting into his touch. To shoulder his confession and harden your heart, because it’s coffee or death - leave or death. How hard would that be, to keep a brave face against your abuser when the one person who has ever managed to convince you that you are more than what they say you are, is gone.

How much would that hurt?

Anyways love the art @builtintripping thanks for facilitating my rambling-

[beblued]

Horrortale doodles

[lordoftablecloths]

she poly on my hedron till i mother boddho [EXTREMELY LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER]

the pathologic brainrot never ends :) this is my life now . feeding this brain worm . im running out of ways to justify this

[patrickistruck]

not to disco elysium post the second time this week but. i hit them with my catifying beam

+ bonus kim doodles

[mom0cat]

IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM

ghcvmcgh made with the 'Moon is going so bonkers bc he got the ruin virus' theory in mind, i jusdt need them to be happy and smooch each other silly

dialogue stolen from @paramountpetrichor sorry for the tag lol in the proship tsams discord bc it was very yummy tasty

[tanyakennedy1899]

Cant you picture it perfectly. William hyping himself up to do a face of make-up. hes 2 broke to get Actual Makeup, so hes just using face paints. He applies very cool eyeliner, and a nice red lip, he fluffs up his curly hair to be even larger then normal. He thinks I look so beautiful, so perfect, so feminine, so girly, so horrible, so terrifying. I'm disgusting. The flood of emotions fill his chest, tears flood his eyes. hes just like mom.

[fiiction-fixates]

WOOOOOOOOOOOO

[impending-day]

thinking abt terror in resonance again. apparently the ost was actually recorded in iceland. what if i exploded yall

[aurae-rori]

ratio simps will be eating well

i plan to write ratio moderately more fucking unhinged than he usually is in csm au. more in touch with his emotions and ready to express them more even though usually he tries to keep himself neutral. especially when in the business of killing devils you're probably gonna lose your shit especially when fiends are geared naturally towards violence. ratio simps i invite you to the mental image of ratio licking the blood off of his sharp nails with blown out eyes and a inhuman smile. (note for the readers: he has fangs & tiny horns and i am CONSIDERING a tail but i might not just bcs that might be too obvious and his thing is going undercover pretending to be human usually)

also im making a playlist for this au if anybody wants it :)

[miscellaneoussmp]

Okay so! I'm back in the fucking building, right? But! I don't want to leave. I'm totally normal, I promise!!!

I might vodblog we'll see how it goes.

[novafloofeatsbirds]

ogh my god,,, ough,, aosudhajlhfiyuaidhjb dwasuagkj hafwtw asdsawsfhuasgh ahlistfkywejg dfhakjsgy df idgaf about halloween i need to get to friday faster

[lordoftablecloths]

made a rough draft of my favorite homoerotic scene in pathologic (classic) , full image is under the cut ,, ill make a more refined version ..... eventually lol

[tokensonsaturn]

MY BABY MY BABY MY BABY MY MABY MY BABY MY BABY MY BAY MSYDBDHSJSHSNSSBHDEUVDWBUEUBD3JEDB

[samfordpines]

YES YES and arthur is just so angry, like how dare john, how dare he keep his newfound humanity while his is stripped away from him, why does he lose his grip on his while john's gets to remain intact. Hes supposed to be the more human of the two by default, and look at him. Hes killed and eaten another living human, hes vowed to kill again and its scaring john. He is scaring the LITERAL monster that lives in his head and he despises himself for it.

Yellow was right. He is no better than larson. Perhaps he is something far worse.

And when hes turned another breathing thing into a corpse he shatters, choking on his own breath, tears rolling down his cheeks, wailing about how she was innocent, she didnt know, she trusted you, you failed her, and it finally clicks for john that this isnt about larson anymore. It hits him so hard when john reassures him that he is far from that kind of evil. That he isnt some monster that needs to be put down before he hurts somebody else. He just needs that compassion he extended to so many others returned back to him.